Monday, August 8, 2016

Lonely For Life

I can't stop thinking of u and how u just left things, did red bull give u wings, u flew right out my life, broke my heart twice, now u already flirting with guys down south, next time I see u I'll have to do everything in my power not to punch u in the dick or mouth, wtf are u even about, I understand why u have a bad reputation and slutty clout, u led me on from the start, played the strings to my heart, then cut the chord, karma seeks revenge on behalf of the universe/lord, ur not a horrible person at all, u keep doubting and second guessing urself til u fall, and ur very lazy when it comes to getting up, I always will remember it was u who first said this might be love, as the reason u walked away if I recall correctly, someone so horribly ugly and broken on the inside could never be my besty, I wish I can wake up and u were just a bad dream, we would've made a good team, instead ud rather keep playing the field, because of ur continued childish behavior my fate is sealed, lonely for life, fuck finding a wife!

Peace and 1,
JC
8/8/16

Saturday, August 6, 2016

Happily Never Ever

Don't criticize always encourage, I try not to judge others cuz I too got luggage, just like everyone else, we all need love money and a lil help, live more genuine and passionate, I'm usually sassy and a sarcastic prick, not afraid to stand up and be a loud mouth dick, I've got real talent no shticks or tricks, some songs are hit or miss, can ya'll handle this, intense truth and consciousness, we gotta start seeking utopian bliss, and become a socialistic democracy, instead of a corporate capitalistic hypocrisy, where only a few have it all, and the rest of us are left to battle and brawl, hunger games style survival of the fittest, but the greatest gift is, hope and faith, tomorrow is another day, and even tho it's not guaranteed, we still are in the land of the free, where it's legal to be gay, I'm allowed to pray, if I choose to, I will not apologize for the fact that I simply outgrew u, I'm fucking existential, most don't know who they are or what they want let alone come close to their full potential, everybody is unique and special, unfortunately in life like the Olympics there's no participation medal, the experience is the prize, ya'll need to recognize, I'm epically legendary, why has art become secondary, where is our collective soul, what is the ultimate goal, when so many suffer and go without, how can u stare in the mirror and not doubt, even just one person homeless or starving, is disgustingly frustrating sickening and alarming, no one individual needs more than a million dollars, I'm broke tho I'm a double majored bachelor degreed scholar, and I've been raped by uncle Sam for years, politicians prey on fear and tears, and think we the people are stupid and weak, I will happily never ever accept defeat, so who's with me, are u a rebelious revolutionary?!?

Peace and 1,
JC
8/6/16

Thursday, August 4, 2016

Letting Go Of Ghosters

Apparently ur a worse friend then a bf, memories of abandonment and a broken heart are all I got left, the silence is killing me, I hate god for letting it be, what is the fucking purpose or lesson, how can a failed relationship be a blessing, I did nothing wrong, trying to get lost in a song, take another rip or 3 from the grav bong, perhaps I'll sell my soul like my body in just a jockstrap/thong, bare it all, I hope this is the last time I fall, cuz I don't think I have the strength to get up again, does rejection ever mend, I simply don't know how to let u go, it's not in my nature to bench or ghost, there's too many zombies already, a lack of intamacy and empathy can be deadly, we need to care more about each other and the greater good, only when we uncomfortably communicate genuinely and honestly can we be understood, problems don't just vanish or disappear, if u run away or move they'll follow u there, we cyclically perpetuate our mistakes, bad habbits are almost impossible to break, please don't fake and flake, cuz one day ull awake, and I'll be long gone, be careful what u wish for cuz now I've moved on!

Peace and 1,
JC
8/4/16

Friday, July 29, 2016

Gullible Sucker/Abused Fool

Here one minute gone the next, seems in love and success I'm jinxed/hexed, I don't want to take anymore tests, please don't think I'm always right or the best, but I am unique talented and special, I may sacrafice and compromise but won't regret nor settle, shouldn't pretend or fake it til u make it, I'm so insecure butt naked,  sweeping shit under the rug, or projecting being a gangster thug, damages my credibility and reputation, what's with all this truth and consciousness hating, bastardizing chivalry and integrity, devisive fear mongering has us desperately competitively coexisting separately, please try not to step on me tho, and don't diminish my light's glow, everybody can achieve their dreams, if we support each other like we're on the same team, allow opportunity for all to prosper, do u not see ur behavior makes u the monster, stealing then breaking my heart, the avoiding ghosting really really really needs to stop, grow up and learn to better communicate, I'm a gullible sucker that twice took the bait, refuse to be an abused fool a third time, unfortunately for now ull be forever in my heart and on my mind!

Peace and 1,
JC
7/29/16

Wednesday, July 27, 2016

Be Humble Sincere & Genuine

Can u forgive and forget, is it best to just internalize the frustration and stress, alot of truth is said in gest sarcasm and drunkenness, the rich need to learn to share and live with less, I mean really u need 20 cars and 3 to 5 homes, government shld subsidize all college loans, no more too big to fail banks, churches pay taxes also thanks, corporations congress cops and politicians shld all be held responsible accountable and liable, our leaders need to be strong communicators trustworthy honest and reliable, otherwise the system gets further rigged, ya'll need to do better thorough research actually investigate and use ur brains to think, stop being so gullibly ignorant and perpetuate pc, we should all be equal and free, preach love acceptance and unity, be a rebelious revolutionary like me, fulfill ur goals obligations and dreams to truly succeed and be happy, it takes bravery resiliency tenacity and audacity, but one day like a prince my time will cum, it's almost as predictable as the moon and sun, just have a lil faith, patience is a virtue I lack but all I can do is wait, I'll continue to pursue passions and date, my heart isn't broken it's a bit bruised cracked scarred with a dent, the only way I survive is living life bent, it calms my nerves, heals the hurt, make sure u remember ur worth, I will not put on heels makeup a wig nor skirt, just to gain fame or attention, I've found the wisest lesson is always stay true to u be humble sincere and genuine!

Peace and 1,
JC
7/27/16

Sunday, July 24, 2016

Trying To Survive The One That Got Away

To be in my life it's not that complicated nor hard, stop fucking with my head and heart, be genuine straight forward and real, tell me truthfully and honestly how u feel, the rest will work itself out, I hate that miscommunication and misunderstanding makes us bout, I don't fall in like like forever, u simply make me and my life better, u are my happiness, reduce my stress, I even smoke dope less, I look around and all I think about is ur the best, both our lives are a mess, life and love are the ultimate tests, I'm screwed with luck and timing, my loves light will eternally be shining, u are the one that got away, I dream about u night and day, and I pray ull get out of ur own way, hopefully eventually find ur way thru ignorance's haze/maze, back into my arms and soul, financial success and Grammys are great but ur my purpose/goal, it all means nothing without u, and now that u dumped me I have no fucking clue what I'm gonna do!

Peace and 1,
JC
7/24/16

I Think I'm Fucking Great

God u asked me to just be boyfriends, I should never be anyone's everything, u take care of u and I'll do me, we can blend each other into our lives slowly to avoid codependency, dooped me once, I'm a naive dunce, but break my heart twice, don't expect this gullible humiliated fool to pretend to be friends all nice nice, there's alot of love still there, but we can't persevere thru all ur insecurities self doubt and fear, u keep cutting and shutting me out, silence infuriates my anxiety and desire to verbally bout, u must push forward past uncomfortable confrontation, cuz relationships need trust honesty and open communication, go fix and handle ur shit, I don't ostracize hide or dismiss, told u already we are friends for life, I've been nothing but emotionally supportive thru ur pain and strife, but u twist the knife u plunged in my back, breaking up with me via text is simply whack, u don't have the decency compassion respect or balls, to at least have an adult conversation over a long phone call, or better yet face to face, instead u remain quiet evasive block me pushing me further and further away, I won't chase or wait, it's ur loss really...I think I'm fucking great, definitely not perfect, but totally worth it, ya know some closure or a logical explanation, I refuse to let this jade me or my fate and start hating, I truly believe it all happens for a reason, once again it seems we're both in challenging living positions and in different seasons, guess father time is a sarcastic sadist mother fucker, leaving me left wondering will I ever find my soul mate/unconditional lover?!?

Peace and 1,
JC
7/24/16

Thursday, July 21, 2016

Gladly Happy Occupied By Love

It's awesomely weird to have a boyfriend, like Pink I found out I wasn't broken just bent, but I mean duh really, I'm an out and proud pothead silly, this shouldn't be shocking, I hate alchys who hypocritically are judging and mocking, like their bad habit isn't way worse, the fact cig smoking is legal still fucking hurts, it's all simply corrupt politics as usual, people are inherently mean vindictive and cruel, perpetuating crab behavior, can u see Trump's a modern Hitler but Bernie's our metaphorical savior, what's wrong with a leader being a democratic socialist/progressive idealist, wish congress was occupied by virtuous moral empathic realists, stop fighting over who's the lesser of two evils, since it's 2016 where's my hover car that doesn't need wheels, hey Doc can u take us to where we don't need fossil fuels or roads, life is a bitter sweet tragedy that's just the way it goes, but I'm learning more to enjoy the roller coaster ride, ur love soothes my anxiety so I'm not always high, being in a relationship with u I won the lottery, I hate how much emphasis we put on money it bothers me, I'd rather be broke and poor, than be some sugar daddy's whore, as long as I have u by my side, I'll gladly wake up happy fulfilled and appreciative to be alive!

Peace and 1,
JC
7/21/16

Sunday, July 17, 2016

Good Intentioned But No Follow Thru

Please keep ur good intentions if no follow thru, it's not the game u spit but if u do, ya'll want all the benefits profits and perks, but want to do little to no work, sit there demanding while complaining, ur lack of effort and participation is frustrating and draining, I'm done sacraficing for others, I have no brothers, just fake friends and posers, where's all the revolutionary rebellious artists and soldiers, not only after the fortune or the fame, my music is personal and it's not a game, it's my blood sweat tears and soul, most people don't have passion drive dreams or an ultimate goal, faking reacting and making it up as they go, never have plans and can't execute them anyway, ostracized from a genre cuz I'm white and openly gay, why's hip hop met with such hate, ya'll are a bunch of devisive hypocrites that judge and discriminate, I can't wait for fate, afterall life is only what we make, so while u stay silent and passively quiet, I'm still that faggot cracker rapper that's gonna speak the conscious truth enciting a peaceful political riot!

Peace and 1,
JC
7/17/16

Gain Sight & Write

Birds chirping, time to get up and start working, making the best of today, I've decided to start minimizing what I say, I'm spewing shit left and right, miscommunication and misunderstanding has caused fight after fight, who knew there was such room for error with language, or that the flip side to love is hate pain and anguish, each breath is a gift, lessons learned from failure and tiffs, instead of wake and bake, I gain sight and write that's my way, I'm an over emotional deep sensative thinker, why don't people use their blinker, perhaps they have no idea where they're going or headed, u don't need to have 6 pack abs all shredded, to me a beautiful smile and soul, compassionate kind and a sense of humor is the ultimate goal, whether at first sight, or later in life, there's no one time line everyone follows, but a life without friendship and love is simply cold lonely and hollow, gotta have faith strength and patience, afterall the greatest love stories are as old as time and ancient, it's a given, so open up ur heart and finally start living!

Peace and 1,
JC
7/17/16

Wednesday, July 13, 2016

Should've Known Better

Here's how I feel, I can't believe this is real,  this fucked up shit is my life, enraged with bitterness envy jealousy and spite, everyday I awake and wipe my eyes, no truth love or happiness in a world consumed by power hungry greed hatred and lies, I should've known better than to trust u, but lust made me the fool, so insistant on pda, but wound up just another notch on the belt after one or two dates, ya'll gays are so insecure and afraid, wind up getting in ur own way, that's why I married music, humans are cancerous inherently flawed and abusive, they don't care about the future or the greater good, rather be cyclically repressive quiet and misunderstood, trapped in a victim shaming pc Christian bubble, nothing more impossible than a quicksand of comfortable, so cuddlable and huggable, super lustful but only conditionally lovable, no shortcut shuttle, thru all the kerfuffle, we all must trip fall fail and stumble, I pride myself on being too virtuous genuine and humble, too existentially evolved to be amongst such a sea of robotic slave like sheeple, I feel perhaps I am JC  for real, resurrected to shine love's beacon of light on those who copy rob cheat and steal, eradicating eternal damnation darkness and all the forces/sources of evil!

Peace and 1,
JC
7/13/16

Sunday, July 3, 2016

Truly Alive At 25

Been trapped in a sea of negativity, with an undying belief there is still more greatness within me, I'm trying to keep calm and patient, but I'd like to be successful before I'm too old or ancient, we shld stray away from individuality, shld respectfully existentially question what happened in every single casualty, without truth there can be no justice nor love, nothing more healing than smiles and hugs, yes even thugs cry too, vulnerability doesn't change ur masculinity dude, the level of ignorance and stupidity is astounding, if u followed thru consistently I wldnt be hounding, ya'll caught up in ur own lives, is there a limit to how many times one tries, can u really give up on or stop being who u are, life is simply a tragedy unfair and extremely hard, especially fulfilling my music dream, like Leona "I just wanna be happy", but money's always in the way, it's laughable being a rapper that's white and openly gay, but I refuse to do anything else, my poetry and songs are therapeutic and helps, not only myself but so many others, I'm an undercover masc homo brother, I've never identified as bi, I really had absolutely no idea I liked guys til I was 25!

Peace and 1,
JC
7/3/16

Thursday, June 30, 2016

Steep Climb Uphill Against The Grain

No good deed goes unpunished, why is watching other people's misery sort of funnish, capitalism causes competition, socialism will never come to fruition, like righteousness it's been bastardized, almost everyone judges expects plays pretend and lies, faking shit til u make it, leaves u naked wasted, and they're all laughing at u, the opposite of strapping and cool, don't label me fat dude, sorry I'm an old school romantic/prude, so I'm not slutty sleeping around, instead of tabloid comedy I'd rather be conscious truthful and profound, intelligence and raw talent, is as endangered as men who are honorable and valient, elders forget respect is earned not automatically given, I can't help thinking this is hell on earth we're living, evil corruption and greed, has taken power control and the lead, life's not fair and being nice don't get u paid, working like a slave to pay bills can't be our only fate, I'd rather choose the grave, hanging on listening to Pac's "Still I Rise" "Unconditional Love" and "Better Dayz", while my grandma religiously prays, I'm navigating this crazy maze, trying to lead by example, experiment with trial and error or get trampled, ain't got time for standing still, success is a steep climb uphill, totally against the grain, sick and tired of being labeled mentally unstable/insane, I'm simply an intensely passionate and driven artistic gemini, and I'm not a sinner wrong or a bad guy just cuz I'm a gay white rapper who loves making music and getting high, aint no relationship like me and Mary Jane, it eases my anxiety depression hurt and pain, it's in fact medicine, but I'm not justifying or defending myself to u again, take me as I am, and please stop stifling me with insisting no u can't!

Peace and 1,
JC
6/30/16

Monday, June 27, 2016

In The Gutter On The Shitter

I get the best rhymes sometimes taking a shit, lately I haven't been handling this morbid abyss, a crossroads limbo transitional phase, never really fit in with the straights or the gays, it ain't easy being a homo bro, and nobody really knows tho, a white lgbt activist poet rapper singer songwriter and very kinky, I'm a stubborn passionate genuinely nice kind hearted dramatic sensitive guys guy and a lil bit over thinkery, I'm a philosophical analyzer, an ask whyer while getting existentially higher, some say too serious and intense, most don't need therapy they simply need better quality friends, or a more loving supportive family, which doesn't include u if u can't tolerate like or even stand me, I hate lack of follow thru dude being ghosted or benched, I'm used to athletes with their sweaty man scents, in fact I kinda dig it, let me get a whiff or sniff, excuse the boner, hope u won't lay there like ur in a coma, u better wiggle and squirm, u literally saran wrapped duct taped worm, ironically a jock or daddy mummy, it's humiliating but hot sexy and pretty funny, my mind's always in the gutter, I'm a wild and crazy dirty mutha phucker, I don't watch porn I'm the star, stop being so sexually repressed and just express urself and what gets u all leaky chubby or better yet throbbing hard!

Peace and 1,
JC
6/27/16

Sunday, June 26, 2016

Let The Indy Lead

Only being positive, avoiding and neglecting its opposite, is so damn pc, it frustrates and aggravates me, to absolutely no end, we can't be friends, I'm too antagonistic/sarcastic, ya'll are stepford robots made from plastic, like cancer ur hazardous, humans are fallible and disastrous, so afraid of the truth, we all are immigrants with transplanted roots, telephone is a fun game, explains why history is a waste of time and it's a damn lame shame, cuz we're doomed to repeat it, doesn't anybody else see shit, thru the bs and illusion of freedom change and choice, I think I'm this generation's revolutionary gay activist voice, profound and wise beyond my years, not afraid of shame fame or exploiting my flaws and fears, not too proud to cry or admit I'm wrong, not a cocky arrogant narcissistic dick cuz I know I write record and perform the best original songs, that have inspiring poetic lyrical thought provoking classic timeless messages, but can't seem to awaken the collective's consciousness from all these chemtrails mind control and subliminal sedatives, I just want this election to be over, put the power on Bernie's shoulders, and make Hill or Jill first female VP, and let the idealistic Jewish democratic socialist who's indy lead!

Peace and 1,
JC
6/26/16

Wednesday, June 22, 2016

Doesn't Make Any Logical Or Common Sense

I don't know what happy or love is, cuz like family friends hugs and education it's all money or business, I hate this life, ya'll so quick to invalidate my strife, keep ur worry and pity, along with ur misunderstanding of empathy vs sympathy, don't look down on me from ur self made pedestal, give sarcastic criticism while u pass judgment considering it helpful to meddle, perpetually hide behind innocent good intentioned white lies, without evidence or proof of harm or danger yet u still deny my right to smoke pot and get high, even tho it's medicine for my bipolar brain's adhd and my manic soul's anxiety, don't think u comprehend to me it seems ur paying lip service and trying to buy me, but my love can't be purchased thru materialistic possessions, take back ur false idols fake fairy tales and ur pretend affection that I was one of ur life's greatest blessings, forcing me to live out my safety net back up plan or second choice, cuz sorry to say babe but ur just an average Joe with a decent voice, ur way too intense unbalanced and not really that special, so negative serious and passionately mental, perhaps if u can just write for somebody else, none of ur bullying options nor unhypothsized opinions help, I don't need therapy or psych meds, don't ya'll understand I use meditation working out poetry pot and music instead, I just want to be wanted and needed by my family and friends, think about it from my end what ur absense and silence meant, no closure just ghosted and benched, being in butler twice just doesn't make any logical or common sense, when or why can't I have a lil intimacy validation or have u put the necessary energy into making some quality Joey V time, actually read or have a listen to one of my songs and rhymes, tell me which ones were killer lines, perhaps u have trouble following cuz that happens alot of times, the best way to solve that problem tho I find, is to simply press that classic magical button rewind, I promise the more u listen, ull existentially awaken to see and believe the conscious idealistic peaceful utopia I envision!

Peace and 1,
JC
6/22/16

Tuesday, June 21, 2016

My Magical Manifestation

I'm sorry I'm such a failure, but in my opinion I'm a way better songwriter than Adele Mariah Bruno Meghan and Taylor, and def any other hip hop artist, like Lauryn I feel I know I've worked the hardest, to both sing and rap, and not just do pop garbage whack crap, I guess I'm just a gullible naive sap, if I thought I cld tell a stranger I'm a gay white rapper and they wldnt scoff or laugh, I'm used to being underestimated and never appreciated, once born ur a slave and ur devalued/instantly depreciated, the world is ruled by money fear and hatred, they've bastardized virtuosity righteousness truth love and all that's sacred, I am not the enemy, I don't believe anyone who's ever said to be a friend to me, if u continue to help hurt me, I am absolutely capable and worthy, to do what I want and choose to do, and I will no longer apologize for saying what I mean finishing and actually following thru, especially when it comes to achieving success happiness and still fulfill my dreams, watch me prove u all wrong change the world and magically manifest what wasn't as impossible as ya'll made it seem, so now I know and learned the difference, between what's wrong with me and other people's misunderstanding discrimination and ignorance!

Peace and 1,
JC
6/21/16

Life Is A Nightmare

Can't sleep cuz of the nightmares, seems nobody cares, repetitive hollow bullshit I love yous, can't even empathically walk in my shoes, u can do anything u put ur kind mind to, oh except music dude, dad says so, my self esteem is low, I'm suicidal, can't afford pot varietals, keep working as a slave, but don't count on retirement or paid sick days, money is the root of all evil, and that's why I don't trust people, ya'll think it's the only purpose, lack of fun and consciousness really hurts us, I don't think I can get up from this homicidal rock bottom fall, I no longer believe in love or have faith at all so fuck ya'll, leave me alone, I no longer feel I have family or a home, I'm a lost abandoned pup, that has a ton of passion and talent but no luck, life ain't fair and it totally sucks, still waiting on my fed and state tax return bucks, but it's me and my fault cuz u say I'm lazy, u don't like me or wanna talk to me so that makes me clinically crazy, u cared more about ur precious car, u lied to me when u said just be true to who u are, somethings apparently shld never be tried, the day my family tag teamed and bullied me into not standing up for myself is the day both the music and my soulful spirit died!

Peace and 1,
JC
6/21/16

Saturday, May 28, 2016

Respect Both Bible & Constitution

Sometimes I feel I need mental health, I'm sorry I didn't live life just for myself, everybody wants wealth, it's often hard to play the hand I've been dealt, lots and lots of impatiently waiting, over thinking and internally debating, I wear my heart on my sleeve, and once it's ripped out it no longer bleeds, the truth's written all over my face, I'll do whatever I have to or takes, look at the hope Hillary will provide women and girls today, maybe next we will see a POTUS that's gay, do u ever pray or talk to urself, a tall sexy jock stud makes my soul melt, thank god for my best friend Trevor, I wish ya'll cld understand he's straight married with children and I'll still always love him forever, there's more to love than money or sex, what ur supposed to do is try ur best, don't let anyone make u feel less, this game has no multiple choices I guess, is this all just a test, the confusing part tho, is Joe really a homo, or is this a phase and the Rhody's were right, when it comes to life liberty and the pursuit of happiness it ain't easy it's one hell of a fight!

Peace and 1,
JC
5/28/16

Friday, May 13, 2016

Very Superstitious

It's Friday the 13th and a full moon, at 11:11 my wish was it's 2 hours past noon, so I could go the fuck home, get ridiculously wicked stoned, and try to numb my mind and heart, don't even think a bolt of lightening could help restart, see RI has defeated my soul dreams and self confidence, to be quite frank straightforward and honest, I don't believe any of u when u say u care, I feel like Bon Jovi "Living On A Prayer", I have no shot in hell, when humanity is immune to my conscious spell, the question that keeps repeating over and over in my mind is why, I hate both mother nature and father time, mostly because we take them for granted, how come people by nature are greedy power hungry and underhanded, lies are never the answer only truth, it's not just what u say but if u follow thru and do too, it's all about personal responsibility and accountability, being righteous and virtuous shouldn't be bastardized and thought of as willy nilly/silly, my newer producer showed me that i don't like and refuse to use auto-tune, I will definitely be leaving soon, and there won't be any notice, u reaped and sowed this, ya'll bullied stifled and dismissed me, hypocritically and religiously, thank god tho for real family and friends, cuz their unconditional love never ends!
Peace and 1,
JC
5/13/16

Monday, May 2, 2016

The Reason Why Comes In Time

Totally unispired, surrounded by elite defeatists and judgmental flaky liars, I wanna move somewhere progressive, it wld be a miracle if Bernie got elected, we desperately need hope, he's so not racist anti gay or dope, I simply wanna pursue my hip hop music career, instead I'm stuck trapped in debt and fear, despite having man boobs and lacking hair, I know I'm sexy as hell dear, but I am constantly working on my confidence and bravery, most people are selfish greedy and shady, want to be scratched, never reciprocating back, riding coattails to fame fortune and success, I don't proclaim to know it all or be the best, thru trial and error I've learned what I want and like, I may be a gay peaceful pacifist but I'm not afraid to fight, if u don't ever express urself or ask, don't compare and complain cuz ur without or lack, believe me, my life is far from privileged or easy, I'm white and come from middle class, but I'm a genuine caring helpful nice guy so always finish last, fuck cash, I'd rather have true happiness not the illusion/mask, instead of putting my best forward first, I present and over share the worst, otherwise u don't deserve me, sorry not sorry I demand men be safe intimate open and trustworthy, I can't help I'm kinky, as much as the fact my masculine italian feet get pretty stinky, especially after a long day or work out, being a starving modern artist I've learned how to bout, use networking and resources to achieve ur dreams, nothing is as impossible as it seems, if u put ur mind to shit, have passion purpose and drive u can do it, the important take away point is to try and strive, never ever stop wondering and questioning why, open minds and eyes to see the signs, remember everything happens for a reason and in its own time!

Peace and 1,
JC
5/2/16

Thursday, April 21, 2016

Simply A Mess

My life's strife and simply a mess, I'm so tired and stressed, who would've guessed, getting older means making less, but working more, and what for, to support other people, this system's corrupt and evil, everybody's useless selfish or feeble, the lack of truth love and justice is unfathomably unbelievable, I'm wicked jealous and spiteful, eternal sleep sounds delightful, at least I won't be crying tears, I wanna be done with fear and nightmares, most only pretend to care, wish happiness and fulfillment could be shared, please remember to pay attention to retrospection, forgetting inspection of reflection/projection, allows room for misrepresentation, stop gossiping hating, instead spread empathy and compassion, why be all talk when u get further taking action, I know I go crazy being bored and lazy, that's perhaps the reason I stay so foggy and hazy, existence is just better stoned/high, but it's essential medicine when ur too smart super sensative and a gay activist artist who's also a gemini!

Peace and 1,
JC
4/21/16

Saturday, April 9, 2016

Progressive Left Side Of History Is Right

U might be able to outsmart me, but ull never out heart me, I'm an old soul, and won't stop til I've reached my ultimate goal, being financially sustainable following my passion, if education has no value then it should be free I'm stating just saying not asking, I'm watching the downfall of Clinton and corporate capitalistic culture, we the people esp the hardworking middle class are tired of liars and corrupt greedy vultures, so Bernie sparked a peaceful political revolution, he doesn't have a magic wand or all the answers/solutions, but at least he is honest and trustworthy, even can conjure the attention of a lil birdie, let's choose to live a more moral life, we need a leader who always strives to do what's just fair and right, fighting for us and the greater good, vote to demonstrate that hate loses to love like u know we need to and should, repetition can be annoying and silly, but I'll take the risk...let's be on the right side of history!

Peace and 1,
JC
4/9/16

Wednesday, April 6, 2016

Awake & Existentially Elevate

When I say fair I mean moral, how do u feel what mankind did to coral, polar ice caps and the animal population, humanity is becoming consumed by corporate elite abusive discrimination and hating, over seeking green renewable energy peace and fighting for love, shut up and just give someone a hug, it's time to awake, existentially elevate, stop this war on drugs faith oil free trade and thinking, fight corruption and greed instead so the good hearted hard working people can start winning, neither pot smoking nor homosexuality is sinning, there's a fine line between judgment and preference/opinion, if all u do is criticize offering no alternative better solution, fuck u and ur pollution, I'm tired of pc status quo folks saying "that's just the way it is", that's some assuming ignorance fear mongering evil immoral condescending bullshit, I ain't no robotic slave order following soldier, why does everyone get grumpy cynical and colder when getting older, I believe it's cuz we learn to see the truth, our hope and future relies solely on the youth, like Whitney sang "teach em well and let them lead the way", Michael Jackson wasn't a pedophile just like the gays, sometimes things can't be or are labeled wrong, I wish before u automatically dismiss me and my hip hop music take a moment to first truly listen to my songs, now let's go smoke a blunt bowl and a bong, have fun teaming together to compete and kick ass at beer pong!

Peace and 1,
JC
4/6/16