Shouldn’t Mess With The Gift

I ain't the one to be messed with, I am the gift, and I come with favor, don't require much labor, just reciprocity, what really bothers me, is being taken for granted, I gave u an advantage, not starting u in the red, but u made ur bed, and I let them, say that again, they'll show u who they are, lack soul and heart, has neither compassion nor empathy, pathetically attacking someone so legendary, the damage done is insurmountable, cuz that's what happens when u don't hold urself accountable!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/30/25

Hope Ur Loudly Proud Of Me

I'm not gonna lie, but I know on the other side, that my dad, always has my back, he loved me fiercely, defended me dearly, a magnificent human, the soundboard for anything I was doing, not only did he protect, but taught how to respect, especially when it's right, we all have a stake in this fight, family values matter, there ain't no rather, in fact I would choose them again in any life, whether black or white, I'll wear my gray loudly, happy heavenly birthday pops I hope ur proud of me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/30/25

Which Do U Choose

I extended an olive branch, not to give him another chance, but to find peace, I finally forgave me, I learned what I needed to, it was something I believed to be true, cuz it's what u do not say, I hope we all eventually navigate our way, thru all the chaos and confusion, money and fame are simply illusions, rooted in evil, both God and the devil are within people, so I ask what y'all wanna do, which path will u inevitably choose?

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/28/25

Passion Action

Since in this life u can't have it all, I had to remove a brick from my wall, and discovered underneath what I couldn't live without, which has been my biggest bout, that's finding my person, somebody not too busy working, who can reciprocate friendship support and love, a guy that is himself whole and already enough, willing to both give and take, vibrates with authenticity/isn't fake, needs maturity communication and passion, each and every day choosing me with action, not just empty words, cuz lacking that in relationships is for the birds!

Peace and 1 

Joe Conscious 

6/27/25

Home Alone

Must not have that much clout, perhaps y'all just got pride burnout, please don't take it out on me, I show up religiously, been in the game for over a decade and a half, why are these sheeple so damn daft, stop giving ur money, to already rich corporations hunny, enough already, make Marijuana totally legal not simply medically, why can't this whole administration be impeached, instead they teach to be ignorant/weak, leaving well enough alone, but what happens when that normalizes making complicity home?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/26/25

Life Right

Is it wrong I want to be validated, how about applauded and congratulated, for a job well done, and nobody had to cum, to get where I got, no u can't stick it in my butt, I don't fuck friends or strangers, people don't realize the danger, they may be negative but have herpes, u should know deep down that ur worthy, one night of pleasure, isn't something to be treasured, a long happy and healthy life, is what we all aspire and believe to be living right!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/26/25

Y'all Colder Now Pride's Over

Now that Pride is over, y'all went right back to being colder, from thousands of views to 11, guess I'm not goin to heaven, why does this keep happening, totally crying more than laughing, when will my time come, I really want fame before my life's done, since I was never rewarded with true love, I've told God I've had enough, of this hell on earth, fuck reincarnating/rebirth, I have more connections on the other side, it's such a shame u couldn't show me how u felt before I died!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/26/25

Free Me

Trying to be cognitive, of remaining positive, at least less focused on what I lack, hoping y'all talk good behind my back, in rooms I'm not in, wish being gay wasn't perceived a sin, can we just change already, I miss life being steady, boy was I stuck in a bubble, always loved trouble, but the innocent fun kind, stayed away from those entangling legal binds, no adult record, impressed by all that I've weathered, my resilience is unmatched, I don't feel the need to escape or detach, in fact I'm proud of what I manifested, instead of wasting precious time I consciously invested, in bettering me, so at this point I am living completely and totally free!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/25/25

Maturity Over Purity

Tho being his friend has come to an end, I still will find love and rise again, it's abundant, onto the next incumbent, please be mature and stable, willing to communicate and able, to take accountability, even if it's for something silly, show maturity, don't need perfection or purity, I want authentic and real, don't match my energy just to steal, be urself, don't ask for help, play victim over and over, put all ur weight on my shoulders, u got in this mess, so I'm finna stay away and remain blessed!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/24/25

Fire The Liars

Not gonna lie guys, I'm coming down from a Pride high, so much support and love, but it just never seems to last long enough, it's like Christmas once it's passed, we all wish we could get that magical feeling back, why can't we show up everyday, in a consistent persistent way, actually find unity, amongst a divided lgbtq community, like each and every one of us belongs, no one is living wrong, the trick is to be authentic and genuine, u don't have to be intelligent, we should simply know to always show kindness and respect, hold accountability to those we elect to serve and protect, but if it turns out ur another fake ass liar, y'all gotta be publically exposed and ultimately fired!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/24/25

Crime Time

Wish y'all wouldn't blame me, and understand it was severe grief, I put enough on myself, always tried to help, even at my own detriment, yes I'm an inherent, but that isn't defining, I'm not whining, I'm asking not to be labeled, my life isn't fabled, it really happened, and while ur sitting there laughing, showing that u never cared, personified my biggest fears, I'd give my all to the wrong one, make me the villain cuz I'm done, u never made the effort nor time, fumbling my love was ur crime, not mine, I'll be fine!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/24/25

Decide To Celebrate A Happy Great Pride

Wanna inspire and empower, every rejected disenfranchised lost or forgotten wallflower, to truly know understand and feel, unconditional love and family for real, ur now a part of mine, I'll hug and hold u to reinforce it'll be ok/fine, in fact even better, thru whatever we need to weather together, lean on me, tap in to my frequency, since authenticity is the highest vibration, let ur freak flag fly coming out ur closeted hibernation, it's finally time to unapologetically decide, ur gonna live ur best most fulfilled life to celebrate and have a happy great Pride!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
6/20/25

See & Believe

This year's Pride, is dedicated to my mom who died, less than a year ago, she was legit my hero, her kindness and grace, consistently amazed, she touched so many lives, it's been hard to survive, without her presence, I get caught up with resentment, not having my sister here, has tremendously added to the fear, am I strong enough, will I ever find my chosen family who'll love, since it's hard to understand me, if y'all could've experienced my beautiful family, ud actually see, even tho it seems impossible to believe, they were literally the best, and because of them I'm the very definition of blessed!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/20/25

Annoying Avoidant

U will not make me miss or hide, going to this year's Pride, just cuz ur an ass, u will never allowed to come back, or be a part of my life, u had an opportunity to do what's right, instead u tried to gaslight, created a fake fight, making urself the victim yet again, I'm hurt and disappointed u weren't my real friend, u simply used me, rather abusively, neglectful and avoidant, dismissing me isn't only annoying, it's quite disrespectful, ur definitely unelectable, for the world's best human, spreading truth love and consciousness is what I'm doing!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/20/25

All Walls Fall

Anger is a healthy emotion, doesn't have to cause commotion, nor must it be destructive, a lack of communication and understanding's damn reductive, for all of my faults, I don't hide shit behind vaults, I build bridges not walls, Phoenix like resilience after every fall, kinda miraculous/magic, but I've wicked fucking haddit, with being repeatedly disrespected, without my family I feel dissed and unprotected, now it's divine tho, give it time Joe, keep matching up what u say and do, truly believe deep dude everything is working out for u!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/18/25

Used U

U can avoid and dismiss, be so ugly u pretend I don't exist, I'm fine with that, talk bad behind my back, the truth always comes out, ur a battle I won't bout, karma got u, he discarded when of no use, actually did me a huge favor, I'm my own savior, not urs, even if down on all fours, I refuse to forgive, there's no words to excuse what u did, just grow the fuck up, thanks for reminding to give myself grace and love, I'm not too much, ur simply not enough, that doesn’t feel good, sucks being gaslit/misunderstood!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/18/25

Ain't No Munk Nor Hunk

Putting up a boundary isn't beef, just cuz u can't be my friend doesn't mean I'm ur enemy, I don't hold hate or seek revenge, let's make peace and get bent, talk shit thru, take accountability for what u didn't do, and if u can't that's ok, ur simply insecure ignorant and afraid, ur still young, ur not holding ur tongue, u honestly don't know or have anything to say, false propheting is never the way, u ain't no munk, nor a hunk, cuz authenticity is key, we can't fight but rather should surrender to whatever is meant to be!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/18/25

Be A Friend Again

Life is worth living and loving, never enough hugging and cuddling, so many lack intimacy, incapable of admitting they're into me, which is silly, can't predict compatibility, let's hang and make moments, if u make a mistake own it, please don't dismiss and avoid, that's the quickest way to get me annoyed, problems follow wherever u move, sorry isn't something u say u prove, otherwise words are just empty, maintain but give grace and empathy, make reciprocity the golden rule again, if u really want one then how about u be a friend!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/17/25

Coversation Isn't Confrontation

A single transgression, shouldn't remain transcendant, unless it's a pattern, same mistake 3 to 7 times doesn't just happen, it's a choice, giving accountability a voice, isn't enough my love, taking action to change is tough, believe me I know, an I'm sorry apology needs proof tho, which only comes with action, u don't have to mask ur passion, communicate true feelings, why can't u stop hurting others hoping to help and try healing, break out of victim's prison, open up ur eyes heart and ears to listen, find compassion/understanding, educating isn't reprimanding, having a raw intense honest conversation, doesn't mean it'll be a negative confrontation, it's called adulting, and ur inept neglect's actually rather immature disgusting and insulting!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/17/25

Stubborn Streak Pique

My new cutoff game is getting stronger, who can last longer, apparently I have a stubborn streak, I don't believe I've reached my pique, my best moments are still ahead, it's weird that all my immediate family is dead, I have at least 3 guardian angels, not interested in getting entangled, unless a guy can add to my life, stop taking advantage of my nice/light, I don't deserve that, talk only good behind my back, and rooms I'm not in, decided to pick myself up again and rebegin!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/17/25

Boundarying Up With Grace & Love

Instead of judging my reaction, it's wiser to question what happened, to get me to that point, I was so frustrated angry and annoyed, I didn't wake up one day, and just suddenly decide to lash out with hate, if u never communicate properly, misunderstanding is more than probably, it's almost guaranteed, I no longer feel the need to have to please, I'm boundarying up, showing myself unconditional grace and love, cuz I'm enough, and losing me was ur karmic tough luck!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
6/16/25

Focused & Driven This Life I'm Manifesting/Living

It may not be in good taste, but where's the grace, I freely gave everyone else, yet no one can reciprocally help, that's some bs, and yes now I think and feel less, especially of u, played me like a fool, and that's ok, I don't regret mistakes, I learn and grow, that old version of Joe, no longer exists, way more mindful of who and how much I give, cuz that's within my control, my soul will never be sold, I'll stay independent and driven, focused on this beautiful life I’m manifesting/living!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
6/16/25

Don't Be A Big Dick/Bitch

I get consumed with laughter, when someone tries to attack my character, I have truth on my side, and nothing to hide, I always take responsibility for my part, I vulnerably share both my soul and heart, it's automatic really, I'm not hurty I'm healy, but I fumble and make mistakes, yet also do what it takes, to make amends, I am a great friend, u can ask any of mine, don't be a big dick/bitch and wine, did absolutely nothing to him, being a neglectful dismissive avoidant is the sin that did him in, pointing that out doesn't mean I win, I'm just done forgiving another intentional below low blow to my guts trust pride ego or chin!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/16/25

Father's Day My Way

I'm so grateful for the family I had, especially when it comes to my dad, he was just a good human, supportive of anything I was doing, as long as I was happy, he wasn't very rappy, but loved music, eventually got used to it, hip hop blaring thru the speakers, a great VP and teacher, got into landscaping and dogs too, his one rule, never live life worried about money, most people die in debt hunny, that shit doesn’t really matter, take care of ur credit score and character, fuck being employed, try to find love and joy, show tribute in my own special way, I'm wishing him another happy heavenly Father's Day!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/15/25

Love Up

Now I show up, not just out of love, but to piss u off, u can snicker and scoff, cuz I'm disgusted by u, neglect and avoidance is never cool, do u boo, keep acting a fool, u make me laugh, feel the consequence of ur own attack, I'm divinely protected, ur dark magic was intercepted, that's why I burned ur paintings, enjoy the reciprocity of deep pain staking aching, u inflicted on me, what ur depicting sickingly, I'm simply mirroring back, u can have all my lack, I'll never stop giving, and gratefully enjoy this beautifully abundant life I'm living!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/15/25

Stupid Anti Cupid

Send ur lil minions to fight ur battle, he's a wolf disguised as cattle, cuz he's stupid, quite literally the anti cupid, he instills hate, manipulates great, loves playing victim, to the devil's kingdom, he radiates darkness, super prostitutional/heartless, he may have fooled u, but I refuse to be an enabling tool too, my love is definitely intense, but it's pure and never seeks revenge, even tho he did me so wrong, I've got content for another fabulous poem and/or song!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/15/25

Free To Leap Into Legacy Energy

When it comes to love u gotta leap, or literally set it free, shouldn't match energy, authenticity is my legacy, I'm a safe space, to hate is such a waste, I'm not everyone's taste, I connect with power and haste, cuz life is short, and just always better with a cohort, solo Joe's grown old, I need reciprocity to fill my soul, funny how company, helps navigate comfortably, especially traveling, when my life seems spiraling/unraveling, I like to get lost in the woods, simply to remind and find myself retrospectively understood!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/13/25

11th Heaven

How can I raise the collective vibration, come out of hibernation and awaken, Rip Van fucking Winkle, no wonder ur still single, stay solo and alone, I blocked u on Instagram and my phone, pretend I don't exist, I give no shits if ur pissed, matched ur energy, think u got the best of me, bitch I'm legendary, can't swap with my destiny, I'm divinely protected, super talented and infectious, I'm love potion number eleven, being with me is like experiencing a lil piece of heaven!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/13/25

Jealous Of My Light/Life Right

This isn't just a new chapter it's a whole other book, look at all that the universe took, and yet I'm still standing, my smile is demanding, almost as infectious as laughter, most are too shortsighted to chess what happens after, I'm gifted that way, not sure if it correlates with being gay, we simply excel, and truth tell, cuz we are enlightened, our intuition is often heightened, navigating safety, learning to live with some people hating me, means I'm doin something right, perhaps y'all should be jealous of my beautiful light/life!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
6/13/25

Inspire Higher

Time to let them hit rock bottom, stop momming, or in my case daddying, I'm done caddying, put me in coach, I ain't no hoax, I'm the real deal, here to not hurt but heal, breaking generational curses, writing not competing on verses, I'm into collaboration, hip hop is notoriously known for thuggish exaggeration, that's not my style, I think spitting derogatory toxicity is vile, music is meant to inspire, wish we could raise our vibrational frequency much higher!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/12/25

Time All Y'all Fall

Ultimately gotta do, what's best for u, no apologies, so sick of misogyny, let's make it a girl's world, look at all the obstacles women hurdle, every single day, why do u think they're idolized by the gays, imitation is the highest form of flattery, tired of emotional assault and battery, takers run wild, a lack of empathy and reciprocity is putting it mild, call it what it is neglect, what happened to serve and protect, cuz that applies to us all, think it's time we just let y'all fall!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/12/25

Substanceless Judgment

Ur apology bothers me, cuz just saying the word sorry, without changed behavior, is waiting on a savior, to magically appear, does love trump fear, since it would seem, life is but a dream, accountability isn't necessary, no talent needed to be famous/legendary, hate has the power, hoardish greed's leading us to our final hour, unless the pendulum swings back, stop trying to acquire what u lack, relationships shouldn't be transactual, righteous justice must be based on a collective truth that's factual, misinformation and lies have clouded judgment, so now society's reflection in art hasn't any real inspiration nor substance, which is such a shame cuz mainstream success, doesn't automatically mean u can claim rigged game yet still be best!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/11/25

My Hype Life

Had to lose myself, to prove I didn't need help, learned how to love better, so many codependently tethered, ur ruining community, lgbtqa+ has no unity, except they're not heteronormative, I've never been conformative, I'm always the antagonistic rebel, y'all couldn't handle my tell all, u barely can tolerate my freestyled poetry, if u mean ur apology then show me, otherwise bye/thank u next, I refuse to enable and engage being hexed, I am the love and light of my own life, u can best believe all the hype!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/11/25

Fight Bright

Not a fan of vanilla give me chocolate milk, I like guys who's game is smooth like silk, don't match energy, try to steal my legacy, cuz u ain't me, my destiny wasn't free, u couldn't handle a day in my life, I bet I connect better with both ur mom and wife, they have a higher emotional quotient, I don't need to use a potion, unconditional love and light come naturally, I add thoughtful consciousness casually, our collective frequency/vibration gets raised, I was put on this earth to authentically combat divisive discrimination and hate, my shine is so bright, it inspires good people to wake up and fight!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/10/25

Human Doing

I'm simply human, ur opinion of what I'm doing, is just none of my business, my niceness deserves interest, so when I finally muster up an ask, u better accomplish the task, without any bitching or complaining, ur lack of reciprocity is not only draining, it's absolutely disrespectful, u should be regretful, like Pac "u ain't never had a friend like me", sometimes my truth is delivered bitingly, but that's cuz most avoid accountability for their part, hard to accept not everyone has my heart!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/10/25

My Profound Down

Why u gotta try to push me, don't give me a kick in the tushy, I'm already down, this level of grief is so profound, it destroyed my beautiful heart and soul, resilience and strength takes a toll, most won't check up, since they're inept at friendship and love, it wasn't luck, I finally realized I'm enough, and ur not, this one way relationship needs to stop, too much focus on my reaction, when I was mad that ur effort and passion were lacking, wanna wish u well, but deep in my gut I really hope u go to hell!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/10/25

Token In A Pond Or Ocean

Nothing like a pride performance to reinvigorate my spirit, I am done with guilt shame and fearing shit, always continue to dream, work hard and believe, u will manifest everything u wish, fuck the size of the body of water I'm not a fish, pond or ocean, I'm usually the token, on a path all alone, just recently sold my 40 year home, now that feeling is in a cemetery, weird to be cremated and buried, one day I will be too, remember more than one thing can be true, even at the same time, the way the game's changed is a crime, in backwards upside down land, moral ethical common sense and good people are very much in profound demand!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious

6/9/25

Heal Ur Lil Kid Shit A Bit

Each day I awake I try to show up, knowing deep down inside I'm more than enough, my overflow is crazy, y'all think I'm so stoned I'm foggy and hazy, it actually helps me focus, manage my own hocus pocus, without losing control, I won't ever have sold my soul, I'm much too creatively independent, a relentlessly resilient driven incessant pleasant present/blessing, I be secretly testing then watching and observing, look at all the people ur hurting, never taking accountability for ur shit, how about u take time for some retrospection with intention of healing for a lil bit kid!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/7/25

Can Y'all Understand My Helping Hand

I wanna be that ball of energy and light, with me everything will be alright, the future should be bright, I predict with clairvoyant foresight, I just believe, I'm here if u need someone else to help grieve, I know it's hard, that's simply ur cards, play ur hand, yet know and understand, the universe is working for u, u were adored too, but don't be hypocritical, love friendship and support must be reciprocal, one way streets, are a teams defeat, when we all work together, we can magically make existence so much better!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/6/25

Still Severely Grieving & Mean It

Hanging out today in Ptown, totally turned my frown upside down, I've had to cut off 2 people, not cuz I believe they're evil, but they couldn't show up, nor accept my platonic unconditional support/love, and it is really annoying, I'm sick of all this ghosting and avoiding, can u deal with real traumatic shit, we all have some unique gift, yet also have flaws, I don't want empty words or applause, especially if u don't mean it, y'all gotta give me more grace please I'm still severely grieving!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/5/25

The Price Of My Sacrifice

Underneath this anger stems pain, don't wanna explain my gain, cuz it came at such a high price, y'all can't understand what I had to sacrifice, I'm tired of being used, mentally and emotionally abused, cuz I come from pure love and light, I want real peace not more fight, someone to cuddle at night, can admit I was right, and not be punished as the messenger, my trust is not just an expenditure, it's everything and so much more, it's the sum of the family I had before, so I'm wicked grateful and blessed, gotta learn to let shit go be and truly surrender I guess!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/4/25

Heal Hurt Thru Inner Work

Just went to the cemetery to visit with my family, most people won't ever understand me, to lose them all in 6 years, I don't know how I've survived thru this grief pain and fear, guys like Nick and Andrew don't make it easy, why y'all gotta be sheisty sleazy and greedy, yeah I named names, my character reputation and life are not a game, I no longer explain or try to justify, cuz they keep living as the victim/lie, eventually we see thru the illusion, they're like a fungal pollution, infecting more hurt, quite literally will never accept accountability by doing the inner work, and that's on them, I'll say it again they were never ur lover nor friend.

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/4/25

Lacking Action Hurts Worse Than Words

It's crazy how much stronger I've grown, independence is all I've ever known, so many people want a piece of me, but don't know how to ask or share peacefully, u can have some of my overflow, but first u still will have to show up tho, not just speak words, cuz lacking action hurts worse, broken promises and dreams, wanting one way unbalanced teams, that bs no longer effects me I actually expect it, y'all can't protect shit, bunch of users and losers, confusers and abusers, more money more problems, blocking and disengaging is the only way to solve em, let karma work its magic, learn how to just smile and laugh at it!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/3/25

Passion Purpose & Service

What if the world was gonna end, can u look back and say u were a good friend, is there any proof, or was the action aloof, perhaps u never showed up, dismissive avoidance is rejection of love, there's no way around it, I'm on some profound shit, when I speak people listen, I broke out of this matrix/prison system, in fact I'm off grid, don't cough while I spit, u might miss the point, I'm not mad I'm annoyed, so much wasting time, but I find if I rise and grind writing another rhyme, my day has both passion and purpose, and at the end of the day I also provided a service!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/2/25

Haven’t Seen Passion In Action

This month is all about Pride, my ego hasn't died, but it also doesn't drive, I'm so happy and grateful to be alive, life isn't perfect, yet living authentically is still worth it, between the blessings and lessons, hanging with me is definitely interesting, don't try to figure me out, love to verbally bout, cuz I wanna witness ur passion in action, actually growing and changing when u haven't, finally taking ur share of accountability, and since adulting surmounts stability, u become ur best highest self, realizing ur inspiring it's not ur responsibility to help!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/1/25