Gift To Exist & Live

So so sorry for ur loss, and the deep grief/pain it's caused, but like Pac says "life goes on", reality isn't an illusion or digital con, sure matrices exist, don't let fear ruin the way u live, every day is a gift, u never know how much kindness or a smile can uplift, mirror love please, cheer up and faithfully believe, dont get caught up in the tragedy of it all, we perpetually rise and fall, yet in the end, hope everyone transcends and ascends to heaven, even if it is simply an ideal, sometimes religion helps us survive how we feel, Pink sings "nobody knows", so listen to Janet "that's the way love goes"!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/24/26

Own Grown Known

What do y'all want from me, ur loss of interest is easy to see, when ur not getting multiple pieces per day, ur on ur merry way, supporting some other stranger, this isn't even jealousy nor anger, spitting facts/truth, victim of consumer abuse, when the market is so oversaturated, addictive earworms friction overt hatred, who's more popular, the prettiest to hear or ocular, while I just wanna be well known, as mature classy and consciously grown on my own, yet still full of love, resiliently keeps me with my head held up!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/24/26

Bet Best Success Yet

Y'all love horror thrillers yet my words are scary, I can love Tupac Lauryn Hill and Mariah Carey, stop boxing me, ur assuming toxically, I don't know myself yet, go ahead and make that bet, if ur against my success, a hater at best, but that's ur character not mine, I'll be better than fine wine, in fact the greatness I achieve, will be bigger than any dream we can believe, cuz of all that came before, I really don't need more, simply want a shot, to show the whole globe what this hip hop poets got!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/23/26

Accountability Ability

When they're quick to give it to God or JC, that's like putting it outwardly on me, how will u react, if I mirror shit right back, does that make u good while I'm bad, ignorant assumption's simply sad, ud be lucky if I throw it away, don't hate me cuz ur homophobic/gay, I mean really, ur so silly, we all see thru u, well maybe at least I do, a few friends too, the way u pick ur boo, take responsibility for urself, embarrassed by help, what does that say about the way u feel, ur perception doesn't make an untruth real, religion lacks accountability, putting faith where it belongs is a profound ability, I just do it thru poetry music and art, vulnerably bleeding my beautiful soul's heart, not literally on others, sharing experiences to impactfully inspiring all my sisters and brothers!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/22/26

Collective Intelligence/Soul Control

For a true fan, I'll write a poem on demand, it's not the same for a song, even a karaoke one can take a lil long, I'm more of a perfectionist when it comes to other's music, a lack of art would be boringly abusive, but that's what society is doing, capitalism's designed for humans losing, just money money money hunny, and the hypocrisy is funny, if only instead of dying crying, all these elders boomers and politicians be lying, some intentionally a lot out of ignorance, stop punishing women children and immigrant innocents, esp blacks and lgb, shouldn't judge on race age gender or sexuality, all way beyond our control, why is there such an attack on our collective intelligence/soul?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/22/26

A Better Era

Here I am having to justify myself again, this is why u can't be my friend, u don't give me the non-judgmental grace I gave u, it's just my artistic expression dude, I'm fucking allowed, ok with being disliked/disavowed, gonna vulnerably share the whole emotional spectrum, where's that triggering text from, tone matters, stolen ladders, light creating dark shadows, revolutionary harrows, maybe they fear me, that's so ununderstandably, but the villain of this evil era, holding onto hope and faith knowing things will get better!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/21/26

Actually Reality

Been a lil quiet, it's not like a writing diet, got alot goin on in my personal life, that isn't right, betrayal wasn't something I ever knew, never trained to do, but instead learned to critically think, days weeks months and years gone in a blink, when u finally pick ur head up, all u got is dead love, who's holding ur hand, adventuring sidekick style/wingman, on demand friend, always down to get bent, have a philosophical debate discussion, of whether or not God's curmudgeon, perhaps he shouldn't have rested, some of these beings invented, grew into toxic cancerous soldiers, gonna need more than Dunkin Starbucks or Folgers, to manifest a better reality, so we don't become ai robotic vampire zombie's casualty actually!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/20/26

Blessed Bliss Refreshingness

Help get thru life's hustle and bustle with a smile, distract and unwind the mind for a lil while, let me be ur distraction, the other half of ur fraction, a complimenting opposite, whether or not society's cognizant, what's between us, isn't just compatible lust, I enjoy ur refreshingness, energetically blessed bliss, jealousless attraction, if interested try daddy macking, at least say hi, make a move guy, men only do what they want, character is like font, find my style, probably a lil eagley leather kinky wild, but fun as fuck, a safe comfy lucky duck, totally valuably worthy, kind hearted and friendly genuinely flirty, who shows up, authentically glows love!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/18/26

Blind Fight Hindsight

Find totality at best in hindsight, gotta keep up the blind fight, cuz that's just life right, not simply plight/strife, but failure equates growth, birth and death don't elope, yet who really knows, ending can be beginning and vice versa flows, cyclical by nature, time is a shaper, horizon's illusion, tangible confusion, roles evaporate, stories fabricate, multiple truths told, knowledge's wisdom unfold, as harsh reality appears, isn't it obvious the opposite of love is fear!

Peace and 1

Joe Conscious 

10/17/26

My Blind Heart Soul & Mind

What is seriously taking so long, my smile may be but spiritually I'm not that strong, whether or not y'all have had it withe me, as a sole beneficiary human being I deserve advocacy, without capitalistic exploitation, say fiduciarally care but boy u hating, and it's overtly showing, irreparable harm's animosity is growing, gotten to the point, I'm not simply annoyed, my extended family is also now dead, hope u enjoy living in and with shame/regret, disrespectfully disgraced, grandpa and grandma's last name, my dad never liked u, my mom would be absolutely disgusted what her brothers might choose, robbing me dry blind, that level of betrayal is impossible to comprehendingly accept in my heart soul and mind!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/15/26

Security's Purity

Fairytales can be Disney or Grimm, I'll say it again homosexuality isn't a sin, and I don't say this shit slightly lightly, but fight/bite me, can be the spark storm survivor philosopher and sarcastic comedian all in the same poem, still just a single average Joe who's not all knowing, experienced af, can u love urself when nobody's left, ain't defined by any one thing, I find passion purpose and service when I write rap and sing, especially making magic happen performing raw live, literally showing up with consistent influence's out loud leather care bear stare styled pride, why y'all asking how, "on any clock upon the wall the time is always now", there's a simple but true purity, listen feelingly to Joss Stone musically musing to be society's Security!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/14/26

Drastic Sarcastic Magic

When ur lost in the dark, let me be a hopeful spark, inspiring a bright light, illuminating a cloudy starless night, to find shine, sure y'all can borrow some of mine, I'll be fine and dandy, whether or not u understand me, my revolutionary radically infectious smile, adds authenticity's aura to my style, like frictioning resilience, activating elevated consciousness' brilliance, becoming fanatically addicted, so genuinely original and unique unable to be predicted, timelessly classic, despite losing my whole family then being betrayed was drastic tragic, weirdly enough makes me believe in magic, embrace the fact that my love language is actually sarcastic!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/14/26

The Kid Done Did

Fuck off and just die already, since u wanted the US to be a corporation no heart nor heady empathy, all horrible humans go to hell literally, God should treat u the way u did us which was disgustingly shifty, I hope u never rest or get peace, we sow yet u steal the reap, consequences without choice, trying to inherit my talents/voice, my family's money's all mine, cuz that right as the last one standing's divine, plus the trust contract has repeatedly been breached, they say those who can't do teach, well I done did, so don't disrespect my character nor intelligence pretending I'm some special needs kid!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/13/26

Unpresidential/Trustee Credentials

Can't take one more minute of this life, consumed by this betrayaled plighted strife, fuck both my uncles, deserve to be curbstomped after punched with brass knuckles, then do the same to Trump, not only should he be fired/dumped, but his execution should be televised, along with every complicit person in that administration who perpetuated lies, need to be imprisoned with no parole, no more unaccountability scold, boomers are too old they must retire, their selfish greedy hoardishness is dire, time for them to go, give up this fascist dictatorish conservatorship like control!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/13/26

Graced Fated Faith

We never know what people are dealing with in private, sometimes weather doesn't match climate, take the temperature of their situation, but prepare for defensive "bitch u hating", minding one's own business, instead of fantastically assuming it's all lived bliss, u may know about or of, I've never been in sexually attracted love, am I demi or maybe a, perhaps bi but probably just gay, knew I was kinky before anything else, defensive beta submissiveness doesn't help, nor blind unreciprocated niceness, trying not to dull or harden my soul shine/heart so vampirically zombified robotic ur lifeless, gotta give grace, ultimately trust in fated faith!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/13/26

Showing Knowing

Life isn't perfect, but living grateful is worth it, faith is hope in action, yet a state of being empassioned, to hold on strong, for however long, cuz God's got me, I truly believe, it's like an unconditional knowing, stay aware of what people are showing, cuz that's actually who they are, survival is hard, but not the only mode, crack that code, spirituality is stronger than the matrix, love will always conquer hatred, since it's divine law, u don't have to crabbily grasp grab or claw, Earth ain't a bucket, surrendered so now all I say is fuck it!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/12/26

Anti Bitterness Business

Intimidating spitting authenticity's truth, like Mary J "I'm the living proof", end of tunnel's light, personified resilient fight, wandering thru life, as if growth equates plight and strife, success was never the teacher, an artist/philosophical preacher, frictioning inspiration, American means melted pot integration, learn to live with each other, isolation is tougher, lover over violence, complicity's silence, platforming consciousness, politicians and lawyers are honestless, more concerned with capital and power, Gemini mixture of sweet and sour, this tower hour moment, isn't one I'm interested in squeezing and holding, so no sing I'm gonn rap, intellectually verbally but not hurtfully overtly attack, went from de to offense, told to harden my soft lens, it ain't personal just business, creating a country consumed by unempathetic heartless bitterness!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/11/26

Monet Away

Wishing isn't willing magical shit into fruitioned existence, otherwise Joe Conscious should be the new dictator and chief/President, both my political party and religion are love, I always had enough, otherwise I worked, receiving an inheritance felt like the worst cursed spoiled jerk, if u saw it like a Monet, zooming out my mom dad and only big sister passed away, and I'm gay which shouldn't matter, except I'm the real deal mad hatter poet/rapper, neither G nor me had kids and I'm not ever getting married, surving extreme grief betrayal plus greed and the stress I've carried, my only responsibility is to myself, but don't get it twisted I earned all this guiltless shamefree wealth, however remember fortune without health is wasted, the legacy my family left I gained the reigns and embraced it, still getting by and high with friends again tho, same Ole old soul JC or Joe, being naturally happily grateful blessed and gifted, gotta keep inspiringly trying to give others a helping hand being seriously spiritually uplifted, music's transcendently intrusive, almost abusive how much true raw talent is elusive!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/10/26

Just Simply Me

How do u become a writer, prob the same way I became a fighter, life pushes u, we're what we say and do, but are we, if truly free, we can disagree, what's perceived, do u see a 6 or 9, where ur standing defines, I'm ready to change, betrayal's so strange, nice turned kind, grew guts pride backbone/spine, now is my time to shine, finally realigned, with my passion and purpose, which miraculously magically happens to also be of service, whether poet rapper singer songwriter producer or MC, uniquely beautifully genuine authenticity personified as just simply me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/9/26

Kindly Take Time With Money

Things are slowly snailing better, as we seasonal into Fallish weather, got my entrepreneurial job, slowly replacing what 9 to 5 mentality robbed, financial freedom, even if extreme grief's a contributory reason, don't judge me, ur opinion isn't my business/belief, this circumstance is absolutely tragic, whether u can try to soul swap or frictionously steal my magic, it's my mom dad and sister's soul and light, giving me the resilient power to fight for what's right, turned niceness kind, vice veraed making money over time!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/6/26

Loose Moves

Just trying to make moves, learn to laugh more/let loose, cuz life's seriously short, always better with a cohort, esp to sport around, a wing man so profound, I found within me, whether anyone else will believe, grown into my best self, richness ain't wealth, health was dealt thru genes, whatever this trust stuff means, unconditional love is my guiding light, with consistent persistent resilience to fight, all the zombie vampire demons, Lucifer's spawned semen, whether imaginary or not, be grateful for what u got, can't take shit when we're gone, every day's a lucky blessing so stop projecting forlorn being born!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/5/26

Leave Legacy Energy

Just cuz I'm at the bar doesn't mean I'm a drunkard fool, in fact I'm prob there doing music or playing pool, which are both free btw, stop with all the bitter envious jealousy/hate, it's not a good look, u can know of or about me like Pink yet I'm still misunderstood, so much gossiping assumption, pay attention to consumption, that's actually our greatest power, progress forward from this nihilistic doom and gloom final hour, words are spells, shouldn't manifest ur own personal hells, nor accidentally misdirect cursing negative energy, focus on u urself and ultimately the definitive legacy we leave!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/4/26

Pass On Unpresidented Con Don

Keep ur nosy negative opinions to urself, get some psychiatric help, u crazy person, ur wanna be judgy Judy words be hurting, how dare u come on my page, spewing abusiving hate, like ur beholdingly emboldened, age is a privelege unguaranteed tho theyre growing, mindful consciousness untranscending, cuz y'all be playing/pretending, like u prob did back in school, too cool but a fool, cheating the system, means u passively unlearningly listening, so ego centric selfish stubborn, boomers unable to guidingly govern, collectively just hoarders, constantly disrespecting my boundary's borders, lack the ability to pass the baton on, epitomely defined by ur tragic fascist discriminating dictator hater con Don!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/3/26

Phoenix Light Bright

Gotta get passed the past fast, this whole era doesn't have much longer to last, I mean really over 2 years, the only thing that truly fear's scares, is intentional avoidable negligence and complicity, this may sound silly uninterestingly, so y'all are easily distracted, passive pretending active, when u fools won't make a move, can't find the pocket's groove which soulfully soothes/improves, overall quality of life, helping others to inspiringly pull and push thru the pain plight and strife, knowing it'll be alright, hold onto to hope faith belief and light!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/2/26

Are Orgasms Happening

Even tho I was let down again, I had a profound bent vent about a friend and then, it turned into a poem, collapsed before we even got going, sure I'm emotionally strong, is my phoenix like resilience ability long, how about this magnetic energy, leaving me vampirically personified lethargy, stoned coma induced medically, I know I'll find true love eventually, or perhaps it'll be attracted to me, unpossessively/autonomously free, what really is bothersome tho, these toddleristic immature whorish hoes, fantastically orgasming, cuz sucking and fucking strangers just ain't happening!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/2/26

Unearned Learned Burned

Seriously lost interest, in all these fake ai bot accounts vids and images, like Mitch McConnell style, digital Weekend At Bernie's wild, know how it sounds, but friendship family and love are verbs not labels/nouns, what I've come to experiencingly learned from being burned, trust can and should never be verbally nor financially earned, apparently it's ur turn to project hypocrisy, can't stop this broken heart bothering me, these guys are so predictably lame, simply stuck playing online truth hiding games, time to meet face to face, with no prepaid plans made, no judgment hate or shade, if u can't be the real deal just go away!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/2/26

U Too Lose Metaphorical Shoe's Truths

This trust stuff has got to love on, how did this all manifestedly con, what did my mom think of me, was this just my uncles' greed, this is very diabolical to believe, unautonomously free, betrayed for over 2 years, broke unhomed is leaving me terrifyingly scared, like why is this even happening, this story seems so fabledly tall tailingly dramatic it's baffling, 1000000% true, all this gaslighting abuse spewed is impossibly hard to see thru, can't even ask what Jesus would do, he's neglectfully invisible too, when will this prevalent evil lose, eventually y'all will take turns walking in not mine but similar shoes!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/1/26

Life's Lottery's Autonomy

Tiredly exhausted being the moral compass/police, can't wait for when the maga movement retreats, they should be running away, in evilly deeply unconscionable shame, lucifer ain't got shit on u, the end game's aloof, not the tunnel's light, got tons of spite to fight, underneath a whole lotta multi layered extreme grief's hurt, how dare anyone say to go to school again or work, won't willingly give up my autonomy, inheritance isn't like winning ticketed lottery, the entrusted specificity includes these, requirements of unconditional fiduciary duties, so now it's gaveledly in judge's hands, this level of emergency seems uncourteously impossible to digestibly understand!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/1/26

Banged Change

Somehow hanging in there, unruled by fear, but that doesn't mean I'm ok, never felt oppressive betrayal/hate, until now, their raised eyebrows are from sheer shock, we the people have victory on lock, mostly cuz love, always wins when lifting each other up, Erin-O wrote that in a hook, why are lgbs overlooked, perhaps sexuality isn't our identity, why y'all consider the t to be an obscenity, who decides these rules, checks and balances used to be righteous justice's huge tool, instead we got Trump, useless as a molehilled lump, time to vote better, the 70% anti maga independent need to unite and fight together, in order for the collective to change, uncover ur mind's eyes with bangs!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/1/26

Left Or Right's Sight's Light Fight

This level of absurd self-awareness, can't be declared carelessness, expressing darkness and light, exposing my inner spiritual/mental fight, a double Gemini guy, presumptuously means 4 voices inside, diaried stream of consciousness, authenticity's vulnerability's slightly obnoxious bliss dissed, feared as scary, who decided girls to be unhairy, so much unnecessary work, patriarchy's such a hardy misogynistic jerk,  while evil literally lurks now in plain sight, and like Mike ignites "it don't matter if ur black or white" right?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/30/26

Hellish Jealousness

Cynicism isn't sarcastic hope, don't be a nihilistic anarchist/dope, shouldn't elope with an ai trope, remember the humanistic soul's scope, consciousness transcendant, stop trying to make robotics sentient, techys playing God while bastardizing trans, must take money outta politics stance, redefine democratic socialist non communist narrative's dance, which is intellectually hard to understand, maybe they don't hate scholars they're just jealous, that kinda ignorant immature stupidity's gotta be hellish!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/30/26

Infamous/Notorious Victorious

I know I'll be victorious, infamous/notorious, due to resilent self love and grace, tremendously unconditional hope and faith in spades, but I don't know why, I'm just an average Joe kinda guy, cordial normal, occupying or surviving extreme grief could be a portal, to a new timeline just mine, souls entwined vines like time, tick tocked yin yang, poetry and music the same thang, imagine life without art, can't be human unless got a beating heart, transcendent conscious mind, no rewind to find, infinitely cycling beginnings as also ends, reincarnated mates are our mirroring angelic friends!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/28/26

Wits' Skits/Imprints

Behind the fantastical illuminati big dreamed conquering schemes/sckizms, y'all should listen to my not naively blind positivity that's hard earned authentic idealism, unmatrixing this illusioned prison system unjust and unmoral, how can I be complicitly's cordial, I'm done giving grace to others, being the ideal lil or bigger brother, cuz I lost my only big sister, and I severally deeply miss her, at this point in my life, extreme grief's plight and strife, stifling my light at the end of the tunnel, fuck suffering's insufferable funnel, kids in adult skins, without maturity's infinitely wisdomous wits, this ain't comedic skits, literal legacy's futuristically forever nostagically imprints!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/27/26

Much Light & Love & Such

Take the opportunity to seize, stop trying to sheeple please, I'm struggling balancing capitalism with moral integrity, nobody can be better than me, let's just collab, I don't feel the need to take jabs, esp at somebody else, usually only speak of/make fun of myself, afterall that's all I really know, not a stereotypically labeled trove, of treasures untold, taught from negatively reinforcing punishing's scold, I know I'm old yet respect my wisdom, fuck ur narcissistic selfish boomer kingdom, y'all should've passed the baton with mentoringishly grace, understand patience's pace, but damn this shit's way too much, don't feel safe to spread authentic unconditional light and love and such!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/27/26

Fatter Matters

A creative space, is not a peaceful place, so where do I go now, wondering not why or when but how, my life's a mess, back to just guess, without a familial core, publicly exciting/personally a bore, simply normal whatever that means, cordial to fanatical fiends, that's not a judgment, despite y'all begrudging, jelly for real, uninterested in my experience's feel, so remain stuck, in-between success and suck, failing at rollercoastering, humbly unbolstering, as if I don't even matter, as long as everybody else's pockets get fatter!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/27/26

Pedaled Settle

Hoping to turn my energy around, life lately has been rather profound, with wisdom I've gained, from extreme grief and pain, but yet I find love and light, stand up for what's right, even when nobody's looking, cuz evil be hookering, and there's nothing wrong with sex, feel like it's all just a test, are u gonna continue to settle, action isn't electric u gotta pedal, friend is a verb, do u know ur own value and worth, or is insecurity showing, focus less on hoping more on growing, since the only thing aging, is probably my impatience, altho privelege is acknowledged, intelligence isn't always found in college!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/26/26

Crazy Lazy

Help me understand y'alls enthusiasm, did ur curiosity have a quick single spasm, then u decided I'm not worthy,  ur lack of support hurts me, what I do for u, isn't obviously huge, but complimenting more than criticizing, what I'm finally realizing, is we're all craving attention, unagendaed/unuseful love is a blessing, that's what's called truly unconditional, not every poem is meant to be listenable, which doesn't make me lazy, 57 written in one month's crazy, 386 this year so far, at that level output isn't hard, but is it good, it's not my responsibility or business to be understood!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/26/26

Par Bar

U can be wise af and can't intelligently help, others or urself, we have collective richness and wealth, so let's pay for everyone's basic housing education and health, which includes quality food too, not this poisonous toxic gobbledygook/goo boo, ain't that the truth, for girls trans and dudes, totally different yet similarly same, iconically ironic synchronicity, pretty twilight zoned deja vuey quite literally, don't shoe or poo poo my woo woo, success like happiness and the horizon are elusively aloof, perhaps even tough to tooth or stomach, that's why my hope faith and belief just utterly plummeted, now I've Phoenixly raised the bar, so resilient thriving is my new par!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious

9/24/26

Spicy Tangy Angry

Ignorance's stupidity makes me strangely angry, I'm so antagonistically spicy tangy, graduating from my Monstah Mash's Mrs Dash, much more marijuana flower lover than hash, gotta be able to socially function, but at some boundary breaking junction, u mistake space as judgment, becoming a begrudging curmudgeon, leaving isolation ur only choice, is ur inner noise even ur own voice, where even in black there's white, welcome to equal right's fight, we're all spectrumous shades, moralistic integrity pays, just in a different way, surprisingly thru unwavering faith!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/23/26

Democracy's Hypocrisy

This level of wisdom didn't come easy, sure I've had occasions I was cheesy/sleazy, moments aren't totality, ain't hoeing casually, cuz of spiritual attachment, close ur gaping mouth ungraspingly gasping, like it's all a shock, when did accountability stop, just cuz u could afford it, why couldn't either of Trump's presidencies be aborted, so let me get this straight, u can be a convicted criminal conman who incites masogony racism discriminating divisive war oppression and hate, but immigrants and even some regular citizens can't vote especially with a felony, who made these rules of law and the implementation so intentionally unintelligently?

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/23/26

Miss My Sis

My visibility on the rise but am I being seen, maybe Biggie was right when he said "it was all a dream", except the Truman/Joe Show magazine's gone digital, why does it seem Republican/MAGA conservatism is so synonymous with hypocritical, I'm always gonna call bullshit out, get up every day resiliently smile and bout, in honor of my mom and dad, but what's tragically sad, it's my sister's 5th heavenly birthday, how much longer is worth the wait, when we can meet again, Trevor's incredible but u were my quintessential OG best friend!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/22/26

Unhide My Side

Had to change scenery for a bit, I was losing both sanity and wit, this grief stuff is tricky, ultimately showing who's against or with me, in a very non-judgmental way, it ain't easy being gay, literally smoking green, but called blue dream, which isn't my regular type, but a lil sativa brought me back to life, indica helps regulate my adhd, while also letting me mingle socially elatedly, u see loss is very heavy, and since eventually everything's proven temporary, I gutterly know God will get me thru this, not necessarily to joyful happiness/bliss, just grateful to be more on the other side, I'm done quietly suffering in silence trying to hide!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/22/26

Back/Bat That

Seriously at wit's end, I need help and support from more than just friends, including my government and the law, what's the constitution or police for, the call is coming from inside the white house, I'd even bet they epsteined their spouse, this level of corruption is fucking disgusting, the fact that nobody gives a shit either is troubling, except my lyft driver, I refuse to be one of those unalivers, I'm am too strong and resilient for that, but I really wish some of these peeps who say they love my family and me would get my back/go to bat!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/21/26

Human Hope

Was gonna take a day off from writing, but my stuff lately's been angry instead of enlightening, neither positive nor inspiring, despite high levels of output I'm firing, trying to outdo last year, transmuting all the endured grief pain tears and fear, pushing and pulling thru, dodging toxic venom spewed, power to the people, stop showering evil, discrimination hate and divisiveness, does nothing but stifle bliss, happiness starts with revolutionary joy, artists shouldn't have to be slavishly employed, health care food shelter and education should be non profit, boomer crony corporate Capitalism breeds corruption and greed and like ai we can't seem to stop it!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/20/26

Poor War Ridden Innocent Civilian Citizens

Stuck in this alternate reality con, it's impossible for me to move on, I'm actually offended, this isn't what my mother intended, just like Trump, everybody sits helplessly on their rump, not doing a damn thing, despite all the evil awful atrocities he brings, so narcissistically selfish, making the whole globe hellish, while the world makes a big fuss, hopefully they can gracingly differentiate between him and us, just like Israel or Palenistine governments vs the citizens, sick and tired of unnecessary war killings of innocent women and children civilians!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/19/26

Hate Made Cave

I just want all this trust stuff over, need to put down all the grief I shoulder, esp as I grow privelegedly older, with a colder scolder, who shall remain unnamed, but absolutely should be emphatically embarrassedingly ashamed, my family showed y'all nothing but unconditional love, then u go do this unreciprocatingly mucking it up, none of theirs is urs, they're is major betrayal at heart and soul's core, u fiduciarally abused the very promise u made, thought I wouldn't declare breach just peacefully retreat/cave, letting u run away with false perceived special needs authority, totally in conflict with me the majority party, since I'm the sole beneficiary responsibly competent, the sheer morally corrupt disgust for his guts just must be said as corroborative acknowledgement!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/18/26

Boo U Dude

So yet another week goes by, and I'm over here left brokenly betrayed/devastated wondering why, how can this keep happening, every hour of every day or every week of every year after my mom died my uncle's laughing, literally all the stealingous way to my bank account, can't even muster a frown, no one fucking cares, my own lawyer I hired after the mediator failed doesn't try to take the time to understandingly hear, the emergency in this tragic scenario, where there just isn't a realistic legitimate hero, unlike Mariah tho it doesn't lie within u, ur the villan of my story boo/dude!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/18/26

Hurdled Hurled/Whirled World

Not trying to umbilically harp on this, I'd rather be living out my beautiful future's bliss, one where I'm autonomously successful sustainably, Grammy winner whole globetrottingly touring artist is totally attainable, plus I can remain indy, u can't call me Cindy, fucking fella bitch, I'll know ur Mr right prince charming with a simple sniff, trainingly make me addicted, wanna kinkily get with it, cuz we're complimentary, love adventurously hanging intentionally, creating our own lil world, found my tribe I vibe with to try and hurdle whatever life whirls/hurls!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/17/26

Obsolete Streets

I had just the best sis mom and dad, wish I could remember them like that, I'll never get love like that back, I need friends fans and lovers pigpiledly stacked, I'm really trying not to focus on the now, but I don't know how, my uncles are fucking me over, with so much grief resilience light responsibility and talent on my shoulders, holding the utmost space, giving unconditional grace, until I finally realized, undeserving reciprocity is a lie, one way streets, for me are completely obsolete, I want a supported adventurous life, huggingly safe as if divinely protected thru loss's plight/strife!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/17/26

Law's Broken Armed Harm

Can't wait for Trump and my uncle to die, if u even have the ignorance to ask me why, u can go too, nice goodness is thru, evil must be vanquished, it'll help eradicate all this anguish, we're sick of unchoiced consequences, too much hypocrisy in their hences, a fancy word for but, they lack backbone heart soul and gut, what a waste of existence, I'm sick and tired of consistent persistence, when it doesn't successfully pay, at this point my uncles are committing a hate crime for me being gay, however the legal system is a joke, it's gone corruptibly immorally broke!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/17/26

This Fuckedupness' Suckiness

Fuck justice now I want revenge, this cruelty needs to end, not soon but immediately, how much can I cry and scream emergency vehemently, like that means get in front of a fucking judge, this isn't some frivolous grudge, much more than a family matter, I outsurvived my bloodline so no one gives a shit what happens after, like I'm just fine, cuz I get up smile and live time, but my bank account is dwindled down, this level of fuckedupness is incredibly profound, not one person who claims to have loved my mom dad or sis has come to rescuingly help, guess at the end of the day/life u only got urself!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/17/26

Son's Done

I can't take this anymore, what am I being cruelly abusively punished for, is it cuz I was a good brother and son, when this is all said and done, I now want Henry behind bars, maybe Peter too since his complicity's gone too far, this is ridiculously absurd, withholding my inheritance hurts, cuz it feels like it's coming from my mom, when this is my uncles' harm, and nobody not even the mediator or lawyer I've hired cares, so I'm absolutely filled with horrific nihilistic fear!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/17/26

Doesn't & Mustn't

When will this ridiculousness of temper tantruming end, how bout we the sheeple not rule of law gets bent, I'm sick of cigarette and liquor lobbyists, ai legitimizes hobbyists, who should hire an expert or learn to become one, get an education then job and pursue passion for fun, leads to payment thru exposure/unpaid to play, nepotism manufacturing success' ability to rig the game these days, where virality somehow proves and validates excellence/credentials, the damage complicitness with corruption's destruction's considered severely seriously existential mental!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/16/26

Y'all Understand Scammed Demand

Damn man where'd y'all go, too much attention to Joe, not enough love tho for JC, who simply can't be, til my uncle Trustees finally release me, why ain't I financially free and with autonomy, defintely not special needs, u just don't have the capacity to care fiduciarally so please, get the fuck out my life, let me step into authenticity's light, shining like the star I am, purchase my plan of poetry on demand, ull never be scammed, if u can understand, bartering's better cuz money isn't real, unbacked by gold makes the dollar a promissory steal, digital currency is even worse, ai and other technology might be humanity's downfall/curse!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/15/26

Surviving Ain't Living

Life's strife and plight's unforgiving

Surviving just ain't living
When existing's this wicked hard
Thank God
Still resiliently rapping/singing
For the simple joy it's bringing
Vibing inspiring a wildin' worldwidingly surprising sunshining aliving thriving

Spreading hope I'm getting genuine souls smiling

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/14/26

Who's King God Of This Realm's Existence

Hoping growing broaderishingly wordy, will make me digestibly zeitgeist worldly, seepingly consciousness personified, to evil truth's the lie, mirroring reverse inversed, like living this anti bliss twilight zoned/circused curse, it deeply hurts both heart and soul, continuous chaos catastrophically capitalistically trolls and tolls, vampiring time and energy, to a zombified robotic legacy, it's so wickedly unhuman, what tf are we all even fucking doing, surviving ain't living, where's the line and who decides what's irredeemably unforgiving?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/14/26

Ain't No Rainbow Butterfly Time

Does my dark side offend, unlike y'all I don't pretend, sure there's rainbows and butterflies, lows and highs at all different times, the sum of anyone isn't a single mistake/moment, I take accountability for my shit and own it, often with overkill, per Pink when she sings "ur just like a pill making me ill", instead of making me better, perhaps we can't adventurously walk this life together, u can be a whore, I don't keep ur score, but I see ur patterned behavior, I may be JC yet I ain't no savior, finally becoming a whole human, boundaried up with love so it's no longer any of ur business what I'm doing!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/14/26

Enamored With Companionship

Men shouldn't be friends with boys, they're moldable disposable toys, meant unperverted, the lesson learned is, it's immoral, stay nonsexually cordial, they should date guys their respective age, not within judgmental's cage, but there's so many other people, incest like murders generally considered evil, right and wrong's more grayly obscure, levels consisting of tolerance acceptance or adore, rainbow gayed, hatefully paid, aids eradicating an entire generation, elder pride needs some fiduciarally cared penetration, which often is simply sexless companionship, creating a chosen life/family ur daily gratefully enamored with!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/14/26

Systemic Epidemic

Ur a tauristically stubborn user/victim, keep everything secretly privately hidden, pets aren't kids, in fact ur only responsibility is, taking care of urself, asking for and receiving help, instead of perpetuating relentless using's abusing, love's pretty confusioning, cuz hurt people misdirectingly spill, overextending relationships until, uve given all u got, left talking to an ai bot, during this loneliness epidemic, rooted evil's capitalistically systemic, so energy snatched humans, compassly time valued doing, actually not really allowed to just be, and then there's simply unmatrixed siblingless orphaned old soul me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/13/26

Can't Recharacter After

Miss me pissedly, ur focused unepathetically/listenously, it's a narcissistic world, Alzheimered ur own grown life hurdled, are we all amnesiaed kids, heteronormative folks shouldn't unilaterally decide how homos live, or die for that matter, my mom's family stealing my inheritance left my templed human being torn and tattered, so now I've chosen my new tribe, when I win my case I'll dictate who gets what when I die, and I simply don't care, it provides endless worry and fear, cuz if ur reading my art wondering is this about u, agree or disagree y'all better respect it's my freely protected expressed truth, perhaps u should reevaluate ur character, too bad u haven't the maturity to consider consequences before not after!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/13/26

Ur Choice's Annoyances

Here we go again, u only want me to be ur friend, well this time no, time for u to go, u can't sit at my table, I'm sure I'll turn into the villain of ur fable, I'm ok with that, used to people talking smack behind my back, both bad and good, just want it to be completely understood, this is ur fault, our conversations will all hault, no more hugs cuz of ur choices, but what really annoys is, uve told me exactly who u are, I'm just the silly fool for seeing thru rose colored glasses ur a star, when the harsh reality has proven, u take no responsibility/accountability for what u keep doing!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/12/26

Have At Mad/Bad A Tad

Pretty aware that I'm mad, cuz there's something/one I want bad that I can't have, I've tried now twice, and I'll never again try to force shit in this life, perhaps it's time to walk away, for my own sake, knowing I gave it my best effort, this relationship in whatever form needs to be severed, I can love and admire from afar, despite if it is impossibly hard, gotta give it all to myself, at the end of the day I can't save fix change or help, no good deed goes unpunished for real, and honestly nobody cares or gives a fuck about how u feel!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/12/26

I.D.G.A.F. Acronymly Said

Y'all work too much, how u gonna find ur one true love, when u repeatedly say let's go, do and show altho won't ownerously claim hoe, cuz they approached u, pattern's character's truth, I won't put up with inauthenticity's abuse, spectrumly obtuse, inherently astutely notice, usually the one who ice breakingly approaches, leaping off bravery's cliff, before u see me ull probably get a weed hit/sniff, hehehehe I really don't give a fuck, said with nothing but Pac styled Unconditional Love hugged divinely protected from high up above!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/11/26

Unaccountabled Injustice's The Suckiest

Don't come to me beckoning, when there's an accountability reckoning, told u repeatedly hookering, cuz nobody's looking, is totally fine, but all darkness comes to light in time, I'm tired of living their hell, if u haven't been able to tell, a revolution needs to happen, gotta stop complicitly watching gawking and laughing, cuz it hasn't yet negatively effected u, what a stupid ignorantly naive tool/fool, blatantly toxically emposoined, outnoised by the beautiful artistic expression im voicing, but what really sucks is, seems everything taughtfully told to us was just a lie including fiduciary truth righteousness and justice!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/11/26

No Advocacy Hadditingly

I'm angry at the lack of consistent support, plus my inability to find a stable sustainable cohort, cuz this life ain't meant to walk thru alone, when my whole immediate family died I was forced to sell my home, why own without a spouse or kids, why do heteronormal men get to decide how I live, or what happens when I die, my mom doesn't get to Trust decree it all so why, is my inheritance being hoardishly withheld from me, this betrayal/cruelty after extreme grief is wicked hard to believe, and none of their loved ones seem to care, out of sight mind and ear shot to hear, thinking it absolved advocacy, makes me insecurely wonder why they avoid doing the right thing hadditingly!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/11/26

Sexuality Casualties

I've been on a rampage lately, not sure if it's more gratefully or hatefully, people are really pissing me off, if u got tissue issues sore throat or cough, stay tf home, if ur sleeping with someone stop portraying mingling single/alone,  I'm not anyone's side piece, when swooningly smitten I babble or simply retreat, while being nice gets perceived as flirting, ur attachment style is hurting, be a verb not a noun, stop perpetuating trans and drag to be equivalent to a clown, lgb are sexualities, doesn't mean the other letters become casualties!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/11/26

Furious Curious

This creative output level of disciple architecturalism and skizms, has got to break me out this capitalistic matrix/prison systems, inherently intentionally toxifying our body's mind, pineal gland and holistic healing info are hard to find, why is that, the philosophy business ain't personal's whack, stop exploiting us, we all hate corrupts guts, in every form, there is no universal nor uniformed norm, we're uniquely fallibly different, even in a twins instance, their footprints don't match, has two chicks same egg ever hatched, simply curious, what makes me furious, when knowledge wisdom and information are kept secretly shock blocked, ur setting me up to get fucked cuz I'm unpreparedly fully loaded while only half cocked and locked!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/10/26

My Fans Understand

My linguistic grammatical fuckery, makes lips/faces occasionally puckery, I say some crazy shit, and I love every bit of it, I'm a double Gemini guys, exploring lows and highs, plus everything between, love dirtying clean, but not being obscene vulgar or offensive, it's not my fault I'm naturally philosophically pensive, the infinitely great grandson of both Plato and Aristotle, like Pac Lauryn and Mariah conquering the zeitgeist impossible, achieving that quintessential Grammy dream, wonder if it's really all what it seems cracked up to be, was it for money or fans, I'm so complicatedly intense when not bent most don't know how to comprehendingly understand!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/10/26

Writing's Enlightening Fighting

Me writing's fighting, tongue biting ain't retrospectively enlightening, remember I'm trying to transcend consciousness, how do I defeat this illuminati Loch Ness, almost religiously gatekeeping, this anti gay glass ceiling, that like money and time are just illusions, gotta wonder who's profiting off of mass confusion, tired of string theory merely puppeteering using fear tactics, why y'all seem to be a bunch of narcissistic greedy power hungry addicts, profiting off cheating the system, remember Sister Act 2 says "if u wanna be somebody or go somewhere better wake up and pay attention"/learningly listen!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/10/26

A Harder Darker Arter

Many have noticed my art getting darker, that's cuz only the good die young so growing old life gets harder, survival is uncomfortably not guaranteed, no matter who or how hard u worship on bended knee, winning one battle won't necessarily victory war, patterns paint character's picture more than ur words are, what ur projecting/effecting, should match election's intention, sometimes what we dislike in others is present in ourselves, I mean really how hard is it to smile be kind and if u can man why not help?

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/10/26

Poems/Songs & Bongs

No good deed goes fucking unpunished, sorry not sorry if that's abrasively cuntish, I've simply had it with being PC, y'all a bunch of nepo pedo accomplices and creeps, who all belong behind bars, especially before the black pothead users and dealers that are, how about marijuana is scientifically proven way less deadly, yet booze and cigs are capitalistically profitable so legal tremendously upsets me, that's systemically racist, maybe I'm the ageist, cuz I was demonized growing up as all hellishly wrong, altho this beautiful intelligent artist/cracker faggot rapper loves to write songs from poems while smoking blunts bowls joints and bongs!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/10/26

Tho U Know

Big difference between sprinkle and flurry, so much hurried worry, which is wasted love, keep literally lighting up, to deal with the stress of everyday life, extreme grief pain plight and strife, lingering without all the hopeless loss which caused betrayal, this level of fucking corruption is simply unsustainable, we're unable to rise above, plus the amount of tough luck just sucks, makes maintaining taking the high road, such harder to do especially as we all grow old tho u know?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/10/26

Just Unbelievable Evil

Get used to seeing loved ones crying, feeling the impact of strangers needlessly dying, and the men/system responsible, aren't being held accountable, in fact they're successful and winningly celebrated, pedastalingly appointed anointed and elevated, only by gatekeeper loyalist lobbyist cronies, don't u know both lawyers and politicians are soul and heartless lying phonies, y'all get gullibly duped like fools, every single time the most deserving lose, and we're left having to choose the lesser of two evils, this prevalent neglectful inept incompetence is just wicked unbelievable!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious

9/10/26

Dial A Smile

Wake up and smile, pick up the phone and dial, let me hear ur voice, give me a choice, instead of a miscommunicated text, that don't execute spells the best, no context or tone, it might be them venting stoned, replying too fast, answering questions passed, so lost and unsure, of what we're even talking about anymore, trying finding my way, this beautiful sunny day, hope/grateful, leaning into being willing and able, not to become a capitalistic slave again, but to get up and out to have fun with poetry/music fans and friends!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/10/26

Gotcha That Notch

Some day y'all will pay, for treating me this way, never did anything to hurt anyone, especially intentionally or for fun, was taught to do the right thing, even when there's nobody looking, learned being demi could never be a hoe, but I'm definitely not asexual tho, I know that can be confusing, but I refuse to allow hurt people continue abusing, now that my blood family's gone, seems impossibly hard to find love and mourn, yet finding sex is much harder, thought I'd be responsibly smarter, isolatingly keeping to myself, since abstaining altogether reliably helps, only to wind up alone and lonely, surrounded by a bunch of inauthentic belt notching phonies!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/9/26

Dead Ahead Mess

I find Trump to be ear torture, too bad he wasn't an empathy/intelligence hoarder, wish he would just shut up and go away, let's have a new election today, consider this an emergency, this needs a resolution with urgency, we already theorized McConnell is dead, cuz this entire administration's issues are coming to a head, procrastinating declaration til after the midterms, zooming out critically thinking wise what have we learned, since republican redistricting Graham's passing and the illegitimate president's war in Iran, noticed thru using corruption they're doing all they can, whether Gulf or Lake Of America plus the Straight Of Hormuz, then Isreal Palestine Russia Ukraine shit all over the news, yet there's still no justice for victims of the Epstein Files, got us alongside the whole globe Phoenixly fired up and obscenely riled wild!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/9/26

My Ability Frictionously

Y'all can see and feel I'm strangely angry, who knew my mom's family was mangy, like a fucking mut, they deserve a swift kick in the butt, probably belong behind bars, took being a Trustee too far, ur not a dictator/God, it's immoral to make my life this hard, especially after everything I've been thru, do u even understand what extreme grief can do, it completely changed me on a cellular level, I ain't afraid of evil esp the devil, I'm divinely anointed and protected, from all the inspiring uplifting art music love and light I've frictionously effected!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/9/26

AG & Channel 10 Next

Now that negativity is out of my system, I wanna write something inspiring y'all to read/listen, it clearly seems time, to establish very firm boundary lines, I will no longer nicely finish last, nor be defined by the past, especially from u, who never graduated from college dude, list ur credentials, u ain't ever gonna be among intellectuals, cuz u can't hang man, don't even have the emotional capability to understand, what ur doing is plain wrong, protected by free speech in my poems and songs, they all know who I'm talking about, if this shit isn't rectified asap watch me get real visibly loud!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/9/26

Kind Time

Really really trying to hold on, like Donny my uncle conned, I hope he rots in hell, and everyone I can and who'll listen I'll tell, how this asshole stole my autonomy, it's being labeled special needs that extremely bothers me, either way he's negligent, what a fool to think I'm unintelligent, both Henry and Peter have disgraced my mom, caused such irreparable harm, I want nothing to do anymore with her family, don't care if u understand me, but the one thing I took away from life, is in a world full of jealousy and greed we can't play nice!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/9/26

Y'all Happy In All Actuality?

Is the enemy of my friend mine, is the friend to my enemy fine, we're looking at the same number/existence but do u see a nine or six, in the gay community there's only assholes or dicks, ironically both, so do asexual sides have hope, looking more for the same, or ur playing the complimentary opposite game, is oral enough, what's better loveless sex or sexless love, I'll take the latter, perhaps bondage play helped strengthen my bladder, for me it's a therapeutic way, to druglessly escape, yet intimately prove safety where we may begin building trust, while also introducing taboo solutions having a very demi lack of superficial lust, stumblingly learning now yearning, it ain't hurting anyone periodically sniffing and squirming, especially since it's turning me on, perhaps I should do like all y'all and simply cliqueily con, so wicked unfulfilligly happy, comfortably confusing using infusing accepting abusing as love in all actuality!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/8/26

Anti-Hero Ground Zero

Y'all have reached ground zero, perhaps Taylor Swift manifested the anti-hero, the rise of Trump, has got me stumped, am I the only one, cuz I'm stunned, we're idolizing evil now, sorry not sorry I don't know how, never keen on authority nor forced direction, I expect governmental and parental protection, from the bottom trickling up, only way to eradicate dark evil hate is a whole lot of light and love, which requires authenticity, can't take serious silly all willy nilly, without consequences unchoiced, must be called out/c.u.n.t. voiced, can't understand normal thinking, should honestly meet extinction, otherwise defined retarded, perpetually outsmarted, business is soullessly closed hearted, and all us artists want absolutely no part of it, especially when financially exploited, cuz it's avoidably annoying as shit!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/8/26

A Villain's Villain

I'm done volunteering to be the sacrificial lamb, perhaps y'all wanna stay present in the land of the damned, cuz u won't deal with the uncomfortable, lack of accountability is causing doubled even thrupled trouble, what if the original sin curse, God’s devil but also the reverse, we the sheeple are duped fools, capitalistic cruel tools, stealing land and resources world wide, fuck the illusion of a progressive social democratic vibe tribe pride, all while worshipping false idols, the utmost worst corrupt fucks given powerful positions/titles, providing false narratives, conquering already inhabited, let's revolution the system, open ur eyes pay attention and consciously listen!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/8/26

Since Evil Reigns

Watch me slowly disappear, y'all have made it so I no longer care, I can't wait to leave, fuck hope faith and belief, I'm just done, evil won, have fun, this isn't a pun, consider me gone, pretend I was never born, my uncles stole my inheritance, nobody wants my presence, only what I do for them, need eternal rem, cuz this existence is hell on earth, without money hunny u have no value/worth, the boomers screwed us over, I finally took the world off my shoulders, I'm now in my villain era, the hero is dead forever, save urselves, cuz I'll never again be the chosen one who changes fixes saves or helps!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/8/26

Did Live

Had some fun with Hans the sexy ginger German, right before heading back to start grinding again/working, constantly bullied into corporate capitalistic slavery, y'all go ahead and villainously hate me angrily, we don't exist to make money, funny how happy people are when it's sunny, time to shatter that matrix glass ceiling, dealing with deep grief feelings, and I know u won't even try to care, but my compassionate kind-hearted old soul empathy's biggest fear, someone else going thru what I did, yet still has the resilient audacity tenacity to have the will to smile and live!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/7/26

Dared Spirit Lyrics

Bring back that happy camping vibe, grateful for another great day to be alive, keep deep cheek smiling cuz why not, super appreciative of the not cheap peeps I've got, who've become my real deal chosen family, the ones I only care about understanding me, but even then I'm done, defensively justifying myself hun, u can be the one this time to walk away, I'll gladly let u babe then disengage, too wicked tired of the avoidable fight, mind fuckingly stifling my bright white light might, I'm not too much, ur such not enough, learned letting go of stuff's tough, dug my way out unstuck from extreme grief's rut, my gut just knew, with a few Trulys brews and joints by the pool, it would rejuvenate my drained divine kind spirit, beautifully transmuting disputing into poetic musical lyrics, y'all should soon be able to read/Audibly hear it, like I refused truth and dared that shit!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/6/26

Y'all Can Con On

Got Sunday funday gay party at the pool, put aside ur sexy cool, and simply hiccupy fun, like a blink or sneeze is an uncontrollable outcome, destined happy accident, magically magnificent, beautiful sunrise/set, winning that million bet, finding the life and partner of ur fantasy dreams, existence means teams it seems, so I'm antagonistically flying solo, no fomo cuz yolo, Marco Polo dollar holla if u hear me, anyone can be very legendary when intent or dare to be, it's a high frequency vibration, fire horse replaced snake during the yin to yang migration, Pac style Still I Rise while Life Goes On, cracked concrete rose colored glasses unmasks that homo Unconditional Love's just a con!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/6/26

Why Bye U Unrich Bitch

Given u too many times, to continuously cross boundary lines, with utter unempathetic disrespect, who knew somebody could be inept, at simply being friends, what kinda message it sends, when ur words don't match actions, only fucking with passion, minus love, insecurably never enough, done letting u hurt me, whether spiritually or verbally a turkey, u are what u eat and where ur from, more than just a cum sum, u won and the trophy's crabs, also nobody cares about u or where ur at, watch my back/ass or talk to the hand, no matter how many rational explanations seems u can't understand, bye bitch, without u we're joyously healthy wealthy rich!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/6/26

Leather/Bear Flannel Channel

It's a tent not a sound proof booth, what a crazy cool camping crew of predominantly gay dudes, whether sex noises or snoring, if u think that sounds abhorrent/boring like touring, I love naturally nomadically wandering, isn't life philosophy's gossipingly retrospective pondering, analyzing accomplishments or regrets, why's anyone make failure bets, like taking tests with zest, trying to be the best, when perfection's the horizon, stare at the eclipse since it's non blinding, ironically causing what ur presumptuously avoiding, begrudgingly judging our joy jealously with envy and hatred's pretty viciously intrinsically boyishly ignorant annoying, just turn the damn channel, give me all the daddys wearing jocks harnesses leather and/or flannel!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/5/26

Soul Shine Time

Gotta let ur soul shine, not necessarily the whole time, but in our darkest hours, Phoenix energy's power towers, dominating anxiousness, why Coolio's Gangstas Paradise ain't yet exist, Robin Hood style, cuz corruption's gone wicked wild, evil's blatantly reigning free, while fascist oligarchy hypocrisy seems to lead with greed, bastardizing divine righteous good, hiding deep within the hood, which is the collective heart beat, media needs pulse fingered street, feeling the cultural heat wave, art's music paved the way so hate's saved, should truly believe in a higher purpose, this instinct thinking we the sheeple are worthless hurts us, let's change the narrative back, stop playing defense bent and act/offensively attack!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/4/26

Destinied Legendary

Why don't they say something of substance, broadstroking stereotypical's shallow circumference, forgetting depth and breadth, these wanna be poets/lyricists are rather inept, trying copying imitatingly, as a unique original artistic individual that just ain't me, like Demi sings Sorry Not Sorry, can't hurry money hunny so start fun focusing and party hardy, possibly hip hop's eclectically existentially both rap and r&b soul infused, giving spoken word a dope rhythmic beat too, that'll make y'all move and sway, critically think feel inspire or simply help escape, even if only for a moment temporarily, delusionally deep down know profoundly destinied very epically legendary!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/3/26

Astonishing Accomplishment

Do u gotta be a bitch to get rich, work to escape or scratch that itch, inundated with noisy distraction, is it u lack direction or passion, what's ur motive/definition of success, are y'all thinking ur the best guess, thrown wall spaghetti unstuck, mediocrity digitally running amuck, but it sucks cuz it's so soulless, my poetry and music makes transcendant conscious wholeness, complete fulfilling accomplishment, that in hindsight becomes respected classically timeless all remarkably astonishing, yet remains free, delusionally believe even a Grammy nod achievement means commercially seen, finally on my way, unappropriatingly embraced as ok to be white and openly gay!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/3/26

Hey Day Vaca

Just finished packing up the car, not to go to another RI bar, but on our way to The Woods, 2000 gays apparently I understood, we went last year, so there's no fear here, in fact we will have much more fun, I bet Ron and Kadir are gonna be stunned, tho it won't be one giant unboobied porn movie/orgy, don't consider camping to be really sporty, this is our vaca, that in the future can look back on as our hey day, with pool and 2 Jacuzzis, most likely we'll be pretty zootedly boozy fruity!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/3/26

The Discrimination Administration

My common sense's patience's running outta stamina, understanding how satellites ring and flock cameras, can't capture more actual high crimes, is absolutely maddeningly blowing my mind's eye, yet torment minor traffic infractionists often in error, while all these elite are coordinating a new era of fear and terror, we really gotta dump Trump and his whole complicit administration, spreading nothing but ignorant divisive hating and discrimination, ruining this great nation's heart and soul/democracy, mostly from the right's sheer blatant greed corruption and hypocrisy, but now's the time to realign and find humanity's unity, eradicating illiteracy hunger poverty homelessness and disease amongst our entire global community!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/2/26

Reparate Poor USA

Here comes the reckoning, we've all been begging, why didn't it happen sooner, Trump's a ruiner, with the curse of a dreaded deadly touch, spreading fungus instead of light and love, every complicit agent of that administration should be locked up, tough luck, y'all screwed over the entire wide world, but look at every obstacled plot foiled and hurdled, those executive orders can easily get reversed, we the people should be reimbursed first, made whole plus damages, so much corruptionously greedy extremely underhandedness, the 97% of us deserve reparations, it's the only way to build trust enough to truly help make USA great again!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/1/26

Impunity/Immunity Opportunity

Having my best month ever, couldn't really get much better, honestly just Trust stuff, never experienced this level of betrayaled love, but I'm done harping on that, can't go rewind back, time forever ticking forward, stop asking why so morbid, u already know my story, ain't no lottery winning glory, please give me my sister, God isn't active is he even a listener, perhaps drastic sarcastic, fabled elastic magic, boomeranging cyclically hampsterwheel style, rollercoastering carpet ride surprise wild, ghosting opportunity, causing consequences unchoiced wanting impunity/immunity!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/31/26

Get Bet

Every now and then, we all need a friend, a lift or hand up, the verb version of love, show out, go loud, voice whispers, full from chicken crispers, of course with honey mustard, not a fan of custard, u know Boston cream, rap superstar's the dream, doritos and weed rider, same authenticity frequency/viber, palpable fanatical chemistry, deeply feels just how legendary, strangers see me clearer than loved ones, misunderstanding music for money over passionate fun, when did the game get played by only amateur hobbyists, while creative artists fall victim to industry plants labels and lobbyists, pickpocketing every chance they get, pretend we're high risky yet really a sure bet!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/31/26

Help Up Self Love

Trying not to feed into pinnacle cynical, despite once a simple life rhetoric's become hyper political, like a fungus among us seeping into consciousness, transitioning from last year's yin/snake obnoxiousness, letting the firehorse yang's light burn bright, good people need to Phoenixly rise again to fight day and night for what's right, no more polite nice complicity, the highest vibrational frequency's authenticity silly, since isn't it self love, wish more wealthy statesmen and elders would provide others help up!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/30/26

Averagy Clarity

It's a beautiful morning, under the shade of an awning, there's a slight Fallish breeze, with the scent of us smoking weed, wake and bake's great, when coffee hits lips to taste, plus with the aroma sniffed, reminisces bliss of yet another day's blessed gift, what a privelege it is to grow old, rest in power to all those lost souls, gone way too early, practically unwordy, surely a poet can describingly express the best, but certain terms I've learned can be a test fest, where even brilliant genius creative minds aren't able to find clarity, so expectations are rather low for those more averagy, no judgment hate or shade, redemption ain't pay to gain/saved since prayed!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/30/26

Can't Take This Shit

Time to pierce the zeitgeist glass ceiling I'm feeling, perhaps my creative genius' bleeding's needing shielding, far too intense/advanced, for the ironically average man to understand, I'm just Joe tho, I needed that family time to appreciate and grow u know, it's hard to explain, extreme grief's pain, changing everything completely, not a country club u wanna be in believe me, ain't no regrets, promise I'm not upset, played and gave life's game of chess my best, never settled for less, cuz didn't even care to pass the materialistic money making math test, and since only love lasts forever long, why would anyone when we can't take any of this shit with us when we're gone!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/29/26

Who's Asking

Talking shit, like ur above it, when ur unwilling to make the initial effort, that's so gay stepford, be ur own prince charming, entitled passivity's pretty alarming, my authenticity is disarming but genuine, no underlying hidden agenda/intention, def ain't no leech or mooch, always down to blaze and/or do shrooms, don't judge me begrudgingly, yes I guess my dry abrasive sarcasm could be delivered more cuddly subtly, cuz I'm utterly antagonistic by nature, smoke way too much pot to ever hurt or hate ya, don't believe in a revolationary savior, surprisingly open and willing to date ya, but u gotta go out on a limb lad, only way to truly know fo sho's if u ask!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/29/26

Hypocritical Official

Silly me, for having capacity, plus the nerve, go ahead be a perv, say what's on ur mind/in ur heart, if drag is art so is who we fundamentally are, personified soul, authenticity pays a toll, responsible's power, many escape run away or scour, too afraid to confront fear, releasingly wash away those enraged tears, what do ur swears project, do u actually try to serve and protect, esp as an elected official, why politicians so hypocritical, know do and be better already, let's collectively together in unity get sustainably steady!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/28/26

Brings Things

20 mins later did we order food, in that pothead quick to forget kinda mood, this is why we don't have nice things, oh the joys of being a stoner brings, belly laughing/smiling ear to ear, for me it eradicates worries pain and fear, living in the moment, vulnerably empathic and own it, not afraid to cry, my whole family died, and then experienced betrayal, I thought the worst thing in the world was to fail, but no was told love which was manipulated use, too smart to deal with this abuse, all darkness comes to light, even a philosophical pacifist needs to learn how and when to fight right?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/28/26

Bet Red

What is this, obsessive curiosity of black privelege, maybe I've got some jealous envy, not all whites are automatically the enemy, same goes for trans, woman or gay man, I take everyone at face value, I'm respectful kind and polite not cuz I have to, that's how I was raised, take each person case by case, don't start anyone out in the red, failure is never something to bet, or wish upon, collab over competition, near rhymes are good enough, perfection is horizon's love, unattainable rainbow hope, music marijuana and friends are the noncancer answer to cope, expectations delusional, success measured illusional!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/28/26

Just Cuz

I'm like an Empath/Muse, creating poems and musical tunes, consciously raising the collective frequency and vibration, transcending social hibernation, of epidemic proportions, so much misinformation extortion or distortion, truth telephoned false, and I believe it's the boomers fault, that's after giving myself the grace I gave them, I'm not gonna justify explain nor defend again no offense, sorry not sorry, I won't keep naivingly allowing stupid bs bother me, cuz ain't nobody got time for that, if u don't got my back, no chance at the front, yet I'd still smoke a fat ass blunt with anyone!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/27/26

Resilient Fulfillment

Is anyone else exhausted, at all the divisive hate this administration's fostered, I mean seriously, watching the news deliriously, isn't it enough, he's made life so rough and tough, people don't want to exist, it's apparently expensive to live, what's more valuable water or oil, breathing's become royal, so unloyal to capital, down the rabbit hole, corruption's illusion, pretending no pollution, like climate change is the hoax, funny how we've traded booze and cigs for pot tokes, since it's less deadly, most die regrettably, while I mindfully try to find fulfillment, wind up proving my superpower's being resilient!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/27/26

Better Dayz'll Arage

Wow I got over 100k views in a single month, hope to be remembered better than Dolly and Pac when my life's done, cuz JC is a beautiful human, consciously aware of what he's doing, branding himself the world's gay best friend, talking about truth love and pride again, cuz why not, he's all soul and heart, art that makes u interact/think, like a second nature blink, it can't be stopped, singlehandedly resurrecting hip hop, less mumbly more substantive, wish her family would just let me live, Trustee free, since they don't have the capacity to fiduciarally care for me, in fact caused irreparable harm, esp since I'm forgetting the beautiful side to my mom, all this angerous extreme grief's rage, needs to leave so I can believe I'll resiliently see better dayz!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/26/26

Gay Hell's Dirty Dels Spells

Feel like I do everything wrong, personified Gemini internally playing ping pong, two souls in one, let me tell u ain't no fun, grounded divine, root blind, just like nose, out of sight and mind so nobody knows, Pink sings that she sometimes cries, love when she sarcastically asks why, humor actually palpable, being bald at least I'm not scalpable, the gays and their Real Housewives indoctrinating hellish spells, whether sipping chocolate espresso martinis or Dirty Dels, time to get back to some sun fun, create ai robots to pay humankind's ubi and slave labour's abolished/done, turning financial hardship's stinking sinking ship around, consciously awakening to our power of we the people's profound, maybe JC's hippy healy entrepreneurial spirit will've freely resurrectively risen, then no more existing in the illuminati's satanic money matrixed energy stealing prison!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/25/26

Beautifully Community Unity

Like skittles sprinkling the rainbow, wish old soul gay Joe, was more of a hoe, trusting strangers tho, is a skill undeveloped, my sexuality isn't identity enveloped, nor being a musician, wish y'all would supportively read and/or listen, not simply glittering attention, try and enter a Gemini dimension, do u and I'll be me, respect my boundaries, sex is a spiritual extension frictioning self, no enjoying wealth without health, which involves love in its many forms, we define our own rules of law/norm, let's find collective unconditional human unity, building a foundation of unique original chosen familial-like community beautifully!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/23/26

Zooted Rooted

Sure I want my cup filled up, not with cum but love, guess it would be hard for a straight or gay man, to empathetically understand, I've got urges too, just not that anonymous kind of random hook up dude boo, and it's all cool, marijuana cue's my social tool, staying level headed grounded/rooted, even tho I'm completely zooted, that's my norm, I'm an intense whirlwind storm, like a hurricane, anti playing games, wanna fuck or be friends, I'm not gonna circle my boundary again!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/23/26

How Now La Vacca/Cow

Do u want me in ur daily life or just ur bed, actions speak louder than words do instead, no expectation yet u cleaned, plus no release all week, good thing I paid for dinner and drinks, cuz if u did I know what u think, I'd owe it to u, I'm not a young gullible people pleasing dude, at least not anymore, def ain't a rude prude nor whore, why was ur fly down, my question asking was intense/profound, to watch see and feel ur reaction, I need a reliable level headed hard worker but with empathy love and passion, don't wanna simply be of use, unemotional nonintimate sex to demi me's abuse, uve had milk for free without la vacca/cow, can tell ud like to sleep with me y'all just don't know how!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/23/26

Ain't No Bang Thang Just Yet

Need a new idea of normal, been so absorbed with being superficially cordial, eventually learned to change niceness to kind, I'm homobrosexual with a demi mind, desire a heart and soul connection, walks by my side kinda protection, thru all the ebbs and flows, actually trying to get to know the mulititudes of Joe, the double Gemini Scorpio rising/rap's leather daddy, totally content comfortably bent and happy, creatively writing and performing, probably should come with a warning, at times a wee itty-bitty kinky stinky piggy, flagging flashing fashion that's instinctually wink winky, since turned on by nipple tickling sniffing manscent, really love bondage play but only with adulting consent, often presumptuously wondering whether a guy's fam, or another genuine str8 fanning stan, I'm not a mind reader, so I nervously teeder on belly butterfliesingly babbling blabbering diarrhea, especially when there's immediate chemistry/attraction, perhaps a good lick smacking ass slapping snapping's snatching attachment reactioning happening, instead religiously meeting a lack of reciprocity, almost constantly really bottlingly bothers me, why won't they simply stay loyal trustworthy and honest, remain gentlemanly humbly heroic stoic yet modest, with my man it should be ain't no thang, cuz it's none of anyone's business who how or even if we bang!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/23/26

Rap's Renaissanced Rebirth Spurt

Energy never dies, like light it only gets absorbed says JC and he never lies, all those RIP, now live in me/we, spirits roam truly free, don't need to be seen for u to believe, that's what's called faith, hope's soulmate, hand in hand, why can't y'all understand, watch as I make magic happen, if ur actually smirking sarcastically laughing, ur kinda obnoxious, time to get conscious, mindfully awake, grind weed so we may bake and shake, perhaps whistling while working my twerk, catch me fetchingly reinventing these poems with beats to rebirth a Renaissance rap and soul growth spurt!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/22/26

Boxing Toxins

From Rhode Island to Cali, holla at me, if u just won't stop, fanatic love of hip hop, bopping heads all entranced, foot tapping or chair dance, maxing chillaxing, since life's so taxing, high riding hot boxing, exfoliating stress hormones/toxins, always high time, reddening my mind's eye, cloudy brain fogged smoke, whether weed grass ganja herb cheeba reefer or dope, u know u wanna, have a double toke of marijuana, puff puff pass, get on up and shake that ass!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/22/26

Refreshing Blessing

Delirious teariness, from grief's seriousness, yet I find my mile smile, ear to ear just for a lil while, especially around friends, time to write/perform again, it's like my daily ritual exercise, helps me in so many ways to extra rise, pretty perseveringly resilient, no need to boast or brag that I'm artistically wordsmithingly brilliant, authenticity's gifted me talent, being genuinely kind and valiant, is pretty refreshing, hard to realize everything is a blessing, even failure and loss, shouldn't start out as a boss, gotta prove urself from the bottom rung of the ladder, are u an apology or permission asker?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/22/26

Bored Unemployed Joy

Gonna keep letting them, eventually since temporary this too shall pass/end, if what goes up must come down, the reverse being true is rather profound, we do love a good heroes journey, what if life is relearny, making reincarnation real, imagine religion is something u feel, confusing it with belief, so hope and faith now trigger grief, character defined by actions, not words despite how empassioned, louder doesn't mean right, quieter is the more peaceful fight, simply find joy, being bored and unemployed, that's when the true u shines thru, where ull meet chosen fam friends and possible boo too!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/21/26

Humpty Dumpty Trumpy Dummy No B

How do u expect me, to make sense of what I see, gonna piss u off enough u have to think, just like ur eyes must blink, unless ur asleep, ur dreams ain't even deep, especially when u never achieve rem, how do u awaken them, focused on the wrong noise, take the time to find my voice, whether poised or chaotic, products made in China means he isn't patriotic, claiming America first, yet his choices are the worst, let's dump Trump, stumped getting over this hump, honestly think Kamala actually won, but both Reps and Dems are so divisively dumb!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/21/26

Unfun Viral Spiral

Show up one day absent the next, I feel like an actual call over a text is best, but that doesn't absolve all work, ur sorries make u a jerk, cuz there's no changed behavior, stop expecting JC to be ur savior, make ur own money, my sense of humor says ur not funny, breaking boundaries is mean, being vulgar and obscene, might make u go viral, go ahead and negatively spiral, I'll snowball up the mountain, can't drink from my fountain, mine's all about age, youth is a phase, I'm so glad I grew out of, unfortunately tho adults only know conditional love, how come we got cut yet some remain un, seems to me to simply be just preference/for fun.

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/21/26

Spit Ur Sip

Don't take a sip, right before u read this, ull probably spit or cough, sometimes writing is my idealism pissed the fuck off, I don't believe in nihilism, why won't y'all even try to listen, if ur deaf then read, change the station if ur free, look somewhere else, if u think instilling fear helps, ur an evil person, overworking is clearly hurting, but only u, consequences to choose, yet they're collective, how come we're not being protected, there's no hope left, can't cope with guess, really in need of a lil comfort safety and structure, who knew our own family members and government just wanna fuck ya?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/19/26

Shit Wit

So sick of these money making schemes, even moreso disgusted by capitalistic greed, how dare u charge 200 for a diagnostic check, the fact that it's ai tech is pathetic, human labor shouldn't be cheaper, time for a new leader, our ship's sinking, plus near extinction of critical thinking, as they've bastardized good/righteousness, while 97% of us have no idea how to fight this, illusion of division, Trump was never a smart decision, Don the con duped u MAGA fools, unconscious to the proof til it negatively effected u, pieces of shit, completely haddit with stupid ignorant mean spirited wit!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/19/26

My Dutiful Beautiful

Expect respect/flowers, this era is the Joe Conscious hour, stepping into my power, shouldn't tower with bitter sour, staying humbly quiet with confidence and gratitude, transcend into a brand new attitude, that rises and shines light, using revolutionary art to fight for what's right, especially for we the people, I'm here to eradicate the forces of evil, life's too short precious and beautiful, our obligation to mother nature's dutiful, we should already know and been doing better, afterall we have to experience existence weathering it together!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/18/26

Last One Left AF

Perhaps I'm the black sheep gay demon child, naturally abrasive Gemini adhd wild, so stubbornly original, my face leaves no feelings subliminal, u probably can't assume what I'm thinking, thoughts are like blinking, without any filter verbally, actions make words substantively worthy, or are u just a Noun, the difference is profound, do u show friendship family or love, isn't everybody enough, simply as we are, does success matter and how far, money fame and time, lost my entire bloodline yet nothing's mine, how do I process this extreme grief, what if I never find somebody else to believe in me, always got myself, still willing to ask accept and recieve help, resilent af, maybe it's true to save the best for the last one left!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/18/26

Shine Kind

Not gonna let the pain anger and hate harden my heart, in fact I'll take it all and transmute it into beautiful therapeutic art, no need to sell my soul, slaving away at a day job takes a toll, I did it more than 30 years, put in grueling hours of blood sweat exhaustion and tears, never actually getting financially ahead, simply in debt til dead, like we're white priveleged working poor, so capitalistic they want exponential more, limitless like the horizon, whether staring at the darkness or sun it's blinding, lost in life's abyss, with the light of hope manifesting bliss, smile and shine, let's create a world where it pays to be kind!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/18/26

How Rude

It's been a whole 2 years, since the last of my family died and nobody's been there, especially not my uncles, their negligence has become trouble, in fact maybe actionable, their contribution/care is laughable, no compassion nor empathy, understand now that's his legacy, single divorced with kids mia, can't help but wonder if this is punishment for being gay, perhaps that black heart's only capable of hate, lil bro simply as guilty in a complicit way, I earned everything got, ur envious jealousy like my inheritance is a lot, but not an excuse, to treat me ur sis' son with such abuse, shame on u, underestimating warrior resilience proves them dudes fools!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/18/26

Where's Mack At

Honestly music saves my life, when I rap and sing on the mic everything's right, especially amongst talented friends, whether it's Mon or Tue again, becomes time to shine, helps add greatness to my fine, most or at least some art, is blood sweat tears soul and heart, both joy and pain, within each chorus/hook/refrain, melodies like poppers frying the brain, low vibrational frequency becomes a drain, I'm sick of human zombies and vampires, pretending to match my fantasies and desires, where are all the fallen angels at, really wanna find my sexy gay alpha daddy Mac!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/18/26

Fail To Bail

Can u keep up, what do we lead with fear or love, ignorance can be willful, while corruption is intentionally skillful, hoarding debt is evil, how did we get here where money's more valuable than people, who's gonna buy ur goods, civics like economics are severely misunderstood, they've bastardized hard workers, way too many trolls and lurkers, snakelike waiting to pounce/attack, projecting misinformation as fact, ur 3rd mind's hawk eye gone blind, without exploration we can't find, trial and error til all's wrong and u fail, time for banks Wallstreet corporations and Trump's administration to pay reparational bail!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/17/26

Martyr Artists

If love can move mountains, youth found in fountains, mystical beliefs, fablistic interest piqued, telephoned tall tales told, like Midas words of gold, story telling artists, are the real martyrs, becoming endangered species, gimme dark chocolate Reese's, with the long E finish, loving my buddy Lipe's Brazinglish, especially when he stresses the wrong syllable, the level of poor uneducated is critical pitiful, it's gotta be willful, where's the musically skillful, bring back substance and soul, changing the frequency indecently completely illegally has taken its toll, lowering the vibration as a whole, only to mold more uninspiring heartless darkness dreary and cold!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/16/26

Dump Trump

Just when I think I'm done, write another one for fun, no destination nor point, not even aggravated/annoyed, perhaps maybe bored, all humans are fallible and flawed, and that's totally ok, is it really a big deal to be gay, everybody struggles with love, overwhelming feeling of not being enough, still gotta resiliently get up, perhaps opportunity will meet preparation and luck, insecurity like worry is natural, when did the US become so uninhabitable, money over people, doesn't he understand he's equated with evil, all around the whole globe, yet bet Trump simply doesn't care to know and it shows!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/16/26

Old Gold's Locust Focus

Guess I'm vibrating my frequency higher, many aspire to achieve my level of inspire, like frictioning energy/destiny, we all get to manifest what's meant to be, believe that, let's get our autonomous freedom back, time for the next generation to lead, more mindfully conscious of fear corruption and greed, we need agressive progressiveness, why can't we live in social democracy's protective bliss, where the root word isn't money it's human focused, haven't u awoken to the notion capitalism is a beautiful illusioned locust, all that glitters isn’t gold, never ever forget what a simplistic privilege it is to just grow old!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/15/26

Stole Soul Control

How about now, do I amaze or wow, with my talent, or that I'm valiant, chivalrous and gentlemenly, I'm both book and street smart intelligently, but who knew, what poetically and musically I could do, despite my many scholastic avenues, I refuse to slave away cuz u had to, ur jealousy is showing, I'm not claiming I'm always right/all knowing, but I've earned respect, thought ud follow thru to actually protect, when instead u control swappingly stole, no amount of money is ever worth ur character nor soul tho!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/14/26

Views News

Pretty proud of reporting the news, that my blogs gotten over half a million views, and I feel validated, wonder why I've gotten so jealously hated, like u couldn't do it too, anyone can to tell the truth, I was driven persistent and consistent, willing to share with all those souls who took the time to stop read or listen, engaging hearts thru art, some say way too serious and smart, I'd argue not exclusive, why's fortune and fame so elusive, maybe it takes talent passion mixed with a whole lot of luck, a lack of financial success or awareness doesn't mean we suck!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/14/26

Fun AF Yet

They're playing checkers instead of 5D long game chess, the handling of this was a negligent breach/hot mess, this is trying ur best, sorry to say u failed the test, now ull held accountable, the evidence is insurmountable, I ain't supplemental special in need of ur noise, not working my ass off just my pen chops and voice, look at my blog view stats lately, about a half million basically, over all time, almost 60k this month alone is a good sign, seems my stock's finally on the rise, journey's been many double Gemini lows and highs, but the biggest surprise is I haven't even released my podcast or poetry book series yet, so right now the future's looking seriously fun af!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/13/26

Noosed Silly Goose

Once the gloves came off, even if u chokingly gasp and cough, I'm not letting up, this is showing myself unconditional love, plus truly fiduciary care, I'm no longer living or making decisions thru fear, coming of age, unbothered by anyone else's disapproval of how I behaved, go thru what I did before judgment, consider urself lucky I'm not vengeful nor begruding, but I ain't no gullible pussy/sap, now's not the time to joke and laugh, I finally attacked back, their chess skills like tact lack, in fact I handed them the noose, unfortunately u underestimated me greatly silly goose, y'all will seriously lose, that's just the plain Janed truth!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/12/26

If Life's Silly Really

My new favorite button's block, respect my boundary when I say stop, if not miss me, play the telephone game and that's history, what if there's no truth, what if all the answers are aloof, no hell or heaven, life was the blessing, everything else doesn't matter, could be just black that happens after, we decay and grow, if ur not in a coffin tho, who knows really, humanity's practices could be silly, live for today, love is straight and gay, along with everybody in-between, figure out wants from needs/fantasy vs dreams, reach for the stars, whether approachably tangible or horizonly far, please keep going, never too old yearning learning and growing!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/11/26

Voice Joy & Rejoice

Who's got time or energy for grooming, really juts should keep it pushing/moving, love may be a losing game, but to not have lost is a shame, imagine all u never knew, like when pigs flew, even without wings, peace comes when my heart raps and sings, art and music can do that, fascism thrives where truth lacks, the poor American dream, a family of four was a team, one salary provided for, now divided more, isn't enough to care for one, to pay rent and eat food means no fun, they'll never steal nor stifle my joy, watch me smile shine and use my voice to rejoice!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/9/26

Uncompromising Rising

Feel my inner Phoenix rising, I'm stubbornly uncompromising, when it comes to my integrity, authenticity is a legendary necessity, congrats if ur talentedly better than me, let's collab instead of presumably illusory enemies, who made that rule, ain't no competition in music dude, only friendly, then whatever is meant to be, all I know is I was sweating and shedding, helping others reremembering, the baby daddy, shaved the head and face please don't be mad at me, it'll grow back, and since I'm an Italian stallion it'll be pretty quickly/mad fast!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/8/26