Interesting Gesturing

I'm just gonna go quiet, love antagonistically denying shit, simply trying to keep things interesting, y'all don't wanna know or see my internal gesturing, I'm sick of the same old bs, I'm not a mind reader playing the game of guess, to prove I'm right, I'd rather not fight, honestly I'm tired and drained, stifling local notoriety and fame, complaining about what's the point, cuz ur irritated and annoyed, we're all going thru turmoil, our patience has come to a boil, so many ready to snap, won't tell the truth to my face rather betray me behind my back, that's ok, maybe it's time to finally move away!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/21/26

Obligation Confrontation

I need tomorrow to go well, the past few years have been hell, done tremendous processing working on healing, creating has been therapy soundboarding feelings, throwing spaghetti at the wall, acting surprised when something sticks slightly then falls, go play dumb amongst other fools, my inheritance isn't ur tool, just cuz u think or say so, I'm done remaining silent/laying low, taking control back, my autonomy majorly lacked, gonna show up with questions prepared, there's no more fear here to dare share, wanting clarity isn't confrontation, perhaps y'all gotta learn the art of communication's a societal obligation!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/21/26

Can't Yet Find Peace Of Mind

Got a ton on my mind, peace is hard to maintain let alone find, why do strangers see me better, y'all don't make time nor effort to experience life together, since my family isn't hosting, there ain't no more coasting, thanks for showing I'm not a priority, I never used to fit the gay label of lesser than nor minority, saying the f word doesn't offend me, my sexuality isn't my entire identity, nor anybody's business really, if ur uninterested in building with me, then like Jojo sings "just get out...leave", I'm totally ok taking fiduciary care of me...esp financially, best for u both to respectfully bow out/step down, the irreparable harm caused by ur neglect's been profound!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/21/26

No More Martial Law War

What I really want in life, if u can alleviate some of the stress and strife, then just do it, be a positive force or conduit, otherwise honestly die already, I'm sick of the boomers fucking us over steadily, micromanaging us disguised as protection, both sides corrupted and rigged elections, waiting for the masses, to finally get on up off their asses, to revolutionarily protest, but truly the way we vote best, make the entire populous matter most so they ultimately decide, perhaps government sponsered history indoctrinated us all with one great big giant fraudulent illusion/con job/lie, nobody wants anymore of ur distraction wars, causing psychological chaos and confusion trying to evoke martial law, it won't happen, we the people will prosper as the last ones laughing, this time saying no thanks, taxpayers are done being exploited bailing out everyone else including bad businesses and banks, but just not us, why doesnt MAGA and Trump administration understand the whole globe hates their guts!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/21/26

Human Doings Ruining

Tough conversation situations, don't like insinuations, wtf is this supplemental shit/special needs, in life y'all must be in the weeds, people aren't just energy and money, governmental leadership or lack thereof is what's funny, but in a tragic sad way, when the terrorists are labeled the trans and gays, like love is the problem, arguing never solves em, inaction procrastination and neglect, destroyed checks and balances needed to protect, our God given inalienable rights, good luck when traumatized victims discover they're powerful lights, inspiring and frictioning, we aren't robotic slave human doings rather beings just simply existing!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/21/26

Mainstream Needs Me Seen

I'm beginning to see the need, to be seen in mainstream, there's nobody like me, masculine acting openly gay white queen, actually more like a king, got alot of soul and can rap and sing, especially performing live, poetry and hip hop music's where I thrive, authenticity is my currency, AI ain't be worrying me, I'm brilliantly human/individually unique, people should pay attention when I speak, call me too intense or deep, instead of letting fear rule I leaped, finally a consequence from my own choice, took me decades to hone both my persona and his potentially timeless classic voice!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/26

Crooking While We Ain't Looking

Unless u pay my bills I pay no mind time or energy, what people think of me or my legacy, is none of my business, when I read special needs I said what is this, how dare u, do u even care dude, ur my uncle, punching my financial balls with brass knuckles, my dad's rolling over in his grave, while big sis probably enraged, trying to misalign my divine right, inherited money family but most importantly love and light, u were supposed to do right by me even if nobody's looking, of course u wanna avoid probate when ur crooking!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/26

Con Don's Lob Slop Job

Orphaned choosing my new family, y'all don't have to understand me, just show love and respect, it is ur fiduciary duty to care and protect, do ur job, not simply pitch some lob slop, thinking I'm gonna block my blessings, I'm gonna keep em guessing, I have enough money and I don't want the responsibility/power, this is evil's reign's final hour, good always triumphs, can't help ask why Trump, how could u not see the con, exciting to watch the downfall of all those attached to the Don!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/26

Why Hide Out Loud

The truth always comes out, exploitation's happening right in our faces loud, they're not even trying to hide, but I'm left wondering why deny, u want support and love, yet u won't give it enough, like the boomers hoarding it all, that whole generation needs to die off and fall, their regime is wicked toxic, they stifled and micromanaged our collective consciousness, they didn't really want us to succeed, never gave us what we wanted even when desperately in need, told to pull ourselves up by bootstraps and work harder, passing on nothing more than the trauma caused by their mother and father!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/19/26

Abuser Users

Lucky puppy, having the balls to come up and say u wanna phuck me, or me u, that isn't something I normally do, but I make a few exceptions, I pay attention to my protection, guys are liars and users, a regular plain Jane top pretends to be a Sir Master abuser, misleading and misrepresenting themselves, say they have no agenda and wanna help, but what's funny, it's only about money, gay for pay, but only digital play, turns out they're just scam artists, simply faking/exploiting the hardest!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/19/26

Rise & Thrive Wise Aside

I'm not a defeatist, nor an elitist/non-believist, I have hope and faith, good triumphs over evil and it'll all be ok, but right now it's not, don't work hard try smart, stop abandoning our allies, overpriced oil prices barrel wise, is from Trump's stupidity, seriously question his lucidity, he's destroying our character globally, he should be totally ashamed and shamed scoldingly, accountability isn't silly, interest rates aren't willy nilly, leadership isn't philosophical, experience proves ur choice's consequence was illogical, please step aside, let the next generation rise and thrive!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/18/26

The Disadvantaged Micromanaged

Have u ever been micromanaged, the boomers engineered inherent disadvantage, so no one will ever supercede them, made to think believe and feel we need/depend, the collective will be better off when they're gone, perhaps we'll experience a new dawn, instead of endless dusk, confused truth and love with profit and lust, bastardizing the righteous good, so power and freedom are misunderstood, money is not energy, instead of lecturing education try mentoring me, pass knowledge on, like u should've done with the baton, existence is a generational marathon not a sprint, what happened to the art of conversation common sense and our ability to critically think!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/18/26

Stop The Dis Ease Please

Being present is a gift, noticing a major shift, an elevation if u will, ain't no quick fix/magic pill, just simply stop it, that toxic shit, cyclically on repeat, as if u manifest defeat, misunderstanding dis ease, so many like me who used to people please, and say well I'm an artist so I kinda have to, like likes followers or bank accounts determine value, will anyone show up for shows, watch the magic happen in real time they're mind blown, I'm not even being arrogant or cocky, but for all y'all that have to see to believe...just watch me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious

5/17/26

Stronger Longer

Do I steal energy shine and thunder, get more attention for a blunder, cuz it's all about shock value, I do art not cuz I have to, but since it's my passion purpose and service, even if I never make it big my work isn't worthless, perhaps my stock will rise, only after I've died, I really hope not, maybe when I'm an old fart, actually retired unlike the boomers, attracting the ogling gooners, take a picture it lasts longer, I love how hate makes me stronger!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/17/26

Hulking Adulting

Do u remember my rise and grind, explore to seek and u may find over time, u discover the way, it took me a while to understand I'm gay, knew I was different, but was just innocent, I was living my best kid life, no responsibility plight or strife, besides are those girl or boy toys, chatty Kathy gossiping noise, mostly cuz I couldn't hear, minus irrational fear, that comes with adulting, wondering if I'll ever be strong enough to start hulking!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/17/26

Simply As Is

Gotta be a bright light, who in hip hop lyrically fights, not outta spite but with passion, words hurt but not like action, how u treat people, shows whether ur good or evil, in the sense that maps ur character/soul, ur frequency and vibration as a whole, depends on how ur perceived, do u even care or think about the legacy ull leave, in the wake of ur ignorance, drowning in a crablike sea of hypocrite innocence, I'm tired with the lack of grace I freely give, while y'all presumptiously assume judgmentally the life and way I choose to authentically live!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/16/26

What's With This Business

My motivation this month was weak, perhaps my poetry writing piqued, I took four days off, and now I can't afford my loft, went from 2000 views a day, to barely 208, I'm ok with that, cuz my true fans have my back, I'm totally binge worthy, ur lack of support doesn't hurt me, it is what it is, art is my passion not yet a business, I'm in the process, no stupid singing contests, I'm an original artist, making a name for and by myself is the hardest!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/16/26

Styled Wild

Once u made lemonade u can't get that fruit back, instead of focusing on what u don't have, remember comparison is the thief of joy, compliments or criticism got u annoyed, both come from love, why don't u feel good enough, phuck luck and privilege perceived, something isn't true just cuz u believe, like antigravity law being applied, that which falls will rise and fly high, life after death Biggie style, Joe Conscious becoming famous would be absolutely wild!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/16/26

A Feelings Meeting

Don't need a lil birdy to chirp me dirty, no matter what I say or do can never be unworthy, words are never deadly weapons, just take a couple excedrins, how about a time out, disagreement doesn't mean bout, perhaps better letters put together, truth isn't like risk to be measured, censorship sucks, success is a lil luck, cuz passion talent and drive aren't enough, can u make someone fall in lust/love, without even ever meeting, help others tap into their feelings, especially the ones they haven't expressed, nobody cares if ur diary's perfect or the best!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/15/26

He Within All Of We

Im not worried as much anymore, I mean really what for, nothing's in our control, not even our character or soul, are we what we day or what others believe, who owns the narrative of me and JC, do u see them as the same, or is it just an alter ego/identity game, such a crazy double Gemini, I don't run away to hide, I confront truth abrasively, so stubborn I choose to often act hastily, study patterned behavior, not naive nor gullible enough to hope in an almighty savior, I am He, and lives within all of we!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/15/26

No Cord Or Ward

That wasn't rock bottom just a low point, honestly I'm getting wicked annoyed, stop acting funny, none of it is ur money, ur a glorified accountant that I can't count on at all, ironically u didn't catch me during my fall, imagine not showing up, with a simple hug to show unconditional love, instead I wound up in a psych ward, seems death cut the umbilical cord, what a way to spend Christmas tho, even then everybody thought I was still a blessing to be around u know Joe!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/15/26

What Next

My first stay at a RI hostel is done, I wouldn't say it was fun, but it beats being homeless, relying much more on aloneness, putting myself first, neglect from Trustees hurts, my mom and dad would be rolling in their graves, her brothers weren't his faves, they were never there for grams, even my cousins couldn't understand, must be nice, to just be able to go on with life, totally unaffected, meanwhile I'm no longer protected, and I used to be terrified, but now my resilient Phoenix warrior energy has been validated!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/15/26

Faith's Great Grace

Can u handle hanging with an angel, thats addicting hard to detach from or get unentangled, gotta stop taking a phat dip in the RI gay dating pool/puddle, been nothing but trifling stifling cliquey false idoling bubbled trouble, filled with pups bears twinks fairies and otters, are we just valuable pieces of meat to be of use/energy/fuel/fodder, ponder that for a minute, natural resources are neither finite nor infinite, we don't know God's limits, if he she they or whatever even exists, we're dependent on collective belief hope and faith, only together can we weather better to create our great manifested heaven here on earth in all its amazing grace!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/13/26

Wild Child

I'm 4 forces colliding, it's called double Geminiing Scorpio rising, 2 sets of twins holding opposite truths at once, I play sarcastic antagonist naturally just for fun, makes conversations interesting, keeping everybody mysteriously guessing, it ain't lucky I create my blessings, like a phoenix resilience building thru incessant testing, they've heard the myths, lucifer and his minions have many tricks and gimmicks, but I am God's chosen child, and this existence is an amusement park ride gone wild!

Peace and 1

Joe Conscious 

5/13/26

Terrorist Therapist

Here comes insta now censoring, nobody's required to be a role model mentoring, I'm allowed to have adult content at almost 44, I can be a sexy slutty pig if I want to whore more, I give 0 shits/phucks, y'all don't take accountability enough, love isn't just lust, it's showing up and trust, goes both ways, all those gays, hurt hurting sheeple, bastardizing good is evil, Trump is the biggest terrorist there is, even psychiatrists need a therapist, since there's no do-overs nor rewind, he'll find time won't be kind!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/13/26

Worth The Work

U want me u gotta work, I already told u I know my value and worth, good luck, if ur looking for a quick phuck, random anonymous hook up, I'm only attracting unconditional love, u better be able to add light to my life, be there and care when it frights/bites, curve balls failures and dead ends, are easier to handle with chosen family and friends, and I'm wicked father fucking blessed, to have the absolute eclectic best!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious

5/13/26

No Maybe...F.A.F.O. Baby

I have finally seen the light, time to fight with all my might, he should be ashamed of himself, supposed to care for and help, not ignore and neglect, family is supposed to serve and protect, how dare u, play me for a fool, fafo baby, there ain't no maybe, do what's right and just, even when nobody's looking much, the truth always comes out, don't know how to bout, so instead of being a passive voyeur, gonna let a pro handle it so I'm finally hiring a lawyer!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/11/26

Yolo Homo

Can't tell if it's aging or just grief, but so many sheep lack urgency, no more fomo for this homo, totally cool riding solo yolo, I'm better off on my own, my heart's home, and that's enough, got overwhelming amount of love, my friends and chosen family, truly see and understand me, there isn't a might, I have to stand up for myself and fight, my inheritance is my divine right, I absorbed my dad sis and mom's light, leaving many blocked by it's shadow, I'm way too deep while puddles shallow, I'll raise my vibrational frequency, to only attract kindness compassion and decency!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/11/26

Again With Them

Like The Chicks not ready to make nice nor back down, I don't care if I'm wicked deep I'm over profound, should smarten and wisen up, don't u know there's different forms of love, I struggle breaking generational trauma/curses, and ultimately what's worse is, some people never conquer them, repeating vicious cycles over again, stubbornly strong, perhaps for far too long, persistently practicing insanity, y'all can't understand let alone manage me, did u block blessings, not learning lessons, u can't miss destiny's calling, since there's only rising after falling, what's meant for u will find its way, gotta wake bake and try to thrive every blessed wretched day!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/7/26

Phoenix Me JC

The smallest trigger lately gets the full weight of everything, look at the beautiful therapeutic medicine writing poetry brings, I'm so proud of myself, didn't deny or decline help, I simply chose to choose me first, yet I can't ignore consequential hurt, perhaps I'm silly, wasn't trying to take full responsibility, that's ur failure, and cuz I'm love I could never hate ya, I've got faith grace and empathy, I ain't gonna let this incessant negative bs get the best of me...Phoenix JC!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/7/26

Should Let Go Tho

Been struggling the past few days, in so many ways, expecting grace without reciprocity, I'm tired pretending disrespect doesn't really bother me, how dare u say sorry then lecture on my mistake, ur lucky I didn't throw my drink in ur face, seriously bro u got shit twisted, be careful ur about to get fisted, and not in the butt or gut, perhaps u slipped up, just do ur job, u fat miserable uninteresting slob, I won't stoop so low tho, but u and ur manager should both be let go!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/7/26

Even In-between Need

Happiest of birthdays to my buddy Nick, if u haven't seen his artwork it's sick, he's super creative and cool, dudes with tattoos rule, it's true just cuz JC says so, a real model not a role, a beautiful soul, deep beneath the superficial, has a hard outta shell, rose up from the depths of hell, to find himself a daddy, about to roll up a phatty boom batty, maybe he will even take a puff, have the bestest day and year yet and get phucked up, can never have too much love, or give hugs enough, whether playing Press Your Luck or Whammy, almost twin flames meaning he really gets or understands me, very difficult developing genuine friends growing older, no matter what tho bro I'll carry u on my back/shoulders, if ever ur in need, we'll conquer all obstacles including time space and any distance between!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/5/26

Disheartening Alarming

Trying to find a reasonable 1 bedroom apartment, in RI is alarmingly disheartening, with only a bed and a desk, can't find anything 1500 a month or less, that's not only ridiculous, it's pretty maliciously vicious/insidious, time to move to a third world country, I don't care who makes fun of me, where 50k a year's poor here, is luxiouriously lavish living there, plus the food and products aren't poisoned, I think capitalism is evilly greedy corrupt and annoying, it's total focus on the simple root word, but for me unfortunately telling the truth hurts, like existence just sucks us up of our collectively consumptioned expensive energy, Trump will go down in herstory as the worst ever presidential legacy!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/4/26

Finger Licking Addiction Beginning

My poems become declarative self prophecy, ur misunderstanding doesn't sweat nor bother me, especially anymore, I've learned to close many doors, don't ghost just disengage, let them be live and go their own ways, showing u who they are, patterns can character scar, innocent hearts and minds, vibrational frequency attracts/finds, energy exchanges and frictions, I'll be ur best healthiest addiction, so good finger licking, I love nipple tickling, scratching itches, outtalenting these fake ass whack rap bitches, without any lyrical wisdom substance and value, selling ur sexy soul simply cuz u think u have to!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/2/26

 

Heist The Zeitgeist

Got my head and beard did, so I'm looking and feeling sexy as shit, wait that doesn't make sense, I make people mad tense, cuz I'm super deep, all about genuine authenticity, that's just my nature/vibe, I'm a double Gemini always high guy, not a big drinker, more of an over thinker, yet I'm living and learning, rediscovering of my yearning, to make Joe Conscious part of the zeitgeist, revolutionizing a Transcendant Enlightenment like heist alright?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/2/26

Best Refreshed

Feel rejuvenated and refreshed, came back at my best, I took my sabbatical to process all I've been thru, in the desert there's not much to do, but to sit with urself, except enjoy the health wealth and help, my chosen family provides, sometimes friends can be the greatest loves of our lives, my mind and heart are still messed up, I'm having trouble with sex and wanting to phuck, mostly cuz I connect better, with older aged people who've managed to somehow weather, every storm dead end hurdle or curve ball thrown my way in life, especially the extreme grief pain plight and strife, which I've surprisingly survived, so now it seems I'm about to fly high/phoenixly rise!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/30/26

The Gays Always Shine & Thrive

Heading back to RI tomorrow, found some peace processing grief/sorrow, I wouldn't say I'm fully healed, but it helps poetically expressing how I feel, got a way with words, working thru all the hurt, art is like therapy, aiding in bettering me, then performing magic for the masses, get up off them asses, support local live music, my hip hop's rap mixed with r&b and some soul infused into it, inspirationally authentic, children and true fans can just simply sense it, a deeply feely frequency or vibe, that spiritually resides inside, a light so bright shadows can't hide, I genuinely believe my creativity gives me meaning even if being alive's to shine and thrive!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/28/26

Don't Back That Delirious Aquarius

The worst sign of the zodiac is Aquarius, not only are they stubborn they're delirious, I won't ever again respond, wish u would already be gone, I don't want u period, and I'm very serious, Gemini are like that, once u cross us we cut off and won't go back, ur love attention and apologies are empty, fuck Lucifer and the morning star I'm a chosen warrior angel God sent me, u bet I'm all light, existing is my fight, transmuted pain and grief into art, nobody can buy my soul or heart, never ever would I exploit harm or kill, winning life isn't a game of fortune nor fame but being humbly grateful present and fulfilled!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/28/26

Hey God...It’s Me JC

Please God let him finally be gone for good, some folks got me completely misunderstood, and I just simply don't care, no more masks shame guilt nor fear, I've got this, found clarity's bliss, along with peace, from such extreme concentrated grief, til u join my ranks in life's country club, ur not being snobbishly snubbed, u actually have the privilege not to know, I'll never be the old Joe, consider him metaphorically dead instead, it's the only way to heal and move on outta my head, surrender accept and embrace, being present is the gift of amazing grace, finding heaven here on Earth, I'll proudly represent my whole family's light love and worth, learned how to project so u get the best healthiest version of me, y'all should respect my decision from now forward to be only referred to as JC!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/27/26

Can’t Authoritarian The Youth's Truth

Who walks and reads, can talk and recall what they've just seen, that's some super human shit, I try to be altruistic, what's wrong with idealism, tough luck care disguised as realism, it's minimizing and diminishing, nobody esp authority is listening, elderly earned respect but it's not reciprocally given to the youth, they're much too worriedly overprotective of the truth, which makes us irrationally question if this is unconditional love, cuz I don't feel financially autonomous nor deserving/worthy enough, but now I've resiliently learned to give myself a break with grace, live unafraid to praise say thanks again for friends having hope and faith it'll all work out ok! 

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/24/26

Hold Like Gold Stories Told

Life is school, so living is learning fool, stop wasting time, seek to find, hypothesize and study, treat everybody like they're ur bestest buddy, don't yuck my yummy, I'm more than ok with a chubby tummy, big is beautiful, saying that wasn't dutiful, I mean and believe deeply what I say, deeds not word's my motto these days, Adam used to say that, he always had my back, a literal warrior soldier, u never realize how ur childhood molds ya til ur older, truthbomb isn’t it, cherish that classic shit, ull have those as memories to hold, like nuggets of glittering gold sprinkled throughout stories told!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/24/26

Misunderstand Land

If we don't want our ship sunk, perhaps y'all should listen to JC but u can call me Gunc, stop this toxic obnoxiousness, time to awaken consciousness, why do we seem pleased, being poisoned with cancerous dis-ease, our food we eat and the air we breathe deep perpetuating harm, fluoride got us comfortably ignoring warning signs/alarms, while wondering what happened, nobody's laughing, cuz it's a finite life, how about starving the parasite, that option's never before been communicated, systems change becoming outdated, just like the old boomer way, perhaps it's simply too late, ironically humans trump capital, yet the wealthy elite portray poor black trans immigrant women the problematic radicals, so we're still stuck in backwards upside down land, where we perpetually inevitably overcorrect at best and misunderstand!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/24/26

Humaning Evolutioning

Evolutioning is humaning, which is simply being not doing, and if that's confusing, government's abusing using, herding's hurting we the sheeple, so shepherding's the epitome of evil, sounds like the boomers, perhaps they were just duped groomers, crafting corrupt revolutionary heroes and warriors, historians became dictatorish storiers, holding truth knowledge and wisdom captive, framing the "correct" capitalistically consumed narrative, that we're standing up for freedom justice and righteousness, but not actually even fighting for this, ignoring completely the real enemy, what matters most is how we exspend/expand our time money and energy, there should be no poor nor lack, "they" simply lie and hide that fact!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/23/26

Blind Mind's Eye

Don't wanna be ur daddy or u my bro, u should do better if or when u know, it's ur responsibility, even if u think what I'm saying is silly/willy nilly, life is so serious its a privilege, marriage is only a business, nothing to do with love, learn to be content not knowing u don't have enough, money doesn't define value, no piercings nor tattoo, yet I'm still bad ass, cuz I soul rap and I'm not black, also openly gay, why does that matter u say, if u never ask, how am I accountable for the blind mind reading y'all lack?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/22/26

Culture Vultures

Humans can create imaginary entities, but there's so much commodifying identity, esp in gay culture, where we're sharks snakes pups pigs bears otters and vultures, animals by nature, with consciousness not to hate ya, but to embrace and accept all, think it's time for fascism to finally fall, money and time ain't real, governments don't care how we the people feel, they're just lining pockets, while designed checks and balances can't seem to stop it, how do we move forward from here with shared care, when the rulers in power only inundate us with scarcity tactics division and fear!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/21/26

Best Jest Subtext

Less drag more local art and live music, can have some infused into it, but this is getting ridiculous, RuPaul's plan wasn't insidious, the lgba community was already never a monolith, why can't y'all get the gist, we're all special and unique, playing a sexual game of hide and seek, mostly with ourselves, the victims in therapy don't need help, it's these narcissistic hypocrites, both so low eq whether from ignorance or they're illiterates, completely naively missing homoerotic subtext, isn't blatant sarcasm the best backhanded truth said in jest!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/21/26

Intentional Sexual

The way society's commodifying intimacy, is utterly and completely embittering me, I don't phuck friends, I'm not gonna say it again, come at me correct, my hole and seed I feel the need to protect, during sex u spiritually imprint, when giving love I can't be transactional casual or indifferent, call it demi or sapio sexual, my obliviousness isn't intentional, ur come ons should slap, do u want front or back, ur pits and feet stinky, at least a lil bit kinky, everything else is negotiable, oh I forgot to ask who's hosting tho?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/21/36

Can U Pay Enough For Love

Be conscious of what ur saying, we've lost the art of conversation, way better face to face or at least video, I find social media and hookup apps silly yo, they're so disingenuous, too many men only seeking generous, they've become prostitutes, cuz they got lots of issues, being financially exploited for generations, the providers receive all the hating, like they're not doing enough, have to pay to phuck, doesn't seem to realistically be true gay love, perhaps aim more toward polyamory/polygamy, but what wins out every time is discrimination hate greed and bigotry!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/21/26

Wise Old Gold

Imagine humanity's a plant that be trying to grow, reaching for sunlight in all different directions tho, that's what happens with couples, and why thruples are trouble, not cuz it's wrong or bad, aging just does that, if u have the privilege, but on the other side having outlived my sis, it's like the proverbial mountain top kind of lonely, haven't met those people before to warn or who told me, what glitters isn't always this rich bliss/blessed gold, was I meant to have this much life wisdom at only almost 44 years old?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/20/26

Answers Transferred

Soaking up the sun hot tub and pool, enjoying the serene mountain and palm tree view, helped rejuvenate my spirit/soul, patched up my heart's hole, scarred from all the grief, reaffirmed my hope faith and belief, I'll always be alright, even tho my whole family's out of sight, their light now resides in me, an unrooted bird finally flying free, looking for lily pads to land, please be soft and try to understand, it's a country club nobody wants to join, beloved energy roams our collective consciousness' void cuz it can never get destroyed, only transferred, in u is where their resurrection prayers are answered!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/20/26

Use Vs Empathy Energy

They're completely different energies, use vs empathy, we want to receive then give, that's a bad karma way to live, what others lack it's really us, most don't have the resilience strength nor guts, to ultimately choose u, and the worst thing a fool'd do, try to help someone else, robbing their ability to solve shit themselves, no good deed goes unpunished, a life should be measured in circumference, not just one mistake, ull never solve anything waiting on fate!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/19/26

An Incompatible Natural

Not trying to be a saint guru or polished poet, I’m a horny stubborn farting philosopher that didn't know it, pretty simply came natural, Tupac energy compatible, a sensitive thug but comfortably gay, I know he didn't play that way, the gist of what I'm saying is this, I want someone sexy smart creative with emotional intelligence, apparently that's too much to ask, most gay men only know use cuz truth's lacked, they don't even know themselves, incapable of accepting knowledgeable help, mistaking pride for ego, realizing love isn't business or legal, since marriage and kids absolutely ain't for me, won't settle for 3rd wheel nor dl str8s anymore I'll just wait patiently, til finally I find, my soulmate/partner in crime!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/15/26

Daddy Death Said

No status quo ho, u know what tho, kinda wish I was, my soul or dick controlled by normal lust, too bad u can't see, my wet dreams/fantasies, I need a pleasure not daddy dom, who won't dictate cause pain or harm, both open minded and hearted, laughs at my goofs and excuses when inappropriately farted, right in the middle of butt sex, I know I'm patience's test, I'll out stubborn it, like Trump doesn't govern shit, let's rereverse, cuz this world is cursed and it hurts, just like Tupac said, still relevant decades after he's been dead!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/15/26

Hollered Unbothered

I'm not complaining, yoyoing numbers from 3k to 800 daily gets draining, not cuz I'm worried, my art's never been hurried, success only comes when it does, can never again be what it was, but it can connect in other ways, made a family of platonic gays, who are my rock, helped my heart to unlock, more so letting love in again, perhaps my soulmates are friends, I'm totally ok with that, cuz they got my front and back, actually I'm rather unbothered, just super glad u hollered!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/15/26

Salty It's All Faulty

Don't y'all realize Capitalism's corrupt and faulty, art doesn't care if the truth is salty, I'm abrasive and raw, but I'll never crawl or claw, patiently and politely waiting in line, woo woo for that delusional divine sign, I'm not the chosen one, life wasn't serious just fun, well doesn't that make me silly, how foolish to vibrate authenticity, humans hate hanging with angels, learn our energetic souls are unified entangled, what's the difference between a mirage hologram and an illusion, if people are the problem government's the pollution solution, seems to me we've really lost sight, of the light fight to do what's greater good right!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/14/26

Pain Explained

People learn more from watching others embody growth over hearing it explained, perhaps that's why growth and evolution happens thru grief failure and pain, even wise insight can land badly if not ready to see it, can't disagree to agree on shit, unsolicited truth often instigates resistance, success takes delusional drive along with consistent persistence, we plan yet God trumps us, but still gotta stand firm in our own moral compass, let people be where they are, no matter how far apart, become discerning instead of cynical, realizing I can't help save fix or change him was pivotal, not because anybody's wrong or right, but because their journey isn’t mine to manage or fight, meet me where I live emotionally to stimulate, too many men take instead of reciprocate, craving stability over intensity, tough to find the better me when I've lost huge levels of love density, my loneliness this time isn't for protection, it's more like solitude with direction, no longer hoarding fomo nor financial depravity, now that my artistic calling's become a center of gravity, instead of just following chaotic hardheaded passion, hope to inspire y'all to manifest ur best life cuz creating it takes integrity in action!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/13/26

All Fascism Falls

Some paths must be chosen alone, do u put urself on a pedestal or throne, presidents aren't dictators nor royalty, righteousness isn't loyalty, false gods harm, when even celebrities are alarmed, panic ain't far behind, there's so much truth in my rhymes, it's not subjective, perspective shouldn't be elective, pick a side, instead of avoidingly hide, somewhere in the middle, life's an unsolvable riddle, is this for the greater good, why are we so misunderstood, I don't claim to be mr know it all, but it's only a matter of time before fascism falls!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/13/26

Shallow Shadows

Is our purpose or path accepting we all die, that can't be the grande why, what a level u left in ur wake, yes I was probably baked, u won't believe, how debilitating the grief, whole family in 6 years, who knew that was even a fear, I dream big, now it's a nightmare I live, happiness and joy, lost in not being sustainably employed, while my magic's gone, blocked from writing another song, light creates shadows, consciousness superficial shallow, and I can't seem to find love in u or he, so ultimately decided I must just choose me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/8/26

Legendary Legacy Energy

Friction creativity and my artist energy, it won't infringe on my legendary legacy, in fact it'll help, money hunny has nothing to do with wealth, fame isn't real, I just found a clever way to express how I feel, keep a diary journal of ur own, my family's in my heart so I'm always home, no more shadows I'm all light, with a revolutionary spirit to lyrically fight, truth and justice guide our way, holding hope and faith may actually save today, so stay with me, maybe baby we were born to be free!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/7/26

An Important Warning

Creation is a binary system in so many ways, when in reality humans live within the gray, there isn't one universal right or wrong, they say there's a finite amount of original songs, but is there, isn’t scarcity a mindset built thru fear, what did u hear, never gossip nor smear, reputation like character's important, for all other artists here's my warning, own ur masters so ur never controlled, fame money and success are definitely not worth ur soul!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/7/26

Flourish Nourished

Don't mean to scare u or be rude, use my experience as ur food, we flourish when nourished, its important to uplift and encourage, it's not about what I say it's what u do, keep assuming I'm just a fool, in the end neither choice matters, Americans are much fatter, fed poison kept ill, giving the illusion of free will, to burn it all down, then get something worsely profound, I know that's not a word jerk, how can letters put together hurt, unless u let them, perhaps we live lives again and again and again, til we yearn to learn, everybody should have their turn, in due time, listening to my rhymes finally falling in line!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/7/26

Divorce Discourse

Any type of jealousy/hating, is really a moral violation, especially when it comes from a cousin Aunt or Uncle, why would u worsen my struggle, as if losing my whole immediate family wasn't hard enough, all this responsibility and stuff was rough and tough, trying to find the gratitude, not let grief or bitterness consume my attitude, cuz I can change the energy in every room, do u wanna be cremated or entombed, most die in debt, and nobody thinks about what happens with excess left, u spend years having to wait, while lawyers litigate laughing their way to bank, much worse than a divorce, in hindsight realizing there wasn't need for such unnecessarily lengthy discourse!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/6/26

Is Truth Uncouth

Am I done writing, like inheritance fighting, haven't I been thru enough, done with tough love, I can't take anymore, integrity raped like many a whore, why cuz I'm gay, they won't get away, karma is inevitable, never been one to settle, so when pushed I go hard, the best at playing my dealt cards, I'm a champion at being stubborn, even after death she be mothering, and what's funny, it ain't about money, principal matters most, def not a braggart who boasts, I always spit authentic truth, which to people in power seems disrespectfully uncouth, aww that's too bad, go ahead and get mad, I don't care, cuz from now on I refuse to live in scarcity or feed fear!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/6/26

Resurrected JC

Coincidence or synchronicity, my rhymes a major time killer silly, with lyrical intellectualism sass depth breath and wit, come to think of it, it transcendantly helps connect thru feelings, giving empty lettered words personified meaning logic and reasoning, rather profoundly a heart and soul led philosopher in fact, with sophisticated street cred many other dl homo bros lack, if there's been anybody ever even really like me, with the death of JV anything left is what Mariah Lauryn and Pac's spirit all resurrected in JC!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/2/26

Ur Symmetry's Limiting Me

Just stop boxing labeling and limiting me, I'm all about renewable conscious energetic symmetry, I'm done being ashamed and embittered, or easily manipulated to be triggered, on the other side of that extreme concentrated grief trauma drama I'm not untouchable, but embracing the fact that I'm super duper lovable, and I'm probably corny, nobody ever warned me, the baby's usually the last one standing, the heartless darkness of death doesn't need any flames fanning, so no more proving tough enough, I've fallen deep down rabbit holes moles won't know how to go up, yet like when JC/Jean Grey dies, The Phoenix's resilient rise will religiously surprise!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/2/26

The Calm Bomb

Why do I still muddle and huddle in struggle, like I don't believe Lauryn singing "the whole of the world is a hustle", continue to do it too over and over, already hold my family's legacy on my shoulders, absorbed their light, so this ultimate battle I have to endure/fight, is bigger and badder than most, not to be a braggart who boasts, but my mom dad and sis were the bomb, u won't like when I'm disengaged calm, in fact that's when y'all should be worried, better flurry in a hurry, if on some bullshit wasting time, I'll return the same energy of everything's ok just cuz ur fine!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/2/26

See Me

Perhaps I'm afraid of getting it all, is that why I naturally play small, I figured it was cuz I'm a people pleaser, they say I'm such a sexy stud/teaser, but what I simply don't see, isn't that just me, high fiving the morning mirror, full moons don't make feelings clearer, don't forget I'm a double Gemini guy, shouldn't I stay high, the world will be thankful, while I try remaining humbly grateful, gotta keep belief hope and faith open to pray, always be patient kind and forgiving to live within this harmonious bliss of amazing grace!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/2/26

Our Power Of Love Community & Unity

Just wanna spread love light and smiles, every piece of art becomes more tiles, assembled corectly showing a greater mosaic, artistically vanquishing all this ignorant division discrimination and hatred, we need each other, I miss being a lil brother, my whole family actually if I'm being honest, I'm really just a minimalist kind humble hearted and modest, authentically cares to share how he deeply feels hoping to help people, inspiring others to stand up together to better combat these forces of evil, phuck both individual/sexuality hurd mentality let's create community, there's nothing more pheonixally resilient than the undefeated power of righteous sacred unity!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/1/26

Already Did Give

Creating is forward motion standing still, if there's a way there's a will, since everything that rises falls then what falls rises, nothing's more final then silence is, can u sit in it and not go crazy, as an artist many observers believe me to be lazy, think I'm braggadocious or spoiled/privileged, wait until ur whole family dies and u too have to outlive it, keep ur negative assumptions to urself, perhaps y'all the one's who need professional help, which btw I already did, but it's never been my responsibility to have to give!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/30/26

A ReRenaissance Reframe

Stay tuned for an American ReRenaissance era, where art and music's authenticity drivenly better, measured by passionate true talent not sales, live performances proving AI simply fails, cuz it's not real, can't empathetically express emotion the way humans feel, nor sarcasm deflecting shame grief or guilt, since any persona is something built, who u are is not how u identify, perhaps the wrong focus is why, with all this inundating toxicity noise and light pollution, is our government creating problems or solutions, cuz we the people want justice and accountability, from this unqualified wanna be dictator/king president making us just globally look silly!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/29/26

Boothed Truth Roots

In the next 2 years life's gonna change while I gain momentous attention, framily and friends too thru extension, fame disrupts the same, y'all about to see me win games, while wealth may rise, I'll refuse to compromise, especially morals virtue and ethics, listed amongst hip hop greats/legend metrics, timeless and classic, giving r&b soul R.A.P. beats a swift asskick, waking up generational unconditional love from its roots, reinjecting poetic lyricism substance and truth back when spitting conscious bars of wisdom in the booth!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/29/26

Insipid Liquid

These straight males be polluting, exploiting gays prostituting, but only online, which is totally fine, but realistically ur a poser, time exposes that as u get older, cuz u have no authenticity or value, u probably have to, since u haven't any practical skills or talents, most girls want dependable and valiant, when a man has no substance, superficial minds forget about circumference, what's better afterall length or girth, how do we even measure worth, if it's strictly amount of money liquid, that's just hollow and quite frankly insipid!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/28/26

Safe Mate

Wonder if I am known for my veracity, or just strength and tenacity, is chastity actually blasphemy, or perhaps I'm simply a fantastically magical being, unashamed and unabashed, not even afraid of being laughed at, undertoe Joe, withdrawal woes, humiliated happy, cheesy/sappy, let me meditate and squirm, sniff not lick fungus or germs, I've learned we all have kinks, don't be embarrassed if ur feet and pits stink, with me ur secret's safe, now let's sit back relax and get baked mates!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/27/26

Free Will Guessing Vs Purposeful Unintention

The dichotomy is living free will guessing, yet upon reflection/retrospection the blessing's purposeful unintention, like people are making magical manifestation happen, unaware cuz they're casually just joking sarcastically laughing, as if anything isn't possible, don't project ur improbable squabble, u ignorant bobble head dummy, even if I look yummy hunny, don't u know what they say about assuming, a person's persona isn't guaranteed to be genuinely them authentically truthing!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/27/26

Art's Divine Purpose Of Service

In order for us to be, don't we have to meet, not digitally but face to face, I feel 3 words to describe me are resilience hope and faith, I mean authenticity light and love, but I already vibrate that stuff enough, wouldn't u say, does it matter if I'm straight bi or gay, sexuality isn't my identity, shouldn't artist exploitation from labels deserve indemnity, earth can be heavenly if we collectively manifest, do good when no one's looking and try to give ur very best, cuz u never know when discovering passion and purpose, we could ultimately find ourselves simply of divine service!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/27/26

Stranger Fans Friends & Family

Life can't always go right, do humans create conflict just to fight, whether light or darkness, when no one's looking are u virtuous or heartless, I'd say a majority seems to be the latter, that makes everything unjust and pretty much sadder, in fact I'm madder at myself really, expecting me out the world's straight silly, choose every word with purpose, perhaps we're not supposed to understand why shit hurts us, but continuously huddle and muddle, in the monotonous mundane struggle, I mean isn't this present day moment of bliss a gift, hope I get to awake inspire and uplift, help shift the collective consciousness of others, to respect strangers like they're somebody u love's brother father sister or mother!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/26/26

Quintessential Potential

I resiliently rely on hope and faith, ain't got the patience for making me gatekeepingly wait, saying it's just the industry, they be exploiting innocently, yeah right, ownership and control's a fight, imperpetuity my ass, nothing forever lasts, profit should be all mine, pickpocketing is a crime, stop stealing from already starving artists, digitally replacing those creatives working their hardest/smartest, using talent alone, still fund food bills and the overhead of whatever y'all call home, on ur own too I bet, that's why I guess it's best to give more than get, cuz it comes back ten fold, so dare to dream and be big and bold, caregiving provided wisdom, now's the time to retrospectively see and listen, becoming profoundly existential, knowing good karma gifts unlimited quintessential lyrical potential!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/25/26

Just Of Unconditional Love

I bring life to life, not here looking nor hookering for money or a wife, not just cuz I don't want kids, I simply want to be me and live, whether I'm labeled gay or not, all are welcome who think I'm hot, spread compliments hugs and smiles, get stoned and cuddle for a lil while, why tf not, nobody's always on top non stop, especially in hip hop white, I'm underdog fight light shining bright, perhaps some don't think it right or left, u presumably guess, but don't know just of, can't even grasp the fact I'm personified unconditional love!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/20/26

My Vibe Died

Uve seen me cry, but have u experienced JC live, don't ask me for new songs, the years may seem long, but since my last album my whole family died, I never got to really perform tour and vibe, most won't get my vision, as an openly gay white guy it's like I'm locked out the music industry system, yet Lil Nas X has international attention, why don't I get an honorable mention. I'll be an opening act, my music is amazing in fact, and I even do classic hip hop covers, I should def be on a list for conscious lyrical rap/real emcee lovers!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/19/26

Sing Kings

Do my tears upset u, no what happened dude, don't even try to understand, is it cuz I'm a man, they stay stoic and never cry, that's weak so just die, no in-between, all the focus is on queens, where are the gay kings, is it wrong for rappers to sing, Lauryn Hill did it better than most, I stay humble won't boast, I'm just trying to relate and connect, parents and police can't protect, u can't fix save or change anyone but urself, so why then even bother wanting to help?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/19/26

Quorum Forum Decorum

A cut nerve bleeds tears, fated quiet aches poetically personified fears, my internal rythym knocked off tempo, not all music is dancy retro, I listen mostly in cars, lost in imagination land far beyond our galaxy's stars, raps alien, wishing Italian Canadian, just so Trump wasn't president, it sets such horrible precedent, we should want more classy decorum, open honest and safe quorum forum, making the world a better place, where we all receive equity dignity and grace!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/17/26

Steady Heady Heavy

I know it's difficult to understand me, but I just can't find a way past losing my whole family, that's so heady heavy, my heart no longer beats steady, my thinking like breathing's all wrong, forgotten how to write songs, cuz I don't have time energy nor space, I give everybody but myself complimentary love light and grace, and that's just Joe, he's got enough tho u know, look at that smile radiating, but what happens when opportunity fame and attention start fading?!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
3/17/26

Just Stuck

I need to look at both the gifts and the gaps, give urself grace when u stubbornly relapse, don't let collapse happen from fear, there's lots of resilience here, the lack of communication hurts, what spells u choose thru words, manifests itself over time, a story/truth teller who naturally rhymes, conversationally dropping conscious wisdom, whether they read or listen, there's friction happening, some say I'm so hypnotically enticing it's almost entrapment, easy to hug and love, so why do I still feel not good or done enough, should I simply give up, maybe I just suck at luck and grief got me deeply stuck!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/17/26

Kerfuffle Puddles

Lately missing puddles, that rooted bird kerfuffle, cuz that would mean my family would be alive, I'm finding my tribe, which has no boundaries or limits, I'm not 2 faced or got gimmicks, genuinely authentic and real, a poet who shares how he feels, no sensoring, we needed mentoring, but boomers passed the baton shitty, it says alot whether ur willing to ask permission or to forgive me, should've known better, I was the only one in this together!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/17/26

Peak League

Haven't even reached peak, already out of most sheeple's league, that's not a judgment, I'm unbothered by their begrudging, what they think of me is none of my business, want a mature secure leather daddy who gets the gist, u know isn't still trapped in the matrix, sometimes I hate this, I'm ahead of the game, meaning isolation follows fame, can't go where I'm going, money and love overflowing, that's not even a flex, my guardian angels just help save and protect the best!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/16/26

Ham I Am

Don't wanna make a fuss, but today I'm meeting up with Russ, not gonna fight it, I'm wicked excited, I think I saw him last in 2012, can't wait to deep dive and delve, into all that's happened, maybe shed a few tears but end up laughing, especially getting in hottub trouble, been in our own separate bubbles, wondering if our connection will still be strong, can't believe I've written so many poems and songs, both come such a long way, no need to try to recapture a hey day, take me as I am, a bald bearded shorty damn good man/ham!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/15/26

Dude Into Dudes Too

I'm "The Last Ship" metaphorically personified, and I'm not gonna lie, nobody ever tells or talks about this with the baby of the family, until it happens to u ull never understand me, that doesn't make me smarter just wiser, it takes intelligence to get me to geyser, I'm not even a picky prude, I just like a masculine acting leather dude into dudes too, the rest will work itself out, stay in my corner during life's journey/adventure/bout, whatever's better together, fuck money true love's the treasure to measure!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/13/26

What For Anymore

I'm not a son or brother anymore, so when y'all ask what I'm still here for, I don't have an answer, just fuck cancer, live life to the fullest, both bearish and bullish, at different times, writing all sorts of rhymes, some poems others songs, smoke blunts joints bowls and bongs, join on in the fun hun, when it's finished and done, hope I invoke a smile, even if for a lil while, totally inspired, possibly vibrating higher, tune into my peace and 1 love gay frequency, treating everybody with the utmost unconditional dignity and decency!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/13/26

Given The Gift To Uplift

Having the ability to inspire and uplift, is such a wicked gift it's kind of a trip, live and let live, don't take more than u give, leave the world a lil better off if u can, be an example of a vulnerably empathetic gay gentle masculine man to help young ones understand, we define boundary lines, ignorance is not just fine, cuz time doesn't apologize nor heal lies or all wounds, what profound words do u want tattooed or on ur stoned tombs?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/12/26

Professional Confessionals

Feel like I'm on a roll, staying honorable, to the goal I have, not some inheritance grab, but truly manifesting the life I want, too humble to gloat or flaunt, a simple minimalist, wondering if I was illegitimate, I mean I still don't get this trust, kicks me right in the gut/nuts, taking away my autonomy, cuz I can't spiritually exercise this like origami, it deeply effects me, realize she did it protectively, but what about my fiduciary care, who's duty is it truly their's to bare, not trying to make soap box art all confessional, but certain dramatic roles do require a professional!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/12/26

Fear's Just An Idea

Who knew at 43, this is where I'd be, had no idea, wonder if I was living outta ignorance or fear, perhaps both, hope ain't enough to cope, and my faith's shot, got an old soul's achy breaky heart, shattered from grief, everybody's in disbelief, how have I even survived, I'm not gonna lie, Marijuana music and the bestest friends, can't dwell on when it all ends, better to resiliently keep pushing thru, remembering deeds not words so don't speak just do u boo!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/11/26

Bongs & Songs

It's so nice to spread my wings, living it up in Palm Springs, I genuinely miss that feeling of home, even tho my family's gone I'm never alone, but I wish everyone fun was here with me, maybe one day when I'm a rich celebrity, right now I'm working on new songs, taking rips from bowls not bongs, with hottub and pool breaks, imagining being listed as one of the greats, my odds are the perfect mistake, it's worth another wake and bake, in awe of the desert backdrop of mountains cacti and palm trees, but it'll take some getting used to 90 and 100+ degrees!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/11/26

Star Afar

U can watch from afar, ur morning star, I'm a believer, not just a dreamer, I've manifested and actualized my life, resiliently battled thru the grief greed plight and strife, it ain't right, but won't let shit dim my bright light, it's encompassed by my whole family, y'all will never understand me, and that's ok, like being gay, it simply is, my only responsibility is to exist, so bye bitch, the truth's aloof cuz u can't handle it!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/10/26

Wonderfully Yummy & Sunny

Just don't give up on me, I won't let u down b, I promise, I'm genuine authentic raw and honest, ur seriously my brother, thru the pain of losing my dad sister and mother, in 6 short years, actualized my greatest fears and I'm deathly scared, how could I not be, but why can't these sheeps see, I'm destined for celebrity, moving in silence in a new environment's bettering me, healthily living wealthy but not from money hunny, it's from having chosen family friends and fans that understand my life man it's funny, cuz I just cant get enough/love writing where it's sunny, plus got nachos and tacos in my tummy...mmm sounds so wonderfully yummy!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/9/26

Party Hardy/Harmlessly Largely

Goin to my roomy's buddy's bday pool party, keep living hardy/harmlessly largely, just sharing space, instead of time being a waste, take action, find and follow ur passion, soak up the sun like Sheryl says, always try and give ur best, hopefully ull get that back, where's the substance and soul in rap, this isn't an attack more like observational commentary, conscious creative lyricism's gone all hip hops dead or sedentary, it's talentless and lackluster, give me a leather daddy Mac hustler, any day of the week and thrice on Sundays, no offense to the straights but just leave shit to the gays!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/8/26

Ignition Permission

It's crazy reremembering to unclench, so stressed and too intense, since extreme grief made me heavy, many wouldn't bet on me, but I resiliently prospered and persevered, I'm a radical fairy queer that's here, to transcendantly dare to spread truth love and consciousness globally, y'all are actually starting to see/hear/getting to know me, what a relief, to finally breathe deep, it's hypnotic exotic erotic almost meditational, it becomes insatiable ur so utterly grateful, there's simply no need for an invitation nor permission, am I the only one still rocking out to "I Wish" "The World's Greatest" or bumping "Ignition" consistent?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/6/26

Sun Fun

Yes please, I'll take 73 degrees, a cool apartment with a great roomy too, just 2 young single gay dudes, living it up Palm Springs style, things are about to get wild, how can they not in paradise, while Jay's giving advice, I'm writing new music soaking up the sun, probably having hottub/pool fun, don't be jelly tho, this is just very Joe, been manifesting this life, dreaming one day I'll make it like Mariah through the rain grief and strife!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/5/26

Anything Palm Springs

No time for a bender in Denver, about to finish the last leg to get to my west coast adventure, 2 months in Palm Springs, I feel like I can do anything, poetically transmute shit, into some beautiful new hip hop music, lots of fun in the sun, pool and hottub when the days done, chillen with the roomy, wondering if any leather daddys will try to woo me, this is gonna be a great chapter, totally present unconcerned with what happens after!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/4/26

Astounding Surroundings

No longer wondering what for, finished the first leg in Baltimore, 2 flights to go, trying to grow with the flow, cuz why not, ain't a particular time slot, even if last available, love happiness and success are attainable, u just gotta believe, there is life after grief, I promise, and always been honest, not saying it's easy, but try and appease me, change ur surroundings, and what u manifest will be astounding!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/4/26

Won't Become Numb Or Undone

Til grief happens or impacts ur life it's hard to plan, especially trying to help other people understand, how effected and changed u become, most would rather escape repress or go numb, I leaned into art and therapy, really worked on bettering me, and my mental health, this wasn't blissful inherited wealth, it's simply my retirement fund, the trick is how do I continue to live inspiring everyone not to come undone, learn to laugh and have fun even when it's tough, with hope faith light and love that's more than most/enough!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/4/26

Broken Awoken

Can growth occur without pain or breaking every time, is life recyclable cuz there's no rewind, perhaps I'm bent not broken, the token's awoken, conscious and transcendent, always been reliably independent, felt myself more of a bridge, judge me not by my labels but what I say matching how I live, personified love and light, totally cool with not always being right, in the end that doesn't matter, I'm way too genuinely authentic to be a good actor/gangster rapper!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/3/26

I'm In Transition

My heart and soul achy, maybe cuz my foundational core/floor is shaky, in a major transformational transition, I'm uncomfortable with the position I'm in, haven't I suffered enough, please no more tough love, stability and structure, Tai chi and acupuncture, mixed with sunshine hot tub and pool action, transmuting poems into song's my passion, all I'm really asking is for a lil grace, perhaps I should say that to my own face, like Mike "starting with the man in the mirror", outta sight and mind will help me see and hear clearer!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/3/26

The Long Strong

How do I get my mind to stop, waiting on the other shoe to drop, I don't wanna be that way, like sometimes being gay, it's all too much, even with cuddles and hugs, I thought time heals wounds, instead hope makes me feel like a buffoon, blind faith's done me dirty, why does the universe/God religiously hurt me, I can't side with evil, nor can I become just another sheeple, still I resiliently rise and stay strong, unfortunately not sure anymore for how long!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/3/26

Sassy Classy

Two days til I travel, I'm ready for my life to unravel, but in a good way, there's not much left to say, except thank u Providence, never caught up in or with predominance, cuz we're all basically the same, experiencing both pain and rain, when it falls, don't know about y'all, how the hell did shit get and go just so awry, still a double Gemini always high guy, not snotty/snide rather sarcastic and sassy, anybody can ask me anything and I'll adamantly react unnastily yet antagonistically classy!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/2/26

Loot Pollutes

Like Biggie "gimme the loot", we can't help but to poop and pollute, that's just human nature, there's always gonna be peeps who love or hate ya, money isn't purpose, capitalism hurts us, what about cooperation and peace, no more ownership just leased beats, lost sight of the songs, to which Fandom do u belong, call me head lamb, cuz the only thing that matters most is "Respect" like Aretha demands!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/1/26

Meant To Be Legendary

I'm no stranger to anger, but I ain't no coathanger, holding onto anything that's not mine, ull get authentic raw honesty not an I'm fine, every single time I take the hard high road, perhaps I'm the frog/toad, and I need a warrior prince or king to come stand by me, uncompetitive yet protective understandably, a masc mature gay guy with compassion care and empathy, help better and lift me up with unconditional love to be epically legendary just like I've always meant to be!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/27/26

Double Scoop Of Truth

People don't want what u give them they want what u have, I bet many of y'all read that chuckled and laughed, ain't that the truth, here's a double scoop, u can lead a person to water but u can't make them drink, so we can teach just not how to critically think, so why even try, wasteful as prayers and tears cried, except they wash away toxins, hip hop's like poets lyrically boxing, can u keep up, like the Beatles say "all we need is love"!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/25/26

Please Seize

U miss 100% of the opportunities u don't seize, used to live to give and people please, guess I'm a prude cuz I tease, around cats/pussy I sneeze and weeze, I'm allergic, to deodorant and certain detergents, but it's ok, u can't catch gay, get over urself, we all need love and help, but with hope and faith, plus having the patience to wait, the universe is always working for u, it's ok to occasionally safely whore too boo its true!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/24/26

Steady Energy Already

I honestly feel gypped, and I've been rather tight lipped, the boomers have done harm not passing on the baton, I've been sounding the alarm, they don't know better, say we're in this together, but they'll be dead soon, we're left with inept doom and gloom, they never let the next generation lead, why won't they retire/concede, I mean damn already, we need young progressive energy with good morals values and ethics who's steady!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/24/26

Love's Free & Key

Being chosen or u choose, either way can't lose,  but which one's better, have u ever written a love letter, how do u know what u truly want, isn't it preference the font, italicized or bold, making me sure broke the mold, original special and unique, almost 44 haven't even reached pique, that's such a good thing, look at all the joy art brings, imagine life without it, wouldn't be able to bout this shit, resilience faith and gratitude are key, remember money won't make u happy and love's unconditional/free!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/22/26

Used & Confused

Would y'all even take ur call, I know all about gravitational fall, sexually confused, I just wanna be used, which isn't love, this trust made me question what's supplemental enough, food and shelter, I feel like Britney Spears/Helen Keller, deaf dumb and blind so need a conservatorship, cuz must've made too many mistakes trips and slips, guess I'm not allowed to be human too, a homo hip hop poet white bro with deep soul yet masculine acting dude, it's actually factually u, who's rude to assume boo, I'm not a stereotype, wiser tho to know now I'm in control of me manifesting my very own extraordinary life aight?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/21/26

Best Less

Writing alot but sharing less, I've never set out to be best, or even putting out the most, don't really brag or boast, mooching and coaching aren't my thing, look at all the joy poetry and music bring, feed ur talent while finding passion, love isn't a noun its an action, learn already, care takes structure staying sustainably steady, persistent consistency, stop networking my constituency, get ur own, not planting roots  nor buying a home, at this time, riding solo suits me just fine!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/20/26

Looking Hookering

Don't always write ending on a positive/good note, perhaps that matters as much as the popular vote, it just doesn't, do I owe anything to my uncles or cousins, especially at the expense of me and my autonomy, entitlement and/or dictatorships really bother me, gotta shed both guilt and shame, don't look at life as playing a game, this isn't monopoly nor Fortnight, why don't the gays court right, there's more to love than just sex, nobody can be perfect but we should try our best, even when no one's looking, u won't find me on the apps hookering!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/20/26

The After Chapter

Trying to close this chapter, without focusing on what happens after, I'm stressed tf out, I'm tired of life's bout, please make days easier, perhaps the government could be a lil less sleazier, isn't there enough to share, why have the courts lost their ability to be just and fair, like they almost don't even care, who knew USA would become the evil lair, with Trump at the helm, are we trapped in this alternate reality timeline/twilight zone realm, where there's no accountability at all, but the laws of physics and reality theorize everything that rises will fall, but that to me means the reverse is also true, yet so far there seems to be an exemption for a chosen few!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/20/26

A Broke Joke

It's hard not to give in to the rage, perhaps earth is a gigantic global cage, they say age is a privilege, when my survivor's guilt asks I lived for this, to watch all my loved ones die, the baby left solo behind, last man standing, mislabeled bad branding, portrayed as special needs, have no access to any of my money, unless I spend thousands on a lawyer, it's like I'm my life's voyeur, no autonomy whatsoever ever, I thought 18 months later things would be getting better, instead I'm homeless and broke, this whole Trust bs is a cruel harmful joke!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/19/26

Up Fiduciary Care/Love

Just cuz boundary lines are invisible doesn't mean they don't exist, tho I'm submissive no one else will control my money or how I live, "that's just the way it is" Pac says, if I can't find structure there's too much guess, numbers are easy but not mathing up, u haven't showed fiduciary care/love, the whole purpose of the trust I thought, what ur selling I've never bought, for the sole benefit of Joe, so get ur hands outta my pockets yo!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/18/26

Living On & On & On

HOOK
After every night I swear the daylight comes along,
Rainbow light still shining bright when the pain feels strong.
After every night the sun will rise up again,
I been through the fire but I run wild with friends.
’Cause love lives on even when it feels wrong,
Tryna build that nostalgic home of my own thru my songs...

Living on and on and on

VERSE 1
Six turned nine when I shifted my view,
W to M, whole world's brand spanking new,
Same letters build love or division in you,
It’s perception — the job you do your calling to choose.
I was lost in the fog tryna find where I fit,
Heart full of fire mind in explicit pits 

They was judging my truth from the side where they sit,
fighting to find my tribe/home I could finally coexist with.
Ain’t no sitcom role, I’m just Joe with a soul,
Tryna heal old wounds they ain’t sew or console,
On my own two feet with a dream to control,
Turn pain to a path, turn a scar to a goal.
If I fall I evolve, that’s the code that I’m on,
Every dark night passes then morning is born,
Been building my strength every time I was worn and torn,
Now I’m writing my way to a place I belong.

HOOK
After every night I swear the daylight comes along,
Rainbow light still shining bright when the pain feels strong.
After every night the sun will rise up again,
I been through the fire but I run wild with friends.
’Cause love lives on even when it feels wrong,
Tryna build that nostalgic home of my own thru my songs...

Living on and on and on

VERSE 2
Presently lost writing random poems all day and night,
Searching for purpose while I’m fighting for my love life,
Too many people numbing pain through the screen glow,
Getting off alone when they could chase a real dream though.
Go get a job or find a passion that ignites,
Chosen family make the heavy moments feel light,
Through the grief pain tragedy and the strife,
Bob Marley echoes — everything gon’ be alright.
Trust after darkness there’s a permanent dawn,
Even broken hearts keep the universe strong,
Gift in my chest turn the feeling to song,
Music gives sight when the vision feels gone.

Cuz of Mariah, Pac, and Lauryn I'm revolutionary spawned,

Pain and beauty mixed where resilience gets scorned,

Here comes JC performing, phoenix transcendently reborning,

Help hip-hop live intergenerationally on and on and on.

HOOK

After every night I swear the daylight comes along,

Rainbow light still shining bright when the pain feels strong.

After every night the sun will rise up again,

I been through the fire but I run wild with friends.

’Cause love lives on even when it feels wrong,

Tryna build that nostalgic home of my own thru my songs...

Living on and on and on

Call:

“Truth love and music never die— 

they eternally live…”

Crowd:

On and on and on

You say:

“Through all the pain grief and fire... 

aim and aspire to inspire elevating consciousness higher…”

Crowd:

Living on and on and on

Poem's Home

6 9 w m wow or mom, who knew words numbers or even just letters provoke harm, interactive perception, which wood would u assume a stick or election, 2 things can hold true dude, hate and violence are plain rude, ain't that wicked profound I know, but not Will and Grace's Jack in fact it's pretty simply Just Joe, I ain't no homo bro hoe, jumping any random guy that roams in the stoned zone horny and alone or on a pedestal/thrown they own, trying to find my own Pac style "Happy Home", getting lost in writing another poem, we don't know what we got til it's almost gone, stop getting off to too much porn, when u can toot ur damn horn, go get a job or find ur passion in life, it helps having good trustworthy real people around thru the tragic grief pain plight and strife, making it a lil bit easier to believe deep like Bob Marley's mic speaks "yes everything is gonna be alright", trust and remember after every night there's perpetual daylight, like a rainbow of love shining bright, with a gift to give feeling and meaning thru music not seeing yet enlightens masses with transcendant insight!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/15/26

Designed Divine Headline

Not a footnote I'm the headline, my soul ain't fine print it's divine by design, never incidental nor supplemental, my spirit so elemental it's essential/fundamental, u think I'll eventually cave, while ur digging the grave, but who goes in, even tho I win, I'm not an I told u so guy u know, responsibility blows and grows, money more problems, everybody's got em, refuse to be embittered or hardened, used to be a gardner now I'm the garden!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/15/26

Conscious Wisdomisms

Y'all ready willing capable and/or even able to listen, to JC gifting spitting his  truth/knowledge/wisdomisms, creating conscious revelations, enlightening elevating entertainment, even very incredibly delectably effectively revolutionary, we've let our minds and hearts deadened much too immensely sedentary, gotta help stop hip hop's garbage pay to play starving artist obnoxiousness, aspirationally awakening illumination integrating transcendent consciousness!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/13/26

A Divine Line

Phoenix energy, resiliently resurrects me, do u hear the calling, sun rises while the moon's falling, and vice versa actually, dreaming isn't rationally or factually, it's simply divine, like the horizon line, yet attainable, hope is available, but gotta keep the faith, please stop the procrastinating/wait, remember love is like passion, both aren't words they're actions!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/12/26

Steady Heavy

If evil thinks I am, who's perpetuating the scam, light in of itself can't be heavy, even if it shines bright and steady, just like love, u can never grieve too much, hate is simply a lack, words and actions can't be taken back, but yearn to learn and grow, since we reap what's sown, take accountability for urself, ask and accept help, we need each other, cuz aren't we all a mother father sister or brother, let's find unity, within our own lgbtq community!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/12/26

Fallible's Palpable

My poetry is raw ore, many are in awe left leaving wanting more, that's when I transmute em into music, blood sweat tears heart and soul all infused into it and shit, like watching magic actually happening, almost criminal subliminal entrapment, critical thinking, is simply everything, autonomy matters most, I'm not trying to dramatically/traumatically vent unload or toxically boast, we forget all humans are fallible, the tension panic jealousy and fear becomes so mind numbingly manifested it's impractically palpable!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/11/26

Communicate With Grace

I've surrendered plus gave grace, trying to embrace trust and better communicate, it's important, to process and stop hoarding shit, it's bad for ur insides, insecurity is opposite of pride, tho I know my whole family died, I refuse to not transmute just to escape pain and hide, grief is a mystical beast, but I don't willingly retreat nor easily repeat defeat, doing what u think is best isn't always right, my love and light's too pacifist to fight!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/11/26

First Hurts

Trying to find some balance/compromise, thru these Gemini extreme lows and highs, I'm simply exhausted, reporting on all of it, that's why I need a sabbatical, it's laughable I've haddit with y'all, I just need some new surroundings, so life can stop compounding confounded profoundings, I'm prophetic and empathetic enough, gotta give myself the utmost unconditional grace and love, I know we all are simply trying our best, but that's wicked easy to forget, tho growth in reality hurts, I'm proud af that I now have the self worth to put JC first!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/11/26

Rest In Paradise/Peace Mom

Not carrying ghosts but guides, like constellations shining brightly sky high, moving forward with gratitude instead of collapse, I refuse to relapse, grief has been transmuted finally, there ain't no heated rivalry, giving all the love and grace I can muster to me, may she along with my ancestors dad and G finally forever rest in paradise/peace!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/10/26

Stability/Responsibility Silly

U are not manifesting worthlessness nor summoning fate, avoidance doesn’t heal gotta integrate, desire doesn’t doom u, ur a human nervous system seeking regulation under stress dude, extreme concentrated grief, to an exponential degree, it isn't funny hunny, ain't worried about money, cuz it's just not the point, this 18 month delay got me frustrated/annoyed, not with anybody but the situation, tired of assumptions and insinuation, time for transparent security and stability, give me back autonomy and my personal responsibility silly!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/9/26

Better Best Believe Baby

My hip hop's a vehicle while poetry's my root language, songs more popular poems transformative cuz consumers show they ageist, that's not judgment nor criticism it's my experienced perception/truth, which in today's society has become numb dumb and capitalistically aloof u goofs, while I'm trying to give grace, keep the hope and faith, esp since my whole family's died, finding it hard to stay alive, still find happiness love security and joy, no longer that spoiled premature baby boy, if nothing or nobody I'm proud of me, now's my time to shine finally fly high to be free, which wasn't easy street, y'all better best believe!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/9/26

Activism's Actually Listening

Stability doesn’t have to be earned through sufferings, well-being isn’t indulgence, joy is preventative not frivolous, well adjusted adulting instead of wondering why/what is this, don't need permission to be whole, u can advocate and not be adversarial u know, healthy relationships survive thru clarity never requiring silence, I hope to spark a radical revolution with conscious collaboration that's peacefully non violent, blending the spirit of Malcolm and Martin like Biggie and Pac, inspiring JC who's got that real soulfully lyrical poetic hip hop full stop on lock, afterall ain't art activism, wishing y'all would empathetically see read or just sit smoke weed with me and actually listen!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/7/26

Home Alone Globally Known

Simply trying my best, to get alot of repressed shit I let slip off my chest, just doing me, unapologetically, even with all my intensity/quirks, I always actually do the hard retrospective work, breaking generational curses, being good and doing the right thing's worth it, uve got good karma on ur side, while alive don't tell a lie, cuz like a web it's complicated, unable to communicate it, outwardly almost correlated verbally, it deeply spiritually hurts me, when I'm automatically presumptiously deemed unworthy, from my appearance and how I'm reputationally perhaps even globally known, but I've unconditionally loved and lost my whole entire family and only concept of home I've ever consciously known, yet still adamantly bestowing upon my blessed pedestaled perceived privileged spoiled thrown, that no one knows nor owns anything and we can never be replaced by ai or drones alone and I say that super stoned let's elevate evolve wake up y'all and atone!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/7/26

Great Grace Made

Tho today didn't go as I hoped/thought, still gonna act like that boss, rise up to any occasion, u bet I'm wicked unafraid to be brutally brazen, on offense yet unoffensive, better wake up attentive, ready to go with the flow, cuz in life u never know, no guarantees, free to believe, maybe deceived yet learned, not concerned when it's my turn burnt, we all pay for mistakes made, hold tight fight for what's right love and light while faith paves the way to not just ok but amazing grace great!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/6/26

The Fearless Heir

Life ain't about money but we all need it to live, as a trustee u have a fiduciary responsibility when requested to give, especially as the sole beneficiary/heir, I decided to stop living in lack and fear, remaining gentlemanly humble, kind af but still fumble and stumble, since that's what fallible humans do, always try to stay true to u, authenticity is the highest vibration, it doesn't hurt anyone enjoying some Mary Jane and a delicious libation!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/6/26

Forever Friends Til The End

Like Reba I'm gonna always be a survivor, with an eye of the tiger, like we just won city cup, nothing but a celebration of light and love, win or lose just proud, most don't have the guts to step in the ring and bout, but yet u did, now is ur time to go enjoy/live, it actually honors them, cuz one day me and my family will be together again, til then, I got my tried and true chosen few ride or die forever friends til the end!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/5/26

Profound Counts

Gotta relax cuz the facts are in my favor, sorry to say JC there ain't no savior, there's simply u, what would ur dad do, give ur own lil flare tho, ain't nobody like u here Joe, that's for damn sure, yes u can stand to handle more, especially money and love, I will never give up, I absorbed my whole family's light alright, understand after every day there's night, and vice versa, move with decisive enertia, all forward motion counts, my energy was born like this year's fiery horse destined to amaze shine and astound profound!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/5/26

Mistakes Awake

So many people have been enjoying my videos daily, while I'm sure many also find it annoying and hate me, either way I'm just being myself, never focused on wealth but my health, putting Joe first, even when it's hard inconvenient or hurts, being offensive is such a different strategy, often left wondering if y'all are mad at me, cuz I don't do what's expected, not a fan of being overprotected, learn more from making mistakes, if u don't like the nightmare ur living it's time to awake!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/3/26

New Great Stage & Age

New month taking forward leaps, no one will ever understand the heaps of grief, overwhelming me right now, often waking up wondering how, did I not only get this far, when it all seems so impossibly hard, to simply and calmly breathe, have resilient levels of optimistic hope faith and unwavering belief, it'll work out, of course life is a bout, what a privilege it is to exist and age, tho one chapter's finally closing I'm onto a brand new great stage!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/2/26

Fine Shine

Time to get up, show myself love, fight for my life, there's no wrong or right, we aren't God, days weeks even years have been hard, but I can no longer dim my shine, tired of saying I'm fine, especially when I'm not, Gemini can go cold to hot, in a moments notice, but unlike potus, I'm a good guy, my biggest vice is getting high, only on Mary Jane tho, please call me JC or Joe, never Joey, especially if u don't personally know me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/31/26

Dead In Bed

Some days it's just hard to get out of bed, u lose sight of life when ur whole immediate family is dead, fighting for my inheritance sucks, strategy is way more reliable than luck, no one should dictate nor control the way I live, if what u did was wrong it's my choice to forget or forgive, I'm not trying to accuse, but this is negligent abuse, I'm the sole beneficiary dude, and I don't have to answer to anyone especially u!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/31/26

Sign Time

Artists are the shaman of our time, like DMX asked lord give me a sign, I'm going thru it, why don't they do shit, when did I become an adult, how is MAGA a fascist cult, we've lost our way, demonizing immigrants blacks women trans and gays, like we aren't just ordinary people, collectively we need to vanquish the forces of evil, it comes in many forms, no one unilaterally decides norms, get back to checks and balances again, gotta learn the difference between fans acquaintances and friends!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/29/26

Uphill Guilt

U became a jewel thief, when ur rigidity became cruelty, mature grief is lonlier than anger, isn't it weird how u can be family yet a stranger, never entrusted with responsibility but carried it, with all the concentrated loss how am I a smiley happy shit, unconsumed by fear, grateful and blessed to still be here, wish their was less survivor's guilt, seems this inheritance battle will be forever uphill, not exacerbating drama, just expressing real caretaker trauma!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/28/26

Tower Hour Power

U can try to silence and encumber, by messing with my algorithm/numbers, that's why I use multiple platforms to distribute my art, no social media will own my work soul or heart, u do not have my permission, right now life needs an intermission, evil is running amuck, most sheeple continue to stay stuck, this isn't funny, stop needlessly spending money, that's our absolute power, a pivotal moment like this is what I call tower hour!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/26/26

On Bended Knee Tremendously

Is this the age of delightening, there's so much white Christian nationalist entitlement, it's wicked fucking disgusting, where is the love and safety we've been entrusting, our own government failed us tremendously, so even non-religious folk are down on bended knee, probably praying to the devil, cuz sheeple are so unintelligible, we got it all wrong, no more heart and soul in art and song, who will save us all now, when where what and how?

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/25/26

Heart Charts

Once u do me wrong, u go into a poem or song, but ur out of my life, u didn't treat me right, so u got denied access/blocked, and it's only a matter of tick tock, before karma works her justice, u have nothing to do with my upticks, it's my consistent hard work, not some producer promotor or marketing manager jerk, get ur greedy grubby hands out my pockets, y'all can't stop this, meteoric rise to the top of the charts, cuz u should know I'm all conscious soul and heart!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/23/26

No Less Than Best

I'm not giving instructions on how to love me right, shouldn't have to fight to spread consciousness/light, but in this world of darkness, I refuse to become numb or heartless, gonna let my soul shine, don't try to wine and dine, ull get further with authenticity, I like a guy who's not afraid to be sarcastic goofy and silly, yet still take life and relationships seriously, please don't handle me carelessly, I deserve the best, and if I don't sexually choose u it doesn't mean ur any less!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/23/26

No Codependent Friends

I'm not looking for more codependents, who intentionally sleep ur way into being friends, I did that when I was young, ignorantly dumb and full of cum, with a safety net of true unconditional familial love, which taught me that no matter what I'm enough, blessed and full of gratitude, trying to have a positive outlook/attitude, cuz like smiles it's infectious, if anything our government and elders must do a better job to protect us!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/22/26

Time Went Again

So nice to catch up with college friends again, talking on the phone wondering where the time went, it sure flies by fast, the best relationships can last, if u put in the energy/work, does anyone desire being a rich unempathetic jerk, they say it's business not personal, this life isn't a rehearsal, it's what we make, shouldn't ever fake, that simply leaves u empty, hearts aren't meant to harden all cementy, souls aren't supposed to be sold, be bold and create ur one of a kind own mold!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/21/26

Heart & Soul Holes

If today was ur last and u know, would u let what u do be effected by a lil snow, it's a very serious question, u can hurt ur blessing, when u say sorry or love, but no changed behavior nor showing up, both are actions, there's a huge difference between a job a calling and a hobby/passion, where do u consistently put ur time and energy, what is ur definition of success or legendary, who fills those crucial roles, losing my whole family has left 3 huge holes in my heart and soul!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/18/26

Love Enough

Decided I've had enough, finally chose self love, it was the best choice I made, was brave not to cave, he doesn't deserve my forgiveness, true friendship/love is my richness, y'all make me lucky, can turn a gray day sunny, what's funny is it's their loss, abusing someone comes at a cost, no longer desire to fight shit, trying to prove I'm good and righteous, my words match action, go ahead and be mad at the fact ur life lacks conscious light laughter and passion!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/17/26

Hope G.O.A.T.

No I won't kill a goat, I'd rather just write a song of both inspiration and hope, nothing's gonna stop me, even not joining the illuminati, I've already achieved success, all we can do is create and try our best, most never start, quit playing backstreet games with my heart, it's actually quite a privilege growing old, so I won't capitalistically sell my soul, I make music to help uplift and emotionally transcend, never again put my trust/love in business men!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/16/26