Kinda Gay BTW

I love when u mirror something different, not a fan of predictable existence, y'all don't know me just of/about, misunderstanding natural antagonism for a combative bout, I'm simply trying to push limits, my depth and breath isn't a shtick nor gimmick, I'm legit genuine and authentic, when it comes to my character or art I'm wicked overprotective, cuz I care, I'm down to truth or dare, don't live in fear jealousy guilt nor shame, life ain't a board game, it's reality son, should be both fair and fun, guess if u manifestingly make it that way, happen to be a poet rapper singer songwriter from RI who's a btw kinda gay!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/22/26

Testing Questions Blessings & Lessons

So much love but not in, it's hard to know where it ends and begins, not a line but a gray area, without it we are inferior, the whole point to life, there's no wrong or right, only semi regret the things I didn't do, the person in control of u is who, I ask to make y'all think, my immediate family was gone in a blink, left pondering many questions, gotta give grace/appreciate the beautiful blessings, gratitude exudes learning lessons, perhaps this is spiritual warfare simply testing, each groundhog day, another opportunitistic chance to find our way!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/21/26

Meditate & Pray The Gray Waves

Joy ain't something to teach, but I can preach peace from the beach, since it's my happy place, nothing better than summer dayz, in so many ways being by the ocean, I find no need to be outspoken but here's a token, we all should take a break with mates for a lil while, since sunshine frictions smiles, it's rays spray unconditional love, to feel it u don't even need to look up, u just simply know, go with the cyclical flow, nature's seasonal waves, blue with white clouds unless gray, I guess it's ok to pray, music's my therapy like running is when I meditate, but like life it's funner high, enjoying the mental silence no longer asking/analyzing why!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/20/26

Sponsorability Responsibility

Never think it to be a waste of time, when only a few people read my rhymes, stats don't matter like that, u can be popular yet nobody has ur back, in fact u may have never even met, how many of y'all would take a bet, that one day ull sell out stadiums and win a Grammy, my character isn't defined by whether u can understand me, nobody else is my responsibility, what about ur sponsorability, it's actually a tax write-off, why aren't they attracted like light to a moth?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/20/26

Dope Growth

Want to take a beautiful day, but personify it in a lyrical way, so ur envisioning rainbows and butterflies, whether blue or gray skies, what happens after, tears turn to smiles and laughter, deep from within the belly, wish we could turn back time to phones being a tele, not a cell, imprisoned in digital hell, flames balled in a sun, can we achieve peace and 1, found thu letters together/words, being too smart has its perks, biting noses to spite, can love and not like in life, pain gains growth, coffee music and marijuana ironically make existence dope, what did I get u to feel or see, how much does belief manage what we perceive?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/20/26

The Bored Ward

What's the matter u bored, or just trapped in ur bubble/ward, so damn cliquey, when it comes to drama and bs just miss me, it's not even ignorance anymore ur just dumb, boomers haven't won they've simply bullied us numb, they had all the power and control, and instead of bettering lives they stole our soul, sold it to capitalism, they're only right and never listen, so watch us now, I don't know when or how, but y'all will sooner or later die, while the whole globe will rejoice in glee at peace ain't gonna lie!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/20/26

A Chorus For Us

I'm undoubtedly proud of me, grief stricken profoundly, don't count me out tho, I've always been the underdog u know, that resilient ho, who won't just blow and go, anything other than deep, gotta sow to reap, grown leaps and bounds, do u hear how u sound, actions not meeting ur words, a lack of trust substance or belief hurts, can't understand a simple man's meaningless rant, transmute and use rage to activate with a great chant, an addictive hook/chorus, that personifies lyrical emotions written for us, trying to resonate relate and connect, who knew human creative artistic expression was a right to protect?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/19/26

Costing Exhaustion

Life can be exhausting, when u look at what capitalism is costing, we give away so much money, but feeding and housing the poor is funny, how dare these politicians, lecture the front line workers farming and fishing, thinking if we just don't buy avocado toast, by sheer will power we won't go broke, meanwhile I'm over here budgeting, yet humanitarian/social programs get major funding cutting, the president seems to be enriching himself, but isn't interested in actually trying to help the collective wealth, destroying democracy daily, so I'd rather sit and enjoy the chocolate espresso martini don't forget the Baileys!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/18/26

Man In The Mirroring Me

Feels funny flying solo in a crowd, living a Leatherman lifestyle right out loud, no need to shout tho, do u bout toe to toe, u know lyrically, cuz I take being a poet hip hop rapper singer songwriter producer Podcaster author artist advocate activist seriously, and if u can't handle/understand man than I'd plan to Stan fan somebody else's coattails gone up in flames, I don't play those fortune nor fame games, that's so 3D, y'all teach me there's hope but there's a long uphill road to go for the whole globe to see JV as JC!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/17/26

Can't Enfaith Hate

Do u look or see, ull miss stuff depending on if u hear or read, my art is complex, don't misunderstand what u think I mean by saying I'm blessed, perception is selfish guess, the US is a hot mess, since Trump again took office, corruptedly lining enriched pockets and coffers, it's not just troubling, it's wicked fucking disgusting, he is not a role model at all to idolize worship or admire, how can I do anymore to help raise consciousness enough to transcend us higher, how do I maintain this high blind unwavering faith, thru so much extreme grief suffering pain and shame that usually makes love hate!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/16/26

Unhomed Sololy Alone

Do u think I'll ever succeed, the way I don't even know I want or need, what is fame, a popularity game, by who's standards tho, perhaps life is an experimental place to grow, thru the ups and downs, change is strange/profound, it happens so slow, it already happened and u didn't even know, that's kinda funny, like living just for making money, hunny u missed the major plot, appreciate what u got, since u can in the blink of an eye, have the only people that ever mattered die, ur left on this whole globe oh so sololy alone, resiliently trying to find my chosen family and create my own Tupac styled "Happy Home"!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/16/26

Acupuncture Juncture

I really don't care what y'all think, only barely socially drink, just cuz I go out almost every night, shouldn't cause envy jealousy or fright, I'm usually doing music, my life's simply infused with it, plus I'm kinda cute, some even believe a beaut, mostly do free stuff, I define/decide what's enough, y'all refuse to show up, knowingly understand the verb love, instead perpetuating neglect, worry doesn't protect, in fact it actually harms, I've been trying to sound the alarm, we're at a critical juncture, we desperately need some relief perhaps acupuncture!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/16/26

Blindly Defined Me

No stranger to anger, but this level of rage screams danger, with just a simple look, why is this what it took, to finally wake up, if ur mouth ain't taped shut, then use it, silence is complicit/abusive, from now on I'm focused on smiling, while y'all be wiling, crazy and delusional, life is beautiful, enjoy each day, too bad if u don't like that I'm gay, it doesn't define me, why keep following faithfully blindly, all we got is ourselves, can't count on anybody else to come rescuingly help!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/15/26

Negligence Evidence

Freedom is finding joy daily, must've hit a nerve getting y'all MAGA to hate me, choosing capital over human, got us asking wtf u doing, why pig pile suffering, how do we manage buffering a hovering police state big brothering, against the will of the people, sorry not sorry but billion/trillionaires are evil, stealing and hoarding the wealth, u ain't got shit without health, this administration is stealthily eroding democracy, but what really bothers me, is that boomers will never receive accountability for their gross negligence, plenty of evident evidence, and they simply don't care at all, every generation can't wait to see them finally fall, rot in hell u greedy pieces of shit, no one will miss u when ur gone even a lil bit!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/15/26

Sin Won’t Win

Today I made a major move, watch me like Patti have a new attitude, cuz I was pushed past my limits, my nice guy routine is just a gimmick, that's how my parents raised me, many may think gay and hip hop artistry is simply phasy, but it's genuine authenticity, to u winning Grammys may seem silly, that's my dream, u know who's no longer part of my team, my chosen family requires showing up, don't need a Trust to provide fiduciary care/love, they failed, and my evidence is pretty detailed, so let the games begin, for their unforgivable sin I believe the law will determine I win!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/14/26

Fight Nice

I've really tried my best to play nice, ur the one who pushed this to a fight, u couldn't just provide fiduciary care, u had to lie cheat and steal using irrational fear, I promise u it'll catch up, never underestimate the power of truth and love, consciousness brings justice, at some point we all feel like fuck this, the system isn't broken, stop inserting another token, the popular vote doesn't count, the Electoral College's impact has been profound, it gave us Bush and Trump, now America's become a dump, but the pendulum is swinging back, y'all ain't ready and can't stop this woke progressive attack!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/13/26

So Much Fungus Among Us

Not trying to wish death, so I try to keep negativity in my art or head, it's all Yin Yang, cycling the same damn thang, what's predominant black or white, why does light have to fight, doesn't it automatically kill fungus, look at all the evil among us, they've gotten so loud, truth can't even shout, to be heard, all his executive orders show he's incompetent/absurd, breaching our fiduciary care, we all see he lacks hair, every boomer should be retired, sick and tired of reciprocity not being required, honestly we the people, are disgusted with the rise of such tyrannical fascist evil!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/13/26

Capitalistic System's Prison

What hill do u want to die on, the same one as Don the con, evil never wins the war, at the core he's a whore, prostituting we the sheeple, look at all the upheaval, eradicating checks and balances, the only thing to trump talent is, nepotism or sheer dumb luck, apparently money can buy power so democracy is fucked, we're stuck in this capitalistic system, making money off of racism thru private prison, why won't y'all listen to understand, do u really want to be remembered or associated with a lying cheating corrupt convicted criminal/orange tan man?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/13/26

Safe Space/Home Base

Consistent content isn't enough, I say this with much love, but u must have substance and value, in business u simply have to, there's no trick, I'm not some drag gimmick, ain't any short cuts, I just wasn't a putz, instead of escaping, making the void more gaping, I leaned inward, remembering the difference between a noun and verb, what u feel isn't real, character's defined by how u deal, confront fear, gotta pick truth or dare, pick a side, there's no island to hide, join society, move in silence or at least quietly, live in peace, vulnerability isn't weak, like home base, I'll always be a safe space!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/11/26

Lacking Listening Mechanism

Lacking deep sleep, mostly from extreme grief disbelief and anxiety, mostly from neglect of fiduciary care, guess there's no compassion nor empathy to spare, pretty evident, we've got a selfish narcissistic president, reminds me of my uncle/Trustee, he doesn't have the capacity to show love to me, financially he's screwed me over time and again, pissing off real chosen family and friends, God will get evil in the end, don't think less of me cuz I stay bent, like art it's my coping mechanism, especially when u never actually tried to stop and understandably listen!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/11/26

Art Is Vulnerable Intimacy Literally

Please understand, at the end of the day I'm just a man, I don't have any secret cheat codes, but I'm unconditional love not loathe, that goes a long way, why does love turn to hate, experience grief, or unbelievable mistrust/disbelief, that'll shock u back to life, stop asking me if I want children or wife, stop telling me to work, u selfish greedy misguided jerk, my dad's rolling in his grave, mom and G chose to cremate, which was my idea, out of irrational fear, cuz I refuse to be buried in a box, not in life but in the bedroom bondage is hot, forcing intimacy, wish y'all would stop taking my sarcasm truth humor so literally!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/10/26

Trustee Free Me

Try to let yesterday, simply fade away, I'm an Italian stallion, super gentlemanly valiant, so I won't hold grudges, could never be friends with someone who judges, that's just not my style, u can be crazy and wild, yet do nothing wrong, I transmute a lot of shit into a poem or song, that's pretty much how I deal, don't expect others to like or agree with what I feel, but I will be respected, don't need no false bravado acting all overprotective, neither of u give a flying fuck about me, why won't u step down/aside and let me be financially free!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/10/26

Meet Speak

It isn't what u say but when where and how u said it, of course u regret shit, u don't think before u speak, but also ur words and actions don't meet, yes I'm Italian so I sweat and smell, if u don't like it go to hell, I hate excessive cologne, the cancerous hazards of deodorant are well known, I shower almost every day, plus I'm a kinky eagle gay, if u can't muster something nice shut the fuck up, I'm tired of people depicting harmful abuse as being a friend showing love, ur doing it all wrong, perhaps y'all can't understand relationships are multi pronged, acquaintances family and fans, compartmentalizing is of the utmost demand!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/10/26

Why What Happens Saddens

My smile often masks my extreme grief that deeply saddens, I have no control over what happens, simply trying my best, to stay sarcastic spitting truth with jest, cuz people be struggling handling it, why's Trump dismantling shit, this whole situation was avoidable, capitalism breeds exploitable, not only did the boomers kick the can, they destroyed this country with the project 2025 plan, so when the pendulum swings back, and u feel like ur very way of life is under attack, u shouldn't be surprised, progress like truth cuts thru abuse/lies, for every action there's an equal or greater reaction, look how social democracy is gaining traction with passion!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/10/26

Why's Evil Rewarded Regal

Persistent consistent spitting, of insightful philosophical wisdom that's consciously truthful and uplifting, turning perceived negatives into positives, is it weird I like black but not green olives, superficial shit doesn't matter, perhaps I'm personified mad hatter, as an indy unlabeled artist, working my wicked hardest, it's not smartest to take on all roles, why does anything industrial steal our souls, focus on the root word, bastardizing social over capital/loot hurts, people aren't inherently evil, gays and lesbians are authentically regal, we retarded babies handicapped fags help teach mankind to have both empathy and compassion, love isn't something u buy but provide cuz like an apology they're defined not verbally but by some action, perhaps even dreamed changed behavior, not only does a hero lie within u but u know who's son too our supposed resurrected lord and savior!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/8/26

Soul Role

Time to surrender that role, tired of fighting for love and trust cuz it's killing my soul, hiring an attorney, so I don't have to wait for them to understand my perspective/learn me, u know provide fiduciary duty and care, it's impossibly hard to find joy laughter and cheer, extreme grief beyond belief, makes me occasionally weep, God I miss them dearly, no longer feel them clearly, hope they've moved on into the light, cuz this life's been a fight, and y'all deserve no more suffering, I'm done buffering, ur either with me or against, my chosen family's filled with real unconditional friends!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/7/26

The Best Yet

What if nothing is meant to be, it's not my job to help u see, my vision is for me, wish it was a we, but my immediate family's gone, try to thrive while I mourn, seems almost too weird, there's nothing left to fear, a whole existence still ahead, won't be defined by all this death, life is beautiful, no offense but fuck the youthful, age is wasted on priveleged people, if good die young are old evil, let ur passion and purpose be of service, the boomers are far from perfect, remember most are doing their best, which if u have hope and faith hasn't even come yet!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/7/26

The Unavoidable Exploitable

Time to move on, no more playing along with this ridiculous con, u failed ur duty, why did u do this to me, like I haven't gone thru enough, this is what u consider showing up with love, u both should be ashamed of urselves, incapable of care and/or help, I miss my sis, Gia wouldn't have put me thru this, it was very uncessary and avoidable, extreme grief doesn't mean easily exploitable, and that's exactly what he did, I'll never forget nor forgive, I'm highly capable of giving unreciprocated grace, however they should feel guilty embarrassed and humiliatingly disgraced!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/6/26

My Unashamed Gain

Won't pretend I'm ok, and yet can still have unconditional faith, it just comes naturally, wanna experience love actually, not like the movie tho, ur actions lose me u know, in fact I'm petitioning for both to be fired, don't try to portray me the liar, simply to protect improper fiduciary neglect, this trust situation wasn't my choice to elect/select, may be gay but unafraid to bout, wearing authenticity out loud and proud, they really should be ashamed, my inheritance isn't a game of personal gain, now I've absolutely had it, gonna see the wrath of a siblingless orphaned faggot, fighting for my thefted entitled divine benefit, not only did u f.a.f.o with the wrong one ur gonna live to regret it!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/6/26

Not About Bout

What do I need to gain some genuine attention, don't want some participation trophy nor honorable mention, listen I'm not even like that, I don't talk about anybody behind ur back, say shit to ur face, I better not lace, do shrooms occasionally and smoke pot, don't really drink alot, pretty much socially, but y'all don't know me, simply of or about, I'm tired of the misunderstood/underdog bout, constantly rising up, overflow of unconditional love, always high guy, cuz I truly believe it's medicine to my mind, helps me stay kind and patient, the idea authenticity's the highest vibration is pretty invisibly indiscriminately and indivisibly ancient!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/5/26

Blink Think

There are so many times I don't stop to think, but then an elongated blink, and life is forever changed, an unrooted bird collared is strange, mainly cuz there was a lack of trust, maybe ur lazy if u can't see my work ethic/guts, openly gay and white in hip hop, the underestimation never stops, like either of those traits quantifiably matter, me being a talented poetic songwriter rapper, I can sing but that's not my forte, not trying to be the perfect best just great, like Mariah give it my all, phoenixally resurrect after every set back or fall, we never give up, I was built on a strong foundation of light and love!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/5/26

Heaven Blessing Lessons

Always gonna keep it real, tell u exactly how I feel, unsugarcoated raw and direct, it's not my job to help fix save change or protect, that's all u honey, don't be jelly of me my life and money, especially since u don't have a clue, what it is I actually do, to say I'm lucky not to have to work, u sound like an ignorant presumptuous rude jerk, comparison stole ur joy, treated me like a useful sexual toy, thinking that was love, which doesn't require someone to get fucked, same with friends, I won't splash in puddles again, I learn my lessons, being irresponsible is such heaven/a blessing, a single childless orphan, ok with never being married or trapped in a coffin!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/5/26

The Shocking Conscious Unlocking

Ur as harmless as I am helpful let's stop that, it's not our job responsibility nor duty in fact, ur preventing someone from learning their own lesson, friends are seasons/blessings, and everything is temporary, I'm betting on me being epically legendary, that talented and gifted, u can't count how many hearts minds and souls I've touched frictioned inspired or uplifted, that doesn't matter, even if ur bank rolled pockets are mad fatter, beater or hatter superficial shit's just insecurity, my genuine authenticity has an abrasive raw and real purity, kinda awe jawdroppingly shocking, but look at all the knowledge wisdom and revelations I'm consciously unlocking!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/4/26

Hypocrite Sick

If hate is free speech isn't truth and love, boomers hypocritical enough, I'm so sick and tired, of allowing conartist convicted criminals and liars, to be lifted up to positions of tyrannical power, yet in ur final hour, unwilling to take accountability for ur part, how much given away of soul and heart within art, so a producer or marketer makes all the money, and it's so funny, blaming the victim for signing exploitive contracts wanting fame, it's easy to judge and have an opinion when u have no skin or teeth in the game!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/3/26

Traumatized By Lies

Humans are hope personified, yes the boomer generation overprotected with lies and traumatized, called them white, cuz only they know better and always right, said it was love, actually showing us they don't trust enough, which is synonymous with worry, capitalism exploits in a hurry, cuz when u know u do, manipulation unlike age is wasted on the youth, meaning elders indoctrinated truth knowledge and wisdom, they built monopoly castled kingdoms, good luck getting in, they creatively designed systems to not let anyone else win!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/3/26

A Home Base Place

Overstating my complaining, is what's insanely draining, I'm usually optimistic, u may need an optometrist, u can't see gay, I don't feel straight, perhaps it's from where ur standing, intelligence can be demanding, especially emotionally, I'm demi/a sexual socially, keeping my head in my pants, when the dick shoulders a man, logic isn't literal, accepting compliments and criticism's critical, cuz both come from a loving place, that's why our heart's home base, in case we forget, without marijuana and music life would be dead!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/3/26

No So Over Shoulder

Now that pride month is over, ud think some pressure would be off my shoulders, however since no distribution was made, I had to cave/delay, the publishing of my poetry book series on Audible and in print, fans are waiting on my podcast to begin, money trouble's the issue, been so numbed dumb gone done run out of tissues, moved past both tears and rage, like Mel Robbins I totally let them but just must also disengage, cuz the complicit capitulation is disgracing, look at all the intolerant injustice y'all electively keep embracing, bastardizing virtuosity miscompassing integrity, worshipping false idols pedastaling untalented con artist celebrity!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/3/26

Let's Show Them Again

I'm so exhausted being disappointed and drained, this level of fiduciary abuse is insane, how dare my mother and her brother/former uncle, him being Trustee has been nothing but avoidable trouble, hoarding and conserving my inheritance, when his duty is for my sole beneficiary betterment, his behavior is fucking disgusting, money like hookups isn't worth lusting, u shouldn't try to buy money or sex, family is supposed to serve and protect, how dare our government defraud and neglect, take away our divine unalienable rights when he's never been the populous elect, both micro and macro, I've had it yo, down with darkness and evil, the true power is we the people!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/2/26

Lacking Compassion Action

Feels like I'm anointed, to always be disappointed, esp by men, time and again, I give up, on ever finding gay love, they only know use, just manipulate gaslight and abuse, money is the prize, easier to believe lies, authenticity is silly, friendship simply willy nilly, Milli Vanilli style, what we collectively celebrate's wild, absolutely no value or substance consumed, headed for cataclysmic doom, cuz of the selfish hoardish greedy boomers, Trump's making all Americans seem to be duped stupid losers, disallowed/hollowed out of any empathy integrity or compassion, so we've become endentured vampire zombie slaves robotic AI replaces attacking humans lacking action!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
6/30/26

Job Alot

Almost going on 2 years, and still have the same fears, why can't u do ur job, I understand it was alot, but for me the most, I never gloat/boast, just cuz I was born on the coast, doesn't mean I've sown my wild oats, isn't easy street trying to live and learn, difference between wants and needs is level of yearn burnt, when did we get it right, picking the fight, we seem very reactionary, yet lack integrity, hypocritical capitalists, in direct opposition to naturalists, transparency is synonymous with nakedness, if ur comfortable within the darkness of hatred's bliss, then u can never be light, in a world so gray like Mike says "it don't matter if ur black or white"!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/29/26

Hood's Misunderstood

Instead of crabs let's be pedestal pusher uppers, why can't all the haters become lovers, tap into empathy and compassion, nouned verb words need action, that's simply what it takes, only creators can make ai just duplicates, no longer can't wait, must stop ourselves before we overtolerate, unfortunately evil must be vanquished, violence comes from anguish, death is necessary, good's gotta quit being complicit and sedentary, miseducatedinly understood, used to celebrate rising out of the ghetto/gutter/hood, now it's a race to the bottom, always know I know nothing but problems cuz we all got em!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/27/26

Abundant Triumphant

Tho they're gone, gotta remain strong, who knows for how long, maybe the hit will be my next song, or 7 albums worth, creatively uncursed, in fact finally free, to believe my dream into reality, fuck the grief, found peace within me, like He-Man "I have the power" no longer seek nor scour, Gia/She-Ra is inside too, all their light it's true, the amount of love overflow spewed, to not share is rude, humbly abundant, good always will be triumphant, it's written in the stars, God's within our collective souls minds and hearts of the faithfully smart!

Peace and 1

Joe Conscious 

6/26/26

Yang Phoenixing Yin/Snake

I'm just exhausted from all this bs, with me never assume or guess, simply ask, always up for an adventurous task, live and learn, only work from yearn, existence is free, can survive off the land water and fruits from the trees, why can't we be, what next gonna charge us to breathe, I mean asthma inhalers, used for meth so they're a danger, so they make us pay more, we're corporate capitalists' enslaved working poor whores, at the core AI is antihumanity, this timeline is utter crazy backasswards insanity, oh wow now how the phoenix fire horse replaced the snake, but we're still feeling growing pains transitioning from Yin to the Yang!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/25/26

Go Do Uncocooned

Really had to learn to forgive but also let go, that's way easier said than done tho, I'm speaking from experience as many of y'all know, simply just not the same old Joe, death affects the still living, neglect is what my Trustees are giving, I'm sorry u lost ur only sister, but me too mister, at only 42, which is the age mine died too, what a mindfuck, both heart and soul have a huge hole from the lack of familial love, no more blood ties, so an unrooted bird flies, totally uncocooned, leaving demons wondering what I'm gonna do, the chosen one, vanquishing without war nor guns!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/23/26

Page Age

A parent is always responsible for their kids no matter what age, y'all should understand my story maybe take a page, especially when it comes to inheritance, a lack of boomer compassion is rather quite evident, I lost my whole family in 6 short years, of course my life was consumed with grief and fear, what I needed was Mary J style "real love", taken care of by u actually showing up, even when it's hard, follow ur heart, fulfill all dreams, impossible as they may seem, always do what's right, cuz eventually truth comes to light, so all ur eploitation/hookering, thought ud get away with shit with no one looking, boy was he wrong, watch my stock rise with my podcast poetry book series and a whole bunch of new songs!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/23/26

Cause Pause

U can't kill my hope, time my manifest destiny and I eloped, the future is now, I'm done asking why and how, no more answering questions, tragedy evoked so many blessings, grief defined me, but I always had unwavering belief, that like life it's all temporary, sick of the complicit and sedentary, a lack of judicial accountability, the amount of incompetence is almost silly, like is this even real, I'm tired of my reactions needing an appeal, while their actions were the cause, does this moment in history give any of y'all pause?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/23/26

Fall All

Got nothing left to prove, I'm ok with losing u, good riddance to bad rubbish, u can feel like my silence is snubbish, but perhaps instead of asking why, what happened is a better indicator how to decide, boundary crossing is unacceptable, most of us thought Trump was unelectable, we planned while God laughed, now both democracy and the economy are under attack, checks and balances were intentionally destroyed, colluding billionaires and government are the reason so many are unemployed, it isn't AI at all, just probably time for this corrupt capitalistic fascist regime/administration to fall!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/23/26

Understandingly My Chosen Family

The level of my patience, is equivalent to the ancients, like I've been waiting from the beginning of time, to receive what is divinely mine, we need court intervention, for my financial protection, ur negligence/procrastination has caused irreparable harm, throughout everything I've remained sane and calm, but he chose to fafo, which is pretty laughable, definitely don't know me, u ain't my homie, in fact ur not even part of my chosen family, I only surround myself with people who truly love and support me understandingly!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/23/26

Gain Pain

Y'all have absolutely no clue, how it feels to be used but not valued, that's the story of my life, take take take with no reciprocity ain't right, there's so much fungus/darkness evil feels like light, which it'll never be, they'll never steal me, a unique and special individual, creating a chosen team indivisible, not money focused, producers managers and labels can't capture nor bottle my hocus pocus, my unions are divinely sacred, with no room for discrimination theft pedophilia shady behavior nor hatred, I'm angered from the relentless spiritual pain, first rule of magic is no personal gain. 

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/22/26

Fanned The Damned

Made it past a lot of pain plight and strife, finally living my best life, still far from perfect, but every moment is a blessing/worth it, when ur surrounded by chosen family and friends, imagine if this Earth journey ends, I wonder if some answers will be given, if reincarnation exists would u do things different, still have many questions, did y'all even learn lessons, cuz seems to me ur a bunch of ostriches with heads in the sand, we need more real accountability and justice on demand, these old boomers running government are corrupt as fuck, about time they run out of death's luck, let their legacy be damned, all those disasterous destructive flames now infinitely fanned!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/22/26

We Are The People

The hardest person to discover was myself, glad my mom didn't try and help, she wasn't surprised tho, "I knew for a long time Joe", her friends said to let him come to u, perhaps they knew what any double Gemini would instinctually do, the antagonistic opposite to prove fools wrong, I naturally transmute pain plight strife and grief therapeutically thru poetry and song, vibrating higher consciousness with great pride and empathy, it's about time this original gay white RI rapper singer songwriter becomes legendary, no makeup nor nudity, but a proponent of respect dignity and equality profusely, in mother land San Fran was dubbed an honorary radical fairy, like Tupac says "holla if u hear me", while queens kinged me white chocolate leather rap daddy, don't be hatefully angrily mad at me cuz of my sexuality that's sad actually, let the lyricism I write fight with bright might, so by just whispering JC brings peace and 1/a much needed "Beacon Of Light", my fellow rough tough cream puffs who're more than authentically enough, we are the people resiliently inspiring copious hope cuz of our limitless dope glitz and glittering unconditional love!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/18/26

Rainbow Bright White Light

I'll be way better than fine like wine, u don't control or own anything of mine, u silly secret nefarious fairy Aquarius, sorry not sorry ur crazy/delirious, ur delusional empire built on selfishly exploiting actual artists, screwing over creators working their butts hearts and souls off the hardest, no matter ur belief, how do u sleep or live with urself u thief, don't have the balls to even meet face to face, the prime example of how love can turn to hate, like Michelle Obama tho always go high and I don’t know why, just naturally that genuinely authentic rainbow bright white light kinda guy who's star is on the rise!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/17/26

Hurry Our Luxury

The profound ups and downs, got me wondering if God's a clown, human beings running around doing, billionaires don't care they're making the whole globe losing, concentrated money, has democracy operating funny, when the focus is only on capital, socialism seems radical, but police fire ss Medicare and welfare, are all programs showing the oldest poorest oppressed population help/care, that's our hard earned and paid taxes not a luxury, I want accountability on all evil wrongdoings in a hurry!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/16/26

Don't Connect With Me Energy

Yesterday's Pride was fantastic, as an app scholastic, they're all a waste of time, I'm not doin fine, nobody wants to put any energy, in trying to connect with me, esp in real life, can't take this lonely unloved neglectful strife, no one wants love or sex just money, I don't wanna pay to play or for ur services hunny, stop exploiting gay guys, I just wanna Netflix chill and get high, I'll massage ur tired feet, like u wouldn't believe, magically heal u helping to relax and unwind, I'm exhausted being the only making an effort to find, y'all lack tact guts and balls consumed by fear, hope dreams come true somewhere out there, I won't hold my breath, sick of non monogamous selfish greedy capitalists working to death!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/15/26

Actioning Passion Hasn't Happened

Let me be a light in ur dark, I'll lead u outta ur mind and back into ur heart, a soul has no price, must have sentient consciousness to live life, u can't have something u aren't, corruption and greed are abhorrent, stop idolizing Trump, he's turning our American dream/democracy into a third world dump, perhaps we always were, too foolishly duped by the lie/allure, no substance or value, get up everyday to sacrificially work cuz we have to, like it's purpose over passion, words are spells in action, y'all keep asking why instead of understanding what happened?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/13/26

Honor & Prosper Proper

Tomorrow is a big 1st Pride month performance, next weekend is even more enormous, I'm excited nervous, will it determine my worthiness, most art is priceless, lifeless ai could never steal my likeness, I know I'm gonna rock it, with all ur consumption power u can't financially stop shit, y'all letting the worst evil people prosper, gone are moralistic integrity gentlemanly warfare and chivalry/honor, why don't we find proper manners valuable, so much illusion seems minimal actual, authenticity isn't silly, nor willy nilly, keep faking and making, I want both the wealthy and our government boots shaking, wait til they become the focus of our collective hating, when we simply stop all this civil ingratiating!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/13/26

Why Closet Love

Pubescents use closets to hide sex, for straights 7 mins in heaven was the best, perhaps I'm still there, why do I have so much fear, conclusioning I'm pretty resentfully ashamed, exiting wasn't like that game, it was very hard to come out, told just don't shout it too loud, maybe Earth's actually hell, cuz nobody I'm attracted to wants to ring my bell, what if I'm asexually neither or both, identifying as bi gives me hope, not qualified nor capable, determining those types of profound labels, but I also don't have any desire to be or be with a girl esp intimately, like Rob Thomas sings "I don't want to be lonely no more" it's been infinity, why was I born this way, am I unnaturally wrong/mentally ill for truly believing I'm gay?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/12/26

Scorpio Rising

I'm looking for a fan, a man who sexually understands, matches my energy, we have natural chemistry, like complimentary opposites attracting, is it all too much asking, keep working on myself, balancing wealth with health, embracing and accepting my circumstance for what it is, stop airing and talking about my business, coming off ungrateful, the only reason my relationship seems hateful, is I'm still grieving extreme loss of love, wondering if I've run out of luck and tough enough, to not just survive but even dare to thrive, totally inspiring smiling while I'm trying to humbly stay happy and blessed to be alive!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/10/26

Love The Collective Culturous "Us"

Spoiled with delicious cooking, what's with this anti bliss bullshit of dudes digitally hookering, yet can't socially interact nor face a real conversation, while white gay guys falsely receive perceived privelege please stop hating, relentlessly wicked underestimated it's borderline abusive, like I'm responsible which skin color's conducive for doing hip hop music, overcorrected Pride themes being all inclusive, but family friendly oriented audiences became way too intrusive, perhaps it subjectively wasn't meant for everyone, what once was peaceful protest activism's become numb dumb drunken naked circus fun, isn't corporate capitalism exploiting and profiting off of the collective culturous "us", our lgbt peeps teach a higher capacity of what it means to love, all "we" need's u and me, unappropriatingly radiating authenticity's vibrational frequency!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/9/26

Left Behind Gay Guy

Behind many strong women there's probably a gay guy, who will always tell u the truth and be by ur side, esp thru hard times, drawing sharp lines, for self preservation, why's it feel like everything's an interrogation, or somebody trying to sell another scam, perhaps this is this evil master plan, to replace humans with AI, our purpose to work til we die, saving up to retire, my situation isn't anything to aspire/be desired, I'd gladly take my family, often wonder if it's worth surviving thru what God's demanded of me, breaking generational curses alone often eternally riding solo, wishing I didnt have all this heteronormative fomo!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/8/26

Gracing Inspiration

I wanna provoke fluttering butterflies, goose bumps/pimples/hives, don't think I ever realized how much Joe Conscious frictions, he's become like a daily prophetic poetic addiction, for both listeners and readers, love agreers but esp diagreers, they challenge the status quo, isn't it all perception tho, honestly spreading smiles lights my phoenix soul on fire, feels like I'm walking a fine line circus wire, delusionally rooting for like Dumbo pigs could fly, a society where it's cool to live life high, at least peeps who are only on shrooms and weed, domino effecting lots more creative art and music please, instead of all this embittered pissed divisiveness and hating, I'm simply on occasion ingratiating engaging in gracing inspiration!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/8/26

More Good Than Evil

Exploring the unknown, what connects more a love or protest poem, it all has a philosophical backbone, can u tell when somebody lacks dome, interrogating assumption, takes guts/gumption, nobody likes a truth teller, keyboard warrior or another anonymous goof yeller, being loud doesn't make u right, screaming won't win the fight, since silence is deadly, nowadays we all need to be strong healthy and wealthy mentally, which requires critical thinking skills, wonder how much common sense wills, esp in today's society, seems like God's making a liar outta me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/8/26

Too Cordial Isn’t Normal

It's neither wise or smart, to assume tomorrow will only break ur heart, I don't want to be a loveless tragedy just cuz I'm gay, why does God allow the world to treat us this way, automatically going to hell, like the rainbow flag casts a magical spell, can u be lesser than yet enough, is it all random luck, can I vibrate the right frequency, do Americans have allegiancy, there's a huge difference between democracy and loyalism, is this the new world order/prison governments and royals envisioned, energetic depraved slaves, robots replacing poor and elderly into early graves, considered capitalistically useless, gaslit numb into thinking this level of abusivesness, is rather kinda normal, perhaps society has become too cordial!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/8/26

Sexuality Isn’t Identity

When others show u hate that commands, not to diminish ur light but rather expand, shine bright baby, there ain't no ifs ands or maybe, no Lauryn style fungus among us allowed, it's not an artist's job to explain why or how, yet to enlighten/inspire, raise our vibration frequency and consciousness higher, reverse crab behavior lifting people up, showing and living unconditional love, build bridges to provide unity within our community, where all types of human beings esp lesbians gays A's and bi's have impunity, nothing against the T, sexuality just doesn't function as a collective identity, yet we always include them, since we're all chosen family and friends in the end, while some drag in leather...leather isn’t drag, please respect that fact, if u don't we'll still get ur back, taking offense to anyone's opinions' simply sad and y'all can stay mad, it's raw art, and I hold no animosity nor ill will in my heart!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/7/26

Despised Cuz Of Lies

No I'm not rising above it today I'm annoyed, my accumulated frustration finally found its microphoned voice, I'm not complaining, actually just saying, shining a light on failed responsibility, stop spotlighting the shocking/silly, let's get back to finding real talent, please stop bastardizing the virtuous and valiant, why can't good reign again, don't give positions of power to ur friends, we need real leadership, not these underhanded deals and shit, making the whole globe hate us, nobody believes a word u say cuz, Trump is synonymous with lies, after he's dead he'll be both forgotten and/or despised!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/7/26

Ain't No Laughing Happening

Hope things start going as planned, I'm not high maintenance wanty needy on demand, I expect security and structure, don't automatically assume anyone to be a manipulative procrastinating fucker, especially financially, good luck deceiving and trying to handle me, my parents couldn't but didn't either, the boomers are old outdated Geezers, they're ruining our lives/economy, hoarding excess while refusing to retire really bothers me, corporatized next of kin's energetic minds hearts and souls, perhaps as nature's population control, that's probably why covid could've happened, how they keep fucking over every other generation has nobody laughing!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/7/26

This Isn’t A Fake Break

I don't need more growth just a break, sad when ur idol or role model's illusionary fake, some would call a white lie, not black tho why, does the label matter, unhealthy isn't always fatter, what's poisoner cigs or booze, dangerouser pot or our food, if y'all gonna keep changing the rules, subliminal toxic narratives disciplining us into slavelike robotic soldiered fools, fighting for spoiled privileged wars, that were natural resource/money grabs at the core, let's be honest, both sides of the coin isle or bird are tarnished, checks and balances were destroyed on purpose, appointing loyalists to positions of great power is what hurts us, if y'all don't vanquishingly eradicate the fungus corrupting, we're truly brutally and cruely fucked up then!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/6/26

Instant Different

Gotta apologize for being so serious, extreme concentrated grief had me delirious, and I'm gonna make a change, like Mike we're all a lil strange, and that's ok, but at the end of the day, what will ur legacy be, often times defined how u people treat, I know that's backwards, but what I asked was, for u to perceive something different, my life turned upside down in an instant, plus I can't go back, unfortunately sometimes it's hard to live with that fact, it ain't always sunny hunny, but please try to find the funny, for only the future fortune tells, so when u write or speak know ur casting manifestational spells!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/5/26

Love Is An Action

People equals power, June brings gay showers, while Weather Girls sing "it's raining men", trying to reiterate Pide's not just a naked drunken parade again and again, cuz our community needs to realign and activate, revolutionarily build bridges to transcend hate, let's elevate mindful consciousness, remember the highest vibration's authenticity aka honestness, words aren't just simply letters together they're spells, why are we manifesting divisive collective hells, when if u take the time to discover and embrace ur calling/passion, we'd finally realize family and friend like love is an action, instead of patiently waiting on an invisible guy in the sky, how about we all look deep inside to find the strength to resiliently rise and try! 

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/5/26

A Case For Faith

U can keep neglecting and uphill me, but it's not my job nor responsibility to punish the guilty, can lead a horse to water but not force it to drink, ask deep philosophical questions yet can't get y'all to read or think, that's not hate shade or judgment simply the truth, all the big answers are aloof, no one really knows, not even u Joe, ain't a scapegoat, escape nor hope, that can replace doing the work, esp when it's the worst hurt, nothing but pain and grief, beyond even irrational belief, but also gain so much wisdomous brilliance, cuz character's ultimately reliant on one's reaction/resilience, if that's the case, we can plan and pray but god laughs at the fact life's fated faith!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/5/26

The Majoritive Prerogative

Do y'all enjoy and appreciate my vulnerable insight, the way we live is never wrong or right, there's what we do or don't, it's not that I can't just won't, like Bobby says "that's my prerogative", truth isn't subjective nor majoritive, gone are common courtesy and sense, seems politicians are simply dense, super corrupt as the wealthy, our American economy is unhealthy, cuz our president is a con artist, stealing our social services freedom privacy and inheritance the hardest, when in fact he's the absolute biggest joke, wishing we could all wake up and the past election was a bad dream/hoax!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/4/26

Asses To Ashes

I just don't find youthful beautiful, I feel like they're more dutiful, with endless energy, not thinking about death's legacy, cuz life is genuinely present, what happens when ur past was so pleasant, ur future seems downhill, grief unfreed my profound will, to revolutionarily react with joy, even tho I'm musically unsuccessful and unemployed, I refuse to be capitalistically enslaved, working poor til buried in my family's grave, I'll be cremated so I can Phoenixly rise again from ashes, y'all can kiss each and every single one of my reincarnated asses!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/3/26

Reticent Of Their "Medicine"

Lil by lil, been able to whittle, super simplistic, very minimalistic, in my hippy-esq era, life after grief keeps getting better, hold onto hope, sarcasm helps cope, since next to marijuana laughter's the best medicine, I'm simply apprehensive and reticent, letting fear creep and seep in, like Journey sings "Don't Stop Believing", faith is the only way, stop looking up the answer's inside I'm afraid, waiting doesn't mean standing still, suicidal or just lost ur will, a hero lies in u too says Mariah, I love how music transcends everything raising our collective vibration/frequency higher!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/2/26

Ain't Laid Nor Paid These Dayz

Who knew nostalgic meant so good it's classic, almost all art and music today is useless/tragic, it shouldn't ever be commodified, there's only enough room for a few is blatant bs and lies, the more the merrier, but the talentless aren't inferior, in fact fans have complete power, I wish somebody would give me a mic for a free hour, let alone get paid, perhaps even laid, so what, I got the guts, to see my delusions thru, I both say and do, I lived my truth, can u say that too boo?

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/1/26

Happy Me/We

Don't diminish my fight, try to dim my magical bright light, ur not even human, can't comprehend what I'm doing, just how revolutionarily special and unique I am, most won't accomplish what I have in their lifespan, but what's pretty profound, is I took the long way around, made every single choice, navigating the consequence of neglecting my own voice, which wasn't discovered nor developed, is mindful compassionate consciousness enveloped, or like neither my reputation/character, such seriousness and grief needs extreme laughter, please appease and agree with me, geeze...we can all simply be happy!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/31/26

Shadowy Hurt Work

Comfortable exploring paradoxes rather than trying to resolve them, can we utilize mindfulness intelligence and start evolving, transcendence is possible, bettering ur circumstance is probable, but u gotta wanna actually change, and for many sheeple it's too strange, to do the shadowy work, sit with and observe the internal hurt, talk to urself, family and friends are mirroring soundboards to help, like Brandy sings "angels in disguise", magic in plain sight hides, in everything there's reasoning and meaning, it all comes in waves of timing and greeting new chapters/seasons!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/31/26

Modest Honest Simplistic Richness

Leaning into absurdity and I won't apologize, go ahead and believe the assumption/gossip/lies, ur gumption is real, sorry not sorry u can't deal with how I feel, my creative wordplay can make even ai laugh, what next will it say it shat, we ain't having the same conversation, rarely engage in confrontation, only non violent and educational, marijuana can be both medicinal and recreational, way better than booze and cigs, it's not my job to censorship my artisticness for kids, it's more authentic to remain honest, despite all the great richness stay humble simplistic and modest!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/31/26

Why's The Storm Norm

Last day of May, who knew things would turn out this way, not sure if it's good or bad, holding onto the memories of a life we used to have, filled with holiday joy and cheer, religiously relentless each and every year, just like clockwork, wanna see that hot jock twerk, better shake that ass fast, Mrs Dash that Monstah Mash, Google it bitches, I believe in magic warlocks and witches, the protégé of Gandalf the wizard, two things can be true like loving and hating a blizzard, we talking ice cream or a storm, how did we get to place where misunderstanding is common sense/the norm?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/31/26

Bent Consent

Stop making important decisions without my consent, did y'all ever consider ur the reason I stay so bent, taking away my right to choose, is autonomous abuse, u don't know what's better, future situations I must weather not together, cuz my whole family is dead, I no longer have my own bed, in fact I don't own anything, except the poetry and music I write rap and sing, and even then, more acquaintances than real genuine friends, since they're not nouns but actions, lucky/blessed to have found my purpose service and passion, only time will tell, if life here on Earth is heaven or hell!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/30/26

We All Fall Y'all

I've had a bad day or 2, but even if I have a few, show me the grace I give y'all, everybody must fall, how u react defines ur character, in serious times its hard to find the laughter, in darkness ur superpower is joy, I'm so grateful for my voice, plus my adhd/bipolar mind, if I could press a button to magically rewind, I would tell my mom how disappointed, all this Trust stuff could've been avoided, why don't people die perfect, I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy thinking life wasn't worth it, should've passed down my inheritance honorably, instead of taking away my autonomy!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/30/26

Butterfly High

Quite simply R.I.P., to the old version of me, I'm the chosen one, who's work is never done, what is it y'all do, haven't dealt with a quarter of the grief I went thru, it's not even a competition, wish ud actually stop to listen, pay attention to my needs, my wishes dreams and beliefs, let's come up with a long game plan, many perceive me to be an insane man, cuz I smile and find joy, being an orphaned single gay starving artist technically unemployed, still a resilient bright light, who like Jean Gray transforms into the Phoenix to fight, no longer caterpillaring I'm a butterfly, double Gemini vibrating high!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/30/26

Soul Control

Taking all the rage grief pain and anguish, trying to metabolize it all thru language, that volatility can be hard to live thru, but watch what I personally and artistically do, always leaned into music and marijuana, moreso than sex and drugs even tho I kinda wanted ta, escapism is never the answer, repression and avoidance is the leading cause of cancer, besides the man-made toxic poisonous food and air, our own government exercises hoarding tendencies and drastic tactics using fear, as a disciplinarian tool to control, while it seems the wealthiest/billionaires bought and paid for enslaving our collective energetic soul!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/29/26

Aligning Divine Design

My poems are like live wire, the tension gives em voltage/fire, they haven't yet cooled into philosophy, now nothing seems to stop me, tho I'm definitely not unbothered, I hope Trump isn't martyred, he's a con man and not even good, why is the truth so misunderstood, how did they bastardize the angels, we perceive everything from different angles, mine wasn't malicious vicious nor intentional, all human beings are uniquely multi dimensional, created by divine design, if we finally tune and align our vibrational frequency we'll be just fine!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/29/26

This Faggot Has Had It

I'm not gonna stare into the darkness, I know I'm becoming numb/heartless, may be gay and white, but got a lot of soul and righteous fight, with more than enough light and love, to support and help raise the collective consciousness up, mindfulness transcending, timeline realigning bending and blending, is it the best, life seems to be a test, just some dumb exclusive heteronormative tragedy, no homo romance allowed so y'all are probably laughing at me, what a wicked pitiful father fucking faggot, this existence has been utterly sadistically bitterly cruel and I've simply had it!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/29/26

I Blind

What they're doing isn't tough love it's cruel, y'all are the fool, if u think I'm special needs, fuck supplemental that shit's all me, honestly I'm disgusted, nobody can be trusted, which destroys my will til try thrive or even live, I should just take and never give, bastardizing righteousness, I'm bright white light with no idea how to fight this, delusional narrative of toxicity/poison, they don't care to see or hear the truth I'm voicing, out of sight and mind, many can't hear understand or find, so in this timeline matrix I'm Helen Keller deaf dumb and blind, but yet on the outside vibrate so high i have to rely solely on only me myself and I!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/28/26

Last Poem Unknown

Don't know how to deal with this, to the outside world I sit in rich bitch bliss, but it simply doesn't exist, I don't have ur perceived privilege, in fact I'm a prisoner of my mom, she did such irreparable harm, declaring me special needs, she stole my autonomy, I hate her for that, I'm paying for the trust she lacked, I can't forgive nor forget, now I'm just all set, this was the nail in the coffin for me, I have no more hope faith or belief, so much unknown, honestly this might be my last poem, maybe even day here in hell on Earth, I finally have no more will to live/wish I was never birthed!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/28/26

Career Fear

Feeling very unmotivated lately, like the world got tired of and hates me, my complaints so privileged they're out of touch, just cuz I had unconditional familial love, and now I don't, if u want me to subserviently fall in line I won't, I challenge authority, fuck the majority, they're usually wrong, probably can't comprehend the poetic lyricism in my song, thinking art isn't a career, u instill antirevolutionary fear, creatives have the real power, time for women to have their tower hour!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/28/26

Disciplinedom Wisdom

I don't know how to live paranoid, not trying to replace and refill the void, u get 1 mom and dad, don't appreciate what u had, until it's all gone, nobody knows me from when I was born, extended family faking care, boomers hoard and use fear, they only see money, neglect is never funny, but it's not my job to break generational curses, u know what's worse is, being micromanaged used and conserved, the only thing I ever really learned, they don't teach knowledge and wisdom, only dictate and lecture in disciplinedom!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/26/26

Too True Thru & Thru

Gotta say life has been pretty great, lately I've been lifting weight, not in a gym, but in releasing to rebegin, a new phase/chapter, and what I'm chasing after, is actually inward looking, almost kinda self hookering, loving and liking myself, enjoying freedom wealth and my health, I chose to put me first, transmuted all the pain grief and hurt, turning it into beautiful art, baring my whole soul and bleeding heart, passionately pushing thru, til all my hopes wishes and dreams ultimately come true too!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/23/26

Injecting Light Like Inception

U can't follow thru with plans u already made, perhaps I'm seeing this whole time uve been fake, playing u care, injecting inception chaos and fear, as if ur the only savior, but u show us who u are thru ur behavior, ur life is a mess, gonna talk less, and stop showing up, cuz there ain't no love, don't even have self like, y'all shadowed by my wealth of light, no agenda hidden, why are so many adults kidding, u can learn to miss me while I'm gone, I'm done with u and ur bs uve been warned!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/22/26

Interesting Gesturing

I'm just gonna go quiet, love antagonistically denying shit, simply trying to keep things interesting, y'all don't wanna know or see my internal gesturing, I'm sick of the same old bs, I'm not a mind reader playing the game of guess, to prove I'm right, I'd rather not fight, honestly I'm tired and drained, stifling local notoriety and fame, complaining about what's the point, cuz ur irritated and annoyed, we're all going thru turmoil, our patience has come to a boil, so many ready to snap, won't tell the truth to my face rather betray me behind my back, that's ok, maybe it's time to finally move away!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/21/26

Obligation Confrontation

I need tomorrow to go well, the past few years have been hell, done tremendous processing working on healing, creating has been therapy soundboarding feelings, throwing spaghetti at the wall, acting surprised when something sticks slightly then falls, go play dumb amongst other fools, my inheritance isn't ur tool, just cuz u think or say so, I'm done remaining silent/laying low, taking control back, my autonomy majorly lacked, gonna show up with questions prepared, there's no more fear here to dare share, wanting clarity isn't confrontation, perhaps y'all gotta learn the art of communication's a societal obligation!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/21/26

Can't Yet Find Peace Of Mind

Got a ton on my mind, peace is hard to maintain let alone find, why do strangers see me better, y'all don't make time nor effort to experience life together, since my family isn't hosting, there ain't no more coasting, thanks for showing I'm not a priority, I never used to fit the gay label of lesser than nor minority, saying the f word doesn't offend me, my sexuality isn't my entire identity, nor anybody's business really, if ur uninterested in building with me, then like Jojo sings "just get out...leave", I'm totally ok taking fiduciary care of me...esp financially, best for u both to respectfully bow out/step down, the irreparable harm caused by ur neglect's been profound!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/21/26

No More Martial Law War

What I really want in life, if u can alleviate some of the stress and strife, then just do it, be a positive force or conduit, otherwise honestly die already, I'm sick of the boomers fucking us over steadily, micromanaging us disguised as protection, both sides corrupted and rigged elections, waiting for the masses, to finally get on up off their asses, to revolutionarily protest, but truly the way we vote best, make the entire populous matter most so they ultimately decide, perhaps government sponsered history indoctrinated us all with one great big giant fraudulent illusion/con job/lie, nobody wants anymore of ur distraction wars, causing psychological chaos and confusion trying to evoke martial law, it won't happen, we the people will prosper as the last ones laughing, this time saying no thanks, taxpayers are done being exploited bailing out everyone else including bad businesses and banks, but just not us, why doesnt MAGA and Trump administration understand the whole globe hates their guts!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/21/26

Human Doings Ruining

Tough conversation situations, don't like insinuations, wtf is this supplemental shit/special needs, in life y'all must be in the weeds, people aren't just energy and money, governmental leadership or lack thereof is what's funny, but in a tragic sad way, when the terrorists are labeled the trans and gays, like love is the problem, arguing never solves em, inaction procrastination and neglect, destroyed checks and balances needed to protect, our God given inalienable rights, good luck when traumatized victims discover they're powerful lights, inspiring and frictioning, we aren't robotic slave human doings rather beings just simply existing!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/21/26

Mainstream Needs Me Seen

I'm beginning to see the need, to be seen in mainstream, there's nobody like me, masculine acting openly gay white queen, actually more like a king, got alot of soul and can rap and sing, especially performing live, poetry and hip hop music's where I thrive, authenticity is my currency, AI ain't be worrying me, I'm brilliantly human/individually unique, people should pay attention when I speak, call me too intense or deep, instead of letting fear rule I leaped, finally a consequence from my own choice, took me decades to hone both my persona and his potentially timeless classic voice!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/26

Crooking While We Ain't Looking

Unless u pay my bills I pay no mind time or energy, what people think of me or my legacy, is none of my business, when I read special needs I said what is this, how dare u, do u even care dude, ur my uncle, punching my financial balls with brass knuckles, my dad's rolling over in his grave, while big sis probably enraged, trying to misalign my divine right, inherited money family but most importantly love and light, u were supposed to do right by me even if nobody's looking, of course u wanna avoid probate when ur crooking!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/26

Con Don's Lob Slop Job

Orphaned choosing my new family, y'all don't have to understand me, just show love and respect, it is ur fiduciary duty to care and protect, do ur job, not simply pitch some lob slop, thinking I'm gonna block my blessings, I'm gonna keep em guessing, I have enough money and I don't want the responsibility/power, this is evil's reign's final hour, good always triumphs, can't help ask why Trump, how could u not see the con, exciting to watch the downfall of all those attached to the Don!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/26

Why Hide Out Loud

The truth always comes out, exploitation's happening right in our faces loud, they're not even trying to hide, but I'm left wondering why deny, u want support and love, yet u won't give it enough, like the boomers hoarding it all, that whole generation needs to die off and fall, their regime is wicked toxic, they stifled and micromanaged our collective consciousness, they didn't really want us to succeed, never gave us what we wanted even when desperately in need, told to pull ourselves up by bootstraps and work harder, passing on nothing more than the trauma caused by their mother and father!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/19/26

Abuser Users

Lucky puppy, having the balls to come up and say u wanna phuck me, or me u, that isn't something I normally do, but I make a few exceptions, I pay attention to my protection, guys are liars and users, a regular plain Jane top pretends to be a Sir Master abuser, misleading and misrepresenting themselves, say they have no agenda and wanna help, but what's funny, it's only about money, gay for pay, but only digital play, turns out they're just scam artists, simply faking/exploiting the hardest!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/19/26

Rise & Thrive Wise Aside

I'm not a defeatist, nor an elitist/non-believist, I have hope and faith, good triumphs over evil and it'll all be ok, but right now it's not, don't work hard try smart, stop abandoning our allies, overpriced oil prices barrel wise, is from Trump's stupidity, seriously question his lucidity, he's destroying our character globally, he should be totally ashamed and shamed scoldingly, accountability isn't silly, interest rates aren't willy nilly, leadership isn't philosophical, experience proves ur choice's consequence was illogical, please step aside, let the next generation rise and thrive!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/18/26

The Disadvantaged Micromanaged

Have u ever been micromanaged, the boomers engineered inherent disadvantage, so no one will ever supercede them, made to think believe and feel we need/depend, the collective will be better off when they're gone, perhaps we'll experience a new dawn, instead of endless dusk, confused truth and love with profit and lust, bastardizing the righteous good, so power and freedom are misunderstood, money is not energy, instead of lecturing education try mentoring me, pass knowledge on, like u should've done with the baton, existence is a generational marathon not a sprint, what happened to the art of conversation common sense and our ability to critically think!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/18/26

Stop The Dis Ease Please

Being present is a gift, noticing a major shift, an elevation if u will, ain't no quick fix/magic pill, just simply stop it, that toxic shit, cyclically on repeat, as if u manifest defeat, misunderstanding dis ease, so many like me who used to people please, and say well I'm an artist so I kinda have to, like likes followers or bank accounts determine value, will anyone show up for shows, watch the magic happen in real time they're mind blown, I'm not even being arrogant or cocky, but for all y'all that have to see to believe...just watch me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious

5/17/26

Stronger Longer

Do I steal energy shine and thunder, get more attention for a blunder, cuz it's all about shock value, I do art not cuz I have to, but since it's my passion purpose and service, even if I never make it big my work isn't worthless, perhaps my stock will rise, only after I've died, I really hope not, maybe when I'm an old fart, actually retired unlike the boomers, attracting the ogling gooners, take a picture it lasts longer, I love how hate makes me stronger!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/17/26

Hulking Adulting

Do u remember my rise and grind, explore to seek and u may find over time, u discover the way, it took me a while to understand I'm gay, knew I was different, but was just innocent, I was living my best kid life, no responsibility plight or strife, besides are those girl or boy toys, chatty Kathy gossiping noise, mostly cuz I couldn't hear, minus irrational fear, that comes with adulting, wondering if I'll ever be strong enough to start hulking!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/17/26

Simply As Is

Gotta be a bright light, who in hip hop lyrically fights, not outta spite but with passion, words hurt but not like action, how u treat people, shows whether ur good or evil, in the sense that maps ur character/soul, ur frequency and vibration as a whole, depends on how ur perceived, do u even care or think about the legacy ull leave, in the wake of ur ignorance, drowning in a crablike sea of hypocrite innocence, I'm tired with the lack of grace I freely give, while y'all presumptiously assume judgmentally the life and way I choose to authentically live!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/16/26

What's With This Business

My motivation this month was weak, perhaps my poetry writing piqued, I took four days off, and now I can't afford my loft, went from 2000 views a day, to barely 208, I'm ok with that, cuz my true fans have my back, I'm totally binge worthy, ur lack of support doesn't hurt me, it is what it is, art is my passion not yet a business, I'm in the process, no stupid singing contests, I'm an original artist, making a name for and by myself is the hardest!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/16/26

Styled Wild

Once u made lemonade u can't get that fruit back, instead of focusing on what u don't have, remember comparison is the thief of joy, compliments or criticism got u annoyed, both come from love, why don't u feel good enough, phuck luck and privilege perceived, something isn't true just cuz u believe, like antigravity law being applied, that which falls will rise and fly high, life after death Biggie style, Joe Conscious becoming famous would be absolutely wild!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/16/26

A Feelings Meeting

Don't need a lil birdy to chirp me dirty, no matter what I say or do can never be unworthy, words are never deadly weapons, just take a couple excedrins, how about a time out, disagreement doesn't mean bout, perhaps better letters put together, truth isn't like risk to be measured, censorship sucks, success is a lil luck, cuz passion talent and drive aren't enough, can u make someone fall in lust/love, without even ever meeting, help others tap into their feelings, especially the ones they haven't expressed, nobody cares if ur diary's perfect or the best!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/15/26

He Within All Of We

Im not worried as much anymore, I mean really what for, nothing's in our control, not even our character or soul, are we what we day or what others believe, who owns the narrative of me and JC, do u see them as the same, or is it just an alter ego/identity game, such a crazy double Gemini, I don't run away to hide, I confront truth abrasively, so stubborn I choose to often act hastily, study patterned behavior, not naive nor gullible enough to hope in an almighty savior, I am He, and lives within all of we!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/15/26

No Cord Or Ward

That wasn't rock bottom just a low point, honestly I'm getting wicked annoyed, stop acting funny, none of it is ur money, ur a glorified accountant that I can't count on at all, ironically u didn't catch me during my fall, imagine not showing up, with a simple hug to show unconditional love, instead I wound up in a psych ward, seems death cut the umbilical cord, what a way to spend Christmas tho, even then everybody thought I was still a blessing to be around u know Joe!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/15/26

What Next

My first stay at a RI hostel is done, I wouldn't say it was fun, but it beats being homeless, relying much more on aloneness, putting myself first, neglect from Trustees hurts, my mom and dad would be rolling in their graves, her brothers weren't his faves, they were never there for grams, even my cousins couldn't understand, must be nice, to just be able to go on with life, totally unaffected, meanwhile I'm no longer protected, and I used to be terrified, but now my resilient Phoenix warrior energy has been validated!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/15/26

Faith's Great Grace

Can u handle hanging with an angel, thats addicting hard to detach from or get unentangled, gotta stop taking a phat dip in the RI gay dating pool/puddle, been nothing but trifling stifling cliquey false idoling bubbled trouble, filled with pups bears twinks fairies and otters, are we just valuable pieces of meat to be of use/energy/fuel/fodder, ponder that for a minute, natural resources are neither finite nor infinite, we don't know God's limits, if he she they or whatever even exists, we're dependent on collective belief hope and faith, only together can we weather better to create our great manifested heaven here on earth in all its amazing grace!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/13/26

Wild Child

I'm 4 forces colliding, it's called double Geminiing Scorpio rising, 2 sets of twins holding opposite truths at once, I play sarcastic antagonist naturally just for fun, makes conversations interesting, keeping everybody mysteriously guessing, it ain't lucky I create my blessings, like a phoenix resilience building thru incessant testing, they've heard the myths, lucifer and his minions have many tricks and gimmicks, but I am God's chosen child, and this existence is an amusement park ride gone wild!

Peace and 1

Joe Conscious 

5/13/26

Terrorist Therapist

Here comes insta now censoring, nobody's required to be a role model mentoring, I'm allowed to have adult content at almost 44, I can be a sexy slutty pig if I want to whore more, I give 0 shits/phucks, y'all don't take accountability enough, love isn't just lust, it's showing up and trust, goes both ways, all those gays, hurt hurting sheeple, bastardizing good is evil, Trump is the biggest terrorist there is, even psychiatrists need a therapist, since there's no do-overs nor rewind, he'll find time won't be kind!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/13/26

Worth The Work

U want me u gotta work, I already told u I know my value and worth, good luck, if ur looking for a quick phuck, random anonymous hook up, I'm only attracting unconditional love, u better be able to add light to my life, be there and care when it frights/bites, curve balls failures and dead ends, are easier to handle with chosen family and friends, and I'm wicked father fucking blessed, to have the absolute eclectic best!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious

5/13/26

No Maybe...F.A.F.O. Baby

I have finally seen the light, time to fight with all my might, he should be ashamed of himself, supposed to care for and help, not ignore and neglect, family is supposed to serve and protect, how dare u, play me for a fool, fafo baby, there ain't no maybe, do what's right and just, even when nobody's looking much, the truth always comes out, don't know how to bout, so instead of being a passive voyeur, gonna let a pro handle it so I'm finally hiring a lawyer!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/11/26

Yolo Homo

Can't tell if it's aging or just grief, but so many sheep lack urgency, no more fomo for this homo, totally cool riding solo yolo, I'm better off on my own, my heart's home, and that's enough, got overwhelming amount of love, my friends and chosen family, truly see and understand me, there isn't a might, I have to stand up for myself and fight, my inheritance is my divine right, I absorbed my dad sis and mom's light, leaving many blocked by it's shadow, I'm way too deep while puddles shallow, I'll raise my vibrational frequency, to only attract kindness compassion and decency!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/11/26

Again With Them

Like The Chicks not ready to make nice nor back down, I don't care if I'm wicked deep I'm over profound, should smarten and wisen up, don't u know there's different forms of love, I struggle breaking generational trauma/curses, and ultimately what's worse is, some people never conquer them, repeating vicious cycles over again, stubbornly strong, perhaps for far too long, persistently practicing insanity, y'all can't understand let alone manage me, did u block blessings, not learning lessons, u can't miss destiny's calling, since there's only rising after falling, what's meant for u will find its way, gotta wake bake and try to thrive every blessed wretched day!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/7/26

Phoenix Me JC

The smallest trigger lately gets the full weight of everything, look at the beautiful therapeutic medicine writing poetry brings, I'm so proud of myself, didn't deny or decline help, I simply chose to choose me first, yet I can't ignore consequential hurt, perhaps I'm silly, wasn't trying to take full responsibility, that's ur failure, and cuz I'm love I could never hate ya, I've got faith grace and empathy, I ain't gonna let this incessant negative bs get the best of me...Phoenix JC!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/7/26

Should Let Go Tho

Been struggling the past few days, in so many ways, expecting grace without reciprocity, I'm tired pretending disrespect doesn't really bother me, how dare u say sorry then lecture on my mistake, ur lucky I didn't throw my drink in ur face, seriously bro u got shit twisted, be careful ur about to get fisted, and not in the butt or gut, perhaps u slipped up, just do ur job, u fat miserable uninteresting slob, I won't stoop so low tho, but u and ur manager should both be let go!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/7/26

Even In-between Need

Happiest of birthdays to my buddy Nick, if u haven't seen his artwork it's sick, he's super creative and cool, dudes with tattoos rule, it's true just cuz JC says so, a real model not a role, a beautiful soul, deep beneath the superficial, has a hard outta shell, rose up from the depths of hell, to find himself a daddy, about to roll up a phatty boom batty, maybe he will even take a puff, have the bestest day and year yet and get phucked up, can never have too much love, or give hugs enough, whether playing Press Your Luck or Whammy, almost twin flames meaning he really gets or understands me, very difficult developing genuine friends growing older, no matter what tho bro I'll carry u on my back/shoulders, if ever ur in need, we'll conquer all obstacles including time space and any distance between!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/5/26

Disheartening Alarming

Trying to find a reasonable 1 bedroom apartment, in RI is alarmingly disheartening, with only a bed and a desk, can't find anything 1500 a month or less, that's not only ridiculous, it's pretty maliciously vicious/insidious, time to move to a third world country, I don't care who makes fun of me, where 50k a year's poor here, is luxiouriously lavish living there, plus the food and products aren't poisoned, I think capitalism is evilly greedy corrupt and annoying, it's total focus on the simple root word, but for me unfortunately telling the truth hurts, like existence just sucks us up of our collectively consumptioned expensive energy, Trump will go down in herstory as the worst ever presidential legacy!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/4/26

Finger Licking Addiction Beginning

My poems become declarative self prophecy, ur misunderstanding doesn't sweat nor bother me, especially anymore, I've learned to close many doors, don't ghost just disengage, let them be live and go their own ways, showing u who they are, patterns can character scar, innocent hearts and minds, vibrational frequency attracts/finds, energy exchanges and frictions, I'll be ur best healthiest addiction, so good finger licking, I love nipple tickling, scratching itches, outtalenting these fake ass whack rap bitches, without any lyrical wisdom substance and value, selling ur sexy soul simply cuz u think u have to!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/2/26

 

Heist The Zeitgeist

Got my head and beard did, so I'm looking and feeling sexy as shit, wait that doesn't make sense, I make people mad tense, cuz I'm super deep, all about genuine authenticity, that's just my nature/vibe, I'm a double Gemini always high guy, not a big drinker, more of an over thinker, yet I'm living and learning, rediscovering of my yearning, to make Joe Conscious part of the zeitgeist, revolutionizing a Transcendant Enlightenment like heist alright?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/2/26

Best Refreshed

Feel rejuvenated and refreshed, came back at my best, I took my sabbatical to process all I've been thru, in the desert there's not much to do, but to sit with urself, except enjoy the health wealth and help, my chosen family provides, sometimes friends can be the greatest loves of our lives, my mind and heart are still messed up, I'm having trouble with sex and wanting to phuck, mostly cuz I connect better, with older aged people who've managed to somehow weather, every storm dead end hurdle or curve ball thrown my way in life, especially the extreme grief pain plight and strife, which I've surprisingly survived, so now it seems I'm about to fly high/phoenixly rise!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/30/26

The Gays Always Shine & Thrive

Heading back to RI tomorrow, found some peace processing grief/sorrow, I wouldn't say I'm fully healed, but it helps poetically expressing how I feel, got a way with words, working thru all the hurt, art is like therapy, aiding in bettering me, then performing magic for the masses, get up off them asses, support local live music, my hip hop's rap mixed with r&b and some soul infused into it, inspirationally authentic, children and true fans can just simply sense it, a deeply feely frequency or vibe, that spiritually resides inside, a light so bright shadows can't hide, I genuinely believe my creativity gives me meaning even if being alive's to shine and thrive!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/28/26

Don't Back That Delirious Aquarius

The worst sign of the zodiac is Aquarius, not only are they stubborn they're delirious, I won't ever again respond, wish u would already be gone, I don't want u period, and I'm very serious, Gemini are like that, once u cross us we cut off and won't go back, ur love attention and apologies are empty, fuck Lucifer and the morning star I'm a chosen warrior angel God sent me, u bet I'm all light, existing is my fight, transmuted pain and grief into art, nobody can buy my soul or heart, never ever would I exploit harm or kill, winning life isn't a game of fortune nor fame but being humbly grateful present and fulfilled!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/28/26

Hey God...It’s Me JC

Please God let him finally be gone for good, some folks got me completely misunderstood, and I just simply don't care, no more masks shame guilt nor fear, I've got this, found clarity's bliss, along with peace, from such extreme concentrated grief, til u join my ranks in life's country club, ur not being snobbishly snubbed, u actually have the privilege not to know, I'll never be the old Joe, consider him metaphorically dead instead, it's the only way to heal and move on outta my head, surrender accept and embrace, being present is the gift of amazing grace, finding heaven here on Earth, I'll proudly represent my whole family's light love and worth, learned how to project so u get the best healthiest version of me, y'all should respect my decision from now forward to be only referred to as JC!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/27/26

Can’t Authoritarian The Youth's Truth

Who walks and reads, can talk and recall what they've just seen, that's some super human shit, I try to be altruistic, what's wrong with idealism, tough luck care disguised as realism, it's minimizing and diminishing, nobody esp authority is listening, elderly earned respect but it's not reciprocally given to the youth, they're much too worriedly overprotective of the truth, which makes us irrationally question if this is unconditional love, cuz I don't feel financially autonomous nor deserving/worthy enough, but now I've resiliently learned to give myself a break with grace, live unafraid to praise say thanks again for friends having hope and faith it'll all work out ok! 

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/24/26

Hold Like Gold Stories Told

Life is school, so living is learning fool, stop wasting time, seek to find, hypothesize and study, treat everybody like they're ur bestest buddy, don't yuck my yummy, I'm more than ok with a chubby tummy, big is beautiful, saying that wasn't dutiful, I mean and believe deeply what I say, deeds not word's my motto these days, Adam used to say that, he always had my back, a literal warrior soldier, u never realize how ur childhood molds ya til ur older, truthbomb isn’t it, cherish that classic shit, ull have those as memories to hold, like nuggets of glittering gold sprinkled throughout stories told!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/24/26

Misunderstand Land

If we don't want our ship sunk, perhaps y'all should listen to JC but u can call me Gunc, stop this toxic obnoxiousness, time to awaken consciousness, why do we seem pleased, being poisoned with cancerous dis-ease, our food we eat and the air we breathe deep perpetuating harm, fluoride got us comfortably ignoring warning signs/alarms, while wondering what happened, nobody's laughing, cuz it's a finite life, how about starving the parasite, that option's never before been communicated, systems change becoming outdated, just like the old boomer way, perhaps it's simply too late, ironically humans trump capital, yet the wealthy elite portray poor black trans immigrant women the problematic radicals, so we're still stuck in backwards upside down land, where we perpetually inevitably overcorrect at best and misunderstand!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/24/26

Humaning Evolutioning

Evolutioning is humaning, which is simply being not doing, and if that's confusing, government's abusing using, herding's hurting we the sheeple, so shepherding's the epitome of evil, sounds like the boomers, perhaps they were just duped groomers, crafting corrupt revolutionary heroes and warriors, historians became dictatorish storiers, holding truth knowledge and wisdom captive, framing the "correct" capitalistically consumed narrative, that we're standing up for freedom justice and righteousness, but not actually even fighting for this, ignoring completely the real enemy, what matters most is how we exspend/expand our time money and energy, there should be no poor nor lack, "they" simply lie and hide that fact!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/23/26

Blind Mind's Eye

Don't wanna be ur daddy or u my bro, u should do better if or when u know, it's ur responsibility, even if u think what I'm saying is silly/willy nilly, life is so serious its a privilege, marriage is only a business, nothing to do with love, learn to be content not knowing u don't have enough, money doesn't define value, no piercings nor tattoo, yet I'm still bad ass, cuz I soul rap and I'm not black, also openly gay, why does that matter u say, if u never ask, how am I accountable for the blind mind reading y'all lack?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/22/26

Culture Vultures

Humans can create imaginary entities, but there's so much commodifying identity, esp in gay culture, where we're sharks snakes pups pigs bears otters and vultures, animals by nature, with consciousness not to hate ya, but to embrace and accept all, think it's time for fascism to finally fall, money and time ain't real, governments don't care how we the people feel, they're just lining pockets, while designed checks and balances can't seem to stop it, how do we move forward from here with shared care, when the rulers in power only inundate us with scarcity tactics division and fear!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/21/26

Best Jest Subtext

Less drag more local art and live music, can have some infused into it, but this is getting ridiculous, RuPaul's plan wasn't insidious, the lgba community was already never a monolith, why can't y'all get the gist, we're all special and unique, playing a sexual game of hide and seek, mostly with ourselves, the victims in therapy don't need help, it's these narcissistic hypocrites, both so low eq whether from ignorance or they're illiterates, completely naively missing homoerotic subtext, isn't blatant sarcasm the best backhanded truth said in jest!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/21/26

Intentional Sexual

The way society's commodifying intimacy, is utterly and completely embittering me, I don't phuck friends, I'm not gonna say it again, come at me correct, my hole and seed I feel the need to protect, during sex u spiritually imprint, when giving love I can't be transactional casual or indifferent, call it demi or sapio sexual, my obliviousness isn't intentional, ur come ons should slap, do u want front or back, ur pits and feet stinky, at least a lil bit kinky, everything else is negotiable, oh I forgot to ask who's hosting tho?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/21/36

Can U Pay Enough For Love

Be conscious of what ur saying, we've lost the art of conversation, way better face to face or at least video, I find social media and hookup apps silly yo, they're so disingenuous, too many men only seeking generous, they've become prostitutes, cuz they got lots of issues, being financially exploited for generations, the providers receive all the hating, like they're not doing enough, have to pay to phuck, doesn't seem to realistically be true gay love, perhaps aim more toward polyamory/polygamy, but what wins out every time is discrimination hate greed and bigotry!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/21/26

Wise Old Gold

Imagine humanity's a plant that be trying to grow, reaching for sunlight in all different directions tho, that's what happens with couples, and why thruples are trouble, not cuz it's wrong or bad, aging just does that, if u have the privilege, but on the other side having outlived my sis, it's like the proverbial mountain top kind of lonely, haven't met those people before to warn or who told me, what glitters isn't always this rich bliss/blessed gold, was I meant to have this much life wisdom at only almost 44 years old?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/20/26

Answers Transferred

Soaking up the sun hot tub and pool, enjoying the serene mountain and palm tree view, helped rejuvenate my spirit/soul, patched up my heart's hole, scarred from all the grief, reaffirmed my hope faith and belief, I'll always be alright, even tho my whole family's out of sight, their light now resides in me, an unrooted bird finally flying free, looking for lily pads to land, please be soft and try to understand, it's a country club nobody wants to join, beloved energy roams our collective consciousness' void cuz it can never get destroyed, only transferred, in u is where their resurrection prayers are answered!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/20/26

Use Vs Empathy Energy

They're completely different energies, use vs empathy, we want to receive then give, that's a bad karma way to live, what others lack it's really us, most don't have the resilience strength nor guts, to ultimately choose u, and the worst thing a fool'd do, try to help someone else, robbing their ability to solve shit themselves, no good deed goes unpunished, a life should be measured in circumference, not just one mistake, ull never solve anything waiting on fate!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/19/26

An Incompatible Natural

Not trying to be a saint guru or polished poet, I’m a horny stubborn farting philosopher that didn't know it, pretty simply came natural, Tupac energy compatible, a sensitive thug but comfortably gay, I know he didn't play that way, the gist of what I'm saying is this, I want someone sexy smart creative with emotional intelligence, apparently that's too much to ask, most gay men only know use cuz truth's lacked, they don't even know themselves, incapable of accepting knowledgeable help, mistaking pride for ego, realizing love isn't business or legal, since marriage and kids absolutely ain't for me, won't settle for 3rd wheel nor dl str8s anymore I'll just wait patiently, til finally I find, my soulmate/partner in crime!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/15/26