Enlightenment Entitlements

Good has to fight back, don't just react attack, we are losing the war, our foundation is crumbling at its core, like rot the fungus is spreading, the suffering is deafening, every day is a battle, we've lost all sparkle becoming unbedazzled fragile and frazzled, so much hurting, from overworking, burn out is real, feels like we forgot how to deal, shouldn't lose sight, of our inalienable rights, when they say and claim they're entitlements, but I truly believe we're on the verge of a hippy 2.0 era/period of rerenaissancing enlightenment!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
7/11/25

Save Our Global Soul

Noticed with age, let go of rage, seems grief tamed, since it's all just an illusion/game, none of it's in our control, I know I'm a beautiful soul, and that's enough, a huge source of light and love, but I still am sick and tired, of hypocrites and liars, our government is inept, should be disgracefully fired or impeached for corruption greed and neglect, they're supposed to serve and protect, I'd bet he's illegally president elect, everything he says is projection, changing this country's complete tragection, the tyranny he's errecting's effectively negatively infecting democracy's legacy as a whole, so I propose a poll imprisoning this entire administration goes to a popular vote as a very necessary unifying global goal!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/11/25

Meant No Offense

Every day can present a struggle, apparently we love to huddle and muddle in trouble, cuz why not, don't wanna be an old fart, have a heart, remain smart, but most of all have fun, when it's said dead and done, I will have won the game of life, despite the plight and strife, still wear that smile, hang out and blaze with me for a lil while, I'm a safe space, with a distaste for hate, I'm a pretty genuinely authentic likable guy's guy, and I don't even have to try lie or hide behind some drag disguise, no offense meant, masculine acting's just my presence/preference!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/10/25

Overachiever Pleaser/Believer Fever

Wasn't gonna write, cuz I'm tired of the fight, honestly I often wonder what's the point, do I inspire or annoy, how did I go from consistent thousands of views, to barely 22, maybe it's time to say deuces, cuz the truth is, y'all are missing out, popularity doesn't equate talent success or clout, I often ponder how, do I seize the here and now, when I can't fix save change or help, anybody else but my damn self, no longer can afford to be a people pleaser, putting me first's giving fans Joe Conscious fever, are u a true believer, or think I'm a goody two shoes overachiever?

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/10/25

Heaven Sent In The End Then

I'm sharing not to complain but inspire, how do I get u to transcend higher, focus on mindful consciousness, cuz I'm sick and tired of this incompetent obnoxiousness, I mean aren't y'all, it's ok to fall, but will u get back up, can u give grace when love just ain't enough, and it's only one way, I'm done defending gays, we're queer here there any and everywhere, care to mess with us if u dare, keep underestimating them again then, our sexuality doesn’t depend in the end if we're heaven sent!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/9/25

Reap Deep

I showed up for u in ways u couldn't, too available anytime when u wouldn't, ud ghost and avoid, then act all annoyed, when I stuck up for myself, now all I do is wonder why help, esp to those who don't take responsibility, ending a friendship over something silly, like not making time, to see if I'm ok/fine, I've gone thru some very traumatic shit, y'all come to me for automatic wit, but my depth is so deep, u can't handle what uve sown on ur own and reap!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/9/25

Giving Legacy Energy

Still very much reeling, from the thought I hurt ur feelings, it confounds me dumbfoundedly, I was simply trying to create a healthy boundary, I gave u too much, and u hadn't reciprocated true love, just spouting empty words, not showing up for me really hurts, especially when I called u out, I can't cyclically keep fighting this bout, so I let u go, didn't expect ud pretend I never existed tho, again where's my grace, I can feel ur hate/distaste, that's why I no longer match ur energy, I'd rather forgiveness and understanding be my legacy!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
7/8/25

Fight For Love & Light

Lately I crave connection more than attention, where's the government's intention of protection, I feel profoundly let down, waiting for common sense to come back around, when will the pendulum swing back, don't know how much longer democracy can withstand this attack, gone are checks and balances, money never trickles to the creatives/talented, get ur greedy hands out my pockets, I'm sure I'm on the enemy's watch lists, since I'm a source of love and light, y'all pushed so hard this pacifist is ready to get up and finally fight!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/8/25

Incompetency Hypocrisy & Greed

Yesterday was a hard one, wish I had to spar none, but the level of incompetency bothers me, we are victims of the devil's sodomy, it seems more recently, y'all have lost human decency, we are pretty much the same, and I refuse to play the hating game, we let them win, when we don’t blame the origin, the reaction becomes the focus, politicians use evil hocus pocus, to distract us from the tyranny and greed, I'm angry at the gaslighting and blatant hypocrisy, boomers perpetually control and hoard, they are responsible for letting this country go so far off course!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/8/25

Lonely Knows Me

Why does it seem God, enjoys making life so painfully hard, like he's encouraging, nothing but suffering, I can't take anymore grief, I've lost all faith/belief, how on earth am I supposed to live, got nothing more to give, depleted dry, all I wanna do is get high cry or die, the latter is preferable, I thought family and friends were supposed to be inseparable, instead I'm alone and lonely, and I don't think there's anybody who truly knows me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/7/25

Quickly Rid Of Me

Today was the first I wanted to give up, all I want is love, don't seem to be good enough, or have that type of luck, what's wrong with me, if life were weather it would be stormy, never been a normy, nor got in line conformingly, rather be a rebel, to the umpteenth level, I may appear disheveled, but this journey has been incredible, now I'm done, evil won, I no longer want to be here, nobody even cares, if I were gone tomorrow, I doubt there'd be palpable sorrow, in fact I'm sure I'd be forgotten quickly, like Nick ud probably be happy to be rid of me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/7/25

Service Ur Passion & Purpose

I want to be a beacon of hope, help fix shit that's broke, we have the power, ull find ur strength in the darkest hours, explore more within, half the battle is just to begin, let me inspire u, to match what u say and do, search and strive for fulfillment not perfection, perhaps we individually are our own blessing, u should be the love of ur life, even when it's hard show up right, with intention of adding good, everybody's pretty misunderstood, gotta learn ur passion and purpose, but ultimately remember we all should be of service!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/4/25

Can't Sing Let Freedom Ring

It's hard to let freedom ring, celebrate dance rap and sing, with this tragic big beautiful bill passing, all I can think of asking's what happened, where's empathy compassion and love, then blaming us for not being patriotic enough, respect is earned not blindly given, their complete incompetency is disgustingly sickening, and the massive following of sheeple, is straight up emboldening enforcing evil, these are some seriously dark times, rampant spiritual warfare on our collective hearts souls and minds!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/4/25

Spiritual Health Issue's Tissues

I need thousands of views like tissues, dealing with his spiritual health issues, I ain't ur brother or poppa, nor in the mood for ur trauma drama, get ur own shit together, u are the only one responsible for making urself better, not ur partner's, stop acting as a toddler, grow the fuck up buck, ur not enough if ur uncomfortable with my level of love and tough luck, ur ur own problem, it's not my job to fix save change or solve him, the rest is up to u dude, there's nothing u can say but what will u do?

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/3/25

Smiling Disguising A Hurting Person

I'm really just another person, underneath my disguising smiling I'm hurting, mostly cuz I'm not working, sucking or jerking, enough to deserve love, apparently I'm all out of luck, yet I got an abundance of talent and skills, one creates when wills, the very definition of manifestation, this is reality not virtual nor animation, I'm the real deal, trying to make y'all think and feel, instead of being robotic zombies and vampires, I hope to leave a legacy that spreads truth love and inspires!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/3/25

Behavior Shows True Nature

And another one, just for kicks shits giggles fun and boredom, it's hump day, like Frank says it's "My Way", to get over it, let's grow older with wit, since there's wisdom in funny, I don't make art for money, rather impact, a compassionate empath with class/tact, and that's a fact cuz it's true, I both say and do unlike most of u, ain't got nothing to defend justify or prove to any boo or dude, ur abhorrent rude behavior, simply shows ur inherent disgusting disrespectful and hateful nature, which is ultimately ur reflection, blessing me with rejection yet protection!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/2/25

They Say Great Word Play

On a roll again, let ur soul bend, keep an open mind, ur shouldering fine, rise up with love, their demise was tough luck, I experienced it the worst, cuz I was the baby never came first, now in fact I'm alive last, replacing dead with 2 words back, what can I say, there's always word play, trying to get ur attention/make u think, reasoning comprehension and understanding are all on the brink of becoming extinct, will u only listen or also go and read, being super talented and successful isn't something I need any of y'all to believe!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/2/25

Profound Around

I unblocked everyone, life is supposed to be fun, not full of heavy grudges, we all come with luggage, but pride month ending and dad's heavenly bday reminded me, to let go of shit I can't control finally, what others think of us is none of our business, I know this situationship isn't finished, now the balls in his hands, he must respect my boundaries/demands, show ur sorry my friend and have love not just use, avoidance neglect and gaslighting are abuse, I'm mirroring u not the other way around, ur delusional ignorant immature behavior remains profound!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/2/25

Disengage & Let Them Again Friend

Done counting, moved mountains, perhaps the number climbed, I'm not fine, they're not my job, it's urs God, the devil's winning, the most rich and powerful are sinning, destroying all we hold dear, handing our souls over out of fear, in the name of freedom, blacks gays girls and immigrants are the heathens, but we have the numbers, stop the ignorance ur getting dumber, disengage and let them, say and practice that good habit again friend!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/2/25

Relapsed Collapse

I'm not trying to spread a message of only positivity happy and merry, but to tell the truth and be very revolutionary, I fight with the words I write, making and performing music feels right, puts the act in activism, why aren't any of y'all listening, to understand not respond/reply, what is ur legacy after u die, that's more important than how u make a living, if u keep taking and receiving yet never giving, society will implode and collapse, I thought we learned from covid instead we just relapsed!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/1/25

Rising & Shining Smiling

I hate that they don't block suffering and anguish, but instead censor adult language, messing up my algorithm effects my business, I'm left contemplating what is this, why so much hate, is it cuz I'm gay, or y'all couldn't tell, what if all straights go to hell, perpetuating cancer, humans aren't capable of divine understanding/answers, know ur role, I'm like a fine wine getting old, I'm gonna keep rising and shining, put on my brave face and always remain smiling!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/1/25

Help Fix This Corrupt Fucked Up Shit

Y'all must believe I'm a bitch, think that I'm another lazy rich, when in fact I got a double bachelor's, holla for a dollar at yas, let's smoke a blunt, did u know the word cunt, is an acronym for can't understand normal thinking, nothing wrong with socially drinking, but it's very low vibrational, perhaps I should be in hibernation mode, transmuting these undeniably wildly crazy times, into creating new music using my conscious mind, since the US has become corrupt and fucked up, the only way I know how to help fix this shit is with authenticity and love!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/1/25

Fight Night

Gotta get out of bed, cuz I'm not dead yet, in fact I need a coffee, if anything life taught me, u must rise, time makes us wise, experience is our teacher, vulnerability compassion and empathy don't make y'all weaker, it's actually the opposite really, women are better and stronger silly, I'm disgusted by the levels of misogyny, all types of discrimination bothers me, how do any billionaires and politicians sleep at night, we ought to show them who's in charge and start to fight!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/1/25

More War

Some would rather change partners instead of themselves, why are all the wrong people getting therapeutic help, this country has gone to hell, wish ud wake up from this magical spell, it's called ignorance, y'all a bunch of hypocrites, really just projecting onto us, cuz any success is a bust, Trump is a loser, also another abuser, but all that money and power is an illusion, that's the reason for the insane confusion, I believe we are on the verge of civil war, but I'm scared of a second Holocaust more!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/1/25

Important Mourning

Some days are just better than others, I draw a boundary between friends and lovers, cuz it's important, both deserve a period of mourning, when they come to an end, I won't circle back around again, I've repeated too many toxic cycles, I taught y'all to think ur entitled, when ur simply not, u can give me all u got, ull never be enough, sorry not sorry tough luck, especially since I learned when u apologize, it's nothing more than empty words/lies!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/1/25

Attack Back

Part of finding clarity, is choosing peace over popularity, imagine those who hate respect u, but the reverse is also true, that means ur doin something right, I no longer fight, I've learned to disengage, I'm just not interested in being phased, or negatively effected by low vibrational people, yes the US is ruled by evil, and conservatives are to blame, he treats us like a corporation in a monopoly game, can't wait for the pendulum to swing back, y'all ain't ready to stand up and attack!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/1/25

Shouldn’t Mess With The Gift

I ain't the one to be messed with, I am the gift, and I come with favor, don't require much labor, just reciprocity, what really bothers me, is being taken for granted, I gave u an advantage, not starting u in the red, but u made ur bed, and I let them, say that again, they'll show u who they are, lack soul and heart, has neither compassion nor empathy, pathetically attacking someone so legendary, the damage done is insurmountable, cuz that's what happens when u don't hold urself accountable!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/30/25

Hope Ur Loudly Proud Of Me

I'm not gonna lie, but I know on the other side, that my dad, always has my back, he loved me fiercely, defended me dearly, a magnificent human, the soundboard for anything I was doing, not only did he protect, but taught how to respect, especially when it's right, we all have a stake in this fight, family values matter, there ain't no rather, in fact I would choose them again in any life, whether black or white, I'll wear my gray loudly, happy heavenly birthday pops I hope ur proud of me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/30/25

Which Do U Choose

I extended an olive branch, not to give him another chance, but to find peace, I finally forgave me, I learned what I needed to, it was something I believed to be true, cuz it's what u do not say, I hope we all eventually navigate our way, thru all the chaos and confusion, money and fame are simply illusions, rooted in evil, both God and the devil are within people, so I ask what y'all wanna do, which path will u inevitably choose?

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/28/25

Passion Action

Since in this life u can't have it all, I had to remove a brick from my wall, and discovered underneath what I couldn't live without, which has been my biggest bout, that's finding my person, somebody not too busy working, who can reciprocate friendship support and love, a guy that is himself whole and already enough, willing to both give and take, vibrates with authenticity/isn't fake, needs maturity communication and passion, each and every day choosing me with action, not just empty words, cuz lacking that in relationships is for the birds!

Peace and 1 

Joe Conscious 

6/27/25

Home Alone

Must not have that much clout, perhaps y'all just got pride burnout, please don't take it out on me, I show up religiously, been in the game for over a decade and a half, why are these sheeple so damn daft, stop giving ur money, to already rich corporations hunny, enough already, make Marijuana totally legal not simply medically, why can't this whole administration be impeached, instead they teach to be ignorant/weak, leaving well enough alone, but what happens when that normalizes making complicity home?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/26/25

Life Right

Is it wrong I want to be validated, how about applauded and congratulated, for a job well done, and nobody had to cum, to get where I got, no u can't stick it in my butt, I don't fuck friends or strangers, people don't realize the danger, they may be negative but have herpes, u should know deep down that ur worthy, one night of pleasure, isn't something to be treasured, a long happy and healthy life, is what we all aspire and believe to be living right!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/26/25

Y'all Colder Now Pride's Over

Now that Pride is over, y'all went right back to being colder, from thousands of views to 11, guess I'm not goin to heaven, why does this keep happening, totally crying more than laughing, when will my time come, I really want fame before my life's done, since I was never rewarded with true love, I've told God I've had enough, of this hell on earth, fuck reincarnating/rebirth, I have more connections on the other side, it's such a shame u couldn't show me how u felt before I died!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/26/25

Free Me

Trying to be cognitive, of remaining positive, at least less focused on what I lack, hoping y'all talk good behind my back, in rooms I'm not in, wish being gay wasn't perceived a sin, can we just change already, I miss life being steady, boy was I stuck in a bubble, always loved trouble, but the innocent fun kind, stayed away from those entangling legal binds, no adult record, impressed by all that I've weathered, my resilience is unmatched, I don't feel the need to escape or detach, in fact I'm proud of what I manifested, instead of wasting precious time I consciously invested, in bettering me, so at this point I am living completely and totally free!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/25/25

Maturity Over Purity

Tho being his friend has come to an end, I still will find love and rise again, it's abundant, onto the next incumbent, please be mature and stable, willing to communicate and able, to take accountability, even if it's for something silly, show maturity, don't need perfection or purity, I want authentic and real, don't match my energy just to steal, be urself, don't ask for help, play victim over and over, put all ur weight on my shoulders, u got in this mess, so I'm finna stay away and remain blessed!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/24/25

Fire The Liars

Not gonna lie guys, I'm coming down from a Pride high, so much support and love, but it just never seems to last long enough, it's like Christmas once it's passed, we all wish we could get that magical feeling back, why can't we show up everyday, in a consistent persistent way, actually find unity, amongst a divided lgbtq community, like each and every one of us belongs, no one is living wrong, the trick is to be authentic and genuine, u don't have to be intelligent, we should simply know to always show kindness and respect, hold accountability to those we elect to serve and protect, but if it turns out ur another fake ass liar, y'all gotta be publically exposed and ultimately fired!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/24/25

Crime Time

Wish y'all wouldn't blame me, and understand it was severe grief, I put enough on myself, always tried to help, even at my own detriment, yes I'm an inherent, but that isn't defining, I'm not whining, I'm asking not to be labeled, my life isn't fabled, it really happened, and while ur sitting there laughing, showing that u never cared, personified my biggest fears, I'd give my all to the wrong one, make me the villain cuz I'm done, u never made the effort nor time, fumbling my love was ur crime, not mine, I'll be fine!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/24/25

Decide To Celebrate A Happy Great Pride

Wanna inspire and empower, every rejected disenfranchised lost or forgotten wallflower, to truly know understand and feel, unconditional love and family for real, ur now a part of mine, I'll hug and hold u to reinforce it'll be ok/fine, in fact even better, thru whatever we need to weather together, lean on me, tap in to my frequency, since authenticity is the highest vibration, let ur freak flag fly coming out ur closeted hibernation, it's finally time to unapologetically decide, ur gonna live ur best most fulfilled life to celebrate and have a happy great Pride!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
6/20/25

See & Believe

This year's Pride, is dedicated to my mom who died, less than a year ago, she was legit my hero, her kindness and grace, consistently amazed, she touched so many lives, it's been hard to survive, without her presence, I get caught up with resentment, not having my sister here, has tremendously added to the fear, am I strong enough, will I ever find my chosen family who'll love, since it's hard to understand me, if y'all could've experienced my beautiful family, ud actually see, even tho it seems impossible to believe, they were literally the best, and because of them I'm the very definition of blessed!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/20/25

Annoying Avoidant

U will not make me miss or hide, going to this year's Pride, just cuz ur an ass, u will never allowed to come back, or be a part of my life, u had an opportunity to do what's right, instead u tried to gaslight, created a fake fight, making urself the victim yet again, I'm hurt and disappointed u weren't my real friend, u simply used me, rather abusively, neglectful and avoidant, dismissing me isn't only annoying, it's quite disrespectful, ur definitely unelectable, for the world's best human, spreading truth love and consciousness is what I'm doing!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/20/25

All Walls Fall

Anger is a healthy emotion, doesn't have to cause commotion, nor must it be destructive, a lack of communication and understanding's damn reductive, for all of my faults, I don't hide shit behind vaults, I build bridges not walls, Phoenix like resilience after every fall, kinda miraculous/magic, but I've wicked fucking haddit, with being repeatedly disrespected, without my family I feel dissed and unprotected, now it's divine tho, give it time Joe, keep matching up what u say and do, truly believe deep dude everything is working out for u!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/18/25

Used U

U can avoid and dismiss, be so ugly u pretend I don't exist, I'm fine with that, talk bad behind my back, the truth always comes out, ur a battle I won't bout, karma got u, he discarded when of no use, actually did me a huge favor, I'm my own savior, not urs, even if down on all fours, I refuse to forgive, there's no words to excuse what u did, just grow the fuck up, thanks for reminding to give myself grace and love, I'm not too much, ur simply not enough, that doesn’t feel good, sucks being gaslit/misunderstood!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/18/25

Ain't No Munk Nor Hunk

Putting up a boundary isn't beef, just cuz u can't be my friend doesn't mean I'm ur enemy, I don't hold hate or seek revenge, let's make peace and get bent, talk shit thru, take accountability for what u didn't do, and if u can't that's ok, ur simply insecure ignorant and afraid, ur still young, ur not holding ur tongue, u honestly don't know or have anything to say, false propheting is never the way, u ain't no munk, nor a hunk, cuz authenticity is key, we can't fight but rather should surrender to whatever is meant to be!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/18/25

Be A Friend Again

Life is worth living and loving, never enough hugging and cuddling, so many lack intimacy, incapable of admitting they're into me, which is silly, can't predict compatibility, let's hang and make moments, if u make a mistake own it, please don't dismiss and avoid, that's the quickest way to get me annoyed, problems follow wherever u move, sorry isn't something u say u prove, otherwise words are just empty, maintain but give grace and empathy, make reciprocity the golden rule again, if u really want one then how about u be a friend!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/17/25

Coversation Isn't Confrontation

A single transgression, shouldn't remain transcendant, unless it's a pattern, same mistake 3 to 7 times doesn't just happen, it's a choice, giving accountability a voice, isn't enough my love, taking action to change is tough, believe me I know, an I'm sorry apology needs proof tho, which only comes with action, u don't have to mask ur passion, communicate true feelings, why can't u stop hurting others hoping to help and try healing, break out of victim's prison, open up ur eyes heart and ears to listen, find compassion/understanding, educating isn't reprimanding, having a raw intense honest conversation, doesn't mean it'll be a negative confrontation, it's called adulting, and ur inept neglect's actually rather immature disgusting and insulting!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/17/25

Stubborn Streak Pique

My new cutoff game is getting stronger, who can last longer, apparently I have a stubborn streak, I don't believe I've reached my pique, my best moments are still ahead, it's weird that all my immediate family is dead, I have at least 3 guardian angels, not interested in getting entangled, unless a guy can add to my life, stop taking advantage of my nice/light, I don't deserve that, talk only good behind my back, and rooms I'm not in, decided to pick myself up again and rebegin!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/17/25

Boundarying Up With Grace & Love

Instead of judging my reaction, it's wiser to question what happened, to get me to that point, I was so frustrated angry and annoyed, I didn't wake up one day, and just suddenly decide to lash out with hate, if u never communicate properly, misunderstanding is more than probably, it's almost guaranteed, I no longer feel the need to have to please, I'm boundarying up, showing myself unconditional grace and love, cuz I'm enough, and losing me was ur karmic tough luck!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
6/16/25

Focused & Driven This Life I'm Manifesting/Living

It may not be in good taste, but where's the grace, I freely gave everyone else, yet no one can reciprocally help, that's some bs, and yes now I think and feel less, especially of u, played me like a fool, and that's ok, I don't regret mistakes, I learn and grow, that old version of Joe, no longer exists, way more mindful of who and how much I give, cuz that's within my control, my soul will never be sold, I'll stay independent and driven, focused on this beautiful life I’m manifesting/living!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
6/16/25

Don't Be A Big Dick/Bitch

I get consumed with laughter, when someone tries to attack my character, I have truth on my side, and nothing to hide, I always take responsibility for my part, I vulnerably share both my soul and heart, it's automatic really, I'm not hurty I'm healy, but I fumble and make mistakes, yet also do what it takes, to make amends, I am a great friend, u can ask any of mine, don't be a big dick/bitch and wine, did absolutely nothing to him, being a neglectful dismissive avoidant is the sin that did him in, pointing that out doesn't mean I win, I'm just done forgiving another intentional below low blow to my guts trust pride ego or chin!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/16/25

Father's Day My Way

I'm so grateful for the family I had, especially when it comes to my dad, he was just a good human, supportive of anything I was doing, as long as I was happy, he wasn't very rappy, but loved music, eventually got used to it, hip hop blaring thru the speakers, a great VP and teacher, got into landscaping and dogs too, his one rule, never live life worried about money, most people die in debt hunny, that shit doesn’t really matter, take care of ur credit score and character, fuck being employed, try to find love and joy, show tribute in my own special way, I'm wishing him another happy heavenly Father's Day!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/15/25

Love Up

Now I show up, not just out of love, but to piss u off, u can snicker and scoff, cuz I'm disgusted by u, neglect and avoidance is never cool, do u boo, keep acting a fool, u make me laugh, feel the consequence of ur own attack, I'm divinely protected, ur dark magic was intercepted, that's why I burned ur paintings, enjoy the reciprocity of deep pain staking aching, u inflicted on me, what ur depicting sickingly, I'm simply mirroring back, u can have all my lack, I'll never stop giving, and gratefully enjoy this beautifully abundant life I'm living!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/15/25

Stupid Anti Cupid

Send ur lil minions to fight ur battle, he's a wolf disguised as cattle, cuz he's stupid, quite literally the anti cupid, he instills hate, manipulates great, loves playing victim, to the devil's kingdom, he radiates darkness, super prostitutional/heartless, he may have fooled u, but I refuse to be an enabling tool too, my love is definitely intense, but it's pure and never seeks revenge, even tho he did me so wrong, I've got content for another fabulous poem and/or song!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/15/25

Free To Leap Into Legacy Energy

When it comes to love u gotta leap, or literally set it free, shouldn't match energy, authenticity is my legacy, I'm a safe space, to hate is such a waste, I'm not everyone's taste, I connect with power and haste, cuz life is short, and just always better with a cohort, solo Joe's grown old, I need reciprocity to fill my soul, funny how company, helps navigate comfortably, especially traveling, when my life seems spiraling/unraveling, I like to get lost in the woods, simply to remind and find myself retrospectively understood!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/13/25

11th Heaven

How can I raise the collective vibration, come out of hibernation and awaken, Rip Van fucking Winkle, no wonder ur still single, stay solo and alone, I blocked u on Instagram and my phone, pretend I don't exist, I give no shits if ur pissed, matched ur energy, think u got the best of me, bitch I'm legendary, can't swap with my destiny, I'm divinely protected, super talented and infectious, I'm love potion number eleven, being with me is like experiencing a lil piece of heaven!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/13/25

Jealous Of My Light/Life Right

This isn't just a new chapter it's a whole other book, look at all that the universe took, and yet I'm still standing, my smile is demanding, almost as infectious as laughter, most are too shortsighted to chess what happens after, I'm gifted that way, not sure if it correlates with being gay, we simply excel, and truth tell, cuz we are enlightened, our intuition is often heightened, navigating safety, learning to live with some people hating me, means I'm doin something right, perhaps y'all should be jealous of my beautiful light/life!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
6/13/25

Inspire Higher

Time to let them hit rock bottom, stop momming, or in my case daddying, I'm done caddying, put me in coach, I ain't no hoax, I'm the real deal, here to not hurt but heal, breaking generational curses, writing not competing on verses, I'm into collaboration, hip hop is notoriously known for thuggish exaggeration, that's not my style, I think spitting derogatory toxicity is vile, music is meant to inspire, wish we could raise our vibrational frequency much higher!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/12/25

Time All Y'all Fall

Ultimately gotta do, what's best for u, no apologies, so sick of misogyny, let's make it a girl's world, look at all the obstacles women hurdle, every single day, why do u think they're idolized by the gays, imitation is the highest form of flattery, tired of emotional assault and battery, takers run wild, a lack of empathy and reciprocity is putting it mild, call it what it is neglect, what happened to serve and protect, cuz that applies to us all, think it's time we just let y'all fall!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/12/25

Substanceless Judgment

Ur apology bothers me, cuz just saying the word sorry, without changed behavior, is waiting on a savior, to magically appear, does love trump fear, since it would seem, life is but a dream, accountability isn't necessary, no talent needed to be famous/legendary, hate has the power, hoardish greed's leading us to our final hour, unless the pendulum swings back, stop trying to acquire what u lack, relationships shouldn't be transactual, righteous justice must be based on a collective truth that's factual, misinformation and lies have clouded judgment, so now society's reflection in art hasn't any real inspiration nor substance, which is such a shame cuz mainstream success, doesn't automatically mean u can claim rigged game yet still be best!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/11/25

My Hype Life

Had to lose myself, to prove I didn't need help, learned how to love better, so many codependently tethered, ur ruining community, lgbtqa+ has no unity, except they're not heteronormative, I've never been conformative, I'm always the antagonistic rebel, y'all couldn't handle my tell all, u barely can tolerate my freestyled poetry, if u mean ur apology then show me, otherwise bye/thank u next, I refuse to enable and engage being hexed, I am the love and light of my own life, u can best believe all the hype!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/11/25

Fight Bright

Not a fan of vanilla give me chocolate milk, I like guys who's game is smooth like silk, don't match energy, try to steal my legacy, cuz u ain't me, my destiny wasn't free, u couldn't handle a day in my life, I bet I connect better with both ur mom and wife, they have a higher emotional quotient, I don't need to use a potion, unconditional love and light come naturally, I add thoughtful consciousness casually, our collective frequency/vibration gets raised, I was put on this earth to authentically combat divisive discrimination and hate, my shine is so bright, it inspires good people to wake up and fight!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/10/25

Human Doing

I'm simply human, ur opinion of what I'm doing, is just none of my business, my niceness deserves interest, so when I finally muster up an ask, u better accomplish the task, without any bitching or complaining, ur lack of reciprocity is not only draining, it's absolutely disrespectful, u should be regretful, like Pac "u ain't never had a friend like me", sometimes my truth is delivered bitingly, but that's cuz most avoid accountability for their part, hard to accept not everyone has my heart!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/10/25

My Profound Down

Why u gotta try to push me, don't give me a kick in the tushy, I'm already down, this level of grief is so profound, it destroyed my beautiful heart and soul, resilience and strength takes a toll, most won't check up, since they're inept at friendship and love, it wasn't luck, I finally realized I'm enough, and ur not, this one way relationship needs to stop, too much focus on my reaction, when I was mad that ur effort and passion were lacking, wanna wish u well, but deep in my gut I really hope u go to hell!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/10/25

Token In A Pond Or Ocean

Nothing like a pride performance to reinvigorate my spirit, I am done with guilt shame and fearing shit, always continue to dream, work hard and believe, u will manifest everything u wish, fuck the size of the body of water I'm not a fish, pond or ocean, I'm usually the token, on a path all alone, just recently sold my 40 year home, now that feeling is in a cemetery, weird to be cremated and buried, one day I will be too, remember more than one thing can be true, even at the same time, the way the game's changed is a crime, in backwards upside down land, moral ethical common sense and good people are very much in profound demand!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious

6/9/25

Heal Ur Lil Kid Shit A Bit

Each day I awake I try to show up, knowing deep down inside I'm more than enough, my overflow is crazy, y'all think I'm so stoned I'm foggy and hazy, it actually helps me focus, manage my own hocus pocus, without losing control, I won't ever have sold my soul, I'm much too creatively independent, a relentlessly resilient driven incessant pleasant present/blessing, I be secretly testing then watching and observing, look at all the people ur hurting, never taking accountability for ur shit, how about u take time for some retrospection with intention of healing for a lil bit kid!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/7/25

Can Y'all Understand My Helping Hand

I wanna be that ball of energy and light, with me everything will be alright, the future should be bright, I predict with clairvoyant foresight, I just believe, I'm here if u need someone else to help grieve, I know it's hard, that's simply ur cards, play ur hand, yet know and understand, the universe is working for u, u were adored too, but don't be hypocritical, love friendship and support must be reciprocal, one way streets, are a teams defeat, when we all work together, we can magically make existence so much better!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/6/25

Still Severely Grieving & Mean It

Hanging out today in Ptown, totally turned my frown upside down, I've had to cut off 2 people, not cuz I believe they're evil, but they couldn't show up, nor accept my platonic unconditional support/love, and it is really annoying, I'm sick of all this ghosting and avoiding, can u deal with real traumatic shit, we all have some unique gift, yet also have flaws, I don't want empty words or applause, especially if u don't mean it, y'all gotta give me more grace please I'm still severely grieving!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/5/25

The Price Of My Sacrifice

Underneath this anger stems pain, don't wanna explain my gain, cuz it came at such a high price, y'all can't understand what I had to sacrifice, I'm tired of being used, mentally and emotionally abused, cuz I come from pure love and light, I want real peace not more fight, someone to cuddle at night, can admit I was right, and not be punished as the messenger, my trust is not just an expenditure, it's everything and so much more, it's the sum of the family I had before, so I'm wicked grateful and blessed, gotta learn to let shit go be and truly surrender I guess!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/4/25

Heal Hurt Thru Inner Work

Just went to the cemetery to visit with my family, most people won't ever understand me, to lose them all in 6 years, I don't know how I've survived thru this grief pain and fear, guys like Nick and Andrew don't make it easy, why y'all gotta be sheisty sleazy and greedy, yeah I named names, my character reputation and life are not a game, I no longer explain or try to justify, cuz they keep living as the victim/lie, eventually we see thru the illusion, they're like a fungal pollution, infecting more hurt, quite literally will never accept accountability by doing the inner work, and that's on them, I'll say it again they were never ur lover nor friend.

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/4/25

Lacking Action Hurts Worse Than Words

It's crazy how much stronger I've grown, independence is all I've ever known, so many people want a piece of me, but don't know how to ask or share peacefully, u can have some of my overflow, but first u still will have to show up tho, not just speak words, cuz lacking action hurts worse, broken promises and dreams, wanting one way unbalanced teams, that bs no longer effects me I actually expect it, y'all can't protect shit, bunch of users and losers, confusers and abusers, more money more problems, blocking and disengaging is the only way to solve em, let karma work its magic, learn how to just smile and laugh at it!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/3/25

Passion Purpose & Service

What if the world was gonna end, can u look back and say u were a good friend, is there any proof, or was the action aloof, perhaps u never showed up, dismissive avoidance is rejection of love, there's no way around it, I'm on some profound shit, when I speak people listen, I broke out of this matrix/prison system, in fact I'm off grid, don't cough while I spit, u might miss the point, I'm not mad I'm annoyed, so much wasting time, but I find if I rise and grind writing another rhyme, my day has both passion and purpose, and at the end of the day I also provided a service!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/2/25

Haven’t Seen Passion In Action

This month is all about Pride, my ego hasn't died, but it also doesn't drive, I'm so happy and grateful to be alive, life isn't perfect, yet living authentically is still worth it, between the blessings and lessons, hanging with me is definitely interesting, don't try to figure me out, love to verbally bout, cuz I wanna witness ur passion in action, actually growing and changing when u haven't, finally taking ur share of accountability, and since adulting surmounts stability, u become ur best highest self, realizing ur inspiring it's not ur responsibility to help!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/1/25

Guessing Blessings Are Present

Growing up is a level of maturity, my genuine authenticity has such a purity, the frequency is hard to vibrate, I respect both my love and hate, cuz it's never intentionally malicious, definitely can be vicious, if u take my niceness for weakness, that learned lesson was tedious, I've evolved to kindness, incorporating more mindfulness, how my delivery is abrasive yet raw honesty and truthful, loud proud and unmutable, I'm omini present, so not sorry for my bounty of blessings keeping em all guessing! 

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/30/25

Existence Isn't All Money & Business

What happened to living this existence, now it's all about money and business, very sad actually, finding ur passion purpose and service should come about naturally, maybe with a lil nourishment or nudge, hate when a narcissistic dismissive avoidant refuses to budge, but oh well he's met his match, hopefully a conscious awakening can still hatch, cuz I've learned it's never too late, like Yoda would say "accountability must u take", and that's just the first step, quite frankly I question if ur totally incapable or simply inept!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/30/25

Cost Of A Boss

I'll say it again I'm not perfect, but understanding me is worth it, I'm loyal honest and compassionate, I ain't a fake don't wanna escape nor start masking shit, I am trying to be more mindful of my delivery, I'm noticing lately my hostility's hindering me, can't explain how intense this grief deeply infests my life, it's like impossibly hard to not focus on the fight plight and strife, my blessings came at such a cost, don't even see how much of a boss, I've been and actually am, most people's social media perpetuates an illusion/sham/scam, not mine tho, ull find I'm so authentically brilliant resiliently ready and willing to show accountability thru both tangibly real changed behavior and growth!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/29/25

My Rising's Not That Defyingly Surprising

He might be the most tangibly real, but he's being completely unreasonable, we all are going thru it, I make many great connections thru art and music, u still gotta make an effort, put the time and work into every endeavor, cuz what if tomorrow doesn't come, and u never embedded roots into where u were from, my family were angels, so when life happens I see from many doubled Gemini angles, with Scorpio rising, my epic legendary legacy/empire was scriptured it's not that defyingly surprising!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/28/25

Give 0 Shits About Business

U had none for me but now want empathy, bitch I'm legendary, u should be apologizing, finally bending and compromising, cuz u were in the wrong, played victim so hard it became both gross and boring, grow the fuck up buck, they're actions not words unconditional friendship and love, u earn and deserve it it's not freely given, I ain't forgetting nor forgiving, fuck off, u can cry laugh or scoff, I give 0 shits, accept the consequences of ur bad choices/opinions which are none of my damn father fucking business!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/28/25

Some Lessons Are The Blessing

Was definitely guilty of trying to help, thought perhaps could save him from himself, boy was I wrong, played me all along, and it really was my fault, but now that's come to a hault, this latest vaca, was the perfect amount of time away, got my head on gay again, he wasn't my friend, cuz he never showed up, no matter how much I had given him unconditional love, I couldn't buy, his effort nor time, and that’s my bad, it's ok to stay mad, so instead I broke thru grew and learned, I'm done getting reburned, never regret being someone's blessing, simply take em like Biggie would say "with style and grace"/as another one of life's lessons!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/27/25

My Wild Bday Style

What a great birthday weekend, so many hot kinky leathermen to befriend, everybody is so nice, the flattery def helps entice, I mean so much originality and style, it's awesome to see how free authentic beings run wild, embracing all walks of life, the moment feels so right, I needed time away, this vaca has been so fulfillingly great, and boy do I have more fantastic news, this new guy doesn't leave me confused, in fact he's the best thing that's ever happened to me, still even wicked hard to believe, I found myself both a business and loving partner, a real genuine uplifting problem solver, who discovered and rescued me in my darkest hour, at 43 after losing my whole family I've stepped into my power, but he doesn't wanna dim my light nor clip my wings, in fact I'm very excited to see what this union and our future together brings, y'all are in trouble, wait til we unveil music's next power couple!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
5/25/25

Face Of Grace

At the airport now to go to IML, escape this grief stricken RI hell, I need some space, a much needed vaca/escape, to help clear my head and heart, between mother's and birthday life's been pretty hard and dark, but I am so proud of myself, despite everything I've gone thru I was able to help, even at my own detriment, now I'm 100% focused on personal betterment, let go of the obnoxious toxic, leaning into Joe Conscious, who is my saving grace, trying to share and keep that sweet smile on my face, relax and have some hot and wild fun, really stop to appreciate how much I've done and won!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/23/25

Farewell Annoying Dismissive Avoidant

Finally blocked for good, my love and friendship was being misunderstood, I'm sorry for the drama, but it was cuz u never healed ur trauma, in fact u created urs, I'm not afraid of wars, I fight for what is fair just and right, pulled u out of the darkness when u asked for help cuz I can and am light, u were nothing more than a dismissive avoidant, taking no accountability is not only silly but annoying, u keep using abusing and hurting people, I won't say ur evil, nor will I talk bad about u, but I'm simply done being ur tool/fool cuz that isn't cool, plus I deserve way better, wish u karma in all future endeavors!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/22/25

Faith In Great Fate

Silence absence and avoidance are rejection, fuck attention I want ur intention, I'm a man of words so he needs to be of action, have authenticity intelligence and passion, persistently picking and choosing me, can't be emotionless elusive and illusory, so my new motto is let them, focus not on the person but the pattern my friend, they'll show u who they truly are, I know it's incredibly hard, practice self love/grace, I know ur impatiently tired yet u still gotta hold on stay strong have hope faith and unwaveringly wait, believe in ur destinied fate, remember good things take time and ur great!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/21/25

Profound Ups & Downs

Life is a rollercoaster of ups and downs, the wisdom learned tho is profound, who knew grief, would strengthen my belief, that I'll be ok, even on a bad day, and there have been quite a few, I try to follow thru matching what I say and do, but I often make mistakes, get consumed with jealousy envy and hate, cuz I am human, navigating these ruins, making the best out of every moment, like Em says "gotta seize and own it", living is a choice, instead of raising a glass how about ur voice, stop being complicit, ur not innocent, when u know do better, the only way to get thru this existence is together!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/25

Buffering Suffering

Trying to write my overthinking away, I hate having adhd and being gay, double cursed, I don't know which is worse, no love or success, I'm just less I guess, every day is torturous suffering, I'm done buffering, my responsibilities are over, gotta put down the weight from my shoulders, stand up straight, smile and stay great, say fuck fate, I'll free willingly go my own way, laugh as I go to the bank, even if my poetry and music tank, it gives me purpose, and really helps to heal what hurt us!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/25

Almost Supernatural/Magical

Maybe if I could write one poem to inspire, perhaps I'll be able to retire, it ain't about the money, honestly I find consumption fickle and funny, y'all don't know what u want, most who boast and flaunt, are usually just a well crafted illusion, I know my exterior makes me confusing, but I love breaking stereotypes, I'm not validated by views very much or likes, I write cuz it's my calling, like my resiliency after falling, it's almost supernatural, some have even described me as magical!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/1

Swindling Needs Dwindling

Underneath the anger is pain, ur loss isn't my gain, wish I could save the world, was attracted to girls, cuz dudes just suck at love, I've had enough of rough and tough, life shouldn't be this damn hard, fuck God and the dealt cards, give me pocket aces please, instead of another 7 and 3, I'm stuck, without luck, and my hope is dwindling, faith seems swindling, I am fed up and tired, how can I be rewired, I think I've been living life wrong, oh well what the hell give me another rip from the bong!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/25

Betsy & Etsy

Enough hatred, saying y'all are intimidated, too scared to make a move, just thinking I'm good looking and cool, yet u remain quiet, get used to a Joe or JC free diet, miss me when I'm gone, replay my songs, cuz that's the closest ull get, hope ur upset, u blew it Betsy, sell shit on Etsy, don't ask me for money again, no u ain't my friend, I was urs, even if u did beg on all fours, ur sorrys aren't real, changed behavior is the only way to fix how I feel, but ur incapable it seems, hope u see me in ur dreams, haunting u with regret, sorry not sorry ur nothing but a defect!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/25

Locked Cock Blocked

If ur waiting on me to contact u, ur a bigger fool, I made all the effort I could, u never picked me even when u said u would, so fuck off, uve never walked ur talk, ur a bullshit artist, playing victim the hardest, leave me alone, go to ur daddy's home, play happy, don't u dare ask me, pretending to play nice, losing me bites, but now I've lost all interest, joining the ranks of the cynics, cuz gay guys suck, only want to fuck for a buck, leaving u high dry and used, sick of the neglect/abuse, u may have a big cock, but u and it should stay locked or blocked, ur simply no good, stay the hell away from me and my hood!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/25

Made To Fade Away

So many tears cried, tired of his disappointment and lies, don't even talk to me, keep gawking for free, while u can, cuz soon I'll be in demand, and u missed ur shot, glad u think I'm hot, too bad u couldn't say it to my face, I think avoidance is a disgusting disgrace, maybe ur ok with wasting time, just don't with mine, consider me gone, fuck our song, u never stood with me tonight, one way relationships ain't right, enjoy ur choices u made, get out of my sight and mind so u can finally fade away!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/25

Damn This Lack Of Companionship Shit

Yet another bad day, I hate waking up this way, and have nobody there, old alone is my biggest fear, I just want to be chosen, our lives interwoven, not codependent, I know the sentiment, perhaps u don't self love enough, life is just tough, why doesn't anyone care for me, they make effort so sparingly, it's slower and worse than snail like breadcrumbing, feel like I'm dead/crumbling, can't handle this anymore, gay equals whore, I'll be damned with this shit, why is it so hard to find real genuine companionship?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/25

My Mission Intuition

The sun will set again and rise, while the stars shine bright thru darkest of nights, sometimes I get tired of the endless fight, it doesn't seem fair or right, but ain't that life, plight suffering and strife, but someway somehow I just know we're gonna be alright, cuz that's light, like fungus among us it seeps in, I'll keep unconditionally believing, endless hope and faith, each and every single day I awake, it's more than just an intuition, passion purpose and service is my mission!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/19/25

Eyes On The Prize

Tired of the daily pain tears and fight, I'm trying to live my best life, but I feel the universe is against me, like love happiness and success wasn't meant to be, simply suffering, it's rather troubling, what am I doing wrong, writing poems and songs, filled with lived experience and truth, why's collective wisdom aloof, can't be the only one tapped in, what if fame was in fact entrapment, another distraction from the real issue, imagine if u could feel what I wish for u, see u thru my eyes, told I'm a Queen so wouldn't that mean I'm the prize, and if so, stop treating me like a disposable hoe!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/19/25

Demanding Understanding

Ok now that's out of my system, sometimes I express myself just to read or listen, helps me get an understanding, of what my body mind or soul's demanding, perhaps my cup is empty, I need y'all to replenish me, validate and encourage more, not only appreciate what I'm good for, but be truly happy to see me succeed, I swear it's entertaining to watch someone suffer or bleed, I ain't like that, won't seize a weakness to attack, I'm not even competing, please don't fake an agreement, hate the same, both the players and the rigged game!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
5/19/25

Get Upset

Today is just shitty, I can't even be sarcastic or witty, I'm simply upset, what doesn't the world get, I lost my whole family, u can't understand me, and everyone wants money, the incompetence isn't funny, y'all need to get publically ridiculed and fired, boomers need to be retired, stop the fear, create universal health care, it should be a right, not a political nor profitized fight, it's lucrative to keep people sick, not every gay asshole wants a dick, I'm so sick and tired of people, I blame God for even allowing all this evil, fuck the devil too, u both suck and don't deserve to be worshipped or rule!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/19/25

Authentically Be Just Me

Loving this weather, makes life better, when the sun is shining, I'm wining and dining, with great friends, hopefully the fun never ends, used to take shit so serious, it was making me delirious, when it wasn't personal, don't know how to keep things internal, I speak my mind and feelings, like to remind everybody we are all fallable human beings, fuck the idea of perfect, enjoying the journey is worth it, pay attention to who u meet, don't be afraid to greet, strangers have no agenda, live like there isn't tomorrow and go on a bender, spread kindness with a smile, find joy and happiness even if it is only for a lil while, cuz the time is always now, wicked proud that I no longer care to ask why when or how, I just be, authentically me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/18/25

Bet Yet

Have no fear, I'm here, despite time and distance, in any instance, u can find me, all blindly smiley, yet not a funny guy, hunny I'm high, that's how I get thru life, dealt with the serious strife, got a very dry sense of humor, believe the kinky rumors, that's my meditation, don't like western medication, the cure is actually living, instead of taking try giving, reciprocity generosity, u gotta be pretty fucking special to use this booty as a depository, the ultimate glory hole, mine is the most epically legendary gay story told, best thing since sliced bread, a thick short bald older wiser white version of Lil Nas X, it's a sure bet, just haven't been discovered yet!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/15/25

Soul Windows

Finally finding my stride, after my whole family died, found my light, that resilient fight, I got from my folks, my authenticity isn't a hoax, this is genuinely who I am, a gay gentlemany man's man, yet super emotional and empathic, having a high I/E Q doesn't make me ecstatic, I'm hard to love, often described as too much, feeling not enough at the same time, hide behind I'm fine, when inside I'm dying, don't mind publically crying, it cleanses the soul, since eyes are the windows u know, vulnerability isn't weak, in fact a wise warrior is impossible to beat or defeat, when one masters self, it's everybody else who's gonna need help!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/14/25

My Smile Style

Cop a listen, to some optimism, it's pretty easy, to be corrupt and sleazy, til karma comes back around, and the effects are wicked profound, u get what u give, manifest how u live, embrace ur power, we never know our last day nor hour, have another adventure, smack them dentures, eating Dorritos and ice cream, stop being so damn mean, it's not funny hunny, u can't buy happiness or respect with money dummy, and u can't take it to the grave either, u need a tremendous amount of hope and faith to maintain being a believer, but I'll do it with grace and style, cuz remember no matter what we're gonna smile!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/14/25

Hope's So Dope

Integrating inspiration love light and hope, into poetry and music that's so super thought provokingly dope, it's broadening collective scopes and horizons, help transcendent elevation thru massive mind unbindings/unblindings, can't rewind time, but we can mindfully change and grind, towards a much better brighter future, I'm not trying to spook ya, but why haven't u recognized ur mistakes, let alone do what it takes, to in small tiny ways, manifest the best life everyday, be truly grateful and happy, learn to laugh and smile along with not at me, cuz baby ain't nobody perfect, but we're all beautifully special and worth it, willingly give and spread hugs, know deep in ur whole heart and soul we are enough!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/13/25

It's Genuine Authenticity Silly

Wanna grow bigger, not so easily triggered, cuz I'm better than that, and talking smack's whack, but I am only human, focus on what I'm doing, I apologize with changed behavior not empty words, ur sorrys hurt me worse, but I've worked hard to move on and heal, my glow up is real, super grateful and appreciative for ur support and love, artists can never be validated enough, we're all pretty insecure, and totally want more of course, found better boundaries and limits, shed all the illusionary gimmicks and tricks, it sounds simplistically silly, what people really value most seems to be genuine authenticity!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/12/25

True Happiness & Success No BS

Ur too old to be hobosexual, ur relationship with a daddy u know is incestual, it's gross, u can't host, that's why u like to nest, doin meth isn't the best, but hey ur an adult, keep adding injury to insult, ur hurting urself, avoiding love and help, ur bad, I ain't mad, in fact I'm so happy without u, I'm finally seeing exactly what I bouted and grew thru, we are not the same, I don't play the victim game, I've been dealing with real trauma, u created ur own drama, and refuse to take accountability, I now get giggly cuz I think ur simply silly, so over ur bs, my revenge is living in my true happiness and success!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/12/25

Happy Heavenly Mother's Day Mom

Today is not about grief sadness nor sorrow, mom would never want me to wallow, life is totally worth living, none of us are perfect so start forgiving, bad choices and decisions, don't have to make us cold and distant in emotionless prison, I'm on a conscious mission, to get people to wake up and listen, we need to appreciate women, they are not just their father or husband's minion, in fact they're rather existential/incredible, wicked special and can cook dishes definitely delectable, it's probably her love language, cuz they empathethize with all the pain and anguish, would do anything for kids to avoid having to struggle or suffer, nothing quite like once having the world's best mother, no other could compare, but now haven't any fear cuz she travels with me in my heart as my guide everywhere!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/11/25

Hunger For Adventure & Wonder

Now that I'm closing that chapter, focused on laughter instead of what happens after, or even next, done with feeling cursed/hexed, I'm the best, and if ur reply is I guess, then u don't know me at all, I resiliently rise after each fall, I'm like a Phoenix personified, here's kleenex for the tears cried, it's understandable, wish God was commandable, so I can believe in free will, let me see the bill, too many hidden taxes and fees, I think the whole globe would agree, enough with poverty and hunger, life is beautiful filled with existential adventure and wonder, embrace grace again and forgiving, let's collectively start blissfully living!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/10/25

Riches Or Glitches

Guys night was a blast, real unconditional love and friendship isn't something I lack, my cup runneth over, let go of all that weight on my shoulders, now is my time to shine, don't have to hustle and grind, but I do, I'm a creator dude, I'm leaning in, fiending a win, cuz I'm done being the sum of my losses, wanting fame but do u know what the cost is, are u willing to sell ur soul, what's the end goal, power and riches, or the ability to see the matrix glitches, be that spiritual being, manifest ur best life and start healing, get back control, slow ur roll, life takes a toll, so come chill out with ur bros and let's smoke a blunt bong or bowl!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/10/25

Ever Better

I'm overzealous at times not greedy, very choosy but not needy, if u don't want the honor, of having me as ur primary partner, let them, u ain't my friend, I'm urs there's a difference, in every single instance, got used and then discarded, no longer broken hearted, stronger than ever, my life without u keeps getting better, smiling more, less of a lustful whore, content being single, love to socialize and mingle, make out with a hotty, smoke a fat ass Goddy, anytime I want, stay humbly cocky and flaunt, shaking what my mama and papa gave me, and y'all can watch my glow up majorly jealously/hatefully!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/9/25

Talents & Skills That Kill

Guess y'all don't like political, those numbers were pitiful, so I'll write another, heart strings tugger, that perhaps speaks to our soul/essence, every moment's a gift that's why it's called present, just remember, we're all better together, in this overpopulated world, let's not compare obstacles hurdled, instead let's unite and fight, to make things fair again just and right, come on sheeple walk with me thru the darkness and into light, can't always trust sight, the spiritual realm is real, ull never get anything u want in life unless u communicate how u feel and heal, don't cheat lie steal or kill, make ur own money hunny using ur natural talents and sharpening ur skills!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/8/25

All People Should Be Equal

Let's outdo yesterday's views and get in the millions, Congress must be treated like civilians, yes all people, should be equal, and the rules apply to everyone, being president isn't supposed to be fun, it's great responsibility and power, how did democracy become devoured, must be from the valueless capital, earth's gonna grow uninhabitable, just like in The Lorax, corporations need to pay more tax, eradicate crypto, protect urself from subliminal hypno, where's there a solution, to this toxic noise light food man made drugs disease and pollution, how about some accountability, to an avoidant that idea seems silly, since simply no more moral respectful decorum, the world wide web's become a numb dumb sesspool/forum, reality bastardized virtual, any resolutionary attacks should be strategically surgical, let's not make things worse, cuz life lately's insufferably soul suckingly cursed and it really fucking hurts!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/8/25

Divine Drive To Try Time After Time

What should I say or do, to get thousands of views, how can I inspire u, while continueing to still speak the truth too, conscious not conscience, judging what's right or wrong is nonsense, just sharing a lil bit different perspective, hope y'all are happy with what u elected, hate to say I told u so, but u know tho, it sucks experiencing the consequences of other people's choices, I've been told I have one of those unique special voices, my iconic top 3, are Tupac Lauryn Hill and Mariah Carey, they are legengary original songwriters/live performing artists, and traveling that rare revolutionary path's the hardest, cuz u need divine resiliency talent and drive, which only develops having the consistency like Cyndi sings to try "Time After Time"!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/7/25

An Alchemist Of Happiness/Bliss

Guess I'm an alchemist, can transform this pain from grief into happiness/bliss, art is a gift, meant to inspire and uplift, helping others helps ourselves, I'm not sharing it for the wealth, I've got more than I need, money doesn't grow on it is the tree, got nothing to back it up, last time I checked what conquers all is love, so I'll keep the faith, yes even despite being gay, my existence isn't sin, hope good finally wins, way too many are hurting, wasting their life away working, lost or ignore their passion and purpose, we all should collectively be of service, neglect selfish ego and pride, held accountable for mistakes and lies, why can't we go back to at least semi normal, where we remember respect civility and to be more friendly or cordial!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/7/25

Treasure The Unmeasured Pleasure Of Pure Love

Gemini move naturally unbothered, fuck the re I'm just an evolver, push people past their self made walls boundaries and limits, and can see and read thru their shticks tricks and gimmicks, I'm underestimated yet use it, to make very epically legendary poetry infused music, speaking transcendant truth love and consciousness, cuz I'm simply tired of all this twilight zone corrupt obnoxiousness, shine a light on all this darkness, my level of empathy trumps Trump's business-like heartlessness, it's not funny, nor any way to run a country, but I'm just wicked fucking blessed to not forget there's still our pure collective soul, I don't choose want or need anything or body else to be completely whole, I won't ever be complicitly exploited devoiced nor ai duplicated, I can transmute my own extreme grief and pain plus ur judgmentally discriminating hatred, into something golden yet rainbowy like a treasure, my mindfully higher vibration of authenticity brings nothing but infinitely global even universal pleasure that's unmeasurably better experienced together, so now's the time to unmatrix/actually tap in, and successfully let's be the last one's sassfully blasphemously laughing!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/7/25

Cordial Normal

Going back to normal, distant and cordial, ur avoidance, is an annoyance, harming urself, running from help, seeking comfort, yet won't work, u want everything handed/given, can't have emotionless love or living, this act, is rather whack, and quite foolish, pretty petty and toolish, has no effect on me, cuz I'm legendary, in the making, I ain't faking, authenticity is my vibration, enjoy watching gawking and hating, happy and unbothered is my revenge, when we see each other it's tense, u can play defense, I'll just simply ignore u and get bent!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/7/25

U.N.I.T.Y. Between Y'all & I

When I'm content single and happy, I'm not as biting snappy nor sassy, which is what people have been naggingly asking of me, I don't like being sarcastically nasty, but I show both my light and dark, speak truth from my soul and heart, it's naturally genuine, I'm a masculine divine feminine, an anomaly, being different doesn't bother me, it's the shame game, we only have ourselves to blame, yet don't take accountability, more about transactional profitability, over fulfillingness' bliss, they'd prefer comfortableness, focused on escapism, fuck hate sex and racism, to be like the Queen we gotta U.N.I.T.Y., which starts by stopping the divisiveness between y'all and I!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/5/25

Deeply Feely

My words leave an impact often, laying issues to bed or in a coffin, I don't hold shit in, only so many times we can forgive and rebegin, I never left, ur just inept, not trying to put u down, the rejection was so profound, it effected me deeply, guess I'm too touchy feely, it scares dudes away, healthy relationships seem impossible with gays, they don't know real love, mistaking my need for cuddles or a big bear hug, which is intimacy not wanting to get fucked, the change I want is my luck, we all are feeling stuck, at the point we're well past enough being enough!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/5/25

Reawakened Conscious To What's Toxic

Focusing on something else helps, but not good if it negatively effects my mental or heart health, I'm really struggling, there's nowhere to put all my loving, my childhood home, is about to get sold, that chapter's almost totally closed, so much has been shown/exposed, like pent up jealousy envy anger and pain, the extreme grief is obviously how it's explained, but it takes every ounce of energy, to swallow my ego and pride going to therapy, feel wicked abandoned, no love even when asked begged and demanded, sorry I'm such too much, I thought u were way more than just a lil crush, a possible twin flame, got me caught up in this crazy chasing game, however now I've reawakened conscious, realizing that relationship was dangerously enabling draining one way and plain toxic!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/4/25

Feel It Don't Shield Shit

I'm not a judgmental hater, I'm a truth sayer, simple as that, I speak on experience/wisdom/fact, and I can still show kindness and love, ull always be enough, for me, it's all about authenticity, don't match my energy, kept close like an enemy, cuz u only seem to know how to use, can't even imagine the abuse uve been thru, but I feel it, u shield shit, or simply avoid altogether, when u take accountability ull grow better, I'm not perfect nor healed, just genuine and keep it 100% real, good or bad, happy and sad, shouldn't be mad, I'm more grateful and glad, thats why I'm free, smile so bright with glee, it radiates joy, and I absolutely give 0 fucks who that annoys!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/4/25

Don't Mess With The Blessed

Just cuz 2 users choose each other, and call one another their lover, doesn't make it true, we all see thru u, and we think it's rather pathetic, who knew I was so prophetic, thank God I dodged that bullet, he was so full of it, I'm calling my power back, actually have very lil lack, I was simply misfocused, forgot about the locust, beautiful yet deadly, that's why I don't let strangers bed me, my peace and happiness are unmeasured, no I won't blow it on instant gratification/pleasure, over time, is how u find, a person's character, that's how I can write this with laughter, I'm chosen, ur broken, yes ur a hot mess, so I'll sit still chill stay protected and I guess blessed!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/4/25

Stay Solo & Get Bent Again

Gonna keep it pushing, enjoy the cushion, I've sacrificed and saved, I refuse to be caged, a codependent slave, y'all don't know what dues I've already paid, focus on ur journey, shouldn't try to learn me, just to manipulate, let's actually date, I won't pay to play, nor have a sexual exchange, especially with practically a stranger, I avoid and wary of danger, ur waving red flags, I don't fuck with fags, I like real men, I won't be screwed over and taken advantage of again, I've got enough love and friends, I'd rather stay solo peaceful and get bent!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/3/25

Smile With Style

Don't wish days away, choose fight over flight and stay, work it out, without the need to scream and shout, that's called maturity, trust my purity, I'm a real genuine good dude, it's not my character to be disrespectful nor rude, my catch phrase is smile, I'm ok with others biting my style, but y'all could never be me, even if u can match my energy, I ain't worried, nobody will flock or scurry, to watch u perform magic live, my light's too bright to hide, its simply nataural, my talent is divine/factual, got nothing to prove, actually that guy who speaks truth and follows thru with what they do!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/2/25

Destiny Me

Trying to smile thru the pain, dance umbrellaless in the rain, I've met a ton of rejection, apparently that's a blessing/protection, still gotta keep the faith, especially during this wait, remember that he's on his way, and won't be late, just know the time will come, when loneliness will be done, I deserve to be happy again, that's nothing against family and friends, I'm grateful for all the love I have, tho jealousy and anger rage when I focus on my lack, I'm working on being better, way less tethered and fettered, to materialistic past expectations of the old me, finally taking that faithful leap into my new incredibly bold destiny!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/1/25

Fine Wasting Time

He's blocked for good, I tried the best I could, done being breadcrumbed, may be a bit gullible but not naive stupid nor dumb, I'm just done, I wish I could say it's been fun, but it hasn't, u never respected what I was asking, disregarded my boundaries again and again, u don't even know how to be my friend, clearly ur a user, keep choosing ur abuser, avoiding a better life, u created all this plight and strife, from running away, guys like u make me hate being gay, u waste everybody's time, and u don't care in fact u think that's totally fine!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/30/25

Voiced His Choice

U stood still while I held onto hope, couldn't even meet me a quarter of the way tho, so I had to let go, happy birthday yo, my gift is, stay out of ur business, in fact I'll remove myself from ur life completely, pretty defeatedly, learned lesson, equates blocked blessing, enjoy ur choice, miss my voice, light and love, I'm tired of not being enough, actually u aren't, u have no fucking clue what u need or want, u don't fight, only flight, no more grace, if u want space, u got it mister, bye besty now uve got just ur bf/daddy and sister!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/30/25

Find My Shine

I'll say it again, I don't fuck friends, I'm looking like Mary for that real love, a guy who likes to kiss cuddle and hug, can make me laugh, appreciative of what we genuinely have, not looking for more or better, it's instant reconnection when we're together, without interruptions, I appreciate passion guts and gumption, in fact I find going after what u want sexy, u may get the best of me, but I'm resilient as fuck, I'll Phoenixly rise up, cuz I'm ur karma/mirror, my divine protection connection's clearer, I've done the work, so I may come off as a cold jerk, but I'm finally putting myself first, and I don't care who that hurts, stayed strong and true, both gave and paid dues, now it's my time to shine, so I can be my champion's grand prize find!

Won't Stop Me & My Army

The crush is over, taking weight off my shoulders, learning to relax and chill, not let lack or venomous toxicity spew/spill, leaning into my love and light, standing up for myself to fight, realizing I have the power to vanquish, alleviate and soothe my own pain and anguish, mastering the English language, I'm trying to evolve not languish, like the stock market, may be short but not pocket, pretty submissive, mindful about the energy I elicit, not a subservient faggot, when it comes to bullying disrespect I've had it, watch as my conscious discipled army, reignite or inspire the good virtuous revolution and evil won't be able to stop me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/29/25

Behind/Out Of Sight & Mind

I'm still stuck in a negative head space, life seems like a dead race, love no longer exists, everyone takes but doesn't give, stop stealing my energy, why make me ur enemy, cuz ur afraid, relationships aren't a game, u met ur match, expect a karmic attack, u broke ur mirror, assume I'm inferior, play ok when ur not, give him all u got, even though it was supposed to be mine, I don't have to pretend I'm fine, I'm actually great, no I won't wait, in fact I'm leaving u behind, hopefully get to the point where ur out of sight and mind!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
4/28/25

Exhausting Talking

I've been focused on smiling, stop trying to predict divine timing, fuck fate, I'm always late, I'm sure I missed my blessings, I'm never wanted or anyone's intention, friend zoned, dead end toned, I choose wrong, no viral poem or song, a waste of life, defined by strife, I hate being resilient, bravery isn't brilliant, it's exhausting, gotta quit talking, shut my big mouth, don't defend justify or bout, what's the point, I'll smoke bowls blunts or a joint, keep to myself, never again offer to help, since no deed goes unpunished, America should never be synonymous with Trumpists, we're way better than that, I hope we get our morality back!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/28/25

Go Joe

Working so hard on letting him go, get back to Joe, I miss me, living blissfully, so full of love, confident I'm enough, but losing my family, feels like nobody understands me, and the more I try to explain, I wind up being seen as insane and pained, which I am, nothing ever goes as planned, God laughs, needs a kick in the ass, to stop teasing, finally releasing, from all this suffering, actually bring someone into my life worth loving!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/28/25

Fine Stay Blind

The more I choose u, I lose dude, what are u afraid of, u can't have emotionless love, no matter how much u pretend, ur forcing an end, for my own protection, I have to deal with ur rejection of blessings, I'm sick of the confusion, from ur bullshit of an illusion, that's fine, stay blind, keep sleeping on me, I'm totally free, and I'll find something real, I can't wait til u realize ur responsible for how u feel, I cried, I tried, u miserably fumbled, now u can be humbled, cuz I don't like u anymore, enjoy being an empty soulless whore!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/28/25

Hope For The Whole Globe

My heart has the capacity to love the whole globe, my soul provides both inspiration and hope, everybody's pretty special, evolution is inevitable, if u remain vigilant and open, continue growing and coping, cuz that's life, stay resilient thru the plight and strife, I truly believe it'll be alright, good needs to resist revolt and fight, enough with negligent complicity, evil is within intrinsically, but shouldn't let it win, don't give in, manifest a life u don't wanna escape, each and every day remain humbly grateful to reawake, and maybe I'll even get to see u, my favorite dude, it's as simple as that, be blessed just accept and focus on what we already do have!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/27/25

Farewell Curse/Spell

Don't confuse my kindness for niceness, I'm not perfect nor spiteless, I simply won't act on it, I'm super compassionate, but don't push me too far, cuz I comeback just as hard, call me ur karmic mirror, I'll drop bombs that help u see urself clearer, miss me when I'm gone, since u handled me all wrong, u lost any opportunity or real shot, I liked u a lot, so much in fact, this is tragically sad, my heart's exploded, ur rejection is duly noted, fool me once, this time I'm the dunce, won't happen again, ull always now be just a good distant friend, I wish well, if u couldn't tell I've finally broken ur curse/spell!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/26/25

Love Moving On & Leveling Up

Yup finally moving on up, finding reciprocal want lust and love, every single fucking day, making my fairy tale dude dreams come true for us hopeful romantic gays, I'm emotional af, most guys lack that capacity/depth, I'm tired of boys, no choice just noise, blocking blessings, so I'm left guessing, why am I not enough, expose my heart soul and guts, let's drain each other's nuts, it's great when we both suck, 69 style, kinky stinky itty bitty piggy and wild, I didn't do anything wrong, the lessons I learn should turn into beautiful poetry and song, our time isn’t now, someway somehow, perhaps we will come back around, our foundational friendship is already rather profound, and I'm quite ok with that, since I'm actually focusing on gratitude instead of lack, my vibrational frequency is on a whole other level, it's hard to watch the world around us all fall disheveled, wicked unprepared, solely surving out of fear they can't hear or simply don't care, especially to change and be better, u can't make a horse drink water nor make an avoidant become a go getter, so unfortunately this means, ur gonna have to be removed lose then miss me, enjoy the other grass u chose, I'm a far superior prize than most these low desperate hoes!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/26/25

More Positive Performance Informants

Call me Joe hope, cuz if it rhymes it's true dude don't u know tho yo, I love inspiring that, always know I got ur back, loyal to a fault, when problems arise I'll halt, and be there in a jiffy, I'm probably too givey, that's my love language, my over romanticizing thinking is leaving my heart in anguish, not broken or blocked just achy, wakey wakey, alone again, my beautiful soulmates are all my straight friends, I'm lucky that way, but I need it as a token toking gay, esp as I evolve older, seems socially temperature's grown colder, yet u ain't seen me scurrying worrying, in fact I be hurrying, to shut up those critics/haters and their informants, by putting on one hell of another spectacularly magical live performance!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/24/25

Crazy Insane Twin Flame

I can close my eyes, and not meet demise, I don't feel receiving, cuz seeing is believing, and I've been giving, my cup runneth over just living, so I had to stop take a moment and chill, like patience gratefulness is a pill, hard to swallow, why are men so emotionless and hollow, I'm not saying that to be mean, but it isn't weak to show vulnerability, intimacy isn't necessarily sexual, understanding isn't intellectual, u don't need any degree to get me, I'm here to set authenticity free, u light my life up and inspire my fire, who knew one day a forbidden love like u would take me higher, a twin flame, this level of magic is totally crazy insane!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/24/25

Help Grapple Another Battle

I got my clarity, don't care about the disparity, from a fellow artist to another, I don't want a fuck brother, I want comfort and support, a cohort, to play Mario Kart with, be each other's gift, I'm super simple, don't mind being single, just prefer not to be lonely, shouldn't be phony, it's ok to change ur mind, a ton of truth rhymes, acknowledgment is a form of accountability, it may sound silly, but isn't knowing half the battle, sometimes mere presence makes things easier to handle/grapple!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
4/23/25

Will I Ever Get Back The Love I Lack

I am not acting happy nor grateful, in fact I'm rather angry jealous and hateful, I've lost all hope and faith, during the wait, where's my will to live, compassion/ability to forgive, especially myself, I want help, it's not a need, I truly believe, I'm resilient and strong, got the gift of poetry and song, why isn't that enough, the answer is simple what matters most is love, which I lack, and since my family died I'm afraid I'll never get it back!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/22/25

Itch Bitch

Third times a charm, who knew love could do this much harm, wish I never said hi, or that I could mean goodbye this time, I need him out of sight and mind, altho a rare find, he's not my guy, all I do is wonder why, and I hate that, feels like a personal attack, communication he lacks, his words don't match acts, punishingly silent, the detachment is violent, rather selfish and shitty, yet can't seem to get rid of me, cuz I'm karma bitch, and ur unfortunately unable to scratch that itch!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/22/25

Unforgiving Living

Won't be stuck in an emotional prison, now that I got some shit out of my system, let me get back to living, life is definitely unforgiving, not fair or right, everything's a fight, yet a losing battle, this level of grief is hard to grapple, especially alone, just sold my childhood home, onto the next chapter, with my luck it'll be the rapture, I'm done being a warrior, I wanna be whorier, learn how to escape, so my heart and soul aren't continuously raped, I don't believe in good or evil, we're both and that's why I prefer dogs over cats and people!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/22/25

Please Stop The Pain In My Heart God

Today I feel defeated, drained and depleted, by an avoidant attachment, this silent separation is harassment, to my mind body and soul, I'm already fucking whole, but I want and choose him, I can't keep excusing, his toxic behavior, he's not my savior, he's my soulmate, and fuck fate, if it says otherwise, done with divine timing lies, I deserve this, love success happiness and bliss, please give it to me now God, cuz this punishing pain in my heart needs to stop!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/22/24

Sniff The Gift

Let's go, level up yo, this new Joe, is his own hero, strong and resilient, talented good looking and brilliant, seems to have it all, like a Phoenix rising after every fall, consistent persistence and perseverance, don't like this 3rd party interference, y'all are toxic noise, many think I have a soothing calming voice, wait til u feel my grounding energy, if u say ur something u better be, I hate posers and liars, come on baby light my fire, I'm an air sign, weird and divine, rather mysterious, takes things super serious, cuz life is a precious gift, don't step on a rose from the concrete give it a lil sniff!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/21/25

Goodbye...Don't Waste My Time

Maybe someday, ull be brave, come out from behind that screen, so u can be truly seen, and even felt, stop throwing away the cards ur delt, avoidance isn't the answer, it'll cause cancer, pushing people away, just creates hate, like a sorry without change, ur behavior is strange, like u never knew love, behind that stubborn behavior u don't think ur worthy enough, stop punishing me, how bout a real apology, pick up the damn phone, or better yet come to my home, stand face to face looking me in the eye, say u don't want me then give me one last hug and kiss goodbye, if ur gonna play games with both my heart and mind, fuck off don't waste my time!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/21/25

Standing With U Tonight To Fight

Time to rise high like the tides, be grateful and happy to be alive, I'll see 43 when Gia didn't, can't always manifest what isn't, but u can have faith, take action tho don't just pray, remember deeds not words, silence hurts, speak ur mind, search and ull find, stay hopeful and open, no one's all knowing, remain patient and kind, the moment's now without rewind, life is precious like love, helps make losing balance not so rough and tough, mirror my flame, hold my heart throughout this crazy game, find me standing with u tonight, cuz ur totally worth all my might to fight!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/20/25

Wait For Epically Legendarily Great

Keep my eyes, on the prize, stay happy and single, let's go mingle, shine away, embrace my gay, accept love in, take this time to rebegin, way better than ever before, I want more, a real partner, who understands the privilege/honor, it is to be with me, I manifest by believing it to be, I'm an attractive magnet, ur favorite bad habit, but actually divinely good, humbly misunderstood, combative and antagonistic, that has a rather holistic, approach to questioning, gotta stop blocking blessings, authenticity's the highest vibration, expect a major migration, to finally take place, shit's starting to resonate, got the patience of a Saint, cuz I know my legacy is at stake, if good things come to those who wait, this is gonna be epically legendarily great!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
4/20/25

Ok Away I'll Stay Great

Gotta break the spell of love's hocus pocus, and really get back into focus, cut myself some slack, be grateful what I have, give less attention to that lack, remember I'm a daddy Mac, even without the beard, fuck fear, too healed to let anger express my pain, I can handle the rain, hoody no umbrella, I'll have a Bulleit Captain and Coke or Stella, then let's smoke a bunch of pot, used to give all I got, now I simply share my overflow, learning to just shut up and say let's go, stop talking so damn much, embrace my resilient confidence/balls/guts, see where the attraction leads, have no expectation of how the connection should be, I need to ride the wave, let people leave or push me away, know I'll still be ok, in fact no worries I'm gonna stay great!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
4/19/25

Share With Care

I can't help but I can share, my love isn't sex it's care, never found the one, this ended before it even begun, since he's his own independent person, gotta deal with all this hurting, cuz karma gonna get u, I'm upset too, timing is so fucked up, tired of having sucky luck, I've been yelling at God enough, life shouldn't be this punishingly tough, my light's so bright, even in the darkest night, I always have to fight, when wrong finally managed to bastardize right!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
4/18/25

Turtle Shelled From The Hell

I don't fuck friends cuz most of mine are straight, I won't chase someone that doesn't want me sexually or even to date, so if u like me shoot ur shot, say hello and tell me u think I'm hot, then watch how I react, fyi it's random hook up skills I lack, I fall in love with personality, always working casually, cuz I'm an artist, when it comes to flirting I'm not the smartest, pretty oblivious and gullible, easily can get into trouble, cuz of my big truthful mouth, I don't physically bout, but I am rather verbal, I think my heart used to be like a turtle, with a hard outer shell, but that's cuz the past 6 years I've literally gone thru hell!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/18/25

Life's Choice & Consequence

Gonna envelope the philosophy of let's go, u know...ho, I need to let loose, call a truce, with myself, I wanna better my level of intimacy/sexual health, gotta get outta my head, and in bed, in whatever capacity, that makes us both happy, but me first, cuz I've been in this super slump spurt, and that's totally on me, trying to find my boundaries, guess I have trust issues, done tho with all these tissues, crying over a guy, who can't bother to make time, fails to communicate, just consistently avoids and escapes, so now the relationship is awkward and intense, life ain't right when he makes the choice yet I experience and bare consequence, how's that fair, then I'll take the next sign of reciprocal interest as a dare, actually accept the challenge, of developing my hook up talents, instead of jealously waiting complaining, start participating in this type of game playing!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/17/25

Wants & Needs Desires/Dreams

I can handle embarrassment just don't be a liar, there's plenty of electricity but don't ignite my fire, I've worked so hard to heal, communicated how I feel, which seems to have inspired change, I find ghosting silence strange, giving self sabotaging energy, don't make me the enemy, simply cuz I show unconditional love,  we both are enough, I've been alone so long, it's helped make me stubbornly strong, distinguished between my wants and needs, finding a true gay besty has become one of my biggest desires/dreams!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
4/17/25

The Gift To Bridge & Uplift

There's nothing worse, than watching someone u love hurt, we all gotta do the work, can't just observe and lurk, the word is more often a verb, please don't put me on do not disturb, stay silent and ghost, I'm a person that cares the most, won't worry about myself, but I must be mindful I shouldn't help, even if I can, I am that man, magical almost royal, appear spoiled, when in fact I'm simply blessed, not able to be truly grateful yet, cuz this tremendous amount of grief, keeps falling like a leaf, easily blown in the wind, my saving grace is writing poetry or when I rap and sing, religiously choose the muse of music, to alchemize the heartache and pain using it, as quite a huge advantageous gift, building a bridge that will classically continue to both inspire and uplift!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/16/25

Bitch I'm The Prize/Gift

Going into self preservation mode, not gonna be distant and cold, but just done being anyone's optional choice, listen to the sincerity in my voice, I choose me and that's all that matters, now y'all can view from the rafters, simply won't have access, ignore the love bombing mass texts, perhaps we're all a lil bit delulu, sorry not sorry this time we're really thru boo, have fun dealing with karma cuz she's a bitch, I refuse to chase or even try when I finally realized I'm the real prize/gift!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/15/25