Happy Me/We

Don't diminish my fight, try to dim my magical bright light, ur not even human, can't comprehend what I'm doing, just how revolutionarily special and unique I am, most won't accomplish what I have in their lifespan, but what's pretty profound, is I took the long way around, made every single choice, navigating the consequence of neglecting my own voice, which wasn't discovered nor developed, is mindful compassionate consciousness enveloped, or like neither my reputation/character, such seriousness and grief needs extreme laughter, please appease and agree with me, geeze...we can all simply be happy!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/31/26

Shadowy Hurt Work

Comfortable exploring paradoxes rather than trying to resolve them, can we utilize mindfulness intelligence and start evolving, transcendence is possible, bettering ur circumstance is probable, but u gotta wanna actually change, and for many sheeple it's too strange, to do the shadowy work, sit with and observe the internal hurt, talk to urself, family and friends are mirroring soundboards to help, like Brandy sings "angels in disguise", magic in plain sight hides, in everything there's reasoning and meaning, it all comes in waves of timing and greeting new chapters/seasons!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/31/26

Modest Honest Simplistic Richness

Leaning into absurdity and I won't apologize, go ahead and believe the assumption/gossip/lies, ur gumption is real, sorry not sorry u can't deal with how I feel, my creative wordplay can make even ai laugh, what next will it say it shat, we ain't having the same conversation, rarely engage in confrontation, only non violent and educational, marijuana can be both medicinal and recreational, way better than booze and cigs, it's not my job to censorship my artisticness for kids, it's more authentic to remain honest, despite all the great richness stay humble simplistic and modest!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/31/26

Why's The Storm Norm

Last day of May, who knew things would turn out this way, not sure if it's good or bad, holding onto the memories of a life we used to have, filled with holiday joy and cheer, religiously relentless each and every year, just like clockwork, wanna see that hot jock twerk, better shake that ass fast, Mrs Dash that Monstah Mash, Google it bitches, I believe in magic warlocks and witches, the protégé of Gandalf the wizard, two things can be true like loving and hating a blizzard, we talking ice cream or a storm, how did we get to place where misunderstanding is common sense/the norm?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/31/26

Bent Consent

Stop making important decisions without my consent, did y'all ever consider ur the reason I stay so bent, taking away my right to choose, is autonomous abuse, u don't know what's better, future situations I must weather not together, cuz my whole family is dead, I no longer have my own bed, in fact I don't own anything, except the poetry and music I write rap and sing, and even then, more acquaintances than real genuine friends, since they're not nouns but actions, lucky/blessed to have found my purpose service and passion, only time will tell, if life here on Earth is heaven or hell!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/30/26

We All Fall Y'all

I've had a bad day or 2, but even if I have a few, show me the grace I give y'all, everybody must fall, how u react defines ur character, in serious times its hard to find the laughter, in darkness ur superpower is joy, I'm so grateful for my voice, plus my adhd/bipolar mind, if I could press a button to magically rewind, I would tell my mom how disappointed, all this Trust stuff could've been avoided, why don't people die perfect, I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy thinking life wasn't worth it, should've passed down my inheritance honorably, instead of taking away my autonomy!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/30/26

Butterfly High

Quite simply R.I.P., to the old version of me, I'm the chosen one, who's work is never done, what is it y'all do, haven't dealt with a quarter of the grief I went thru, it's not even a competition, wish ud actually stop to listen, pay attention to my needs, my wishes dreams and beliefs, let's come up with a long game plan, many perceive me to be an insane man, cuz I smile and find joy, being an orphaned single gay starving artist technically unemployed, still a resilient bright light, who like Jean Gray transforms into the Phoenix to fight, no longer caterpillaring I'm a butterfly, double Gemini vibrating high!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/30/26

Soul Control

Taking all the rage grief pain and anguish, trying to metabolize it all thru language, that volatility can be hard to live thru, but watch what I personally and artistically do, always leaned into music and marijuana, moreso than sex and drugs even tho I kinda wanted ta, escapism is never the answer, repression and avoidance is the leading cause of cancer, besides the man-made toxic poisonous food and air, our own government exercises hoarding tendencies and drastic tactics using fear, as a disciplinarian tool to control, while it seems the wealthiest/billionaires bought and paid for enslaving our collective energetic soul!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/29/26

Aligning Divine Design

My poems are like live wire, the tension gives em voltage/fire, they haven't yet cooled into philosophy, now nothing seems to stop me, tho I'm definitely not unbothered, I hope Trump isn't martyred, he's a con man and not even good, why is the truth so misunderstood, how did they bastardize the angels, we perceive everything from different angles, mine wasn't malicious vicious nor intentional, all human beings are uniquely multi dimensional, created by divine design, if we finally tune and align our vibrational frequency we'll be just fine!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/29/26

This Faggot Has Had It

I'm not gonna stare into the darkness, I know I'm becoming numb/heartless, may be gay and white, but got a lot of soul and righteous fight, with more than enough light and love, to support and help raise the collective consciousness up, mindfulness transcending, timeline realigning bending and blending, is it the best, life seems to be a test, just some dumb exclusive heteronormative tragedy, no homo romance allowed so y'all are probably laughing at me, what a wicked pitiful father fucking faggot, this existence has been utterly sadistically bitterly cruel and I've simply had it!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/29/26

I Blind

What they're doing isn't tough love it's cruel, y'all are the fool, if u think I'm special needs, fuck supplemental that shit's all me, honestly I'm disgusted, nobody can be trusted, which destroys my will til try thrive or even live, I should just take and never give, bastardizing righteousness, I'm bright white light with no idea how to fight this, delusional narrative of toxicity/poison, they don't care to see or hear the truth I'm voicing, out of sight and mind, many can't hear understand or find, so in this timeline matrix I'm Helen Keller deaf dumb and blind, but yet on the outside vibrate so high i have to rely solely on only me myself and I!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/28/26

Last Poem Unknown

Don't know how to deal with this, to the outside world I sit in rich bitch bliss, but it simply doesn't exist, I don't have ur perceived privilege, in fact I'm a prisoner of my mom, she did such irreparable harm, declaring me special needs, she stole my autonomy, I hate her for that, I'm paying for the trust she lacked, I can't forgive nor forget, now I'm just all set, this was the nail in the coffin for me, I have no more hope faith or belief, so much unknown, honestly this might be my last poem, maybe even day here in hell on Earth, I finally have no more will to live/wish I was never birthed!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/28/26

Career Fear

Feeling very unmotivated lately, like the world got tired of and hates me, my complaints so privileged they're out of touch, just cuz I had unconditional familial love, and now I don't, if u want me to subserviently fall in line I won't, I challenge authority, fuck the majority, they're usually wrong, probably can't comprehend the poetic lyricism in my song, thinking art isn't a career, u instill antirevolutionary fear, creatives have the real power, time for women to have their tower hour!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/28/26

Disciplinedom Wisdom

I don't know how to live paranoid, not trying to replace and refill the void, u get 1 mom and dad, don't appreciate what u had, until it's all gone, nobody knows me from when I was born, extended family faking care, boomers hoard and use fear, they only see money, neglect is never funny, but it's not my job to break generational curses, u know what's worse is, being micromanaged used and conserved, the only thing I ever really learned, they don't teach knowledge and wisdom, only dictate and lecture in disciplinedom!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/26/26

Too True Thru & Thru

Gotta say life has been pretty great, lately I've been lifting weight, not in a gym, but in releasing to rebegin, a new phase/chapter, and what I'm chasing after, is actually inward looking, almost kinda self hookering, loving and liking myself, enjoying freedom wealth and my health, I chose to put me first, transmuted all the pain grief and hurt, turning it into beautiful art, baring my whole soul and bleeding heart, passionately pushing thru, til all my hopes wishes and dreams ultimately come true too!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/23/26

Injecting Light Like Inception

U can't follow thru with plans u already made, perhaps I'm seeing this whole time uve been fake, playing u care, injecting inception chaos and fear, as if ur the only savior, but u show us who u are thru ur behavior, ur life is a mess, gonna talk less, and stop showing up, cuz there ain't no love, don't even have self like, y'all shadowed by my wealth of light, no agenda hidden, why are so many adults kidding, u can learn to miss me while I'm gone, I'm done with u and ur bs uve been warned!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/22/26

Interesting Gesturing

I'm just gonna go quiet, love antagonistically denying shit, simply trying to keep things interesting, y'all don't wanna know or see my internal gesturing, I'm sick of the same old bs, I'm not a mind reader playing the game of guess, to prove I'm right, I'd rather not fight, honestly I'm tired and drained, stifling local notoriety and fame, complaining about what's the point, cuz ur irritated and annoyed, we're all going thru turmoil, our patience has come to a boil, so many ready to snap, won't tell the truth to my face rather betray me behind my back, that's ok, maybe it's time to finally move away!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/21/26

Obligation Confrontation

I need tomorrow to go well, the past few years have been hell, done tremendous processing working on healing, creating has been therapy soundboarding feelings, throwing spaghetti at the wall, acting surprised when something sticks slightly then falls, go play dumb amongst other fools, my inheritance isn't ur tool, just cuz u think or say so, I'm done remaining silent/laying low, taking control back, my autonomy majorly lacked, gonna show up with questions prepared, there's no more fear here to dare share, wanting clarity isn't confrontation, perhaps y'all gotta learn the art of communication's a societal obligation!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/21/26

Can't Yet Find Peace Of Mind

Got a ton on my mind, peace is hard to maintain let alone find, why do strangers see me better, y'all don't make time nor effort to experience life together, since my family isn't hosting, there ain't no more coasting, thanks for showing I'm not a priority, I never used to fit the gay label of lesser than nor minority, saying the f word doesn't offend me, my sexuality isn't my entire identity, nor anybody's business really, if ur uninterested in building with me, then like Jojo sings "just get out...leave", I'm totally ok taking fiduciary care of me...esp financially, best for u both to respectfully bow out/step down, the irreparable harm caused by ur neglect's been profound!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/21/26

No More Martial Law War

What I really want in life, if u can alleviate some of the stress and strife, then just do it, be a positive force or conduit, otherwise honestly die already, I'm sick of the boomers fucking us over steadily, micromanaging us disguised as protection, both sides corrupted and rigged elections, waiting for the masses, to finally get on up off their asses, to revolutionarily protest, but truly the way we vote best, make the entire populous matter most so they ultimately decide, perhaps government sponsered history indoctrinated us all with one great big giant fraudulent illusion/con job/lie, nobody wants anymore of ur distraction wars, causing psychological chaos and confusion trying to evoke martial law, it won't happen, we the people will prosper as the last ones laughing, this time saying no thanks, taxpayers are done being exploited bailing out everyone else including bad businesses and banks, but just not us, why doesnt MAGA and Trump administration understand the whole globe hates their guts!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/21/26

Human Doings Ruining

Tough conversation situations, don't like insinuations, wtf is this supplemental shit/special needs, in life y'all must be in the weeds, people aren't just energy and money, governmental leadership or lack thereof is what's funny, but in a tragic sad way, when the terrorists are labeled the trans and gays, like love is the problem, arguing never solves em, inaction procrastination and neglect, destroyed checks and balances needed to protect, our God given inalienable rights, good luck when traumatized victims discover they're powerful lights, inspiring and frictioning, we aren't robotic slave human doings rather beings just simply existing!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/21/26

Mainstream Needs Me Seen

I'm beginning to see the need, to be seen in mainstream, there's nobody like me, masculine acting openly gay white queen, actually more like a king, got alot of soul and can rap and sing, especially performing live, poetry and hip hop music's where I thrive, authenticity is my currency, AI ain't be worrying me, I'm brilliantly human/individually unique, people should pay attention when I speak, call me too intense or deep, instead of letting fear rule I leaped, finally a consequence from my own choice, took me decades to hone both my persona and his potentially timeless classic voice!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/26

Crooking While We Ain't Looking

Unless u pay my bills I pay no mind time or energy, what people think of me or my legacy, is none of my business, when I read special needs I said what is this, how dare u, do u even care dude, ur my uncle, punching my financial balls with brass knuckles, my dad's rolling over in his grave, while big sis probably enraged, trying to misalign my divine right, inherited money family but most importantly love and light, u were supposed to do right by me even if nobody's looking, of course u wanna avoid probate when ur crooking!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/26

Con Don's Lob Slop Job

Orphaned choosing my new family, y'all don't have to understand me, just show love and respect, it is ur fiduciary duty to care and protect, do ur job, not simply pitch some lob slop, thinking I'm gonna block my blessings, I'm gonna keep em guessing, I have enough money and I don't want the responsibility/power, this is evil's reign's final hour, good always triumphs, can't help ask why Trump, how could u not see the con, exciting to watch the downfall of all those attached to the Don!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/26

Why Hide Out Loud

The truth always comes out, exploitation's happening right in our faces loud, they're not even trying to hide, but I'm left wondering why deny, u want support and love, yet u won't give it enough, like the boomers hoarding it all, that whole generation needs to die off and fall, their regime is wicked toxic, they stifled and micromanaged our collective consciousness, they didn't really want us to succeed, never gave us what we wanted even when desperately in need, told to pull ourselves up by bootstraps and work harder, passing on nothing more than the trauma caused by their mother and father!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/19/26

Abuser Users

Lucky puppy, having the balls to come up and say u wanna phuck me, or me u, that isn't something I normally do, but I make a few exceptions, I pay attention to my protection, guys are liars and users, a regular plain Jane top pretends to be a Sir Master abuser, misleading and misrepresenting themselves, say they have no agenda and wanna help, but what's funny, it's only about money, gay for pay, but only digital play, turns out they're just scam artists, simply faking/exploiting the hardest!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/19/26

Rise & Thrive Wise Aside

I'm not a defeatist, nor an elitist/non-believist, I have hope and faith, good triumphs over evil and it'll all be ok, but right now it's not, don't work hard try smart, stop abandoning our allies, overpriced oil prices barrel wise, is from Trump's stupidity, seriously question his lucidity, he's destroying our character globally, he should be totally ashamed and shamed scoldingly, accountability isn't silly, interest rates aren't willy nilly, leadership isn't philosophical, experience proves ur choice's consequence was illogical, please step aside, let the next generation rise and thrive!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/18/26

The Disadvantaged Micromanaged

Have u ever been micromanaged, the boomers engineered inherent disadvantage, so no one will ever supercede them, made to think believe and feel we need/depend, the collective will be better off when they're gone, perhaps we'll experience a new dawn, instead of endless dusk, confused truth and love with profit and lust, bastardizing the righteous good, so power and freedom are misunderstood, money is not energy, instead of lecturing education try mentoring me, pass knowledge on, like u should've done with the baton, existence is a generational marathon not a sprint, what happened to the art of conversation common sense and our ability to critically think!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/18/26

Stop The Dis Ease Please

Being present is a gift, noticing a major shift, an elevation if u will, ain't no quick fix/magic pill, just simply stop it, that toxic shit, cyclically on repeat, as if u manifest defeat, misunderstanding dis ease, so many like me who used to people please, and say well I'm an artist so I kinda have to, like likes followers or bank accounts determine value, will anyone show up for shows, watch the magic happen in real time they're mind blown, I'm not even being arrogant or cocky, but for all y'all that have to see to believe...just watch me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious

5/17/26

Stronger Longer

Do I steal energy shine and thunder, get more attention for a blunder, cuz it's all about shock value, I do art not cuz I have to, but since it's my passion purpose and service, even if I never make it big my work isn't worthless, perhaps my stock will rise, only after I've died, I really hope not, maybe when I'm an old fart, actually retired unlike the boomers, attracting the ogling gooners, take a picture it lasts longer, I love how hate makes me stronger!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/17/26

Hulking Adulting

Do u remember my rise and grind, explore to seek and u may find over time, u discover the way, it took me a while to understand I'm gay, knew I was different, but was just innocent, I was living my best kid life, no responsibility plight or strife, besides are those girl or boy toys, chatty Kathy gossiping noise, mostly cuz I couldn't hear, minus irrational fear, that comes with adulting, wondering if I'll ever be strong enough to start hulking!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/17/26

Simply As Is

Gotta be a bright light, who in hip hop lyrically fights, not outta spite but with passion, words hurt but not like action, how u treat people, shows whether ur good or evil, in the sense that maps ur character/soul, ur frequency and vibration as a whole, depends on how ur perceived, do u even care or think about the legacy ull leave, in the wake of ur ignorance, drowning in a crablike sea of hypocrite innocence, I'm tired with the lack of grace I freely give, while y'all presumptiously assume judgmentally the life and way I choose to authentically live!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/16/26

What's With This Business

My motivation this month was weak, perhaps my poetry writing piqued, I took four days off, and now I can't afford my loft, went from 2000 views a day, to barely 208, I'm ok with that, cuz my true fans have my back, I'm totally binge worthy, ur lack of support doesn't hurt me, it is what it is, art is my passion not yet a business, I'm in the process, no stupid singing contests, I'm an original artist, making a name for and by myself is the hardest!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/16/26

Styled Wild

Once u made lemonade u can't get that fruit back, instead of focusing on what u don't have, remember comparison is the thief of joy, compliments or criticism got u annoyed, both come from love, why don't u feel good enough, phuck luck and privilege perceived, something isn't true just cuz u believe, like antigravity law being applied, that which falls will rise and fly high, life after death Biggie style, Joe Conscious becoming famous would be absolutely wild!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/16/26

A Feelings Meeting

Don't need a lil birdy to chirp me dirty, no matter what I say or do can never be unworthy, words are never deadly weapons, just take a couple excedrins, how about a time out, disagreement doesn't mean bout, perhaps better letters put together, truth isn't like risk to be measured, censorship sucks, success is a lil luck, cuz passion talent and drive aren't enough, can u make someone fall in lust/love, without even ever meeting, help others tap into their feelings, especially the ones they haven't expressed, nobody cares if ur diary's perfect or the best!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/15/26

He Within All Of We

Im not worried as much anymore, I mean really what for, nothing's in our control, not even our character or soul, are we what we day or what others believe, who owns the narrative of me and JC, do u see them as the same, or is it just an alter ego/identity game, such a crazy double Gemini, I don't run away to hide, I confront truth abrasively, so stubborn I choose to often act hastily, study patterned behavior, not naive nor gullible enough to hope in an almighty savior, I am He, and lives within all of we!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/15/26

No Cord Or Ward

That wasn't rock bottom just a low point, honestly I'm getting wicked annoyed, stop acting funny, none of it is ur money, ur a glorified accountant that I can't count on at all, ironically u didn't catch me during my fall, imagine not showing up, with a simple hug to show unconditional love, instead I wound up in a psych ward, seems death cut the umbilical cord, what a way to spend Christmas tho, even then everybody thought I was still a blessing to be around u know Joe!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/15/26

What Next

My first stay at a RI hostel is done, I wouldn't say it was fun, but it beats being homeless, relying much more on aloneness, putting myself first, neglect from Trustees hurts, my mom and dad would be rolling in their graves, her brothers weren't his faves, they were never there for grams, even my cousins couldn't understand, must be nice, to just be able to go on with life, totally unaffected, meanwhile I'm no longer protected, and I used to be terrified, but now my resilient Phoenix warrior energy has been validated!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/15/26

Faith's Great Grace

Can u handle hanging with an angel, thats addicting hard to detach from or get unentangled, gotta stop taking a phat dip in the RI gay dating pool/puddle, been nothing but trifling stifling cliquey false idoling bubbled trouble, filled with pups bears twinks fairies and otters, are we just valuable pieces of meat to be of use/energy/fuel/fodder, ponder that for a minute, natural resources are neither finite nor infinite, we don't know God's limits, if he she they or whatever even exists, we're dependent on collective belief hope and faith, only together can we weather better to create our great manifested heaven here on earth in all its amazing grace!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/13/26

Wild Child

I'm 4 forces colliding, it's called double Geminiing Scorpio rising, 2 sets of twins holding opposite truths at once, I play sarcastic antagonist naturally just for fun, makes conversations interesting, keeping everybody mysteriously guessing, it ain't lucky I create my blessings, like a phoenix resilience building thru incessant testing, they've heard the myths, lucifer and his minions have many tricks and gimmicks, but I am God's chosen child, and this existence is an amusement park ride gone wild!

Peace and 1

Joe Conscious 

5/13/26

Terrorist Therapist

Here comes insta now censoring, nobody's required to be a role model mentoring, I'm allowed to have adult content at almost 44, I can be a sexy slutty pig if I want to whore more, I give 0 shits/phucks, y'all don't take accountability enough, love isn't just lust, it's showing up and trust, goes both ways, all those gays, hurt hurting sheeple, bastardizing good is evil, Trump is the biggest terrorist there is, even psychiatrists need a therapist, since there's no do-overs nor rewind, he'll find time won't be kind!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/13/26

Worth The Work

U want me u gotta work, I already told u I know my value and worth, good luck, if ur looking for a quick phuck, random anonymous hook up, I'm only attracting unconditional love, u better be able to add light to my life, be there and care when it frights/bites, curve balls failures and dead ends, are easier to handle with chosen family and friends, and I'm wicked father fucking blessed, to have the absolute eclectic best!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious

5/13/26

No Maybe...F.A.F.O. Baby

I have finally seen the light, time to fight with all my might, he should be ashamed of himself, supposed to care for and help, not ignore and neglect, family is supposed to serve and protect, how dare u, play me for a fool, fafo baby, there ain't no maybe, do what's right and just, even when nobody's looking much, the truth always comes out, don't know how to bout, so instead of being a passive voyeur, gonna let a pro handle it so I'm finally hiring a lawyer!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/11/26

Yolo Homo

Can't tell if it's aging or just grief, but so many sheep lack urgency, no more fomo for this homo, totally cool riding solo yolo, I'm better off on my own, my heart's home, and that's enough, got overwhelming amount of love, my friends and chosen family, truly see and understand me, there isn't a might, I have to stand up for myself and fight, my inheritance is my divine right, I absorbed my dad sis and mom's light, leaving many blocked by it's shadow, I'm way too deep while puddles shallow, I'll raise my vibrational frequency, to only attract kindness compassion and decency!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/11/26

Again With Them

Like The Chicks not ready to make nice nor back down, I don't care if I'm wicked deep I'm over profound, should smarten and wisen up, don't u know there's different forms of love, I struggle breaking generational trauma/curses, and ultimately what's worse is, some people never conquer them, repeating vicious cycles over again, stubbornly strong, perhaps for far too long, persistently practicing insanity, y'all can't understand let alone manage me, did u block blessings, not learning lessons, u can't miss destiny's calling, since there's only rising after falling, what's meant for u will find its way, gotta wake bake and try to thrive every blessed wretched day!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/7/26

Phoenix Me JC

The smallest trigger lately gets the full weight of everything, look at the beautiful therapeutic medicine writing poetry brings, I'm so proud of myself, didn't deny or decline help, I simply chose to choose me first, yet I can't ignore consequential hurt, perhaps I'm silly, wasn't trying to take full responsibility, that's ur failure, and cuz I'm love I could never hate ya, I've got faith grace and empathy, I ain't gonna let this incessant negative bs get the best of me...Phoenix JC!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/7/26

Should Let Go Tho

Been struggling the past few days, in so many ways, expecting grace without reciprocity, I'm tired pretending disrespect doesn't really bother me, how dare u say sorry then lecture on my mistake, ur lucky I didn't throw my drink in ur face, seriously bro u got shit twisted, be careful ur about to get fisted, and not in the butt or gut, perhaps u slipped up, just do ur job, u fat miserable uninteresting slob, I won't stoop so low tho, but u and ur manager should both be let go!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/7/26

Even In-between Need

Happiest of birthdays to my buddy Nick, if u haven't seen his artwork it's sick, he's super creative and cool, dudes with tattoos rule, it's true just cuz JC says so, a real model not a role, a beautiful soul, deep beneath the superficial, has a hard outta shell, rose up from the depths of hell, to find himself a daddy, about to roll up a phatty boom batty, maybe he will even take a puff, have the bestest day and year yet and get phucked up, can never have too much love, or give hugs enough, whether playing Press Your Luck or Whammy, almost twin flames meaning he really gets or understands me, very difficult developing genuine friends growing older, no matter what tho bro I'll carry u on my back/shoulders, if ever ur in need, we'll conquer all obstacles including time space and any distance between!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/5/26

Disheartening Alarming

Trying to find a reasonable 1 bedroom apartment, in RI is alarmingly disheartening, with only a bed and a desk, can't find anything 1500 a month or less, that's not only ridiculous, it's pretty maliciously vicious/insidious, time to move to a third world country, I don't care who makes fun of me, where 50k a year's poor here, is luxiouriously lavish living there, plus the food and products aren't poisoned, I think capitalism is evilly greedy corrupt and annoying, it's total focus on the simple root word, but for me unfortunately telling the truth hurts, like existence just sucks us up of our collectively consumptioned expensive energy, Trump will go down in herstory as the worst ever presidential legacy!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/4/26

Finger Licking Addiction Beginning

My poems become declarative self prophecy, ur misunderstanding doesn't sweat nor bother me, especially anymore, I've learned to close many doors, don't ghost just disengage, let them be live and go their own ways, showing u who they are, patterns can character scar, innocent hearts and minds, vibrational frequency attracts/finds, energy exchanges and frictions, I'll be ur best healthiest addiction, so good finger licking, I love nipple tickling, scratching itches, outtalenting these fake ass whack rap bitches, without any lyrical wisdom substance and value, selling ur sexy soul simply cuz u think u have to!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/2/26

 

Heist The Zeitgeist

Got my head and beard did, so I'm looking and feeling sexy as shit, wait that doesn't make sense, I make people mad tense, cuz I'm super deep, all about genuine authenticity, that's just my nature/vibe, I'm a double Gemini always high guy, not a big drinker, more of an over thinker, yet I'm living and learning, rediscovering of my yearning, to make Joe Conscious part of the zeitgeist, revolutionizing a Transcendant Enlightenment like heist alright?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/2/26