My Blind Heart Soul & Mind

What is seriously taking so long, my smile may be but spiritually I'm not that strong, whether or not y'all have had it withe me, as a sole beneficiary human being I deserve advocacy, without capitalistic exploitation, say fiduciarally care but boy u hating, and it's overtly showing, irreparable harm's animosity is growing, gotten to the point, I'm not simply annoyed, my extended family is also now dead, hope u enjoy living in and with shame/regret, disrespectfully disgraced, grandpa and grandma's last name, my dad never liked u, my mom would be absolutely disgusted what her brothers might choose, robbing me dry blind, that level of betrayal is impossible to comprehendingly accept in my heart soul and mind!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/15/26

Security's Purity

Fairytales can be Disney or Grimm, I'll say it again homosexuality isn't a sin, and I don't say this shit slightly lightly, but fight/bite me, can be the spark storm survivor philosopher and sarcastic comedian all in the same poem, still just a single average Joe who's not all knowing, experienced af, can u love urself when nobody's left, ain't defined by any one thing, I find passion purpose and service when I write rap and sing, especially making magic happen performing raw live, literally showing up with consistent influence's out loud leather care bear stare styled pride, why y'all asking how, "on any clock upon the wall the time is always now", there's a simple but true purity, listen feelingly to Joss Stone musically musing to be society's Security!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/14/26

Drastic Sarcastic Magic

When ur lost in the dark, let me be a hopeful spark, inspiring a bright light, illuminating a cloudy starless night, to find shine, sure y'all can borrow some of mine, I'll be fine and dandy, whether or not u understand me, my revolutionary radically infectious smile, adds authenticity's aura to my style, like frictioning resilience, activating elevated consciousness' brilliance, becoming fanatically addicted, so genuinely original and unique unable to be predicted, timelessly classic, despite losing my whole family then being betrayed was drastic tragic, weirdly enough makes me believe in magic, embrace the fact that my love language is actually sarcastic!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/14/26

The Kid Done Did

Fuck off and just die already, since u wanted the US to be a corporation no heart nor heady empathy, all horrible humans go to hell literally, God should treat u the way u did us which was disgustingly shifty, I hope u never rest or get peace, we sow yet u steal the reap, consequences without choice, trying to inherit my talents/voice, my family's money's all mine, cuz that right as the last one standing's divine, plus the trust contract has repeatedly been breached, they say those who can't do teach, well I done did, so don't disrespect my character nor intelligence pretending I'm some special needs kid!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/13/26

Unpresidential/Trustee Credentials

Can't take one more minute of this life, consumed by this betrayaled plighted strife, fuck both my uncles, deserve to be curbstomped after punched with brass knuckles, then do the same to Trump, not only should he be fired/dumped, but his execution should be televised, along with every complicit person in that administration who perpetuated lies, need to be imprisoned with no parole, no more unaccountability scold, boomers are too old they must retire, their selfish greedy hoardishness is dire, time for them to go, give up this fascist dictatorish conservatorship like control!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/13/26

Graced Fated Faith

We never know what people are dealing with in private, sometimes weather doesn't match climate, take the temperature of their situation, but prepare for defensive "bitch u hating", minding one's own business, instead of fantastically assuming it's all lived bliss, u may know about or of, I've never been in sexually attracted love, am I demi or maybe a, perhaps bi but probably just gay, knew I was kinky before anything else, defensive beta submissiveness doesn't help, nor blind unreciprocated niceness, trying not to dull or harden my soul shine/heart so vampirically zombified robotic ur lifeless, gotta give grace, ultimately trust in fated faith!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/13/26

Showing Knowing

Life isn't perfect, but living grateful is worth it, faith is hope in action, yet a state of being empassioned, to hold on strong, for however long, cuz God's got me, I truly believe, it's like an unconditional knowing, stay aware of what people are showing, cuz that's actually who they are, survival is hard, but not the only mode, crack that code, spirituality is stronger than the matrix, love will always conquer hatred, since it's divine law, u don't have to crabbily grasp grab or claw, Earth ain't a bucket, surrendered so now all I say is fuck it!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/12/26

Anti Bitterness Business

Intimidating spitting authenticity's truth, like Mary J "I'm the living proof", end of tunnel's light, personified resilient fight, wandering thru life, as if growth equates plight and strife, success was never the teacher, an artist/philosophical preacher, frictioning inspiration, American means melted pot integration, learn to live with each other, isolation is tougher, lover over violence, complicity's silence, platforming consciousness, politicians and lawyers are honestless, more concerned with capital and power, Gemini mixture of sweet and sour, this tower hour moment, isn't one I'm interested in squeezing and holding, so no sing I'm gonn rap, intellectually verbally but not hurtfully overtly attack, went from de to offense, told to harden my soft lens, it ain't personal just business, creating a country consumed by unempathetic heartless bitterness!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/11/26

Monet Away

Wishing isn't willing magical shit into fruitioned existence, otherwise Joe Conscious should be the new dictator and chief/President, both my political party and religion are love, I always had enough, otherwise I worked, receiving an inheritance felt like the worst cursed spoiled jerk, if u saw it like a Monet, zooming out my mom dad and only big sister passed away, and I'm gay which shouldn't matter, except I'm the real deal mad hatter poet/rapper, neither G nor me had kids and I'm not ever getting married, surving extreme grief betrayal plus greed and the stress I've carried, my only responsibility is to myself, but don't get it twisted I earned all this guiltless shamefree wealth, however remember fortune without health is wasted, the legacy my family left I gained the reigns and embraced it, still getting by and high with friends again tho, same Ole old soul JC or Joe, being naturally happily grateful blessed and gifted, gotta keep inspiringly trying to give others a helping hand being seriously spiritually uplifted, music's transcendently intrusive, almost abusive how much true raw talent is elusive!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/10/26

Just Simply Me

How do u become a writer, prob the same way I became a fighter, life pushes u, we're what we say and do, but are we, if truly free, we can disagree, what's perceived, do u see a 6 or 9, where ur standing defines, I'm ready to change, betrayal's so strange, nice turned kind, grew guts pride backbone/spine, now is my time to shine, finally realigned, with my passion and purpose, which miraculously magically happens to also be of service, whether poet rapper singer songwriter producer or MC, uniquely beautifully genuine authenticity personified as just simply me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/9/26

Kindly Take Time With Money

Things are slowly snailing better, as we seasonal into Fallish weather, got my entrepreneurial job, slowly replacing what 9 to 5 mentality robbed, financial freedom, even if extreme grief's a contributory reason, don't judge me, ur opinion isn't my business/belief, this circumstance is absolutely tragic, whether u can try to soul swap or frictionously steal my magic, it's my mom dad and sister's soul and light, giving me the resilient power to fight for what's right, turned niceness kind, vice veraed making money over time!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/6/26

Loose Moves

Just trying to make moves, learn to laugh more/let loose, cuz life's seriously short, always better with a cohort, esp to sport around, a wing man so profound, I found within me, whether anyone else will believe, grown into my best self, richness ain't wealth, health was dealt thru genes, whatever this trust stuff means, unconditional love is my guiding light, with consistent persistent resilience to fight, all the zombie vampire demons, Lucifer's spawned semen, whether imaginary or not, be grateful for what u got, can't take shit when we're gone, every day's a lucky blessing so stop projecting forlorn being born!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/5/26

Leave Legacy Energy

Just cuz I'm at the bar doesn't mean I'm a drunkard fool, in fact I'm prob there doing music or playing pool, which are both free btw, stop with all the bitter envious jealousy/hate, it's not a good look, u can know of or about me like Pink yet I'm still misunderstood, so much gossiping assumption, pay attention to consumption, that's actually our greatest power, progress forward from this nihilistic doom and gloom final hour, words are spells, shouldn't manifest ur own personal hells, nor accidentally misdirect cursing negative energy, focus on u urself and ultimately the definitive legacy we leave!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/4/26

Pass On Unpresidented Con Don

Keep ur nosy negative opinions to urself, get some psychiatric help, u crazy person, ur wanna be judgy Judy words be hurting, how dare u come on my page, spewing abusiving hate, like ur beholdingly emboldened, age is a privelege unguaranteed tho theyre growing, mindful consciousness untranscending, cuz y'all be playing/pretending, like u prob did back in school, too cool but a fool, cheating the system, means u passively unlearningly listening, so ego centric selfish stubborn, boomers unable to guidingly govern, collectively just hoarders, constantly disrespecting my boundary's borders, lack the ability to pass the baton on, epitomely defined by ur tragic fascist discriminating dictator hater con Don!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/3/26

Phoenix Light Bright

Gotta get passed the past fast, this whole era doesn't have much longer to last, I mean really over 2 years, the only thing that truly fear's scares, is intentional avoidable negligence and complicity, this may sound silly uninterestingly, so y'all are easily distracted, passive pretending active, when u fools won't make a move, can't find the pocket's groove which soulfully soothes/improves, overall quality of life, helping others to inspiringly pull and push thru the pain plight and strife, knowing it'll be alright, hold onto to hope faith belief and light!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/2/26

Are Orgasms Happening

Even tho I was let down again, I had a profound bent vent about a friend and then, it turned into a poem, collapsed before we even got going, sure I'm emotionally strong, is my phoenix like resilience ability long, how about this magnetic energy, leaving me vampirically personified lethargy, stoned coma induced medically, I know I'll find true love eventually, or perhaps it'll be attracted to me, unpossessively/autonomously free, what really is bothersome tho, these toddleristic immature whorish hoes, fantastically orgasming, cuz sucking and fucking strangers just ain't happening!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/2/26

Unearned Learned Burned

Seriously lost interest, in all these fake ai bot accounts vids and images, like Mitch McConnell style, digital Weekend At Bernie's wild, know how it sounds, but friendship family and love are verbs not labels/nouns, what I've come to experiencingly learned from being burned, trust can and should never be verbally nor financially earned, apparently it's ur turn to project hypocrisy, can't stop this broken heart bothering me, these guys are so predictably lame, simply stuck playing online truth hiding games, time to meet face to face, with no prepaid plans made, no judgment hate or shade, if u can't be the real deal just go away!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/2/26

U Too Lose Metaphorical Shoe's Truths

This trust stuff has got to love on, how did this all manifestedly con, what did my mom think of me, was this just my uncles' greed, this is very diabolical to believe, unautonomously free, betrayed for over 2 years, broke unhomed is leaving me terrifyingly scared, like why is this even happening, this story seems so fabledly tall tailingly dramatic it's baffling, 1000000% true, all this gaslighting abuse spewed is impossibly hard to see thru, can't even ask what Jesus would do, he's neglectfully invisible too, when will this prevalent evil lose, eventually y'all will take turns walking in not mine but similar shoes!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/1/26

Life's Lottery's Autonomy

Tiredly exhausted being the moral compass/police, can't wait for when the maga movement retreats, they should be running away, in evilly deeply unconscionable shame, lucifer ain't got shit on u, the end game's aloof, not the tunnel's light, got tons of spite to fight, underneath a whole lotta multi layered extreme grief's hurt, how dare anyone say to go to school again or work, won't willingly give up my autonomy, inheritance isn't like winning ticketed lottery, the entrusted specificity includes these, requirements of unconditional fiduciary duties, so now it's gaveledly in judge's hands, this level of emergency seems uncourteously impossible to digestibly understand!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/1/26

Banged Change

Somehow hanging in there, unruled by fear, but that doesn't mean I'm ok, never felt oppressive betrayal/hate, until now, their raised eyebrows are from sheer shock, we the people have victory on lock, mostly cuz love, always wins when lifting each other up, Erin-O wrote that in a hook, why are lgbs overlooked, perhaps sexuality isn't our identity, why y'all consider the t to be an obscenity, who decides these rules, checks and balances used to be righteous justice's huge tool, instead we got Trump, useless as a molehilled lump, time to vote better, the 70% anti maga independent need to unite and fight together, in order for the collective to change, uncover ur mind's eyes with bangs!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/1/26

Left Or Right's Sight's Light Fight

This level of absurd self-awareness, can't be declared carelessness, expressing darkness and light, exposing my inner spiritual/mental fight, a double Gemini guy, presumptuously means 4 voices inside, diaried stream of consciousness, authenticity's vulnerability's slightly obnoxious bliss dissed, feared as scary, who decided girls to be unhairy, so much unnecessary work, patriarchy's such a hardy misogynistic jerk,  while evil literally lurks now in plain sight, and like Mike ignites "it don't matter if ur black or white" right?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/30/26

Hellish Jealousness

Cynicism isn't sarcastic hope, don't be a nihilistic anarchist/dope, shouldn't elope with an ai trope, remember the humanistic soul's scope, consciousness transcendant, stop trying to make robotics sentient, techys playing God while bastardizing trans, must take money outta politics stance, redefine democratic socialist non communist narrative's dance, which is intellectually hard to understand, maybe they don't hate scholars they're just jealous, that kinda ignorant immature stupidity's gotta be hellish!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/30/26

Infamous/Notorious Victorious

I know I'll be victorious, infamous/notorious, due to resilent self love and grace, tremendously unconditional hope and faith in spades, but I don't know why, I'm just an average Joe kinda guy, cordial normal, occupying or surviving extreme grief could be a portal, to a new timeline just mine, souls entwined vines like time, tick tocked yin yang, poetry and music the same thang, imagine life without art, can't be human unless got a beating heart, transcendent conscious mind, no rewind to find, infinitely cycling beginnings as also ends, reincarnated mates are our mirroring angelic friends!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/28/26

Wits' Skits/Imprints

Behind the fantastical illuminati big dreamed conquering schemes/sckizms, y'all should listen to my not naively blind positivity that's hard earned authentic idealism, unmatrixing this illusioned prison system unjust and unmoral, how can I be complicitly's cordial, I'm done giving grace to others, being the ideal lil or bigger brother, cuz I lost my only big sister, and I severally deeply miss her, at this point in my life, extreme grief's plight and strife, stifling my light at the end of the tunnel, fuck suffering's insufferable funnel, kids in adult skins, without maturity's infinitely wisdomous wits, this ain't comedic skits, literal legacy's futuristically forever nostagically imprints!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/27/26