Heaven Sent In The End Then

I'm sharing not to complain but inspire, how do I get u to transcend higher, focus on mindful consciousness, cuz I'm sick and tired of this incompetent obnoxiousness, I mean aren't y'all, it's ok to fall, but will u get back up, can u give grace when love just ain't enough, and it's only one way, I'm done defending gays, we're queer here there any and everywhere, care to mess with us if u dare, keep underestimating them again then, our sexuality doesn’t depend in the end if we're heaven sent!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/9/25

Reap Deep

I showed up for u in ways u couldn't, too available anytime when u wouldn't, ud ghost and avoid, then act all annoyed, when I stuck up for myself, now all I do is wonder why help, esp to those who don't take responsibility, ending a friendship over something silly, like not making time, to see if I'm ok/fine, I've gone thru some very traumatic shit, y'all come to me for automatic wit, but my depth is so deep, u can't handle what uve sown on ur own and reap!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/9/25

Giving Legacy Energy

Still very much reeling, from the thought I hurt ur feelings, it confounds me dumbfoundedly, I was simply trying to create a healthy boundary, I gave u too much, and u hadn't reciprocated true love, just spouting empty words, not showing up for me really hurts, especially when I called u out, I can't cyclically keep fighting this bout, so I let u go, didn't expect ud pretend I never existed tho, again where's my grace, I can feel ur hate/distaste, that's why I no longer match ur energy, I'd rather forgiveness and understanding be my legacy!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
7/8/25

Fight For Love & Light

Lately I crave connection more than attention, where's the government's intention of protection, I feel profoundly let down, waiting for common sense to come back around, when will the pendulum swing back, don't know how much longer democracy can withstand this attack, gone are checks and balances, money never trickles to the creatives/talented, get ur greedy hands out my pockets, I'm sure I'm on the enemy's watch lists, since I'm a source of love and light, y'all pushed so hard this pacifist is ready to get up and finally fight!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/8/25

Incompetency Hypocrisy & Greed

Yesterday was a hard one, wish I had to spar none, but the level of incompetency bothers me, we are victims of the devil's sodomy, it seems more recently, y'all have lost human decency, we are pretty much the same, and I refuse to play the hating game, we let them win, when we don’t blame the origin, the reaction becomes the focus, politicians use evil hocus pocus, to distract us from the tyranny and greed, I'm angry at the gaslighting and blatant hypocrisy, boomers perpetually control and hoard, they are responsible for letting this country go so far off course!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/8/25

Lonely Knows Me

Why does it seem God, enjoys making life so painfully hard, like he's encouraging, nothing but suffering, I can't take anymore grief, I've lost all faith/belief, how on earth am I supposed to live, got nothing more to give, depleted dry, all I wanna do is get high cry or die, the latter is preferable, I thought family and friends were supposed to be inseparable, instead I'm alone and lonely, and I don't think there's anybody who truly knows me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/7/25

Quickly Rid Of Me

Today was the first I wanted to give up, all I want is love, don't seem to be good enough, or have that type of luck, what's wrong with me, if life were weather it would be stormy, never been a normy, nor got in line conformingly, rather be a rebel, to the umpteenth level, I may appear disheveled, but this journey has been incredible, now I'm done, evil won, I no longer want to be here, nobody even cares, if I were gone tomorrow, I doubt there'd be palpable sorrow, in fact I'm sure I'd be forgotten quickly, like Nick ud probably be happy to be rid of me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/7/25