Just Such Gush & Blush

Even tho nothing happened, he had me smiling and laughing, calling me cute which made me blush, I kept complimenting him with such gush, was so baffled and flattered how, we got into publically massaging tickling and making out, I didn't wanna be needy, or timewise get too greedy, so went home alone, I'm both mature and grown, can handle the fact we didn't hook up, for me it wasn't just lust but potential love, anyway that's gay, never know tho we may bump into each other again in LA!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/12/26

Rebegin Forgetting Him

Evil can't see themselves, they pretend help, when in reality, they're making u a casualty, let them go Joe, too trusting and forgiving u know, don't just ghost block, can find better cock, he was chicken shit, u need a mature man that's legit, kind compassionate and who shows up, that doesn't choose money and power/control over love, let his karma get him, fuck his apology move on forget and rebegin, the right guy will find his way, yes that goes even for the gays!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/11/26

I'm Right Light

Love and sorry are verbs not just words, when trying to help others u actually hurt, they're not ur assignment, more money means isolation/confinement, my relationships aren't contractual, my truth is actual practical and factual, I'm sick and tired of excuses, artists are more important than promoters labels and producers, a&r execs are like military recruiters, leading lambs to their slaughter like an executioner, yet claim to be light, what u continue to choose to do just ain't right!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/10/26

Mr Hot Chocolate

It was like one look and I couldn't stop it, magnetized by Mr Hot Chocolate, as I got to know him, in the back of my mind I'm like win, he was authentic smart and kind, definitely a rare find, plus he thought I was cute, been a long ass while since I made a move on a dude, he was worth it, he's here from LA on some work shit, so I thought it appropriate to ask him on a date, all I can say is don't be jelly/hate!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/10/26

Life & Death

Don't know what to do, wish there was a real goo, from living lost and confused, cuz powers that be blurred truths, I refuse to pay to play, call it a day, if u think I'm a willing sacrifice, go get a righteous life, ascend into isolation or descend and be free, both lucifer and christ are conscious and within me, I can't understand which path to choose, either way we all lose, even when trying our best, that's just simply life and death!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/9/26

Revolt Cults

Perhaps my heart is frozen, from never truly being chosen, most people's jobs win out, caught up in capitalism's workaholic bout, greed is a disease, y'all sell ur souls with such ease, not thinking about love, or that u already have more than enough, Mary has no lambs, but I'm gonna do all I righteously can, to simply just be happy, go ahead and laugh at me, I refuse to join a cult, ull always find me sheparding resistance/revolt!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/9/26

Misunderstood Good

Instead of a butcher I'd rather be a shepard, being a part of the illuminati is so stepford, I am walking love and light, I don't condone violence to fight, no matter how u spin it robbing stealing and killing is evil, I'm not one of those conspiracy theory sheeple, I believe patterns, gonna sit back and watch what happens, when the time comes, I won't forget where I came from, u can't do bad things to become enlightened good, so much knowledge wisdom truth and communication is misunderstood!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/8/26