Safe Space/Home Base

Consistent content isn't enough, I say this with much love, but u must have substance and value, in business u simply have to, there's no trick, I'm not some drag gimmick, ain't any short cuts, I just wasn't a putz, instead of escaping, making the void more gaping, I leaned inward, remembering the difference between a noun and verb, what u feel isn't real, character's defined by how u deal, confront fear, gotta pick truth or dare, pick a side, there's no island to hide, join society, move in silence or at least quietly, live in peace, vulnerability isn't weak, like home base, I'll always be a safe space!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/11/26

Lacking Listening Mechanism

Lacking deep sleep, mostly from extreme grief disbelief and anxiety, mostly from neglect of fiduciary care, guess there's no compassion nor empathy to spare, pretty evident, we've got a selfish narcissistic president, reminds me of my uncle Trustee, he doesn't have the capacity to show love to me, financially he's screwed me over time and again, pissing off real chosen family and friends, God will get evil in the end, don't think less of me cuz I stay bent, like art it's my coping mechanism, especially when u never actually tried to stop and understandably listen!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/11/26

Art Is Vulnerable Intimacy Literally

Please understand, at the end of the day I'm just a man, I don't have any secret cheat codes, but I'm unconditional love not loathe, that goes a long way, why does love turn to hate, experience grief, or unbelievable mistrust/disbelief, that'll shock u back to life, stop asking me if I want children or wife, stop telling me to work, u selfish greedy misguided jerk, my dad's rolling in his grave, mom and G chose to cremate, which was my idea, out of irrational fear, cuz I refuse to be buried in a box, not in life but in the bedroom bondage is hot, forcing intimacy, wish y'all would stop taking my sarcasm truth humor so literally!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/10/26

Trustee Free Me

Try to let yesterday, simply fade away, I'm an Italian stallion, super gentlemanly valiant, so I won't hold grudges, could never be friends with someone who judges, that's just not my style, u can be crazy and wild, yet do nothing wrong, I transmute a lot of shit into a poem or song, that's pretty much how I deal, don't expect others to like or agree with what I feel, but I will be respected, don't need no false bravado acting all overprotective, neither of u give a flying fuck about me, why won't u step down/aside and let me be financially free!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/10/26

Meet Speak

It isn't what u say but when where and how u said it, of course u regret shit, u don't think before u speak, but also ur words and actions don't meet, yes I'm Italian so I sweat and smell, if u don't like it go to hell, I hate excessive cologne, the cancerous hazards of deodorant are well known, I shower almost every day, plus I'm a kinky eagle gay, if u can't muster something nice shut the fuck up, I'm tired of people depicting harmful abuse as being a friend showing love, ur doing it all wrong, perhaps y'all can't understand relationships are multi pronged, acquaintances family and fans, compartmentalizing is of the utmost demand!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/10/26

Why What Happens Saddens

My smile often masks my extreme grief that deeply saddens, I have no control over what happens, simply trying my best, to stay sarcastic spitting truth with jest, cuz people be struggling handling it, why's Trump dismantling shit, this whole situation was avoidable, capitalism breeds exploitable, not only did the boomers kick the can, they destroyed this country with the project 2025 plan, so when the pendulum swings back, and u feel like ur very way of life is under attack, u shouldn't be surprised, progress like truth cuts thru abuse/lies, for every action there's an equal or greater reaction, look how social democracy is gaining traction with passion!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/10/26

Why's Evil Rewarded Regal

Persistent consistent spitting, of insightful philosophical wisdom that's consciously truthful and uplifting, turning perceived negatives into positives, is it weird I like black but not green olives, superficial shit doesn't matter, perhaps I'm personified mad hatter, as an indy unlabeled artist, working my wicked hardest, it's not smartest to take on all roles, why does anything industrial steal our souls, focus on the root word, bastardizing social over capital/loot hurts, people aren't inherently evil, gays and lesbians are authentically regal, we retarded babies handicapped fags help teach mankind to have both empathy and compassion, love isn't something u buy but provide cuz like an apology they're defined not verbally but by some action, perhaps even dreamed changed behavior, not only does a hero lie within u but u know who's son too our supposed resurrected lord and savior!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/8/26

Soul Role

Time to surrender that role, tired of fighting for love and trust cuz it's killing my soul, hiring an attorney, so I don't have to wait for them to understand my perspective/learn me, u know provide fiduciary duty and care, it's impossibly hard to find joy laughter and cheer, extreme grief beyond belief, makes me occasionally weep, God I miss them dearly, no longer feel them clearly, hope they've moved on into the light, cuz this life's been a fight, and y'all deserve no more suffering, I'm done buffering, ur either with me or against, my chosen family's filled with real unconditional friends!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/7/26

The Best Yet

What if nothing is meant to be, it's not my job to help u see, my vision is for me, wish it was a we, but my immediate family's gone, try to thrive while I mourn, seems almost too weird, there's nothing left to fear, a whole existence still ahead, won't be defined by all this death, life is beautiful, no offense but fuck the youthful, age is wasted on priveleged people, if good die young are old evil, let ur passion and purpose be of service, the boomers are far from perfect, remember most are doing their best, which if u have hope and faith hasn't even come yet!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/7/26

The Unavoidable Exploitable

Time to move on, no more playing along with this ridiculous con, u failed ur duty, why did u do this to me, like I haven't gone thru enough, this is what u consider showing up with love, u both should be ashamed of urselves, incapable of care and/or help, I miss my sis, Gia wouldn't have put me thru this, it was very uncessary and avoidable, extreme grief doesn't mean easily exploitable, and that's exactly what he did, I'll never forget nor forgive, I'm highly capable of giving unreciprocated grace, however they should feel guilty embarrassed and humiliatingly disgraced!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/6/26

My Unashamed Gain

Won't pretend I'm ok, and yet can still have unconditional faith, it just comes naturally, wanna experience love actually, not like the movie tho, ur actions lose me u know, in fact I'm petitioning for both to be fired, don't try to portray me the liar, simply to protect improper fiduciary neglect, this trust situation wasn't my choice to elect/select, may be gay but unafraid to bout, wearing authenticity out loud and proud, they really should be ashamed, my inheritance isn't a game of personal gain, now I've absolutely had it, gonna see the wrath of a siblingless orphaned faggot, fighting for my thefted entitled divine benefit, not only did u f.a.f.o with the wrong one ur gonna live to regret it!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/6/26

Not About Bout

What do I need to gain some genuine attention, don't want some participation trophy nor honorable mention, listen I'm not even like that, I don't talk about anybody behind ur back, say shit to ur face, I better not lace, do shrooms occasionally and smoke pot, don't really drink alot, pretty much socially, but y'all don't know me, simply of or about, I'm tired of the misunderstood/underdog bout, constantly rising up, overflow of unconditional love, always high guy, cuz I truly believe it's medicine to my mind, helps me stay kind and patient, the idea authenticity's the highest vibration is pretty invisibly indiscriminately and indivisibly ancient!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/5/26

Blink Think

There are so many times I don't stop to think, but then an elongated blink, and life is forever changed, an unrooted bird collared is strange, mainly cuz there was a lack of trust, maybe ur lazy if u can't see my work ethic/guts, openly gay and white in hip hop, the underestimation never stops, like either of those traits quantifiably matter, me being a talented poetic songwriter rapper, I can sing but that's not my forte, not trying to be the perfect best just great, like Mariah give it my all, phoenixally resurrect after every set back or fall, we never give up, I was built on a strong foundation of light and love!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/5/26

Heaven Blessing Lessons

Always gonna keep it real, tell u exactly how I feel, unsugarcoated raw and direct, it's not my job to help fix save change or protect, that's all u honey, don't be jelly of me my life and money, especially since u don't have a clue, what it is I actually do, to say I'm lucky not to have to work, u sound like an ignorant presumptuous rude jerk, comparison stole ur joy, treated me like a useful sexual toy, thinking that was love, which doesn't require someone to get fucked, same with friends, I won't splash in puddles again, I learn my lessons, being irresponsible is such heaven/a blessing, a single childless orphan, ok with never being married or trapped in a coffin!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/5/26

The Shocking Conscious Unlocking

Ur as harmless as I am helpful let's stop that, it's not our job responsibility nor duty in fact, ur preventing someone from learning their own lesson, friends are seasons/blessings, and everything is temporary, I'm betting on me being epically legendary, that talented and gifted, u can't count how many hearts minds and souls I've touched frictioned inspired or uplifted, that doesn't matter, even if ur bank rolled pockets are mad fatter, beater or hatter superficial shit's just insecurity, my genuine authenticity has an abrasive raw and real purity, kinda awe jawdroppingly shocking, but look at all the knowledge wisdom and revelations I'm consciously unlocking!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/4/26

Hypocrite Sick

If hate is free speech isn't truth and love, boomers hypocritical enough, I'm so sick and tired, of allowing conartist convicted criminals and liars, to be lifted up to positions of tyrannical power, yet in ur final hour, unwilling to take accountability for ur part, how much given away of soul and heart within art, so a producer or marketer makes all the money, and it's so funny, blaming the victim for signing exploitive contracts wanting fame, it's easy to judge and have an opinion when u have no skin or teeth in the game!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/3/26

Traumatized By Lies

Humans are hope personified, yes the boomer generation overprotected with lies and traumatized, called them white, cuz only they know better and always right, said it was love, actually showing us they don't trust enough, which is synonymous with worry, capitalism exploits in a hurry, cuz when u know u do, manipulation unlike age is wasted on the youth, meaning elders indoctrinated truth knowledge and wisdom, they built monopoly castled kingdoms, good luck getting in, they creatively designed systems to not let anyone else win!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/3/26

A Home Base Place

Overstating my complaining, is what's insanely draining, I'm usually optimistic, u may need an optometrist, u can't see gay, I don't feel straight, perhaps it's from where ur standing, intelligence can be demanding, especially emotionally, I'm demi/a sexual socially, keeping my head in my pants, when the dick shoulders a man, logic isn't literal, accepting compliments and criticism's critical, cuz both come from a loving place, that's why our heart's home base, in case we forget, without marijuana and music life would be dead!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/3/26

No So Over Shoulder

Now that pride month is over, ud think some pressure would be off my shoulders, however since no distribution was made, I had to cave/delay, the publishing of my poetry book series on Audible and in print, fans are waiting on my podcast to begin, money trouble's the issue, been so numbed dumb gone done run out of tissues, moved past both tears and rage, like Mel Robbins I totally let them but just must also disengage, cuz the complicit capitulation is disgracing, look at all the intolerant injustice y'all electively keep embracing, bastardizing virtuosity miscompassing integrity, worshipping false idols pedastaling untalented con artist celebrity!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/3/26

Let's Show Them Again

I'm so exhausted being disappointed and drained, this level of fiduciary abuse is insane, how dare my mother and her brother/former uncle, him being Trustee has been nothing but avoidable trouble, hoarding and conserving my inheritance, when his duty is for my sole beneficiary betterment, his behavior is fucking disgusting, money like hookups isn't worth lusting, u shouldn't try to buy money or sex, family is supposed to serve and protect, how dare our government defraud and neglect, take away our divine unalienable rights when he's never been the populous elect, both micro and macro, I've had it yo, down with darkness and evil, the true power is we the people!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/2/26

Lacking Compassion Action

Feels like I'm anointed, to always be disappointed, esp by men, time and again, I give up, on ever finding gay love, they only know use, just manipulate gaslight and abuse, money is the prize, easier to believe lies, authenticity is silly, friendship simply willy nilly, Milli Vanilli style, what we collectively celebrate's wild, absolutely no value or substance consumed, headed for cataclysmic doom, cuz of the selfish hoardish greedy boomers, Trump's making all Americans seem to be duped stupid losers, disallowed/hollowed out of any empathy integrity or compassion, so we've become endentured vampire zombie slaves robotic AI replaces attacking humans lacking action!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
6/30/26

Job Alot

Almost going on 2 years, and still have the same fears, why can't u do ur job, I understand it was alot, but for me the most, I never gloat/boast, just cuz I was born on the coast, doesn't mean I've sown my wild oats, isn't easy street trying to live and learn, difference between wants and needs is level of yearn burnt, when did we get it right, picking the fight, we seem very reactionary, yet lack integrity, hypocritical capitalists, in direct opposition to naturalists, transparency is synonymous with nakedness, if ur comfortable within the darkness of hatred's bliss, then u can never be light, in a world so gray like Mike says "it don't matter if ur black or white"!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/29/26

Hood's Misunderstood

Instead of crabs let's be pedestal pusher uppers, why can't all the haters become lovers, tap into empathy and compassion, nouned verb words need action, that's simply what it takes, only creators can make ai just duplicates, no longer can't wait, must stop ourselves before we overtolerate, unfortunately evil must be vanquished, violence comes from anguish, death is necessary, good's gotta quit being complicit and sedentary, miseducatedinly understood, used to celebrate rising out of the ghetto/gutter/hood, now it's a race to the bottom, always know I know nothing but problems cuz we all got em!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/27/26

Abundant Triumphant

Tho they're gone, gotta remain strong, who knows for how long, maybe the hit will be my next song, or 7 albums worth, creatively uncursed, in fact finally free, to believe my dream into reality, fuck the grief, found peace within me, like He-Man "I have the power" no longer seek nor scour, Gia/She-Ra is inside too, all their light it's true, the amount of love overflow spewed, to not share is rude, humbly abundant, good always will be triumphant, it's written in the stars, God's within our collective souls minds and hearts of the faithfully smart!

Peace and 1

Joe Conscious 

6/26/26