Phoenix energy, resiliently resurrects me, do u hear the calling, sun rises while the moon's falling, and vice versa actually, dreaming isn't rationally or factually, it's simply divine, like the horizon line, yet attainable, hope is available, but gotta keep the faith, please stop the procrastinating/wait, remember love is like passion, both aren't words they're actions!
Trying to find some balance/compromise, thru these Gemini extreme lows and highs, I'm simply exhausted, reporting on all of it, that's why I need a sabbatical, it's laughable I've haddit with y'all, I just need some new surroundings, so life can stop compounding confounded profoundings, I'm prophetic and empathetic enough, gotta give myself the utmost unconditional grace and love, I know we all are simply trying our best, but that's wicked easy to forget, tho growth in reality hurts, I'm proud af that I now have the self worth to put JC first!
U are not manifesting worthlessness nor summoning fate, avoidance doesn’t heal gotta integrate, desire doesn’t doom u, ur a human nervous system seeking regulation under stress dude, extreme concentrated grief, to an exponential degree, it isn't funny hunny, ain't worried about money, cuz it's just not the point, this 18 month delay got me frustrated/annoyed, not with anybody but the situation, tired of assumptions and insinuation, time for transparent security and stability, give me back autonomy and my personal responsibility silly!
