Tap Out The Bout

I'm in a terrible head and heart space, I'm so unhappy y'all can see it on my face, I thought I could fake a smile, but that illusion only lasts a lil while, til the next day, I hate being gay, why can't I have normal sex, I feel like life is a test, how much can u suffer before u just tap out, can u be resilient enough to get up again and bout, I just wanna give up, I don't believe in success or love, cuz I've tried, wound up wiping more tears I've cried, cuz I'm alone and lonely, amidst a whole globe of exploiting transactional phonies!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/5/25