Left Or Right's Sight's Light Fight

This level of absurd self-awareness, can't be declared carelessness, expressing darkness and light, exposing my inner spiritual/mental fight, a double Gemini guy, presumptuously means 4 voices inside, diaried stream of consciousness, authenticity's vulnerability's slightly obnoxious bliss dissed, feared as scary, who decided girls to be unhairy, so much unnecessary work, patriarchy's such a hardy misogynistic jerk,  while evil literally lurks now in plain sight, and like Mike ignites "it don't matter if ur black or white" right?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/30/26

Hellish Jealousness

Cynicism isn't sarcastic hope, don't be a nihilistic anarchist/dope, shouldn't elope with an ai trope, remember the humanistic soul's scope, consciousness transcendant, stop trying to make robotics sentient, techys playing God while bastardizing trans, must take money outta politics stance, redefine democratic socialist non communist narrative's dance, which is intellectually hard to understand, maybe they don't hate scholars they're just jealous, that kinda ignorant immature stupidity's gotta be hellish!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/30/26

Infamous/Notorious Victorious

I know I'll be victorious, infamous/notorious, due to resilent self love and grace, tremendously unconditional hope and faith in spades, but I don't know why, I'm just an average Joe kinda guy, cordial normal, occupying or surviving extreme grief could be a portal, to a new timeline just mine, souls entwined vines like time, tick tocked yin yang, poetry and music the same thang, imagine life without art, can't be human unless got a beating heart, transcendent conscious mind, no rewind to find, infinitely cycling beginnings as also ends, reincarnated mates are our mirroring angelic friends!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/28/26

Wits' Skits/Imprints

Behind the fantastical illuminati big dreamed conquering schemes/sckizms, y'all should listen to my not naively blind positivity that's hard earned authentic idealism, unmatrixing this illusioned prison system unjust and unmoral, how can I be complicitly's cordial, I'm done giving grace to others, being the ideal lil or bigger brother, cuz I lost my only big sister, and I severally deeply miss her, at this point in my life, extreme grief's plight and strife, stifling my light at the end of the tunnel, fuck suffering's insufferable funnel, kids in adult skins, without maturity's infinitely wisdomous wits, this ain't comedic skits, literal legacy's futuristically forever nostagically imprints!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/27/26

Much Light & Love & Such

Take the opportunity to seize, stop trying to sheeple please, I'm struggling balancing capitalism with moral integrity, nobody can be better than me, let's just collab, I don't feel the need to take jabs, esp at somebody else, usually only speak of/make fun of myself, afterall that's all I really know, not a stereotypically labeled trove, of treasures untold, taught from negatively reinforcing punishing's scold, I know I'm old yet respect my wisdom, fuck ur narcissistic selfish boomer kingdom, y'all should've passed the baton with mentoringishly grace, understand patience's pace, but damn this shit's way too much, don't feel safe to spread authentic unconditional light and love and such!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/27/26

Fatter Matters

A creative space, is not a peaceful place, so where do I go now, wondering not why or when but how, my life's a mess, back to just guess, without a familial core, publicly exciting/personally a bore, simply normal whatever that means, cordial to fanatical fiends, that's not a judgment, despite y'all begrudging, jelly for real, uninterested in my experience's feel, so remain stuck, in-between success and suck, failing at rollercoastering, humbly unbolstering, as if I don't even matter, as long as everybody else's pockets get fatter!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/27/26

Pedaled Settle

Hoping to turn my energy around, life lately has been rather profound, with wisdom I've gained, from extreme grief and pain, but yet I find love and light, stand up for what's right, even when nobody's looking, cuz evil be hookering, and there's nothing wrong with sex, feel like it's all just a test, are u gonna continue to settle, action isn't electric u gotta pedal, friend is a verb, do u know ur own value and worth, or is insecurity showing, focus less on hoping more on growing, since the only thing aging, is probably my impatience, altho privelege is acknowledged, intelligence isn't always found in college!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/26/26

Crazy Lazy

Help me understand y'alls enthusiasm, did ur curiosity have a quick single spasm, then u decided I'm not worthy,  ur lack of support hurts me, what I do for u, isn't obviously huge, but complimenting more than criticizing, what I'm finally realizing, is we're all craving attention, unagendaed/unuseful love is a blessing, that's what's called truly unconditional, not every poem is meant to be listenable, which doesn't make me lazy, 57 written in one month's crazy, 386 this year so far, at that level output isn't hard, but is it good, it's not my responsibility or business to be understood!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/26/26

Par Bar

U can be wise af and can't intelligently help, others or urself, we have collective richness and wealth, so let's pay for everyone's basic housing education and health, which includes quality food too, not this poisonous toxic gobbledygook/goo boo, ain't that the truth, for girls trans and dudes, totally different yet similarly same, iconically ironic synchronicity, pretty twilight zoned deja vuey quite literally, don't shoe or poo poo my woo woo, success like happiness and the horizon are elusively aloof, perhaps even tough to tooth or stomach, that's why my hope faith and belief just utterly plummeted, now I've Phoenixly raised the bar, so resilient thriving is my new par!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious

9/24/26

Spicy Tangy Angry

Ignorance's stupidity makes me strangely angry, I'm so antagonistically spicy tangy, graduating from my Monstah Mash's Mrs Dash, much more marijuana flower lover than hash, gotta be able to socially function, but at some boundary breaking junction, u mistake space as judgment, becoming a begrudging curmudgeon, leaving isolation ur only choice, is ur inner noise even ur own voice, where even in black there's white, welcome to equal right's fight, we're all spectrumous shades, moralistic integrity pays, just in a different way, surprisingly thru unwavering faith!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/23/26

Democracy's Hypocrisy

This level of wisdom didn't come easy, sure I've had occasions I was cheesy/sleazy, moments aren't totality, ain't hoeing casually, cuz of spiritual attachment, close ur gaping mouth ungraspingly gasping, like it's all a shock, when did accountability stop, just cuz u could afford it, why couldn't either of Trump's presidencies be aborted, so let me get this straight, u can be a convicted criminal conman who incites masogony racism discriminating divisive war oppression and hate, but immigrants and even some regular citizens can't vote especially with a felony, who made these rules of law and the implementation so intentionally unintelligently?

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/23/26

Miss My Sis

My visibility on the rise but am I being seen, maybe Biggie was right when he said "it was all a dream", except the Truman/Joe Show magazine's gone digital, why does it seem Republican/MAGA conservatism is so synonymous with hypocritical, I'm always gonna call bullshit out, get up every day resiliently smile and bout, in honor of my mom and dad, but what's tragically sad, it's my sister's 5th heavenly birthday, how much longer is worth the wait, when we can meet again, Trevor's incredible but u were my quintessential OG best friend!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/22/26

Unhide My Side

Had to change scenery for a bit, I was losing both sanity and wit, this grief stuff is tricky, ultimately showing who's against or with me, in a very non-judgmental way, it ain't easy being gay, literally smoking green, but called blue dream, which isn't my regular type, but a lil sativa brought me back to life, indica helps regulate my adhd, while also letting me mingle socially elatedly, u see loss is very heavy, and since eventually everything's proven temporary, I gutterly know God will get me thru this, not necessarily to joyful happiness/bliss, just grateful to be more on the other side, I'm done quietly suffering in silence trying to hide!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/22/26

Back/Bat That

Seriously at wit's end, I need help and support from more than just friends, including my government and the law, what's the constitution or police for, the call is coming from inside the white house, I'd even bet they epsteined their spouse, this level of corruption is fucking disgusting, the fact that nobody gives a shit either is troubling, except my lyft driver, I refuse to be one of those unalivers, I'm am too strong and resilient for that, but I really wish some of these peeps who say they love my family and me would get my back/go to bat!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/21/26

Human Hope

Was gonna take a day off from writing, but my stuff lately's been angry instead of enlightening, neither positive nor inspiring, despite high levels of output I'm firing, trying to outdo last year, transmuting all the endured grief pain tears and fear, pushing and pulling thru, dodging toxic venom spewed, power to the people, stop showering evil, discrimination hate and divisiveness, does nothing but stifle bliss, happiness starts with revolutionary joy, artists shouldn't have to be slavishly employed, health care food shelter and education should be non profit, boomer crony corporate Capitalism breeds corruption and greed and like ai we can't seem to stop it!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/20/26

Poor War Ridden Innocent Civilian Citizens

Stuck in this alternate reality con, it's impossible for me to move on, I'm actually offended, this isn't what my mother intended, just like Trump, everybody sits helplessly on their rump, not doing a damn thing, despite all the evil awful atrocities he brings, so narcissistically selfish, making the whole globe hellish, while the world makes a big fuss, hopefully they can gracingly differentiate between him and us, just like Israel or Palenistine governments vs the citizens, sick and tired of unnecessary war killings of innocent women and children civilians!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/19/26

Hate Made Cave

I just want all this trust stuff over, need to put down all the grief I shoulder, esp as I grow privelegedly older, with a colder scolder, who shall remain unnamed, but absolutely should be emphatically embarrassedingly ashamed, my family showed y'all nothing but unconditional love, then u go do this unreciprocatingly mucking it up, none of theirs is urs, they're is major betrayal at heart and soul's core, u fiduciarally abused the very promise u made, thought I wouldn't declare breach just peacefully retreat/cave, letting u run away with false perceived special needs authority, totally in conflict with me the majority party, since I'm the sole beneficiary responsibly competent, the sheer morally corrupt disgust for his guts just must be said as corroborative acknowledgement!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/18/26

Boo U Dude

So yet another week goes by, and I'm over here left brokenly betrayed/devastated wondering why, how can this keep happening, every hour of every day or every week of every year after my mom died my uncle's laughing, literally all the stealingous way to my bank account, can't even muster a frown, no one fucking cares, my own lawyer I hired after the mediator failed doesn't try to take the time to understandingly hear, the emergency in this tragic scenario, where there just isn't a realistic legitimate hero, unlike Mariah tho it doesn't lie within u, ur the villan of my story boo/dude!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/18/26

Hurdled Hurled/Whirled World

Not trying to umbilically harp on this, I'd rather be living out my beautiful future's bliss, one where I'm autonomously successful sustainably, Grammy winner whole globetrottingly touring artist is totally attainable, plus I can remain indy, u can't call me Cindy, fucking fella bitch, I'll know ur Mr right prince charming with a simple sniff, trainingly make me addicted, wanna kinkily get with it, cuz we're complimentary, love adventurously hanging intentionally, creating our own lil world, found my tribe I vibe with to try and hurdle whatever life whirls/hurls!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/17/26

Obsolete Streets

I had just the best sis mom and dad, wish I could remember them like that, I'll never get love like that back, I need friends fans and lovers pigpiledly stacked, I'm really trying not to focus on the now, but I don't know how, my uncles are fucking me over, with so much grief resilience light responsibility and talent on my shoulders, holding the utmost space, giving unconditional grace, until I finally realized, undeserving reciprocity is a lie, one way streets, for me are completely obsolete, I want a supported adventurous life, huggingly safe as if divinely protected thru loss's plight/strife!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/17/26

Law's Broken Armed Harm

Can't wait for Trump and my uncle to die, if u even have the ignorance to ask me why, u can go too, nice goodness is thru, evil must be vanquished, it'll help eradicate all this anguish, we're sick of unchoiced consequences, too much hypocrisy in their hences, a fancy word for but, they lack backbone heart soul and gut, what a waste of existence, I'm sick and tired of consistent persistence, when it doesn't successfully pay, at this point my uncles are committing a hate crime for me being gay, however the legal system is a joke, it's gone corruptibly immorally broke!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/17/26

This Fuckedupness' Suckiness

Fuck justice now I want revenge, this cruelty needs to end, not soon but immediately, how much can I cry and scream emergency vehemently, like that means get in front of a fucking judge, this isn't some frivolous grudge, much more than a family matter, I outsurvived my bloodline so no one gives a shit what happens after, like I'm just fine, cuz I get up smile and live time, but my bank account is dwindled down, this level of fuckedupness is incredibly profound, not one person who claims to have loved my mom dad or sis has come to rescuingly help, guess at the end of the day/life u only got urself!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/17/26

Son's Done

I can't take this anymore, what am I being cruelly abusively punished for, is it cuz I was a good brother and son, when this is all said and done, I now want Henry behind bars, maybe Peter too since his complicity's gone too far, this is ridiculously absurd, withholding my inheritance hurts, cuz it feels like it's coming from my mom, when this is my uncles' harm, and nobody not even the mediator or lawyer I've hired cares, so I'm absolutely filled with horrific nihilistic fear!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/17/26

Doesn't & Mustn't

When will this ridiculousness of temper tantruming end, how bout we the sheeple not rule of law gets bent, I'm sick of cigarette and liquor lobbyists, ai legitimizes hobbyists, who should hire an expert or learn to become one, get an education then job and pursue passion for fun, leads to payment thru exposure/unpaid to play, nepotism manufacturing success' ability to rig the game these days, where virality somehow proves and validates excellence/credentials, the damage complicitness with corruption's destruction's considered severely seriously existential mental!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/16/26

Y'all Understand Scammed Demand

Damn man where'd y'all go, too much attention to Joe, not enough love tho for JC, who simply can't be, til my uncle Trustees finally release me, why ain't I financially free and with autonomy, defintely not special needs, u just don't have the capacity to care fiduciarally so please, get the fuck out my life, let me step into authenticity's light, shining like the star I am, purchase my plan of poetry on demand, ull never be scammed, if u can understand, bartering's better cuz money isn't real, unbacked by gold makes the dollar a promissory steal, digital currency is even worse, ai and other technology might be humanity's downfall/curse!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/15/26

Surviving Ain't Living

Life's strife and plight's unforgiving

Surviving just ain't living
When existing's this wicked hard
Thank God
Still resiliently rapping/singing
For the simple joy it's bringing
Vibing inspiring a wildin' worldwidingly surprising sunshining aliving thriving

Spreading hope I'm getting genuine souls smiling

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/14/26

Who's King God Of This Realm's Existence

Hoping growing broaderishingly wordy, will make me digestibly zeitgeist worldly, seepingly consciousness personified, to evil truth's the lie, mirroring reverse inversed, like living this anti bliss twilight zoned/circused curse, it deeply hurts both heart and soul, continuous chaos catastrophically capitalistically trolls and tolls, vampiring time and energy, to a zombified robotic legacy, it's so wickedly unhuman, what tf are we all even fucking doing, surviving ain't living, where's the line and who decides what's irredeemably unforgiving?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/14/26

Ain't No Rainbow Butterfly Time

Does my dark side offend, unlike y'all I don't pretend, sure there's rainbows and butterflies, lows and highs at all different times, the sum of anyone isn't a single mistake/moment, I take accountability for my shit and own it, often with overkill, per Pink when she sings "ur just like a pill making me ill", instead of making me better, perhaps we can't adventurously walk this life together, u can be a whore, I don't keep ur score, but I see ur patterned behavior, I may be JC yet I ain't no savior, finally becoming a whole human, boundaried up with love so it's no longer any of ur business what I'm doing!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/14/26

Enamored With Companionship

Men shouldn't be friends with boys, they're moldable disposable toys, meant unperverted, the lesson learned is, it's immoral, stay nonsexually cordial, they should date guys their respective age, not within judgmental's cage, but there's so many other people, incest like murders generally considered evil, right and wrong's more grayly obscure, levels consisting of tolerance acceptance or adore, rainbow gayed, hatefully paid, aids eradicating an entire generation, elder pride needs some fiduciarally cared penetration, which often is simply sexless companionship, creating a chosen life/family ur daily gratefully enamored with!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/14/26

Systemic Epidemic

Ur a tauristically stubborn user/victim, keep everything secretly privately hidden, pets aren't kids, in fact ur only responsibility is, taking care of urself, asking for and receiving help, instead of perpetuating relentless using's abusing, love's pretty confusioning, cuz hurt people misdirectingly spill, overextending relationships until, uve given all u got, left talking to an ai bot, during this loneliness epidemic, rooted evil's capitalistically systemic, so energy snatched humans, compassly time valued doing, actually not really allowed to just be, and then there's simply unmatrixed siblingless orphaned old soul me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/13/26

Can't Recharacter After

Miss me pissedly, ur focused unepathetically/listenously, it's a narcissistic world, Alzheimered ur own grown life hurdled, are we all amnesiaed kids, heteronormative folks shouldn't unilaterally decide how homos live, or die for that matter, my mom's family stealing my inheritance left my templed human being torn and tattered, so now I've chosen my new tribe, when I win my case I'll dictate who gets what when I die, and I simply don't care, it provides endless worry and fear, cuz if ur reading my art wondering is this about u, agree or disagree y'all better respect it's my freely protected expressed truth, perhaps u should reevaluate ur character, too bad u haven't the maturity to consider consequences before not after!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/13/26

Ur Choice's Annoyances

Here we go again, u only want me to be ur friend, well this time no, time for u to go, u can't sit at my table, I'm sure I'll turn into the villain of ur fable, I'm ok with that, used to people talking smack behind my back, both bad and good, just want it to be completely understood, this is ur fault, our conversations will all hault, no more hugs cuz of ur choices, but what really annoys is, uve told me exactly who u are, I'm just the silly fool for seeing thru rose colored glasses ur a star, when the harsh reality has proven, u take no responsibility/accountability for what u keep doing!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/12/26

Have At Mad/Bad A Tad

Pretty aware that I'm mad, cuz there's something/one I want bad that I can't have, I've tried now twice, and I'll never again try to force shit in this life, perhaps it's time to walk away, for my own sake, knowing I gave it my best effort, this relationship in whatever form needs to be severed, I can love and admire from afar, despite if it is impossibly hard, gotta give it all to myself, at the end of the day I can't save fix change or help, no good deed goes unpunished for real, and honestly nobody cares or gives a fuck about how u feel!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/12/26

I.D.G.A.F. Acronymly Said

Y'all work too much, how u gonna find ur one true love, when u repeatedly say let's go, do and show altho won't ownerously claim hoe, cuz they approached u, pattern's character's truth, I won't put up with inauthenticity's abuse, spectrumly obtuse, inherently astutely notice, usually the one who ice breakingly approaches, leaping off bravery's cliff, before u see me ull probably get a weed hit/sniff, hehehehe I really don't give a fuck, said with nothing but Pac styled Unconditional Love hugged divinely protected from high up above!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/11/26

Unaccountabled Injustice's The Suckiest

Don't come to me beckoning, when there's an accountability reckoning, told u repeatedly hookering, cuz nobody's looking, is totally fine, but all darkness comes to light in time, I'm tired of living their hell, if u haven't been able to tell, a revolution needs to happen, gotta stop complicitly watching gawking and laughing, cuz it hasn't yet negatively effected u, what a stupid ignorantly naive tool/fool, blatantly toxically emposoined, outnoised by the beautiful artistic expression im voicing, but what really sucks is, seems everything taughtfully told to us was just a lie including fiduciary truth righteousness and justice!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/11/26

No Advocacy Hadditingly

I'm angry at the lack of consistent support, plus my inability to find a stable sustainable cohort, cuz this life ain't meant to walk thru alone, when my whole immediate family died I was forced to sell my home, why own without a spouse or kids, why do heteronormal men get to decide how I live, or what happens when I die, my mom doesn't get to Trust decree it all so why, is my inheritance being hoardishly withheld from me, this betrayal/cruelty after extreme grief is wicked hard to believe, and none of their loved ones seem to care, out of sight mind and ear shot to hear, thinking it absolved advocacy, makes me insecurely wonder why they avoid doing the right thing hadditingly!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/11/26

Sexuality Casualties

I've been on a rampage lately, not sure if it's more gratefully or hatefully, people are really pissing me off, if u got tissue issues sore throat or cough, stay tf home, if ur sleeping with someone stop portraying mingling single/alone,  I'm not anyone's side piece, when swooningly smitten I babble or simply retreat, while being nice gets perceived as flirting, ur attachment style is hurting, be a verb not a noun, stop perpetuating trans and drag to be equivalent to a clown, lgb are sexualities, doesn't mean the other letters become casualties!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/11/26

Furious Curious

This creative output level of disciple architecturalism and skizms, has got to break me out this capitalistic matrix/prison systems, inherently intentionally toxifying our body's mind, pineal gland and holistic healing info are hard to find, why is that, the philosophy business ain't personal's whack, stop exploiting us, we all hate corrupts guts, in every form, there is no universal nor uniformed norm, we're uniquely fallibly different, even in a twins instance, their footprints don't match, has two chicks same egg ever hatched, simply curious, what makes me furious, when knowledge wisdom and information are kept secretly shock blocked, ur setting me up to get fucked cuz I'm unpreparedly fully loaded while only half cocked and locked!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/10/26

My Fans Understand

My linguistic grammatical fuckery, makes lips/faces occasionally puckery, I say some crazy shit, and I love every bit of it, I'm a double Gemini guys, exploring lows and highs, plus everything between, love dirtying clean, but not being obscene vulgar or offensive, it's not my fault I'm naturally philosophically pensive, the infinitely great grandson of both Plato and Aristotle, like Pac Lauryn and Mariah conquering the zeitgeist impossible, achieving that quintessential Grammy dream, wonder if it's really all what it seems cracked up to be, was it for money or fans, I'm so complicatedly intense when not bent most don't know how to comprehendingly understand!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/10/26

Writing's Enlightening Fighting

Me writing's fighting, tongue biting ain't retrospectively enlightening, remember I'm trying to transcend consciousness, how do I defeat this illuminati Loch Ness, almost religiously gatekeeping, this anti gay glass ceiling, that like money and time are just illusions, gotta wonder who's profiting off of mass confusion, tired of string theory merely puppeteering using fear tactics, why y'all seem to be a bunch of narcissistic greedy power hungry addicts, profiting off cheating the system, remember Sister Act 2 says "if u wanna be somebody or go somewhere better wake up and pay attention"/learningly listen!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/10/26

A Harder Darker Arter

Many have noticed my art getting darker, that's cuz only the good die young so growing old life gets harder, survival is uncomfortably not guaranteed, no matter who or how hard u worship on bended knee, winning one battle won't necessarily victory war, patterns paint character's picture more than ur words are, what ur projecting/effecting, should match election's intention, sometimes what we dislike in others is present in ourselves, I mean really how hard is it to smile be kind and if u can man why not help?

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/10/26

Poems/Songs & Bongs

No good deed goes fucking unpunished, sorry not sorry if that's abrasively cuntish, I've simply had it with being PC, y'all a bunch of nepo pedo accomplices and creeps, who all belong behind bars, especially before the black pothead users and dealers that are, how about marijuana is scientifically proven way less deadly, yet booze and cigs are capitalistically profitable so legal tremendously upsets me, that's systemically racist, maybe I'm the ageist, cuz I was demonized growing up as all hellishly wrong, altho this beautiful intelligent artist/cracker faggot rapper loves to write songs from poems while smoking blunts bowls joints and bongs!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/10/26

Tho U Know

Big difference between sprinkle and flurry, so much hurried worry, which is wasted love, keep literally lighting up, to deal with the stress of everyday life, extreme grief pain plight and strife, lingering without all the hopeless loss which caused betrayal, this level of fucking corruption is simply unsustainable, we're unable to rise above, plus the amount of tough luck just sucks, makes maintaining taking the high road, such harder to do especially as we all grow old tho u know?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/10/26

Just Unbelievable Evil

Get used to seeing loved ones crying, feeling the impact of strangers needlessly dying, and the men/system responsible, aren't being held accountable, in fact they're successful and winningly celebrated, pedastalingly appointed anointed and elevated, only by gatekeeper loyalist lobbyist cronies, don't u know both lawyers and politicians are soul and heartless lying phonies, y'all get gullibly duped like fools, every single time the most deserving lose, and we're left having to choose the lesser of two evils, this prevalent neglectful inept incompetence is just wicked unbelievable!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious

9/10/26

Dial A Smile

Wake up and smile, pick up the phone and dial, let me hear ur voice, give me a choice, instead of a miscommunicated text, that don't execute spells the best, no context or tone, it might be them venting stoned, replying too fast, answering questions passed, so lost and unsure, of what we're even talking about anymore, trying finding my way, this beautiful sunny day, hope/grateful, leaning into being willing and able, not to become a capitalistic slave again, but to get up and out to have fun with poetry/music fans and friends!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/10/26

Gotcha That Notch

Some day y'all will pay, for treating me this way, never did anything to hurt anyone, especially intentionally or for fun, was taught to do the right thing, even when there's nobody looking, learned being demi could never be a hoe, but I'm definitely not asexual tho, I know that can be confusing, but I refuse to allow hurt people continue abusing, now that my blood family's gone, seems impossibly hard to find love and mourn, yet finding sex is much harder, thought I'd be responsibly smarter, isolatingly keeping to myself, since abstaining altogether reliably helps, only to wind up alone and lonely, surrounded by a bunch of inauthentic belt notching phonies!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/9/26

Dead Ahead Mess

I find Trump to be ear torture, too bad he wasn't an empathy/intelligence hoarder, wish he would just shut up and go away, let's have a new election today, consider this an emergency, this needs a resolution with urgency, we already theorized McConnell is dead, cuz this entire administration's issues are coming to a head, procrastinating declaration til after the midterms, zooming out critically thinking wise what have we learned, since republican redistricting Graham's passing and the illegitimate president's war in Iran, noticed thru using corruption they're doing all they can, whether Gulf or Lake Of America plus the Straight Of Hormuz, then Isreal Palestine Russia Ukraine shit all over the news, yet there's still no justice for victims of the Epstein Files, got us alongside the whole globe Phoenixly fired up and obscenely riled wild!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/9/26

My Ability Frictionously

Y'all can see and feel I'm strangely angry, who knew my mom's family was mangy, like a fucking mut, they deserve a swift kick in the butt, probably belong behind bars, took being a Trustee too far, ur not a dictator/God, it's immoral to make my life this hard, especially after everything I've been thru, do u even understand what extreme grief can do, it completely changed me on a cellular level, I ain't afraid of evil esp the devil, I'm divinely anointed and protected, from all the inspiring uplifting art music love and light I've frictionously effected!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/9/26

AG & Channel 10 Next

Now that negativity is out of my system, I wanna write something inspiring y'all to read/listen, it clearly seems time, to establish very firm boundary lines, I will no longer nicely finish last, nor be defined by the past, especially from u, who never graduated from college dude, list ur credentials, u ain't ever gonna be among intellectuals, cuz u can't hang man, don't even have the emotional capability to understand, what ur doing is plain wrong, protected by free speech in my poems and songs, they all know who I'm talking about, if this shit isn't rectified asap watch me get real visibly loud!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/9/26

Kind Time

Really really trying to hold on, like Donny my uncle conned, I hope he rots in hell, and everyone I can and who'll listen I'll tell, how this asshole stole my autonomy, it's being labeled special needs that extremely bothers me, either way he's negligent, what a fool to think I'm unintelligent, both Henry and Peter have disgraced my mom, caused such irreparable harm, I want nothing to do anymore with her family, don't care if u understand me, but the one thing I took away from life, is in a world full of jealousy and greed we can't play nice!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/9/26

Y'all Happy In All Actuality?

Is the enemy of my friend mine, is the friend to my enemy fine, we're looking at the same number/existence but do u see a nine or six, in the gay community there's only assholes or dicks, ironically both, so do asexual sides have hope, looking more for the same, or ur playing the complimentary opposite game, is oral enough, what's better loveless sex or sexless love, I'll take the latter, perhaps bondage play helped strengthen my bladder, for me it's a therapeutic way, to druglessly escape, yet intimately prove safety where we may begin building trust, while also introducing taboo solutions having a very demi lack of superficial lust, stumblingly learning now yearning, it ain't hurting anyone periodically sniffing and squirming, especially since it's turning me on, perhaps I should do like all y'all and simply cliqueily con, so wicked unfulfilligly happy, comfortably confusing using infusing accepting abusing as love in all actuality!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/8/26

Anti-Hero Ground Zero

Y'all have reached ground zero, perhaps Taylor Swift manifested the anti-hero, the rise of Trump, has got me stumped, am I the only one, cuz I'm stunned, we're idolizing evil now, sorry not sorry I don't know how, never keen on authority nor forced direction, I expect governmental and parental protection, from the bottom trickling up, only way to eradicate dark evil hate is a whole lot of light and love, which requires authenticity, can't take serious silly all willy nilly, without consequences unchoiced, must be called out/c.u.n.t. voiced, can't understand normal thinking, should honestly meet extinction, otherwise defined retarded, perpetually outsmarted, business is soullessly closed hearted, and all us artists want absolutely no part of it, especially when financially exploited, cuz it's avoidably annoying as shit!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/8/26

A Villain's Villain

I'm done volunteering to be the sacrificial lamb, perhaps y'all wanna stay present in the land of the damned, cuz u won't deal with the uncomfortable, lack of accountability is causing doubled even thrupled trouble, what if the original sin curse, God’s devil but also the reverse, we the sheeple are duped fools, capitalistic cruel tools, stealing land and resources world wide, fuck the illusion of a progressive social democratic vibe tribe pride, all while worshipping false idols, the utmost worst corrupt fucks given powerful positions/titles, providing false narratives, conquering already inhabited, let's revolution the system, open ur eyes pay attention and consciously listen!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/8/26

Since Evil Reigns

Watch me slowly disappear, y'all have made it so I no longer care, I can't wait to leave, fuck hope faith and belief, I'm just done, evil won, have fun, this isn't a pun, consider me gone, pretend I was never born, my uncles stole my inheritance, nobody wants my presence, only what I do for them, need eternal rem, cuz this existence is hell on earth, without money hunny u have no value/worth, the boomers screwed us over, I finally took the world off my shoulders, I'm now in my villain era, the hero is dead forever, save urselves, cuz I'll never again be the chosen one who changes fixes saves or helps!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/8/26

Did Live

Had some fun with Hans the sexy ginger German, right before heading back to start grinding again/working, constantly bullied into corporate capitalistic slavery, y'all go ahead and villainously hate me angrily, we don't exist to make money, funny how happy people are when it's sunny, time to shatter that matrix glass ceiling, dealing with deep grief feelings, and I know u won't even try to care, but my compassionate kind-hearted old soul empathy's biggest fear, someone else going thru what I did, yet still has the resilient audacity tenacity to have the will to smile and live!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/7/26

Dared Spirit Lyrics

Bring back that happy camping vibe, grateful for another great day to be alive, keep deep cheek smiling cuz why not, super appreciative of the not cheap peeps I've got, who've become my real deal chosen family, the ones I only care about understanding me, but even then I'm done, defensively justifying myself hun, u can be the one this time to walk away, I'll gladly let u babe then disengage, too wicked tired of the avoidable fight, mind fuckingly stifling my bright white light might, I'm not too much, ur such not enough, learned letting go of stuff's tough, dug my way out unstuck from extreme grief's rut, my gut just knew, with a few Trulys brews and joints by the pool, it would rejuvenate my drained divine kind spirit, beautifully transmuting disputing into poetic musical lyrics, y'all should soon be able to read/Audibly hear it, like I refused truth and dared that shit!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/6/26

Y'all Can Con On

Got Sunday funday gay party at the pool, put aside ur sexy cool, and simply hiccupy fun, like a blink or sneeze is an uncontrollable outcome, destined happy accident, magically magnificent, beautiful sunrise/set, winning that million bet, finding the life and partner of ur fantasy dreams, existence means teams it seems, so I'm antagonistically flying solo, no fomo cuz yolo, Marco Polo dollar holla if u hear me, anyone can be very legendary when intent or dare to be, it's a high frequency vibration, fire horse replaced snake during the yin to yang migration, Pac style Still I Rise while Life Goes On, cracked concrete rose colored glasses unmasks that homo Unconditional Love's just a con!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/6/26

Why Bye U Unrich Bitch

Given u too many times, to continuously cross boundary lines, with utter unempathetic disrespect, who knew somebody could be inept, at simply being friends, what kinda message it sends, when ur words don't match actions, only fucking with passion, minus love, insecurably never enough, done letting u hurt me, whether spiritually or verbally a turkey, u are what u eat and where ur from, more than just a cum sum, u won and the trophy's crabs, also nobody cares about u or where ur at, watch my back/ass or talk to the hand, no matter how many rational explanations seems u can't understand, bye bitch, without u we're joyously healthy wealthy rich!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/6/26

Leather/Bear Flannel Channel

It's a tent not a sound proof booth, what a crazy cool camping crew of predominantly gay dudes, whether sex noises or snoring, if u think that sounds abhorrent/boring like touring, I love naturally nomadically wandering, isn't life philosophy's gossipingly retrospective pondering, analyzing accomplishments or regrets, why's anyone make failure bets, like taking tests with zest, trying to be the best, when perfection's the horizon, stare at the eclipse since it's non blinding, ironically causing what ur presumptuously avoiding, begrudgingly judging our joy jealously with envy and hatred's pretty viciously intrinsically boyishly ignorant annoying, just turn the damn channel, give me all the daddys wearing jocks harnesses leather and/or flannel!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/5/26

Soul Shine Time

Gotta let ur soul shine, not necessarily the whole time, but in our darkest hours, Phoenix energy's power towers, dominating anxiousness, why Coolio's Gangstas Paradise ain't yet exist, Robin Hood style, cuz corruption's gone wicked wild, evil's blatantly reigning free, while fascist oligarchy hypocrisy seems to lead with greed, bastardizing divine righteous good, hiding deep within the hood, which is the collective heart beat, media needs pulse fingered street, feeling the cultural heat wave, art's music paved the way so hate's saved, should truly believe in a higher purpose, this instinct thinking we the sheeple are worthless hurts us, let's change the narrative back, stop playing defense bent and act/offensively attack!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/4/26

Destinied Legendary

Why don't they say something of substance, broadstroking stereotypical's shallow circumference, forgetting depth and breadth, these wanna be poets/lyricists are rather inept, trying copying imitatingly, as a unique original artistic individual that just ain't me, like Demi sings Sorry Not Sorry, can't hurry money hunny so start fun focusing and party hardy, possibly hip hop's eclectically existentially both rap and r&b soul infused, giving spoken word a dope rhythmic beat too, that'll make y'all move and sway, critically think feel inspire or simply help escape, even if only for a moment temporarily, delusionally deep down know profoundly destinied very epically legendary!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/3/26

Astonishing Accomplishment

Do u gotta be a bitch to get rich, work to escape or scratch that itch, inundated with noisy distraction, is it u lack direction or passion, what's ur motive/definition of success, are y'all thinking ur the best guess, thrown wall spaghetti unstuck, mediocrity digitally running amuck, but it sucks cuz it's so soulless, my poetry and music makes transcendant conscious wholeness, complete fulfilling accomplishment, that in hindsight becomes respected classically timeless all remarkably astonishing, yet remains free, delusionally believe even a Grammy nod achievement means commercially seen, finally on my way, unappropriatingly embraced as ok to be white and openly gay!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/3/26

Hey Day Vaca

Just finished packing up the car, not to go to another RI bar, but on our way to The Woods, 2000 gays apparently I understood, we went last year, so there's no fear here, in fact we will have much more fun, I bet Ron and Kadir are gonna be stunned, tho it won't be one giant unboobied porn movie/orgy, don't consider camping to be really sporty, this is our vaca, that in the future can look back on as our hey day, with pool and 2 Jacuzzis, most likely we'll be pretty zootedly boozy fruity!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/3/26

The Discrimination Administration

My common sense's patience's running outta stamina, understanding how satellites ring and flock cameras, can't capture more actual high crimes, is absolutely maddeningly blowing my mind's eye, yet torment minor traffic infractionists often in error, while all these elite are coordinating a new era of fear and terror, we really gotta dump Trump and his whole complicit administration, spreading nothing but ignorant divisive hating and discrimination, ruining this great nation's heart and soul/democracy, mostly from the right's sheer blatant greed corruption and hypocrisy, but now's the time to realign and find humanity's unity, eradicating illiteracy hunger poverty homelessness and disease amongst our entire global community!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/2/26

Reparate Poor USA

Here comes the reckoning, we've all been begging, why didn't it happen sooner, Trump's a ruiner, with the curse of a dreaded deadly touch, spreading fungus instead of light and love, every complicit agent of that administration should be locked up, tough luck, y'all screwed over the entire wide world, but look at every obstacled plot foiled and hurdled, those executive orders can easily get reversed, we the people should be reimbursed first, made whole plus damages, so much corruptionously greedy extremely underhandedness, the 97% of us deserve reparations, it's the only way to build trust enough to truly help make USA great again!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/1/26