Why Closet Love

Pubescents use closets to hide sex, for straights 7 mins in heaven was the best, perhaps I'm still there, why do I have so much fear, conclusioning I'm pretty resentfully ashamed, exiting wasn't like that game, it was very hard to come out, told just don't shout it too loud, maybe Earth's actually hell, cuz nobody I'm attracted to wants to ring my bell, what if I'm asexually neither or both, identifying as bi gives me hope, not qualified nor capable, determining those types of profound labels, but I also don't have any desire to be or be with a girl esp intimately, like Rob Thomas sings "I don't want to be lonely no more" it's been infinity, why was I born this way, am I unnaturally wrong/mentally ill for truly believing I'm gay?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/12/26