Meant To Be Legendary

I'm no stranger to anger, but I ain't no coathanger, holding onto anything that's not mine, ull get authentic raw honesty not an I'm fine, every single time I take the hard high road, perhaps I'm the frog/toad, and I need a warrior prince or king to come stand by me, uncompetitive yet protective understandably, a masc mature gay guy with compassion care and empathy, help better and lift me up with unconditional love to be epically legendary just like I've always meant to be!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/27/26

Double Scoop Of Truth

People don't want what u give them they want what u have, I bet many of y'all read that chuckled and laughed, ain't that the truth, here's a double scoop, u can lead a person to water but u can't make them drink, so we can teach just not how to critically think, so why even try, wasteful as prayers and tears cried, except they wash away toxins, hip hop's like poets lyrically boxing, can u keep up, like the Beatles say "all we need is love"!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/25/26

Please Seize

U miss 100% of the opportunities u don't seize, used to live to give and people please, guess I'm a prude cuz I tease, around cats/pussy I sneeze and weeze, I'm allergic, to deodorant and certain detergents, but it's ok, u can't catch gay, get over urself, we all need love and help, but with hope and faith, plus having the patience to wait, the universe is always working for u, it's ok to occasionally safely whore too boo its true!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/24/26

Steady Energy Already

I honestly feel gypped, and I've been rather tight lipped, the boomers have done harm not passing on the baton, I've been sounding the alarm, they don't know better, say we're in this together, but they'll be dead soon, we're left with inept doom and gloom, they never let the next generation lead, why won't they retire/concede, I mean damn already, we need young progressive energy with good morals values and ethics who's steady!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/24/26

Love's Free & Key

Being chosen or u choose, either way can't lose,  but which one's better, have u ever written a love letter, how do u know what u truly want, isn't it preference the font, italicized or bold, making me sure broke the mold, original special and unique, almost 44 haven't even reached pique, that's such a good thing, look at all the joy art brings, imagine life without it, wouldn't be able to bout this shit, resilience faith and gratitude are key, remember money won't make u happy and love's unconditional/free!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/22/26

Used & Confused

Would y'all even take ur call, I know all about gravitational fall, sexually confused, I just wanna be used, which isn't love, this trust made me question what's supplemental enough, food and shelter, I feel like Britney Spears/Helen Keller, deaf dumb and blind so need a conservatorship, cuz must've made too many mistakes trips and slips, guess I'm not allowed to be human too, a homo hip hop poet white bro with deep soul yet masculine acting dude, it's actually factually u, who's rude to assume boo, I'm not a stereotype, wiser tho to know now I'm in control of me manifesting my very own extraordinary life aight?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/21/26

Best Less

Writing alot but sharing less, I've never set out to be best, or even putting out the most, don't really brag or boast, mooching and coaching aren't my thing, look at all the joy poetry and music bring, feed ur talent while finding passion, love isn't a noun its an action, learn already, care takes structure staying sustainably steady, persistent consistency, stop networking my constituency, get ur own, not planting roots  nor buying a home, at this time, riding solo suits me just fine!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/20/26

Looking Hookering

Don't always write ending on a positive/good note, perhaps that matters as much as the popular vote, it just doesn't, do I owe anything to my uncles or cousins, especially at the expense of me and my autonomy, entitlement and/or dictatorships really bother me, gotta shed both guilt and shame, don't look at life as playing a game, this isn't monopoly nor Fortnight, why don't the gays court right, there's more to love than just sex, nobody can be perfect but we should try our best, even when no one's looking, u won't find me on the apps hookering!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/20/26

The After Chapter

Trying to close this chapter, without focusing on what happens after, I'm stressed tf out, I'm tired of life's bout, please make days easier, perhaps the government could be a lil less sleazier, isn't there enough to share, why have the courts lost their ability to be just and fair, like they almost don't even care, who knew USA would become the evil lair, with Trump at the helm, are we trapped in this alternate reality timeline/twilight zone realm, where there's no accountability at all, but the laws of physics and reality theorize everything that rises will fall, but that to me means the reverse is also true, yet so far there seems to be an exemption for a chosen few!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/20/26

A Broke Joke

It's hard not to give in to the rage, perhaps earth is a gigantic global cage, they say age is a privilege, when my survivor's guilt asks I lived for this, to watch all my loved ones die, the baby left solo behind, last man standing, mislabeled bad branding, portrayed as special needs, have no access to any of my money, unless I spend thousands on a lawyer, it's like I'm my life's voyeur, no autonomy whatsoever ever, I thought 18 months later things would be getting better, instead I'm homeless and broke, this whole Trust bs is a cruel harmful joke!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/19/26

Up Fiduciary Care/Love

Just cuz boundary lines are invisible doesn't mean they don't exist, tho I'm submissive no one else will control my money or how I live, "that's just the way it is" Pac says, if I can't find structure there's too much guess, numbers are easy but not mathing up, u haven't showed fiduciary care/love, the whole purpose of the trust I thought, what ur selling I've never bought, for the sole benefit of Joe, so get ur hands outta my pockets yo!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/18/26

Living On & On & On

HOOK
After every night I swear the daylight comes along,
Rainbow light still shining bright when the pain feels strong.
After every night the sun will rise up again,
I been through the fire but I run wild with friends.
’Cause love lives on even when it feels wrong,
Tryna build that nostalgic home of my own thru my songs...

Living on and on and on

VERSE 1
Six turned nine when I shifted my view,
W to M, whole world's brand spanking new,
Same letters build love or division in you,
It’s perception — the job you do your calling to choose.
I was lost in the fog tryna find where I fit,
Heart full of fire mind in explicit pits 

They was judging my truth from the side where they sit,
fighting to find my tribe/home I could finally coexist with.
Ain’t no sitcom role, I’m just Joe with a soul,
Tryna heal old wounds they ain’t sew or console,
On my own two feet with a dream to control,
Turn pain to a path, turn a scar to a goal.
If I fall I evolve, that’s the code that I’m on,
Every dark night passes then morning is born,
Been building my strength every time I was worn and torn,
Now I’m writing my way to a place I belong.

HOOK
After every night I swear the daylight comes along,
Rainbow light still shining bright when the pain feels strong.
After every night the sun will rise up again,
I been through the fire but I run wild with friends.
’Cause love lives on even when it feels wrong,
Tryna build that nostalgic home of my own thru my songs...

Living on and on and on

VERSE 2
Presently lost writing random poems all day and night,
Searching for purpose while I’m fighting for my love life,
Too many people numbing pain through the screen glow,
Getting off alone when they could chase a real dream though.
Go get a job or find a passion that ignites,
Chosen family make the heavy moments feel light,
Through the grief pain tragedy and the strife,
Bob Marley echoes — everything gon’ be alright.
Trust after darkness there’s a permanent dawn,
Even broken hearts keep the universe strong,
Gift in my chest turn the feeling to song,
Music gives sight when the vision feels gone.

Cuz of Mariah, Pac, and Lauryn I'm revolutionary spawned,

Pain and beauty mixed where resilience gets scorned,

Here comes JC performing, phoenix transcendently reborning,

Help hip-hop live intergenerationally on and on and on.

HOOK

After every night I swear the daylight comes along,

Rainbow light still shining bright when the pain feels strong.

After every night the sun will rise up again,

I been through the fire but I run wild with friends.

’Cause love lives on even when it feels wrong,

Tryna build that nostalgic home of my own thru my songs...

Living on and on and on

Call:

“Truth love and music never die— 

they eternally live…”

Crowd:

On and on and on

You say:

“Through all the pain grief and fire... 

aim and aspire to inspire elevating consciousness higher…”

Crowd:

Living on and on and on

Poem's Home

6 9 w m wow or mom, who knew words numbers or even just letters provoke harm, interactive perception, which wood would u assume a stick or election, 2 things can hold true dude, hate and violence are plain rude, ain't that wicked profound I know, but not Will and Grace's Jack in fact it's pretty simply Just Joe, I ain't no homo bro hoe, jumping any random guy that roams in the stoned zone horny and alone or on a pedestal/thrown they own, trying to find my own Pac style "Happy Home", getting lost in writing another poem, we don't know what we got til it's almost gone, stop getting off to too much porn, when u can toot ur damn horn, go get a job or find ur passion in life, it helps having good trustworthy real people around thru the tragic grief pain plight and strife, making it a lil bit easier to believe deep like Bob Marley's mic speaks "yes everything is gonna be alright", trust and remember after every night there's perpetual daylight, like a rainbow of love shining bright, with a gift to give feeling and meaning thru music not seeing yet enlightens masses with transcendant insight!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/15/26

Designed Divine Headline

Not a footnote I'm the headline, my soul ain't fine print it's divine by design, never incidental nor supplemental, my spirit so elemental it's essential/fundamental, u think I'll eventually cave, while ur digging the grave, but who goes in, even tho I win, I'm not an I told u so guy u know, responsibility blows and grows, money more problems, everybody's got em, refuse to be embittered or hardened, used to be a gardner now I'm the garden!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/15/26

Conscious Wisdomisms

Y'all ready willing capable and/or even able to listen, to JC gifting spitting his  truth/knowledge/wisdomisms, creating conscious revelations, enlightening elevating entertainment, even very incredibly delectably effectively revolutionary, we've let our minds and hearts deadened much too immensely sedentary, gotta help stop hip hop's garbage pay to play starving artist obnoxiousness, aspirationally awakening illumination integrating transcendent consciousness!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/13/26

A Divine Line

Phoenix energy, resiliently resurrects me, do u hear the calling, sun rises while the moon's falling, and vice versa actually, dreaming isn't rationally or factually, it's simply divine, like the horizon line, yet attainable, hope is available, but gotta keep the faith, please stop the procrastinating/wait, remember love is like passion, both aren't words they're actions!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/12/26

Steady Heavy

If evil thinks I am, who's perpetuating the scam, light in of itself can't be heavy, even if it shines bright and steady, just like love, u can never grieve too much, hate is simply a lack, words and actions can't be taken back, but yearn to learn and grow, since we reap what's sown, take accountability for urself, ask and accept help, we need each other, cuz aren't we all a mother father sister or brother, let's find unity, within our own lgbtq community!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/12/26

Fallible's Palpable

My poetry is raw ore, many are in awe left leaving wanting more, that's when I transmute em into music, blood sweat tears heart and soul all infused into it and shit, like watching magic actually happening, almost criminal subliminal entrapment, critical thinking, is simply everything, autonomy matters most, I'm not trying to dramatically/traumatically vent unload or toxically boast, we forget all humans are fallible, the tension panic jealousy and fear becomes so mind numbingly manifested it's impractically palpable!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/11/26

Communicate With Grace

I've surrendered plus gave grace, trying to embrace trust and better communicate, it's important, to process and stop hoarding shit, it's bad for ur insides, insecurity is opposite of pride, tho I know my whole family died, I refuse to not transmute just to escape pain and hide, grief is a mystical beast, but I don't willingly retreat nor easily repeat defeat, doing what u think is best isn't always right, my love and light's too pacifist to fight!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/11/26

First Hurts

Trying to find some balance/compromise, thru these Gemini extreme lows and highs, I'm simply exhausted, reporting on all of it, that's why I need a sabbatical, it's laughable I've haddit with y'all, I just need some new surroundings, so life can stop compounding confounded profoundings, I'm prophetic and empathetic enough, gotta give myself the utmost unconditional grace and love, I know we all are simply trying our best, but that's wicked easy to forget, tho growth in reality hurts, I'm proud af that I now have the self worth to put JC first!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/11/26

Rest In Paradise/Peace Mom

Not carrying ghosts but guides, like constellations shining brightly sky high, moving forward with gratitude instead of collapse, I refuse to relapse, grief has been transmuted finally, there ain't no heated rivalry, giving all the love and grace I can muster to me, may she along with my ancestors dad and G finally forever rest in paradise/peace!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/10/26

Stability/Responsibility Silly

U are not manifesting worthlessness nor summoning fate, avoidance doesn’t heal gotta integrate, desire doesn’t doom u, ur a human nervous system seeking regulation under stress dude, extreme concentrated grief, to an exponential degree, it isn't funny hunny, ain't worried about money, cuz it's just not the point, this 18 month delay got me frustrated/annoyed, not with anybody but the situation, tired of assumptions and insinuation, time for transparent security and stability, give me back autonomy and my personal responsibility silly!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/9/26

Better Best Believe Baby

My hip hop's a vehicle while poetry's my root language, songs more popular poems transformative cuz consumers show they ageist, that's not judgment nor criticism it's my experienced perception/truth, which in today's society has become numb dumb and capitalistically aloof u goofs, while I'm trying to give grace, keep the hope and faith, esp since my whole family's died, finding it hard to stay alive, still find happiness love security and joy, no longer that spoiled premature baby boy, if nothing or nobody I'm proud of me, now's my time to shine finally fly high to be free, which wasn't easy street, y'all better best believe!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/9/26

Activism's Actually Listening

Stability doesn’t have to be earned through sufferings, well-being isn’t indulgence, joy is preventative not frivolous, well adjusted adulting instead of wondering why/what is this, don't need permission to be whole, u can advocate and not be adversarial u know, healthy relationships survive thru clarity never requiring silence, I hope to spark a radical revolution with conscious collaboration that's peacefully non violent, blending the spirit of Malcolm and Martin like Biggie and Pac, inspiring JC who's got that real soulfully lyrical poetic hip hop full stop on lock, afterall ain't art activism, wishing y'all would empathetically see read or just sit smoke weed with me and actually listen!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/7/26

Home Alone Globally Known

Simply trying my best, to get alot of repressed shit I let slip off my chest, just doing me, unapologetically, even with all my intensity/quirks, I always actually do the hard retrospective work, breaking generational curses, being good and doing the right thing's worth it, uve got good karma on ur side, while alive don't tell a lie, cuz like a web it's complicated, unable to communicate it, outwardly almost correlated verbally, it deeply spiritually hurts me, when I'm automatically presumptiously deemed unworthy, from my appearance and how I'm reputationally perhaps even globally known, but I've unconditionally loved and lost my whole entire family and only concept of home I've ever consciously known, yet still adamantly bestowing upon my blessed pedestaled perceived privileged spoiled thrown, that no one knows nor owns anything and we can never be replaced by ai or drones alone and I say that super stoned let's elevate evolve wake up y'all and atone!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/7/26

Great Grace Made

Tho today didn't go as I hoped/thought, still gonna act like that boss, rise up to any occasion, u bet I'm wicked unafraid to be brutally brazen, on offense yet unoffensive, better wake up attentive, ready to go with the flow, cuz in life u never know, no guarantees, free to believe, maybe deceived yet learned, not concerned when it's my turn burnt, we all pay for mistakes made, hold tight fight for what's right love and light while faith paves the way to not just ok but amazing grace great!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/6/26

The Fearless Heir

Life ain't about money but we all need it to live, as a trustee u have a fiduciary responsibility when requested to give, especially as the sole beneficiary/heir, I decided to stop living in lack and fear, remaining gentlemanly humble, kind af but still fumble and stumble, since that's what fallible humans do, always try to stay true to u, authenticity is the highest vibration, it doesn't hurt anyone enjoying some Mary Jane and a delicious libation!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/6/26

Forever Friends Til The End

Like Reba I'm gonna always be a survivor, with an eye of the tiger, like we just won city cup, nothing but a celebration of light and love, win or lose just proud, most don't have the guts to step in the ring and bout, but yet u did, now is ur time to go enjoy/live, it actually honors them, cuz one day me and my family will be together again, til then, I got my tried and true chosen few ride or die forever friends til the end!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/5/26

Profound Counts

Gotta relax cuz the facts are in my favor, sorry to say JC there ain't no savior, there's simply u, what would ur dad do, give ur own lil flare tho, ain't nobody like u here Joe, that's for damn sure, yes u can stand to handle more, especially money and love, I will never give up, I absorbed my whole family's light alright, understand after every day there's night, and vice versa, move with decisive enertia, all forward motion counts, my energy was born like this year's fiery horse destined to amaze shine and astound profound!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/5/26

Mistakes Awake

So many people have been enjoying my videos daily, while I'm sure many also find it annoying and hate me, either way I'm just being myself, never focused on wealth but my health, putting Joe first, even when it's hard inconvenient or hurts, being offensive is such a different strategy, often left wondering if y'all are mad at me, cuz I don't do what's expected, not a fan of being overprotected, learn more from making mistakes, if u don't like the nightmare ur living it's time to awake!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/3/26

New Great Stage & Age

New month taking forward leaps, no one will ever understand the heaps of grief, overwhelming me right now, often waking up wondering how, did I not only get this far, when it all seems so impossibly hard, to simply and calmly breathe, have resilient levels of optimistic hope faith and unwavering belief, it'll work out, of course life is a bout, what a privilege it is to exist and age, tho one chapter's finally closing I'm onto a brand new great stage!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/2/26