From Shorty

I wanna give u a lil gift and wish u a happy birthday, in my own very gay special way, bitch u better work, watch whitey illuminati twerk, whoops did I just come for ur son sideways, now yall brothers beta behave, respect ur elderly, yes even ur annoying LB, no I ain't just throw shade, we just call spades a spade, dancing circles got u like Erkel "did he do that", they're so amazed dazed and taken aback, uve got spunk pizzazz and sass, god I love u and ur big black ass, puff puff pass pops/my fraternal dad, a simple goody goody gosh from care bear baby hugs bear will get u to giggle or laugh, u bring out the hush hush dl alter ego not often discussed, wait what who the hell is PoEtiK Justice?

Peace and 1,
JC
10/16/15

Don't Forget I Said Try

I won't retrace my mistakes, somethings are harder to say face to face, I know I'm far from perfect, but I'm worth it, ur time effort and sacrafice, my unconditional love shld more than suffice, don't worry so much about the price, life's filled with surprises and spice, time flies by fast making it short, remember back in the day when we'd sport the fort with my soccer buddy/cohort, road tripping it on another adventure, we'll probably still chill in rocking chairs smoking blunts in dentures, telling stories to his grandkids, show them my Grammys and pics of famous celebrities in the biz, rocking it and hip hopping it til I die, don't forget I said u can do anything u want if u put ur mind to it and try!

Peace and 1,
JC
10/12/15

The Second Coming

Celebrity used to be a catapulting platform for change, the fact humanity hasn't existentially grown or evolved is strange, have we lost our hearts and souls, constantly dodging atrocity takes a toll, at a certain point we all break, is there really free will or is life predestined fate, I don't want to be some generic statistic or a talentless fake, i hope to be as inspirationally classic and eternal like them other epic legendary greats, whatever my destiny, i always strive to be the best me, I'm far from perfect, the incessant rejection will be worth it, cuz when I finally get my big break/opportunity/shot, yall will hail me as the second coming of Jesus/the gay white Pac!

Peace and 1,
JC
10/8/15

Censored History & Skewed Truth

Yes I know people are just people, but that shouldn't justify perpetuating evil, the unabridged definition of love is a three part test, involving trust honor and respect, we are the generation, with an abundance of instant gratification and wasting, it's money made and quantity, over real substance and quality, excessive corporate greed really bothers me, wish politicians favored truthfulness problem solving and honesty, it would do them good to display some humble modesty, homosexuality isn't all pedophilia and sodomy, let's look at the economy logically, and remember there's separation of church and state, we should be way more picky about who we give fortune and fame, this is some serious shit life isn't a game, stop inflicting pain fear and shame, fuck refugees what about our own veterans and families displaced by horrific snow storms earthquakes tornados and hurricane rains, why focus on foreign more than domestic, imagine how ugly things will get if a republican gets elected, look at all the progress that has been made, repealing bad marijuana laws Obamacare and the marriage rights of lesbians trans and gays, enough is enough already, obviously guns are deadly, rap music today lacks talent inspiration and melody, but advocates misogyny bigotry and jealousy, video games are more violent then even the news, our history seems to be censored and the truth skewed, the youth are too distracted and numbed dumb by their smart phones, leave women's uteruses and immigrants alone, raping and pillaging are never condoned, technically the white man came and conquered the poor Indian's home, mind ur own damn business and stay out of personal private affairs, we only have one Earth with finite resources so we better learn to care cohabitate and share!

Peace and 1,
JC
10/6/15

The Invisible Queen

Someday this will all be a distant memory, I don't forget who was a real or fake friend to me, and not just someone who talked a good game, watch 'em come out of the woodwork when I gain some money and fame, but I'll reject u like u did me out of spite, stop trying to extinguish and diminish my love and light, I'm not afraid to man up and fight, why u always acting like I'm old and trite, name one frickin' out and proud gay musician, who speaks from our point of view perception or position, this isn't what I envisioned, I'm struggling finding my purpose for living, when I repeatedly get rejected by my own community, y'all can learn the word from Queen Latifah's "Unity", how's that spelled, fuck u...u are evil people and like Knievel ur going to hell, I'm tired of playing nice and quiet, watch me publically call u out and start a riot, since otherwise u pay me no mind, I'm out of sight cuz ur deaf dumb and blind, another Helen Keller, I don't have to be a fortune teller, to be able to read u, ur so transparent ur unbelievably see thru!
Peace and 1,
JC
10/5/15

Untrained & Fame Shamed

U got me blushing and chubbing, I'd rather be cuddling instead of clubbing, this isn't monogamy or marriage but it's something, there's complicated layers when it comes to relationships and loving, even tho I'm financially struggling, i can feel the positive momentum bubbling, some day soon I hope to get my 15 minutes of fame, but for me that'll be the beginning of my spotlighted reign, i don't proclaim to be self ordained, I'm not professionally/classically trained, i got both beauty and brains, i try not to be ruled by fear or shame, if ur not cool with me smoking pot or being gay ur plain lame, i pray for my prince charming to cum, which is a double entendre pun for the literary dumb dumbs, I've grown numb from being shunned, i can't help the fact I have had proper education, no matter how successful I get I'll never forget where I come from!

Peace and 1,
JC
10/3/15

Sebastian's Bday Gift

This is my gift to my FB buddy Sebastian​, our love for music is everlasting, it connects us like math it's a universal language, very eclectic emoting love activism fun pain heartache and anguish, however it makes u feel, the struggle is real, and pretty much the only way I survive, is to put on a soulful jam get high and just vibe, ain't no better place to listen than in the car, what song is the soundtrack to ur life that encapsulates who u truly are, I think mine would be Tupac's "Unconditional Love", I learned a long time ago to stop looking up, also blaming others makes u the victim, Earth is like a giant prison system, I think the US is Hitler's Corporation, power and greed has corrupted this once great nation, conquering the world in the name of Democracy, does humanity and/or politics equal hypocrisy, from the Trail Of Tears to the Holocaust to slavery, artists have exhibited revolutionary courage and bravery, wonder if anybody else knows the difference between sauce and gravy, I am a product of my environment so this is how God made me, a privileged white fag, emulating a culture naturally assigned to black, no matter what though I know u got my back, ur faith gave me the strength and confidence I lacked, so to say a big thank u, I wrote this poem dude, a bit random and all over the place, but ultimately I just wanted to wish u a very happy birthday!

Peace and 1,
JC
10/1/15