Life's Gone So Wrong

Parents aren't engineers they're shephards, miss moms gravy soups lasagna chicken wings and sausage and peppers, scratch that, I want her back, also Gia and dad, grief made me mad, turned sad into living, death isn't automatically forgiving, in fact I'm perhaps even more begrudging, lately it's God I'm judging, why is life only all suffering, could've used some time for buffering, in 6 short years my whole immediate family was gone, I don't know why or what for it just feels so unbelievably and completely wrong!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/9/25