Break Away From The Stage

Beyond the screens...in the hot spotlights on stage...everything ain't always what it seems...but what if manifesting dreams doesn't come with age

Gaze behind the smile...deep under the skin...there is a beautiful genuine talented wild kind soul within

I hope someday y'all can see me

Maybe then I have a real chance of being heard and appreciated truly 

I'm not the best...far from perfect...but I deserve respect and a shot

After all these years I still haven't figured out what I want...but I know what I bring to the table and what I've got

It's just a damn shame I feel like there isn't even a seat

Maybe I'm a spoiled whiny brat...living too safe and comfortably 

I'll be taking a break...some time away to regroup reinspire and start writing some new material that's reflectively lyrical

Alots happened in the past bunch of years...I'm done with anxiety and depressive fears

I promise myself I'll try harder for me and for true love and passion...instead of empty words expressing hurt I'm gonna pick myself up and take action

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
9/25/21

MCJC

Call me MC JC the adult contemporary hip hop artist, I'm out here working the hardest, to show the acronym R.A.P game how to grow the flow the fuck up, show me some thug love for my spiritually soulfully lyrically divine hug, that'll give ur heart strings a lil tug with all the feels, where are my genuine gentlemen keeping it 100% real, my rhymes aren't ghost written nor stolen, I don't act whack all cocky and swollen, I'm the chozen one, this isn't for the fortune fame or just for fun, I ain't no get my money then run and done, I promise I want my music to last forever, I simply hope to unify coasts together and make the culture better!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
7/29/21

Crying Commercializing Conscious Hip Hop

I'm crying commercializing conscious hip hop, cuz I can't stop won't stop til it's pop, and on radio mainstream, cuz unafraid poc women and gays gained green, along with enough power to pusuade male white privileged straights to unify forming the ultimate dream tagteam, affecting real deal exponentially existential change, in inpirationally reparational ways, bettering ourselves for the greater good every single father fucking day by day, if good things take time it'll take a lifelong journey to be epically legendary labelled exceptionally great, some of y'all keep consuming disengenous talentless fakes, please don't portray or just say ur eyes wide awake, open up ur hearts minds souls and ears,  stop living instilling unfulfilling competition weaponizing divisive fears, dare to take care empathetically learning to share, especially the wealth, it's not weak to be vulnerable enough to shed a tear or ask for help, show the example of thug love, as Gangster's putting down guns given a brother rocking another color a hug, we all fam and need to understand it takes a village, no one should ever feel it's ok to rob cheat kill or pillage, prospering locking doors once they thru and get ahead, I'd rather build bridges that'll last long after I'm dead, realizing I'm a one of a kind original magical unicorn, but in an unsteriotypical nonconformist masculine acting hidden f*ggot form, using that rap platform as a voice for a new generational high vibrational norm, forcing people to see beyond the superficial illusionary surface, no human is less than or worthless, let's make nature more equal, I truly have hope and faith it's never too late nor unbelievable, to conceive reasonable and achievable, eradicating hate hunger poverty discrimination and other forces of evil!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
7/22/21

The Future's Balance Still Hangs

What if this is really as good as it gets, yes I should stay humble grateful and blessed, but I feel like everything I am was all inherited, being masculine white I've already doubly benefited, I don't face much outward hate or oppression, my sexuality is not my identity so that facts irrelevant, I'm not too proud to admit I'm insecure as fuck, i chalk any success up to cconsistent talent passion and drive over luck, yet I still haven't made a dent in this hip hip industry, I guess nobody wants to make a financial commitment with me, that's ok tho yo cuz I believe in myself, I've been brave enough to ask for help, faced endless rejection, relying heavily on familial protection, probably too much, but I still got the guts, to pack up my car with all my stuff, to go after and discover my one true unconditional love, music, my life's infused with it, it's my purpose, just cuz labels don't see I'm marketable or profitable doesn't mean I'm worthless, me myself and I along with my rhymes have value, I rap and sing everyday since my soul simply has to, the one thing I ask of u, take off the mask dude, show the world who u r, bare ur broken heart, spit more bars, but of substance not superfluous superficial surface stranger shit like sports weather women or cars, y'all can't stand me, if u can't understand deep, it's inherent in the name, spreading consciousness ain't no fame game, I'm looking to make some real genuine change, am I the only one concerned the future's balance still hangs?!?

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/22/21

Blame Consumerism

At what point do we blame consumerism and take accountability, its ironically silly how y'all keep repeatedly demeaning queens dismissing/diminishing personal responsibility, do we lack the ability to not live vengeful rich bitch narcissistic/vindictively, like most of these whack commercial ass illegitimately milli vanilli, wanna be gangster rappers who simply lack tact ingenuity and integrity genuinely willy nilly, why can't we all act ethically empathetically both socially and civically/civilly b...it's fucking obnoxious...time for y'all to get conscious!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/20/2021

A Poem For Gia

"It's fitting the world weeps tears of parting's sweet sorrow, and such a loss is a reminder we aren't promised tomorrow, without ur smile's presence life seems dull and hollow, it's important to grieve but not to wallow, after the gray skies clear a rainbow will surely follow" 

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
12/2/2020 

That Gay Giggly Laugh

I'll bring wraps, when I come back with raps, to put some cum on ur back, it dont matter I'm not black, racisms straight whack, and while we're at it enough of this anti gay crap, I'm gonna lyrically bitch slap that ass, too pacifist to pack a gat, and not gangsta enough to bust a cap, and I'm bringing that conscious hip hop we lack, in fact, put my music on blast, while u take a cab, or a blunted hotbox high ride lap, which happens to be my ghetto studio lab, and then not give me mad props love respect daps and dabs, while I simply smile and give y'all a lil giggly laugh!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
8/26/20