Society's Decisions Are Not From The Heart

Is this the world we created, cuz I absolutely hate it, upside down backwards land, and I'm so not a fan, they've bastardized truth and righteousness, how on earth do we fight this shit, it's fucking disgusting, while also disrupting, democracy as a whole, I guess the devil stole our soul, these boomer presidents need to retire, most of these sheep in Congress should be fired, don't even get me started, on the supreme court that's immoral and coldhearted, overturning Roe v Wade, I'm surprised they haven't made it illegal to be gay, we're in serious trouble, and all y'all are sitting safe in ur comfortable bubble, I get no satisfaction in I told u so, ur never to old to grow, but it seems ignorance persists, only an illusion of bliss, in reality it's not, society isn't business so decisions should come from the heart!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
10/13/23

A Reckoning's Beckoning

Risk taking is beckoning, since it's comfortable's reckoning, I did my best, and yet another test, is on the horizon, what I'm finally realizing, I was living wrong, wasn't working on any new songs, cuz i was burnt out, had to learn not to bout, surrender to my higher power, remember rainbows only come after the shower, stars are formed after a cloud collapsed, when ur feeling helplessly trapped, know that moments pass, nothing forever lasts, but what matters most, is holding onto hope, even if it is false, when loved ones die life halts, u become numb, u feel heavier than a ton, and u can bring down a whole room, best thing to do is shroom, it helps with PTSD and depression, the pain never goes away or lessens, we just exist around it, the grief is confounded, as the world keeps turning, while ur lost and hurting, waiting for that day, when u awake and simply know it'll all be ok!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
10/12/23

Not Not Negative Rhetoric

I refuse to lose to the fear of losing again, tho u can't choose ur family u do choose ur friends, don't be afraid to be brave, it's ok to make mistakes, that's what being human is all about, something isn't more important cuz u shout, in fact it's deafening, there's a huge difference between being and feeling threatened, I should know, do I need to speak if u read slow, I'm a grammar nazi, like where's Waldo can u spot me, in a sea of baldy beans, nothing is ever as it seems, book cover judging, by curmudgeons, it's automatic, like autocratic, aka Putin, teachers can be students, u can be both things simultaneously, I admire spontaneity, very vocabulary savvy, not just any guy can have me, who's got game, fools fuck lame, vanilla is boring, sorry for snoring, my worst trait, hate to bait, but love fishing, some sarcasm comes across bitching, I'm not not negative, just have naturally antagonistic rhetoric, afterall I'm a double Gemini, still in trouble for getting high, like it isn't legal medicine, bring back lethal injection, treat people like pets, give us the dignity of opting death, instead of having to suffer, like my poor sister and mother, creating survivor's guilt and trauma, when I do go tho I hope it's like my papa!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
10/9/23

Why I Rise & Shine Rhyming

Don't know why, I wasn't by ur side, couldn't watch u die, so I had to decide, to try and fly, cuz now's my time to rise and shine, no more crying, whining and dining, I'm worth finding and buying, hit the ground grinding, instead of shying from prying, the spotlight's blinding, eyes need drying, gotta stop hiding I'm priming, superstardom's aligning, signing wiling, vying for styling, y'all declining dividing while social climbing, lying spying and antagonizing my rhyming!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
10/9/23

Don't Escape Experience

Travelers experience life while tourists try to escape it, no matter how hard I want to I can't fake shit, caught up in living for tomorrow, cuz I simply don't wanna handle today's pain and sorrow, it's all just too much, I no longer give 2 fucks, I can only cross bridges when I get there, gotta stop being dictated by fear, it's stolen enough, keep ur tough love, the clock is ticking away now, I refuse to question why or how, that's wasting time, have faith it'll work out fine, lean in and take the leap, sowing oats so I can finally reap, making decisions for me, even if y'all can't see and believe, I can, and I'm my own man, comfortably single, open hearted and ready to mingle, letting go so it can be, explore more of the land they say is free!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/8/23

Conscious Not Cow Now

I'm feeling I'm being punished, not respecting my boundaries got me gutted, esp when it's my mom, she doesnt understand the psychological emotional and spiritual harm, on my confidence and self esteem, I thought we were a team, in the end I was a fool, got played like a useful tool, then left to fend for myself, with zero help, and so I'm done, life ain't fair or fun, it's designed slavery, y'all show me u hate me, by picking her side, enabling her ego and pride, I'll leave and u won't ever see me again, all I have are my friends, I'm an orphan now, my last name's Conscious no longer cow, I've got nothing but regret guilt and shame, and the harsh sad reality is I've only got my own choices to blame!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
10/2/23

Not Robots & Old Farts Sitting Pretty In Toxicity's Misery

Been staying more off line, reducing ur cough time, don't smoke those bowls, since everybody knows, at first smell, but oh well, it's an occupational hazard, I feel like Joss singing I'm torn and tattered, life's been brutal, haven't I proven myself responsibly frugal, yet still can't be trusted, who am I colonel mustard, what tool did I use, and in what room, guilty til proven innocent, there's no accountability for maga sheeple being ignorant, wanting to see democracy unglued, they won't obey or even listen to rules, the narcissistic exception, that can't understand my artistic expression, do I give y'all the impression, I think everyday is a blessing, cuz it definitely is not, all I hear about is robots and old farts, hoarding and ignoring their toxicity, boring sitting pretty in misery, abusing refusing to share their wealth, triggering rigging the hands they've dealt, shut and locked the doors once thru, most built drawbridged moats too, so much red tape, under their thumb seems impossible to overcome and escape, the next generation's screwed, only got to know hypocrisy's truth, made to believe in magic without proof, do as they say not as they do!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
10/1/23