Evolution Revolution

What's the harm in, labeling myself RI's leather daddy/rap King Charming, let me be ur ruler, cuz I'm just simply cooler, spitting wisdom in rhyme, this is my shine time, quintessential beacon of light, using music and poetry to fight for what's right, wearing a harness and a crown, having representation is profound, I've never felt welcomed nor included, may not break that glass ceiling but moved it, tired of the same old monotony, gonna inspire change in the world so don't try to stop me, simultaneously leading both a Renaissance revolution, and a transcendent conscious evolution, more towards enlightenment, creatively writing enticing and inviting righteously delighting excitement!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/8/24

Mom's Are Never Too Far

In this moment it's imperative, not to dwell on grief focusing on the negative, experiencing similar loss yet still unprepared, my mom is the person I hold most dear, I wish her eternal peace, I'm sorry if I didn't fulfill her wants and needs, but hope I made her proud, I won't let the dark clouds shroud, ull be the brightest star in my sky, the wind beneath my wings helping me fly high, u are an incredible warrior for love and light, I will never understand ur endless relentless fight, altho I know u passed it on within me, I'm only beginning to see, how beautiful life and the future are, and I know in my heart u will never be too far!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/7/24

The Unkempt Me Almost Empty

Gotta respect her wishes, never been the type to vicariously live thru pictures, I hold the memories in my heart and head, can't imagine too much time left, these two weeks will be the hardest, feeling cardless, like I'm waiting on my next hand, does God listen to our willfull commands on demand, I'm struggling so deep, there are points I wail and weep, almost uncontrollably, my spirit doesn't seem holy, kinda ironic death's an angel, life is being slowly strangled, watching this all unfold, is making me bitter resentful and cold, so I try to shut up and isolate, I don't wanna spread hate, yet I have no control, this unrooting is drastically effecting my essence and soul, how can I fill this hole that's almost empty, y'all about to meet and see the real unkempt me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/7/24

Please Free Me

Living isn't procrastinating dying, holding onto hope at this point is lying, I'm burnt out, and can't fight her bout, I know it's hard to let go, no one's supporting Joe tho, nobody wants to talk truth, it's not my job to help y'all thru, it's supposed to be the other way around, this punishing suffering is profound, like a plot to kill me to avoid her death, I will have no spirit or will to live left, they keep shooting the messenger which is me, I'm sorry to say this but the time may be for her to fly free, there's nothing anyone can do to stop this, for all our sakes we need to accept the only option is hospice!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/6/24

Won't Let Grief Completely Beat Me

Tho far from perfect my mom's the best, she made a beautiful nest, we called home, I never felt alone, even after they're all gone, I know I can weather any storm, she taught me how, her strength is the very definition of wow, it took me a lifetime, so that I might find, approval comes from within, where do I even begin, a million I'm sorries isn't enough, u showed me nothing but unconditional love, with little asked for in return, after every single burn, u helped me resiliently rise again, tho trust was never broken it got bent, rather quite literally, u refuse to wallow in misery, kept persevering thru, like matriarchal glue, simply put she's magical, despite not always being compatible, I felt supported completely, no matter what happens I promise I won't let grief beat me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/4/24

Reap What We Sow

Reap what we sow

Shit ain't superficial it's deep yo

Y'all so empty and hollow

Thinking sorrow's for tomorrow 

But what if there is none hun

Time's under the gun like money an illusion

Wake up and embrace love u hateful fucks

Cuz we just weather better together...kisses and hugs

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/3/24

Humanly Humbling Unconditional Loving

Good days and bad, so grateful for what I have had, especially this long, u can't mourn wrong, honor those gone with success, always live and do ur best, tho there's plight and strife in life, don't let suffering steal nor dim the fight to shine ur light bright, they can't hang with angels, never been fancy or fangled, simply genuine and authentic, no hate or shade but don't assume I'd ever choose to use Ozempic, ain't no magical cure nor fix, even the rich can't achieve happiness/bliss, cuz the basic gist we exist is far beyond money hunny, y'all become numb young and dumb hustly hungry nutty grubby fuddy duddies all troubly, which is wicked fucking disgusting, encompassing nothing remotely close to utopianly conscious non judgment nor begrudging humanly humbling unconditional loving!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/3/24