Sunday, May 31, 2015

Yes Sir

Totally bored and uninspired, by all the fakes flakes and liars, my brain never seems to get tired, I don't know what the purpose is for nipples but mine are hardwired, seriously like the slightest touch, yet these dudes do too much, wanna be all rough and tough, punch u in the nuts or gut, don't get me wrong kink can be hot as hell, but with intimacy u need to be able to read well and tell, explore to find the proper balance of pleasure and pain, try playing a bondage game, u learn alot about urself giving up control, ur senses heighten too if u add a blindfold, let's wrestle for who's bottom and top, i don't believe u when u plead stop, shut up and take it bitch, i love making u squirm moan and ur dick twitch, i am a true switch, have trouble hitting that high falsetto pitch, cuz I'm a true dude, not a drag queen with a faggoty femmy attitude, not trying to be rude, it's just most religious folks are sexually ignorant prudes, u exude homo erotic undertones, do bromance buddies bone, everyone wants to know, I won't kiss and tell tho, I like being a gay Grey, but I'm very picky about my prey, ull be gagged and have no say, it's the master's way or the highway!

Peace and 1,
JC
5/31/15

Friday, May 29, 2015

Metaphorical Punching Bag

How dare u scream ur face off at me, while doin u a favor u claim this is a one way street, is that irony or hypocrisy, I'll talk to u when u state ur problem calmly, I'm done with u thinking ur the boss, who's more talented is a coin toss, like comparing oranges and apples, why is common sense so hard for people to grapple, it's about time u walk ur own talk, I'm sick of ur high pitched faggoty squawk, ur terrible at scheduling and planning, u can try to beat me up but I'm still standing, my time is only just beginning, my high school friend's hair is finally receding and thinning, sucks playing catch up, imagine u never get love, I'd rather be alone than a cheat, someone some day will love me because of my smelly feet, there's more than one person out there, love isn't a finite resource we have to limit and share, but abuse will not be tolerated, check ur anger frustration and hatred, i am not ur enemy or punching bag, there's 100 other reasons ur wicked pissy and mad, I'm sorry ur tired and had a bad day, i will celebrate my bday the whole last week of May, u will not bring me down, my art is inspiringly intellectual and refreshingly profound, musical degree or not, u can't teach the natural skills I got, I'm always working on growing as a person and my craft, hopefully I'll look back on this point in my life and just laugh, at the fact that despite impossible improbable odds, my dreams became a reality I am not a farce, i will be an ample example of the American dream, now all I need is for my hope and faith not to lose steam, cuz staying motivated with passion, is hard especially when ur finances are lacking, i know this may make me sound like a jerk, but i know my value and worth, this is just one of those transitional phases/growth spurts, i simply refuse to barely scrape by comfortably occupied with unfulfilling busy work!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
5/29/15

Thursday, May 28, 2015

Spectrums

When it comes to some aspects of life like gayness, there's different degrees and volatility cuz spectrums exist, from extreme flamboyancy to being completely straight, the level u measure someone at is up for debate, there's also a scale that starts with an enemy, that stems and extends to a very best friend to me, we all have some good and bad within, it depends which stage or echelon of sin ur in, that's why balance and finding equilibrium are important, it's worth approaching things from different angles and exploring, get to stretching ur perception, learn there are special circumstances exemption and exception, u gotta go with the flow and try to be flexible, cuz anger and impatience makes optimism inexpressible, it sometimes feels awkward weird or strange, when we overextend ourselves and go outside our comfort range, remember between love and friendship there is a difference, and ur homosexual tendencies can pop out at any instant, for lesbians it appears to be more accepted, but the thought of a man kissing another man's automatically rejected, most women in general are prone to being bisexual, boy on boy action's as heinous a crime as being incestual, I'm not gonna lie the dichotomy can bother me, my right to sexual preference should be respected honorably, ur hatred's instigated from acting ignorant and cowardly, from not embracing ur race and the power to be free, discrimination gains appreciation when u don't stand clear from fear, segregate and separate yourself from everyone whose views you don't share, the point of life is to fit in with the people around u, this world's almost a prison system everything's confound to, u just have to accept population control is inept, u have no power over a person's intelligence wisdom or depth, that is why there's a grading and a rating for I.Q., people come in all shapes and sizes there's no one exactly like u, believe in even twins, it's a given are different, u have ur acquaintances, that need less upkeep and maintenance, u also have ur drinking buddies, ur one night stands and cuddle bunnies, people u work with, and relatable characters from a story or myth, any relationship has a degree on the scale, that depicts how much effort and work is entailed, I'm a rarity and quite the fluke, I'm nice to all which makes some people wanna vomit and puke, I try to be friends with everyone, cuz when ur surrounded by love life's just way more fun!

Peace and 1,
JC
12/5/08

Shit Or Get Off The Crapper

I'm living for strangers connecting with my work, pardon me if ur constructive criticism makes u sound like a jerk, remember not everyone can be a poetic rapper, if ur not gonna take a shit get off the crapper, I'm tired of these amateurs hogging the glory, when will the world finally get to hear my story, I'm not a gangster or white trash, double majoring in college was a pain in the ass, thought I wanted to activate in the court of law, but honestly the justice system rapes the innocent worse than greedy whores, i just simply have a heart and soul, so I decided to reestablish my ultimate life goal, I find it sad not funny, how many live life only focusing on making money, living a comfortable life is great, but not following ur passion is a big mistake, we all have gifts that make us unique and special, not all winners receive recognition a trophy or a medal, for some artists the journey is much longer, they say heartache and pain make u stronger, but like the Black Eyed Peas I wonder where is the love, we've become so materialistic nobody believes in a higher divine power above, structured religion has destroyed our faith, picking and choosing bible scriptures to preach is such a waste, ur using god as a way to control people, do u even realize bigotry ignorance and discrimination perpetuate evil, when did being righteous and virtuous become cheesy, haven't u had enough of the same old song and dance bitches niggas and drugs for sheezy, where is music's substance value and inspiration, it's weird how we keep waiting for change and, yet nothing seems to be different or better, still fighting over global warming despite mother nature's crazy weather, let's go drill for more oil in uninhabited lands, are there really any real republican or democratic fans, cuz both parties in my opinion suck, im at the point where I wanna throw my hands up and just not give a fuck.

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
5/28/15

Wednesday, May 27, 2015

NEXT

Oh my god I can't stop thinking about sex, all I have to say about the guys around here is...NEXT, a bunch of faggoty fairies, even the drag queens are sloppy and hairy, a bunch of amateurs with no talent, left for 5 years and look what happened, where'd the independent art scene go, RI is the place mom and pop shops used to call home, now everything's gone corporate it's all about big business, totally neglecting the elderly and miseducating the kids, there's no such thing as the middle class anymore, everybody nowadays is a member of the overworking poor, forget about following ur hobbies or passions, too comfortable to figure out what u want then take action, a bunch of silver spoons and platters, can never seem to get above the bottom rungs of success's ladder, like I missed that day of school, where they told u the tricks and loopholes to the rules, why can't I seem to figure out, how to stand unafraid to be brave and bout, I'm definitely strong enough, scrappy agile rough and tough, don't let my height fool u, even tho I'm quite a cool dude, i have low levels of shame, won't pussy foot around a dame, I'll say shit straight to ur face, ain't too proud to beg or use mase, I'll kick balls and punch tits, sexual preference is recognizable by how one runs talks or sits, there are exceptions tho like me and Mike Tyson, such a badass as long as he's not trash talking before fighting, the purse coming out his mouth got me crying cracking up too much, if old ugly retarded criminals can...why can't I find love, obviously it's plain to see, my heart's blatantly consumed by jealousy, what the hell is wrong with me, i gotta get out of this woah is me routine, remember to breathe, and just focus on positivity!

Peace and 1,
JC
5/27/15

Am I Wrong

Can someone show some bravery, come sweep me off my feet and save me, i can't take it anymore, what is all this suffering for, i want my life to begin, have I committed too many sins and this is my punishment, no love sex or career, a thick shorty with small eyes big chest and no hair, am I really that ugly, what if u wake up tomorrow and I'm gone suddenly, wld I even be remembered, don't say I'm a diamond in the rough sort of treasure, yet I'm still single and alone, living unemployed back at my parent's home, how much longer will i be stuck in limbo, lots of time for going to the gym tho, but honestly what the fuck is the point, I'm utterly frustrated and annoyed, i can't seem to catch any break, I was gullibly deceived by another flakey fake, i guess u really can't trust anyone at all, they're probably waiting for u to crash and fall, drop the ball, like a T-Mobile phone call, perhaps I'm not in range, I think it's funny yall believe I'm the one who's deranged and strange, I always try to remain respectful and cordial, unfortunately a lack of responsibility and accountability have become normal, at the beginning of yet another depressive day, i wonder am I wrong for smoking pot liking kinky sex and being gay?!?

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
5/27/15

Try

To reach ascension, relax those fists ur clenching, release the anger and tension, all that pent up aggression, exterminate hate, don't discriminate, starting a fight, over a lack of understanding aint right, simple miscommunication, could lead to obliteration, with nuclear capability, America can no longer be the world's military, just like an overprotective parent the US must let go, it's impossible for every country to be under our control, it took years a civil war and revolution, for democracy to take hold as a solution, we made many mistakes, enduring pains and aches, but they made us stronger, realizing disadvantaged minorities will never belong to ya, I can definitely relate to a black, no reparations or an apology for slavery is whack, owning them like property when they're real people, now we forbid same sex couples from marrying in a church or steeple, disproportionate tax benefits, I'm unable to provide foster care or adopt which affects the kids, gays are the ones now not being treated equal, this is mistreating Indians women and Jews' sequel, oh so many common misconceptions, instead of society and states holding elections, the pope and government regulate all social issues, that to me is the epitome of power and it's misuse, it's my life so I'll decide, what's wrong and what's right, and if u don't like it it's just too bad, we have got to stop showing favoritism based on a fad, start to update our laws, take a moment and pause, to make sure, all options are being explored, exhaust every remedy, find green renewable energy, bombarded by so many problems all at once, we have forgotten how to follow a hunch, everybody's looking for a sure thing, creativity and originality to the table u should bring, it's wicked easy to be copy cats, and for ur judgment to lapse, but don't u ever give up, and make sure to show some love, never lay down to die, anything is possible if u put ur mind to it and at least try!

Peace and 1,
JC
3/6/09