Monday, January 3, 2022

"There's Got To Be A Way"

 

Been practicing acting that I'm a good loser, funny how cliche the abused becomes the abuser, enormously handling life poorly, feeding the feeling of poor me, wasting so much energy, fighting the frenemy envy/jealousy, it sucks and is fucked up, how most lgbtqa don't know real friendship community or love, my experience isn't the norm, always been an outsider trying to conform, out of sheer loneliness, wish I could cure fear and phoniness, I'm an old school genuine gentleman, humbly both sexy and intelligent, just not everybody's cup of tea, lost my self respect living to people please, forgetting I too am valuable and worthy, I'm terrified y'all want to hurt me, claiming I'm one of those white privileged gays, here to just steal and appropriate, like one race owns hip hop culture, I ain't a snake shark or vulture, but I do love Mariah Pac and Lauryn Hill, absolutely will stand on my talent passion and skill, I don't want to do anything else, music's therapeutic soothing and really helps, in fact it saves my life each and every day, go look up "Everything Is Everything" "Unconditional Love" and "There's Got To Be A Way"!

Peace and 1,
MCJC/The Poet
1/3/22

Friday, December 3, 2021

BET

 "Living my best life lately, only thing yall love is to hate me, bunch of fake wanna be gs, only one I gotta make believe's me, don't let my insecurities drive my need to people please, since sometimes I don't love or even like my own damn self, I at least admit and ask for help, can u, cuz look at urself in the damn mirror dude, a hopeful romantic fool, give everyone the benefit of the doubt, earned my merits well respected and got clout, just not popularity, and the explanation why is a miscarriage of clarity, where's my fucking pity party/charity, most hide truth and pain behind sarcasm anger or hilarity, my knowledge wisdom and vocabulary's actually intelligently crafted nastily, in actuality I've masterfully made my music to transcend academically/scholastically, despite many still laugh at me and my rap dreams, but who are u to judge me when u aren't what u project urself to be or genuinely seem, definitely not on my team, and ur nock off of a monet mirage facade is sure running out of steam, consider urself officially read/seen...so go mic drop dead...BET!"

-MCJC/The Poet

Tuesday, November 16, 2021

Never Too Old To Grow

"I don't mean for my genuineness to be so abrasive...yes I'm both sassy and salacious...gracious and humble...often fumble stumble and tumble...but always get up again...quite the fierce stoner friend...loyal af...believe we make our own luck...depending on what u put out...communication ain't understood better cuz u scream and shout...trying to focus on the now...we teach peeps the disrespect we'll allow...Pac said don't ask my why but how...the answer is I don't know...I try to remember ur never too old to learn and grow tho"

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
11/16/21

Pass Me The Mic

 

"Fuck the human hamster wheel...my life's masterpiece ain't no damn photocopy...it may be similar...influenced by mi familia...but there's only one me...who I dont feel free to be...due to societal pressure...u bet ya...I'm defined by the superficial surface...stereotypes hurt us...does equality even exist...when the battle rap diss and gangsta shit gets more clicks...seems the games rigged/fixed...y'all can suck it just not this dick...fuck it I'm out...I ain't about the bout...my music is all love...so shut up and take 2 puffs...tho while u light...pass me the mic"

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
11/16/21

Friday, September 24, 2021

Break Away From The Stage

Beyond the screens...in the hot spotlights on stage...everything ain't always what it seems...but what if manifesting dreams doesn't come with age

Gaze behind the smile...deep under the skin...there is a beautiful genuine talented wild kind soul within

I hope someday y'all can see me

Maybe then I have a real chance of being heard and appreciated truly 

I'm not the best...far from perfect...but I deserve respect and a shot

After all these years I still haven't figured out what I want...but I know what I bring to the table and what I've got

It's just a damn shame I feel like there isn't even a seat

Maybe I'm a spoiled whiny brat...living too safe and comfortably 

I'll be taking a break...some time away to regroup reinspire and start writing some new material that's reflectively lyrical

Alots happened in the past bunch of years...I'm done with anxiety and depressive fears

I promise myself I'll try harder for me and for true love and passion...instead of empty words expressing hurt I'm gonna pick myself up and take action

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
9/25/21

Thursday, July 29, 2021

MCJC

Call me MC JC the adult contemporary hip hop artist, I'm out here working the hardest, to show the acronym R.A.P game how to grow the flow the fuck up, show me some thug love for my spiritually soulfully lyrically divine hug, that'll give ur heart strings a lil tug with all the feels, where are my genuine gentlemen keeping it 100% real, my rhymes aren't ghost written nor stolen, I don't act whack all cocky and swollen, I'm the chozen one, this isn't for the fortune fame or just for fun, I ain't no get my money then run and done, I promise I want my music to last forever, I simply hope to unify coasts together and make the culture better!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
7/29/21

Thursday, July 22, 2021

Crying Commercializing Conscious Hip Hop

I'm crying commercializing conscious hip hop, cuz I can't stop won't stop til it's pop, and on radio mainstream, cuz unafraid poc women and gays gained green, along with enough power to pusuade male white privileged straights to unify forming the ultimate dream tagteam, affecting real deal exponentially existential change, in inpirationally reparational ways, bettering ourselves for the greater good every single father fucking day by day, if good things take time it'll take a lifelong journey to be epically legendary labelled exceptionally great, some of y'all keep consuming disengenous talentless fakes, please don't portray or just say ur eyes wide awake, open up ur hearts minds souls and ears,  stop living instilling unfulfilling competition weaponizing divisive fears, dare to take care empathetically learning to share, especially the wealth, it's not weak to be vulnerable enough to shed a tear or ask for help, show the example of thug love, as Gangster's putting down guns given a brother rocking another color a hug, we all fam and need to understand it takes a village, no one should ever feel it's ok to rob cheat kill or pillage, prospering locking doors once they thru and get ahead, I'd rather build bridges that'll last long after I'm dead, realizing I'm a one of a kind original magical unicorn, but in an unsteriotypical nonconformist masculine acting hidden f*ggot form, using that rap platform as a voice for a new generational high vibrational norm, forcing people to see beyond the superficial illusionary surface, no human is less than or worthless, let's make nature more equal, I truly have hope and faith it's never too late nor unbelievable, to conceive reasonable and achievable, eradicating hate hunger poverty discrimination and other forces of evil!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
7/22/21