My Poetic Preach Reach

This is the 450th poem I wrote this year, I've overcome and hurdled so much grief pain and fear, my resilience is strong, put brilliance in a song, I truly believe we're all right where we belong, instead of champagne I'll take a rip from a bong, let's get high, learn how to fly, break out of the matrix, get outta here with fake shit, I ain't got time for that, talk good about me behind my back, no one knows the power of their reach, but I'd like to think my character screams authenticity/practice what he preach!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/31/25

Yang Bang

Done with yin it's time for yang, let's start 2026 with a bang, live our best lives ever, remember we're better together, fuck the uber wealthy, they're making society unhealthy, why so hoardishly greedy, the division in this country isn't funny or teeny weeny, we need to get back to unity, redevelop our intimate community, to once again be by for and serve the real people, we've had enough being ruled by the forces of evil, the snake skin's finally been shed, be like me optimistic of the future/what lies ahead!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/31/25

Fly High & Free With Me

This holiday season, I needed to dig deep to find a reason, not only to simply smile, but enjoy myself for a lil while, surrounded by love, lots of food and hugs, don't need expensive gifts, ur presence helps uplift, have had enough of alone, sold my childhood home, now I wander free, hoping someone might fly high with me, call it wishful thinking, can't stop writing rapping and singing, like Pac says "that's just the way it is", I always thought my songs were my metaphorical kids!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/30/25

Laid Vs Paid

Not everyone wants to see u succeed, many laugh when u bleed, love watching stars fall, will u answer the call, when opportunity arises, what one sacrifices vs compromises, can wind up defining character, AI is worse than Napster, industry robbing artists, creators work the hardest, yet the last to get paid, apparently gays only care about getting laid, I thought it was about love but silly me, no matter what I'd rather my vibration be authenticity!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/30/25

Success Best

As new years eve approaches, I wonder why elders aren't teachers nor coaches, really missing my family, til ur alone ull never understand me, it's a club I wish I didn't belong, trying to transform poems into song, with a dope beat, won't accept defeat, til I reach my idea of success, don't need to be the best, according to someone else, hope my art helps, relates or connects, popularity elects, sorry to say not skills, if only we could manifest what one wills!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/30/25

Best Most Merriest Christmas Day

Despite the lack of gifts and snow, we got tons of food love and light tho, friends family or acquaintance company, conquered another year triumphantly, presents aren't the blessings, messaging isn't presence, don't ghost the dead, show up instead, life and time is short/precious, isn't a smile infectious, Santa like magic is real, I bet my hugs heal, as well as poems and songs, come chill for JC smoke some blunts bowls joints and bongs, everybody should celebrate their way, and simply have the best most merriest Christmas day!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/25/25

Spit Off A Cliff

This some serious life shit, ain't got time to waste on superficial conversations of weather or dick, already soared off a cliff, spreading conscious wisdom when I poetically spit, I'm a deep dude, holding a hand or 2, teaching by being an example pushing thru, with the magical ability to transmute, especially all of my pain and grief, I have unwavering hope faith and belief, knowing that love is the wind beneath our wings, feel my heart and soul as it raps and sings, along with the joy it brings, no matter what anyone else says or thinks!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/11/25

Spark Heart

U ruined my present and fucked my future, can't wait to see what the universe will do to ya, probably nothing, a lack of justice is troubling, evil keeps sinning, financially winning, while the average poor hard worker gets screwed, there's so much distortion we can't discover truth, it's clouded in lies, I realized even with wide open eyes, this has gotta be hell, society on a global scale is unwell, driven by money, everything ain't sunny nor funny, in fact I'm terrified, cuz altho my love light and resilience are verified, at most I'm a spark, revolutionarily fighting for the greater good/collective soul/heart!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/11/25

Unpretty Nitty Gritty

The truth isn't always positive nor pretty, when u get down to the nitty gritty, we have the ultimate power, don't let this be the final hour, acknowledgement is half the battle, the reality is existence is hard to grapple, exploitation is running rampant, capitalism creates competition and I can't stand it, valuing the dollar over people, y'all rob cheat lie and steal, yet still think ur one of the good guys, if what only matters is size, I'm screwed being a shorty, if 30 million is more than enough I don't need 40, totally happy with 2, still watch what I do and how I move!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/20/25

Hells Cells

Our attention is trapped in our cells, social media has become personal hells, our perception bubbled in phones, don't like a lack of separation between work and home, get outside of urself, socializing helps, loneliness and depression, has exasperated AI obsession, why are we selling our souls, our data is being mined and sold like gold, our energy matters, but only billionaires' pockets getting fatter, we have the worst president and administration ever, the way to fight this level of fascist evil is together!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/20/25

Grit Shit

Y'all want my results without any of the work, if u rob lie or don't reciprocate ur a jerk, in fact ur an accomplice/complicit with evil, I'm so sick and tired of capitalistic sheeple, money and power over authenticity and love, to billionaires there's never enough, and at the detriment to the collective, not every parent is caring compassionate or protective, I was just lucky and blessed, life is something u can't guess, but with sheer determination and grit, u can actually manifest impossible shit!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/20/25

Family Me

Life is so precious, love is infectious, light fights the darkness, how can y'all be this heartless, especially this time of year, stop with all the divisiveness/fear, my prayers go out to those, beautiful lost souls, who like me, endured the loss of their family, holidays and anniversaries can be hard, grief leaves invisible scars, I just hope the good outweighs the bad, learn how to go with the flow smile more and laugh, fasten ur belts and buckles, enjoy the ride said with a devilish chuckle!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/17/25

Do Choose

Why should talent go out the window, cuz ur gay kinky or a plain vanilla jane/straight himbo hoe, prostituting sex, some karma can be interpreted as hex, are u desperate for love or just lust, cuz u can have all the looks and luck, but ull never have me, unless u too vibrate authenticity sadly, I know so much it isn't fair, at the end of the day nobody cares, however heaven does exist, but ull find it in the way u live, it's not what u say but will u do, we are ultimately defined by who u choose!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/15/25

Sexuality's Casualty

Life's prostituting us all, I wish capitalism would fall, I give alot, my total soul and heart, leave it on the stage, nobody should care about my age, or my happy sexuality, why does gay automatically make me a casualty, plus I'm white, which is another fight, when is enough of such just rough and tough, but what vibrates higher than love, authenticity silly, I don't take each and every day will nilly, this shit is serious, call me daddy or delirious, I'm here for a reason, mean it saying making/creating poetry and hip hop rnb soul music gives me my meaning!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/15/25

Evil Sheeple People

I'm so sick of this violence aimed at the wrong people, why are y'all such dumb ignorant gullible evil sheeple, there is no antifa stupid, that's like saying the devil is cupid, when they say far left are terrorists it's the opposite, there doesn't seem any real way to stop it, all this fake news, leaving us in fear suffering and confused by this constant barrage of abuse, all MAGA must be punished and jailed, fired cuz they were not only incompetent but neglectful and straight failed, the election was a lie, democracy has died, and the government only cares about capital, who ever knew logic reason and critical thinking would become radical!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
12/15/25

Free Me Please

When was the last time u commented great job Joe, love that line rhyme in that song or poem, how about u share my work please, just liking listening and watching are ways to support me for free, y'all stan Taylor Kendrick Em Jay and Beyoncé, and I'm over here like hey move out the way, pass the baton already, keep artistic integrity, stop this pay to play mentality, creativity is the casualty, commerce should never dictate art, stop sucking dry our collective soul/heart!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/13/25

Reality Casually

Saying didn't have to do that, doesn't absolve u from giving back, or at least paying it forward, don't do bored good, I hate being understimulated, in an overpopulated world become more integrated, no man can be an island, nothing changes staying stagnate/silent, voice ur choice, take up space and make some noise, revolutionarily rebel and riot, free speech ain't quiet, speak shit into existence, it's all about consistent persistence, we manifest reality, shouldn't take responsibility and power so casually!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/12/25

Don't Lease Ur Peace

I'm the luckiest person on earth, always working in my favor's the universe, my daily affirmation, no need for exasperation, it might not be ur thing, but the positivity and joy it brings, helps me deeply, consistency is key/weekly, cuz I'm trying to change my mindset, making a kind bet, on my peace, which isn't up for lease, spirituality isn't transactional, dreams can be real or fantastical, what did u do, why won't u choose, repeating cycles, til ur as cold as icicles, shattering when fallen, unfortunately y'all be so materialistically distracted u miss ur calling!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/12/25

Altogether Better

Imagine every day being great, cuz both good and bad are a part of fate plus ur awake, isn't that the point, how can u gage glad mad sad or annoyed, it's the yin yang theory, if more misunderstanding please spare me, so sick of hypocrites and their ignorance, I wonder if there's any innocents, aren't we all complicit in some way, can I help being gay, am I simply wrong, or wasting time writing poetry and songs, cuz I often feel strange, wondering if I'm deranged believing things could actually change, especially for the better, imagine a utopian world where we live in peace and harmony altogether!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/11/25

Gay Ok

Love doesn't divide, if ur just gonna change ur mind, don't waste my time Lizzo says, it shouldn't be guess, tell people how u feel, keep it 100% real, it'll get u further, why be a burglar, there's enough to go around, when u find one who's true it's profound, course I don't know, nobody besides my family has felt that way about Joe tho, and that's ok, it's harder being gay, statistically speaking, it can seem defeating, but I've definitely got unconditional faith and hope, so besides poetry Marijuana and music jerking off generally tremendously helps me to cope!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/10/25

Anti Hero's Glory Story

Even my negativity is honest, I've always been humble and modest, a simple man, with a diligent plan, to live my best life, resilient thru pain and strife, but I'm done with tough love, enough with the rough stuff, only pleasure, I am the garden/prize/treasure, ur turn to step up and make the move, walk and talk ur truth, take responsibility for being the villain of the story, sick and tired of the anti hero getting all the fortune fame and glory, evil won, look at the destruction and erosion they've done, a humongous fungus amongst us, more angels have fallen losing all light critical thinking and guts!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/8/25

Blessing Attention

How do I get y'alls attention, having me as a friend is a blessing, cuz I show real love, give the best cub hugs, I am talented af, am an indy guy but leans left, a double Gemini, who is probably high, Mary Jane is his main thang, chooses cherry Coke over Pepsi Moutain Dew or Tang, it's delicious, refuses industry labels cuz they're exploitingly insideous/vicious, I'm pretty sure they killed all the greats, the president is a piece of shit who only lies manipulates and spreads hate!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/8/25

Meant To Be Me

This is my last post, cuz I'm goin ghost, this world isn't meant for me, it's all an illusion we ain't free, the divided states, are easy to enslave, the devil runs our country, corporations are cunty, don't even get me started on billionaires, a majority of sheeple don't care, fighting each other, exploiting mothers and their brother, out of jealousy and envy, perhaps celebrity isn't meant to be.

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/8/25

Absolutely Rudly

What was done to me is gross, altho most folks'  different strokes help cope thru whatever life throws, I find it rather immature and simply silly, u can't verbally take accountability, I'm not crazy at all, could meet face to face or at least video call, instead u miscommunicate and misunderstand thru text, gaslighting at best, cuz u see but don't empathetically feel, ur words empty unintentionally but the impact is real, neglecting ur duty rudly, instead of absolutely apologizing over a blunt and smoothie cuddling naked watching a movie!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/7/25

Didn’t Deserve This Hurt

My death is on Todd Empire Andrew and Sony, wish we could vanquish all those evil phonies, exploiting artists, who are dedicatingly working their hardest, using the years of blood sweat and tears, to try and conquer their fears, while the talentless greedy business men put hands in our pockets, somebody needs to fight back and stop it, this gatekeeping hoardish corruption, ur logic is based on assumption, my one Xmas wish is, for God and the universe to give me karmic justice, for all the harm and hurt, they should get what they deserve!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/7/25

Screwed By Andrew

Andrew assassinated my smile, the music industry especially labels are vile, y'all are evil evil demon sheeple, pretending to be righteous decent people, when ur robbing and stealing, gaslighting feelings, dangle a dream, saying we're a ride or die team, confusing love with use, forcing artists to pay to play is abuse, fuck u and ur connections, ur rejection is a blessing and divine intervention/protection!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
12/7/25

Light Fight

Woke up to more hurt, I regret my birth, what's the point to life, besides suffering plight and strife, one more fall, and I'm ending it all, I already don't believe in love, I've never been enough, success is only pay to play, I hate being gay, if all homos go to hell, earth is it can't u tell, Trump is the devil, that makes JC a rebel, I hope ur blinded by my light, evil may win a battle but never the ultimate fight!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/7/25

Don't Hurry Worry

What can I say, but yesterday was just a very hard day, if u couldn't tell, by the amount of swears I yelled, at God and the universe, cuz sometimes life hurts, I didn't mean it, I felt debilitated and defeated, grief's been kicking my ass, but boy does time fly by fast, 5 years seems like a blink, wish y'all could understand how I think, I know I cause alot to worry, man I wish my true love would come find me in a hurry!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
12/6/25

Meaning Season

Never been loved enough, being a kinky gay dude's rough and tough, I guess y'all can call me a side, altho I think that's a lie, I simply haven't found my compatible person, everybody's too busy working, exploiting or being exploited, thinking conversation is confrontation so y'all avoid it, why is the responsibility solely on me, when did it become a high expectation for sex to be free, even friends come and go so fast, pretend they're forever while talking smack behind ur back, I feel like I'm in my final season, to keep me going I'm gonna need a good reason with deep meaning!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/5/25

Tap Out The Bout

I'm in a terrible head and heart space, I'm so unhappy y'all can see it on my face, I thought I could fake a smile, but that illusion only lasts a lil while, til the next day, I hate being gay, why can't I have normal sex, I feel like life is a test, how much can u suffer before u just tap out, can u be resilient enough to get up again and bout, I just wanna give up, I don't believe in success or love, cuz I've tried, wound up wiping more tears I've cried, cuz I'm alone and lonely, amidst a whole globe of exploiting transactional phonies!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/5/25

Enough Fuck

I'm wicked fucking sick and tired, of trying to uplift and inspire, a world that doesn't give a fuck, people suck and nothing's ever enough, especially money and sex, human beings are fucking hexed, I just want to give up, cuz what's the point of existing without a true love, nobody's single, nor wants to mingle, they simply want their cake and eat it too, they don't actually fucking care about u, work ur life away, and blame immigrants blacks women and gays!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/5/25

Fuck God & The Universe

Fuck both God and the universe, the constant consistent disappointment just fucking hurts the worst, I wanna curbstomp Him I hate Him so fucking much, life simply fucking sucks, u stole my whole fucking family, u made it so nobody loves or understands me, u created ignorant stupid greedy transactional people, He gave up power and control to evil, earth is literal fucking hell, I'm super fucking frustrated and angry if u couldn't fucking tell!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/5/25

Laugh At Impact

It's not about intent it's impact, y'all piggyback hate commiserate and laugh, taking no accountability at all, u lift people up to watch them fall, in fact that's the purpose, who'd think our government and corporations want to hurt us, they're not looking for a cancer or aids cure, such an illusion of care that's pure, yet in reality they profit off our sickness, they're all a bunch of psychopathic narcissistic hypocrites, the time for reckoning is now, vanquishing corruption greed and hoarding is necessary but how!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/4/25

Awakening Generations

A voice of awakening, for a new generation, able to expressively say, what many may feel but can't articulate that great, but when I get in that booth, to mic drop hip hop evergreen truths, using lyricism as medicine, these aren't just bars they're reminders wake up calls and lessons, blending modern consciousness culture with mysticism, vibrating healing growth empowerment and philosopical depth/wisdom, my poetic introspection, is a blessing spiritually protecting, especially thru all this extreme grief, between social insight and emotional transparency art's illuminating the real me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/3/25

Legendary Energy

Trying to inspire a smile, joy for even a lil while, I'm past my pique grief streak, now I seek the leak, of my spiritual energy, which is magical and legendary, I'm able to perpetually give, since service is the purpose why we exist, but this hole, in both my heart and soul, is an expensive toll to pay, it ain't easy being a single gay, now that my family's gone, how long is it acceptable to mourn, who's to say really, I just wanna get thru this life fulfillingly!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/3/25

Divinity Infinity

Ur smile my north star, both near or far, ur with me infinity, her spirit divinity, wish u were here, helping to push thru the fear, support so unconditional it's visible, quite literal traditional, spending holidays together, life was simply better, still time goes on without y'all, without a safety net to catch me when I fall, I instinctually phoenixally rise, to my teary eyed surprise, as they're the wind beneath my dreams, for forever and eternity on my heavenly team!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/2/25

Miss Me Some G

Today is a hard one for me, my world hasn't been the same since the loss of G, she was the best big sister, it hurts how much I miss her, especially after losing my mom, not having an immediate family has caused horrific harm, particularly my mental health, y'all only pay attention to the inherited wealth, thinking I've now got a silver spoon/platter, u know what ultimately most matters, having people who still show up, and who really know what it means to unconditionally love!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/2/25

Transmute & Use My Muse

I will get over u, eventually block a fool, tho I shouldn't have to, cuz u can't appreciate my value, confuse use with love, nothing I do is ever enough, left me in ruins only u created, now anything related evokes hatred, but instead of acting on revenge, I'll let karma work magic while getting bent, pain's always been my muse, isn't it grief's time to transmute, become beautiful new music, with all my blood sweat and tears infused into it, helping heal the collective to forgive, do u boo disengage and just let them miserably exist/live!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/1/25

Fighting Inciting Enlightening Writing

Gonna just keep on writing, everyday awake get baked create art that's fighting inciting enlightening, cuz there are way too many zombified robotic and now AI, no wonder why I stay high, to deal with vampires, greedy hoardish whorish liars, love's become numb dumb and transactional, romance is only fantastical, like magic is for kids, human equates fallible/hypocrites, so I feel required and responsible, to help unbastardize righteous virtuosity to make it honorable, relearn then reteach civics ethics and morals, there's no reason every single being can't be respectful coexisting cordial!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/1/25

Show & Tell Hell

I bet u can't hate to my face, I would make the case, separation only causes a divide, like out of sight out of mind, it doesn't make the heart grow fonder, do stupid people ponder, or just stare off in space, do u know how anyone hates, it's betrayal/lost love, I'm not too much ur simply not enough, I do my authentic best, maybe existence is a test, transcend to heaven or remain here in hell, no need to believe what u textingly speak ur behavioral pattern will ultimately show and tell!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/1/25

Only Fear Here

I'm tired of God stealing my time, letting other people cut me in line, while I've been waiting patiently, frustrated anxiously, cuz I seem forgotten, stop pushing my buttons, I'm a good dude, all this suffering leaves me defeated and confused, what's the point of constant abuse, why in order for y'all to win I gotta lose, my whole family's gone, I regret being born, cuz there's no joy here, only evil hatred greed and fear!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/1/25