Fatherfucking Twisted Biscuits

I'm a fatherfucker don't get it twisted, love putting my hot dog between 2 biscuits, make that shit slap, while jaws gasp, ogling over muscles, men do prostitute too and hustle, so surprised over the gay for pay way, I'll be 42 in May, yet I don't look it at all, shouldn't y'all be appalled, or am I the only one, why are our choices Biden or Trump, boomers keep hogging the baton, I tell mom sell everything and rent in Tuscany or Milan, I mean why not, this life is all we got, just her and I, since dad and G already met their demise, pretty soon it'll just be, lil lonely old me, and that's ok, cuz eventually we will unite again one day!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/31/24

Fuck Me Lucky

I was born lucky, fuck me, I realize I've been so ungrateful, deeply hurt from grief and pain I become numb and hateful, mostly towards the universe and God, my life seems impossibly hard, but it's all perspective, I'm super creative and inventive, especially lyrically, am I a part of the illuminati conspiracy theory, perhaps I've simply worked my ass off, don't sarcastically sass and scoff, just cuz of what I stand to inherit, like being a middle class rich kid with white privilege is another demerit, add in the fact I'm an openly unoppressed dl gay, since most peeps I meet don't inherently see me that way, yes I'm blessed, but I'm struggling achieving any success, with my naturally gifted gentlemanly genuineness, I stand on a platform of unconditional truth consciousness and love, yet considered cheesy and not good enough, sometimes I perform with my eyes closed, of course I could sell my soul, but what if labels stopped exploiting their talent, and fans began idolizing the chivalrous and valient, capitalism bastardized art that's wholesome and good, nobody communicatively shares anymore so we're all pretty much misunderstood, unseen and unheard, I believe we should be valued more by what we've ultimately learned over earned!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/30/24

On The Mic Spotlight Night

Ur version of me, is what I'm perceived to be, so I'm not blatantly gay, sure u can smell the Mary Jane, I still remain simply unseen, some stranger's fantasy wet dream, I wonder how many orgasms I've inspired, my nipples are super duper ticklishly hardwired, I'm wicked sensitive, both wise and intelligent, another pretty old soul, who needed to inwardly grow, catch up to myself, learn to actively ask and accept help, sharing is caring esp for guys and their feelings, we should have more group therapeutic meetings, I thought that's what concerts were for, wish poetry was consumed like music more, gotta get on audible, my work is very noteworthy and applaudable,  earning respect and hopefully ur time, the life of an original entrepreneurial artist is a hussling grind, show me I'm worthy, of reciprocal common courtesy, tipping is much appreciated but fuck love I wanna be truly liked, deserving of a camera and a spotlight, shining right on me on the mic, while burning bright on this upcoming Valentine's Day night!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/26/24

My Heart/Art Therapy

So soulfully classic I'm intergenerational, super uniquely timeless it's almost hateful, mixed with jealousy and envy, just epically legendary, I'll say it again, esp to my faithful friends, they're honorary family, people outside my inner circle I'm sure can't stand me understandably, abrasively hard to handle, most won't hold a candle, gotta give truth with more grace, make room and space, for fans to listen and feel, rap's recent real deal, an authentic genuine gay gentleman, very non feminine but love women, not that that matters, I'm simply not a glam drag nor prostitutional actor, music and poetry are my heart/art therapy, helping to create a much healthier better me!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/26/25

Strategically Slowly Revealing All The Real Me...JCV

I'm the Roger Williams of hip hop, a revolutionary gay RI poet who won't quit nor stop, fighting for indy artists, out here working the hardest, cuz we are genuinely original creatives, not simply imitators, sure u can twist and switch it up with ur own unique style, but not writing and performing ur work's batshit crazy wild, I'm baffled by what we idolize, I have no desire to ride the pay to play wave way like we've Tidalized, totally exploited by one another, it's handle or be handled my enslaved capitalistic sisters and brothers, what do y'all expect, gotta hussle for success, I refuse to treat life like a boardgame, break the rules to let go of all that programmed catholic guilt and shame, I'm a wicked fucking special weirdo/creep, secretly a discretely kinky piggy freak between the sheets, Sniff is still a significant side hidden real deep within me, I'm just strategically cautious when revealing what y'all know and see of JCV!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/25/24

Probably Cursed To Be Rebirthed

God needs to be fired, how did they ever even get hired, their super selective, not very protective, pretty sarcastic and sadistic, supposedly holistic, but I think the Bible is all fabled, look how much war and divisiveness religion's enabled, what if it's just a hoax, who will u be mad at the most, my damn self, so many unanswered prayers for help, definitely have cursed timing, sometimes it hurts rhyming, cuz I'm overlooked and dismissed, y'all only focus on chicks and dicks, caught up in ur bubbled skewed views, people are like colors various shapes sizes and hues, is our only purpose, selfless service, I feel utterly neglected, there ain't no more work incentives, I'm obligated to exist, what's the next big twist, living in this hell on earth, imagine after death there's rebirth, our souls are recycled, why are the greedy entitled, u can't buy character nor salvation, I won't be starting my hello with greetings and salutations, probably a swift hit to the tits and kick in the nuts, I'd curb stomp them to reciprocate all that tough love, perhaps they've already been retired for years, I won't regret not shedding any tears, at this point their only saving grace, is if both presidential candidates transition and their positions get replaced. 

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/24/24

Reckoning Questioning

Live backwards is evil, does that shock other people, I've always wondered if we exist in hell, I hate the philosophy don't ask don't tell, America tolerates but doesn't accept, no matter how hard I try I don't gain respect, tell me if straight or gay is better, are men or women lesser, would u rather be rich or poor, why do we idealize exponential more, capitalism is toxic unchecked, socialism isn't the best, by why can't we balance both, what's more important faith or hope, just some random questions, is life a curse or blessing, does it change each day, do u engage or pray, fight or flight, strife and plight, expect perfection, y'all at all worried about this upcoming election, why can't boomers retire, everyone over 65 should be fired, ur working wrong, workaholics are boring, pass the baton already, letting younger generations take the reigns is very necessary, stop hoarding success, uve made such a mess, we might be damaged beyond repair, mostly thru perpetual overwhelming fear, yet I still truly believe, this year will be a reckoning in favor of genuine authenticity!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/21/24

Leaving A Long Lasting Legendary Legacy

The creed should read all people are created equal, divisibility and segregation are the real evil, don't y'all think it's time, it could both unify and rhyme, I mean it is 2024, unlock those bolted doors, opportunity's not just knocking, a revolution is starting, we're tired of the elite, when's the Earth inherited by the meek, this existence is whack, will the pendulum ever swing back, we've got to be aggressive, getting a progressive elected, for effective change to actually happen, stop talking and take action, life ain't guaranteed, I'm surprised what one can manifest and will if u believe, affirmations have power, u know ur a murderer if u pick flowers, how about killing bugs, let's fight the pandemic's war on hugs, don't isolate, cuz it's never too late, to simply start over again, I'll be the whole globe's shouldered friend, to advocate lean on or cry, hopefully leaving a long lasting legendary legacy of Truth, Love & Consciousness even after I die!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/16/24

Win Big With An Assist To Uplift

My friend said I'm a riddle wrapped in a conundrum, definitely not average or humdrum, but got a whole bunch of willfullness, that wasn't something my parents instilled in us, it came naturally, like being a people pleasing defensive introvert in actuality, I don't need to compete beat or conquer, just to be in the the same league as some of the elites I'm honored, I stay in my lane, won't hate the players I simply blame the game, we can all succeed achieve our dreams and win big, if we individually manage each our own unique special gifts, spread positive energy affirming manifestation which, also aids and assists in reciprocating frictioning helping the collective uplift!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/12/24

Join Us On VD At Bzs' Concert Called Unconditional Love

I can dribble lyrical circles of hurdles, jerking while twerking solving daily wordles, basking in magnificent multitasking, blasphemously asking sarcastically laughing, why father fucking me, I'm rather lucky to still just be, I try to strive each day, to live in gratitude and grace, music is my way to pray, I wanna help create Weekend Wednesday Therapy as an artistic safe space, come as u are authentically, fundamentally we're incredibly genuinely bettering the collective we, so celebrate VD at Bzs 8-11 just join us, as CEE LLC treats y'all to their $10 feed inaugural concert called Unconditional Love, featuring the fabulous sensational talents of Erin-O Jon G, the incomparable Jackie Collins plus of course me MCJC, an epic event trust u must not miss out, cuz this'll show how to set a precedental tone for what 2024's all about!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/12/24

Nobody Knows The Way Life Goes

Trying to make great deep conscious conversation casual, or in fact practically habitable, it's finally time, cuz with our powers combined, we'd be unstoppable, is there any sin that's not unabsolvable, y'all are spoiled and coddled, since that's what's been modeled, exploited and used, mentally spiritually and emotionally abused, so psychological, ignorantly troubled embubbled and unknowledgeable, surrounded and encompassed by so much incompetence, there's no reconnaissance, the US is the ultimate militia, hearing tons of conspiracy theory end of day whispers, will we see the demise of the dollar's eye, exposed cuz u know truth always comes to light, prosperously fighting shadows, we're no longer interested in swimming amongst shallows, bled nor soul sucked dry, shouldn't we be asking what happened instead of why, deflectively pointing the blame somewhere else, since it's not that people don't want to they just don't know how to effectively help, we only know what we know when we know, and that's the way life goes!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/10/24

My Spiritual Empirical Lyrical Art Heart & Soul

Call me the pride of Rhode Island, my styling's got em all wiling, ain't many others I've discovered on my level, don't be jelly I won't live my life according to a cultured lectured schedule, except my mom's, it's impossible to remain calm, hearing she went septic almost dying 4 times, gives me the emotional capacity to put it down in poetic prophetic imperative rhetoriced rhymes, and even tho y'all ain't buying, imma keep on trying guiding plus striving, to achieve these big dreams, I'm not what it seems, I'm unlabelable, that's not debatable, it's a hard lined boldened boundary, wish I could ask sis what is this mischievous confoundary, evil by nature, they can't say I love u but hate ya, gotta stop deluding myself I'm a failure, tho a sinful victim I'm so so much more resilient than braver, I've only grown to known, complicit enabling is hereby forever never condoned, if home is within my own heart, ull be able to find my divine soul woven all throughout my spiritual empirical lyrical art!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/9/24

Conscious Conversation

"Open up ur minds ears and hearts, as I shine a spotlight on art, create a judgment free safe space with no obnoxious hate nor discrimination, let's have ourselves a conscious conversation!"

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/8/24

Making Magic's Not Mathing

Hip hop is my passion and purpose, while also my way of service, writing has been therapy, AI can't do JC better than me, so I ain't scared, never live in fear, cuz I won't be replaced, fuck jealousy and hate, I refuse to judge, big fan of hugs, they're truly healing, I'm not afraid to express my feelings, lean into vulnerability, thinking that makes men weak is silly, a difference in gender or race, is holding too much space, finding who u vibrate with, is the ultimate gift, music helps that, give wealth back, to actual talented artists, who work the hardest, not labels promoters nor producers, consuming fans are the unfortunate losers, there's no value in art, nor any soul or heart, that's why r&b, is an endangered species, we've lost our way, it shouldn't matter I'm white and gay, I wish somebody would lift me up, I mean who else is spitting truth consciousness and love, super cheap almost free so like Taraji I'm unknowing, if I will keep going, I'm tired making magic's not mathing, most these rappers whack and just a bunch of disingenuously "straight" ghetto gangsters be mad badly method acting!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/6/24

Action Passion To Happen

Definitely struggle the juggle, of being both magical and muggle, I befuddle and muddle my struggle, stay huddled focused and tunneled, doing me, authentically, genuine empathetic and kind, using my mind, consciously, instead of toxically obnoxiously, cuz quite honestly, art doesn't pay modesty, humble urself modestly, I hate an abundance of mediocrity, way too much talent living below poverty, and it bothers me, while most don't give 2 shits nor care, blinded by fear, pretend to listen yet won't hear, simply incapable and unable to share, they're just not team players, people are like onions with exponential layers, enabling complicity isn't doing any of us favors, I wish there really were Jesus Superman or Batman like saviors, but there ain't, they're mythical mystical fictitious fabled saints, everyone impatiently procrastinatingly and reactionarily awaits, and I've got no time for all y'alls agonizing whining bitchings or complaints, I took the time to find my passion, so stop comfortably bubbling up and masking, now is the chance to take action, learn how to willfully manifest what u actually want to happen!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/3/24

Less Woahs & Tissue Issues

As another year comes to a close, been focusing less on the woahs, and more on finding my joy, I sometimes act shy and coy, cuz I'm a bit bashful, often wonder if I have an out of whack axle, or a few screws loose, perhaps I'm in need of a good kick in the caboose, I called a truce with myself, learning to ask and accept help, more than ever, never say never, or watch it happen, trying more laughing, instead of being so serious, the past 3 years have made me delirious, dealing with mom's health issues, can't count the amount of tissues, yet she's still here, can't be dictated by fear, I'm authentically grateful, avoiding judgmental and hateful, cuz life is too short, and hopefully someday I'll stumble upon a gay soul mated cohort, who'll stay by my side, be my ride or die, I can confide in and trust, true love not just lust, maybe only Mr right now, but somehow makes my guarded heart beat and scream out wow!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
12/29/23

Hundreds If Not Thousands Of Dreamz

This is my 100th poem, look how much I've grown, just this year, sometimes I blankly stare, recollecting how much, life can simply suck, but it builds character and strength, gone thru such great lengths, to hide my grief and pain, fuck scars and stains, they don't define me, why do I live blindly, to certain facts, like maybe I'm rap's hack, can't afford a double stack biggie bag, I find it hard to laugh, musically I'm still in the red, maintain a roof and being fed, thanks to my mom, I remain unharmed, except my pride, and my ego's been bruised thousands of times, I lost count, what if I don't amount, to anything worth while, perhaps y'all don't like my style, or think I have none, sure I do art for fun, I guess I'm foolishly naive, to believe I'll ever succeed, selling out stadiums or winning Grammys, there's still no need to disagree stifle kill and poo poo my dreamz!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
12/20/23

Murder & Burglar The Idealized Idolized Cute Beaut

I don't feel old, but rather more bold, confident in who I am, I do look like a grown man, bald and a lil gray, we can agree I haven't outphased being gay, I'm still stuck, now I just couldn't give a fuck, I'm not desperate, nor codependent, I'm good solo, so over fomo, manage myself better, very affected by the weather, especially a full moon, super in tuned, I respect my voice, owned every single choice, learning to let go of what isn't mine, growing my gut's intuition and spine, I've got a magnetic soul, my bleeding heart's taking a toll tho, gullibility isn't cute, good thing I'm a beaut, cuz I've gotten away with murder, I'm even a father fucking burglar, assisinated Joe Vacca, stole the legacy of JC the idealized idolized martyr, creating Joe Conscious for my own sanity's salvation, I don't know if I believe in heaven's congratulations, nor burning in hell's fiery flames, life's existence is not a game, I won't ghost the living, nothing's more important than forgiving, instead of drinking poison expecting to kill somebody else, we should treat our bodies like temples not just shells, u only get one, so take every day seriously not simply silly willy nilly fun!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
12/15/23

Far From Perfect But Absolutely Beautifully Indubitably Worth It

The holiday season, has been difficult for an obvious reason, even 3 and 5 years later, I've turned into a hater, cuz of grief, mixed with jealousy, I want what I had growing up, a life fulfilled with such family/unconditional love, now I feel down on my luck, without dad and G nothing seems enough, my day to day is excessively crappy, forgot what it's like to see me happy, plus I'm consumed by my mom's terrible health, knowing no one else can help, realizing the realities of aging, responsibility is so encaging, no evading the invasion, how do I make myself more approachable and engaging, without just appeasing, nor toxically people pleasing, losing sight of all boundary lines, simply smiling saying I'm fine, while my face says otherwise, I've become numb and almost nullified, like I don't matter at all, despite being ridiculously religiously resilient after every fall, so fuck it, y'all can suck it, I'm gonna keep doing me myself and I, take pride holding my head high, I'm far from perfect, but absolutely beautifully indubitably worth it!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
12/12/23

About To Out Bout Clout

I gotta gain more stage confidence, not for a lack of competence, simply opportunity, only an illusion of community, truth is everyone's about themselves, nobody pitches in nor helps, unless it betters them, most pretend to be a friend, when again they're really an enemy, don't send for me, unless ur absolutely ready, cuz inevitably, u only get one shot, I might not be big and tall but I'm all heart, and I'm scappy, forgot what it's like to be happy, so watch out, I'll bout clout, with action, and spastic passion, why y'all masking asking, blatantly overcompensating for what ur lacking, guts backbone and common sense, shit gets intense tense, like looking thru a one dimensional lens, always try to live in forgiveness and make amends, since no one knows how much time's left, there's no need for perfection just give it ur best, shouldn't be a pest dude, ur a fool to do anything but u, it's so true, yet also unbelievably cool, a classic original, altho human equals hypocritical, no matter how malleable or adaptable, we can't escape nor change the fact we're all fallable!

Peace and 1
Joe Conscious 
12/9/23

How About A Big Man Bear Hug & Bromantic Love

I'm pretty impressed, cuz I did my best, slowly owning being so blessed and grateful, all I see is the distasteful judgmental and hateful, believe em when they show and tell u who they are, true forgiveness is hard, especially after the third or 420th go around, when u realize ur the problem that's profound, then learn to regrow, be better with boundaries ur gut and backbone, soon there's no more home to go to, I can't explain the pain I've known to hold on thru, it can alter and change the vibe of a room, I wanna make u having a gay besty too cool, completely platonic deep seeded bromantic love, there's nothing more comforting than an all encompassing big man bear hug, plus I ain't lying, I need my guy time, next to pot and music that's how I survive, it ain't easy getting by sometimes, grief can be overwhelmingly hellish, but the bright white light within is much too overzealous, after all is said and done, I am my warrior mother's brilliant resilient son!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/4/23

The Hope & Pray Away Bandaid

When my intentions went questioned, I lost faith grace and sight of my blessings, there's love in both compliments and criticism, as a Gemini I get caught up in positivity as easily as cynicism, moreso when it's about myself, I have no problem asking for help, the pressure's off tho now, cuz unfortunately y'all weren't taught or simply don't know how, til shit happens to u, realizing ur a fool too, that's called hypocrisy, and like a capitalistic democracy, we eventually implode, losing sight of what matters most...people over dough, idealism gets bastardized, yet it's ok to tell Jesus/Santa style white lies, while childless singles get ostracized, and gays are told they should stay silent quiet and hide their pride, stop shoving ur sex stuff in our face, in my homo opinion straights are the disgrace, plaguing the planet with overpopulation like cancer, keep kicking cans down the line without any apologies solutions or answers, the only remedy is a temporary ineffective bandaid, of no gun control but just told to hope and pray problems away!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/28/23

Continue To Do U

I'm a sexy leathery rappy zaddy, actually practically role model such a much better daddy, than most men out there, who fear being unempathetically vulnerable/sensitively care, to dare shed a tear in public, but I say fuck it, be that crude rude dude boo, and just continue to do u!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
11/25/23

Understanding Planning & Branding What Fans Are Demanding

Ur bud came in such clutch, I'm just about to finish it up, thank u again, ur the bestest friend, since we were four years old, we've always been close bros, thru all levels of life, pain heartache and strife, nothing stays the same, but the love's never changed, I got ur back like u got mine, with an alpha by my side I'll be fine, I am safely free to be me, which doesn't mean I ain't sarcastically teased, some gay jokes get a reprieve, but a lack of a sense of humor's my biggest pet peeve, afterall a ton of truth is often said in jest, most comics artists and musicians would ace a hot mess test, we're all simply running around, naive ignorant and willfully unprofound, especially in hip hop, where racism and ageism won't stop, they're still so homophobic, confusing ghetto gangster with heroic/stoic, it's seriously damaging fans' understanding, my intricate conscious planning, of candid poetic rhythm and real lyricism branding, a god given natural talent I think the whole globe's nostalgically demanding!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
11/26/23