Happy Heavenly G

Would be strange if I didn't deeply miss her, happy heavenly birthday to my big sister, God G was a phenomenal human, always supportive of what I was doing, as long as I was following my heart, her smile could light up the dark, her presence was respected and felt, gotta all play the hand we're dealt, but 42 was much too young, I'm still stunned, life doesn't seem right, been kinda difficult to keep up the good fight, she was a huge force of nature, taught to never be a hater, prove them wrong, by living resiliently happy writing poetry and performing songs!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/22/25

Love Above

How do I rise above, the agony from lack of love, just told empty words, and it deeply hurts, lacking action, where is my passion, don't know how to connect, when nobody wants to protect, the sanctity of intimacy, does anyone date anymore legitimately, can't find my grip, with open relationships, isn't that being single, y'all still sexually mingle, despite laying in bed, it isn't who ur next to when dead, I really must suck at the game, cuz loving and losing all feels the same!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/21/25

Con On

Writing this might get some hatred, I'm not liberal I'm liberated, I started this website to show not teach, my idea of freedom of speech, share the good the bad and ugly, just cuz I'm a nice gay guy doesn't mean I want y'all to fuck me, I'm asexual outside the bedroom, who walks down the isle if uve got 2 grooms, I wanna go to a gay wedding, why is homosexuality so upsetting, it's nobody's business, don't care if u can't get the gist, my life will continue to go on, I'm simply done with all false pretense/illusion/matrix/con!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/20/25

Overdone Fun

If u couldn't tell, I haven't been feeling well, just under the weather, I am a lil bit better, still congested and mucusy, overdid shit stupidly, that's what happens when I do too much, being around certain animals and such, I had forgotten how my allergies can effect me, have to protect myself essentially, horses and cats, trigger asthma attacks, but whatever I had fun, perhaps poppers and pot should be done, then life seems so boring, but aren't those things considered abhorrent, maybe so yet they are my choice to make, for God's sake if u don't like them then don't partake!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/19/25

Gone Forlorn

Woah my stats today are crazy, nobody can call me lazy, consistency is key, my art isn't about me, it's way bigger, call me a wigger, cuz I stand with the oppressed, I never claim to be the best, but I am authentic and genuine, a real gay gentleman, who is all about truth and love, won't ever give up, I appreciate the whole globe, coming out in droves, to denounce this fascist regime, no politician seems to be clean, where has our hope gone, quite literally we've become numb and forlorn, we the Ametican people, are now ruled by sheer authoritarian evil!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/18/25

Sorry's Not An Apology

Forgiveness is key, I don't do it for them but for me, won't just accept sorry, I want a real apology, that's changed behavior, there ain't no savior, u have to be ur own, we leave this world alone, even when u die together, living life with love is better, however marriage isn't necessary, u don't always have to be jolly and merry, just cuz we're gay, happy doesn't automatically equate, trans aren't the same, sexuality as identity isn't a game, I want to be seen too, but not defined by who I do, that's behind closed doors, we all aren't prostitutes deviants and/or whores!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
9/17/25

Bite Life

Yes I think less, after last night's drunkenness, u can act irresponsible, but I will hold u accountable, u will not behave or speak that way to me, and think u don't owe anyone an apology, it was disgusting, not to mention troubling, if ur stressed, get some rest, don't let ur problems spill over, putting weight on ur so-called friends' shoulders, ur too old for that, I still got ur back, however I've lost trust, annoyed by ur lust, yet oh well it's ur life, now tho ull receive both my bark and bite!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/17/25

Dark Heart

My fragile heart, got lost in the dark, but the agony of love, helped lift me up, showed me my strength and resilience, my goodness is my brilliance, kindness and grace, leave an enticing taste, of wanting more, insatiable whore, or people cancer, nobody seems to have any answers, so just live life, it ain't about getting it wrong or right, it's strictly ur will, tired of endless cyclical monthly bills, pay to breathe, taxes are a thief, while the government kills our spirit, most have been told and showed the truth they just don't wanna hear it!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/16/250

Infamous Sinisterness

I hate to be silenced, as much as I do violence, it's so unnecessary, u can't be legendary, being notorious, murdered/murdering is never glorious, it's more infamous, don't u despise sinisterness, what is the point, absolutely bitterly annoyed, can't stand all this discrimination, wish there was actual obliteration, of all evil in the world, stop harassing immigrants blacks gays and girls, haven't we been thru enough, the only thing to save us now is unconditional love!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/15/25

The Nice/Good Life

Just ate some delicious breakfast, but we gotta stay ready and steadfast, especially with packing up, can't anyone say they're lacking love, not on these grounds, lots of leather country men pups and hounds, this experience has been profoundly needed, we stayed completely weeded, with plenty of instant sexual gratification, didn't have to rely on any imagination, cuz was definitely lots of nudity, and we weren't ever treated rudly, everybody was wicked nice, think this whole camping experience was actually fantastically living the good life!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/14/25

Circumference Substance

Don't get me started, I'm open minded and hearted, since shaved been carded sarcastically, a change came rather drastically, but actually this wasn't my first time, acting like it was a crime, it'll grow back pretty fast, when or if u ask, I'll say I was shedding, clogging drains is upsetting, I'm a bachelor, trying to become a traveler, perhaps I need a writing retreat, whether I sing spit or speak, there's both wisdom and depth, if y'all want my attention come correct/direct, I'm totally approachable, looking for more notable than noticeable, all about substance, a man isn't just his sum he's also circumference!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/14/25

Camp Cub Hugs & Love

Out in the woods camping, with many men tramp stamping, some minus the tattoo, why is leather/fetish still so taboo, it's just fun, don't yuck my yum hun, that's pretty mean, shouldn't stalk and scheme, that's being a creep, respect whatever someone's beliefs, some cook others clean, u can glitter shine or sheen, for all I care, I prefer truth over dare, thanks Cher and Ru, whether ur in drag or simply u, nothing but love, anytime u want I'm always available for a sexy scruffy cub hug!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/12/22

Bleeding Love Heart

I don't celebrate death but a life, whether they lived wrong or right, I have compassion for their loved ones still, nobody deserves to be killed, we gotta stop this ignorant hate, the truth is exposed thru debate, somewhere in-between each side, accepting reelecting Trump was the day democracy died, cuz he didn't actually win, the whole electoral college is bs/a sin, put that in ur pipe and smoke it, sick and tired of outright liars bastardizing woke as some hoax shit, when ur simply too stupid to understand, at the end of every single day we are all fallible man, whether wo or not, another mind body and soul that's got a beating bleeding love heart! 

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/11/25

Bashfully Beautiful

If u ever came back, I'd try to make us both laugh, at the fact we're all stupid people, got a lil bit of good and evil, but I'm not here to give a shpeel/lecture, don't need to overprotect any of ya, that's nobody's job but urself, get some help, if u can't grapple nor get ahold, never forget it's a privilege to grow old, I'm rather quite bold and sexy, won't let insecurity get the best of me, only questionably believe, u can move thru yet not pass grief, and that's actually very common, sorry for my love bombing, I lost control, couldn't stop my attraction to ur bashfully beautiful artistic heart and soul!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/10/25

Outspoken Token

Writing is me letting go, of the fire within my soul, the blood of my heart, is like love in the dark, light comes in many forms, time defines norms, what rises and falls, too much unanswered calls, blocking blessings, cocking up lessons, critical thinking gone, fascist spawn's born, bastardizing righteousness, no more capacity for niceness, y'all drained me dry, the rain I've cried, raised oceans, the ultimate gay token, like Joss "Bruised But Not Broken", as long as I can I will remain truthfully smart and outspoken!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
9/9/25

Trifling Cycling

Life be cycling, like people trifling, energy all crazy, stoned and hazy, is how I stay, can't be too around the gays, they're often a bit much, so focused on superficial lust, they don't know platonic connection well, lost in thoughts of automatic hell, settling for tolerance instead of demanding acceptance, paving with best intentions, forgetting what was just said, living a lie amongst the walking dead, I'm not talking TV, believe u me, I wish I was, cuz I can't stand this level of capitulation to whatever a fascist capitalist dictator says and does!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/8/25

Intact Impact

Trying to inspire everyday, show up for the gays, help fight stereotypes, once born we have the right to our very own life, watch me live loud, be out and proud, relying on my authenticity, what's important is resilience adaptation and augmentability, can u change with the times, existence shouldn't be simply rise and grind, what about love and fun, after it's all said and done, what is ur legacy, don't have to be legendary, to leave a lasting impact, as long as ur dignity remains intact, if u match how u act with what u say, I can almost promise ur finna be ok!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/6/25

Gay Away

What if I told u, ur lucky to become an old fool, remember that's actually a privilege, aging isn't simply frivolous, it's the only way to gain wisdom, stop caring about income, money doesn't matter, except getting u fatter, drowning ur bladder, if clothes are drag then all people are actors, in this show called Earth, kids are literally an orgasmic squirt, exploring the vag after being ejaculated from the penis, transforming sperm into a fetus, and eventually ur a person, if American destined overworking, as they drain ur energy/soul away, hate all they want I think they're just jealous I'm proudly profoundly loudly gay, while they ain't, but doesn't make or break a saint!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/6/25

Hood Good

Whether bearded or baby faced, it's all a matter of preference/taste, I always look good, love living life in the hood, it's more soulful and real, wish y'all would appreciate how I feel, how many poets do u know, who try and write everyday tho, not cuz I have to, art is just something I highly value, it's my passion and purpose, also a way for me to be of service, gonna take my creativity and use it, to make way more amazingly beautiful truthful conscious hip hop music!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/5/25

Rot Not

Instead of a downward spiral, why can't both my poetry and music go viral, I'm kind of fed up with biased algorithm, celebrity isn't what I envisioned, now u can buy fame, seems so easy to rig the game, but it's actually not, perhaps y'all let ur conscience/heart rot, sold ur souls, having billionaire goals, should be labeled mental disorder, let go of the illusion of boundaries or border, color outside the lines, and u might wind up able to find, ur true talent passion and skills, just cuz someone wants or wills it doesn't pay the bills!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/4/25

Aloof Truth

The level of stupidity is out of control, y'all MAGA have no heart or soul, it's ok u haven't a brain, but life isn't practice before the big game, heaven and hell may not exist, ur only defined by how u lived, there's no salvation, for all ur discriminating and hating, Cankles McTaco Tits' legacy is a joke, probably both elections were a hoax, he's simply projecting, which is a way of deflecting, that's why being a reflecting mirror, as fascism is drawing nearer, isn't triggering shame or truth, cuz critical thinking just seems to be simply too aloof!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/4/25

Feelings Seeping In

Lately I've been in a mood, shifting into full moon attitude, which is still in Gemini, y'all are like oh my, double the trouble, unless ur in my bubble, then u already know, that's just Joe, and u love me anyway, cuz I'm not June I'm May, so we're a bit better, with our powers combined together, we can change the country, I don't find fascism funny, I hate how life's all about money, in a world consumed by doom gloom and darkness I'm sunny hunny, immune to the fungus/rot seeping in, the truth isn't dictated by any one person's beliefs nor feelings!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/3/25

Hope & Growth

It takes time to develop true trust, at first sight is way more lust, love is an action, that requires passion, u can't fake nor make it, why y'all hate shit, there's definitely pain underneath, loyalty shouldn't trump moralistic integrity/belief, it's ok to be consumed by grief, since like a leaf, it can land and then blow in the wind again, just cuz it falls doesn't mean it's the end, be like me an unrooted bird, smile with resilience thru the hurt, try to always remember most growth, occurs when u don't know yet still hold hope!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/2/25

Is Fun Done

Another month done, trying to get in that last bit of summer fun, as Fall approaches, snow encroaches, does anyone know the difference, in this instance, one's a neutral term, I don't think any of y'all wanna learn, gone went critical thinking, Pride's become all about nudity and drinking, forgot what pioneers fought and died for, so we can exist marry or even just freely whore, our rights illegally being taken away, women immigrants blacks Asians and gays, the Supreme Court got corrupted, stuck with Fox "News" uninterrupted, a laughing stock/joke worldwide, still I always somehow keep both my hope and faith alive, truly believe we will ultimately be better, cuz look what we've collectively already survived and weathered!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/21/25