My Vibe Died

Uve seen me cry, but have u experienced JC live, don't ask me for new songs, the years may seem long, but since my last album my whole family died, I never got to really perform tour and vibe, most won't get my vision, as an openly gay white guys it's like I'm locked out the music industry system, yet Lil Nas X has international attention, why don't I get an honorable mention. I'll be an opening act, my music is amazing in fact, and I even do classic hip hop covers, I should def be on a list for conscious lyrical rap/real emcee lovers!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/19/26

Sing Kings

Do my tears upset u, no what happened dude, don't even try to understand, is it cuz I'm a man, they stay stoic and never cry, that's weak so just die, no in-between, all the focus is on queens, where are the gay kings, is it wrong for rappers to sing, Lauryn Hill did it better than most, I stay humble won't boast, I'm just trying to relate and connect, parents and police can't protect, u can't fix save or change anyone but urself, so why then even bother wanting to help?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/19/26

Quorum Forum Decorum

A cut nerve bleeds tears, fated quiet aches poetically personified fears, my internal rythym knocked off tempo, not all music is dancy retro, I listen mostly in cars, lost in imagination land far beyond our galaxy's stars, raps alien, wishing Italian Canadian, just so Trump wasn't president, it sets such horrible precedent, we should want more classy decorum, open honest and safe quorum forum, making the world a better place, where we all receive equity dignity and grace!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/17/26

Steady Heady Heavy

I know it's difficult to understand me, but I just can't find a way past losing my whole family, that's so heady heavy, my heart no longer beats steady, my thinking like breathing's all wrong, forgotten how to write songs, cuz I don't have time energy nor space, I give everybody but myself complimentary love light and grace, and that's just Joe, he's got enough tho u know, look at that smile radiating, but what happens when opportunity fame and attention start fading?!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
3/17/26

Just Stuck

I need to look at both the gifts and the gaps, give urself grace when u stubbornly relapse, don't let collapse happen from fear, there's lots of resilience here, the lack of communication hurts, what spells u choose thru words, manifests itself over time, a story/truth teller who naturally rhymes, conversationally dropping conscious wisdom, whether they read or listen, there's friction happening, some say I'm so hypnotically enticing it's almost entrapment, easy to hug and love, so why do I still feel not good or done enough, should I simply give up, maybe I just suck at luck and grief got me deeply stuck!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/17/26

Kerfuffle Puddles

Lately missing puddles, that rooted bird kerfuffle, cuz that would mean my family would be alive, I'm finding my tribe, which has no boundaries or limits, I'm not 2 faced or got gimmicks, genuinely authentic and real, a poet who shares how he feels, no sensoring, we needed mentoring, but boomers passed the baton shitty, it says alot whether ur willing to ask permission or to forgive me, should've known better, I was the only one in this together!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/17/26

Peak League

Haven't even reached peak, already out of most sheeple's league, that's not a judgment, I'm unbothered by their begrudging, what they think of me is none of my business, want a mature secure leather daddy who gets the gist, u know isn't still trapped in the matrix, sometimes I hate this, I'm ahead of the game, meaning isolation follows fame, can't go where I'm going, money and love overflowing, that's not even a flex, my guardian angels just help save and protect the best!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/16/26

Ham I Am

Don't wanna make a fuss, but today I'm meeting up with Russ, not gonna fight it, I'm wicked excited, I think I saw him last in 2012, can't wait to deep dive and delve, into all that's happened, maybe shed a few tears but end up laughing, especially getting in hottub trouble, been in our own separate bubbles, wondering if our connection will still be strong, can't believe I've written so many poems and songs, both come such a long way, no need to try to recapture a hey day, take me as I am, a bald bearded shorty damn good man/ham!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/15/26

Dude Into Dudes Too

I'm "The Last Ship" metaphorically personified, and I'm not gonna lie, nobody ever tells or talks about this with the baby of the family, until it happens to u ull never understand me, that doesn't make me smarter just wiser, it takes intelligence to get me to geyser, I'm not even a picky prude, I just like a masculine acting leather dude into dudes too, the rest will work itself out, stay in my corner during life's journey/adventure/bout, whatever's better together, fuck money true love's the treasure to measure!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/13/26

What For Anymore

I'm not a son or brother anymore, so when y'all ask what I'm still here for, I don't have an answer, just fuck cancer, live life to the fullest, both bearish and bullish, at different times, writing all sorts of rhymes, some poems others songs, smoke blunts joints bowls and bongs, join on in the fun hun, when it's finished and done, hope I invoke a smile, even if for a lil while, totally inspired, possibly vibrating higher, tune into my peace and 1 love gay frequency, treating everybody with the utmost unconditional dignity and decency!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/13/26

Given The Gift To Uplift

Having the ability to inspire and uplift, is such a wicked gift it's kind of a trip, live and let live, don't take more than u give, leave the world a lil better off if u can, be an example of a vulnerably empathetic gay gentle masculine man to help young ones understand, we define boundary lines, ignorance is not just fine, cuz time doesn't apologize nor heal lies or all wounds, what profound words do u want tattooed or on ur stoned tombs?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/12/26