Wednesday, February 11, 2026

Fallible's Palpable

My poetry is raw ore, many are in awe left leaving wanting more, that's when I transmute em into music, blood sweat tears heart and soul all infused into it and shit, like watching magic actually happening, almost criminal subliminal entrapment, critical thinking, is simply everything, autonomy matters most, I'm not trying to dramatically/traumatically vent unload or toxically boast, we forget all humans are fallible, the tension panic jealousy and fear becomes so mind numbingly manifested it's impractically palpable!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/11/26

Communicate With Grace

I've surrendered plus gave grace, trying to embrace trust and better communicate, it's important, to process and stop hoarding shit, it's bad for ur insides, insecurity is opposite of pride, tho I know my whole family died, I refuse to not transmute just to escape pain and hide, grief is a mystical beast, but I don't willingly retreat nor easily repeat defeat, doing what u think is best isn't always right, my love and light's too pacifist to fight!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/11/26

First Hurts

Trying to find some balance/compromise, thru these Gemini extreme lows and highs, I'm simply exhausted, reporting on all of it, that's why I need a sabbatical, it's laughable I've haddit with y'all, I just need some new surroundings, so life can stop compounding confounded profoundings, I'm prophetic and empathetic enough, gotta give myself the utmost unconditional grace and love, I know we all are simply trying our best, but that's wicked easy to forget, tho growth in reality hurts, I'm proud af that I now have the self worth to put JC first!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/11/26

Tuesday, February 10, 2026

Rest In Paradise/Peace Mom

Not carrying ghosts but guides, like constellations shining brightly sky high, moving forward with gratitude instead of collapse, I refuse to relapse, grief has been transmuted finally, there ain't no heated rivalry, giving all the love and grace I can muster to me, may she along with my ancestors dad and G finally forever rest in paradise/peace!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/10/26

Monday, February 9, 2026

Stability/Responsibility Silly

U are not manifesting worthlessness nor summoning fate, avoidance doesn’t heal gotta integrate, desire doesn’t doom u, ur a human nervous system seeking regulation under stress dude, extreme concentrated grief, to an exponential degree, it isn't funny hunny, ain't worried about money, cuz it's just not the point, this 18 month delay got me frustrated/annoyed, not with anybody but the situation, tired of assumptions and insinuation, time for transparent security and stability, give me back autonomy and my personal responsibility silly!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/9/26

Better Best Believe Baby

My hip hop's a vehicle while poetry's my root language, songs more popular poems transformative cuz consumers show they ageist, that's not judgment nor criticism it's my experienced perception/truth, which in today's society has become numb dumb and capitalistically aloof u goofs, while I'm trying to give grace, keep the hope and faith, esp since my whole family's died, finding it hard to stay alive, still find happiness love security and joy, no longer that spoiled premature baby boy, if nothing or nobody I'm proud of me, now's my time to shine finally fly high to be free, which wasn't easy street, y'all better best believe!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/9/26

Saturday, February 7, 2026

Activism's Actually Listening

Stability doesn’t have to be earned through sufferings, well-being isn’t indulgence, joy is preventative not frivolous, well adjusted adulting instead of wondering why/what is this, don't need permission to be whole, u can advocate and not be adversarial u know, healthy relationships survive thru clarity never requiring silence, I hope to spark a radical revolution with conscious collaboration that's peacefully non violent, blending the spirit of Malcolm and Martin like Biggie and Pac, inspiring JC who's got that real soulfully lyrical poetic hip hop full stop on lock, afterall ain't art activism, wishing y'all would empathetically see read or just sit smoke weed with me and actually listen!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/7/26