Sun Fun

Yes please, I'll take 73 degrees, a cool apartment with a great roomy too, just 2 young single gay dudes, living it up Palm Springs style, things are about to get wild, how can they not in paradise, while Jay's giving advice, I'm writing new music soaking up the sun, probably having hottub/pool fun, don't be jelly tho, this is just very Joe, been manifesting this life, dreaming one day I'll make it like Mariah through the rain grief and strife!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/5/26

Anything Palm Springs

No time for a bender in Denver, about to finish the last leg to get to my west coast adventure, 2 months in Palm Springs, I feel like I can do anything, poetically transmute shit, into some beautiful new hip hop music, lots of fun in the sun, pool and hottub when the days done, chillen with the roomy, wondering if any leather daddys will try to woo me, this is gonna be a great chapter, totally present unconcerned with what happens after!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/4/26

Astounding Surroundings

No longer wondering what for, finished the first leg in Baltimore, 2 flights to go, trying to grow with the flow, cuz why not, ain't a particular time slot, even if last available, love happiness and success are attainable, u just gotta believe, there is life after grief, I promise, and always been honest, not saying it's easy, but try and appease me, change ur surroundings, and what u manifest will be astounding!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/4/26

Won't Become Numb Or Undone

Til grief happens or impacts ur life it's hard to plan, especially trying to help other people understand, how effected and changed u become, most would rather escape repress or go numb, I leaned into art and therapy, really worked on bettering me, and my mental health, this wasn't blissful inherited wealth, it's simply my retirement fund, the trick is how do I continue to live inspiring everyone not to come undone, learn to laugh and have fun even when it's tough, with hope faith light and love that's more than most/enough!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/4/26

Broken Awoken

Can growth occur without pain or breaking every time, is life recyclable cuz there's no rewind, perhaps I'm bent not broken, the token's awoken, conscious and transcendent, always been reliably independent, felt myself more of a bridge, judge me not by my labels but what I say matching how I live, personified love and light, totally cool with not always being right, in the end that doesn't matter, I'm way too genuinely authentic to be a good actor/gangster rapper!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/3/26

I'm In Transition

My heart and soul achy, maybe cuz my foundational core/floor is shaky, in a major transformational transition, I'm uncomfortable with the position I'm in, haven't I suffered enough, please no more tough love, stability and structure, Tai chi and acupuncture, mixed with sunshine hot tub and pool action, transmuting poems into song's my passion, all I'm really asking is for a lil grace, perhaps I should say that to my own face, like Mike "starting with the man in the mirror", outta sight and mind will help me see and hear clearer!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/3/26

The Long Strong

How do I get my mind to stop, waiting on the other shoe to drop, I don't wanna be that way, like sometimes being gay, it's all too much, even with cuddles and hugs, I thought time heals wounds, instead hope makes me feel like a buffoon, blind faith's done me dirty, why does the universe/God religiously hurt me, I can't side with evil, nor can I become just another sheeple, still I resiliently rise and stay strong, unfortunately not sure anymore for how long!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/3/26