Gain Pain

Y'all have absolutely no clue, how it feels to be used but not valued, that's the story of my life, take take take with no reciprocity ain't right, there's so much fungus/darkness evil feels like light, which it'll never be, they'll never steal me, a unique and special individual, creating a chosen team indivisible, not money focused, producers managers and labels can't capture nor bottle my hocus pocus, my unions are divinely sacred, with no room for discrimination theft pedophilia shady behavior nor hatred, I'm angered from the relentless spiritual pain, first rule of magic is no personal gain. 

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/22/26

Fanned The Damned

Made it past a lot of pain plight and strife, finally living my best life, still far from perfect, but every moment is a blessing/worth it, when ur surrounded by chosen family and friends, imagine if this Earth journey ends, I wonder if some answers will be given, if reincarnation exists would u do things different, still have many questions, did y'all even learn lessons, cuz seems to me ur a bunch of ostriches with heads in the sand, we need more real accountability and justice on demand, these old boomers running government are corrupt as fuck, about time they run out of death's luck, let their legacy be damned, all those disasterous destructive flames now infinitely fanned!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/22/26

We Are The People

The hardest person to discover was myself, glad my mom didn't try and help, she wasn't surprised tho, "I knew for a long time Joe", her friends said to let him come to u, perhaps they knew what any double Gemini would instinctually do, the antagonistic opposite to prove fools wrong, I naturally transmute pain plight strife and grief therapeutically thru poetry and song, vibrating higher consciousness with great pride and empathy, it's about time this original gay white RI rapper singer songwriter becomes legendary, no makeup nor nudity, but a proponent of respect dignity and equality profusely, in mother land San Fran was dubbed an honorary radical fairy, like Tupac says "holla if u hear me", while queens kinged me white chocolate leather rap daddy, don't be hatefully angrily mad at me cuz of my sexuality that's sad actually, let the lyricism I write fight with bright might, so by just whispering JC brings peace and 1/a much needed "Beacon Of Light", my fellow rough tough cream puffs who're more than authentically enough, we are the people resiliently inspiring copious hope cuz of our limitless dope glitz and glittering unconditional love!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/18/26

Rainbow Bright White Light

I'll be way better than fine like wine, u don't control or own anything of mine, u silly secret nefarious fairy Aquarius, sorry not sorry ur crazy/delirious, ur delusional empire built on selfishly exploiting actual artists, screwing over creators working their butts hearts and souls off the hardest, no matter ur belief, how do u sleep or live with urself u thief, don't have the balls to even meet face to face, the prime example of how love can turn to hate, like Michelle Obama tho always go high and I don’t know why, just naturally that genuinely authentic rainbow bright white light kinda guy who's star is on the rise!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/17/26

Hurry Our Luxury

The profound ups and downs, got me wondering if God's a clown, human beings running around doing, billionaires don't care they're making the whole globe losing, concentrated money, has democracy operating funny, when the focus is only on capital, socialism seems radical, but police fire ss Medicare and welfare, are all programs showing the oldest poorest oppressed population help/care, that's our hard earned and paid taxes not a luxury, I want accountability on all evil wrongdoings in a hurry!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/16/26

Don't Connect With Me Energy

Yesterday's Pride was fantastic, as an app scholastic, they're all a waste of time, I'm not doin fine, nobody wants to put any energy, in trying to connect with me, esp in real life, can't take this lonely unloved neglectful strife, no one wants love or sex just money, I don't wanna pay to play or for ur services hunny, stop exploiting gay guys, I just wanna Netflix chill and get high, I'll massage ur tired feet, like u wouldn't believe, magically heal u helping to relax and unwind, I'm exhausted being the only making an effort to find, y'all lack tact guts and balls consumed by fear, hope dreams come true somewhere out there, I won't hold my breath, sick of non monogamous selfish greedy capitalists working to death!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/15/26

Actioning Passion Hasn't Happened

Let me be a light in ur dark, I'll lead u outta ur mind and back into ur heart, a soul has no price, must have sentient consciousness to live life, u can't have something u aren't, corruption and greed are abhorrent, stop idolizing Trump, he's turning our American dream/democracy into a third world dump, perhaps we always were, too foolishly duped by the lie/allure, no substance or value, get up everyday to sacrificially work cuz we have to, like it's purpose over passion, words are spells in action, y'all keep asking why instead of understanding what happened?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/13/26

Honor & Prosper Proper

Tomorrow is a big 1st Pride month performance, next weekend is even more enormous, I'm excited nervous, will it determine my worthiness, most art is priceless, lifeless ai could never steal my likeness, I know I'm gonna rock it, with all ur consumption power u can't financially stop shit, y'all letting the worst evil people prosper, gone are moralistic integrity gentlemanly warfare and chivalry/honor, why don't we find proper manners valuable, so much illusion seems minimal actual, authenticity isn't silly, nor willy nilly, keep faking and making, I want both the wealthy and our government boots shaking, wait til they become the focus of our collective hating, when we simply stop all this civil ingratiating!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/13/26

Why Closet Love

Pubescents use closets to hide sex, for straights 7 mins in heaven was the best, perhaps I'm still there, why do I have so much fear, conclusioning I'm pretty resentfully ashamed, exiting wasn't like that game, it was very hard to come out, told just don't shout it too loud, maybe Earth's actually hell, cuz nobody I'm attracted to wants to ring my bell, what if I'm asexually neither or both, identifying as bi gives me hope, not qualified nor capable, determining those types of profound labels, but I also don't have any desire to be or be with a girl esp intimately, like Rob Thomas sings "I don't want to be lonely no more" it's been infinity, why was I born this way, am I unnaturally wrong/mentally ill for truly believing I'm gay?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/12/26

Scorpio Rising

I'm looking for a fan, a man who sexually understands, matches my energy, we have natural chemistry, like complimentary opposites attracting, is it all too much asking, keep working on myself, balancing wealth with health, embracing and accepting my circumstance for what it is, stop airing and talking about my business, coming off ungrateful, the only reason my relationship seems hateful, is I'm still grieving extreme loss of love, wondering if I've run out of luck and tough enough, to not just survive but even dare to thrive, totally inspiring smiling while I'm trying to humbly stay happy and blessed to be alive!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/10/26

Love The Collective Culturous "Us"

Spoiled with delicious cooking, what's with this anti bliss bullshit of dudes digitally hookering, yet can't socially interact nor face a real conversation, while white gay guys falsely receive perceived privelege please stop hating, relentlessly wicked underestimated it's borderline abusive, like I'm responsible which skin color's conducive for doing hip hop music, overcorrected Pride themes being all inclusive, but family friendly oriented audiences became way too intrusive, perhaps it subjectively wasn't meant for everyone, what once was peaceful protest activism's become numb dumb drunken naked circus fun, isn't corporate capitalism exploiting and profiting off of the collective culturous "us", our lgbt peeps teach a higher capacity of what it means to love, all "we" need's u and me, unappropriatingly radiating authenticity's vibrational frequency!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/9/26

Left Behind Gay Guy

Behind many strong women there's probably a gay guy, who will always tell u the truth and be by ur side, esp thru hard times, drawing sharp lines, for self preservation, why's it feel like everything's an interrogation, or somebody trying to sell another scam, perhaps this is this evil master plan, to replace humans with AI, our purpose to work til we die, saving up to retire, my situation isn't anything to aspire/be desired, I'd gladly take my family, often wonder if it's worth surviving thru what God's demanded of me, breaking generational curses alone often eternally riding solo, wishing I didnt have all this heteronormative fomo!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/8/26

Gracing Inspiration

I wanna provoke fluttering butterflies, goose bumps/pimples/hives, don't think I ever realized how much Joe Conscious frictions, he's become like a daily prophetic poetic addiction, for both listeners and readers, love agreers but esp diagreers, they challenge the status quo, isn't it all perception tho, honestly spreading smiles lights my phoenix soul on fire, feels like I'm walking a fine line circus wire, delusionally rooting for like Dumbo pigs could fly, a society where it's cool to live life high, at least peeps who are only on shrooms and weed, domino effecting lots more creative art and music please, instead of all this embittered pissed divisiveness and hating, I'm simply on occasion ingratiating engaging in gracing inspiration!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/8/26

More Good Than Evil

Exploring the unknown, what connects more a love or protest poem, it all has a philosophical backbone, can u tell when somebody lacks dome, interrogating assumption, takes guts/gumption, nobody likes a truth teller, keyboard warrior or another anonymous goof yeller, being loud doesn't make u right, screaming won't win the fight, since silence is deadly, nowadays we all need to be strong healthy and wealthy mentally, which requires critical thinking skills, wonder how much common sense wills, esp in today's society, seems like God's making a liar outta me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/8/26

Too Cordial Isn’t Normal

It's neither wise or smart, to assume tomorrow will only break ur heart, I don't want to be a loveless tragedy just cuz I'm gay, why does God allow the world to treat us this way, automatically going to hell, like the rainbow flag casts a magical spell, can u be lesser than yet enough, is it all random luck, can I vibrate the right frequency, do Americans have allegiancy, there's a huge difference between democracy and loyalism, is this the new world order/prison governments and royals envisioned, energetic depraved slaves, robots replacing poor and elderly into early graves, considered capitalistically useless, gaslit numb into thinking this level of abusivesness, is rather kinda normal, perhaps society has become too cordial!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/8/26

Sexuality Isn’t Identity

When others show u hate that commands, not to diminish ur light but rather expand, shine bright baby, there ain't no ifs ands or maybe, no Lauryn style fungus among us allowed, it's not an artist's job to explain why or how, yet to enlighten/inspire, raise our vibration frequency and consciousness higher, reverse crab behavior lifting people up, showing and living unconditional love, build bridges to provide unity within our community, where all types of human beings esp lesbians gays A's and bi's have impunity, nothing against the T, sexuality just doesn't function as a collective identity, yet we always include them, since we're all chosen family and friends in the end, while some drag in leather...leather isn’t drag, please respect that fact, if u don't we'll still get ur back, taking offense to anyone's opinions' simply sad and y'all can stay mad, it's raw art, and I hold no animosity nor ill will in my heart!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/7/26

Despised Cuz Of Lies

No I'm not rising above it today I'm annoyed, my accumulated frustration finally found its microphoned voice, I'm not complaining, actually just saying, shining a light on failed responsibility, stop spotlighting the shocking/silly, let's get back to finding real talent, please stop bastardizing the virtuous and valiant, why can't good reign again, don't give positions of power to ur friends, we need real leadership, not these underhanded deals and shit, making the whole globe hate us, nobody believes a word u say cuz, Trump is synonymous with lies, after he's dead he'll be both forgotten and/or despised!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/7/26

Ain't No Laughing Happening

Hope things start going as planned, I'm not high maintenance wanty needy on demand, I expect security and structure, don't automatically assume anyone to be a manipulative procrastinating fucker, especially financially, good luck deceiving and trying to handle me, my parents couldn't but didn't either, the boomers are old outdated Geezers, they're ruining our lives/economy, hoarding excess while refusing to retire really bothers me, corporatized next of kin's energetic minds hearts and souls, perhaps as nature's population control, that's probably why covid could've happened, how they keep fucking over every other generation has nobody laughing!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/7/26

This Isn’t A Fake Break

I don't need more growth just a break, sad when ur idol or role model's illusionary fake, some would call a white lie, not black tho why, does the label matter, unhealthy isn't always fatter, what's poisoner cigs or booze, dangerouser pot or our food, if y'all gonna keep changing the rules, subliminal toxic narratives disciplining us into slavelike robotic soldiered fools, fighting for spoiled privileged wars, that were natural resource/money grabs at the core, let's be honest, both sides of the coin isle or bird are tarnished, checks and balances were destroyed on purpose, appointing loyalists to positions of great power is what hurts us, if y'all don't vanquishingly eradicate the fungus corrupting, we're truly brutally and cruely fucked up then!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/6/26

Instant Different

Gotta apologize for being so serious, extreme concentrated grief had me delirious, and I'm gonna make a change, like Mike we're all a lil strange, and that's ok, but at the end of the day, what will ur legacy be, often times defined how u people treat, I know that's backwards, but what I asked was, for u to perceive something different, my life turned upside down in an instant, plus I can't go back, unfortunately sometimes it's hard to live with that fact, it ain't always sunny hunny, but please try to find the funny, for only the future fortune tells, so when u write or speak know ur casting manifestational spells!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/5/26

Love Is An Action

People equals power, June brings gay showers, while Weather Girls sing "it's raining men", trying to reiterate Pide's not just a naked drunken parade again and again, cuz our community needs to realign and activate, revolutionarily build bridges to transcend hate, let's elevate mindful consciousness, remember the highest vibration's authenticity aka honestness, words aren't just simply letters together they're spells, why are we manifesting divisive collective hells, when if u take the time to discover and embrace ur calling/passion, we'd finally realize family and friend like love is an action, instead of patiently waiting on an invisible guy in the sky, how about we all look deep inside to find the strength to resiliently rise and try! 

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/5/26

A Case For Faith

U can keep neglecting and uphill me, but it's not my job nor responsibility to punish the guilty, can lead a horse to water but not force it to drink, ask deep philosophical questions yet can't get y'all to read or think, that's not hate shade or judgment simply the truth, all the big answers are aloof, no one really knows, not even u Joe, ain't a scapegoat, escape nor hope, that can replace doing the work, esp when it's the worst hurt, nothing but pain and grief, beyond even irrational belief, but also gain so much wisdomous brilliance, cuz character's ultimately reliant on one's reaction/resilience, if that's the case, we can plan and pray but god laughs at the fact life's fated faith!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/5/26

The Majoritive Prerogative

Do y'all enjoy and appreciate my vulnerable insight, the way we live is never wrong or right, there's what we do or don't, it's not that I can't just won't, like Bobby says "that's my prerogative", truth isn't subjective nor majoritive, gone are common courtesy and sense, seems politicians are simply dense, super corrupt as the wealthy, our American economy is unhealthy, cuz our president is a con artist, stealing our social services freedom privacy and inheritance the hardest, when in fact he's the absolute biggest joke, wishing we could all wake up and the past election was a bad dream/hoax!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/4/26

Asses To Ashes

I just don't find youthful beautiful, I feel like they're more dutiful, with endless energy, not thinking about death's legacy, cuz life is genuinely present, what happens when ur past was so pleasant, ur future seems downhill, grief unfreed my profound will, to revolutionarily react with joy, even tho I'm musically unsuccessful and unemployed, I refuse to be capitalistically enslaved, working poor til buried in my family's grave, I'll be cremated so I can Phoenixly rise again from ashes, y'all can kiss each and every single one of my reincarnated asses!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/3/26