Just Of Unconditional Love

I bring life to life, not here looking nor hookering for money or a wife, not just cuz I don't want kids, I simply want to be me and live, whether I'm labeled gay or not, all are welcome who think I'm hot, spread compliments hugs and smiles, get stoned and cuddle for a lil while, why tf not, nobody's always on top non stop, especially in hip hop white, I'm underdog fight light shining bright, perhaps some don't think it right or left, u presumably guess, but don't know just of, can't even grasp the fact I'm personified unconditional love!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/20/26

My Vibe Died

Uve seen me cry, but have u experienced JC live, don't ask me for new songs, the years may seem long, but since my last album my whole family died, I never got to really perform tour and vibe, most won't get my vision, as an openly gay white guys it's like I'm locked out the music industry system, yet Lil Nas X has international attention, why don't I get an honorable mention. I'll be an opening act, my music is amazing in fact, and I even do classic hip hop covers, I should def be on a list for conscious lyrical rap/real emcee lovers!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/19/26

Sing Kings

Do my tears upset u, no what happened dude, don't even try to understand, is it cuz I'm a man, they stay stoic and never cry, that's weak so just die, no in-between, all the focus is on queens, where are the gay kings, is it wrong for rappers to sing, Lauryn Hill did it better than most, I stay humble won't boast, I'm just trying to relate and connect, parents and police can't protect, u can't fix save or change anyone but urself, so why then even bother wanting to help?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/19/26

Quorum Forum Decorum

A cut nerve bleeds tears, fated quiet aches poetically personified fears, my internal rythym knocked off tempo, not all music is dancy retro, I listen mostly in cars, lost in imagination land far beyond our galaxy's stars, raps alien, wishing Italian Canadian, just so Trump wasn't president, it sets such horrible precedent, we should want more classy decorum, open honest and safe quorum forum, making the world a better place, where we all receive equity dignity and grace!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/17/26

Steady Heady Heavy

I know it's difficult to understand me, but I just can't find a way past losing my whole family, that's so heady heavy, my heart no longer beats steady, my thinking like breathing's all wrong, forgotten how to write songs, cuz I don't have time energy nor space, I give everybody but myself complimentary love light and grace, and that's just Joe, he's got enough tho u know, look at that smile radiating, but what happens when opportunity fame and attention start fading?!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
3/17/26

Just Stuck

I need to look at both the gifts and the gaps, give urself grace when u stubbornly relapse, don't let collapse happen from fear, there's lots of resilience here, the lack of communication hurts, what spells u choose thru words, manifests itself over time, a story/truth teller who naturally rhymes, conversationally dropping conscious wisdom, whether they read or listen, there's friction happening, some say I'm so hypnotically enticing it's almost entrapment, easy to hug and love, so why do I still feel not good or done enough, should I simply give up, maybe I just suck at luck and grief got me deeply stuck!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/17/26

Kerfuffle Puddles

Lately missing puddles, that rooted bird kerfuffle, cuz that would mean my family would be alive, I'm finding my tribe, which has no boundaries or limits, I'm not 2 faced or got gimmicks, genuinely authentic and real, a poet who shares how he feels, no sensoring, we needed mentoring, but boomers passed the baton shitty, it says alot whether ur willing to ask permission or to forgive me, should've known better, I was the only one in this together!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/17/26

Peak League

Haven't even reached peak, already out of most sheeple's league, that's not a judgment, I'm unbothered by their begrudging, what they think of me is none of my business, want a mature secure leather daddy who gets the gist, u know isn't still trapped in the matrix, sometimes I hate this, I'm ahead of the game, meaning isolation follows fame, can't go where I'm going, money and love overflowing, that's not even a flex, my guardian angels just help save and protect the best!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/16/26

Ham I Am

Don't wanna make a fuss, but today I'm meeting up with Russ, not gonna fight it, I'm wicked excited, I think I saw him last in 2012, can't wait to deep dive and delve, into all that's happened, maybe shed a few tears but end up laughing, especially getting in hottub trouble, been in our own separate bubbles, wondering if our connection will still be strong, can't believe I've written so many poems and songs, both come such a long way, no need to try to recapture a hey day, take me as I am, a bald bearded shorty damn good man/ham!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/15/26

Dude Into Dudes Too

I'm "The Last Ship" metaphorically personified, and I'm not gonna lie, nobody ever tells or talks about this with the baby of the family, until it happens to u ull never understand me, that doesn't make me smarter just wiser, it takes intelligence to get me to geyser, I'm not even a picky prude, I just like a masculine acting leather dude into dudes too, the rest will work itself out, stay in my corner during life's journey/adventure/bout, whatever's better together, fuck money true love's the treasure to measure!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/13/26

What For Anymore

I'm not a son or brother anymore, so when y'all ask what I'm still here for, I don't have an answer, just fuck cancer, live life to the fullest, both bearish and bullish, at different times, writing all sorts of rhymes, some poems others songs, smoke blunts joints bowls and bongs, join on in the fun hun, when it's finished and done, hope I invoke a smile, even if for a lil while, totally inspired, possibly vibrating higher, tune into my peace and 1 love gay frequency, treating everybody with the utmost unconditional dignity and decency!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/13/26

Given The Gift To Uplift

Having the ability to inspire and uplift, is such a wicked gift it's kind of a trip, live and let live, don't take more than u give, leave the world a lil better off if u can, be an example of a vulnerably empathetic gay gentle masculine man to help young ones understand, we define boundary lines, ignorance is not just fine, cuz time doesn't apologize nor heal lies or all wounds, what profound words do u want tattooed or on ur stoned tombs?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/12/26

Professional Confessionals

Feel like I'm on a roll, staying honorable, to the goal I have, not some inheritance grab, but truly manifesting the life I want, too humble to gloat or flaunt, a simple minimalist, wondering if I was illegitimate, I mean I still don't get this trust, kicks me right in the gut/nuts, taking away my autonomy, cuz I can't spiritually exercise this like origami, it deeply effects me, realize she did it protectively, but what about my fiduciary care, who's duty is it truly their's to bare, not trying to make soap box art all confessional, but certain dramatic roles do require a professional!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/12/26

Fear's Just An Idea

Who knew at 43, this is where I'd be, had no idea, wonder if I was living outta ignorance or fear, perhaps both, hope ain't enough to cope, and my faith's shot, got an old soul's achy breaky heart, shattered from grief, everybody's in disbelief, how have I even survived, I'm not gonna lie, Marijuana music and the bestest friends, can't dwell on when it all ends, better to resiliently keep pushing thru, remembering deeds not words so don't speak just do u boo!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/11/26

Bongs & Songs

It's so nice to spread my wings, living it up in Palm Springs, I genuinely miss that feeling of home, even tho my family's gone I'm never alone, but I wish everyone fun was here with me, maybe one day when I'm a rich celebrity, right now I'm working on new songs, taking rips from bowls not bongs, with hottub and pool breaks, imagining being listed as one of the greats, my odds are the perfect mistake, it's worth another wake and bake, in awe of the desert backdrop of mountains cacti and palm trees, but it'll take some getting used to 90 and 100+ degrees!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/11/26

Star Afar

U can watch from afar, ur morning star, I'm a believer, not just a dreamer, I've manifested and actualized my life, resiliently battled thru the grief greed plight and strife, it ain't right, but won't let shit dim my bright light, it's encompassed by my whole family, y'all will never understand me, and that's ok, like being gay, it simply is, my only responsibility is to exist, so bye bitch, the truth's aloof cuz u can't handle it!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/10/26

Wonderfully Yummy & Sunny

Just don't give up on me, I won't let u down b, I promise, I'm genuine authentic raw and honest, ur seriously my brother, thru the pain of losing my dad sister and mother, in 6 short years, actualized my greatest fears and I'm deathly scared, how could I not be, but why can't these sheeps see, I'm destined for celebrity, moving in silence in a new environment's bettering me, healthily living wealthy but not from money hunny, it's from having chosen family friends and fans that understand my life man it's funny, cuz I just cant get enough/love writing where it's sunny, plus got nachos and tacos in my tummy...mmm sounds so wonderfully yummy!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/9/26

Party Hardy/Harmlessly Largely

Goin to my roomy's buddy's bday pool party, keep living hardy/harmlessly largely, just sharing space, instead of time being a waste, take action, find and follow ur passion, soak up the sun like Sheryl says, always try and give ur best, hopefully ull get that back, where's the substance and soul in rap, this isn't an attack more like observational commentary, conscious creative lyricism's gone all hip hops dead or sedentary, it's talentless and lackluster, give me a leather daddy Mac hustler, any day of the week and thrice on Sundays, no offense to the straights but just leave shit to the gays!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/8/26

Ignition Permission

It's crazy reremembering to unclench, so stressed and too intense, since extreme grief made me heavy, many wouldn't bet on me, but I resiliently prospered and persevered, I'm a radical fairy queer that's here, to transcendantly dare to spread truth love and consciousness globally, y'all are actually starting to see/hear/getting to know me, what a relief, to finally breathe deep, it's hypnotic exotic erotic almost meditational, it becomes insatiable ur so utterly grateful, there's simply no need for an invitation nor permission, am I the only one still rocking out to "I Wish" "The World's Greatest" or bumping "Ignition" consistent?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/6/26

Sun Fun

Yes please, I'll take 73 degrees, a cool apartment with a great roomy too, just 2 young single gay dudes, living it up Palm Springs style, things are about to get wild, how can they not in paradise, while Jay's giving advice, I'm writing new music soaking up the sun, probably having hottub/pool fun, don't be jelly tho, this is just very Joe, been manifesting this life, dreaming one day I'll make it like Mariah through the rain grief and strife!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/5/26

Anything Palm Springs

No time for a bender in Denver, about to finish the last leg to get to my west coast adventure, 2 months in Palm Springs, I feel like I can do anything, poetically transmute shit, into some beautiful new hip hop music, lots of fun in the sun, pool and hottub when the days done, chillen with the roomy, wondering if any leather daddys will try to woo me, this is gonna be a great chapter, totally present unconcerned with what happens after!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/4/26

Astounding Surroundings

No longer wondering what for, finished the first leg in Baltimore, 2 flights to go, trying to grow with the flow, cuz why not, ain't a particular time slot, even if last available, love happiness and success are attainable, u just gotta believe, there is life after grief, I promise, and always been honest, not saying it's easy, but try and appease me, change ur surroundings, and what u manifest will be astounding!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/4/26

Won't Become Numb Or Undone

Til grief happens or impacts ur life it's hard to plan, especially trying to help other people understand, how effected and changed u become, most would rather escape repress or go numb, I leaned into art and therapy, really worked on bettering me, and my mental health, this wasn't blissful inherited wealth, it's simply my retirement fund, the trick is how do I continue to live inspiring everyone not to come undone, learn to laugh and have fun even when it's tough, with hope faith light and love that's more than most/enough!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/4/26

Broken Awoken

Can growth occur without pain or breaking every time, is life recyclable cuz there's no rewind, perhaps I'm bent not broken, the token's awoken, conscious and transcendent, always been reliably independent, felt myself more of a bridge, judge me not by my labels but what I say matching how I live, personified love and light, totally cool with not always being right, in the end that doesn't matter, I'm way too genuinely authentic to be a good actor/gangster rapper!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/3/26