Awakening Generations

A voice of awakening, for a new generation, able to expressively say, what many may feel but can't articulate that great, but when I get in that booth, to mic drop hip hop evergreen truths, using lyricism as medicine, these aren't just bars they're reminders wake up calls and lessons, blending modern consciousness culture with mysticism, vibrating healing growth empowerment and philosopical depth/wisdom, my poetic introspection, is a blessing spiritually protecting, especially thru all this extreme grief, between social insight and emotional transparency art's illuminating the real me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/3/25

Legendary Energy

Trying to inspire a smile, joy for even a lil while, I'm past my pique grief streak, now I seek the leak, of my spiritual energy, which is magical and legendary, I'm able to perpetually give, since service is the purpose why we exist, but this hole, in both my heart and soul, is an expensive toll to pay, it ain't easy being a single gay, now that my family's gone, how long is it acceptable to mourn, who's to say really, I just wanna get thru this life fulfillingly!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/3/25

Divinity Infinity

Ur smile my north star, both near or far, ur with me infinity, her spirit divinity, wish u were here, helping to push thru the fear, support so unconditional it's visible, quite literal traditional, spending holidays together, life was simply better, still time goes on without y'all, without a safety net to catch me when I fall, I instinctually phoenixally rise, to my teary eyed surprise, as they're the wind beneath my dreams, for forever and eternity on my heavenly team!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/2/25

Miss Me Some G

Today is a hard one for me, my world hasn't been the same since the loss of G, she was the best big sister, it hurts how much I miss her, especially after losing my mom, not having an immediate family has caused horrific harm, particularly my mental health, y'all only pay attention to the inherited wealth, thinking I've now got a silver spoon/platter, u know what ultimately most matters, having people who still show up, and who really know what it means to unconditionally love!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/2/25

Transmute & Use My Muse

I will get over u, eventually block a fool, tho I shouldn't have to, cuz u can't appreciate my value, confuse use with love, nothing I do is ever enough, left me in ruins only u created, now anything related evokes hatred, but instead of acting on revenge, I'll let karma work magic while getting bent, pain's always been my muse, isn't it grief's time to transmute, become beautiful new music, with all my blood sweat and tears infused into it, helping heal the collective to forgive, do u boo disengage and just let them miserably exist/live!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/1/25

Fighting Inciting Enlightening Writing

Gonna just keep on writing, everyday awake get baked create art that's fighting inciting enlightening, cuz there are way too many zombified robotic and now AI, no wonder why I stay high, to deal with vampires, greedy hoardish whorish liars, love's become numb dumb and transactional, romance is only fantastical, like magic is for kids, human equates fallible/hypocrites, so I feel required and responsible, to help unbastardize righteous virtuosity to make it honorable, relearn then reteach civics ethics and morals, there's no reason every single being can't be respectful coexisting cordial!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/1/25

Show & Tell Hell

I bet u can't hate to my face, I would make the case, separation only causes a divide, like out of sight out of mind, it doesn't make the heart grow fonder, do stupid people ponder, or just stare off in space, do u know how anyone hates, it's betrayal/lost love, I'm not too much ur simply not enough, I do my authentic best, maybe existence is a test, transcend to heaven or remain here in hell, no need to believe what u textingly speak ur behavioral pattern will ultimately show and tell!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/1/25

Only Fear Here

I'm tired of God stealing my time, letting other people cut me in line, while I've been waiting patiently, frustrated anxiously, cuz I seem forgotten, stop pushing my buttons, I'm a good dude, all this suffering leaves me defeated and confused, what's the point of constant abuse, why in order for y'all to win I gotta lose, my whole family's gone, I regret being born, cuz there's no joy here, only evil hatred greed and fear!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

12/1/25

Bed Head

He may be in ur bed, but I'm in ur head, my smile lingers, like the caress of my fingers, tickling ur heart, piercing ur soul like a dart, I capture ur attention, every moment with me is a blessing, keep guessing who I am, these posers manipulate and scam, while u can feel my love, give the best hugs, can't hold on too long, whether poetry or a song, we belong together, cuz with me in ur life it's just simply better!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/30/25

The Brilliance Of Resilience

I'm a lover of eyes, all about good vibes, windows to the soul, let's smoke a bowl, stop the hating, and have a deep conversation, even about stupid crazy shit, socializing can be a grade A conduit, to getting rid of anxiety or depression, as much as people can annoy me there are a few that are major blessings, don't underestimate the lessons tho, the universe be testing u know yo, but it sharpens ur patience and resilience, cuz I don't think man can understand God's divine plan/brilliance!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/29/25

Boo U

I ain't trying to change people, just hoping I estrange evil, so sick and tired, of gaslighting and manipulative liars, running their mouth, too afraid to actually bout, so they whine and complain, playing the victim game, when they've made no effort to walk their talk, simply gawk hawk and stalk, like ur the road map/directions, all ur what ifs are a plaguing infection, damaging my confidence and self esteem, let me achieve my dream, it doesn't concern u, ur the one who burned bridges boo!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/28/25

A Heart Spark

I'm like a beaten down spark, what used to be an open soul/heart, has been drowned in disappointment, perhaps I'm annoying, cuz I won't fuck friends or strangers, y'all aren't seeing the dangers, of giving too much away, stuck in being desperate and afraid, so u keep choosing wrong, instead of pouring my love into people I put it in dogs a poem or song, to make u feel it like Adele's version tho, sometimes we need to take a dance club bop and make it slow, while some use music for escapism and just fun, I hope mine consciously connects and relates enough to go number 1!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/28/25

Sounds Noun

U pushed me to go ghost, I was willing to host but u never showed, love is a verb not a noun, sure u can like how my music sounds, but what am I saying, what is the effectiveness of praying, do u even have faith or belief, cuz to me u seem like a dismissive avoidant who simply retreats, esp when things get too deep and hard, u see I'm both intellectually and emotionally smart, that's why I rise and vibrate so high, I don't have to rob steal cheat or lie!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/28/25

The Industry Of Me

I'm here for me, not the music industry, I'm sick of the pay to play scam, now AI is just oversaturating charts with spam, humans only, sick and tired of bots and phonies, clogging up airwaves with noise, I try to use my platform brand and voice, to inspire critical thinking love and light, use my creative poetic lyrical pen game to fight, help stop all this garbage obnoxiousness, spreading unconditional truth pride and consciousness!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/25/25

Gutted Puppeted

I hate my mind state, fuck fate I want a clean slate, let me be, u know truly free, I'm tired of being puppeted, being taken advantage of again has left me gutted, honestly it's too hard dealing with all this suffering, completely numbing just wondering, what is the point to life, when it seems simply pain plight and strife, is it only a tragedy, unless u were born into majesty, cuz the rich are apparently above it all, always with a safety net to catch their fall!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/25/25

Sucker Fuckers

Hope someday I'll find a way, to get over both the grief and pain, esp from being used and abused, I'm left feeling disappointed and confused, mostly cuz I'm such a sucker, falling for conniving father fuckers, constantly screwing me over, I carry that weight on my shoulders, most just ghost, hard not to feel like a scam/spam/hoax, y'all claim to say u love and won't hurt me, but in the end do me dirty, steal my money betray and lie, we all have to answer for our shit when we die!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/25/25

Hated & Devastated

I'm gonna keep on getting and showing up, but I've lost a lot of my faith trust lust and love, honestly I'm rather devastated, often feel very ostracized and even hated, perhaps cuz I'm still smiling and shining, I don't ever rely on disguising nor lying, I vibrate in authenticity, I take life and art serious not willy nilly nor like a game silly, stop pick pocketing coattail riding and exploiting, it's rather disgusting and infuriatingly annoying, do u and find ur true passion/gift, either reciprocate back what I give or just let me live!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/25/25

The AI Spam Scam

My views have decreased tremendously, but that's ok cuz I write for the bettering of me, people would rather see than read, no selfless act with capitalistic greed, evil people power and money hungary, the epidemic isn't funny, life's illusion and scam, overwhelming AI noise and spam, the truth is drenched and drowning in lies, but if everything is temporary corruption will soon meet its demise, we are far beyond our breaking point, even the most pacifistic beta is frustratingly annoyed, and about to go ape shit for real, vanquishing all those who rob cheat kill or steal!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/24/25

Filled Up Cup

Why are justice and revenge so prevalent in human nature, there is something interesting about the fact that I hate ya, cuz then that means there was real love there, but neglect miscommunication and fear, destroyed what once was, when what he said doesn't match what he does, enough already, boundary up ur dead to me, with me there's no jealousy or envy, I'm authentic and genuinely kind, with an equally beautiful body spirit and mind, always consistently showing up, sharing any overflow from my cup, but what I'm learning, is that many even most aren't worthy or deserving!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/23/25

Mirror Clearer

So what happens next, I cleanse this negative energy/hex, a demon put a spell on me but I broke it, believe I know shit, my wisdom is profound, y'all are still lost not found, I'm ur mirror, ur evilness is seen clearer, darkness recedes to light, sure there's both day and night, I choose to do what's right, I only verbally fight, ur actions define ur character, I'm more focused on fun and laughter, without u, Andrew's the very last person to play me for a fool!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/23/25

Fickled Fame's Unaligned Timing

Y'all keep mishandling me, manipulating gaslightingly, fafo baby, there ain't no maybe, I'm divinely chosen/protected, perhaps ur spirit or soul's been fungally infected, only light and love can save u, every single person is gifted capable and able to, phoenixally rise up above, all those feelings of not tough enough, focus on urself, ask and accept help, like Kelly's Mr Know It All, u too will fall, I won't laugh or say I told u so, resiliently bounce back grow and go, no more misfocusing energy on the illusions of money and time, fame is fickle so I just will smile and shine mindfully declining those who are unaligned!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/22/25

Ur Trust Is Sus

There's no us without trust, ur behavior is totally sus, and cuts deeper than betrayal, stop the gaslighting u failed, my payment went thru, u talk alot but never do, until we meet, face to feet, there's no u and me, my work ain't free, nor do I pay to play, now I'm doing things only my way, like Mariah I don't know him, refuse to let my light dim, quite literally their fault, I keep my heart locked in a vault, up to them to make the move, if u wanna capitalize off a Joe Conscious musical groove!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/22/25

Bliss Still Persists

Evils been winning embittering plight and strife, that's why record labels are grabbing/grasping/crabbing on for dear life, artists are revolutionizing the industry, we're done being exploited willingly, no debt abolishes slavery, I know why many of y'all hate me, cuz I don't play by the same rules of the game, u have nobody but urself to blame, money time and power are all illusions, what's confusing is perception can be delusion, maybe ignorance is bliss, but just cuz I'm not rich and famous doesn't mean Joe Conscious can't still succeedingly persist!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
11/21/25

Magnum Opus Of Hopefulness

As u continue to drag ur feet, try to twist shit and gaslight me, it drives me to succeed staying indy, not to be all wind beneath my wingy, but I feel the universe is working in my favor, all artists deserve to be compensated for their labor, stop all this bs of pay to play, pretend u too are a kinky dominant masc alpha gay, when the only skill u have is manipulation and lies, evil will meet its reckoning demise, cuz justice must always prevail, like storms helping sail, pushing forward motion, time for my writing retreat in sunshiny peace feeling a healing tranquil breeze by the ocean, tapping into my resilient light and hopefulness, to create what I believe to be my magnificent musical masterpiece/magnum opus!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/21/25

Remain True Too

Sorry I lost sight, got caught in the fight, y'all simply don't know, walk a mile in the footsteps of Joe, and u might begin to see, how hard life can truly be, not all that glitters is gold, I value the privilege it is to grow old, my sister didn't get the chance, what I'd give for just one more glance, to witness that magical smile, thank God I got memories on file, this experience has been so cruel, but I got poetry and music as a tool to help get thru, extended family friends and even fans too, my heart and soul have always remained true!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/21/25

Evil People

I'm resilient strong and driven with passion, wallowing in defeat now but wait til I take action, first I gotta forgive myself, adjust to my new found inherited wealth, and realize that some people, are just simply inherently evil, it's in their nature, I don't hate ya, I feel pity, robbing cheating and stealing is silly, good always triumphs and wins, the laws of karma/the universe holds everybody accountable for their sins, Andrew and Todd will get theirs, and I'll have no remorse or empathy for their tears, u get what u give, time to move on forward and live!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/21/25

Fuck Music Dreams & Love

How do I not let this get the best of me, the burden to bare is rather hefty, everybody wants hands in my pocket, no matter how kindly I ask they won't stop it, begging for cigs and couple bucks, only to try and help yet get fucked, don't believe a stranger, don't think I'm in danger, just got scammed again, can't face family and friends, simply wanna give up, on my music dreams and finding love, cuz the world is filled with liars and fakes, and the worst amongst them are the gays!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/21/25

Hiccups Suck

It's ok to fail, but it's impossible to let go of betrayal, when somebody says they love u, yet play u for a fool, it's hard to recover, wish I had a brother, somebody left, feel like a victim of theft, God robbed me of my family, my manager coerced me underhandedly, still no accountability tho, must be a stupid silly hoe, should've listened to my gut, all about the almighty dollar/buck, not for me, I am blessed enough to be truly free, it definitely sucks, but this is just another hiccup!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/20/25

Never Together's Better

My patience has dwindled, after yet again being swindled, he played me a fool, used love bombing and my dreams as a coercive tool, and I fell for it, what a piece of shit, karma do ur thing, I no longer wanna rap or sing, I'm depleted, feel defeated, and nobody cares, to actually empathize or hear, cuz I should've known better, we will never be together, I hate Andrew Thomas, u will get ur reckoning I promise!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/20/25

On My Own Alone

It's hard to stay emotionally calm, when acknowledging the 2nd heavenly bday for mom, she's the reason I haven't given up, while at the same time not feeling loved enough, I had the best blessed family ever, I mourn the beautiful life we had together, but now I'm alone, without a home of my own, and I'm scared, consumed by fear, it seems no one cares, or maybe doesn't hear, it's just a difference in perception, I wish somebody thought I was worth electing loving comforting and protecting!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/18/25

Fuck Off Bro

So my manager turned out to be a lying piece of shit, I don't love him anymore don't even like him a lil bit, he is the worst person on Earth, wish he was unbirthed, or at least our relationship was, one proves love and trust not by what one says but does, all he did was break promises and lied, pretended to care about the tears I cried, when he was the cause, his go to was work or his head hurt and then ignored, hustled and scammed with false hope, the gaslighting was hard to cope, needless to say, what I want is for him to go away, after my refund tho, then seriously fuck off bro!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/18/25

Find My Mind

Was scared it wasn't gonna happen now I'm terrified it could be real, perhaps it's coming off complaining when I'm explaining how I feel, I want peace of mind, I already did the search and work to find, now it's ur turn, wait til u get burned, see how much trust and blind faith u keep, when words don't match action there's no belief, silence and isolation aren't making way for time to heal all wounds, y'all are uneducated and confused, that isn't how any of this works, that's why most people think celebrities are illuminati or selfish greedy narcissistic jerks!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/17/25

Factual Y'all Transactional

Today I'm not doin too good, as an artist I feel misconstrued/misunderstood, I have an abundance of patience, still I'm exhausted waiting, moved on from why to how, I want what I need and choose now, I've had enough of tough, give me what I earned and deserved which is love, God took my whole family, and I'm left to exist with the underhandedly, everyone and thing is transactional, nothing seems factual, it's all confusion or illusion, but can u get them to fall for ur delusion?

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/17/25

Peace Beliefs

Please stop spreading hate, let's use Joe Conscious's music to activate, whether it's Shine Thru or One Love One Heart, democrats would be wise/smart, to start using and sponsoring his brand, what don't y'all understand, he's all about truth love consciousness pride and peace, he's not judgmental about other people's opinions or beliefs, disengage and let them, separate family fans acquaintances and friends but in some ways blend, into more than one, while art can be free revolutionary serious and fun, what does it inspire or make u feel, dreams can and do come true for real!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/14/25

Up Tough Love

Perhaps all the bs is for the plot, I mean I've been thru alot, helps move the story along, put it in my poem or a song, vulnerably sharing my pain grief and suffering, stress and anxiety quietly bubbling, a pot about to boil, do u see only privileged or spoiled, thinking I inherited everything, claiming to hear it when I rap and sing, my gift from God, not having my family anymore is impossibly hard, I do often just wanna give up, but thank u to all the people who help with unconditional tough love!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/14/25

Try Personified

This next season I'll be perched on my thrown, manifesting a home of my own, utterly filled with such love, leveling tf up, cuz what matters most is time, drop so many rhymes on a dime, it's like I'm AI personified, at least no one can say I didn't try, my damn hardest in fact, acquired so many skills that at one point I lacked, like patience and grace, why do sheeple make fakes, I rap better than sing, however it's completely fulfilling seeing all the joy performing poetry and music brings!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/14/25

Live & Let Exist

Y'all execs and fans can hate me, but I'm not willingly participating in exploitation or slavery, let artists be free not pay to play, u can't buy talent or being great, it takes hard work and consistent driven dedication, Marijuana is truly my medication, to deal with the stress of life, to help get thru the pain plight and strife, we all deal with everyday, especially us blacks women immigrants and gays, like we don't belong or shouldn't even exist, whatever happened to the ideology live and let live!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/14/25

Soul Tolls

Yesterday I almost gave up, pushing away my dream and love, all cuz of money, my days haven't been sunny, since I'm followed by dark clouds, perhaps from the head and heart bouts, I can't find peace, trust and faith are hard to blindly believe, but he provided hope, offered conversation to help cope, probably at the detriment to himself, for me it isn't about wealth it's health, music feeds my soul, while the industry simply imposes tolls!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/14/15

Weather Better Together

What will I do, if all I want is u, to hold me tight, ride and thrive and fight, together's better, thru whatever weather, tough enough, help level up with love, light of my life, like a starry night, my compass/guide, we are a complete vibe, no need to be jelly, I'm a scruffy baldy bean with a belly, but his big blue beautiful eyes, made me realize he'd be my singleness' demise, until the end of time, baby I'm urs and ur mine!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
11/13/25

Diamond & Pearl World

Why's there so much illusion and fakeness in greatness, shouldn't duplicitously pretend nor play rich, wouldn't u want to sponsor or date this, since we can't erase bliss, what the hell happened, to passion for true talent, it's money money money, hunny that's not funny, rather sad/pathetic, music should be introspective electric and eclectic, helping others feel they too can transcend consciousness, enough of the garbage AI obnoxiousness, let love be the light of the world, we all can be a diamond or even a pearl, everybody's special, let's make this one and only life incredible!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/13/25

Fighting Writing & Lighting

How do I light up the world, perhaps inspiring all the boys and girls, sharing what I've experienced/hurdled, love playing the game Wordl, no I didn't spell it wrong, might not include this in a song, I'm freestyle writing, my brain keeps fighting, like it's not connecting with my heart nor soul, privilege is growing smart and old, perhaps the very definition of wisdom, not sure if homos are welcome in God's heavenly kingdom, not according to Christian nationalists, I can't even with the idea that Antifa and the Dems are the terrorists and fascists!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/12/25

Level Up With Love

I'm sorry but I just have had enough, the only way to level up is with love, I've been nothing but single, some rhymes give a tingle, or what's called goose pimples/bumps, why get money in lump sums, especially cutting it so close, being in debt and can't pay bills is no joke, I don't have my family or their safety net, y'all seem to quickly forget, how much I've already persevered, the amount of concentrated grief was severe, thought it was evidently clear, nobody in life gets spared, help me turn fear to cheer, all my biggest dreams coming true I deeply feel is near!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/12/25

Amazingness Is Ageless

Achieving greatness is ageless, can't wait for y'all to see and appreciate my amazingness, a gay white average middle class Joe, who can write rap and sing u know tho, which makes me special, my performances are incredible, almost edible digestible I'm delectable, but am I selectable indelable become Grammy eligible/electable, yet sponsors are very much still needed, with such a lack of time and money I feel defeated!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/12/25

Rumored Future Of Best Success

Does hindsight tudor the future, hard to distinguish between truth and rumor, I may be talented and adorable, but I'm not an oracle, only human, most aren't aware of what I'm doing, behind the scenes, where nobody sees, working so hard, playing my cards smart, creating the rules, using all my resources/tools, to win success, however the only thing I can really do is try my best!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/12/25

Throne Grown

Finally grieved and grown, taking the throne of my own, hip hops become like Pac's "Happy Home", and I definitely ain't no clone, no offense to Eminem, usually disengage and let them, since I know comparison is the thief of joy, sorry not sorry I like men not boys, he can be a queen, or a homo bro like me, just have fun and maybe be a lil kinky, what's most important tho is authenticity!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/11/25

Be Tangibly With Me

I don't mean to be skeptical I antagonstically question all, simply cuz what rises falls, yet the reverse is true too, depends on what u actually do, try to see the truth thru consistency, we tend to run away avoid abandon and reject love in its infancy, when he can't show up, whether cuz of timing priorities or luck, it just fucking sucks, how nothing I do is never enough, to get u here with me, tangibly, renewing my strength in faith, helping build the patience to wait, shit happens naturally, creating rom com magic thru a new gay version of Realty Bites/Love Actually, let's even rebel or rally, for a classic remake of when Harry Met Sally, come on and change the narrative, shouldn't ever diminish demean discourage shame nor disparage!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/10/25

Intimidating Inspiration

When I'm not feeling in alignment, I remind myself I'm my only assignment, ur not my job, my focus is hip hop, and of course to be happy, y'all can laugh at me, cuz I'm white and openly gay, someday ull see things my way, that stuff doesn't matter, call me the mad hatter, I play all sorts of roles, feeding minds hearts and souls, with love light and inspiration, for those who think I'm intimidating, I'm rather approachable, ull probably find me blazing trying to be sociable, I like dogs more than people, but always helps in fighting for good to conquer and triumph over evil!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/8/25

Conquering Fear Tear

I think this creative writing tear, is me working out and pushing thru terrifying fear, love and authenticity are both a higher vibration, what's most important is sleep and hydration, like Madonna express urself, learn to not only ask but actually accept help, instead of deflecting rejecting or toxically projecting, which is rather sad and quite upsetting, take me to task, sometimes I even need a kick in the ass, followed by comforting reinforcement grace and compassion, words of affirmation are great but now's the time to take action!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/7/25

The Joy Ploy

What I'm gonna do, is write this next song for u, lifting us both up, literally giving y'all some of my light and love, really try to inspire positivity, no matter one's cognitive ability, nor EQ or the lack thereof, teaching to fly high and soar above, when all I wanted was to bring joy, transcending consciousness and enlightenment aren't just a ploy, I mean it genuinely, gotta be thick skinned especially mentally, and since I have a strong foundational core, I'm really ready to dig in deep to explore more!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/7/25

A Human Spewing

U ever work so hard u collapse or breakdown, those moments are profound, somethings gotta change or give, this much anxiety is no way to live, I'm not letting go of my dream, if ur gonna be a part of my team, we gotta figure this out, I don't wanna bout, especially not with u, ur my dude, I'm sorry for my spiraling, it must be tiring, this time distance and space, is wearing on my face, like my heart on a sleeve, I'm not as confident as u seem to believe, been doing so much creative spewing, but at the end of every day I'm only human!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/7/25

Poor Core

Really need to calm down, this level of anxiety is profound, not in my personal life, but in all this political strife that ain't right, this administration is rather cruel, social services aren't some negotiation/leverage tool, feed the elderly veterans and kids, billionaires are who shouldn't exist, at the expense of the poor, middle class have compassion and empathy at their core, they're the ones who actually give back, why are immigrants under attack, we all come from them anyways, stop hating on blacks women trans and gays!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/6/25

Damn Man That’s Whack

Still getting used to unrooted while learning to fly at the same time, I write daily rhymes so when I get new beats I can create songs on a dime, Grammy worthy and iconic, I'm surprised more ain't trying to get flirty dirty or sponsor shit, especially cuz the Joe Conscious brand, is both high class and demand, he's the hottest new rapper in the game, trying to represent not gaysplain, y'all doing it wrong man, rap is an acronym the p stands for poetry God damn, bet u didn't know that, no wonder why most hip hop music lyrically lacks talks smack and is whack!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/5/25

Confused Rules

Always lived and moved by a set of standards and rules, but now like many I'm left feeling lost and confused, I want life and time to slow down, when I finally lifted my head up what I saw was profound, I wasn't where or who I wanted to be, I chose wrong and wrecklessly, taking no accountability for my decisions, unknowingly placing urself imprisoned in a rigged system, that simply isn't for u/"we the people", having to ponder when good just willingly surrendered all the power to evil!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/5/25

My Guide/Guy

I need my guy, to be a guide, adding to life, patient thru the gripes of strife, I'm alot, with an old soul and big heart, all emotion, create quite a locomotion commotion, chugging and choo chooing along, putting together an album number of songs, most based off of poems I wrote, try to inspire critical thinking and hope, changing the world for the better, we're collectively in this together, it starts with self, no shame in needing help, the secret is consistent resilience with the ability to adapt, as serious as this shit is we gotta learn to laugh!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/5/25

Ruthless Rootless Storm Norm

Just cuz I'm rootless, doesn't mean I'll be ruthless, selfish arrogant nor conceited, I don't know if anyone will believe it, when it all happens, I'm gonna be the one laughing, giving speeches winning awards, so much tour to look forward towards, manifesting the life I always wanted, no longer regretful nor haunted, creating and performing is just the norm, right now I'm simply enjoying and exploiting this calm before the storm!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/4/25

Dreams Coming True Dude

Today was wild and crazy dude, my dreams are literally coming true, it's a lil hard to believe, I've delt with so much extreme grief, I feel like I deserve this, dare to say bliss, enjoying every single moment, no longer pressured with atonement, like Mariah I've done enough, we both lost intense condensed familial love, she's like my twin flame sister, simply from another mister, I've always deeply felt this cosmic connection, having songwriting as a gift is such a tremendous blessing, it helps hurdle and heal the hardness, not buying a lottery ticket's like trying to play poker cardless, it doesn't even make sense, negativity/needless worrying I'm hoping is becoming done and just so past tense!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/4/25

The Gay Way's Better

This feeling of elation, is from rising to the occasion, superseding underdog expectations, without any real congratulations, cuz I still got work to do, I'm not a lazy jerk rude dude, very strong and resilient, with a long history of consistent brilliance, especially lyrically, like seriously, without intention, this artistic gift is such a blessing, helping the globe as a whole, reconnect with the people's noncapitalistic heart and soul, we've lost our way, who better to fix this shit than a doubly privileged indy masc white gay!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/3/25

Mindfully See Finally

U know I'm really learning, all this worrying and yearning, for things to go my way finally, but I've awaken to mindfully see, I may not have trust yet still got unwavering faith, I must find the capacity to just wait, where's my patience, no longer bitterly anxious, comparison won't keep stealing my joy, I'm an entrepreneur so yes unemployed, I've never been more happy and fulfilled, all the opportunities/possibilities in the near future gives me thrills and chills, simply scratching the surface, artists are alchemists transmuting music from everything that's traumatizingly hurt us!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

11/29/25

Crowned King Charming

Double Gemini air sign spitting fire, a star seed put on this earth to amaze awe and inspire, the collective consciousness should aim higher, know we're all frustrated and tired, but the future depends on our decisions, we're not imprisoned to their conditions, we the people have the power, this isn't just a moment it's tower hour, what once was a genuine gay gentleman Prince Charming, now graduated and crowned hip hop's reigning leather daddy/RI rap king, it's time for JC to please take thee seat as lead, cultivatingly creating classic epically legendary lyrically driven music that seems to be very extraordinarily revolutionary indeed!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/28/25

Elation Appreciation

There's no mask, don't put on an act, this is me genuinely, all about authenticity, I just am, doin the best I can, to walk my talk, leaving fans shocked in aww to stare and gawk, as they watch the magic happen, wondering how many people my empire's staffing, every superstar needs an enterouge, but I'll be the first to give a bomb ass foot massage, to show reciprocity/my appreciation, it's almost palpable the increase in elation, isn't it about time, gonna get on my Grammy award winning grind to rise and shine!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/27/25

Enrapturing Attachment

There's a huge difference between matching and meeting, rejection may be protection but it feels defeating, I take relationships as an opportunity for growth, u won't find me fantasizing wanting to elope, I just don't believe in marriage, neither one of us are horse nor carriage, but are u the Gardner or the garden, shouldn't let ur heart harden, cuz they won't show up the way u want them to, it isn't what u say or don't but do, codependency is a form of attachment, lust can be so enrapturing, u can't handle balance, or even multifaceting, and that's ok, but just a sign y'all need to go ur own way!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/25/25

Back & Forth Rises Or Falls

Y'all keep extinguishing my light, draining me of my energy to fight, as an indy artist, I'm working my damn hardest, putting on all the hats, and that's just facts, but I'm done paying to be even more exploited, the fundamental root of capitalism I'm just annoyed with it, the focus isn't on we the people, religion and politicians contrive this war between good and evil, there's both within us all, the law of gravity scientifically proves what rises falls, like the pendulum eternally swinging back and forth, we should treat every human being like friendly/familial collaborators or cohorts!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/24/25

Heavens To Betsy Petty Bettys

Taking away people's SNAP, is so unhumanitarian it's straight whack, I'm tired of the lack of compassion and empathy, this level of corruption/evil is legendary, and not in a good way, hating and discriminating blacks women immigrants trans and gays, zip tying and tear gassing kids, defined by projectionist hypocrites, but we've had enough frankly, watch us revolutionarily revolt by peacefully protesting angrily, heavens to Betsy, aren't Trump MAGA Republicans a bunch of petty Bettys?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/24/25

Game Play

Perhaps I got torn down to build back up, I'm always surprised when gays can actually find love, especially when it comes to men, I'd rather stay friends, so many lustful immature leeches, never knew how far my reputation reaches, I don't want likes, I'm a pacifist so I don't fight, maybe verbally, words wouldn't hurt me, as much as inaction or neglect, I want a partner who's sustainable and protects, particularly with peace, better start sowing in order to reap, cuz nothing is free, except y'all expect artists to work like charity, forceably raped/pay to play, I refuse to participate in that exploitation game!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/23/25

Aborting What's Important

I'm not as altogether as everyone thinks, u never know what life brings, or ultimately throws ur way, the price we often pay, is pretty much time, there ain't no rewind, this isn't a video game with multiple lives, do u ever wonder what ur legacy will be when u die, forgetting to focus on the here and now, so often derailed pondering why instead of how, the question asked is very important, is there any situation worth aborting, choices have consequence, instead of getting too lost in my head I'm gonna get bent, force myself to be social, learning to be intentionally genuinely expressive/vocal, when something feels wrong, don't just write about it in a poem or song!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/23/25

On Bended Knee Me

I got some long deep sleep, seems the times we are in are pique bleak, we are super steeped in corruption, oh the disruption of destruction, democracy flushed down the toilet, to distill water u gotta boil it, humans shouldn't be cleansed thru suffering, I can say from experience grief is surely toughening, being all alone on this planet, is a weird feeling and most won't understand it, now I'm creating a family of my own, hard duplicating a happy home, my friends have become everything to me, so truly grateful and appreciative of my blessings I'm down on bended knee!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/22/25

The Radical Magical

U know what, love following my gut, people are such time wasters, wish I could be one of those ice cream tasters, that would be the best job, next to dispensary budtender selling pot, instead I wanna be a poet/hip hop artist, perhaps I've been sprinkled with fairy stardust, pretty somewhat magical, revolutionarily rather radical, and a critical free thinker, often told I'm a weed stinker, smelled before being seen, don't worry I promise I'm clean, shouldn't be afraid of me, cuz I def shower daily, does that really matter, I'd argue it's just an occupational hazard!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/21/25

Time To Pen Again

Back at this point, I'm utterly annoyed, I'm never enough, always talk of love, but they've never shown up, just don't have that kinda luck, I'm wicked amazing, enlightening and awakening, lead with vulnerability and authenticity, yet y'all looking silly when ain't walking pretty, keep wasting my time, gaslighting my kind mind, I'm sick of it, fuck business, get ur hand out my pockets, when my poetry and songs go viral/skyrocket, I'll remember all ur games ud play, smile and say I'm too great to foolishly pay, I've got a fierce pen, and I refuse to exploit or be exploited again!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/20/25

Lucky Few Dude

Suck it dude, I'm one of the lucky few, and I won't apologize, y'all can believe the deception and lies, I'll just stay true to me, keep doin my duty, writing and performing daily, occasionally I deserve to be lazy, I can't control time, any song of mine, is unique and special, in order for it to be classic/incredible, gotta let it develop edit and breathe, pushing ahead full steam, can burn out artists, we already work the hardest, yet get paid last, it's almost impossible to find a support system that doesn't exploit but actually has ur back!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/19/25

Change Gonna Come Anways

I'm passing the baton on, don't wanna be a part of the illusion/con, cool beans, sweet dreams, go follow ur own, build urself a happy life family and home, we all live different, but we should collectively be more vulnerable and intimate, boundaries don't have to be walls, my anti gravity law applies when one rises and falls, mirroring opposites are true, the quintessential me and u, we got this, guess ignorance can be bliss, yet still only in moderation, fuck this fascist olligarchal MAGA nation, ur way is outdated anyways, the revolutionary time has come for us to awaken enlightening change!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/18/25

Be In Believing

My authenticity is revolutionary, being on stage doing poetry and music is hallucinationary, somebody please pinch me, this wasn't manifested simply, it took double digit years and tens of thousands of hours, I don't focus on likes and followers, but I love my fans man, y'all can't understand, until u lose ur entire family too, will anyone comprehend how truly and deeply I appreciate u, it's not a club I wish to be in, no matter what like Journey sings "Don't Stop Believing", rebel and persist I insist, nobody including government should dictate how any of us lives, so that's why I'm here to help, always always always remember to just be urself!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/17/25

Maybe Baby

So much spam, seems everything is a scam, this turn to digital, has become pretty pivotal, effecting economics, why all the corruption in politics, shit's goin kinda crazy, perhaps y'all should stay hazily blazed B, just like me baby, there is no maybe, we simply must turn this ship around, before the damage done becomes quite literally profound, and we can't get back, our democracy's under seize/attack, what side of history will u be on, there's no shame and it's never too late to admit uve been conned by Don!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/16/25

Most Greats Collaborate

Not my style to battle I'd rather collaborate, cuz we all could be great, each have our own lane, don't need to demean/defame, that ain't my game, I've let go of alot of the guilt and shame, got no one to blame but myself, it isn't deemed masculine being vulnerable accepting help, cuz that's so gay, such a pussy weak and afraid, when that takes tremendous strength, most men couldn't go nor reach the lengths, I've overcome a tremendous amount, that's why I continue to speak out loud and shout proud against this horrendous dark cloud that shrouds now! 

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/15/25

Longevity Inevitably

I'll know I've arrived, when I thrive, grown rather wise, so I no longer compromise, but just trust my gut, success is when preparation meets opportunity sprinkled with a lil luck, somehow still will maintain my undying faith, trying to give grace while developing the patience to wait, stepping into my destiny inevitably, always working at expressing the best in me authentically for longevity, til I become so mainstream zeitgeist/cult classic status, Joe Conscious is synonymous with an automatic mix of now and nostalgic, it feels relatably raw or real, just like therapy my artistry both helps heal me and to deal!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/15/25

Another Strong Song

I'm like a diamond when pressured, not easily measured, since my talent is insatiable, very willing and able, to keep writing stuff, til I'm successful enough, in my own opinion, no Kings ruling my dominion, I'm the leader of my life, hurdling a ton of pain plight and strife, leaning into my art, exposing both my soul and heart, remaining thick like skin and strong, using years of poetry to transmute into another brand new song whenever I want!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/15/25

Rooted Deep In Authenticity

RI's a beautiful bubble, cuz got nothing but trouble splashing in puddles, superficial and shallow when I need to be rooted deep, that's a part of my authenticity as JC baby I'm simply me, much more than just enough, all about peace and 1 love, my signature style's, a lil leather fetishy and wild, a chameleon between, rap daddy to completely clean/fully shaven baldy bean, no matter what, still sexy as fuck, so y'all better recognize and rise, I'm the biggest surprise since both Biggie and Pac died, a revolutionary poetic hip hop artist, working my wicked hardest and smartest, to at least start some sparks, that unite light soul and heart, even in these darkest of times, always remember music's like the sunrise magically personified while I'm performing live!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/15/25

Tough Luck's Up

Married to the hustle dating ur career, is avoiding love embracing fear, u have no life beyond work, put ur head down so u can't see the hurt, like that makes it no longer exist, ur job's meant to help better live, America's priorities got all messed up, they just shrug say aww shucks that sucks and tough luck, don't even seem to dare to care, the wealthy and rich will never share, it's always been the middle class, y'all need to awaken with a swift kick to the ass, get moving and shaking, this level of fascism has our collective hearts and souls pacing aching!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
10/14/25

Free Destiny

The setting of the sun, doesn't mean life is done, just a single day, still wonder if a gay should even pray, cuz what's the point, seems only straights anoint, and I've got an automatic ticket to hell, there ain't no love spell, so I'm religiously friend zoned, family died along with my home, yet I do have my heart, and the blessing/gift or art, an old soul, antagonistic to paying capitalism's toll, money hunny doesn't define value or worth, become corporate slaves at birth, but I broke free, so I guess being revolutionary is my destiny!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/14/25

Shine Mine

I may not have trust but I got loads of faith, if only I could develop better patience to wait, nothing is as it would seem, I walk my talk and live my dream, y'all think success is a race, when the real winners show joy on their face, I took the slow and steady road, and now I'm ready to go, seizing my hand up, pursuing my one true love, done with false hope, it's no longer wrong or illegal to be gay or smoke dope, now is my time to shine, soon enough the billboard charts will be filled with songs of mine, and for all the haters that can't stand me, watch as I'm nominated and even win multiple Grammys!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/13/25

Got Enough

Good luck wasting my time, I'm gonna be better than fine, cuz now I can walk away, learned how to disengage, and then let them, watch the pattern/trend, they will show u who they are, being a lover or friend isn't hard, only if u meet one condition, pay attention and listen, u must reciprocate, does anybody still wait and/or date, where has the patience gone, can't y'all see the accountability of what u did wrong, if it's everybody else's fault, u put ur primary relationship in a vault, however that is all u got, and I really do hope that is enough!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/12/25

What My Mouth Spouts About

Drunk Joe and his big mouth, what don't u deeply spout about, I was in rare form, def breaking my own norm, but I had such a great day, I celebrated like Frank and did shit "My Way", 2 double Captain and cokes, and no that's not a hoax, in fact at the Eagle that's like having 4, thank God I didn't get more, instead I switched to beer, at that point I had no filter/fear, I said what I needed, hoping that all ill feelings and animosity were healed and defeated!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/11/25

Where I Come From

I've changed on a cellular level, went from being completely grief stricken/disheveled, and now I'm walking light personified, took all the pain and tears I cried, and alchemized it all into inspirational art, therapy to our collective soul and heart, but words and actions can't heal, yet still I need to express how I feel, instead of trying to avoid escape and forget, becoming embittered and filled with regret, enhancing more sorrow, expecting the promise ull see tomorrow, I'm simply enjoying the present moment as it comes, always remembering gratitude and truly appreciating the blessing of where I'm from!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/10/25

Trust Us

There's a huge difference between love and use, master slave relationships require ownership and abuse, I'm submissive not into total control, looking more for a dominant alpha compatible kinky soul as the goal, I refuse interactions that are only digital or transactional, yes I enjoy watching fantasy porn but I prefer the actual, in real life non anonymously, monogamously predominantly, yet whatever works best for us, cuz our partnership should be based on a foundation of unconditional communication/trust!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/8/25

Got The Guts To Love

Need a man rough and tough enough, who's vulnerable and got the guts to love, I can help build him up, be a lil bit of luck, in a world consumed by darkness, capitalism causing heartlessness, u won't find bliss, especially in business, appreciate artisticness, fickle particularness, is what leads me to be stingy with my energy and affection, submissives need self awareness/protection, know ur boundaries and limits, be careful of fantastical gimmicks, red flags are real, never repress or be afraid to express how u truly feel!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/8/25

Why Cry

I wanna love and be loved, not just lusted and fucked, I'm ready to give up, cuz I've had decades of no luck, it's rather sad, and gets me so mad, I start to cry, constantly asking God why, life simply sucks, must not be good enough, and it shows, apparently how it goes for Joe, always a friend, the struggle never ends, most men are all talk, don't follow thru/walk, so I'm left impatiently waiting, in a generation full of open relationships and random hookups hating romantic dating, cuz it doesn't exist, and like Pac says "that's just the way it is"!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/7/25

Defeat Complete

Y'all a bunch of cuck kings, why only mother what about father fuckings, let's make that happen gays, instead of gun reform they say pray always, like that is the solution, deny climate change from human pollution, are u a donor state, the only way to combat hate, is to hit em in their pockets, fascism is rising and there seems no way to stop it, project 2025 is almost complete, what will it look like when we accept social democracy's defeat, and can we ever even come back from this, or will we be world widely attacked discarded laughed at and dismissed?! 

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/7/25

Bridge's Burned

I wanna be inspiring, but these times are so trying, I find myself crying, inside I'm slowly dying, like Allure "All Cried Out", actually afraid to bout, and show my true colors for Cyndi, cuz my fundamental rights might get rescinded from me, I just gotta perform a concert for peace and love, wish my own lgbtq community would please support me enough, why is it so damn tough, all I need is opportunity and a lil luck, watch what a difference I could make, I've already proven I got what it would take, but persistently stopped and blocked at every turn, so now y'all can go fuck urselves and suck my cock that bridge's burned!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/7/25

Them Again

How do we conquer this moment, why don't they have to pay atonement, look at all the evil, repeatedly elected by the sheeple, which doesn't include me, capitalism breeds greed, since it's only about money, the fall of democracy isn't funny, it's rather sad, and obviously got me mad, this is my fifth poem today, I feel a certain type of way, I will always continue to say out loud, I'm totally white gay and proud, I'm not like them, unlearning history is dooming us to repeat and endure fascism all over again, Trump's Hitler 2.0, where did the Illuminati or Anonymous go?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/7/25

The Bright Light Might Fight

Just cuz u can't, deal with my passionate poetic tirades and rants, that's ur problem, and I can solve em, but it's not my job, and I'm tired of being robbed, of my time energy love and light, we all need to stand together and shine bright, that's how we fight, united we the people are a powerful might, and yet evil reigns supreme, can no longer agree to disagree, Trump and MAGA must be vanquished, polluting thru pain fear and anguish, where have all the revolutionaries gone, really hoping this is the darkest before the dawn, I'm struggling to keep holding on strong, perhaps I should battle back with some soulful new hip hop/rap songs!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/7/25 

Nonsense Contents

Wrote 2 other angry and frustrated poems already this morning, cuz USA and the whole globe are in a state of mourning, what has this world come to, the government has done nothing for u, except make life harder, MAGA keeps getting more and more retarderer, another word I just made up, I wanna make some gay love, forget about political nonsense, this administration has no substance or contents, simply bullshit projection, he won both fake elections and isn't our president!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/7/25

Incompetence Consequence

Is anybody else sick and tired, of these fake ass posers and liars, there's so much incompetence, without any consequence, the rest of us deal with a few's choices, our government is silencing voices, bastardizing freedom of speech, we need Trump not only impeached, I want the Epstein files released, and true black history teached, I know it's not a word, calling democrats terrorists hurts, I'm starting to wanna give up, perhaps I'm naive thinking power and fear never outrank hope and love!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/7/25

The Profound Shutdown

The effects of the government shutdown, are negatively profound, I want Trump citizen's arrested, he is both despised and detested, a gross human being, for absolutely no reason, he is cruel and unjust, his legacy is a joke/disgust, his whole administration is inept and corrupt, poor guy needs a hug and some love, yet nobody wants to, they all just boo, wicked bad at business, MAGA are a bunch of ignorant hypocrites, they all belong behind bars, cuz we the American people are not who they are!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/7/25

Protect & Respect

I'll do whatever it takes, but it's hard to nurture connection with too much time and space, especially if we haven't met yet, deep love and chemistry isn't easy to get, it isn't personal, digital texting isn't rehearsal, trust takes tick tock, whether we like it or not, we both need patience and understanding, however expecting reciprocity isn’t demanding, just like respect, u can say ur willing to forever protect, but do u walk ur talk, I don't want a daddy or possessive hawk, I deserve an equal partner, who adds to my life not make it full of drama/harder!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/6/25

Human Doing Revolution

Being the wind beneath my wings, isn't the same as a puppet master pulling strings, u didn't recreate the voice or soul as it sings, y'all wanna know a few of my favorite things, hip hop rap r&b, rock folk dance club and even country, I'm wicked eclectic, especially if ur live show is electric, in the moment it's like watching magic, unfortunately what AI is doing to movies and music's just tragic, corporations capitalizing and profiteering off our art, trying to manufacture more exploitation of the heart, so let's consumptuously rise above all the corruption and pollution, unite to collectively fight in this human doing revolution!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/2/25

Zero Shits To Give

Cuz of a few greedy, the rest become needy, when is enough enough, even when it comes to love, is hate a necessity, I won't let anxiety get the best of me, learning to give, zero shits, since I was abandoned, self sufficiency is what isolation demanded, nobody is more important than urself, had to break the generational curse of asking and accepting help, grow away, from guilt and shame, it doesn't serve our purpose, stopped focusing on what hurts us, I can't fix save or change the world, but I can be the example that not all gays wanna be a girl!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/2/25

The Great Reckoning Is Beckoning

Bite ur nose off to spite ur face, Christian love equates hate, Jesus wouldn't hang with u, he'd find u rude, ignorance is not an excuse, religion often uses abuse, to control the conservative masses, y'all red states are the lazy uneducated asses, forgetting that we're ur donors, Trump just enrages republican boners, so many dl demon queens, super gross mean and obscene, it's ok tho because a majority of Americans are beckoning, it is finally time for accountabilty/#TheGreatReckoning!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/1/25

Don't Just Guess Left

There's no hate like Christian love, I think a majority of people are just fed up, they keep bullying the vulnerable, despite their own lives are in bubbled trouble, quite like the left, we have so much more in common I guess, oh the hypocrisy of us all, humans aren't perfect they rise and fall, focus on urself and what u can control, which isn't another heart or soul, but it's ur response/reaction, know it's hard to really find ur passion, ur purpose can be of service, absolutely nobody or nothing in this universe is worthless!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/1/25

Empathy's Legendary Legacy

When u become one of the movers and shakers, here comes the haterz, love or hate me, it ain't up for debate see, art is preference and subjective, inspiration can almost be electric, I appreciate taking the time, to read or listen to my rhymes, u can always pass on by, but u choose to comment why, my poetry isn't for u, too intelligent for most ignorant MAGA fools, ur not smart, and have no heart, ur lack of empathy, is the exact reason u misunderstand my epic and legendary legacy!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/1/25

Trickle Up Luck & Love

I believe it's both critical and pivotal, we pay attention to the political, but bring down the temperature please, we need a reprieve from the rhetoric being decreed, and it starts from the top, the hatred and projection has really gotta stop, this is a class war at the core, cuz 800 billionaires still want more, at the expense of everybody else, and the very wealthy never helps, perhaps let's try the philosophy of trickle up, we must rise above with a lil luck and a whole lotta love!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/30/25

Fight This Sluggish Rubbish

Like Public Enemy says "we gotta fight the power", before we've reached the pique final hour, fascism isn't the answer, MAGA mentality is cancer, stuck in the twilight zone, I'll maintain my freedom of speech and tone, y'all are the minority, no I'm not sorry, cuz we told u so, time to know and finally fucking grow woke, u dumb ignorant fucks, u simply suck nuts, should shut up and go back into hiding, most these boomers are dying crying and whining, but good riddance to bad rubbish, it'll all be alright the pendulum swinging back right is just rather sluggish!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/30/25

Just Don't Behave Gay

Do I seem gay, judged by how I behave, what's the choice to change, I find straights strange, it is pretty silly, why y'all want all that responsibility, but remember kids aren't slaves, how does a woman black or immigrant save, unless there is an inheritance, why would we neglect our veterans, lost our morals and ethics, look at what Trump and MAGA projects is, all the bad behavior they're doing/spewing, it's such a shame bastardizing good humans, trapped in backwards upside down land, and to be rather bluntly honest I'm just not a fan!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/30/25

Toward More Forward

Try to remind myself life is beautiful, value shouldn't depend on if one is useful, gotta keep on smiling, embracing and sharing my shine and, pay it forward, inspire and encourage toward, more evolution transcendence and existentialism, unconsciousness is its own potential mental prison, just stuck living in the matrix, filled with MAGA patriots, portraying ANTIFA the fascist terrorists, sorry but I'll never get the gist of their backwards regressive rhetoric, which is basic bitch/ignorant stupidity, I appreciate my own progressiveness resilience and fluidity, a chameleon of sorts, with both lgbtq and straight unconditionally loving loyal cohorts!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/29/25

Nonplatitude Gratitude

I'm not just serving platitudes, cuz I say I appreciate the level of peace and gratitude, I've only recently found, my wisdom can often shock and astound, I've been thru some heavy life shit, I don't even know how I handled it, my mom told and showed me how, when I retrospect and reflect I'm like wow, I had the best parents, but thinking of Gia leaves me gutted/deeply saddened, still I push on resiliently, trying to see receive and truly believe in the hot mess but blessed brilliance of me!

Peace and 1,

1Joe Conscious 

aQ9/28/25

Their Purpose Is To Hurt Us

It could all go wrong, tomorrow just be gone, then ur sad missing what u had, another day has passed, time doesn't happen backward, we're letting an imaginary rapture fracture, reality's become numb dumb and virtual, while I'm much more mysteriously mercurial, not hiding behind my screen, key board warrioring hate speech demaining being mean, we should be encouraging, using therapy as punishment, since victimizers are the real problem, and apparently America has really got em, bubbling up under the surface, waiting to fulfill their purpose perpetuating what hurts us, lacking any empathy integrity or accountability, and framing the democratic left as the terrorists is irrationally stupid/sounds simply silly!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/28/25

Hurry To Worry

How do u get to thousands of views again, without expectation of support from friends, they're not automatic fans, some just can't, they're not capable nor able, to be sustainable nor even momentarily stable, yet still I give infinite grace, cuz they simply don't have what it takes, to evolve and transcend, refuse to get bent/mind bend, relieve relax and try not to worry, stop problem solving in such a hurry, it seems right now everyone needs a lil wealth help, but remember any change must always start with urself!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/28/25

Freedom Of Speech Peace & Love

Wanna go on a tour called Freedom Of Speech Peace & Love, cuz shit be too tough and have had enough, so sick of all this corruption bs and lies, time for evil to compromise, or get vanquished, we the people have been consumed by doom and anguish, let's collectively rise and thrive, stop settling for being alive, when ur not even living, unforgiving yet still nonsingling mingling, looking for something better, believing weathering together, is simply easier, becoming more and more appeasier, forgetting who u truly are, tho it seems impossibly hard always save/follow ur heart!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/26/25

Much Lust

Learning to love from a distance, avoiding both assumption and inference, he's none of my business, often still wonder what is this, never felt this way, especially with someone gay, a special connection, that had nothing to do with an erection, simply attracted to his soul, had no expectation agenda nor goal, except to have him in my life, perhaps both going thru personal plight and strife, proved my intensity was just way too much, perceived to be consumed with lust, when in fact I wasn't, cared for him like a 3rd cousin, in hindsight tho, my feelings have grown!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/25/25

Say Gay

Y'all may hate what I say, or the fact that I'm gay, but what really matters, is the right to dissent against my attackers, even if it is lies, I refuse to be compromised, I take pride in my character, pay attention to the narrator, and their perspective, we need an informed and educated elective, these leaders are crap, don't seem to have democracy's back, capitalism serves the almighty dollar, we no longer value scientists nor scholars, eroding our collective consciousness, so now we are all burnt out from the level of political obnoxiousness!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/25/25

Love Us

It's really up to us, to start a revolution of peace unity and love, follow my lead, if it's on me, I'll rise to the occasion, had enough of all this hating vitriol and discrimination, evil rules the sheeple, what happened to classy/regal, it's a whole vibe, still trying to find my tribe, yet I've consistently chameleoned, I ain't robbing cheating nor stealing, remaining a force for good, totally ok being misunderstood, but I ask y'all to make a lil time, and take an empathetic perspective more similar to mine, meeting me where I'm at, which genuinely authentically always has our collective back!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/24/25

Uplift The Gift That Is

Every tear is a spark, showing how pain can change to art, an ugly wound transforms into a beautiful scar, no matter what nothing can truly break our heart, resilience is key, anything is possible if u just believe, gotta keep the faith, hope can't wait, shouldn't stay stuck between tomorrow and yesterday, lean into and push thru to find the way, take the present for the gift it is, we all have a duty/obligation to make the world a better place and help uplift!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/23/25

The Indigent Ignorant

I've become pretty numb and deluded, after over a decade of barely if at all included, we can't even have unity, in our own community, like seriously I've had enough, wtf is wrong with us, we're supposed to be about love, black or white don't matter the rich people are above, and that's really just another illusion, gaslighting had caused mass confus, cuz many are unintelligent and ignorant, nowadays everybody's indigent, democracy got destroyed, when robots and ai made too many unemployed, in the name of profit, gone down the rabbit hole so far can we even stop it?

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/23/25

Happy Heavenly G

Would be strange if I didn't deeply miss her, happy heavenly birthday to my big sister, God G was a phenomenal human, always supportive of what I was doing, as long as I was following my heart, her smile could light up the dark, her presence was respected and felt, gotta all play the hand we're dealt, but 42 was much too young, I'm still stunned, life doesn't seem right, been kinda difficult to keep up the good fight, she was a huge force of nature, taught to never be a hater, prove them wrong, by living resiliently happy writing poetry and performing songs!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/22/25

Love Above

How do I rise above, the agony from lack of love, just told empty words, and it deeply hurts, lacking action, where is my passion, don't know how to connect, when nobody wants to protect, the sanctity of intimacy, does anyone date anymore legitimately, can't find my grip, with open relationships, isn't that being single, y'all still sexually mingle, despite laying in bed, it isn't who ur next to when dead, I really must suck at the game, cuz loving and losing all feels the same!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/21/25

Con On

Writing this might get some hatred, I'm not liberal I'm liberated, I started this website to show not teach, my idea of freedom of speech, share the good the bad and ugly, just cuz I'm a nice gay guy doesn't mean I want y'all to fuck me, I'm asexual outside the bedroom, who walks down the isle if uve got 2 grooms, I wanna go to a gay wedding, why is homosexuality so upsetting, it's nobody's business, don't care if u can't get the gist, my life will continue to go on, I'm simply done with all false pretense/illusion/matrix/con!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/20/25

Overdone Fun

If u couldn't tell, I haven't been feeling well, just under the weather, I am a lil bit better, still congested and mucusy, overdid shit stupidly, that's what happens when I do too much, being around certain animals and such, I had forgotten how my allergies can effect me, have to protect myself essentially, horses and cats, trigger asthma attacks, but whatever I had fun, perhaps poppers and pot should be done, then life seems so boring, but aren't those things considered abhorrent, maybe so yet they are my choice to make, for God's sake if u don't like them then don't partake!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/19/25

Gone Forlorn

Woah my stats today are crazy, nobody can call me lazy, consistency is key, my art isn't about me, it's way bigger, call me a wigger, cuz I stand with the oppressed, I never claim to be the best, but I am authentic and genuine, a real gay gentleman, who is all about truth and love, won't ever give up, I appreciate the whole globe, coming out in droves, to denounce this fascist regime, no politician seems to be clean, where has our hope gone, quite literally we've become numb and forlorn, we the Ametican people, are now ruled by sheer authoritarian evil!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/18/25

Sorry's Not An Apology

Forgiveness is key, I don't do it for them but for me, won't just accept sorry, I want a real apology, that's changed behavior, there ain't no savior, u have to be ur own, we leave this world alone, even when u die together, living life with love is better, however marriage isn't necessary, u don't always have to be jolly and merry, just cuz we're gay, happy doesn't automatically equate, trans aren't the same, sexuality as identity isn't a game, I want to be seen too, but not defined by who I do, that's behind closed doors, we all aren't prostitutes deviants and/or whores!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
9/17/25

Bite Life

Yes I think less, after last night's drunkenness, u can act irresponsible, but I will hold u accountable, u will not behave or speak that way to me, and think u don't owe anyone an apology, it was disgusting, not to mention troubling, if ur stressed, get some rest, don't let ur problems spill over, putting weight on ur so-called friends' shoulders, ur too old for that, I still got ur back, however I've lost trust, annoyed by ur lust, yet oh well it's ur life, now tho ull receive both my bark and bite!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/17/25

Dark Heart

My fragile heart, got lost in the dark, but the agony of love, helped lift me up, showed me my strength and resilience, my goodness is my brilliance, kindness and grace, leave an enticing taste, of wanting more, insatiable whore, or people cancer, nobody seems to have any answers, so just live life, it ain't about getting it wrong or right, it's strictly ur will, tired of endless cyclical monthly bills, pay to breathe, taxes are a thief, while the government kills our spirit, most have been told and showed the truth they just don't wanna hear it!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/16/250

Infamous Sinisterness

I hate to be silenced, as much as I do violence, it's so unnecessary, u can't be legendary, being notorious, murdered/murdering is never glorious, it's more infamous, don't u despise sinisterness, what is the point, absolutely bitterly annoyed, can't stand all this discrimination, wish there was actual obliteration, of all evil in the world, stop harassing immigrants blacks gays and girls, haven't we been thru enough, the only thing to save us now is unconditional love!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/15/25

The Nice/Good Life

Just ate some delicious breakfast, but we gotta stay ready and steadfast, especially with packing up, can't anyone say they're lacking love, not on these grounds, lots of leather country men pups and hounds, this experience has been profoundly needed, we stayed completely weeded, with plenty of instant sexual gratification, didn't have to rely on any imagination, cuz was definitely lots of nudity, and we weren't ever treated rudly, everybody was wicked nice, think this whole camping experience was actually fantastically living the good life!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/14/25

Circumference Substance

Don't get me started, I'm open minded and hearted, since shaved been carded sarcastically, a change came rather drastically, but actually this wasn't my first time, acting like it was a crime, it'll grow back pretty fast, when or if u ask, I'll say I was shedding, clogging drains is upsetting, I'm a bachelor, trying to become a traveler, perhaps I need a writing retreat, whether I sing spit or speak, there's both wisdom and depth, if y'all want my attention come correct/direct, I'm totally approachable, looking for more notable than noticeable, all about substance, a man isn't just his sum he's also circumference!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/14/25

Camp Cub Hugs & Love

Out in the woods camping, with many men tramp stamping, some minus the tattoo, why is leather/fetish still so taboo, it's just fun, don't yuck my yum hun, that's pretty mean, shouldn't stalk and scheme, that's being a creep, respect whatever someone's beliefs, some cook others clean, u can glitter shine or sheen, for all I care, I prefer truth over dare, thanks Cher and Ru, whether ur in drag or simply u, nothing but love, anytime u want I'm always available for a sexy scruffy cub hug!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/12/22

Bleeding Love Heart

I don't celebrate death but a life, whether they lived wrong or right, I have compassion for their loved ones still, nobody deserves to be killed, we gotta stop this ignorant hate, the truth is exposed thru debate, somewhere in-between each side, accepting reelecting Trump was the day democracy died, cuz he didn't actually win, the whole electoral college is bs/a sin, put that in ur pipe and smoke it, sick and tired of outright liars bastardizing woke as some hoax shit, when ur simply too stupid to understand, at the end of every single day we are all fallible man, whether wo or not, another mind body and soul that's got a beating bleeding love heart! 

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/11/25

Bashfully Beautiful

If u ever came back, I'd try to make us both laugh, at the fact we're all stupid people, got a lil bit of good and evil, but I'm not here to give a shpeel/lecture, don't need to overprotect any of ya, that's nobody's job but urself, get some help, if u can't grapple nor get ahold, never forget it's a privilege to grow old, I'm rather quite bold and sexy, won't let insecurity get the best of me, only questionably believe, u can move thru yet not pass grief, and that's actually very common, sorry for my love bombing, I lost control, couldn't stop my attraction to ur bashfully beautiful artistic heart and soul!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/10/25

Outspoken Token

Writing is me letting go, of the fire within my soul, the blood of my heart, is like love in the dark, light comes in many forms, time defines norms, what rises and falls, too much unanswered calls, blocking blessings, cocking up lessons, critical thinking gone, fascist spawn's born, bastardizing righteousness, no more capacity for niceness, y'all drained me dry, the rain I've cried, raised oceans, the ultimate gay token, like Joss "Bruised But Not Broken", as long as I can I will remain truthfully smart and outspoken!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
9/9/25

Trifling Cycling

Life be cycling, like people trifling, energy all crazy, stoned and hazy, is how I stay, can't be too around the gays, they're often a bit much, so focused on superficial lust, they don't know platonic connection well, lost in thoughts of automatic hell, settling for tolerance instead of demanding acceptance, paving with best intentions, forgetting what was just said, living a lie amongst the walking dead, I'm not talking TV, believe u me, I wish I was, cuz I can't stand this level of capitulation to whatever a fascist capitalist dictator says and does!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/8/25

Intact Impact

Trying to inspire everyday, show up for the gays, help fight stereotypes, once born we have the right to our very own life, watch me live loud, be out and proud, relying on my authenticity, what's important is resilience adaptation and augmentability, can u change with the times, existence shouldn't be simply rise and grind, what about love and fun, after it's all said and done, what is ur legacy, don't have to be legendary, to leave a lasting impact, as long as ur dignity remains intact, if u match how u act with what u say, I can almost promise ur finna be ok!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/6/25

Gay Away

What if I told u, ur lucky to become an old fool, remember that's actually a privilege, aging isn't simply frivolous, it's the only way to gain wisdom, stop caring about income, money doesn't matter, except getting u fatter, drowning ur bladder, if clothes are drag then all people are actors, in this show called Earth, kids are literally an orgasmic squirt, exploring the vag after being ejaculated from the penis, transforming sperm into a fetus, and eventually ur a person, if American destined overworking, as they drain ur energy/soul away, hate all they want I think they're just jealous I'm proudly profoundly loudly gay, while they ain't, but doesn't make or break a saint!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/6/25

Hood Good

Whether bearded or baby faced, it's all a matter of preference/taste, I always look good, love living life in the hood, it's more soulful and real, wish y'all would appreciate how I feel, how many poets do u know, who try and write everyday tho, not cuz I have to, art is just something I highly value, it's my passion and purpose, also a way for me to be of service, gonna take my creativity and use it, to make way more amazingly beautiful truthful conscious hip hop music!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/5/25

Rot Not

Instead of a downward spiral, why can't both my poetry and music go viral, I'm kind of fed up with biased algorithm, celebrity isn't what I envisioned, now u can buy fame, seems so easy to rig the game, but it's actually not, perhaps y'all let ur conscience/heart rot, sold ur souls, having billionaire goals, should be labeled mental disorder, let go of the illusion of boundaries or border, color outside the lines, and u might wind up able to find, ur true talent passion and skills, just cuz someone wants or wills it doesn't pay the bills!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/4/25

Aloof Truth

The level of stupidity is out of control, y'all MAGA have no heart or soul, it's ok u haven't a brain, but life isn't practice before the big game, heaven and hell may not exist, ur only defined by how u lived, there's no salvation, for all ur discriminating and hating, Cankles McTaco Tits' legacy is a joke, probably both elections were a hoax, he's simply projecting, which is a way of deflecting, that's why being a reflecting mirror, as fascism is drawing nearer, isn't triggering shame or truth, cuz critical thinking just seems to be simply too aloof!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/4/25

Feelings Seeping In

Lately I've been in a mood, shifting into full moon attitude, which is still in Gemini, y'all are like oh my, double the trouble, unless ur in my bubble, then u already know, that's just Joe, and u love me anyway, cuz I'm not June I'm May, so we're a bit better, with our powers combined together, we can change the country, I don't find fascism funny, I hate how life's all about money, in a world consumed by doom gloom and darkness I'm sunny hunny, immune to the fungus/rot seeping in, the truth isn't dictated by any one person's beliefs nor feelings!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/3/25

Hope & Growth

It takes time to develop true trust, at first sight is way more lust, love is an action, that requires passion, u can't fake nor make it, why y'all hate shit, there's definitely pain underneath, loyalty shouldn't trump moralistic integrity/belief, it's ok to be consumed by grief, since like a leaf, it can land and then blow in the wind again, just cuz it falls doesn't mean it's the end, be like me an unrooted bird, smile with resilience thru the hurt, try to always remember most growth, occurs when u don't know yet still hold hope!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/2/25

Is Fun Done

Another month done, trying to get in that last bit of summer fun, as Fall approaches, snow encroaches, does anyone know the difference, in this instance, one's a neutral term, I don't think any of y'all wanna learn, gone went critical thinking, Pride's become all about nudity and drinking, forgot what pioneers fought and died for, so we can exist marry or even just freely whore, our rights illegally being taken away, women immigrants blacks Asians and gays, the Supreme Court got corrupted, stuck with Fox "News" uninterrupted, a laughing stock/joke worldwide, still I always somehow keep both my hope and faith alive, truly believe we will ultimately be better, cuz look what we've collectively already survived and weathered!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/21/25

Frivolous Privilege

It's great to catch up with old friends, seeing each other again, after a couple years, brings about joyous tears, how different we are, come so far even tho the road's been hard, for both of us, surviving grief takes guts, aging is such a privilege, time isn't frivolous, like money an illusion, sick of this corrupt capitalistic institution, no longer by and for the people, the uber wealthy are just evil, making reality exhaustingly tired, lackluster and totally just uninspired, I challenge y'all to vibrate higher,  let love lead the way and see what transpires!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious

8/29/25

Was Does

Do u know another poet that writes almost every day, how about a white person who raps and sings and is openly gay, I only say this to create awareness, would agree I'm resilient not sure about fearless, ain't no better than anyone else, used to be a nice guy who helps, now I'm simply kind, disengage let them and pay no mind, only responsible for me, I am not what u believe, in fact I'm much more, does homo mean whore to the core, even if it does, things will never go back to the way it was. 

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/28/25

Envision Wisdom

Imagine what life would be like without art, may as well take away soul and heart, earth without it is just eh, bet, that's wicked pretty clever and witty, I appreciate all the fans following my journey along with me, I've been working my hardest, to constantly grow as both a human and artist, I'm simply a man, and it's not my job to help y'all understand, can't save the world, do a Linda Carter style Wonder Woman twirl, girl or guy or in-between, do what u say which u also should mean, experiment with experience to gain wisdom, always let ur dreams guide the manifestations u envision!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/26/25

Can't Quiet My Riot

No I won't stay quiet, we need a love riot, it would be epically legendary, if it was a law to have empathy, time for compassion action, perhaps USA should try some reimagining, turn economics trickle up, unchecked capitalism sucks, give power back to the people, sorry not sorry but billionaires+ are just plain evil, they shouldn’t even exist, break apart all monopolies I insist, finally take money out of politics altogether, giving everybody copyright to their own identity's brilliantly better, cuz I'm not finna lie, humanity isn't ready to regulate manage nor control AI!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/26/25

Buffering Suffering's Troubling

My heartbeat echoes, it's hard for me to let go, I'm all love, got more than enough, but afraid to share, choose truth over dare, y'all have me doing the craziest stupid shit, making art business exploiting my gift, there'd be no industry, without artists like me, started as a hobby, and I ain't got no lobby, throwing money around, isn't it funny hunny ego and greed's grown profound, the level's are exponential, u sleeping so soundly is just astoundingly incredible, and I find it extremely deeply troubling, these rich bitches be comfortably embubbling hoarding and buffering from overpopulational suffering, without any care empathy or compassion, now's the time we reinstate checks and balances taking action making real change happen!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/25/25

Friends Again

Memories are echoes of yesterday, tho aging keeps me worried/afraid, even when it seems we heal, it doesn't feel real, is it all an illusion, cuz there's so much confusion, when the truth is abused, the most vulnerable lose, more than they should, u can't be hateful yet say ur good, when u hide authenticity ur soul dies, while tears steal the light from my eyes, can inspiration spark the heart again, in the end I really hope I'll get a lil help from my friends!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/25/25

To Walk Away Or Stay

Writing at the bar, is kinda hard, even if it isn't busy, trying to be sarcastic and witty, yet say stuff with substance, we gotta measure a life's circumference, not one bad moment, any mistake own it and make atonement, that's I'm sorry actionized, compassion and empathy maximized, avoidance is never a good answer, in fact that's breeding cancer, a heartfelt genuine apology goes a long way, can be the deciding factor between me walking away or to stay!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/24/25

Out Bout & Help Urself

What if tomorrow never comes, and ur life is done, are u happy now, do u wish things were different and how, talking things out, is a great way to bout, especially with urself, we all need a lil help, nobody's perfect, but therapy is worth it, if ur willing to try, really figure out why, the reason ur like this way, pretending everything is ok, even when it's not, u think they all just forgot, cuz everybody ignores the issue, it's uncomfortable handing another tissue, yet it's better than ur sleeve, anything is possible if u manifestly speak and truly believe!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/24/25

Ok Today

Had to wipe tears away today, force a smile but that's ok, life isn't always easy, hugs are healing please believe me, in my worst moments I feel, love is tangibly real, when both ur arms, embrace the grief and harm, telling me it'll all be alright, stand by me thru the fight, I appreciate the time, true support of mine, since I lost my family, y'all probably can't comprehend understandably, but at least u try, cuz sometimes we just need a good cry!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/24/25

Do U

When I'm lost in the dark, I pour pain into my art, can't have a painting without the root word, many ask where I put the loss and hurt, how did I write value and worth, who will I find in my search, even tho I ain't looking, don't believe in hookering, cuz I connect deep, understand gotta sow to reap, not entitled nor spoiled, evil needs to be foiled, now that it's running rampant, these crazy ideologies and antics, are creating a false sense of reality, life doesn't have to stay super serious but shouldn't take it casually, there's real purpose and meaning, protect urself from destiny swapping/stealing, there’s actually a one and only u, focus on what we can do!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/23/25

Silly Radical Authenticity

To y'all it may sound silly, but I live my life with radical authenticity, this is who I am and I'm proud, truth shouts out loud, it can't control itself, only works if u accept help, otherwise just wasting time, hide behind I'm fine, inside dying dimming light, unfortunately want equates fight, consequence comes from choice, I've got a pretty unique special soulful voice, and I use it, my legacy is poetry and hip hop music, but I'm also a great human person, always working to assist and uplift those who are unloved hurting!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/23/25

Feel Healed

Wonder if all artists understand, creativity's high demands, people would actually kill for talent/gifts, it's crazy how it inspires and uplifts, sure there's fortune and fame, music is a business not some fun game, lyrics are spells, words our heart and soul tells, one might assume we're magicians, all it takes is one listen, and a nonbeliever is healed, fans remember how u make them feel, play ur songs on a looping repeat, never accept poo pooing nor defeat, follow ur passion, cuz life is too precious and short to not take action!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/22/25

I'm Sorry Democracy

Am I losing the desire to write, or just tired of the fight, every single day, doesn't seem to go my way, but still I have both, unconditional faith and hope, like I just know, it's all coming up Joe, the universe works for me not against, the devil has been benched, don't engage with evil winning, won't believe simply living is sinning, that's so outdated and unoriginal, who knew women gaining power and control could be pivotal, they'd rather eradicate democracy, can't respectfully get permission so left with an empty I'm sorry, like we the people don't actually matter, billionaires ruining the economy leaving it torn and tattered, our middle class is growing poorer, while capitalism exponentially demands profiteering more and more!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/22/25

Strangery To Angry

Is anyone else angry, when did neighbors become so strangery, it's like we forgot what it felt like to be supported and loved, building bridges and lifting each other up, instead of all this crab behavior, wish these religious fanatics would stop waiting on their savior, believing in fake prophets, corrupt evil con men raking in profits, and if ur clever, like my straight besty Trevor, ull read my poems to see, that rhyme wasn't in fact a repeat, it's called a homonym, lacking critical thinking and grammar skills is really the sin!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
8/19/25

Gawk Talk

Tomorrow is the dreaded day, don't know what's left to say, except I miss u mom, I'll try to stay steady and calm moving on, death is a part of life, it isn't wrong or right, it just is, gotta find joy and bliss, cuz happy is a journey, do like I did and learn me, or rather urself, it isn't weak to ask and accept help, be vulnerable and show compassion, sorry is an action, time to walk talk, love to people watch but shouldn't stare/gawk, hello is a great place to start, I always believe it's best to sing and speak from the heart, see what happens, some accidents can't be cleaned up with just tissues or napkins!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/16/25

Hearts & Smarts

It's rather silly the simplicity

The highest vibration's authenticity

Transcendently up above love

We're already more than just enough

Phuck superficial shit

We the people shouldn't equal evil big business

Let's use more empathetic intellect/smarts

Rule utilizing truly elected best collective souls and hearts

To help in leading the way

Inspiring hope positivity and faith every single day 

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/15/25

My Trustfall Call

This administration is full of degenerates, slowly taking away check and balancing benefits, breaking sacred rules and laws, creating social war, evil has no shame or fear, they plainly can't care, don't have the capacity, be mad or laugh at me, I'm headed to the bank, then to a creative think tank, congrats u won a few battles, artists are revolutionaries who aren't easily rattled, rebellion is a part of our nature, we will always love instead of hate ya, cuz that's simply our character, there's a huge difference between con man and talented actor, y'all politicking wrong, corruption only lasts so long, time to answer the call, follow Pink and just "Trustfall"!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/15/25

Grief Week

It's been an emotional week, leading up to pique grief, it'll be a year since mom died, so many tears cried, but I'm reminded to push on, even if I'm living a con, til it happens to u, can't understand what I'm goin thru, haven't been myself, haven't found love or help, time to walk alone, make my own home, RI isn't the only place I've known, can be older and not yet grown, don't need perfection or purity, at this point I'd settle for some compassion and maturity!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/14/25

Brazen & Blazoned On Occasion

Wondering what I want from me not u, y'all don't even factor into what I do, I write to reflect and process, most times who I'm talking about stays guess, except on a few occasions, been brazen and blazoned, to speak truly uncensored, in my older age I try to mentor, however it is not my job, to call out the numerous delusional immature slobs, to grow up and take accountability, cuz ur character reputation and legacy's looking simply bountifully/undoubtedly silly!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/13/25

My Time After Time

I'm only me, it's all I can be, no longer people please, dim my shine nor appease, decompartmentalized my life, mom took a lil piece of my light, but at least I'm out the shadows, ain't got the energy for these superficial/shallow, I'm taking the reigns, hating both the players and the games, I'm not hurting anyone, simply looking for some homosexual father fucking fun, all kids are like sons and daughters, my whole world was changed and altered, especially when Gia died, I found it impossible to conceive the ability to phoenixally rise Cyndi Lauper style "time after time", yet I did, but still have the will to live and give!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
8/13/25

Legendary Cuz Of Empathy

All I want to do is help, so many misunderstand wealth, life ain't about money hunny, and its definitely not butterflies rainbows and always sunny, don't see the funny cuz it's serious, took me a while to find my radical fairyness, took leaving home, getting lost in the woods alone, searching for myself, people pleased over my own health, loved others too much, couldn't trust dudes enough, they all lacked empathy, I think my sensitivity/vulnerability is what will make me legendary!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/12/25