Was Does

Do u know another poet that writes almost every day, how about a white person who raps and sings and is openly gay, I only say this to create awareness, would agree I'm resilient not sure about fearless, ain't no better than anyone else, used to be a nice guy who helps, now I'm simply kind, disengage let them and pay no mind, only responsible for me, I am not what u believe, in fact I'm much more, does homo mean whore to the core, even if it does, things will never go back to the way it was. 

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/28/25

Envision Wisdom

Imagine what life would be like without art, may as well take away soul and heart, earth without it is just eh, bet, that's wicked pretty clever and witty, I appreciate all the fans following my journey along with me, I've been working my hardest, to constantly grow as both a human and artist, I'm simply a man, and it's not my job to help y'all understand, can't save the world, do a Linda Carter style Wonder Woman twirl, girl or guy or in-between, do what u say which u also should mean, experiment with experience to gain wisdom, always let ur dreams guide the manifestations u envision!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/26/25

Can't Quiet My Riot

No I won't stay quiet, we need a love riot, it would be epically legendary, if it was a law to have empathy, time for compassion action, perhaps USA should try some reimagining, turn economics trickle up, unchecked capitalism sucks, give power back to the people, sorry not sorry but billionaires+ are just plain evil, they shouldn’t even exist, break apart all monopolies I insist, finally take money out of politics altogether, giving everybody copyright to their own identity's brilliantly better, cuz I'm not finna lie, humanity isn't ready to regulate manage nor control AI!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/26/25

Buffering Suffering's Troubling

My heartbeat echoes, it's hard for me to let go, I'm all love, got more than enough, but afraid to share, choose truth over dare, y'all have me doing the craziest stupid shit, making art business exploiting my gift, there'd be no industry, without artists like me, started as a hobby, and I ain't got no lobby, throwing money around, isn't it funny hunny ego and greed's grown profound, the level's are exponential, u sleeping so soundly is just astoundingly incredible, and I find it extremely deeply troubling, these rich bitches be comfortably embubbling hoarding and buffering from overpopulational suffering, without any care empathy or compassion, now's the time we reinstate checks and balances taking action making real change happen!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/25/25

Friends Again

Memories are echoes of yesterday, tho aging keeps me worried/afraid, even when it seems we heal, it doesn't feel real, is it all an illusion, cuz there's so much confusion, when the truth is abused, the most vulnerable lose, more than they should, u can't be hateful yet say ur good, when u hide authenticity ur soul dies, while tears steal the light from my eyes, can inspiration spark the heart again, in the end I really hope I'll get a lil help from my friends!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/25/25

To Walk Away Or Stay

Writing at the bar, is kinda hard, even if it isn't busy, trying to be sarcastic and witty, yet say stuff with substance, we gotta measure a life's circumference, not one bad moment, any mistake own it and make atonement, that's I'm sorry actionized, compassion and empathy maximized, avoidance is never a good answer, in fact that's breeding cancer, a heartfelt genuine apology goes a long way, can be the deciding factor between me walking away or to stay!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/24/25

Out Bout & Help Urself

What if tomorrow never comes, and ur life is done, are u happy now, do u wish things were different and how, talking things out, is a great way to bout, especially with urself, we all need a lil help, nobody's perfect, but therapy is worth it, if ur willing to try, really figure out why, the reason ur like this way, pretending everything is ok, even when it's not, u think they all just forgot, cuz everybody ignores the issue, it's uncomfortable handing another tissue, yet it's better than ur sleeve, anything is possible if u manifestly speak and truly believe!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/24/25

Ok Today

Had to wipe tears away today, force a smile but that's ok, life isn't always easy, hugs are healing please believe me, in my worst moments I feel, love is tangibly real, when both ur arms, embrace the grief and harm, telling me it'll all be alright, stand by me thru the fight, I appreciate the time, true support of mine, since I lost my family, y'all probably can't comprehend understandably, but at least u try, cuz sometimes we just need a good cry!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/24/25

Do U

When I'm lost in the dark, I pour pain into my art, can't have a painting without the root word, many ask where I put the loss and hurt, how did I write value and worth, who will I find in my search, even tho I ain't looking, don't believe in hookering, cuz I connect deep, understand gotta sow to reap, not entitled nor spoiled, evil needs to be foiled, now that it's running rampant, these crazy ideologies and antics, are creating a false sense of reality, life doesn't have to stay super serious but shouldn't take it casually, there's real purpose and meaning, protect urself from destiny swapping/stealing, there’s actually a one and only u, focus on what we can do!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/23/25

Silly Radical Authenticity

To y'all it may sound silly, but I live my life with radical authenticity, this is who I am and I'm proud, truth shouts out loud, it can't control itself, only works if u accept help, otherwise just wasting time, hide behind I'm fine, inside dying dimming light, unfortunately want equates fight, consequence comes from choice, I've got a pretty unique special soulful voice, and I use it, my legacy is poetry and hip hop music, but I'm also a great human person, always working to assist and uplift those who are unloved hurting!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/23/25

Feel Healed

Wonder if all artists understand, creativity's high demands, people would actually kill for talent/gifts, it's crazy how it inspires and uplifts, sure there's fortune and fame, music is a business not some fun game, lyrics are spells, words our heart and soul tells, one might assume we're magicians, all it takes is one listen, and a nonbeliever is healed, fans remember how u make them feel, play ur songs on a looping repeat, never accept poo pooing nor defeat, follow ur passion, cuz life is too precious and short to not take action!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/22/25

I'm Sorry Democracy

Am I losing the desire to write, or just tired of the fight, every single day, doesn't seem to go my way, but still I have both, unconditional faith and hope, like I just know, it's all coming up Joe, the universe works for me not against, the devil has been benched, don't engage with evil winning, won't believe simply living is sinning, that's so outdated and unoriginal, who knew women gaining power and control could be pivotal, they'd rather eradicate democracy, can't respectfully get permission so left with an empty I'm sorry, like we the people don't actually matter, billionaires ruining the economy leaving it torn and tattered, our middle class is growing poorer, while capitalism exponentially demands profiteering more and more!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/22/25

Strangery To Angry

Is anyone else angry, when did neighbors become so strangery, it's like we forgot what it felt like to be supported and loved, building bridges and lifting each other up, instead of all this crab behavior, wish these religious fanatics would stop waiting on their savior, believing in fake prophets, corrupt evil con men raking in profits, and if ur clever, like my straight besty Trevor, ull read my poems to see, that rhyme wasn't in fact a repeat, it's called a homonym, lacking critical thinking and grammar skills is really the sin!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
8/19/25

Gawk Talk

Tomorrow is the dreaded day, don't know what's left to say, except I miss u mom, I'll try to stay steady and calm moving on, death is a part of life, it isn't wrong or right, it just is, gotta find joy and bliss, cuz happy is a journey, do like I did and learn me, or rather urself, it isn't weak to ask and accept help, be vulnerable and show compassion, sorry is an action, time to walk talk, love to people watch but shouldn't stare/gawk, hello is a great place to start, I always believe it's best to sing and speak from the heart, see what happens, some accidents can't be cleaned up with just tissues or napkins!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/16/25

Hearts & Smarts

It's rather silly the simplicity

The highest vibration's authenticity

Transcendently up above love

We're already more than just enough

Phuck superficial shit

We the people shouldn't equal evil big business

Let's use more empathetic intellect/smarts

Rule utilizing truly elected best collective souls and hearts

To help in leading the way

Inspiring hope positivity and faith every single day 

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/15/25

My Trustfall Call

This administration is full of degenerates, slowly taking away check and balancing benefits, breaking sacred rules and laws, creating social war, evil has no shame or fear, they plainly can't care, don't have the capacity, be mad or laugh at me, I'm headed to the bank, then to a creative think tank, congrats u won a few battles, artists are revolutionaries who aren't easily rattled, rebellion is a part of our nature, we will always love instead of hate ya, cuz that's simply our character, there's a huge difference between con man and talented actor, y'all politicking wrong, corruption only lasts so long, time to answer the call, follow Pink and just "Trustfall"!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/15/25

Grief Week

It's been an emotional week, leading up to pique grief, it'll be a year since mom died, so many tears cried, but I'm reminded to push on, even if I'm living a con, til it happens to u, can't understand what I'm goin thru, haven't been myself, haven't found love or help, time to walk alone, make my own home, RI isn't the only place I've known, can be older and not yet grown, don't need perfection or purity, at this point I'd settle for some compassion and maturity!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/14/25

Brazen & Blazoned On Occasion

Wondering what I want from me not u, y'all don't even factor into what I do, I write to reflect and process, most times who I'm talking about stays guess, except on a few occasions, been brazen and blazoned, to speak truly uncensored, in my older age I try to mentor, however it is not my job, to call out the numerous delusional immature slobs, to grow up and take accountability, cuz ur character reputation and legacy's looking simply bountifully/undoubtedly silly!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/13/25

My Time After Time

I'm only me, it's all I can be, no longer people please, dim my shine nor appease, decompartmentalized my life, mom took a lil piece of my light, but at least I'm out the shadows, ain't got the energy for these superficial/shallow, I'm taking the reigns, hating both the players and the games, I'm not hurting anyone, simply looking for some homosexual father fucking fun, all kids are like sons and daughters, my whole world was changed and altered, especially when Gia died, I found it impossible to conceive the ability to phoenixally rise Cyndi Lauper style "time after time", yet I did, but still have the will to live and give!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
8/13/25

Legendary Cuz Of Empathy

All I want to do is help, so many misunderstand wealth, life ain't about money hunny, and its definitely not butterflies rainbows and always sunny, don't see the funny cuz it's serious, took me a while to find my radical fairyness, took leaving home, getting lost in the woods alone, searching for myself, people pleased over my own health, loved others too much, couldn't trust dudes enough, they all lacked empathy, I think my sensitivity/vulnerability is what will make me legendary!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/12/25

No More Hoard

Let there be peace on earth, we need to reevaluate what art and especially music is worth, it all has tremendous value, artists do it cuz they have to, that's what's called a calling, the middle class is shrinking and falling, the divide is bigger than ever, what happened to making life and the world better, rich don't give they hoard, capitalistic means always wanting exponential more, for a chosen few over the many, nobody's got any opportunity to lend me, even tho no one is self made, with an overpopulation problem independence/solitude is delusional to crave!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/11/25

Get Bent To Bend & Transcend

Sorry I'm all up in my feels, life since my mom died just doesn't seem real, it's hard to find joy again and inspire, I want everybody to vibrate higher, let music help y'all transcend, why won't u let both ur heart and mind bend, u can legally get bent, do u ever wonder where the love and time went, I was always so blissfully happy, many are ignorantly mad at me, cuz I dare to dream big, no I won't wear makeup or a wig, and I shouldn't have to consider transplant nor surgery, we must stop society from becoming so divisively bigoted violent and murdery!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/11/25

Passings Happening

Approaching the anniversary of mom's passing, in less than a week it's happening, and I'm not ok, it's hard to get thru each day, please don't worry, I'm not in a hurry, but I really do, just wanna make it thru, since I can't escape, why turn love to hate, yet I'm still angry, would anybody date me, probably not understandably, I know both real friendship and family, most gays can't handle platonic, being nice doesn't mean I want it, to quote Erin-O "love always wins when we lift each other up", when will we the people realize we are already more than enough!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/11/25

Life's Gone So Wrong

Parents aren't engineers they're shephards, miss moms gravy soups lasagna chicken wings and sausage and peppers, scratch that, I want her back, also Gia and dad, grief made me mad, turned sad into living, death isn't automatically forgiving, in fact I'm perhaps even more begrudging, lately it's God I'm judging, why is life only all suffering, could've used some time for buffering, in 6 short years my whole immediate family was gone, I don't know why or what for it just feels so unbelievably and completely wrong!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/9/25

We Ain’t Aim The Same

I write for me, not everybody, call me selfish, life can be hellish, when ur both talented and a good person, do y'all think having fame or popularity means impervious to hurting, that ain't the case, wish people would compliment or criticize to my face, but unless uve done something I haven't, ur opinion of what u think should've happened, is none of my business, some ignorance is bliss, don't try to teach, unachieved afraid to even reach, I'm quite consistent, passionate driven and persistent, we aren't the same, this isn’t a fun monopoly game where gaining fortune's the aim, mine's legacy, making art that's timeless classic and very legendary!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/8/25

Line Time Sheeple

They say trust the system, claim to hear but do u even listen, with what ur heart head or gut, how much money is enough, billionaires should be illegal, the Citizens United decision needs to be overturned/repealed, democracy shouldn't be bought, no accountability despite being caught, the perpetual con artist's victim, power's only defined by income, guess we ignore the poor, seems the elite are simply rotten to the core, maybe y'all just can't care, completely ignorant to living in fear, choosing dare over truth every time, expected to stay silent sheeplishly falling in line, while I activate revolt and resist, cuz I believe love conquers all and good will always persist!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/7/25

A Surprise Rise

Building myself back up, not looking but open to love, life's been challenging from extreme grief, who knew it would shake my faith/belief, and still I rise, apparently to much surprise, I'm thriving even flourishing, trying to stay hopeful and encouraging, especially in these dark times, it's hard finding rationale reasoning and rhymes, seems there's no more common sense, critical thinking is so passe it's past tense, why y'all so dense, how can anybody be on the fence, with his consistent con artistry I'm honestly stumped, let's all unite and fight to finally just dump Trump!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/6/25

Fine Time To Life Right

Time after time, we expect everything's fine, but it takes showing up, a whole lotta love, building a village or community, to come together in unity, cuz we need each other, as if we're all sisters and brothers, while also non binary, visit a dispensary or winery, chill the fuck out, not everyone wants to bout, some wanna live peacefully, contributing and consuming equally, no matter which walk of life, we should all add good into the world seek truth and do what's right!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/5/25

See Squinty To Infinity

If they only knew, how I feel about u, wish u could see urself thru my eyes, maybe then ud realize, just the preciousness of all of us, love needs more guts, fear is winning, prayer doesn't fix sinning, repentance and penance are key, do y'all know the difference between hope faith and belief, what is it u seek, time to take that leap, awaken and align, probably missed the sign, Mr oblivious, ignorance can be insidious, and altho I'm often pretty squinty, my level of consciousness is definitely exponentially infinity!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/4/25

The Bright White Light Fight

Wise like a tree, rooted steady, but mine died, now I can fly high, and to be honest, I'm much too self depricating humble and modest, to be a cocky narcissist, I play the long chess game in a conscious larger sense, difficult for the average person to comprehend, but perhaps if u were to get wicked bent, go thru extreme concentrated grief, only then would u be able/capable to see or believe what happened to me, and yet I'm still here, showing up triumphantly no longer living in fear, knowing deep down spiritually inside, it's all gonna be alright, y'all can share in my shining bright white light, collectively help fight for what's fair just and right!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/3/25

Wow Why Now & How

I often get asked, how do u write this much so fast, do I think my legacy will last, I hope people talk good about me behind my back, I'm a great guy, usually high, but never a stereotype, I use my platform to fight, help keep consciousness alive, always up for a daps or high five, let's all thrive and succeed, why do we need to agree what we believe, inevitably collectively we will implode, if we can't get out of this AI/virtual reality mode, focus on the authentically real wow of the here and now, it's my responsibility to express retrospect but not my job to justify why or explain how!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/2/25

Street Smart Soul/Heart

I agree with Kamala the system is broken, I've always been outspoken, they've bastardized the messenger, things aren't getting any better, in fact they're rather worse, this administration doesn't care who they hurt, especially the most vulnerable, the level of extreme evil is pretty incorrigible, and I'm a pacifist, as well as a poet/philospher/musician/activist, a Joe of all trades, always got good grades, yet somehow raised street smart, this gay white guy's got a whole lot of both soul and heart, an authentic genuine gentleman, who's rooted humbly cool beautiful and intelligent, all of the above, on a divine mission of spreading truth consciousness and love!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

8/1/25

Truthing Thru Illusion

Was never meant to fit in, a vibrational bridging poet musician, a spiritual firestarter piercing the veil of illusion, a mirror of soul truthing, staying slow and steady, some folks they just ain't ready, but since Lil Nas X's success exists, if I can consistently create and persist my potential is limitless, y'all will eventually come around, cuz both my art and I are rather quite profound, an openly gay white scholar child of teachers from the middle class, who writes and performs original songs where he sings and raps, a one man show/class act, which simply kicks ass and that's a fact!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
7/31/25

Vained Fame

Why bout, when I'm all cried out, over u, already played the fool, ain't goin back, no matter the character attack, I stand firm, y'all will eventually learn, this is who I am, I'm not a scam, my authenticity is real, I eloquently express how I feel, if u can't deal, or I'm not mass appeal, I can live with that, I'm done focusing on lack, I'm definitely blessed, inherently I guess, humans have no control, however I will never sell my soul, especially not for fortune nor fame, praying engaging in my artistic life wouldn't ever be in vain!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/31/25

Reform Norms

Channel messages meant to uplift the soul, challenge the status quo, low ego, with a revolutionary conscious flow u know, right away, not that I'm gay, but a poet philosopher truth teller, a genuine gentleman and masculine fella, all about authenticity, from rural towns to every major city, the epitome of a musical nomad planting seeds, making y'all think and explain about what we collectively believe, not ur conscience lecturing right or wrong, musing and using the lyrics in my songs, as artistic activism in consumption form, helping to redefine presumptuous assumption and stereotypical norms!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/30/25

Wisdom's Kingdom

I'm a spiritual gangster, a radical fairy/soul flower with a whole lotta anger, enough is enough, I truly believe in authenticity and love, it simply conquers all, fungus will surly fall, losing to light, if we come together and fight, we outnumber them by a huge margin, democracy freedom and natural rights are not up to bargain, done arguing with fools, or with the devil's tools, I see thru evil, I ain't mad at the sheeple, they've been programmed that way, of course it takes awakening understanding like discovering ur gay, but the blessing is it does come with some unique special wisdom, slowly selecting chosen ones to welcome into my high vibrational frequency's kingdom!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/29/25

Bliss This

Slowly but surely working shit out, flirting with wit when verbally spit/bout, my life is a poetic rap battle, won't spill tea or tattle, tell ur story and I'll mine, can be fine yet at the same time bitch and wine, simply having relatable conversation, I'm trying to imprint some conscious integration, bringing back common sense, the level of incompetency's intense, a convicted criminal con man is president, all y'alls complicity is pretty clear cut and evident, so I take no accountability for any of this, while making music in non political business bliss!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/28/25

Atonement Moments

Found out some interesting news, I no longer have to see him while drinking my booze/brews, he got banned, the flames had been fanned, to the point, I was way past annoyed, I grew insulted, his lack of compassion or empathy is just repulsive, treat people with kindness and grace, say shit to someone's face, not behind their back, that's whack, deal thru accountability, look at battles with surmountability, pick ur moments, but always remember when wrong to make peace amends and atonement!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/26/25

Existence Persistence

Trying to dust myself off again, mail issues on top of losing a few friends, has been really challenging my joy, one of my straight bestys just had a baby boy, reminding me about the cycle of life, at a loss for words between grief and strife, like this suffering's defining my very existence, I'm proud of my persistence, cuz it hasn't been easy, and as the world turns more greedy and sleazy, believe me I'll carve my own path, avoiding this blatant matrix trap's wrath, I see thru these illusions, can meditatively drown out all this noise's confusion, finally following my own intuition, wishing I'm living up to my consistent conscious authentic and loving disposition!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/25/25

Outspoken Broken

Today was another pretty bad day, in an angry sad way, I'm such a good person, undeserving of all this suffering and hurting, please I need to catch a break, my faith isn't easy to shake, but I really can't take any more, misfortune telling me supposedly what's in store, a damn lying shame, ain't enough patience to play this crazy waiting game, for karmic justice to make things whole, neither can my heart nor soul, continue functioning so broken, I've lost my will to be unfilteredly outspoken, I mean really what's the point, shooting the messenger's becoming expectedly annoying, yet again the scapegoat/patsy, just remember in the end y'all are the reason u no longer have me!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
7/24/25

Grow Over Time In Kind

Not to be too demanding, but isn't it all about forgiveness peace and understanding, don't wait and hate, give grace and communicate, have some taste and class, like Red would say "u need a swift kick in the ass", perhaps sometimes, and that's just fine, but try and learn to grow on ur own, let go of what u think uve surely known, embracing what is, assumed irrelevant cuz I ain't got a wife nor kids, every piece of art to me, is like a metaphorical baby, part of my legacy I'll leave behind, manifesting me believing in achieving my dreams inevitably over time in kind!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/23/25

Smiles & Hugs With Authenticity Or Love

Hasn't even been a year since mom passed, and I'm still reeling and dealing with that, I've proven I can hack, getting my own back, but it's nice to be watched out for, how about I globetrot on tour, live life to the fullest, the Joe Conscious stock market's bullish, these days, seems these gays, are ruling the world, to all the boys trans and girls, let's all unite together, engage to make every precious day better, spread more smiles and hugs, vibrate at a higher frequency like authenticity or love!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/23/25

Heaven Sent Strength Again

Lost 2 friends in 1 day, they were both so young and gay, this is getting hard to take, all these funerals and wakes, reminding how precious life is, hope y'all lived fully and with righteousness, had fun and found joy, who cares if u were or weren't employed, how much love did u have, if ur happy than I'm glad, let's celebrate making it this far, despite strife and plight perpetuating hard, gotta discover my resilience and strength again, guess technically we're all destined heaven sent!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/23/25

We're All Lived Kids

Another young gay friend gone too soon, I don't wanna name but change that tune, aging is getting harder, seems like humanity can't go any farther, the older we get, the more they become inept, the quality of life gets worse, the pain from grief hurts, no matter who it is or was, are u defined by how much u accumulated and made or what one does, did u leave a legacy, or u looking at me with jealousy, I may not have had kids, but I followed my heart soul and dreams while I truly lived!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/23/25

Up Ur Level Of Love

Nothing better than a blunt and a conversation, definitely the opposite of confrontation, let's discuss the misunderstanding rationally, what I'm asking was to walk ur talk actionably, my genuine authenticity happens naturally, I don't take promiscuousness casually, cuz actually that ain't safe, u can have a platonic soulmate, esp a fellow artist, that lifestyle is the hardest, being an entrepreneur at ur core, whether musician actor or whore, takes grit guts and passion is must, fame almost becomes lust, and y'all couldn't quit it or give up, cuz duh...it's on a whole other level of love!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
7/22/25

Mix Persistence With Resilience

Persevering persistence, mixed with unconditional resilience, is what family does embodies and teaches, the most important learning isn't thru lecturers nor preachers, in fact life is the best school, education's cool yet experience is the handiest tool, true wisdom's preferred over common sense knowledge, we deserve and need free health care and college, morality isn't only formed from religious discipline/rules, they use propaganda to divide conquer and control fools, our government's become numb to how much they’re so corrupt, it no longer serves to collectively better and protect us, but please never ever give up, believe in humanity's hope faith and love !

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/21/25

Humanity's Dream Seen

Let's bring love back around, cuz this lack of bliss divisiveness is profound, so many lonely phony people, they're immaturely ignorant not maliciously evil just sheeple, who don't know any better, they gotta get their accountability and authenticity shit together, we have a responsibility to ourselves, no shame or guilt needing help, real legit experts and masters are few and far between, very few truly talented artists are successfully seen, yet still hustle to achieve the ideal dream, inspiringly reminding we are collectively one team called humanity!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/18/25

A Magic Faggot

Can't always be sunshine and rainbows, I'm fine with letting my vain hoe show tho, once in a while, have that sexy devilsh smile, mischievously smirk, a leather zaddy side lurks, underneath an average exterior, hides a kinky well built thick non trick much hairier, than what's on his head, who'll revolutionarily spread truth love and consciousness til he's dead, and well after, in perpetuity said with laughter, throughout the universe and cosmos, when finally viral the effect will go down like dominoes, so seemingly sudden it's almost magic, redefining a Phoenix rising homosexual/faggot!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/18/25

Hidden Precious Treasures

I'm not trying to be political, I feel it's simply critical/pivotal, to stand and show up now more than ever, u and me are in this together for worse or better, so let's hope for the latter, we all individually matter, don't let them fool u, be another used abused tool too, we're smarter than that, shouldn't have to take the same crap, already vanquished, why spread so much chaos and anguish, life is beautiful and precious, everyday is a blessing and the people we meet can be hidden treasures, finna wait and keep the faith, truly believe it's gonna all be ok!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/18/25

Wake Up Bake & Make Love

If I had just one wish, release the Epstein black book/file/list, whichever it is, and let's get back to business, living life right, it's not supposed to be a global fight, but an amalgamation, of total cooperation, real free trade, stop all this sex gender religion and race hate, Earth could be great, both humanity and nature are at stake, none of us can wait, it may already be too late, yet I'm still holding hope, that we'll manage to adjust adapt and cope, but y'all need to wake up, instead of war bake and make love!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/17/25

Corrupt Luck Sucks

What if none of this mattered, would u line ur pockets fatter, or would u share the wealth, care about health, or is the point just fun, who lost vs won, when it's all said and done, do we walk slowly or run, does time exist, do u try to prove u lived, no holds barred, was love dealt in the cards, or is it all reproduction, focus on deconsumption, money replaced with bartering, sick of all this MAGA martyring, it's embarrassing, not to mention globally harassing, nobody likes us much, and apparently our Congress and Supreme Court lack even a touch of guts, I'd wish good luck, but this country just sucks and is super corrupt!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/17/25

Oligarchy Democracy

It only takes one person with guts, to stand up and remind all of us, how powerful we are when we're united together, it helps fight tyranny better, these are outlandish times, no accountability for crimes, at least not for the president, it's pretty clear cut and evident, if rich ur above the law, apparently he can start a war, without Congress's approval, the Supreme Court is corrupt or delusional, where's the checks and balances, I'll continue to fight using my larynx, this is not democracy, billionaires are the new oligarchy, simply wicked sick and tired, wish we the people could say this whole administration is fired!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/15/25

Love Pigs Pups & Sluts

The tide needs to turn, if we keep letting democracy burn, y'all gonna regret it, can't u detect shit, the hidden agenda, Republicans are on a bender, at our expense, the level of suffering is intense, everyone is hurting, so busy working, they forget how to live, neglect is hard to forgive, cuz there's mistrust, not trying to dis lust, but why do gay guys gotta be such sluts, give it up for pigs and pups, either too much or not enough, the most important thing is finding reciprocal unconditional love!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/12/25

Enlightenment Entitlements

Good has to fight back, don't just react attack, we are losing the war, our foundation is crumbling at its core, like rot the fungus is spreading, the suffering is deafening, every day is a battle, we've lost all sparkle becoming unbedazzled fragile and frazzled, so much hurting, from overworking, burn out is real, feels like we forgot how to deal, shouldn't lose sight, of our inalienable rights, when they say and claim they're entitlements, but I truly believe we're on the verge of a hippy 2.0 era/period of rerenaissancing enlightenment!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
7/11/25

Save Our Global Soul

Noticed with age, let go of rage, seems grief tamed, since it's all just an illusion/game, none of it's in our control, I know I'm a beautiful soul, and that's enough, a huge source of light and love, but I still am sick and tired, of hypocrites and liars, our government is inept, should be disgracefully fired or impeached for corruption greed and neglect, they're supposed to serve and protect, I'd bet he's illegally president elect, everything he says is projection, changing this country's complete tragection, the tyranny he's errecting's effectively negatively infecting democracy's legacy as a whole, so I propose a poll imprisoning this entire administration goes to a popular vote as a very necessary unifying global goal!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/11/25

Meant No Offense

Every day can present a struggle, apparently we love to huddle and muddle in trouble, cuz why not, don't wanna be an old fart, have a heart, remain smart, but most of all have fun, when it's said dead and done, I will have won the game of life, despite the plight and strife, still wear that smile, hang out and blaze with me for a lil while, I'm a safe space, with a distaste for hate, I'm a pretty genuinely authentic likable guy's guy, and I don't even have to try lie or hide behind some drag disguise, no offense meant, masculine acting's just my presence/preference!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/10/25

Overachiever Pleaser/Believer Fever

Wasn't gonna write, cuz I'm tired of the fight, honestly I often wonder what's the point, do I inspire or annoy, how did I go from consistent thousands of views, to barely 22, maybe it's time to say deuces, cuz the truth is, y'all are missing out, popularity doesn't equate talent success or clout, I often ponder how, do I seize the here and now, when I can't fix save change or help, anybody else but my damn self, no longer can afford to be a people pleaser, putting me first's giving fans Joe Conscious fever, are u a true believer, or think I'm a goody two shoes overachiever?

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/10/25

Heaven Sent In The End Then

I'm sharing not to complain but inspire, how do I get u to transcend higher, focus on mindful consciousness, cuz I'm sick and tired of this incompetent obnoxiousness, I mean aren't y'all, it's ok to fall, but will u get back up, can u give grace when love just ain't enough, and it's only one way, I'm done defending gays, we're queer here there any and everywhere, care to mess with us if u dare, keep underestimating them again then, our sexuality doesn’t depend in the end if we're heaven sent!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/9/25

Reap Deep

I showed up for u in ways u couldn't, too available anytime when u wouldn't, ud ghost and avoid, then act all annoyed, when I stuck up for myself, now all I do is wonder why help, esp to those who don't take responsibility, ending a friendship over something silly, like not making time, to see if I'm ok/fine, I've gone thru some very traumatic shit, y'all come to me for automatic wit, but my depth is so deep, u can't handle what uve sown on ur own and reap!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/9/25

Giving Legacy Energy

Still very much reeling, from the thought I hurt ur feelings, it confounds me dumbfoundedly, I was simply trying to create a healthy boundary, I gave u too much, and u hadn't reciprocated true love, just spouting empty words, not showing up for me really hurts, especially when I called u out, I can't cyclically keep fighting this bout, so I let u go, didn't expect ud pretend I never existed tho, again where's my grace, I can feel ur hate/distaste, that's why I no longer match ur energy, I'd rather forgiveness and understanding be my legacy!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
7/8/25

Fight For Love & Light

Lately I crave connection more than attention, where's the government's intention of protection, I feel profoundly let down, waiting for common sense to come back around, when will the pendulum swing back, don't know how much longer democracy can withstand this attack, gone are checks and balances, money never trickles to the creatives/talented, get ur greedy hands out my pockets, I'm sure I'm on the enemy's watch lists, since I'm a source of love and light, y'all pushed so hard this pacifist is ready to get up and finally fight!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/8/25

Incompetency Hypocrisy & Greed

Yesterday was a hard one, wish I had to spar none, but the level of incompetency bothers me, we are victims of the devil's sodomy, it seems more recently, y'all have lost human decency, we are pretty much the same, and I refuse to play the hating game, we let them win, when we don’t blame the origin, the reaction becomes the focus, politicians use evil hocus pocus, to distract us from the tyranny and greed, I'm angry at the gaslighting and blatant hypocrisy, boomers perpetually control and hoard, they are responsible for letting this country go so far off course!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/8/25

Lonely Knows Me

Why does it seem God, enjoys making life so painfully hard, like he's encouraging, nothing but suffering, I can't take anymore grief, I've lost all faith/belief, how on earth am I supposed to live, got nothing more to give, depleted dry, all I wanna do is get high cry or die, the latter is preferable, I thought family and friends were supposed to be inseparable, instead I'm alone and lonely, and I don't think there's anybody who truly knows me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/7/25

Quickly Rid Of Me

Today was the first I wanted to give up, all I want is love, don't seem to be good enough, or have that type of luck, what's wrong with me, if life were weather it would be stormy, never been a normy, nor got in line conformingly, rather be a rebel, to the umpteenth level, I may appear disheveled, but this journey has been incredible, now I'm done, evil won, I no longer want to be here, nobody even cares, if I were gone tomorrow, I doubt there'd be palpable sorrow, in fact I'm sure I'd be forgotten quickly, like Nick ud probably be happy to be rid of me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/7/25

Service Ur Passion & Purpose

I want to be a beacon of hope, help fix shit that's broke, we have the power, ull find ur strength in the darkest hours, explore more within, half the battle is just to begin, let me inspire u, to match what u say and do, search and strive for fulfillment not perfection, perhaps we individually are our own blessing, u should be the love of ur life, even when it's hard show up right, with intention of adding good, everybody's pretty misunderstood, gotta learn ur passion and purpose, but ultimately remember we all should be of service!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/4/25

Can't Sing Let Freedom Ring

It's hard to let freedom ring, celebrate dance rap and sing, with this tragic big beautiful bill passing, all I can think of asking's what happened, where's empathy compassion and love, then blaming us for not being patriotic enough, respect is earned not blindly given, their complete incompetency is disgustingly sickening, and the massive following of sheeple, is straight up emboldening enforcing evil, these are some seriously dark times, rampant spiritual warfare on our collective hearts souls and minds!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/4/25

Spiritual Health Issue's Tissues

I need thousands of views like tissues, dealing with his spiritual health issues, I ain't ur brother or poppa, nor in the mood for ur trauma drama, get ur own shit together, u are the only one responsible for making urself better, not ur partner's, stop acting as a toddler, grow the fuck up buck, ur not enough if ur uncomfortable with my level of love and tough luck, ur ur own problem, it's not my job to fix save change or solve him, the rest is up to u dude, there's nothing u can say but what will u do?

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/3/25

Smiling Disguising A Hurting Person

I'm really just another person, underneath my disguising smiling I'm hurting, mostly cuz I'm not working, sucking or jerking, enough to deserve love, apparently I'm all out of luck, yet I got an abundance of talent and skills, one creates when wills, the very definition of manifestation, this is reality not virtual nor animation, I'm the real deal, trying to make y'all think and feel, instead of being robotic zombies and vampires, I hope to leave a legacy that spreads truth love and inspires!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/3/25

Behavior Shows True Nature

And another one, just for kicks shits giggles fun and boredom, it's hump day, like Frank says it's "My Way", to get over it, let's grow older with wit, since there's wisdom in funny, I don't make art for money, rather impact, a compassionate empath with class/tact, and that's a fact cuz it's true, I both say and do unlike most of u, ain't got nothing to defend justify or prove to any boo or dude, ur abhorrent rude behavior, simply shows ur inherent disgusting disrespectful and hateful nature, which is ultimately ur reflection, blessing me with rejection yet protection!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/2/25

They Say Great Word Play

On a roll again, let ur soul bend, keep an open mind, ur shouldering fine, rise up with love, their demise was tough luck, I experienced it the worst, cuz I was the baby never came first, now in fact I'm alive last, replacing dead with 2 words back, what can I say, there's always word play, trying to get ur attention/make u think, reasoning comprehension and understanding are all on the brink of becoming extinct, will u only listen or also go and read, being super talented and successful isn't something I need any of y'all to believe!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/2/25

Profound Around

I unblocked everyone, life is supposed to be fun, not full of heavy grudges, we all come with luggage, but pride month ending and dad's heavenly bday reminded me, to let go of shit I can't control finally, what others think of us is none of our business, I know this situationship isn't finished, now the balls in his hands, he must respect my boundaries/demands, show ur sorry my friend and have love not just use, avoidance neglect and gaslighting are abuse, I'm mirroring u not the other way around, ur delusional ignorant immature behavior remains profound!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/2/25

Disengage & Let Them Again Friend

Done counting, moved mountains, perhaps the number climbed, I'm not fine, they're not my job, it's urs God, the devil's winning, the most rich and powerful are sinning, destroying all we hold dear, handing our souls over out of fear, in the name of freedom, blacks gays girls and immigrants are the heathens, but we have the numbers, stop the ignorance ur getting dumber, disengage and let them, say and practice that good habit again friend!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/2/25

Relapsed Collapse

I'm not trying to spread a message of only positivity happy and merry, but to tell the truth and be very revolutionary, I fight with the words I write, making and performing music feels right, puts the act in activism, why aren't any of y'all listening, to understand not respond/reply, what is ur legacy after u die, that's more important than how u make a living, if u keep taking and receiving yet never giving, society will implode and collapse, I thought we learned from covid instead we just relapsed!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/1/25

Rising & Shining Smiling

I hate that they don't block suffering and anguish, but instead censor adult language, messing up my algorithm effects my business, I'm left contemplating what is this, why so much hate, is it cuz I'm gay, or y'all couldn't tell, what if all straights go to hell, perpetuating cancer, humans aren't capable of divine understanding/answers, know ur role, I'm like a fine wine getting old, I'm gonna keep rising and shining, put on my brave face and always remain smiling!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/1/25

Help Fix This Corrupt Fucked Up Shit

Y'all must believe I'm a bitch, think that I'm another lazy rich, when in fact I got a double bachelor's, holla for a dollar at yas, let's smoke a blunt, did u know the word cunt, is an acronym for can't understand normal thinking, nothing wrong with socially drinking, but it's very low vibrational, perhaps I should be in hibernation mode, transmuting these undeniably wildly crazy times, into creating new music using my conscious mind, since the US has become corrupt and fucked up, the only way I know how to help fix this shit is with authenticity and love!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/1/25

Fight Night

Gotta get out of bed, cuz I'm not dead yet, in fact I need a coffee, if anything life taught me, u must rise, time makes us wise, experience is our teacher, vulnerability compassion and empathy don't make y'all weaker, it's actually the opposite really, women are better and stronger silly, I'm disgusted by the levels of misogyny, all types of discrimination bothers me, how do any billionaires and politicians sleep at night, we ought to show them who's in charge and start to fight!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/1/25

More War

Some would rather change partners instead of themselves, why are all the wrong people getting therapeutic help, this country has gone to hell, wish ud wake up from this magical spell, it's called ignorance, y'all a bunch of hypocrites, really just projecting onto us, cuz any success is a bust, Trump is a loser, also another abuser, but all that money and power is an illusion, that's the reason for the insane confusion, I believe we are on the verge of civil war, but I'm scared of a second Holocaust more!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/1/25

Important Mourning

Some days are just better than others, I draw a boundary between friends and lovers, cuz it's important, both deserve a period of mourning, when they come to an end, I won't circle back around again, I've repeated too many toxic cycles, I taught y'all to think ur entitled, when ur simply not, u can give me all u got, ull never be enough, sorry not sorry tough luck, especially since I learned when u apologize, it's nothing more than empty words/lies!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/1/25

Attack Back

Part of finding clarity, is choosing peace over popularity, imagine those who hate respect u, but the reverse is also true, that means ur doin something right, I no longer fight, I've learned to disengage, I'm just not interested in being phased, or negatively effected by low vibrational people, yes the US is ruled by evil, and conservatives are to blame, he treats us like a corporation in a monopoly game, can't wait for the pendulum to swing back, y'all ain't ready to stand up and attack!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

7/1/25

Shouldn’t Mess With The Gift

I ain't the one to be messed with, I am the gift, and I come with favor, don't require much labor, just reciprocity, what really bothers me, is being taken for granted, I gave u an advantage, not starting u in the red, but u made ur bed, and I let them, say that again, they'll show u who they are, lack soul and heart, has neither compassion nor empathy, pathetically attacking someone so legendary, the damage done is insurmountable, cuz that's what happens when u don't hold urself accountable!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/30/25

Hope Ur Loudly Proud Of Me

I'm not gonna lie, but I know on the other side, that my dad, always has my back, he loved me fiercely, defended me dearly, a magnificent human, the soundboard for anything I was doing, not only did he protect, but taught how to respect, especially when it's right, we all have a stake in this fight, family values matter, there ain't no rather, in fact I would choose them again in any life, whether black or white, I'll wear my gray loudly, happy heavenly birthday pops I hope ur proud of me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/30/25

Which Do U Choose

I extended an olive branch, not to give him another chance, but to find peace, I finally forgave me, I learned what I needed to, it was something I believed to be true, cuz it's what u do not say, I hope we all eventually navigate our way, thru all the chaos and confusion, money and fame are simply illusions, rooted in evil, both God and the devil are within people, so I ask what y'all wanna do, which path will u inevitably choose?

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/28/25

Passion Action

Since in this life u can't have it all, I had to remove a brick from my wall, and discovered underneath what I couldn't live without, which has been my biggest bout, that's finding my person, somebody not too busy working, who can reciprocate friendship support and love, a guy that is himself whole and already enough, willing to both give and take, vibrates with authenticity/isn't fake, needs maturity communication and passion, each and every day choosing me with action, not just empty words, cuz lacking that in relationships is for the birds!

Peace and 1 

Joe Conscious 

6/27/25

Home Alone

Must not have that much clout, perhaps y'all just got pride burnout, please don't take it out on me, I show up religiously, been in the game for over a decade and a half, why are these sheeple so damn daft, stop giving ur money, to already rich corporations hunny, enough already, make Marijuana totally legal not simply medically, why can't this whole administration be impeached, instead they teach to be ignorant/weak, leaving well enough alone, but what happens when that normalizes making complicity home?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/26/25

Life Right

Is it wrong I want to be validated, how about applauded and congratulated, for a job well done, and nobody had to cum, to get where I got, no u can't stick it in my butt, I don't fuck friends or strangers, people don't realize the danger, they may be negative but have herpes, u should know deep down that ur worthy, one night of pleasure, isn't something to be treasured, a long happy and healthy life, is what we all aspire and believe to be living right!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/26/25

Y'all Colder Now Pride's Over

Now that Pride is over, y'all went right back to being colder, from thousands of views to 11, guess I'm not goin to heaven, why does this keep happening, totally crying more than laughing, when will my time come, I really want fame before my life's done, since I was never rewarded with true love, I've told God I've had enough, of this hell on earth, fuck reincarnating/rebirth, I have more connections on the other side, it's such a shame u couldn't show me how u felt before I died!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/26/25

Free Me

Trying to be cognitive, of remaining positive, at least less focused on what I lack, hoping y'all talk good behind my back, in rooms I'm not in, wish being gay wasn't perceived a sin, can we just change already, I miss life being steady, boy was I stuck in a bubble, always loved trouble, but the innocent fun kind, stayed away from those entangling legal binds, no adult record, impressed by all that I've weathered, my resilience is unmatched, I don't feel the need to escape or detach, in fact I'm proud of what I manifested, instead of wasting precious time I consciously invested, in bettering me, so at this point I am living completely and totally free!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/25/25

Maturity Over Purity

Tho being his friend has come to an end, I still will find love and rise again, it's abundant, onto the next incumbent, please be mature and stable, willing to communicate and able, to take accountability, even if it's for something silly, show maturity, don't need perfection or purity, I want authentic and real, don't match my energy just to steal, be urself, don't ask for help, play victim over and over, put all ur weight on my shoulders, u got in this mess, so I'm finna stay away and remain blessed!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/24/25

Fire The Liars

Not gonna lie guys, I'm coming down from a Pride high, so much support and love, but it just never seems to last long enough, it's like Christmas once it's passed, we all wish we could get that magical feeling back, why can't we show up everyday, in a consistent persistent way, actually find unity, amongst a divided lgbtq community, like each and every one of us belongs, no one is living wrong, the trick is to be authentic and genuine, u don't have to be intelligent, we should simply know to always show kindness and respect, hold accountability to those we elect to serve and protect, but if it turns out ur another fake ass liar, y'all gotta be publically exposed and ultimately fired!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/24/25

Crime Time

Wish y'all wouldn't blame me, and understand it was severe grief, I put enough on myself, always tried to help, even at my own detriment, yes I'm an inherent, but that isn't defining, I'm not whining, I'm asking not to be labeled, my life isn't fabled, it really happened, and while ur sitting there laughing, showing that u never cared, personified my biggest fears, I'd give my all to the wrong one, make me the villain cuz I'm done, u never made the effort nor time, fumbling my love was ur crime, not mine, I'll be fine!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/24/25

Decide To Celebrate A Happy Great Pride

Wanna inspire and empower, every rejected disenfranchised lost or forgotten wallflower, to truly know understand and feel, unconditional love and family for real, ur now a part of mine, I'll hug and hold u to reinforce it'll be ok/fine, in fact even better, thru whatever we need to weather together, lean on me, tap in to my frequency, since authenticity is the highest vibration, let ur freak flag fly coming out ur closeted hibernation, it's finally time to unapologetically decide, ur gonna live ur best most fulfilled life to celebrate and have a happy great Pride!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
6/20/25

See & Believe

This year's Pride, is dedicated to my mom who died, less than a year ago, she was legit my hero, her kindness and grace, consistently amazed, she touched so many lives, it's been hard to survive, without her presence, I get caught up with resentment, not having my sister here, has tremendously added to the fear, am I strong enough, will I ever find my chosen family who'll love, since it's hard to understand me, if y'all could've experienced my beautiful family, ud actually see, even tho it seems impossible to believe, they were literally the best, and because of them I'm the very definition of blessed!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/20/25

Annoying Avoidant

U will not make me miss or hide, going to this year's Pride, just cuz ur an ass, u will never allowed to come back, or be a part of my life, u had an opportunity to do what's right, instead u tried to gaslight, created a fake fight, making urself the victim yet again, I'm hurt and disappointed u weren't my real friend, u simply used me, rather abusively, neglectful and avoidant, dismissing me isn't only annoying, it's quite disrespectful, ur definitely unelectable, for the world's best human, spreading truth love and consciousness is what I'm doing!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/20/25

All Walls Fall

Anger is a healthy emotion, doesn't have to cause commotion, nor must it be destructive, a lack of communication and understanding's damn reductive, for all of my faults, I don't hide shit behind vaults, I build bridges not walls, Phoenix like resilience after every fall, kinda miraculous/magic, but I've wicked fucking haddit, with being repeatedly disrespected, without my family I feel dissed and unprotected, now it's divine tho, give it time Joe, keep matching up what u say and do, truly believe deep dude everything is working out for u!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/18/25

Used U

U can avoid and dismiss, be so ugly u pretend I don't exist, I'm fine with that, talk bad behind my back, the truth always comes out, ur a battle I won't bout, karma got u, he discarded when of no use, actually did me a huge favor, I'm my own savior, not urs, even if down on all fours, I refuse to forgive, there's no words to excuse what u did, just grow the fuck up, thanks for reminding to give myself grace and love, I'm not too much, ur simply not enough, that doesn’t feel good, sucks being gaslit/misunderstood!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/18/25

Ain't No Munk Nor Hunk

Putting up a boundary isn't beef, just cuz u can't be my friend doesn't mean I'm ur enemy, I don't hold hate or seek revenge, let's make peace and get bent, talk shit thru, take accountability for what u didn't do, and if u can't that's ok, ur simply insecure ignorant and afraid, ur still young, ur not holding ur tongue, u honestly don't know or have anything to say, false propheting is never the way, u ain't no munk, nor a hunk, cuz authenticity is key, we can't fight but rather should surrender to whatever is meant to be!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/18/25

Be A Friend Again

Life is worth living and loving, never enough hugging and cuddling, so many lack intimacy, incapable of admitting they're into me, which is silly, can't predict compatibility, let's hang and make moments, if u make a mistake own it, please don't dismiss and avoid, that's the quickest way to get me annoyed, problems follow wherever u move, sorry isn't something u say u prove, otherwise words are just empty, maintain but give grace and empathy, make reciprocity the golden rule again, if u really want one then how about u be a friend!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/17/25

Coversation Isn't Confrontation

A single transgression, shouldn't remain transcendant, unless it's a pattern, same mistake 3 to 7 times doesn't just happen, it's a choice, giving accountability a voice, isn't enough my love, taking action to change is tough, believe me I know, an I'm sorry apology needs proof tho, which only comes with action, u don't have to mask ur passion, communicate true feelings, why can't u stop hurting others hoping to help and try healing, break out of victim's prison, open up ur eyes heart and ears to listen, find compassion/understanding, educating isn't reprimanding, having a raw intense honest conversation, doesn't mean it'll be a negative confrontation, it's called adulting, and ur inept neglect's actually rather immature disgusting and insulting!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/17/25

Stubborn Streak Pique

My new cutoff game is getting stronger, who can last longer, apparently I have a stubborn streak, I don't believe I've reached my pique, my best moments are still ahead, it's weird that all my immediate family is dead, I have at least 3 guardian angels, not interested in getting entangled, unless a guy can add to my life, stop taking advantage of my nice/light, I don't deserve that, talk only good behind my back, and rooms I'm not in, decided to pick myself up again and rebegin!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/17/25

Boundarying Up With Grace & Love

Instead of judging my reaction, it's wiser to question what happened, to get me to that point, I was so frustrated angry and annoyed, I didn't wake up one day, and just suddenly decide to lash out with hate, if u never communicate properly, misunderstanding is more than probably, it's almost guaranteed, I no longer feel the need to have to please, I'm boundarying up, showing myself unconditional grace and love, cuz I'm enough, and losing me was ur karmic tough luck!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
6/16/25

Focused & Driven This Life I'm Manifesting/Living

It may not be in good taste, but where's the grace, I freely gave everyone else, yet no one can reciprocally help, that's some bs, and yes now I think and feel less, especially of u, played me like a fool, and that's ok, I don't regret mistakes, I learn and grow, that old version of Joe, no longer exists, way more mindful of who and how much I give, cuz that's within my control, my soul will never be sold, I'll stay independent and driven, focused on this beautiful life I’m manifesting/living!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
6/16/25

Don't Be A Big Dick/Bitch

I get consumed with laughter, when someone tries to attack my character, I have truth on my side, and nothing to hide, I always take responsibility for my part, I vulnerably share both my soul and heart, it's automatic really, I'm not hurty I'm healy, but I fumble and make mistakes, yet also do what it takes, to make amends, I am a great friend, u can ask any of mine, don't be a big dick/bitch and wine, did absolutely nothing to him, being a neglectful dismissive avoidant is the sin that did him in, pointing that out doesn't mean I win, I'm just done forgiving another intentional below low blow to my guts trust pride ego or chin!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/16/25

Father's Day My Way

I'm so grateful for the family I had, especially when it comes to my dad, he was just a good human, supportive of anything I was doing, as long as I was happy, he wasn't very rappy, but loved music, eventually got used to it, hip hop blaring thru the speakers, a great VP and teacher, got into landscaping and dogs too, his one rule, never live life worried about money, most people die in debt hunny, that shit doesn’t really matter, take care of ur credit score and character, fuck being employed, try to find love and joy, show tribute in my own special way, I'm wishing him another happy heavenly Father's Day!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/15/25

Love Up

Now I show up, not just out of love, but to piss u off, u can snicker and scoff, cuz I'm disgusted by u, neglect and avoidance is never cool, do u boo, keep acting a fool, u make me laugh, feel the consequence of ur own attack, I'm divinely protected, ur dark magic was intercepted, that's why I burned ur paintings, enjoy the reciprocity of deep pain staking aching, u inflicted on me, what ur depicting sickingly, I'm simply mirroring back, u can have all my lack, I'll never stop giving, and gratefully enjoy this beautifully abundant life I'm living!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/15/25

Stupid Anti Cupid

Send ur lil minions to fight ur battle, he's a wolf disguised as cattle, cuz he's stupid, quite literally the anti cupid, he instills hate, manipulates great, loves playing victim, to the devil's kingdom, he radiates darkness, super prostitutional/heartless, he may have fooled u, but I refuse to be an enabling tool too, my love is definitely intense, but it's pure and never seeks revenge, even tho he did me so wrong, I've got content for another fabulous poem and/or song!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/15/25

Free To Leap Into Legacy Energy

When it comes to love u gotta leap, or literally set it free, shouldn't match energy, authenticity is my legacy, I'm a safe space, to hate is such a waste, I'm not everyone's taste, I connect with power and haste, cuz life is short, and just always better with a cohort, solo Joe's grown old, I need reciprocity to fill my soul, funny how company, helps navigate comfortably, especially traveling, when my life seems spiraling/unraveling, I like to get lost in the woods, simply to remind and find myself retrospectively understood!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/13/25

11th Heaven

How can I raise the collective vibration, come out of hibernation and awaken, Rip Van fucking Winkle, no wonder ur still single, stay solo and alone, I blocked u on Instagram and my phone, pretend I don't exist, I give no shits if ur pissed, matched ur energy, think u got the best of me, bitch I'm legendary, can't swap with my destiny, I'm divinely protected, super talented and infectious, I'm love potion number eleven, being with me is like experiencing a lil piece of heaven!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/13/25

Jealous Of My Light/Life Right

This isn't just a new chapter it's a whole other book, look at all that the universe took, and yet I'm still standing, my smile is demanding, almost as infectious as laughter, most are too shortsighted to chess what happens after, I'm gifted that way, not sure if it correlates with being gay, we simply excel, and truth tell, cuz we are enlightened, our intuition is often heightened, navigating safety, learning to live with some people hating me, means I'm doin something right, perhaps y'all should be jealous of my beautiful light/life!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
6/13/25

Inspire Higher

Time to let them hit rock bottom, stop momming, or in my case daddying, I'm done caddying, put me in coach, I ain't no hoax, I'm the real deal, here to not hurt but heal, breaking generational curses, writing not competing on verses, I'm into collaboration, hip hop is notoriously known for thuggish exaggeration, that's not my style, I think spitting derogatory toxicity is vile, music is meant to inspire, wish we could raise our vibrational frequency much higher!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/12/25

Time All Y'all Fall

Ultimately gotta do, what's best for u, no apologies, so sick of misogyny, let's make it a girl's world, look at all the obstacles women hurdle, every single day, why do u think they're idolized by the gays, imitation is the highest form of flattery, tired of emotional assault and battery, takers run wild, a lack of empathy and reciprocity is putting it mild, call it what it is neglect, what happened to serve and protect, cuz that applies to us all, think it's time we just let y'all fall!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/12/25

Substanceless Judgment

Ur apology bothers me, cuz just saying the word sorry, without changed behavior, is waiting on a savior, to magically appear, does love trump fear, since it would seem, life is but a dream, accountability isn't necessary, no talent needed to be famous/legendary, hate has the power, hoardish greed's leading us to our final hour, unless the pendulum swings back, stop trying to acquire what u lack, relationships shouldn't be transactual, righteous justice must be based on a collective truth that's factual, misinformation and lies have clouded judgment, so now society's reflection in art hasn't any real inspiration nor substance, which is such a shame cuz mainstream success, doesn't automatically mean u can claim rigged game yet still be best!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/11/25

My Hype Life

Had to lose myself, to prove I didn't need help, learned how to love better, so many codependently tethered, ur ruining community, lgbtqa+ has no unity, except they're not heteronormative, I've never been conformative, I'm always the antagonistic rebel, y'all couldn't handle my tell all, u barely can tolerate my freestyled poetry, if u mean ur apology then show me, otherwise bye/thank u next, I refuse to enable and engage being hexed, I am the love and light of my own life, u can best believe all the hype!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/11/25

Fight Bright

Not a fan of vanilla give me chocolate milk, I like guys who's game is smooth like silk, don't match energy, try to steal my legacy, cuz u ain't me, my destiny wasn't free, u couldn't handle a day in my life, I bet I connect better with both ur mom and wife, they have a higher emotional quotient, I don't need to use a potion, unconditional love and light come naturally, I add thoughtful consciousness casually, our collective frequency/vibration gets raised, I was put on this earth to authentically combat divisive discrimination and hate, my shine is so bright, it inspires good people to wake up and fight!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/10/25

Human Doing

I'm simply human, ur opinion of what I'm doing, is just none of my business, my niceness deserves interest, so when I finally muster up an ask, u better accomplish the task, without any bitching or complaining, ur lack of reciprocity is not only draining, it's absolutely disrespectful, u should be regretful, like Pac "u ain't never had a friend like me", sometimes my truth is delivered bitingly, but that's cuz most avoid accountability for their part, hard to accept not everyone has my heart!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/10/25

My Profound Down

Why u gotta try to push me, don't give me a kick in the tushy, I'm already down, this level of grief is so profound, it destroyed my beautiful heart and soul, resilience and strength takes a toll, most won't check up, since they're inept at friendship and love, it wasn't luck, I finally realized I'm enough, and ur not, this one way relationship needs to stop, too much focus on my reaction, when I was mad that ur effort and passion were lacking, wanna wish u well, but deep in my gut I really hope u go to hell!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/10/25

Token In A Pond Or Ocean

Nothing like a pride performance to reinvigorate my spirit, I am done with guilt shame and fearing shit, always continue to dream, work hard and believe, u will manifest everything u wish, fuck the size of the body of water I'm not a fish, pond or ocean, I'm usually the token, on a path all alone, just recently sold my 40 year home, now that feeling is in a cemetery, weird to be cremated and buried, one day I will be too, remember more than one thing can be true, even at the same time, the way the game's changed is a crime, in backwards upside down land, moral ethical common sense and good people are very much in profound demand!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious

6/9/25

Heal Ur Lil Kid Shit A Bit

Each day I awake I try to show up, knowing deep down inside I'm more than enough, my overflow is crazy, y'all think I'm so stoned I'm foggy and hazy, it actually helps me focus, manage my own hocus pocus, without losing control, I won't ever have sold my soul, I'm much too creatively independent, a relentlessly resilient driven incessant pleasant present/blessing, I be secretly testing then watching and observing, look at all the people ur hurting, never taking accountability for ur shit, how about u take time for some retrospection with intention of healing for a lil bit kid!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/7/25

Can Y'all Understand My Helping Hand

I wanna be that ball of energy and light, with me everything will be alright, the future should be bright, I predict with clairvoyant foresight, I just believe, I'm here if u need someone else to help grieve, I know it's hard, that's simply ur cards, play ur hand, yet know and understand, the universe is working for u, u were adored too, but don't be hypocritical, love friendship and support must be reciprocal, one way streets, are a teams defeat, when we all work together, we can magically make existence so much better!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/6/25

Still Severely Grieving & Mean It

Hanging out today in Ptown, totally turned my frown upside down, I've had to cut off 2 people, not cuz I believe they're evil, but they couldn't show up, nor accept my platonic unconditional support/love, and it is really annoying, I'm sick of all this ghosting and avoiding, can u deal with real traumatic shit, we all have some unique gift, yet also have flaws, I don't want empty words or applause, especially if u don't mean it, y'all gotta give me more grace please I'm still severely grieving!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/5/25

The Price Of My Sacrifice

Underneath this anger stems pain, don't wanna explain my gain, cuz it came at such a high price, y'all can't understand what I had to sacrifice, I'm tired of being used, mentally and emotionally abused, cuz I come from pure love and light, I want real peace not more fight, someone to cuddle at night, can admit I was right, and not be punished as the messenger, my trust is not just an expenditure, it's everything and so much more, it's the sum of the family I had before, so I'm wicked grateful and blessed, gotta learn to let shit go be and truly surrender I guess!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/4/25

Heal Hurt Thru Inner Work

Just went to the cemetery to visit with my family, most people won't ever understand me, to lose them all in 6 years, I don't know how I've survived thru this grief pain and fear, guys like Nick and Andrew don't make it easy, why y'all gotta be sheisty sleazy and greedy, yeah I named names, my character reputation and life are not a game, I no longer explain or try to justify, cuz they keep living as the victim/lie, eventually we see thru the illusion, they're like a fungal pollution, infecting more hurt, quite literally will never accept accountability by doing the inner work, and that's on them, I'll say it again they were never ur lover nor friend.

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/4/25

Lacking Action Hurts Worse Than Words

It's crazy how much stronger I've grown, independence is all I've ever known, so many people want a piece of me, but don't know how to ask or share peacefully, u can have some of my overflow, but first u still will have to show up tho, not just speak words, cuz lacking action hurts worse, broken promises and dreams, wanting one way unbalanced teams, that bs no longer effects me I actually expect it, y'all can't protect shit, bunch of users and losers, confusers and abusers, more money more problems, blocking and disengaging is the only way to solve em, let karma work its magic, learn how to just smile and laugh at it!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/3/25

Passion Purpose & Service

What if the world was gonna end, can u look back and say u were a good friend, is there any proof, or was the action aloof, perhaps u never showed up, dismissive avoidance is rejection of love, there's no way around it, I'm on some profound shit, when I speak people listen, I broke out of this matrix/prison system, in fact I'm off grid, don't cough while I spit, u might miss the point, I'm not mad I'm annoyed, so much wasting time, but I find if I rise and grind writing another rhyme, my day has both passion and purpose, and at the end of the day I also provided a service!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/2/25

Haven’t Seen Passion In Action

This month is all about Pride, my ego hasn't died, but it also doesn't drive, I'm so happy and grateful to be alive, life isn't perfect, yet living authentically is still worth it, between the blessings and lessons, hanging with me is definitely interesting, don't try to figure me out, love to verbally bout, cuz I wanna witness ur passion in action, actually growing and changing when u haven't, finally taking ur share of accountability, and since adulting surmounts stability, u become ur best highest self, realizing ur inspiring it's not ur responsibility to help!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/1/25

Guessing Blessings Are Present

Growing up is a level of maturity, my genuine authenticity has such a purity, the frequency is hard to vibrate, I respect both my love and hate, cuz it's never intentionally malicious, definitely can be vicious, if u take my niceness for weakness, that learned lesson was tedious, I've evolved to kindness, incorporating more mindfulness, how my delivery is abrasive yet raw honesty and truthful, loud proud and unmutable, I'm omini present, so not sorry for my bounty of blessings keeping em all guessing! 

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/30/25

Existence Isn't All Money & Business

What happened to living this existence, now it's all about money and business, very sad actually, finding ur passion purpose and service should come about naturally, maybe with a lil nourishment or nudge, hate when a narcissistic dismissive avoidant refuses to budge, but oh well he's met his match, hopefully a conscious awakening can still hatch, cuz I've learned it's never too late, like Yoda would say "accountability must u take", and that's just the first step, quite frankly I question if ur totally incapable or simply inept!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/30/25

Cost Of A Boss

I'll say it again I'm not perfect, but understanding me is worth it, I'm loyal honest and compassionate, I ain't a fake don't wanna escape nor start masking shit, I am trying to be more mindful of my delivery, I'm noticing lately my hostility's hindering me, can't explain how intense this grief deeply infests my life, it's like impossibly hard to not focus on the fight plight and strife, my blessings came at such a cost, don't even see how much of a boss, I've been and actually am, most people's social media perpetuates an illusion/sham/scam, not mine tho, ull find I'm so authentically brilliant resiliently ready and willing to show accountability thru both tangibly real changed behavior and growth!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/29/25

My Rising's Not That Defyingly Surprising

He might be the most tangibly real, but he's being completely unreasonable, we all are going thru it, I make many great connections thru art and music, u still gotta make an effort, put the time and work into every endeavor, cuz what if tomorrow doesn't come, and u never embedded roots into where u were from, my family were angels, so when life happens I see from many doubled Gemini angles, with Scorpio rising, my epic legendary legacy/empire was scriptured it's not that defyingly surprising!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/28/25

Give 0 Shits About Business

U had none for me but now want empathy, bitch I'm legendary, u should be apologizing, finally bending and compromising, cuz u were in the wrong, played victim so hard it became both gross and boring, grow the fuck up buck, they're actions not words unconditional friendship and love, u earn and deserve it it's not freely given, I ain't forgetting nor forgiving, fuck off, u can cry laugh or scoff, I give 0 shits, accept the consequences of ur bad choices/opinions which are none of my damn father fucking business!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/28/25

Some Lessons Are The Blessing

Was definitely guilty of trying to help, thought perhaps could save him from himself, boy was I wrong, played me all along, and it really was my fault, but now that's come to a hault, this latest vaca, was the perfect amount of time away, got my head on gay again, he wasn't my friend, cuz he never showed up, no matter how much I had given him unconditional love, I couldn't buy, his effort nor time, and that’s my bad, it's ok to stay mad, so instead I broke thru grew and learned, I'm done getting reburned, never regret being someone's blessing, simply take em like Biggie would say "with style and grace"/as another one of life's lessons!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/27/25

My Wild Bday Style

What a great birthday weekend, so many hot kinky leathermen to befriend, everybody is so nice, the flattery def helps entice, I mean so much originality and style, it's awesome to see how free authentic beings run wild, embracing all walks of life, the moment feels so right, I needed time away, this vaca has been so fulfillingly great, and boy do I have more fantastic news, this new guy doesn't leave me confused, in fact he's the best thing that's ever happened to me, still even wicked hard to believe, I found myself both a business and loving partner, a real genuine uplifting problem solver, who discovered and rescued me in my darkest hour, at 43 after losing my whole family I've stepped into my power, but he doesn't wanna dim my light nor clip my wings, in fact I'm very excited to see what this union and our future together brings, y'all are in trouble, wait til we unveil music's next power couple!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
5/25/25

Face Of Grace

At the airport now to go to IML, escape this grief stricken RI hell, I need some space, a much needed vaca/escape, to help clear my head and heart, between mother's and birthday life's been pretty hard and dark, but I am so proud of myself, despite everything I've gone thru I was able to help, even at my own detriment, now I'm 100% focused on personal betterment, let go of the obnoxious toxic, leaning into Joe Conscious, who is my saving grace, trying to share and keep that sweet smile on my face, relax and have some hot and wild fun, really stop to appreciate how much I've done and won!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/23/25

Farewell Annoying Dismissive Avoidant

Finally blocked for good, my love and friendship was being misunderstood, I'm sorry for the drama, but it was cuz u never healed ur trauma, in fact u created urs, I'm not afraid of wars, I fight for what is fair just and right, pulled u out of the darkness when u asked for help cuz I can and am light, u were nothing more than a dismissive avoidant, taking no accountability is not only silly but annoying, u keep using abusing and hurting people, I won't say ur evil, nor will I talk bad about u, but I'm simply done being ur tool/fool cuz that isn't cool, plus I deserve way better, wish u karma in all future endeavors!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/22/25

Faith In Great Fate

Silence absence and avoidance are rejection, fuck attention I want ur intention, I'm a man of words so he needs to be of action, have authenticity intelligence and passion, persistently picking and choosing me, can't be emotionless elusive and illusory, so my new motto is let them, focus not on the person but the pattern my friend, they'll show u who they truly are, I know it's incredibly hard, practice self love/grace, I know ur impatiently tired yet u still gotta hold on stay strong have hope faith and unwaveringly wait, believe in ur destinied fate, remember good things take time and ur great!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/21/25

Profound Ups & Downs

Life is a rollercoaster of ups and downs, the wisdom learned tho is profound, who knew grief, would strengthen my belief, that I'll be ok, even on a bad day, and there have been quite a few, I try to follow thru matching what I say and do, but I often make mistakes, get consumed with jealousy envy and hate, cuz I am human, navigating these ruins, making the best out of every moment, like Em says "gotta seize and own it", living is a choice, instead of raising a glass how about ur voice, stop being complicit, ur not innocent, when u know do better, the only way to get thru this existence is together!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/25

Buffering Suffering

Trying to write my overthinking away, I hate having adhd and being gay, double cursed, I don't know which is worse, no love or success, I'm just less I guess, every day is torturous suffering, I'm done buffering, my responsibilities are over, gotta put down the weight from my shoulders, stand up straight, smile and stay great, say fuck fate, I'll free willingly go my own way, laugh as I go to the bank, even if my poetry and music tank, it gives me purpose, and really helps to heal what hurt us!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/25

Almost Supernatural/Magical

Maybe if I could write one poem to inspire, perhaps I'll be able to retire, it ain't about the money, honestly I find consumption fickle and funny, y'all don't know what u want, most who boast and flaunt, are usually just a well crafted illusion, I know my exterior makes me confusing, but I love breaking stereotypes, I'm not validated by views very much or likes, I write cuz it's my calling, like my resiliency after falling, it's almost supernatural, some have even described me as magical!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/1

Swindling Needs Dwindling

Underneath the anger is pain, ur loss isn't my gain, wish I could save the world, was attracted to girls, cuz dudes just suck at love, I've had enough of rough and tough, life shouldn't be this damn hard, fuck God and the dealt cards, give me pocket aces please, instead of another 7 and 3, I'm stuck, without luck, and my hope is dwindling, faith seems swindling, I am fed up and tired, how can I be rewired, I think I've been living life wrong, oh well what the hell give me another rip from the bong!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/25

Betsy & Etsy

Enough hatred, saying y'all are intimidated, too scared to make a move, just thinking I'm good looking and cool, yet u remain quiet, get used to a Joe or JC free diet, miss me when I'm gone, replay my songs, cuz that's the closest ull get, hope ur upset, u blew it Betsy, sell shit on Etsy, don't ask me for money again, no u ain't my friend, I was urs, even if u did beg on all fours, ur sorrys aren't real, changed behavior is the only way to fix how I feel, but ur incapable it seems, hope u see me in ur dreams, haunting u with regret, sorry not sorry ur nothing but a defect!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/25

Locked Cock Blocked

If ur waiting on me to contact u, ur a bigger fool, I made all the effort I could, u never picked me even when u said u would, so fuck off, uve never walked ur talk, ur a bullshit artist, playing victim the hardest, leave me alone, go to ur daddy's home, play happy, don't u dare ask me, pretending to play nice, losing me bites, but now I've lost all interest, joining the ranks of the cynics, cuz gay guys suck, only want to fuck for a buck, leaving u high dry and used, sick of the neglect/abuse, u may have a big cock, but u and it should stay locked or blocked, ur simply no good, stay the hell away from me and my hood!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/25

Made To Fade Away

So many tears cried, tired of his disappointment and lies, don't even talk to me, keep gawking for free, while u can, cuz soon I'll be in demand, and u missed ur shot, glad u think I'm hot, too bad u couldn't say it to my face, I think avoidance is a disgusting disgrace, maybe ur ok with wasting time, just don't with mine, consider me gone, fuck our song, u never stood with me tonight, one way relationships ain't right, enjoy ur choices u made, get out of my sight and mind so u can finally fade away!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/25

Damn This Lack Of Companionship Shit

Yet another bad day, I hate waking up this way, and have nobody there, old alone is my biggest fear, I just want to be chosen, our lives interwoven, not codependent, I know the sentiment, perhaps u don't self love enough, life is just tough, why doesn't anyone care for me, they make effort so sparingly, it's slower and worse than snail like breadcrumbing, feel like I'm dead/crumbling, can't handle this anymore, gay equals whore, I'll be damned with this shit, why is it so hard to find real genuine companionship?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/25

My Mission Intuition

The sun will set again and rise, while the stars shine bright thru darkest of nights, sometimes I get tired of the endless fight, it doesn't seem fair or right, but ain't that life, plight suffering and strife, but someway somehow I just know we're gonna be alright, cuz that's light, like fungus among us it seeps in, I'll keep unconditionally believing, endless hope and faith, each and every single day I awake, it's more than just an intuition, passion purpose and service is my mission!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/19/25

Eyes On The Prize

Tired of the daily pain tears and fight, I'm trying to live my best life, but I feel the universe is against me, like love happiness and success wasn't meant to be, simply suffering, it's rather troubling, what am I doing wrong, writing poems and songs, filled with lived experience and truth, why's collective wisdom aloof, can't be the only one tapped in, what if fame was in fact entrapment, another distraction from the real issue, imagine if u could feel what I wish for u, see u thru my eyes, told I'm a Queen so wouldn't that mean I'm the prize, and if so, stop treating me like a disposable hoe!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/19/25

Demanding Understanding

Ok now that's out of my system, sometimes I express myself just to read or listen, helps me get an understanding, of what my body mind or soul's demanding, perhaps my cup is empty, I need y'all to replenish me, validate and encourage more, not only appreciate what I'm good for, but be truly happy to see me succeed, I swear it's entertaining to watch someone suffer or bleed, I ain't like that, won't seize a weakness to attack, I'm not even competing, please don't fake an agreement, hate the same, both the players and the rigged game!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
5/19/25

Get Upset

Today is just shitty, I can't even be sarcastic or witty, I'm simply upset, what doesn't the world get, I lost my whole family, u can't understand me, and everyone wants money, the incompetence isn't funny, y'all need to get publically ridiculed and fired, boomers need to be retired, stop the fear, create universal health care, it should be a right, not a political nor profitized fight, it's lucrative to keep people sick, not every gay asshole wants a dick, I'm so sick and tired of people, I blame God for even allowing all this evil, fuck the devil too, u both suck and don't deserve to be worshipped or rule!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/19/25

Authentically Be Just Me

Loving this weather, makes life better, when the sun is shining, I'm wining and dining, with great friends, hopefully the fun never ends, used to take shit so serious, it was making me delirious, when it wasn't personal, don't know how to keep things internal, I speak my mind and feelings, like to remind everybody we are all fallable human beings, fuck the idea of perfect, enjoying the journey is worth it, pay attention to who u meet, don't be afraid to greet, strangers have no agenda, live like there isn't tomorrow and go on a bender, spread kindness with a smile, find joy and happiness even if it is only for a lil while, cuz the time is always now, wicked proud that I no longer care to ask why when or how, I just be, authentically me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/18/25

Bet Yet

Have no fear, I'm here, despite time and distance, in any instance, u can find me, all blindly smiley, yet not a funny guy, hunny I'm high, that's how I get thru life, dealt with the serious strife, got a very dry sense of humor, believe the kinky rumors, that's my meditation, don't like western medication, the cure is actually living, instead of taking try giving, reciprocity generosity, u gotta be pretty fucking special to use this booty as a depository, the ultimate glory hole, mine is the most epically legendary gay story told, best thing since sliced bread, a thick short bald older wiser white version of Lil Nas X, it's a sure bet, just haven't been discovered yet!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/15/25

Soul Windows

Finally finding my stride, after my whole family died, found my light, that resilient fight, I got from my folks, my authenticity isn't a hoax, this is genuinely who I am, a gay gentlemany man's man, yet super emotional and empathic, having a high I/E Q doesn't make me ecstatic, I'm hard to love, often described as too much, feeling not enough at the same time, hide behind I'm fine, when inside I'm dying, don't mind publically crying, it cleanses the soul, since eyes are the windows u know, vulnerability isn't weak, in fact a wise warrior is impossible to beat or defeat, when one masters self, it's everybody else who's gonna need help!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/14/25

My Smile Style

Cop a listen, to some optimism, it's pretty easy, to be corrupt and sleazy, til karma comes back around, and the effects are wicked profound, u get what u give, manifest how u live, embrace ur power, we never know our last day nor hour, have another adventure, smack them dentures, eating Dorritos and ice cream, stop being so damn mean, it's not funny hunny, u can't buy happiness or respect with money dummy, and u can't take it to the grave either, u need a tremendous amount of hope and faith to maintain being a believer, but I'll do it with grace and style, cuz remember no matter what we're gonna smile!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/14/25

Hope's So Dope

Integrating inspiration love light and hope, into poetry and music that's so super thought provokingly dope, it's broadening collective scopes and horizons, help transcendent elevation thru massive mind unbindings/unblindings, can't rewind time, but we can mindfully change and grind, towards a much better brighter future, I'm not trying to spook ya, but why haven't u recognized ur mistakes, let alone do what it takes, to in small tiny ways, manifest the best life everyday, be truly grateful and happy, learn to laugh and smile along with not at me, cuz baby ain't nobody perfect, but we're all beautifully special and worth it, willingly give and spread hugs, know deep in ur whole heart and soul we are enough!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/13/25

It's Genuine Authenticity Silly

Wanna grow bigger, not so easily triggered, cuz I'm better than that, and talking smack's whack, but I am only human, focus on what I'm doing, I apologize with changed behavior not empty words, ur sorrys hurt me worse, but I've worked hard to move on and heal, my glow up is real, super grateful and appreciative for ur support and love, artists can never be validated enough, we're all pretty insecure, and totally want more of course, found better boundaries and limits, shed all the illusionary gimmicks and tricks, it sounds simplistically silly, what people really value most seems to be genuine authenticity!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/12/25

True Happiness & Success No BS

Ur too old to be hobosexual, ur relationship with a daddy u know is incestual, it's gross, u can't host, that's why u like to nest, doin meth isn't the best, but hey ur an adult, keep adding injury to insult, ur hurting urself, avoiding love and help, ur bad, I ain't mad, in fact I'm so happy without u, I'm finally seeing exactly what I bouted and grew thru, we are not the same, I don't play the victim game, I've been dealing with real trauma, u created ur own drama, and refuse to take accountability, I now get giggly cuz I think ur simply silly, so over ur bs, my revenge is living in my true happiness and success!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/12/25