I love u but I dont need u, do I need to repeat that dude, I love u but I don't want u is even worse, but my words won't hurt, unless u let them, respect son, it's earned I've learned I subscribe to the motto live and let die, let's get high, always always always question why, then why not, give everyday all u got, cuz we only got one life, that comes with endless hardship trauma and strife, still I try to spread truth consciousness love and light, nothing really matters unless u make it...and ya can't fake it...I'll say it again...nothing really matters unless y'all make it, the only truth I've ever known I experienced the lie, believe me as a masculine acting undercover homo lil bro Joe Prince Charming on the verge of king gay guy, I get u boo, I'm human too, rather humble bashful introverted and shy, when I'm not hiding or vibing behind a mic, u might like how Lauryn sang nothing even matters at all, but fuck all y'all hip hop haters like fuck cancer, where's the fair accountability apologies and answers, is it get what u give or give what u get, either way we gotta remember we're wicked blessed, simply for the reason ur breathing another day, action ur passion u can't pray pain away, I totally agree we need to separate church and state, they can easily reverse this reversal of roe v wade, otherwise how can any of us celebrate freedom this Independence Day?
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Monday, July 4, 2022
Saturday, July 2, 2022
Never Give Up Or Quit
I keep forgetting who I am, don't think anyone can understand, my struggle is privileged, but most couldn't have lived it, my grass is green for sure, but how do I keep my hope and faith pure, I'm tired of being resilient, sometimes my rhymes might be too brilliant, y'all can't handle the raw truth, some say it's uncouth, better to be pc, fuck drag I wanna rap and sing as just me, why all the sequins and glitter, I'm proud to be short bald and thicker, I'm still sexy as hell, I don't need extra whistles and bells, I hate all the shticks, and slapstick gimmicks, where has true talent gone, repetitive mumble rap is just wrong, love when fans sing along with my songs, I believe lines should be drawn, time to raise the bar, set higher standards and par, accept everyone for who they are, ignore the flaws and scars, look beyond the superficial surface, my smile often hides this worthlessness, we forget quick, that no matter what...never give up or quit!
Tuesday, June 7, 2022
Happy Pride
All this month people ask what pride means to me, to sum it up it's self love and genuine unconditional authenticity, even tho at times it seems impossibly hard, to feel seen and heard for being exactly who u are, it's so so necessary and invaluable, sure superficiality is malleable, but ur identity is not defined by who u sleep with, finding love can seem like a mountain peak of a secret and the hill to climb is the steepest, yet it is totally worth it, after all isn't love life's truest purpose, no matter if ur lesbian gay trans pan or straight , we all have hearts that bleed and beat the same, love transcends, while also powerful enough to heal and mend, even the most vulnerably broken, pop ur perspective bubbles remain humble keeping ur minds and eyes wide open, visibility is extremely important, society must keep continuing evolving morphing forward, I relentlessly try to spread truth love consciousness and light, break down boundaries and fight presumptuous stereotypes, absolutely none of us are less, let's take the time to talk uncensored sex, may as well say gay, cuz u ain't able to pray it away, and being inclusive, shouldn't feel intrusive nor elusive, tho we won the marriage battle the war for equality is far from over, publicly hug hold hands kiss and provide a comforting shoulder, when we know better we gotta do better, united together we can conquer and weather, this is my own home city's 4th step in the right direction, since we all deserve representation affection and protection, I'm real lucky honored privelaged and blessed, cuz my Cranston Rhode Island family friends and fans are simply the best, supporting this openly gay rapper singer songwriter and poet on his crazy journey, to ultimately discover and learn me, if u take away anything today please, come follow my lead, while our rainbow flag's raised waves and flies high, nobody's allowed to be bullied shamed or forced to hide, how about we join together as allies, let's give a great big round of applause for all y'all for coming out to celebrate and show Pride!
Thursday, May 19, 2022
Truth Ain't Pleasant
I gave up on writing, like I did fighting, lost the strength, to go the length, follow what I believe in, dismissed what I'm achieving, with every song I created, like a newborn I'm elated, what a beautiful gift, meant to help uplift, the whole globe, with all my heart and soul, afterall music transcends language, soothes the pain and anguish, when ur feeling lost and alone, blast the radio get stoned and in the zone, til all ur problems melt away, u find urself unafraid, ur focus changed, altho some lyrics are strange, ain't no rhyme or reason, mumble rappers committing treason, where's the rhythm and poetry, whether woefully or hopefully, we need passion and purpose, instead of gangsters promoting drugs and murders, not doing me any favors, acting like ur average Joe next door neighbor, the people want other worldly, why has gay become synonymous with girly, I hate stereotypes and assumption, we have forgotten the power and responsibility of consumption, I know the truth isn't always pleasant, but like Whoopi got the Sister Act 2 class to sing "better wake up and pay attention"!
Joe Conscious
Wednesday, May 18, 2022
My Rhyme Grind
One day at a time, trying to get back on my rhyme grind, hopefully 40s will be my prime, gotta grow a spine, leave all the drama and bs behind, pay no mind, be kind, everything will be just fine, don't let love make u blind, my shine ain't a crime, smoke some weed and unwind, open ur minds eye to see the sign, as an empath I can't always define what's urs or mine, should draw a more definitive boundary line, and remember ur body is ur one and only temple/shrine!
Joe Conscious
Saturday, February 19, 2022
Lift Each Other Up
Chorus written and sung by Erin Oliviera
Rap written and performed by Joe Conscious
Monday, January 3, 2022
"There's Got To Be A Way"
Been practicing acting that I'm a good loser, funny how cliche the abused becomes the abuser, enormously handling life poorly, feeding the feeling of poor me, wasting so much energy, fighting the frenemy envy/jealousy, it sucks and is fucked up, how most lgbtqa don't know real friendship community or love, my experience isn't the norm, always been an outsider trying to conform, out of sheer loneliness, wish I could cure fear and phoniness, I'm an old school genuine gentleman, humbly both sexy and intelligent, just not everybody's cup of tea, lost my self respect living to people please, forgetting I too am valuable and worthy, I'm terrified y'all want to hurt me, claiming I'm one of those white privileged gays, here to just steal and appropriate, like one race owns hip hop culture, I ain't a snake shark or vulture, but I do love Mariah Pac and Lauryn Hill, absolutely will stand on my talent passion and skill, I don't want to do anything else, music's therapeutic soothing and really helps, in fact it saves my life each and every day, go look up "Everything Is Everything" "Unconditional Love" and "There's Got To Be A Way"!
MCJC/The Poet
1/3/22
Friday, December 3, 2021
BET
"Living my best life lately, only thing yall love is to hate me, bunch of fake wanna be gs, only one I gotta make believe's me, don't let my insecurities drive my need to people please, since sometimes I don't love or even like my own damn self, I at least admit and ask for help, can u, cuz look at urself in the damn mirror dude, a hopeful romantic fool, give everyone the benefit of the doubt, earned my merits well respected and got clout, just not popularity, and the explanation why is a miscarriage of clarity, where's my fucking pity party/charity, most hide truth and pain behind sarcasm anger or hilarity, my knowledge wisdom and vocabulary's actually intelligently crafted nastily, in actuality I've masterfully made my music to transcend academically/scholastically, despite many still laugh at me and my rap dreams, but who are u to judge me when u aren't what u project urself to be or genuinely seem, definitely not on my team, and ur nock off of a monet mirage facade is sure running out of steam, consider urself officially read/seen...so go mic drop dead...BET!"
-MCJC/The Poet
Tuesday, November 16, 2021
Never Too Old To Grow
"I don't mean for my genuineness to be so abrasive...yes I'm both sassy and salacious...gracious and humble...often fumble stumble and tumble...but always get up again...quite the fierce stoner friend...loyal af...believe we make our own luck...depending on what u put out...communication ain't understood better cuz u scream and shout...trying to focus on the now...we teach peeps the disrespect we'll allow...Pac said don't ask my why but how...the answer is I don't know...I try to remember ur never too old to learn and grow tho"
Joe Conscious
11/16/21
Pass Me The Mic
"Fuck the human hamster wheel...my life's masterpiece ain't no damn photocopy...it may be similar...influenced by mi familia...but there's only one me...who I dont feel free to be...due to societal pressure...u bet ya...I'm defined by the superficial surface...stereotypes hurt us...does equality even exist...when the battle rap diss and gangsta shit gets more clicks...seems the games rigged/fixed...y'all can suck it just not this dick...fuck it I'm out...I ain't about the bout...my music is all love...so shut up and take 2 puffs...tho while u light...pass me the mic"
Joe Conscious
11/16/21
Friday, September 24, 2021
Break Away From The Stage
Beyond the screens...in the hot spotlights on stage...everything ain't always what it seems...but what if manifesting dreams doesn't come with age
Gaze behind the smile...deep under the skin...there is a beautiful genuine talented wild kind soul within
I hope someday y'all can see me
Maybe then I have a real chance of being heard and appreciated truly
I'm not the best...far from perfect...but I deserve respect and a shot
After all these years I still haven't figured out what I want...but I know what I bring to the table and what I've got
It's just a damn shame I feel like there isn't even a seat
Maybe I'm a spoiled whiny brat...living too safe and comfortably
I'll be taking a break...some time away to regroup reinspire and start writing some new material that's reflectively lyrical
Alots happened in the past bunch of years...I'm done with anxiety and depressive fears
I promise myself I'll try harder for me and for true love and passion...instead of empty words expressing hurt I'm gonna pick myself up and take action
Joe Conscious
9/25/21
Thursday, July 29, 2021
MCJC
Call me MC JC the adult contemporary hip hop artist, I'm out here working the hardest, to show the acronym R.A.P game how to grow the flow the fuck up, show me some thug love for my spiritually soulfully lyrically divine hug, that'll give ur heart strings a lil tug with all the feels, where are my genuine gentlemen keeping it 100% real, my rhymes aren't ghost written nor stolen, I don't act whack all cocky and swollen, I'm the chozen one, this isn't for the fortune fame or just for fun, I ain't no get my money then run and done, I promise I want my music to last forever, I simply hope to unify coasts together and make the culture better!
Joe Conscious
7/29/21
Thursday, July 22, 2021
Crying Commercializing Conscious Hip Hop
I'm crying commercializing conscious hip hop, cuz I can't stop won't stop til it's pop, and on radio mainstream, cuz unafraid poc women and gays gained green, along with enough power to pusuade male white privileged straights to unify forming the ultimate dream tagteam, affecting real deal exponentially existential change, in inpirationally reparational ways, bettering ourselves for the greater good every single father fucking day by day, if good things take time it'll take a lifelong journey to be epically legendary labelled exceptionally great, some of y'all keep consuming disengenous talentless fakes, please don't portray or just say ur eyes wide awake, open up ur hearts minds souls and ears, stop living instilling unfulfilling competition weaponizing divisive fears, dare to take care empathetically learning to share, especially the wealth, it's not weak to be vulnerable enough to shed a tear or ask for help, show the example of thug love, as Gangster's putting down guns given a brother rocking another color a hug, we all fam and need to understand it takes a village, no one should ever feel it's ok to rob cheat kill or pillage, prospering locking doors once they thru and get ahead, I'd rather build bridges that'll last long after I'm dead, realizing I'm a one of a kind original magical unicorn, but in an unsteriotypical nonconformist masculine acting hidden f*ggot form, using that rap platform as a voice for a new generational high vibrational norm, forcing people to see beyond the superficial illusionary surface, no human is less than or worthless, let's make nature more equal, I truly have hope and faith it's never too late nor unbelievable, to conceive reasonable and achievable, eradicating hate hunger poverty discrimination and other forces of evil!
Joe Conscious
7/22/21
Thursday, April 22, 2021
The Future's Balance Still Hangs
What if this is really as good as it gets, yes I should stay humble grateful and blessed, but I feel like everything I am was all inherited, being masculine white I've already doubly benefited, I don't face much outward hate or oppression, my sexuality is not my identity so that facts irrelevant, I'm not too proud to admit I'm insecure as fuck, i chalk any success up to cconsistent talent passion and drive over luck, yet I still haven't made a dent in this hip hip industry, I guess nobody wants to make a financial commitment with me, that's ok tho yo cuz I believe in myself, I've been brave enough to ask for help, faced endless rejection, relying heavily on familial protection, probably too much, but I still got the guts, to pack up my car with all my stuff, to go after and discover my one true unconditional love, music, my life's infused with it, it's my purpose, just cuz labels don't see I'm marketable or profitable doesn't mean I'm worthless, me myself and I along with my rhymes have value, I rap and sing everyday since my soul simply has to, the one thing I ask of u, take off the mask dude, show the world who u r, bare ur broken heart, spit more bars, but of substance not superfluous superficial surface stranger shit like sports weather women or cars, y'all can't stand me, if u can't understand deep, it's inherent in the name, spreading consciousness ain't no fame game, I'm looking to make some real genuine change, am I the only one concerned the future's balance still hangs?!?
Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
4/22/21
Tuesday, April 20, 2021
Blame Consumerism
At what point do we blame consumerism and take accountability, its ironically silly how y'all keep repeatedly demeaning queens dismissing/diminishing personal responsibility, do we lack the ability to not live vengeful rich bitch narcissistic/vindictively, like most of these whack commercial ass illegitimately milli vanilli, wanna be gangster rappers who simply lack tact ingenuity and integrity genuinely willy nilly, why can't we all act ethically empathetically both socially and civically/civilly b...it's fucking obnoxious...time for y'all to get conscious!
Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
4/20/2021
Monday, December 28, 2020
A Poem For Gia
"It's fitting the world weeps tears of parting's sweet sorrow, and such a loss is a reminder we aren't promised tomorrow, without ur smile's presence life seems dull and hollow, it's important to grieve but not to wallow, after the gray skies clear a rainbow will surely follow"
Joe Conscious
12/2/2020
Wednesday, August 26, 2020
That Gay Giggly Laugh
I'll bring wraps, when I come back with raps, to put some cum on ur back, it dont matter I'm not black, racisms straight whack, and while we're at it enough of this anti gay crap, I'm gonna lyrically bitch slap that ass, too pacifist to pack a gat, and not gangsta enough to bust a cap, and I'm bringing that conscious hip hop we lack, in fact, put my music on blast, while u take a cab, or a blunted hotbox high ride lap, which happens to be my ghetto studio lab, and then not give me mad props love respect daps and dabs, while I simply smile and give y'all a lil giggly laugh!
Joe Conscious
8/26/20
Friday, July 24, 2020
Eternally Waiting For Nothing Of Substance
Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
7/24/20
Thursday, July 2, 2020
Excuse Abuse
Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
7/2/20
Wednesday, July 1, 2020
A Shitstorm We Didn't Wish For
Tuesday, June 23, 2020
That Realist Idealist Rap
Monday, May 11, 2020
Double Dare
Joe Conscious
5/11/20
Thursday, March 12, 2020
Dag Nabbit Bad Habbits
Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
3/12/20
Wednesday, March 4, 2020
A Massive Poopshoot
Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
3/4/20