Dreamer Of Peace (beat by atømics)

Hey it's me MCJC...classically sleek/blasphemously nasty sheek...talent be masterfully crafty...a casualty to thinking sexuality's identity...but being wicked idealistic bleeds breeds and breathes naive...where's there truth b in what we know see and read...will we even quit feeding this capitalistic beast's greed and let music lead...transcend queer gender money religion race or creed...pour poetic lyrical love over these soulfully dope beats and put em on repeat...yearn for y'all to learn patience and understanding realness are ingredients we need to be...

A dreamer of peace... 

Y'all best believe... 

I'm a dreamer of peace...

Feel free to repeat...

I'm a dreamer of peace...

I'm a dreamer of peace...

Yeah...yeah...yeah...I'm a...

Always be beautifully unique...enjoy life's sweet journey thru vast valleys and peaks...young one's fun shuns vulnerability as weak...why don't all humans strive to mindfully speak...hip hop has a whole totally global niche reach...masking rapper's acting not actually practicing what they preach...cuz boo the true u's who collectively we seek...know tho if u don't sow u won't reap...that first worst step's so steep seems an impossibly giant leap...nothing's more important than genuine authenticity silly so we simply shouldn't teach but bravely be...

A dreamer of peace... 

Y'all best believe... 

I'm a dreamer of peace...

Feel free to repeat...

I'm a dreamer of peace..

I'm a dreamer of peace...

Yeah...yeah...

Beneath sheets eagled freak meets artsy geek...bearded in jeans with either beater ts hoodies or on fleek piqued leather clad rapdaddy physique...that king hasn't captured mass viral intrigue...profits legally leaked seized or reaped...buttfuck digital industry cuz these labels just suck deez...can't car companies bring back playin tax free cds for us indies... consumers keep buying blindedly lying disguising kind sheep...unbelievably follow these overcrowding illuminati theories...prey on peace of peep's backs/exploited knees...bitch please everybody's got the ability to achieve and succeed not fantasy ull be...

A dreamer of peace... 

Y'all best believe... 

I'm a dreamer of peace...

Feel free to repeat...

I'm a dreamer of peace...

I'm a dreamer of peace...

Yeah

Therapeutic Tool/Music Muse Too

I may not be black, but I'm a gay guy that raps and adds a backslash, so no I don't say the "N" word I spit fag, turning a negative into a positive u fatherfucking fool, no homo bro I'm super chill/cool, my poetry and music's a therapeutic tool the whole globe can use as a muse to inspire higher consciousness too!

✌️👍💓
MCJC
3/12/24

✌️👍💜

Resiliently keep striving to show up with love for the culture elevating consciousness, obliterating discriminating and degrading toxic hip hop obnoxiousness, it used to be a beaconal voice for the voiceless, life's basically consequences and choices, there's no good bad right or wrong just what u do, we've lost sight of our morals ethics and what we value, cursed with purse hurt, who can afford a coffin or hearse, fucked up what's funny, it's all just money money money, I'm disgusted, broken and can't trust shit, wondering how to surround myself with help, screwed from abuse of such concentration of wealth, it's effected our collective mental and spirtual health, it's hard getting up outta bed in the morning, ignoring the boring daunting daily fatherfucking exhaustion, where are better go getter hustlers with substance who selflessly give to uplift a gift, of higher vibrational frequency and realness, in this vampire/zombie/sheep like apocalypse called existence, so soul draining it's plain brain dead, instead we accept it now costs $20 for a breakfast of bacon eggs and bread, forgive me for feeling being upset, plus politically pretty anxious of what to expect next, gotta redifine success as spreading smiles daps and the best hugs, finally sign off with the JC salute of peace and one love!

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MCJC
3/10/24

Hypocriticism's Disposition

Went from umbilical chord to leash, in metaphorical speak, with sarcastic satire and gest, I don't proclaim to be the best, I may be abrasive, remember tho I'm a creative, isn't it just funny, what ultimately makes money, wouldn't say I have a sunny disposition, I'm sick of hypocriticism, that isn't a real word, but it works, cuz u got the gist, like saying cis if u read this, yet it's pronounced sigh, I usually smell like I'm high, that doesn't mean I am, most celebrities are scams, but billionaires are even worse, I'm starting to believe capitalism's a cancerous curse, not to be negative, it is however imperative, to use both hearts and heads, and lay all this stupid superficial superfluous shit to rest!

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MCJC
3/2/24 

Do U

I'm feeling my season is finally approaching, working hard to be ready and open, life's blessings and lessons, this journey I'm enduring's been prepping, now if I simply seize opportunity, I know intuitively, I'll eventually succeed, more than anyone else u gotta believe, never be afraid to say u dream big, don't judge or compare urself with how others live, the only thing any of us can really do, is focus on being the best version of u!

✌️🤚💜
MCJC
2/29/24

Resiliently Rise Up

We have a quarter, the power of water, hogging all the oxygen, there ain't no stopping him, elevating consciousness, transcending obnoxiousness, educatingly smart without the cheese factor, take life so super serious I appreciate sarcastic satire inspiring laughter, I'm ultimately the actor just playing me, MCJC, can u feel my vibe, let's socially smoke and ride the musical high times tide, on a wave built on a foundation of real unconditional love, expecting y'all to eventually find ur ability to also resiliently rise up!

✌️👍💜
MCJC
2/28/24

Just Simply Shut & Show Up For Love

"Don't need opinions nor criticism...stop judging and listen...best way to prove loyalty and love...is to just simply shut and show up!" 

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MCJC

2/27/24

One Love's Enough

"Ain't chasing fortune and fame...I'm playing the finding fulfillment long game...it's a damn shame idolizing talentless dumb luck...y'all shmucks stay stuck...ignorance phucking sucks...doing everything extra for a quick buck...I gotta settle for peace and having at least one love...that's me MCJC and God damn I am enough!"

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MCJC

2/25/24

How Will It All Play Out

U think u know how I feel cuz how I feel is what y'all think too, if ur lucky enough for me to share that with u, time definitely flies by, in the blink of an eye, but I'm persistently consistent esp with love, there's nothing more all encompassing than a great big bear hug, lifting me up off my feet, like Leona "I just wanna be happy", that's apparently alot to ask, perhaps I'm too much is #facts, I'm not for everyone, a hopeful romantic in search of chemistry and fun, gotta remember it's just not that serious, trying to fix other people's shit's deluded and delirious, give myself that grace, it's ok to be gay and still have faith, play by my own rules, reinforcing boundaries is ur biggest tool, put u first, fear is always there it lingers and lurks, life's consequences and choices, I have one of the most original prolific voices, standing on a platform of consciousness pride and truth, hopeful optimism for the future isn't only for the youth, ur never too old to grow learn or change, upon reflective retrospection u learn the balance hangs, on how each moment plays out, do u entertain regret or resiliently bout doubt, it's really up to us, to live with not just ur heart soul or guts but all of the above!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/23/24

Only Get Back After The Fact

I'm really struggling with sucking at this game called life, I'm completely defeated by all the pain grief plight and strife, I wanna wallow in misery victimhood complain and gripe, it's not wrong or right, it's how I feel, most people don't keep it real, they project misdirect or straight fake, saying I don't do what it takes, internalize all that gaslighting bullying and lies, money being the ultimate prize, size is what matters most, so brag and boast, fuck humbling modesty, who needs truth and honesty, nobody likes to hang with angels, we wanna hear the villains side of the fables, bastardizing the greater good, we are all misunderstood, cuz y'all won't get to know like or love urselves, ask for let alone receive help, it takes a village, not all that comes from glitter and gold is privileged, in fact those who smile brightest need that back, and not just in kind words only after the fact!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/22/24

A Unique Idealistic Believer & Dreamer Of Peace

After all the close calls and grief, nowadays I'm just a dreamer of peace, are u comfortable or happy, do u think some people fake feeling crappy, actually looking for pity, isn't seeking commissery silly, thats how cliques are formed, I always thought my experience is the norm, which was furthest from the truth, I'm a blessed and privileged white dude, but doesn't gay make me lesser than, I can't understand, having 2 straight parents married for 45 years, perhaps my inner circle is weird, I'm 41 childless and single, dwelling on this upcoming age gives me a tingle, I'm so close, to being scared and alone, a siblingless orphan, worrying about urns over a coffin, what if I develop alzheimers disease, who will take care of me, nobody's asking what happens to Joe, seems I'm catching up to my labeled old soul, was such a late bloomer, why do I hate boomers, they toxically neglected, left me unguided and unprotected, I deserved better, so micromanaged enslaved and tethered, I crave bondage, trying to people please respect and pay homage, with real genuine authenticity, embrace flaws and eccentricity, be unique, but still a believer/idealistic dreamer of peace!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/20/24

Gay Is Not My Identity

Gay is not an identity it's my sexuality, we are all abusing ai/virtual reality, it's absolutely ridiculous, a fatherfucking sickness, a cancerous plague, everyone's neglectfully disengaged, enraged from the pain of hurt sheeple, spreading toxicity and evil, while also projecting what u don't like with urself, I too hypocritically need help, I ain't too proud to beg, just like the Temptations said, mind ur own damn business, I'm only now learning there's privilege in blissful idealistic ignorance, I wanna create a safe space for talent to tell their story, be an artist advocate helping others achieve fulfillment and glory, using transcendent music poetry and art as therapy, not only makes a mindfully more conscious better me, but awakens an epically legendary legacy, that is incredibly imperatively very necessary, inspiring the intergenerational youth, to revolutionarily rebel seek and speak their truth too!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/18/24

A Complete & Utter Blessed Mess

I need the universe to provide a big win, redeem dignity from losses ranging in the trillions, at this point, I've become numb living annoyed, much more angrily and frustratingly enraged, stemming from deep rooted grief and pain, was often rejected or neglected, depleted and unprotected, my soul's running dry, I just wanna lay down and die, life's too hard, dealt sucky cards, can't help wonder how many hands left, feel like a fucking failure totally inept, micromanaged by my mom, I have to pretend I'm fine and calm, but I'm a complete and utter mess, even worse I'm super lucky grateful and blessed, can all those things be simultaneously true, or am I just a gullible sucker/idealistic naive fool?

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/15/24

Show Up For Love

Not Olympic gold medal special, my music mission is intentional, yall should learn to ask right, instead of toxically gaslight, I'm not trying to escape, just need a break, call me Kit Kat, hope I write a hip rap, that'll go viral, stop this depressive downward spiral, like I'm caught in quicksand, which stinks man, my own community ruined me, never giving any opportunity, since I'm not drag, sorry not sorry for the creation u lack, I don't need make up or a wig, rhinestones sequins or doing a lil jig, I'm just genuine and raw, a gay gentleman at my core, being the example I need to see in the world, art gets me thru the shit the universe hurls, but I'm ready to give up, since most don't can't or won't know how to show love, fuck luck, sometimes the best way to help is a simple hug with a back rub!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/14/24

The Rhymes Reflect My Drive To Climb

Almost done being a son, at a ripe young age of 41, already no longer a bro, so I'm feeling no one cares about Joe tho yo...u know, I'm seriously concerned, ultimately what I've learned is I haven't yet earned, family isn't something ur just born in, don't judge anyone else's time span allowed for mourning, I'm a warrior just like my mom, I can do no intentional harm, simply caught up in my drive to climb, my reasoning why hides behind my rhymes, often lost reflecting on only one moment during the long journey, wondering disrespectfully with insecurity if I'm even valuable or worthy, and how come I don't feel enough, forgetting the most important thing ever is unconditional self love, says the former people pleaser, who appears to navigate thru life as a nomadic gypsy with eternal leisure, like creating classic art isn't valid hard work, now I'm the spoiled privileged rich bitch/jerk, forced to pay to play, plus being white and openly gay, doesn't help being digested consumed or swallowed, I'm soulfully deep in a globe grown hopelessly empty shallow and hollow, which makes me wicked abrasive, continuously still met with prejudice misunderstanding fear and whole lot of blind hatred, how my faith, never sways shakes or breaks, is beyond comprehension, come chill in my very own stoner prone cool calm and conscious artistic expression dimension, it's a great safe space, especially if u have eclectic music taste!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/5/24

Fatherfucking Twisted Biscuits

I'm a fatherfucker don't get it twisted, love putting my hot dog between 2 biscuits, make that shit slap, while jaws gasp, ogling over muscles, men do prostitute too and hustle, so surprised over the gay for pay way, I'll be 42 in May, yet I don't look it at all, shouldn't y'all be appalled, or am I the only one, why are our choices Biden or Trump, boomers keep hogging the baton, I tell mom sell everything and rent in Tuscany or Milan, I mean why not, this life is all we got, just her and I, since dad and G already met their demise, pretty soon it'll just be, lil lonely old me, and that's ok, cuz eventually we will unite again one day!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/31/24

Fuck Me Lucky

I was born lucky, fuck me, I realize I've been so ungrateful, deeply hurt from grief and pain I become numb and hateful, mostly towards the universe and God, my life seems impossibly hard, but it's all perspective, I'm super creative and inventive, especially lyrically, am I a part of the illuminati conspiracy theory, perhaps I've simply worked my ass off, don't sarcastically sass and scoff, just cuz of what I stand to inherit, like being a middle class rich kid with white privilege is another demerit, add in the fact I'm an openly unoppressed dl gay, since most peeps I meet don't inherently see me that way, yes I'm blessed, but I'm struggling achieving any success, with my naturally gifted gentlemanly genuineness, I stand on a platform of unconditional truth consciousness and love, yet considered cheesy and not good enough, sometimes I perform with my eyes closed, of course I could sell my soul, but what if labels stopped exploiting their talent, and fans began idolizing the chivalrous and valient, capitalism bastardized art that's wholesome and good, nobody communicatively shares anymore so we're all pretty much misunderstood, unseen and unheard, I believe we should be valued more by what we've ultimately learned over earned!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/30/24

On The Mic Spotlight Night

Ur version of me, is what I'm perceived to be, so I'm not blatantly gay, sure u can smell the Mary Jane, I still remain simply unseen, some stranger's fantasy wet dream, I wonder how many orgasms I've inspired, my nipples are super duper ticklishly hardwired, I'm wicked sensitive, both wise and intelligent, another pretty old soul, who needed to inwardly grow, catch up to myself, learn to actively ask and accept help, sharing is caring esp for guys and their feelings, we should have more group therapeutic meetings, I thought that's what concerts were for, wish poetry was consumed like music more, gotta get on audible, my work is very noteworthy and applaudable,  earning respect and hopefully ur time, the life of an original entrepreneurial artist is a hussling grind, show me I'm worthy, of reciprocal common courtesy, tipping is much appreciated but fuck love I wanna be truly liked, deserving of a camera and a spotlight, shining right on me on the mic, while burning bright on this upcoming Valentine's Day night!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/26/24

My Heart/Art Therapy

So soulfully classic I'm intergenerational, super uniquely timeless it's almost hateful, mixed with jealousy and envy, just epically legendary, I'll say it again, esp to my faithful friends, they're honorary family, people outside my inner circle I'm sure can't stand me understandably, abrasively hard to handle, most won't hold a candle, gotta give truth with more grace, make room and space, for fans to listen and feel, rap's recent real deal, an authentic genuine gay gentleman, very non feminine but love women, not that that matters, I'm simply not a glam drag nor prostitutional actor, music and poetry are my heart/art therapy, helping to create a much healthier better me!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/26/25

Strategically Slowly Revealing All The Real Me...JCV

I'm the Roger Williams of hip hop, a revolutionary gay RI poet who won't quit nor stop, fighting for indy artists, out here working the hardest, cuz we are genuinely original creatives, not simply imitators, sure u can twist and switch it up with ur own unique style, but not writing and performing ur work's batshit crazy wild, I'm baffled by what we idolize, I have no desire to ride the pay to play wave way like we've Tidalized, totally exploited by one another, it's handle or be handled my enslaved capitalistic sisters and brothers, what do y'all expect, gotta hussle for success, I refuse to treat life like a boardgame, break the rules to let go of all that programmed catholic guilt and shame, I'm a wicked fucking special weirdo/creep, secretly a discretely kinky piggy freak between the sheets, Sniff is still a significant side hidden real deep within me, I'm just strategically cautious when revealing what y'all know and see of JCV!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/25/24

Probably Cursed To Be Rebirthed

God needs to be fired, how did they ever even get hired, their super selective, not very protective, pretty sarcastic and sadistic, supposedly holistic, but I think the Bible is all fabled, look how much war and divisiveness religion's enabled, what if it's just a hoax, who will u be mad at the most, my damn self, so many unanswered prayers for help, definitely have cursed timing, sometimes it hurts rhyming, cuz I'm overlooked and dismissed, y'all only focus on chicks and dicks, caught up in ur bubbled skewed views, people are like colors various shapes sizes and hues, is our only purpose, selfless service, I feel utterly neglected, there ain't no more work incentives, I'm obligated to exist, what's the next big twist, living in this hell on earth, imagine after death there's rebirth, our souls are recycled, why are the greedy entitled, u can't buy character nor salvation, I won't be starting my hello with greetings and salutations, probably a swift hit to the tits and kick in the nuts, I'd curb stomp them to reciprocate all that tough love, perhaps they've already been retired for years, I won't regret not shedding any tears, at this point their only saving grace, is if both presidential candidates transition and their positions get replaced. 

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/24/24

Reckoning Questioning

Live backwards is evil, does that shock other people, I've always wondered if we exist in hell, I hate the philosophy don't ask don't tell, America tolerates but doesn't accept, no matter how hard I try I don't gain respect, tell me if straight or gay is better, are men or women lesser, would u rather be rich or poor, why do we idealize exponential more, capitalism is toxic unchecked, socialism isn't the best, by why can't we balance both, what's more important faith or hope, just some random questions, is life a curse or blessing, does it change each day, do u engage or pray, fight or flight, strife and plight, expect perfection, y'all at all worried about this upcoming election, why can't boomers retire, everyone over 65 should be fired, ur working wrong, workaholics are boring, pass the baton already, letting younger generations take the reigns is very necessary, stop hoarding success, uve made such a mess, we might be damaged beyond repair, mostly thru perpetual overwhelming fear, yet I still truly believe, this year will be a reckoning in favor of genuine authenticity!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/21/24

Leaving A Long Lasting Legendary Legacy

The creed should read all people are created equal, divisibility and segregation are the real evil, don't y'all think it's time, it could both unify and rhyme, I mean it is 2024, unlock those bolted doors, opportunity's not just knocking, a revolution is starting, we're tired of the elite, when's the Earth inherited by the meek, this existence is whack, will the pendulum ever swing back, we've got to be aggressive, getting a progressive elected, for effective change to actually happen, stop talking and take action, life ain't guaranteed, I'm surprised what one can manifest and will if u believe, affirmations have power, u know ur a murderer if u pick flowers, how about killing bugs, let's fight the pandemic's war on hugs, don't isolate, cuz it's never too late, to simply start over again, I'll be the whole globe's shouldered friend, to advocate lean on or cry, hopefully leaving a long lasting legendary legacy of Truth, Love & Consciousness even after I die!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/16/24

Win Big With An Assist To Uplift

My friend said I'm a riddle wrapped in a conundrum, definitely not average or humdrum, but got a whole bunch of willfullness, that wasn't something my parents instilled in us, it came naturally, like being a people pleasing defensive introvert in actuality, I don't need to compete beat or conquer, just to be in the the same league as some of the elites I'm honored, I stay in my lane, won't hate the players I simply blame the game, we can all succeed achieve our dreams and win big, if we individually manage each our own unique special gifts, spread positive energy affirming manifestation which, also aids and assists in reciprocating frictioning helping the collective uplift!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/12/24