Honest To Con Artists

I thought I finally found peace, but after letting go's initial release, I opened up my eyes, only to realize, I'm still a hot mess, full of grief/depressed, as I long for a former life, with less responsibility and strife, not having a dad or sis, makes me unconditionally miss, what having a family was like, having to caretake for my mom doesn't feel right, but I refuse to abandon her, I don't demand fur, nor any type of label, just cuz I've got mental health issues doesn't mean I'm disabled, most my existence I've been bastardized, for being gay white into hip hop and getting blastedly high, this is just who I am, I'm waiting on the world to change if it even can, seems to be goin in the wrong direction, wish there were real spells for protection, unfortunately there aren't any, I've learned I'm plenty friendly, sometimes at my own detriment, my poetry isn't meant to have negative sentiment, I'm simply being honest, in a world filled with nothing but con artists!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
4/12/24

Rooting Birds Hurts

Why do we try to root birds, it spiritually hurts, just like hope, and that continuous nope, let me fly, at least get high, cuz I'm gonna go hang, with music and Mary Jane, that's my comfort zone, learning how to make on the mic my home, really truly let go, completely naked and vulnerable, bare my soul, be willing to publically grow, all those mistakes, creates self hate, a lack of confidence or security, safety is totally behind purity, which is why I'm blessed to be so lucky, I have a ton of family friends and fans who genuinely love me, even tho they may not show up and say it, resilience is the key for anybody to make it, live with gratitude faith and grace, in an overpopulated world we all are allowed to hold space, travel any lane with whatever mate we wish, always remember that just being present is literally such a gift!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
4/6/24

Assumption's Gumption

Let downs, lead to frowns, and bitter sadness, creating emotional madness, wow how shit happens, wonder what strangers are masking, silent struggles, bewitched or muggles, am I the only one, who doesn't own a gun, such a pacifist, not a masochist, I need more positive reinforcement, a sponsor or endorsement, from someone prominent or famous, this negligence is utterly heinous, seems so silly, but where's the reciprocity, one way streets, always on repeat, while I'm supposed to swallow politely, but I'd rather be bitchy complainy and gripey, my kindness usually wins, nobody remembers how the problem begins, so then I become labeled crazy, I know my potheaded mind can be at times hazy, I'm tired of assumptions, all this maga gumption, born in the wrong era for sure, I just don't need exponentially better or more, wanna instead strike balance, be recognized for my talent, valued appreciated and respected, staying mindful that success and popularity aren't elected!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
4/4/24

A Bright & Blinding Horizon

So much more on the horizon, it's almost mind blinding, I'm on the precipice of it being my time, finding my grind, focusing my shine, on my own divine deep inside, finally stopped running to try and hide, deny myself, which then spells I can't be helped, sad but so true, u both decide and define u, no one else, we create our own personal hells, instead of accepting and embracing the bright white light, that can only come after the fight, but there's still no winner just all around losing, who's choosing right or wrong, especially which style or genre of song's strong, we all belong, let's finally celebrate society's legalization of weed by collectively cheersing ripping ur blunts bowls and bongs!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
3/31/24

Transcendent Sentient Repetition

Not bad just not good enough, I know that's tough, to hear swallow digest or simply receive, there's a fine line between what we perceive or say we collectively believe, u won't ever speak for me, uve made that apparently b, I'm respectfully free to disagree, and yet not be anti anything, I just wanna write rap and sing, original content with substance and soul, instead of being boxed exploited and told to mold so much ur left wondering where did all the natural love and passion go tho, just another singing competition, I can't be conditioned, I found my power, fuck just 15 minutes I want 15 trillion billion million hours, only paying .0015 cents in taxes, so sick of March madness brackets, instead of economic fiscal responsibility, they play it off and say that's simply silly/willy nilly, don't trouble urself blindly trust thee, butt fuck me whorishly some more please baby, u can't rape the willing, kinky is much hotter and way more erotically thrilling, or perhaps interesting is the word, sexual repression is such a curse, it makes exploration hard, even if ur both socially and intellectually smart, wisdom only comes with experiences, there will be extreme fog white noise and sheer interferences, but I'll say it again stay strong, and as always u gotta keep holding on!!!!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
3/29/24

Evolutionary Senses

Unless physically touched I feel with my brain like I see with empathy from my heart but with music we hear it from our soul...that's ultimately why video killed the radio star! After all sex sells and in capitalistic consumerism where it pays everybody but the artists...exploit or be exploited! Hence why the industry is so substancelessly empty and hollow! The only magical healing remedy I've found has been live performance...esp when watching raw authentic talent that can be truly divinely supernatural chilling and moving! It's cool to be just like that now...stepping into the best version of myself yet! Totally focused more on touring rather than content cuz I'm always creating anyway! Not only is nobody doing what I'm doing musically...but y'all ain't seen a hip hop artist perform like MCJC! The evolution of Joe Conscious from poetic conception to now is leaps and bounds incredible! Def done my 10k hours...but that's all just been my opening act! Stay tuned...

Go back and reread those first few lines 4 or 5 times lol

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
3/26/24

Y'all Seem To Be Just Anti Me

Can't please everyone that's for sure, life lately is such a bore, y'all busy working, and clearly don't care I'm hurting, it used to bother me deeply, now I give 0 fucks freely, single with no kids, gay and unafraid of the hiv since I'm not promiscuous, I get off mainly without penetration, I no longer react without hesitation, cuz I'm trying to be mindful, days are not rewindable, ain't that a shame, existence isn't a game, but it damn sure's a hustle, what's important brains or muscle, why are so many people anti pot, as well as hip hop, country bumpkins bumping red solo cup songs, like smoking cigs in their pickup trucks drunk as fuck isn't just as wrong, in fact much much worse, I swear I'm cursed, the whitest black sheep ever, wondering if this ignorant punishing suffering lasts forever!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
3/24/24

Live Life Bullish To The Fullest

Gotta love/hate, those manic Mondays, passion and drive don't automatically pay, once all the frustration fades, I remember if u want something done, do it ur damn self son, ain't nobody can help u, stop trying to change fools, let them be, they clearly can't see, ur ultimate potential, which is transcendent and exponential, gotta keep the hope and faith going, only believe what peeps actually be showing, no more 3rd and 4th chances, follow ur gut tho when giving 2nd glances, in case at 1st sight happens, instead of focusing on fear or tears I'm gonna start laughing, cuz life's just too short, and since we don't have the right to abort, treat each day bullish, always of course live it up to the fullest!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
3/18/24

Still Have & Hold Hope To Resiliently Cope

I've been really trying, to keep my soul from tiring, so drained, seems I can't be trained, to just absorb and swallow, already feeling empty and hollow, cuz the loves of my life have died, struggling to be included in Pride and can't understand why, it should be automatic, the lack of support is traumatic, many think I'm dramatic, but at almost 42 I must be tragic, holding onto these extreme big dreams, of touring stadiums and being nominated for Grammys, been unemployed since 2020, existence is wicked funny, do we live to work, why do my boundaries make me the jerk, am I spoiled and selfish, caretaking for my mom was hellish, but I'm still here, dealing with irrational fear, yet more confident in myself than ever, almost completely untethered, it's weird to have both deep roots and wings, have absolutely no interest in materialistic things, wish I could find my people, who believe hundred billionaires are evil, and boomers should finally pass the torch, instead I spend most hours of my days chillen doin music on the side porch, contemplating what I'm goin to do, especially like how I should move, altho I know and truly believe, I am exactly right where I need to be, debating fate vs free will, ain't no forward motion stuck in RI still, but I have and hold hope, as well as a ton more therapeutic tools to resiliently cope!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
3/15/24

Dreamer Of Peace (beat by atømics)

Hey it's me MCJC...classically sleek/blasphemously nasty sheek...talent be masterfully crafty...a casualty to thinking sexuality's identity...but being wicked idealistic bleeds breeds and breathes naive...where's there truth b in what we know see and read...will we even quit feeding this capitalistic beast's greed and let music lead...transcend queer gender money religion race or creed...pour poetic lyrical love over these soulfully dope beats and put em on repeat...yearn for y'all to learn patience and understanding realness are ingredients we need to be...

A dreamer of peace... 

Y'all best believe... 

I'm a dreamer of peace...

Feel free to repeat...

I'm a dreamer of peace...

I'm a dreamer of peace...

Yeah...yeah...yeah...I'm a...

Always be beautifully unique...enjoy life's sweet journey thru vast valleys and peaks...young one's fun shuns vulnerability as weak...why don't all humans strive to mindfully speak...hip hop has a whole totally global niche reach...masking rapper's acting not actually practicing what they preach...cuz boo the true u's who collectively we seek...know tho if u don't sow u won't reap...that first worst step's so steep seems an impossibly giant leap...nothing's more important than genuine authenticity silly so we simply shouldn't teach but bravely be...

A dreamer of peace... 

Y'all best believe... 

I'm a dreamer of peace...

Feel free to repeat...

I'm a dreamer of peace..

I'm a dreamer of peace...

Yeah...yeah...

Beneath sheets eagled freak meets artsy geek...bearded in jeans with either beater ts hoodies or on fleek piqued leather clad rapdaddy physique...that king hasn't captured mass viral intrigue...profits legally leaked seized or reaped...buttfuck digital industry cuz these labels just suck deez...can't car companies bring back playin tax free cds for us indies... consumers keep buying blindedly lying disguising kind sheep...unbelievably follow these overcrowding illuminati theories...prey on peace of peep's backs/exploited knees...bitch please everybody's got the ability to achieve and succeed not fantasy ull be...

A dreamer of peace... 

Y'all best believe... 

I'm a dreamer of peace...

Feel free to repeat...

I'm a dreamer of peace...

I'm a dreamer of peace...

Yeah

Therapeutic Tool/Music Muse Too

I may not be black, but I'm a gay guy that raps and adds a backslash, so no I don't say the "N" word I spit fag, turning a negative into a positive u fatherfucking fool, no homo bro I'm super chill/cool, my poetry and music's a therapeutic tool the whole globe can use as a muse to inspire higher consciousness too!

✌️👍💓
MCJC
3/12/24

✌️👍💜

Resiliently keep striving to show up with love for the culture elevating consciousness, obliterating discriminating and degrading toxic hip hop obnoxiousness, it used to be a beaconal voice for the voiceless, life's basically consequences and choices, there's no good bad right or wrong just what u do, we've lost sight of our morals ethics and what we value, cursed with purse hurt, who can afford a coffin or hearse, fucked up what's funny, it's all just money money money, I'm disgusted, broken and can't trust shit, wondering how to surround myself with help, screwed from abuse of such concentration of wealth, it's effected our collective mental and spirtual health, it's hard getting up outta bed in the morning, ignoring the boring daunting daily fatherfucking exhaustion, where are better go getter hustlers with substance who selflessly give to uplift a gift, of higher vibrational frequency and realness, in this vampire/zombie/sheep like apocalypse called existence, so soul draining it's plain brain dead, instead we accept it now costs $20 for a breakfast of bacon eggs and bread, forgive me for feeling being upset, plus politically pretty anxious of what to expect next, gotta redifine success as spreading smiles daps and the best hugs, finally sign off with the JC salute of peace and one love!

✌️👍💜
MCJC
3/10/24

Hypocriticism's Disposition

Went from umbilical chord to leash, in metaphorical speak, with sarcastic satire and gest, I don't proclaim to be the best, I may be abrasive, remember tho I'm a creative, isn't it just funny, what ultimately makes money, wouldn't say I have a sunny disposition, I'm sick of hypocriticism, that isn't a real word, but it works, cuz u got the gist, like saying cis if u read this, yet it's pronounced sigh, I usually smell like I'm high, that doesn't mean I am, most celebrities are scams, but billionaires are even worse, I'm starting to believe capitalism's a cancerous curse, not to be negative, it is however imperative, to use both hearts and heads, and lay all this stupid superficial superfluous shit to rest!

✌️👍💜
MCJC
3/2/24 

Do U

I'm feeling my season is finally approaching, working hard to be ready and open, life's blessings and lessons, this journey I'm enduring's been prepping, now if I simply seize opportunity, I know intuitively, I'll eventually succeed, more than anyone else u gotta believe, never be afraid to say u dream big, don't judge or compare urself with how others live, the only thing any of us can really do, is focus on being the best version of u!

✌️🤚💜
MCJC
2/29/24

Resiliently Rise Up

We have a quarter, the power of water, hogging all the oxygen, there ain't no stopping him, elevating consciousness, transcending obnoxiousness, educatingly smart without the cheese factor, take life so super serious I appreciate sarcastic satire inspiring laughter, I'm ultimately the actor just playing me, MCJC, can u feel my vibe, let's socially smoke and ride the musical high times tide, on a wave built on a foundation of real unconditional love, expecting y'all to eventually find ur ability to also resiliently rise up!

✌️👍💜
MCJC
2/28/24

Just Simply Shut & Show Up For Love

"Don't need opinions nor criticism...stop judging and listen...best way to prove loyalty and love...is to just simply shut and show up!" 

✌️👍💜
MCJC

2/27/24

One Love's Enough

"Ain't chasing fortune and fame...I'm playing the finding fulfillment long game...it's a damn shame idolizing talentless dumb luck...y'all shmucks stay stuck...ignorance phucking sucks...doing everything extra for a quick buck...I gotta settle for peace and having at least one love...that's me MCJC and God damn I am enough!"

✌️👍💜

MCJC

2/25/24

How Will It All Play Out

U think u know how I feel cuz how I feel is what y'all think too, if ur lucky enough for me to share that with u, time definitely flies by, in the blink of an eye, but I'm persistently consistent esp with love, there's nothing more all encompassing than a great big bear hug, lifting me up off my feet, like Leona "I just wanna be happy", that's apparently alot to ask, perhaps I'm too much is #facts, I'm not for everyone, a hopeful romantic in search of chemistry and fun, gotta remember it's just not that serious, trying to fix other people's shit's deluded and delirious, give myself that grace, it's ok to be gay and still have faith, play by my own rules, reinforcing boundaries is ur biggest tool, put u first, fear is always there it lingers and lurks, life's consequences and choices, I have one of the most original prolific voices, standing on a platform of consciousness pride and truth, hopeful optimism for the future isn't only for the youth, ur never too old to grow learn or change, upon reflective retrospection u learn the balance hangs, on how each moment plays out, do u entertain regret or resiliently bout doubt, it's really up to us, to live with not just ur heart soul or guts but all of the above!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/23/24

Only Get Back After The Fact

I'm really struggling with sucking at this game called life, I'm completely defeated by all the pain grief plight and strife, I wanna wallow in misery victimhood complain and gripe, it's not wrong or right, it's how I feel, most people don't keep it real, they project misdirect or straight fake, saying I don't do what it takes, internalize all that gaslighting bullying and lies, money being the ultimate prize, size is what matters most, so brag and boast, fuck humbling modesty, who needs truth and honesty, nobody likes to hang with angels, we wanna hear the villains side of the fables, bastardizing the greater good, we are all misunderstood, cuz y'all won't get to know like or love urselves, ask for let alone receive help, it takes a village, not all that comes from glitter and gold is privileged, in fact those who smile brightest need that back, and not just in kind words only after the fact!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/22/24

A Unique Idealistic Believer & Dreamer Of Peace

After all the close calls and grief, nowadays I'm just a dreamer of peace, are u comfortable or happy, do u think some people fake feeling crappy, actually looking for pity, isn't seeking commissery silly, thats how cliques are formed, I always thought my experience is the norm, which was furthest from the truth, I'm a blessed and privileged white dude, but doesn't gay make me lesser than, I can't understand, having 2 straight parents married for 45 years, perhaps my inner circle is weird, I'm 41 childless and single, dwelling on this upcoming age gives me a tingle, I'm so close, to being scared and alone, a siblingless orphan, worrying about urns over a coffin, what if I develop alzheimers disease, who will take care of me, nobody's asking what happens to Joe, seems I'm catching up to my labeled old soul, was such a late bloomer, why do I hate boomers, they toxically neglected, left me unguided and unprotected, I deserved better, so micromanaged enslaved and tethered, I crave bondage, trying to people please respect and pay homage, with real genuine authenticity, embrace flaws and eccentricity, be unique, but still a believer/idealistic dreamer of peace!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/20/24

Gay Is Not My Identity

Gay is not an identity it's my sexuality, we are all abusing ai/virtual reality, it's absolutely ridiculous, a fatherfucking sickness, a cancerous plague, everyone's neglectfully disengaged, enraged from the pain of hurt sheeple, spreading toxicity and evil, while also projecting what u don't like with urself, I too hypocritically need help, I ain't too proud to beg, just like the Temptations said, mind ur own damn business, I'm only now learning there's privilege in blissful idealistic ignorance, I wanna create a safe space for talent to tell their story, be an artist advocate helping others achieve fulfillment and glory, using transcendent music poetry and art as therapy, not only makes a mindfully more conscious better me, but awakens an epically legendary legacy, that is incredibly imperatively very necessary, inspiring the intergenerational youth, to revolutionarily rebel seek and speak their truth too!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/18/24

A Complete & Utter Blessed Mess

I need the universe to provide a big win, redeem dignity from losses ranging in the trillions, at this point, I've become numb living annoyed, much more angrily and frustratingly enraged, stemming from deep rooted grief and pain, was often rejected or neglected, depleted and unprotected, my soul's running dry, I just wanna lay down and die, life's too hard, dealt sucky cards, can't help wonder how many hands left, feel like a fucking failure totally inept, micromanaged by my mom, I have to pretend I'm fine and calm, but I'm a complete and utter mess, even worse I'm super lucky grateful and blessed, can all those things be simultaneously true, or am I just a gullible sucker/idealistic naive fool?

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
1/15/24

Show Up For Love

Not Olympic gold medal special, my music mission is intentional, yall should learn to ask right, instead of toxically gaslight, I'm not trying to escape, just need a break, call me Kit Kat, hope I write a hip rap, that'll go viral, stop this depressive downward spiral, like I'm caught in quicksand, which stinks man, my own community ruined me, never giving any opportunity, since I'm not drag, sorry not sorry for the creation u lack, I don't need make up or a wig, rhinestones sequins or doing a lil jig, I'm just genuine and raw, a gay gentleman at my core, being the example I need to see in the world, art gets me thru the shit the universe hurls, but I'm ready to give up, since most don't can't or won't know how to show love, fuck luck, sometimes the best way to help is a simple hug with a back rub!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
2/14/24

The Rhymes Reflect My Drive To Climb

Almost done being a son, at a ripe young age of 41, already no longer a bro, so I'm feeling no one cares about Joe tho yo...u know, I'm seriously concerned, ultimately what I've learned is I haven't yet earned, family isn't something ur just born in, don't judge anyone else's time span allowed for mourning, I'm a warrior just like my mom, I can do no intentional harm, simply caught up in my drive to climb, my reasoning why hides behind my rhymes, often lost reflecting on only one moment during the long journey, wondering disrespectfully with insecurity if I'm even valuable or worthy, and how come I don't feel enough, forgetting the most important thing ever is unconditional self love, says the former people pleaser, who appears to navigate thru life as a nomadic gypsy with eternal leisure, like creating classic art isn't valid hard work, now I'm the spoiled privileged rich bitch/jerk, forced to pay to play, plus being white and openly gay, doesn't help being digested consumed or swallowed, I'm soulfully deep in a globe grown hopelessly empty shallow and hollow, which makes me wicked abrasive, continuously still met with prejudice misunderstanding fear and whole lot of blind hatred, how my faith, never sways shakes or breaks, is beyond comprehension, come chill in my very own stoner prone cool calm and conscious artistic expression dimension, it's a great safe space, especially if u have eclectic music taste!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

2/5/24