The Disadvantaged Micromanaged

Have u ever been micromanaged, the boomers engineered inherent disadvantage, so no one will ever supercede them, made to think believe and feel we need/depend, the collective will be better off when they're gone, perhaps we'll experience a new dawn, instead of endless dusk, confused truth and love with profit and lust, bastardizing the righteous good, so power and freedom are misunderstood, money is not energy, instead of lecturing education try mentoring me, pass knowledge on, like u should've done with the baton, existence is a generational marathon not a sprint, what happened to the art of conversation common sense and our ability to critically think!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/18/26

Stop The Dis Ease Please

Being present is a gift, noticing a major shift, an elevation if u will, ain't no quick fix/magic pill, just simply stop it, that toxic shit, cyclically on repeat, as if u manifest defeat, misunderstanding dis ease, so many like me who used to people please, and say well I'm an artist so I kinda have to, like likes followers or bank accounts determine value, will anyone show up for shows, watch the magic happen in real time they're mind blown, I'm not even being arrogant or cocky, but for all y'all that have to see to believe...just watch me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious

5/17/26

Stronger Longer

Do I steal energy shine and thunder, get more attention for a blunder, cuz it's all about shock value, I do art not cuz I have to, but since it's my passion purpose and service, even if I never make it big my work isn't worthless, perhaps my stock will rise, only after I've died, I really hope not, maybe when I'm an old fart, actually retired unlike the boomers, attracting the ogling gooners, take a picture it lasts longer, I love how hate makes me stronger!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/17/26

Hulking Adulting

Do u remember my rise and grind, explore to seek and u may find over time, u discover the way, it took me a while to understand I'm gay, knew I was different, but was just innocent, I was living my best kid life, no responsibility plight or strife, besides are those girl or boy toys, chatty Kathy gossiping noise, mostly cuz I couldn't hear, minus irrational fear, that comes with adulting, wondering if I'll ever be strong enough to start hulking!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/17/26

Simply As Is

Gotta be a bright light, who in hip hop lyrically fights, not outta spite but with passion, words hurt but not like action, how u treat people, shows whether ur good or evil, in the sense that maps ur character/soul, ur frequency and vibration as a whole, depends on how ur perceived, do u even care or think about the legacy ull leave, in the wake of ur ignorance, drowning in a crablike sea of hypocrite innocence, I'm tired with the lack of grace I freely give, while y'all presumptiously assume judgmentally the life and way I choose to authentically live!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/16/26

What's With This Business

My motivation this month was weak, perhaps my poetry writing piqued, I took four days off, and now I can't afford my loft, went from 2000 views a day, to barely 208, I'm ok with that, cuz my true fans have my back, I'm totally binge worthy, ur lack of support doesn't hurt me, it is what it is, art is my passion not yet a business, I'm in the process, no stupid singing contests, I'm an original artist, making a name for and by myself is the hardest!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/16/26

Styled Wild

Once u made lemonade u can't get that fruit back, instead of focusing on what u don't have, remember comparison is the thief of joy, compliments or criticism got u annoyed, both come from love, why don't u feel good enough, phuck luck and privilege perceived, something isn't true just cuz u believe, like antigravity law being applied, that which falls will rise and fly high, life after death Biggie style, Joe Conscious becoming famous would be absolutely wild!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/16/26

A Feelings Meeting

Don't need a lil birdy to chirp me dirty, no matter what I say or do can never be unworthy, words are never deadly weapons, just take a couple excedrins, how about a time out, disagreement doesn't mean bout, perhaps better letters put together, truth isn't like risk to be measured, censorship sucks, success is a lil luck, cuz passion talent and drive aren't enough, can u make someone fall in lust/love, without even ever meeting, help others tap into their feelings, especially the ones they haven't expressed, nobody cares if ur diary's perfect or the best!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/15/26

He Within All Of We

Im not worried as much anymore, I mean really what for, nothing's in our control, not even our character or soul, are we what we day or what others believe, who owns the narrative of me and JC, do u see them as the same, or is it just an alter ego/identity game, such a crazy double Gemini, I don't run away to hide, I confront truth abrasively, so stubborn I choose to often act hastily, study patterned behavior, not naive nor gullible enough to hope in an almighty savior, I am He, and lives within all of we!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/15/26

No Cord Or Ward

That wasn't rock bottom just a low point, honestly I'm getting wicked annoyed, stop acting funny, none of it is ur money, ur a glorified accountant that I can't count on at all, ironically u didn't catch me during my fall, imagine not showing up, with a simple hug to show unconditional love, instead I wound up in a psych ward, seems death cut the umbilical cord, what a way to spend Christmas tho, even then everybody thought I was still a blessing to be around u know Joe!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/15/26

What Next

My first stay at a RI hostel is done, I wouldn't say it was fun, but it beats being homeless, relying much more on aloneness, putting myself first, neglect from Trustees hurts, my mom and dad would be rolling in their graves, her brothers weren't his faves, they were never there for grams, even my cousins couldn't understand, must be nice, to just be able to go on with life, totally unaffected, meanwhile I'm no longer protected, and I used to be terrified, but now my resilient Phoenix warrior energy has been validated!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/15/26

Faith's Great Grace

Can u handle hanging with an angel, thats addicting hard to detach from or get unentangled, gotta stop taking a phat dip in the RI gay dating pool/puddle, been nothing but trifling stifling cliquey false idoling bubbled trouble, filled with pups bears twinks fairies and otters, are we just valuable pieces of meat to be of use/energy/fuel/fodder, ponder that for a minute, natural resources are neither finite nor infinite, we don't know God's limits, if he she they or whatever even exists, we're dependent on collective belief hope and faith, only together can we weather better to create our great manifested heaven here on earth in all its amazing grace!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/13/26

Wild Child

I'm 4 forces colliding, it's called double Geminiing Scorpio rising, 2 sets of twins holding opposite truths at once, I play sarcastic antagonist naturally just for fun, makes conversations interesting, keeping everybody mysteriously guessing, it ain't lucky I create my blessings, like a phoenix resilience building thru incessant testing, they've heard the myths, lucifer and his minions have many tricks and gimmicks, but I am God's chosen child, and this existence is an amusement park ride gone wild!

Peace and 1

Joe Conscious 

5/13/26

Terrorist Therapist

Here comes insta now censoring, nobody's required to be a role model mentoring, I'm allowed to have adult content at almost 44, I can be a sexy slutty pig if I want to whore more, I give 0 shits/phucks, y'all don't take accountability enough, love isn't just lust, it's showing up and trust, goes both ways, all those gays, hurt hurting sheeple, bastardizing good is evil, Trump is the biggest terrorist there is, even psychiatrists need a therapist, since there's no do-overs nor rewind, he'll find time won't be kind!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/13/26

Worth The Work

U want me u gotta work, I already told u I know my value and worth, good luck, if ur looking for a quick phuck, random anonymous hook up, I'm only attracting unconditional love, u better be able to add light to my life, be there and care when it frights/bites, curve balls failures and dead ends, are easier to handle with chosen family and friends, and I'm wicked father fucking blessed, to have the absolute eclectic best!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious

5/13/26

No Maybe...F.A.F.O. Baby

I have finally seen the light, time to fight with all my might, he should be ashamed of himself, supposed to care for and help, not ignore and neglect, family is supposed to serve and protect, how dare u, play me for a fool, fafo baby, there ain't no maybe, do what's right and just, even when nobody's looking much, the truth always comes out, don't know how to bout, so instead of being a passive voyeur, gonna let a pro handle it so I'm finally hiring a lawyer!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/11/26

Yolo Homo

Can't tell if it's aging or just grief, but so many sheep lack urgency, no more fomo for this homo, totally cool riding solo yolo, I'm better off on my own, my heart's home, and that's enough, got overwhelming amount of love, my friends and chosen family, truly see and understand me, there isn't a might, I have to stand up for myself and fight, my inheritance is my divine right, I absorbed my dad sis and mom's light, leaving many blocked by it's shadow, I'm way too deep while puddles shallow, I'll raise my vibrational frequency, to only attract kindness compassion and decency!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/11/26

Again With Them

Like The Chicks not ready to make nice nor back down, I don't care if I'm wicked deep I'm over profound, should smarten and wisen up, don't u know there's different forms of love, I struggle breaking generational trauma/curses, and ultimately what's worse is, some people never conquer them, repeating vicious cycles over again, stubbornly strong, perhaps for far too long, persistently practicing insanity, y'all can't understand let alone manage me, did u block blessings, not learning lessons, u can't miss destiny's calling, since there's only rising after falling, what's meant for u will find its way, gotta wake bake and try to thrive every blessed wretched day!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/7/26

Phoenix Me JC

The smallest trigger lately gets the full weight of everything, look at the beautiful therapeutic medicine writing poetry brings, I'm so proud of myself, didn't deny or decline help, I simply chose to choose me first, yet I can't ignore consequential hurt, perhaps I'm silly, wasn't trying to take full responsibility, that's ur failure, and cuz I'm love I could never hate ya, I've got faith grace and empathy, I ain't gonna let this incessant negative bs get the best of me...Phoenix JC!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/7/26

Should Let Go Tho

Been struggling the past few days, in so many ways, expecting grace without reciprocity, I'm tired pretending disrespect doesn't really bother me, how dare u say sorry then lecture on my mistake, ur lucky I didn't throw my drink in ur face, seriously bro u got shit twisted, be careful ur about to get fisted, and not in the butt or gut, perhaps u slipped up, just do ur job, u fat miserable uninteresting slob, I won't stoop so low tho, but u and ur manager should both be let go!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/7/26

Even In-between Need

Happiest of birthdays to my buddy Nick, if u haven't seen his artwork it's sick, he's super creative and cool, dudes with tattoos rule, it's true just cuz JC says so, a real model not a role, a beautiful soul, deep beneath the superficial, has a hard outta shell, rose up from the depths of hell, to find himself a daddy, about to roll up a phatty boom batty, maybe he will even take a puff, have the bestest day and year yet and get phucked up, can never have too much love, or give hugs enough, whether playing Press Your Luck or Whammy, almost twin flames meaning he really gets or understands me, very difficult developing genuine friends growing older, no matter what tho bro I'll carry u on my back/shoulders, if ever ur in need, we'll conquer all obstacles including time space and any distance between!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/5/26

Disheartening Alarming

Trying to find a reasonable 1 bedroom apartment, in RI is alarmingly disheartening, with only a bed and a desk, can't find anything 1500 a month or less, that's not only ridiculous, it's pretty maliciously vicious/insidious, time to move to a third world country, I don't care who makes fun of me, where 50k a year's poor here, is luxiouriously lavish living there, plus the food and products aren't poisoned, I think capitalism is evilly greedy corrupt and annoying, it's total focus on the simple root word, but for me unfortunately telling the truth hurts, like existence just sucks us up of our collectively consumptioned expensive energy, Trump will go down in herstory as the worst ever presidential legacy!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/4/26

Finger Licking Addiction Beginning

My poems become declarative self prophecy, ur misunderstanding doesn't sweat nor bother me, especially anymore, I've learned to close many doors, don't ghost just disengage, let them be live and go their own ways, showing u who they are, patterns can character scar, innocent hearts and minds, vibrational frequency attracts/finds, energy exchanges and frictions, I'll be ur best healthiest addiction, so good finger licking, I love nipple tickling, scratching itches, outtalenting these fake ass whack rap bitches, without any lyrical wisdom substance and value, selling ur sexy soul simply cuz u think u have to!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/2/26

 

Heist The Zeitgeist

Got my head and beard did, so I'm looking and feeling sexy as shit, wait that doesn't make sense, I make people mad tense, cuz I'm super deep, all about genuine authenticity, that's just my nature/vibe, I'm a double Gemini always high guy, not a big drinker, more of an over thinker, yet I'm living and learning, rediscovering of my yearning, to make Joe Conscious part of the zeitgeist, revolutionizing a Transcendant Enlightenment like heist alright?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/2/26