Steep Climb Uphill Against The Grain

No good deed goes unpunished, why is watching other people's misery sort of funnish, capitalism causes competition, socialism will never come to fruition, like righteousness it's been bastardized, almost everyone judges expects plays pretend and lies, faking shit til u make it, leaves u naked wasted, and they're all laughing at u, the opposite of strapping and cool, don't label me fat dude, sorry I'm an old school romantic/prude, so I'm not slutty sleeping around, instead of tabloid comedy I'd rather be conscious truthful and profound, intelligence and raw talent, is as endangered as men who are honorable and valient, elders forget respect is earned not automatically given, I can't help thinking this is hell on earth we're living, evil corruption and greed, has taken power control and the lead, life's not fair and being nice don't get u paid, working like a slave to pay bills can't be our only fate, I'd rather choose the grave, hanging on listening to Pac's "Still I Rise" "Unconditional Love" and "Better Dayz", while my grandma religiously prays, I'm navigating this crazy maze, trying to lead by example, experiment with trial and error or get trampled, ain't got time for standing still, success is a steep climb uphill, totally against the grain, sick and tired of being labeled mentally unstable/insane, I'm simply an intensely passionate and driven artistic gemini, and I'm not a sinner wrong or a bad guy just cuz I'm a gay white rapper who loves making music and getting high, aint no relationship like me and Mary Jane, it eases my anxiety depression hurt and pain, it's in fact medicine, but I'm not justifying or defending myself to u again, take me as I am, and please stop stifling me with insisting no u can't!

Peace and 1,
JC
6/30/16

In The Gutter On The Shitter

I get the best rhymes sometimes taking a shit, lately I haven't been handling this morbid abyss, a crossroads limbo transitional phase, never really fit in with the straights or the gays, it ain't easy being a homo bro, and nobody really knows tho, a white lgbt activist poet rapper singer songwriter and very kinky, I'm a stubborn passionate genuinely nice kind hearted dramatic sensitive guys guy and a lil bit over thinkery, I'm a philosophical analyzer, an ask whyer while getting existentially higher, some say too serious and intense, most don't need therapy they simply need better quality friends, or a more loving supportive family, which doesn't include u if u can't tolerate like or even stand me, I hate lack of follow thru dude being ghosted or benched, I'm used to athletes with their sweaty man scents, in fact I kinda dig it, let me get a whiff or sniff, excuse the boner, hope u won't lay there like ur in a coma, u better wiggle and squirm, u literally saran wrapped duct taped worm, ironically a jock or daddy mummy, it's humiliating but hot sexy and pretty funny, my mind's always in the gutter, I'm a wild and crazy dirty mutha phucker, I don't watch porn I'm the star, stop being so sexually repressed and just express urself and what gets u all leaky chubby or better yet throbbing hard!

Peace and 1,
JC
6/27/16

Let The Indy Lead

Only being positive, avoiding and neglecting its opposite, is so damn pc, it frustrates and aggravates me, to absolutely no end, we can't be friends, I'm too antagonistic/sarcastic, ya'll are stepford robots made from plastic, like cancer ur hazardous, humans are fallible and disastrous, so afraid of the truth, we all are immigrants with transplanted roots, telephone is a fun game, explains why history is a waste of time and it's a damn lame shame, cuz we're doomed to repeat it, doesn't anybody else see shit, thru the bs and illusion of freedom change and choice, I think I'm this generation's revolutionary gay activist voice, profound and wise beyond my years, not afraid of shame fame or exploiting my flaws and fears, not too proud to cry or admit I'm wrong, not a cocky arrogant narcissistic dick cuz I know I write record and perform the best original songs, that have inspiring poetic lyrical thought provoking classic timeless messages, but can't seem to awaken the collective's consciousness from all these chemtrails mind control and subliminal sedatives, I just want this election to be over, put the power on Bernie's shoulders, and make Hill or Jill first female VP, and let the idealistic Jewish democratic socialist who's indy lead!

Peace and 1,
JC
6/26/16

Doesn't Make Any Logical Or Common Sense

I don't know what happy or love is, cuz like family friends hugs and education it's all money or business, I hate this life, ya'll so quick to invalidate my strife, keep ur worry and pity, along with ur misunderstanding of empathy vs sympathy, don't look down on me from ur self made pedestal, give sarcastic criticism while u pass judgment considering it helpful to meddle, perpetually hide behind innocent good intentioned white lies, without evidence or proof of harm or danger yet u still deny my right to smoke pot and get high, even tho it's medicine for my bipolar brain's adhd and my manic soul's anxiety, don't think u comprehend to me it seems ur paying lip service and trying to buy me, but my love can't be purchased thru materialistic possessions, take back ur false idols fake fairy tales and ur pretend affection that I was one of ur life's greatest blessings, forcing me to live out my safety net back up plan or second choice, cuz sorry to say babe but ur just an average Joe with a decent voice, ur way too intense unbalanced and not really that special, so negative serious and passionately mental, perhaps if u can just write for somebody else, none of ur bullying options nor unhypothsized opinions help, I don't need therapy or psych meds, don't ya'll understand I use meditation working out poetry pot and music instead, I just want to be wanted and needed by my family and friends, think about it from my end what ur absense and silence meant, no closure just ghosted and benched, being in butler twice just doesn't make any logical or common sense, when or why can't I have a lil intimacy validation or have u put the necessary energy into making some quality Joey V time, actually read or have a listen to one of my songs and rhymes, tell me which ones were killer lines, perhaps u have trouble following cuz that happens alot of times, the best way to solve that problem tho I find, is to simply press that classic magical button rewind, I promise the more u listen, ull existentially awaken to see and believe the conscious idealistic peaceful utopia I envision!

Peace and 1,
JC
6/22/16

My Magical Manifestation

I'm sorry I'm such a failure, but in my opinion I'm a way better songwriter than Adele Mariah Bruno Meghan and Taylor, and def any other hip hop artist, like Lauryn I feel I know I've worked the hardest, to both sing and rap, and not just do pop garbage whack crap, I guess I'm just a gullible naive sap, if I thought I cld tell a stranger I'm a gay white rapper and they wldnt scoff or laugh, I'm used to being underestimated and never appreciated, once born ur a slave and ur devalued/instantly depreciated, the world is ruled by money fear and hatred, they've bastardized virtuosity righteousness truth love and all that's sacred, I am not the enemy, I don't believe anyone who's ever said to be a friend to me, if u continue to help hurt me, I am absolutely capable and worthy, to do what I want and choose to do, and I will no longer apologize for saying what I mean finishing and actually following thru, especially when it comes to achieving success happiness and still fulfill my dreams, watch me prove u all wrong change the world and magically manifest what wasn't as impossible as ya'll made it seem, so now I know and learned the difference, between what's wrong with me and other people's misunderstanding discrimination and ignorance!

Peace and 1,
JC
6/21/16

Life Is A Nightmare

Can't sleep cuz of the nightmares, seems nobody cares, repetitive hollow bullshit I love yous, can't even empathically walk in my shoes, u can do anything u put ur kind mind to, oh except music dude, dad says so, my self esteem is low, I'm suicidal, can't afford pot varietals, keep working as a slave, but don't count on retirement or paid sick days, money is the root of all evil, and that's why I don't trust people, ya'll think it's the only purpose, lack of fun and consciousness really hurts us, I don't think I can get up from this homicidal rock bottom fall, I no longer believe in love or have faith at all so fuck ya'll, leave me alone, I no longer feel I have family or a home, I'm a lost abandoned pup, that has a ton of passion and talent but no luck, life ain't fair and it totally sucks, still waiting on my fed and state tax return bucks, but it's me and my fault cuz u say I'm lazy, u don't like me or wanna talk to me so that makes me clinically crazy, u cared more about ur precious car, u lied to me when u said just be true to who u are, somethings apparently shld never be tried, the day my family tag teamed and bullied me into not standing up for myself is the day both the music and my soulful spirit died!

Peace and 1,
JC
6/21/16

Respect Both Bible & Constitution

Sometimes I feel I need mental health, I'm sorry I didn't live life just for myself, everybody wants wealth, it's often hard to play the hand I've been dealt, lots and lots of impatiently waiting, over thinking and internally debating, I wear my heart on my sleeve, and once it's ripped out it no longer bleeds, the truth's written all over my face, I'll do whatever I have to or takes, look at the hope Hillary will provide women and girls today, maybe next we will see a POTUS that's gay, do u ever pray or talk to urself, a tall sexy jock stud makes my soul melt, thank god for my best friend Trevor, I wish ya'll cld understand he's straight married with children and I'll still always love him forever, there's more to love than money or sex, what ur supposed to do is try ur best, don't let anyone make u feel less, this game has no multiple choices I guess, is this all just a test, the confusing part tho, is Joe really a homo, or is this a phase and the Rhody's were right, when it comes to life liberty and the pursuit of happiness it ain't easy it's one hell of a fight!

Peace and 1,
JC
5/28/16

Very Superstitious

It's Friday the 13th and a full moon, at 11:11 my wish was it's 2 hours past noon, so I could go the fuck home, get ridiculously wicked stoned, and try to numb my mind and heart, don't even think a bolt of lightening could help restart, see RI has defeated my soul dreams and self confidence, to be quite frank straightforward and honest, I don't believe any of u when u say u care, I feel like Bon Jovi "Living On A Prayer", I have no shot in hell, when humanity is immune to my conscious spell, the question that keeps repeating over and over in my mind is why, I hate both mother nature and father time, mostly because we take them for granted, how come people by nature are greedy power hungry and underhanded, lies are never the answer only truth, it's not just what u say but if u follow thru and do too, it's all about personal responsibility and accountability, being righteous and virtuous shouldn't be bastardized and thought of as willy nilly/silly, my newer producer showed me that i don't like and refuse to use auto-tune, I will definitely be leaving soon, and there won't be any notice, u reaped and sowed this, ya'll bullied stifled and dismissed me, hypocritically and religiously, thank god tho for real family and friends, cuz their unconditional love never ends!

Peace and 1,
JC
5/13/16

The Reason Why Comes In Time

Totally unispired, surrounded by elite defeatists and judgmental flaky liars, I wanna move somewhere progressive, it wld be a miracle if Bernie got elected, we desperately need hope, he's so not racist anti gay or dope, I simply wanna pursue my hip hop music career, instead I'm stuck trapped in debt and fear, despite having man boobs and lacking hair, I know I'm sexy as hell dear, but I am constantly working on my confidence and bravery, most people are selfish greedy and shady, want to be scratched, never reciprocating back, riding coattails to fame fortune and success, I don't proclaim to know it all or be the best, thru trial and error I've learned what I want and like, I may be a gay peaceful pacifist but I'm not afraid to fight, if u don't ever express urself or ask, don't compare and complain cuz ur without or lack, believe me, my life is far from privileged or easy, I'm white and come from middle class, but I'm a genuine caring helpful nice guy so always finish last, fuck cash, I'd rather have true happiness not the illusion/mask, instead of putting my best forward first, I present and over share the worst, otherwise u don't deserve me, sorry not sorry I demand men be safe intimate open and trustworthy, I can't help I'm kinky, as much as the fact my masculine italian feet get pretty stinky, especially after a long day or work out, being a starving modern artist I've learned how to bout, use networking and resources to achieve ur dreams, nothing is as impossible as it seems, if u put ur mind to shit, have passion purpose and drive u can do it, the important take away point is to try and strive, never ever stop wondering and questioning why, open minds and eyes to see the signs, remember everything happens for a reason and in its own time!

Peace and 1,
JC
5/2/16

Simply A Mess

My life's strife and simply a mess, I'm so tired and stressed, who would've guessed, getting older means making less, but working more, and what for, to support other people, this system's corrupt and evil, everybody's useless selfish or feeble, the lack of truth love and justice is unfathomably unbelievable, I'm wicked jealous and spiteful, eternal sleep sounds delightful, at least I won't be crying tears, I wanna be done with fear and nightmares, most only pretend to care, wish happiness and fulfillment could be shared, please remember to pay attention to retrospection, forgetting inspection of reflection/projection, allows room for misrepresentation, stop gossiping hating, instead spread empathy and compassion, why be all talk when u get further taking action, I know I go crazy being bored and lazy, that's perhaps the reason I stay so foggy and hazy, existence is just better stoned/high, but it's essential medicine when ur too smart super sensative and a gay activist artist who's also a gemini!

Peace and 1,
JC
4/21/16

Progressive Left Side Of History Is Right

U might be able to outsmart me, but ull never out heart me, I'm an old soul, and won't stop til I've reached my ultimate goal, being financially sustainable following my passion, if education has no value then it should be free I'm stating just saying not asking, I'm watching the downfall of Clinton and corporate capitalistic culture, we the people esp the hardworking middle class are tired of liars and corrupt greedy vultures, so Bernie sparked a peaceful political revolution, he doesn't have a magic wand or all the answers/solutions, but at least he is honest and trustworthy, even can conjure the attention of a lil birdie, let's choose to live a more moral life, we need a leader who always strives to do what's just fair and right, fighting for us and the greater good, vote to demonstrate that hate loses to love like u know we need to and should, repetition can be annoying and silly, but I'll take the risk...let's be on the right side of history!

Peace and 1,
JC
4/9/16

Awake & Existentially Elevate

When I say fair I mean moral, how do u feel what mankind did to coral, polar ice caps and the animal population, humanity is becoming consumed by corporate elite abusive discrimination and hating, over seeking green renewable energy peace and fighting for love, shut up and just give someone a hug, it's time to awake, existentially elevate, stop this war on drugs faith oil free trade and thinking, fight corruption and greed instead so the good hearted hard working people can start winning, neither pot smoking nor homosexuality is sinning, there's a fine line between judgment and preference/opinion, if all u do is criticize offering no alternative better solution, fuck u and ur pollution, I'm tired of pc status quo folks saying "that's just the way it is", that's some assuming ignorance fear mongering evil immoral condescending bullshit, I ain't no robotic slave order following soldier, why does everyone get grumpy cynical and colder when getting older, I believe it's cuz we learn to see the truth, our hope and future relies solely on the youth, like Whitney sang "teach em well and let them lead the way", Michael Jackson wasn't a pedophile just like the gays, sometimes things can't be or are labeled wrong, I wish before u automatically dismiss me and my hip hop music take a moment to first truly listen to my songs, now let's go smoke a blunt bowl and a bong, have fun teaming together to compete and kick ass at beer pong!

Peace and 1,
JC
4/6/16

Music's Immortal Glory

I don't need a poem or a song, to remind me how my choices have been bad or wrong, I simply can look in the mirror, wish what's right and the truth were clearer, my life's being ruled by fear, why doesn't anyone seem to care, my soul's hope is dying, my heart's eyes keep crying, this depression is incessant, bad timing and luck got me super stressing, and nobody is to blame, I'm not good at the finding balance or equilibrium game, so lost in regret and shame, can't be both gutsy and tame, I ain't thinking straight, which is a good thing cuz I'm gay, isn't that ironic, perhaps I'll never be legendary or iconic, but I won't ever give up on my dreams, of selling out stadiums and winning a few Grammys, and maybe I'll only get to experience that when I sleep, but then again I've got my cd, the original soundtrack to my story, music's immortalized in all its glory!

Peace and 1
JC
3/22/16

Omission & Fear

Finally finding footing, I'd say I'm open but haven't been looking, not really into hookering, it isn't that I wouldn't I couldn't, I'm old school that way, even tho I'm gay, I'm not promiscuous like them, perfectly capable of platonic friends, more of a homo jock bro, so not superficial and u can't buy my love with dough, take the time to get to know me, make an effort so it doesn't feel one sided and lonely, sorry I go crazy when I'm bored, Italian boys don't like to cut the umbilical chord, the food is just too good, I was raised to do what's right and what we should, my folks gave me so much, except magical luck like the Midas touch, I'm the bipolar opposite, turn everything to shit, but sooner or later I'll figure out how to control my powers, fuck fifteen minutes of fame I want fifteen trillion hours, I'd then be able to make a real difference, it's true that things can change in an instant, music success would be like winning the lottery, the quality of our celebrities or lack thereof really bothers me, why don't we pay attention to what we value, getting rid of the gold standard was our biggest snafu, our cash became worthless paper, credit cards aren't doing us any favors, when did convenience become expensive, the corruption and greed is extreme and extensive, perhaps we're too far gone, embittered spiteful and scorned, tho I don't really believe that, we can't turn back time or go back, but stop sweeping crap under the rug, when u know why but rather throw ur hands up and shrug, pretending u have absolutely no idea, u my dear can tell who's evil cuz they manipulate using omission and fear!

Peace and 1,

JC

3/22/16

I Am Truth & Mirror

Is it bad to care and have too much hope, I think that's the side effect of dope, I mean besides the munchies, why doesn't America manufacture scrunchies, or anything for that matter, seems elite's pockets and bank accounts are getting fatter, surprisingly tho not their waistlines, cuz health food is heavily taxed/fined, it's absolutely ridiculous, the FDA pharmaceutical company's lobbyists and congress are all fricken hypocrites, it's disgusting and sad, makes me irate frustrated angry and plain mad, that we the people, are now fighting for the forces of the lesser evil, I can't make my obvious prophetic warnings anymore creatively clearer, perhaps I am truth and u just can't stand to look at me or in the mirror!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
3/20/16

It's Gotta Be My Choice

The choice ultimately is up to me, life's either a blessing or a burden so what's it gonna be, we ask so much of kids, we seriously need to reflect on how we live, what's our legacy, have I fulfilled my destiny, like Black Eyed Peas ask where is the love, right next to the truth and soul's holes dug, they died long ago, sold out for dough, so instead I'll take all the negativity pain greed and hate and use it, to keep making beautiful love inspiring conscious hip hop music, and when I finally succeed and achieve my dreams, even if u come crawling back begging and pleading on ur knees, sorry but I won't be sorry, and that doesn't make me conceited snarky or snotty, it's simply just how uve gotta be, I can no longer let judgmental nonconstructive criticism and opinion bother me!

Peace and 1,
JC
3/20/16

Take Back My Soul's Control

I've learned life's not fair and it sucks, blame me then cuz now I just don't give two fucks, I'm simply done, this is gonna start getting fun, ya'll definitely ain't ready, so stupid naive ignorant and all forgetty, constantly playing ditzy dumb and love ghosting, ya'll a bunch of greedy leeches trolling coattail riding and coasting, become dependent on entitlement due to consumption, corporate capitalistic culture's why Trump'll win, Hillary's saying sorry but will we be apologizing for her down the line, why do ya'll religiously tolerate/settle for mediocrity that's the way it is just ok and it's fine, ya'll can keep reading me bitch and wine, or u could help me by making an effort a donation or lending some of ur precious time, the lack of follow thru is disrespectful and disgusting, I'm not sorry if me and my truth is an inconvenient interruption, I've had enough of illusion misdirection and lies, I am not an evil bad person cuz I'm gay and get high, love is never wrong or a sin and pot is medicine, I'm not arguing about this again, supposedly we get what we give, but I never ever ever criticize people for their choices dreams or how they live, I'm over apologizing for being a decent nice guy, fear for me comes in the form of figuring out why, I got to learn to let go let shit be and just move on without anger or spite, with Love & Consciousness finally take back my soul's control of my own destiny and life!

Peace and 1,
JC
3/17/16

Can't Stop It

It's hard watching everyone surpass u, failure makes me feel like a fool, I smile to hide the pain, but I can't do that every day, I'm not perfect, but I believe me I'm worth it, unconditional support and love, I just want things to start looking up, being down so long, maybe I'm inherently wrong, just when I think it couldn't be worse, the attention gets misdirected towards talentless jerks, evil seems to be getting rich, our congress is a bunch of morally corrupt dicks, and the people are sheep, America's consumers buy cheap, but u get what u pay for, slaves are modern day whores, sick of government trying to stimulate the economy with wars, we've polluted the whole globe including seas and shores, we can't keep having record profits, I don't know if there is anything we can do now to stop it!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious Vacca
3/16/16

Expressing My Essence

I'm not pretty decent I'm fucking amazing, giving ya'll real classic old school hip hop we've been desperately craving, the only person I'm interested in saving, is me myself and I, I hate when fat overworking cig smoking alcoholics judge me for getting high, damn man don't u understand it's medicine, I hope someday I'll get out of the red and ahead again, cuz being broke sucks and it's depressing, support me and my form of expression, whether poetry or music, just cuz it's lucrative isn't why I do it, it's embedded in my heart soul and essence, spreading my love consciousness experiences truths and lessons, believe me tho I'm far from perfect, fame and fortune isn't worth it, especially if u don't make room or time for other people, sharing is caring and daring enough to fight the forces of evil, capitalism needs some reigning in, before the millenial ages begin, they are frightfully I'll prepared from being lied to spoiled and coddled, I mean come on now ya'll are playing into both Hillary and the Donald, Bernie also isn't the second coming of Christ, but at least he has good morals intelligence values compassion and empathy for a better quality life, he's about doing what's fair just and right, I really hope we wake up soon and see the light, I'm tired of having to bitch and gripe, but aren't u too over all this atrocity strife and plight?!

Peace and 1,
JC
3/15/16

Good Got Trump-ed By Evil

Some days finding the words to say, can be difficult cuz I'm lost in a haze, of overanalyzing and stressing out, will I inherit alzheimers heart disease or gout, I have some of the worst genes, notorious for oversharing and spilling the beans, it isn't always what shit looks like or seems, if it is too good to be true it usually is indeed, we have trouble distinguishing our wants from our needs, so consumed with power and greed, I'm more for socialism and fighting for the collective greater good, we miseducate our kids instead of doing all we could, to better existentially elevate, this country along with the rest of humanity could actually be great, if we fairly allocate our resources and redistribute wealth, stop being masogonistically predictable too proud to admit or ask for help, wish our government was more nurturing, this capitalistic business has no heart or soul and is really hurting, almost 99% which an overwhelming majority of people, guess we've reached the pinnacle turning point where good got Trump-ed by evil, I'm not sexist Clinton just isn't the answer, corrupt corporate culture has been globalized running rampant like The Plague Aids or cancer, Bernie is the only one holding them all accountable, this is a major crossroads where if we don't choose wisely the damage done will be insurmountable!

Peace and 1,
JC
3/13/16

Too Truthful Serious & Complicated

The 99% need to come together and fight, seems blue is the new white, we need to let love's light shine thru too tho, I could totally say I told u so, esp if ya'll vote Trump or Clinton in as POTUS, do u even know we reaped and sowed this, with corruption and greed, unable to distinguish unnecessary wants and essential needs, I'm so stressed out, I smoke trees/weed and write poetry instead of engaging in rage to bout, try to use my wits over fists, still working on not throwing pity parties temper tantrums or kiddy hissy fits, some say it's imperative to avoid the negative, stop being so damn sensative, like I'm a light switch not human, what the fuck are u ignorant sheeple doing, we only get one world and life to live, receiving is nice but it's more important to give, shouldn't be too serious or complicated, cuz it'll make u unpopular and hated, the truth hurts them, karma brings shit right back again, please don't hide feeling crabby or crappy, sorry but ur a hypocritical liar if ur only pretending to be happy!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
3/11/16

What My Mind's Eye Imagined

The truth is only negative to liars, I don't advertise with commercials nor paper flyers, I use good ole fashioned word of mouth, and like my heart it's big proud and loud, not to mention I've got loads of soul, why's the world and it's peeps growing so cold, has hate won, workaholics neglect fun, we need more vitamin d, trade should be fair not free, cuz nothing can be, except if it exacerbates corporate greed, ain't no magic money tree, it's been repeatedly said and engrained, imagine if we could use the full potential of our brains, wonder if we'd have telepathy, why do u believe ur better than me, tho we're different we're also the same, wish I knew the levels and the rules of the game, life simply sucks sometimes, feel trapped and emprisoned in these skyline confines, when there's a whole other world going on in my mind's eye, no matter how hard I try and try and try, I ain't gonna lie I stay up nights and cry, been struggling overanalyzing why, it just doesn't pay to be the nice guy!

Peace and 1,
JC
3/11/16

Not Just Change But Progress

I notice a change in me, less negativity, even when it's in my best defense, trying to empathically perceive thru another's lens, I value morals more and common sense, learning most haters are mad at themselves, usually the one pointing fingers needs the real help, we've become numb from just settling for the pc status quo, money means power tho, so now unless u got it, ur a worthless piece of shit, people's judgments shouldn't matter, who cares who's the most oppressed feminine fatter or blacker, superficialism is ignorant and short sighted, stop ignoring intolerance and fight it, question everything, laugh dance and sing, smoke pot instead of drinking, start using our hearts when thinking, the middle class is shrinking to almost nonexistent, the end is perhaps nearer than it appears since time flies by in the blink of an instant, I hope love is stronger than hate, progress will only happen when all unite and fight including blacks women and gays, I don't normally pray, but I have a dream like Martin that humanity finds peace some day!

Peace and 1,
JC
3/10/16

Super Duper Happy & Finally Fulfilled

U should know I've burned bridges, and made many bad decisions, but I'm only human, really have no clue what I'm doing, lots of trial and error, why are modern times defined by so much fear and terror, money is the root of all evil, I don't know I think it's ignorant sheeple, who always follow never take the lead, don't u hate when ur about to take the stage and u have to pee, seems I'm cursed with bad timing, but the universe makes it up to me with this sick ability of rhyming, even tho I'm consistently a very late bloomer, I look at artists like Sam Smith Harrison Ford and Amy Schumer, who didn't make it until later in life, there's something to be said for keeping the faith in the midst of severe strife, there's no specific time line, is working temp jobs living at home with ur folks at 33 still fine, it's hard not to see the reflection of a failure, hope to have success like Mariah Tupac Beiber or Taylor, hard to see or believe, having a career with longevity, maybe my album will be more epically legendary and colossal like The Miseducation Of Lauryn Hill, to tell the truth just doing and pursuing the music I love will make me super duper happy and finally fulfilled!

Peace and 1,
JC
3/8/16