Shouldn’t Mess With The Gift

I ain't the one to be messed with, I am the gift, and I come with favor, don't require much labor, just reciprocity, what really bothers me, is being taken for granted, I gave u an advantage, not starting u in the red, but u made ur bed, and I let them, say that again, they'll show u who they are, lack soul and heart, has neither compassion nor empathy, pathetically attacking someone so legendary, the damage done is insurmountable, cuz that's what happens when u don't hold urself accountable!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/30/25

Hope Ur Loudly Proud Of Me

I'm not gonna lie, but I know on the other side, that my dad, always has my back, he loved me fiercely, defended me dearly, a magnificent human, the soundboard for anything I was doing, not only did he protect, but taught how to respect, especially when it's right, we all have a stake in this fight, family values matter, there ain't no rather, in fact I would choose them again in any life, whether black or white, I'll wear my gray loudly, happy heavenly birthday pops I hope ur proud of me!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/30/25

Which Do U Choose

I extended an olive branch, not to give him another chance, but to find peace, I finally forgave me, I learned what I needed to, it was something I believed to be true, cuz it's what u do not say, I hope we all eventually navigate our way, thru all the chaos and confusion, money and fame are simply illusions, rooted in evil, both God and the devil are within people, so I ask what y'all wanna do, which path will u inevitably choose?

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/28/25

Passion Action

Since in this life u can't have it all, I had to remove a brick from my wall, and discovered underneath what I couldn't live without, which has been my biggest bout, that's finding my person, somebody not too busy working, who can reciprocate friendship support and love, a guy that is himself whole and already enough, willing to both give and take, vibrates with authenticity/isn't fake, needs maturity communication and passion, each and every day choosing me with action, not just empty words, cuz lacking that in relationships is for the birds!

Peace and 1 

Joe Conscious 

6/27/25

Home Alone

Must not have that much clout, perhaps y'all just got pride burnout, please don't take it out on me, I show up religiously, been in the game for over a decade and a half, why are these sheeple so damn daft, stop giving ur money, to already rich corporations hunny, enough already, make Marijuana totally legal not simply medically, why can't this whole administration be impeached, instead they teach to be ignorant/weak, leaving well enough alone, but what happens when that normalizes making complicity home?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/26/25

Life Right

Is it wrong I want to be validated, how about applauded and congratulated, for a job well done, and nobody had to cum, to get where I got, no u can't stick it in my butt, I don't fuck friends or strangers, people don't realize the danger, they may be negative but have herpes, u should know deep down that ur worthy, one night of pleasure, isn't something to be treasured, a long happy and healthy life, is what we all aspire and believe to be living right!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/26/25

Y'all Colder Now Pride's Over

Now that Pride is over, y'all went right back to being colder, from thousands of views to 11, guess I'm not goin to heaven, why does this keep happening, totally crying more than laughing, when will my time come, I really want fame before my life's done, since I was never rewarded with true love, I've told God I've had enough, of this hell on earth, fuck reincarnating/rebirth, I have more connections on the other side, it's such a shame u couldn't show me how u felt before I died!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/26/25

Free Me

Trying to be cognitive, of remaining positive, at least less focused on what I lack, hoping y'all talk good behind my back, in rooms I'm not in, wish being gay wasn't perceived a sin, can we just change already, I miss life being steady, boy was I stuck in a bubble, always loved trouble, but the innocent fun kind, stayed away from those entangling legal binds, no adult record, impressed by all that I've weathered, my resilience is unmatched, I don't feel the need to escape or detach, in fact I'm proud of what I manifested, instead of wasting precious time I consciously invested, in bettering me, so at this point I am living completely and totally free!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/25/25

Maturity Over Purity

Tho being his friend has come to an end, I still will find love and rise again, it's abundant, onto the next incumbent, please be mature and stable, willing to communicate and able, to take accountability, even if it's for something silly, show maturity, don't need perfection or purity, I want authentic and real, don't match my energy just to steal, be urself, don't ask for help, play victim over and over, put all ur weight on my shoulders, u got in this mess, so I'm finna stay away and remain blessed!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/24/25

Fire The Liars

Not gonna lie guys, I'm coming down from a Pride high, so much support and love, but it just never seems to last long enough, it's like Christmas once it's passed, we all wish we could get that magical feeling back, why can't we show up everyday, in a consistent persistent way, actually find unity, amongst a divided lgbtq community, like each and every one of us belongs, no one is living wrong, the trick is to be authentic and genuine, u don't have to be intelligent, we should simply know to always show kindness and respect, hold accountability to those we elect to serve and protect, but if it turns out ur another fake ass liar, y'all gotta be publically exposed and ultimately fired!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/24/25

Crime Time

Wish y'all wouldn't blame me, and understand it was severe grief, I put enough on myself, always tried to help, even at my own detriment, yes I'm an inherent, but that isn't defining, I'm not whining, I'm asking not to be labeled, my life isn't fabled, it really happened, and while ur sitting there laughing, showing that u never cared, personified my biggest fears, I'd give my all to the wrong one, make me the villain cuz I'm done, u never made the effort nor time, fumbling my love was ur crime, not mine, I'll be fine!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/24/25

Decide To Celebrate A Happy Great Pride

Wanna inspire and empower, every rejected disenfranchised lost or forgotten wallflower, to truly know understand and feel, unconditional love and family for real, ur now a part of mine, I'll hug and hold u to reinforce it'll be ok/fine, in fact even better, thru whatever we need to weather together, lean on me, tap in to my frequency, since authenticity is the highest vibration, let ur freak flag fly coming out ur closeted hibernation, it's finally time to unapologetically decide, ur gonna live ur best most fulfilled life to celebrate and have a happy great Pride!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
6/20/25

See & Believe

This year's Pride, is dedicated to my mom who died, less than a year ago, she was legit my hero, her kindness and grace, consistently amazed, she touched so many lives, it's been hard to survive, without her presence, I get caught up with resentment, not having my sister here, has tremendously added to the fear, am I strong enough, will I ever find my chosen family who'll love, since it's hard to understand me, if y'all could've experienced my beautiful family, ud actually see, even tho it seems impossible to believe, they were literally the best, and because of them I'm the very definition of blessed!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/20/25

Annoying Avoidant

U will not make me miss or hide, going to this year's Pride, just cuz ur an ass, u will never allowed to come back, or be a part of my life, u had an opportunity to do what's right, instead u tried to gaslight, created a fake fight, making urself the victim yet again, I'm hurt and disappointed u weren't my real friend, u simply used me, rather abusively, neglectful and avoidant, dismissing me isn't only annoying, it's quite disrespectful, ur definitely unelectable, for the world's best human, spreading truth love and consciousness is what I'm doing!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/20/25

All Walls Fall

Anger is a healthy emotion, doesn't have to cause commotion, nor must it be destructive, a lack of communication and understanding's damn reductive, for all of my faults, I don't hide shit behind vaults, I build bridges not walls, Phoenix like resilience after every fall, kinda miraculous/magic, but I've wicked fucking haddit, with being repeatedly disrespected, without my family I feel dissed and unprotected, now it's divine tho, give it time Joe, keep matching up what u say and do, truly believe deep dude everything is working out for u!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/18/25

Used U

U can avoid and dismiss, be so ugly u pretend I don't exist, I'm fine with that, talk bad behind my back, the truth always comes out, ur a battle I won't bout, karma got u, he discarded when of no use, actually did me a huge favor, I'm my own savior, not urs, even if down on all fours, I refuse to forgive, there's no words to excuse what u did, just grow the fuck up, thanks for reminding to give myself grace and love, I'm not too much, ur simply not enough, that doesn’t feel good, sucks being gaslit/misunderstood!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/18/25

Ain't No Munk Nor Hunk

Putting up a boundary isn't beef, just cuz u can't be my friend doesn't mean I'm ur enemy, I don't hold hate or seek revenge, let's make peace and get bent, talk shit thru, take accountability for what u didn't do, and if u can't that's ok, ur simply insecure ignorant and afraid, ur still young, ur not holding ur tongue, u honestly don't know or have anything to say, false propheting is never the way, u ain't no munk, nor a hunk, cuz authenticity is key, we can't fight but rather should surrender to whatever is meant to be!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/18/25

Be A Friend Again

Life is worth living and loving, never enough hugging and cuddling, so many lack intimacy, incapable of admitting they're into me, which is silly, can't predict compatibility, let's hang and make moments, if u make a mistake own it, please don't dismiss and avoid, that's the quickest way to get me annoyed, problems follow wherever u move, sorry isn't something u say u prove, otherwise words are just empty, maintain but give grace and empathy, make reciprocity the golden rule again, if u really want one then how about u be a friend!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/17/25

Coversation Isn't Confrontation

A single transgression, shouldn't remain transcendant, unless it's a pattern, same mistake 3 to 7 times doesn't just happen, it's a choice, giving accountability a voice, isn't enough my love, taking action to change is tough, believe me I know, an I'm sorry apology needs proof tho, which only comes with action, u don't have to mask ur passion, communicate true feelings, why can't u stop hurting others hoping to help and try healing, break out of victim's prison, open up ur eyes heart and ears to listen, find compassion/understanding, educating isn't reprimanding, having a raw intense honest conversation, doesn't mean it'll be a negative confrontation, it's called adulting, and ur inept neglect's actually rather immature disgusting and insulting!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/17/25

Stubborn Streak Pique

My new cutoff game is getting stronger, who can last longer, apparently I have a stubborn streak, I don't believe I've reached my pique, my best moments are still ahead, it's weird that all my immediate family is dead, I have at least 3 guardian angels, not interested in getting entangled, unless a guy can add to my life, stop taking advantage of my nice/light, I don't deserve that, talk only good behind my back, and rooms I'm not in, decided to pick myself up again and rebegin!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/17/25

Boundarying Up With Grace & Love

Instead of judging my reaction, it's wiser to question what happened, to get me to that point, I was so frustrated angry and annoyed, I didn't wake up one day, and just suddenly decide to lash out with hate, if u never communicate properly, misunderstanding is more than probably, it's almost guaranteed, I no longer feel the need to have to please, I'm boundarying up, showing myself unconditional grace and love, cuz I'm enough, and losing me was ur karmic tough luck!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
6/16/25

Focused & Driven This Life I'm Manifesting/Living

It may not be in good taste, but where's the grace, I freely gave everyone else, yet no one can reciprocally help, that's some bs, and yes now I think and feel less, especially of u, played me like a fool, and that's ok, I don't regret mistakes, I learn and grow, that old version of Joe, no longer exists, way more mindful of who and how much I give, cuz that's within my control, my soul will never be sold, I'll stay independent and driven, focused on this beautiful life I’m manifesting/living!

Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious 
6/16/25

Don't Be A Big Dick/Bitch

I get consumed with laughter, when someone tries to attack my character, I have truth on my side, and nothing to hide, I always take responsibility for my part, I vulnerably share both my soul and heart, it's automatic really, I'm not hurty I'm healy, but I fumble and make mistakes, yet also do what it takes, to make amends, I am a great friend, u can ask any of mine, don't be a big dick/bitch and wine, did absolutely nothing to him, being a neglectful dismissive avoidant is the sin that did him in, pointing that out doesn't mean I win, I'm just done forgiving another intentional below low blow to my guts trust pride ego or chin!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/16/25

Father's Day My Way

I'm so grateful for the family I had, especially when it comes to my dad, he was just a good human, supportive of anything I was doing, as long as I was happy, he wasn't very rappy, but loved music, eventually got used to it, hip hop blaring thru the speakers, a great VP and teacher, got into landscaping and dogs too, his one rule, never live life worried about money, most people die in debt hunny, that shit doesn’t really matter, take care of ur credit score and character, fuck being employed, try to find love and joy, show tribute in my own special way, I'm wishing him another happy heavenly Father's Day!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

6/15/25