Happy Me/We

Don't diminish my fight, try to dim my magical bright light, ur not even human, can't comprehend what I'm doing, just how revolutionarily special and unique I am, most won't accomplish what I have in their lifespan, but what's pretty profound, is I took the long way around, made every single choice, navigating the consequence of neglecting my own voice, which wasn't discovered nor developed, is mindful compassionate consciousness enveloped, or like neither my reputation/character, such seriousness and grief needs extreme laughter, please appease and agree with me, geeze...we can all simply be happy!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/31/26

Shadowy Hurt Work

Comfortable exploring paradoxes rather than trying to resolve them, can we utilize mindfulness intelligence and start evolving, transcendence is possible, bettering ur circumstance is probable, but u gotta wanna actually change, and for many sheeple it's too strange, to do the shadowy work, sit with and observe the internal hurt, talk to urself, family and friends are mirroring soundboards to help, like Brandy sings "angels in disguise", magic in plain sight hides, in everything there's reasoning and meaning, it all comes in waves of timing and greeting new chapters/seasons!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/31/26

Modest Honest Simplistic Richness

Leaning into absurdity and I won't apologize, go ahead and believe the assumption/gossip/lies, ur gumption is real, sorry not sorry u can't deal with how I feel, my creative wordplay can make even ai laugh, what next will it say it shat, we ain't having the same conversation, rarely engage in confrontation, only non violent and educational, marijuana can be both medicinal and recreational, way better than booze and cigs, it's not my job to censorship my artisticness for kids, it's more authentic to remain honest, despite all the great richness stay humble simplistic and modest!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/31/26

Why's The Storm Norm

Last day of May, who knew things would turn out this way, not sure if it's good or bad, holding onto the memories of a life we used to have, filled with holiday joy and cheer, religiously relentless each and every year, just like clockwork, wanna see that hot jock twerk, better shake that ass fast, Mrs Dash that Monstah Mash, Google it bitches, I believe in magic warlocks and witches, the protégé of Gandalf the wizard, two things can be true like loving and hating a blizzard, we talking ice cream or a storm, how did we get to place where misunderstanding is common sense/the norm?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/31/26

Bent Consent

Stop making important decisions without my consent, did y'all ever consider ur the reason I stay so bent, taking away my right to choose, is autonomous abuse, u don't know what's better, future situations I must weather not together, cuz my whole family is dead, I no longer have my own bed, in fact I don't own anything, except the poetry and music I write rap and sing, and even then, more acquaintances than real genuine friends, since they're not nouns but actions, lucky/blessed to have found my purpose service and passion, only time will tell, if life here on Earth is heaven or hell!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/30/26

We All Fall Y'all

I've had a bad day or 2, but even if I have a few, show me the grace I give y'all, everybody must fall, how u react defines ur character, in serious times its hard to find the laughter, in darkness ur superpower is joy, I'm so grateful for my voice, plus my adhd/bipolar mind, if I could press a button to magically rewind, I would tell my mom how disappointed, all this Trust stuff could've been avoided, why don't people die perfect, I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy thinking life wasn't worth it, should've passed down my inheritance honorably, instead of taking away my autonomy!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/30/26

Butterfly High

Quite simply R.I.P., to the old version of me, I'm the chosen one, who's work is never done, what is it y'all do, haven't dealt with a quarter of the grief I went thru, it's not even a competition, wish ud actually stop to listen, pay attention to my needs, my wishes dreams and beliefs, let's come up with a long game plan, many perceive me to be an insane man, cuz I smile and find joy, being an orphaned single gay starving artist technically unemployed, still a resilient bright light, who like Jean Gray transforms into the Phoenix to fight, no longer caterpillaring I'm a butterfly, double Gemini vibrating high!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/30/26

Soul Control

Taking all the rage grief pain and anguish, trying to metabolize it all thru language, that volatility can be hard to live thru, but watch what I personally and artistically do, always leaned into music and marijuana, moreso than sex and drugs even tho I kinda wanted ta, escapism is never the answer, repression and avoidance is the leading cause of cancer, besides the man-made toxic poisonous food and air, our own government exercises hoarding tendencies and drastic tactics using fear, as a disciplinarian tool to control, while it seems the wealthiest/billionaires bought and paid for enslaving our collective energetic soul!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/29/26

Aligning Divine Design

My poems are like live wire, the tension gives em voltage/fire, they haven't yet cooled into philosophy, now nothing seems to stop me, tho I'm definitely not unbothered, I hope Trump isn't martyred, he's a con man and not even good, why is the truth so misunderstood, how did they bastardize the angels, we perceive everything from different angles, mine wasn't malicious vicious nor intentional, all human beings are uniquely multi dimensional, created by divine design, if we finally tune and align our vibrational frequency we'll be just fine!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/29/26

This Faggot Has Had It

I'm not gonna stare into the darkness, I know I'm becoming numb/heartless, may be gay and white, but got a lot of soul and righteous fight, with more than enough light and love, to support and help raise the collective consciousness up, mindfulness transcending, timeline realigning bending and blending, is it the best, life seems to be a test, just some dumb exclusive heteronormative tragedy, no homo romance allowed so y'all are probably laughing at me, what a wicked pitiful father fucking faggot, this existence has been utterly sadistically bitterly cruel and I've simply had it!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/29/26

I Blind

What they're doing isn't tough love it's cruel, y'all are the fool, if u think I'm special needs, fuck supplemental that shit's all me, honestly I'm disgusted, nobody can be trusted, which destroys my will til try thrive or even live, I should just take and never give, bastardizing righteousness, I'm bright white light with no idea how to fight this, delusional narrative of toxicity/poison, they don't care to see or hear the truth I'm voicing, out of sight and mind, many can't hear understand or find, so in this timeline matrix I'm Helen Keller deaf dumb and blind, but yet on the outside vibrate so high i have to rely solely on only me myself and I!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/28/26

Last Poem Unknown

Don't know how to deal with this, to the outside world I sit in rich bitch bliss, but it simply doesn't exist, I don't have ur perceived privilege, in fact I'm a prisoner of my mom, she did such irreparable harm, declaring me special needs, she stole my autonomy, I hate her for that, I'm paying for the trust she lacked, I can't forgive nor forget, now I'm just all set, this was the nail in the coffin for me, I have no more hope faith or belief, so much unknown, honestly this might be my last poem, maybe even day here in hell on Earth, I finally have no more will to live/wish I was never birthed!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/28/26

Career Fear

Feeling very unmotivated lately, like the world got tired of and hates me, my complaints so privileged they're out of touch, just cuz I had unconditional familial love, and now I don't, if u want me to subserviently fall in line I won't, I challenge authority, fuck the majority, they're usually wrong, probably can't comprehend the poetic lyricism in my song, thinking art isn't a career, u instill antirevolutionary fear, creatives have the real power, time for women to have their tower hour!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/28/26

Disciplinedom Wisdom

I don't know how to live paranoid, not trying to replace and refill the void, u get 1 mom and dad, don't appreciate what u had, until it's all gone, nobody knows me from when I was born, extended family faking care, boomers hoard and use fear, they only see money, neglect is never funny, but it's not my job to break generational curses, u know what's worse is, being micromanaged used and conserved, the only thing I ever really learned, they don't teach knowledge and wisdom, only dictate and lecture in disciplinedom!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/26/26

Too True Thru & Thru

Gotta say life has been pretty great, lately I've been lifting weight, not in a gym, but in releasing to rebegin, a new phase/chapter, and what I'm chasing after, is actually inward looking, almost kinda self hookering, loving and liking myself, enjoying freedom wealth and my health, I chose to put me first, transmuted all the pain grief and hurt, turning it into beautiful art, baring my whole soul and bleeding heart, passionately pushing thru, til all my hopes wishes and dreams ultimately come true too!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/23/26

Injecting Light Like Inception

U can't follow thru with plans u already made, perhaps I'm seeing this whole time uve been fake, playing u care, injecting inception chaos and fear, as if ur the only savior, but u show us who u are thru ur behavior, ur life is a mess, gonna talk less, and stop showing up, cuz there ain't no love, don't even have self like, y'all shadowed by my wealth of light, no agenda hidden, why are so many adults kidding, u can learn to miss me while I'm gone, I'm done with u and ur bs uve been warned!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/22/26

Interesting Gesturing

I'm just gonna go quiet, love antagonistically denying shit, simply trying to keep things interesting, y'all don't wanna know or see my internal gesturing, I'm sick of the same old bs, I'm not a mind reader playing the game of guess, to prove I'm right, I'd rather not fight, honestly I'm tired and drained, stifling local notoriety and fame, complaining about what's the point, cuz ur irritated and annoyed, we're all going thru turmoil, our patience has come to a boil, so many ready to snap, won't tell the truth to my face rather betray me behind my back, that's ok, maybe it's time to finally move away!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/21/26

Obligation Confrontation

I need tomorrow to go well, the past few years have been hell, done tremendous processing working on healing, creating has been therapy soundboarding feelings, throwing spaghetti at the wall, acting surprised when something sticks slightly then falls, go play dumb amongst other fools, my inheritance isn't ur tool, just cuz u think or say so, I'm done remaining silent/laying low, taking control back, my autonomy majorly lacked, gonna show up with questions prepared, there's no more fear here to dare share, wanting clarity isn't confrontation, perhaps y'all gotta learn the art of communication's a societal obligation!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/21/26

Can't Yet Find Peace Of Mind

Got a ton on my mind, peace is hard to maintain let alone find, why do strangers see me better, y'all don't make time nor effort to experience life together, since my family isn't hosting, there ain't no more coasting, thanks for showing I'm not a priority, I never used to fit the gay label of lesser than nor minority, saying the f word doesn't offend me, my sexuality isn't my entire identity, nor anybody's business really, if ur uninterested in building with me, then like Jojo sings "just get out...leave", I'm totally ok taking fiduciary care of me...esp financially, best for u both to respectfully bow out/step down, the irreparable harm caused by ur neglect's been profound!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/21/26

No More Martial Law War

What I really want in life, if u can alleviate some of the stress and strife, then just do it, be a positive force or conduit, otherwise honestly die already, I'm sick of the boomers fucking us over steadily, micromanaging us disguised as protection, both sides corrupted and rigged elections, waiting for the masses, to finally get on up off their asses, to revolutionarily protest, but truly the way we vote best, make the entire populous matter most so they ultimately decide, perhaps government sponsered history indoctrinated us all with one great big giant fraudulent illusion/con job/lie, nobody wants anymore of ur distraction wars, causing psychological chaos and confusion trying to evoke martial law, it won't happen, we the people will prosper as the last ones laughing, this time saying no thanks, taxpayers are done being exploited bailing out everyone else including bad businesses and banks, but just not us, why doesnt MAGA and Trump administration understand the whole globe hates their guts!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/21/26

Human Doings Ruining

Tough conversation situations, don't like insinuations, wtf is this supplemental shit/special needs, in life y'all must be in the weeds, people aren't just energy and money, governmental leadership or lack thereof is what's funny, but in a tragic sad way, when the terrorists are labeled the trans and gays, like love is the problem, arguing never solves em, inaction procrastination and neglect, destroyed checks and balances needed to protect, our God given inalienable rights, good luck when traumatized victims discover they're powerful lights, inspiring and frictioning, we aren't robotic slave human doings rather beings just simply existing!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/21/26

Mainstream Needs Me Seen

I'm beginning to see the need, to be seen in mainstream, there's nobody like me, masculine acting openly gay white queen, actually more like a king, got alot of soul and can rap and sing, especially performing live, poetry and hip hop music's where I thrive, authenticity is my currency, AI ain't be worrying me, I'm brilliantly human/individually unique, people should pay attention when I speak, call me too intense or deep, instead of letting fear rule I leaped, finally a consequence from my own choice, took me decades to hone both my persona and his potentially timeless classic voice!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/26

Crooking While We Ain't Looking

Unless u pay my bills I pay no mind time or energy, what people think of me or my legacy, is none of my business, when I read special needs I said what is this, how dare u, do u even care dude, ur my uncle, punching my financial balls with brass knuckles, my dad's rolling over in his grave, while big sis probably enraged, trying to misalign my divine right, inherited money family but most importantly love and light, u were supposed to do right by me even if nobody's looking, of course u wanna avoid probate when ur crooking!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/26

Con Don's Lob Slop Job

Orphaned choosing my new family, y'all don't have to understand me, just show love and respect, it is ur fiduciary duty to care and protect, do ur job, not simply pitch some lob slop, thinking I'm gonna block my blessings, I'm gonna keep em guessing, I have enough money and I don't want the responsibility/power, this is evil's reign's final hour, good always triumphs, can't help ask why Trump, how could u not see the con, exciting to watch the downfall of all those attached to the Don!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/26