U Too Lose Metaphorical Shoe's Truths

This trust stuff has got to love on, how did this all manifestedly con, what did my mom think of me, was this just my uncles' greed, this is very diabolical to believe, unautonomously free, betrayed for over 2 years, broke unhomed is leaving me terrifyingly scared, like why is this even happening, this story seems so fabledly tall tailingly dramatic it's baffling, 1000000% true, all this gaslighting abuse spewed is impossibly hard to see thru, can't even ask what Jesus would do, he's neglectfully invisible too, when will this prevalent evil lose, eventually y'all will take turns walking in not mine but similar shoes!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/1/26

Life's Lottery's Autonomy

Tiredly exhausted being the moral compass/police, can't wait for when the maga movement retreats, they should be running away, in evilly deeply unconscionable shame, lucifer ain't got shit on u, the end game's aloof, not the tunnel's light, got tons of spite to fight, underneath a whole lotta multi layered extreme grief's hurt, how dare anyone say to go to school again or work, won't willingly give up my autonomy, inheritance isn't like winning ticketed lottery, the entrusted specificity includes these, requirements of unconditional fiduciary duties, so now it's gaveledly in judge's hands, this level of emergency seems uncourteously impossible to digestibly understand!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/1/26

Banged Change

Somehow hanging in there, unruled by fear, but that doesn't mean I'm ok, never felt oppressive betrayal/hate, until now, their raised eyebrows are from sheer shock, we the people have victory on lock, mostly cuz love, always wins when lifting each other up, Erin-O wrote that in a hook, why are lgbs overlooked, perhaps sexuality isn't our identity, why y'all consider the t to be an obscenity, who decides these rules, checks and balances used to be righteous justice's huge tool, instead we got Trump, useless as a molehilled lump, time to vote better, the 70% anti maga independent need to unite and fight together, in order for the collective to change, uncover ur mind's eyes with bangs!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

10/1/26

Left Or Right's Sight's Light Fight

This level of absurd self-awareness, can't be declared carelessness, expressing darkness and light, exposing my inner spiritual/mental fight, a double Gemini guy, presumptuously means 4 voices inside, diaried stream of consciousness, authenticity's vulnerability's slightly obnoxious bliss dissed, feared as scary, who decided girls to be unhairy, so much unnecessary work, patriarchy's such a hardy misogynistic jerk,  while evil literally lurks now in plain sight, and like Mike ignites "it don't matter if ur black or white" right?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/30/26

Hellish Jealousness

Cynicism isn't sarcastic hope, don't be a nihilistic anarchist/dope, shouldn't elope with an ai trope, remember the humanistic soul's scope, consciousness transcendant, stop trying to make robotics sentient, techys playing God while bastardizing trans, must take money outta politics stance, redefine democratic socialist non communist narrative's dance, which is intellectually hard to understand, maybe they don't hate scholars they're just jealous, that kinda ignorant immature stupidity's gotta be hellish!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/30/26

Infamous/Notorious Victorious

I know I'll be victorious, infamous/notorious, due to resilent self love and grace, tremendously unconditional hope and faith in spades, but I don't know why, I'm just an average Joe kinda guy, cordial normal, occupying or surviving extreme grief could be a portal, to a new timeline just mine, souls entwined vines like time, tick tocked yin yang, poetry and music the same thang, imagine life without art, can't be human unless got a beating heart, transcendent conscious mind, no rewind to find, infinitely cycling beginnings as also ends, reincarnated mates are our mirroring angelic friends!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/28/26

Wits' Skits/Imprints

Behind the fantastical illuminati big dreamed conquering schemes/sckizms, y'all should listen to my not naively blind positivity that's hard earned authentic idealism, unmatrixing this illusioned prison system unjust and unmoral, how can I be complicitly's cordial, I'm done giving grace to others, being the ideal lil or bigger brother, cuz I lost my only big sister, and I severally deeply miss her, at this point in my life, extreme grief's plight and strife, stifling my light at the end of the tunnel, fuck suffering's insufferable funnel, kids in adult skins, without maturity's infinitely wisdomous wits, this ain't comedic skits, literal legacy's futuristically forever nostagically imprints!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/27/26

Much Light & Love & Such

Take the opportunity to seize, stop trying to sheeple please, I'm struggling balancing capitalism with moral integrity, nobody can be better than me, let's just collab, I don't feel the need to take jabs, esp at somebody else, usually only speak of/make fun of myself, afterall that's all I really know, not a stereotypically labeled trove, of treasures untold, taught from negatively reinforcing punishing's scold, I know I'm old yet respect my wisdom, fuck ur narcissistic selfish boomer kingdom, y'all should've passed the baton with mentoringishly grace, understand patience's pace, but damn this shit's way too much, don't feel safe to spread authentic unconditional light and love and such!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/27/26

Fatter Matters

A creative space, is not a peaceful place, so where do I go now, wondering not why or when but how, my life's a mess, back to just guess, without a familial core, publicly exciting/personally a bore, simply normal whatever that means, cordial to fanatical fiends, that's not a judgment, despite y'all begrudging, jelly for real, uninterested in my experience's feel, so remain stuck, in-between success and suck, failing at rollercoastering, humbly unbolstering, as if I don't even matter, as long as everybody else's pockets get fatter!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/27/26

Pedaled Settle

Hoping to turn my energy around, life lately has been rather profound, with wisdom I've gained, from extreme grief and pain, but yet I find love and light, stand up for what's right, even when nobody's looking, cuz evil be hookering, and there's nothing wrong with sex, feel like it's all just a test, are u gonna continue to settle, action isn't electric u gotta pedal, friend is a verb, do u know ur own value and worth, or is insecurity showing, focus less on hoping more on growing, since the only thing aging, is probably my impatience, altho privelege is acknowledged, intelligence isn't always found in college!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/26/26

Crazy Lazy

Help me understand y'alls enthusiasm, did ur curiosity have a quick single spasm, then u decided I'm not worthy,  ur lack of support hurts me, what I do for u, isn't obviously huge, but complimenting more than criticizing, what I'm finally realizing, is we're all craving attention, unagendaed/unuseful love is a blessing, that's what's called truly unconditional, not every poem is meant to be listenable, which doesn't make me lazy, 57 written in one month's crazy, 386 this year so far, at that level output isn't hard, but is it good, it's not my responsibility or business to be understood!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/26/26

Par Bar

U can be wise af and can't intelligently help, others or urself, we have collective richness and wealth, so let's pay for everyone's basic housing education and health, which includes quality food too, not this poisonous toxic gobbledygook/goo boo, ain't that the truth, for girls trans and dudes, totally different yet similarly same, iconically ironic synchronicity, pretty twilight zoned deja vuey quite literally, don't shoe or poo poo my woo woo, success like happiness and the horizon are elusively aloof, perhaps even tough to tooth or stomach, that's why my hope faith and belief just utterly plummeted, now I've Phoenixly raised the bar, so resilient thriving is my new par!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious

9/24/26

Spicy Tangy Angry

Ignorance's stupidity makes me strangely angry, I'm so antagonistically spicy tangy, graduating from my Monstah Mash's Mrs Dash, much more marijuana flower lover than hash, gotta be able to socially function, but at some boundary breaking junction, u mistake space as judgment, becoming a begrudging curmudgeon, leaving isolation ur only choice, is ur inner noise even ur own voice, where even in black there's white, welcome to equal right's fight, we're all spectrumous shades, moralistic integrity pays, just in a different way, surprisingly thru unwavering faith!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/23/26

Democracy's Hypocrisy

This level of wisdom didn't come easy, sure I've had occasions I was cheesy/sleazy, moments aren't totality, ain't hoeing casually, cuz of spiritual attachment, close ur gaping mouth ungraspingly gasping, like it's all a shock, when did accountability stop, just cuz u could afford it, why couldn't either of Trump's presidencies be aborted, so let me get this straight, u can be a convicted criminal conman who incites masogony racism discriminating divisive war oppression and hate, but immigrants and even some regular citizens can't vote especially with a felony, who made these rules of law and the implementation so intentionally unintelligently?

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/23/26

Miss My Sis

My visibility on the rise but am I being seen, maybe Biggie was right when he said "it was all a dream", except the Truman/Joe Show magazine's gone digital, why does it seem Republican/MAGA conservatism is so synonymous with hypocritical, I'm always gonna call bullshit out, get up every day resiliently smile and bout, in honor of my mom and dad, but what's tragically sad, it's my sister's 5th heavenly birthday, how much longer is worth the wait, when we can meet again, Trevor's incredible but u were my quintessential OG best friend!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/22/26

Unhide My Side

Had to change scenery for a bit, I was losing both sanity and wit, this grief stuff is tricky, ultimately showing who's against or with me, in a very non-judgmental way, it ain't easy being gay, literally smoking green, but called blue dream, which isn't my regular type, but a lil sativa brought me back to life, indica helps regulate my adhd, while also letting me mingle socially elatedly, u see loss is very heavy, and since eventually everything's proven temporary, I gutterly know God will get me thru this, not necessarily to joyful happiness/bliss, just grateful to be more on the other side, I'm done quietly suffering in silence trying to hide!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/22/26

Back/Bat That

Seriously at wit's end, I need help and support from more than just friends, including my government and the law, what's the constitution or police for, the call is coming from inside the white house, I'd even bet they epsteined their spouse, this level of corruption is fucking disgusting, the fact that nobody gives a shit either is troubling, except my lyft driver, I refuse to be one of those unalivers, I'm am too strong and resilient for that, but I really wish some of these peeps who say they love my family and me would get my back/go to bat!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/21/26

Human Hope

Was gonna take a day off from writing, but my stuff lately's been angry instead of enlightening, neither positive nor inspiring, despite high levels of output I'm firing, trying to outdo last year, transmuting all the endured grief pain tears and fear, pushing and pulling thru, dodging toxic venom spewed, power to the people, stop showering evil, discrimination hate and divisiveness, does nothing but stifle bliss, happiness starts with revolutionary joy, artists shouldn't have to be slavishly employed, health care food shelter and education should be non profit, boomer crony corporate Capitalism breeds corruption and greed and like ai we can't seem to stop it!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/20/26

Poor War Ridden Innocent Civilian Citizens

Stuck in this alternate reality con, it's impossible for me to move on, I'm actually offended, this isn't what my mother intended, just like Trump, everybody sits helplessly on their rump, not doing a damn thing, despite all the evil awful atrocities he brings, so narcissistically selfish, making the whole globe hellish, while the world makes a big fuss, hopefully they can gracingly differentiate between him and us, just like Israel or Palenistine governments vs the citizens, sick and tired of unnecessary war killings of innocent women and children civilians!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/19/26

Hate Made Cave

I just want all this trust stuff over, need to put down all the grief I shoulder, esp as I grow privelegedly older, with a colder scolder, who shall remain unnamed, but absolutely should be emphatically embarrassedingly ashamed, my family showed y'all nothing but unconditional love, then u go do this unreciprocatingly mucking it up, none of theirs is urs, they're is major betrayal at heart and soul's core, u fiduciarally abused the very promise u made, thought I wouldn't declare breach just peacefully retreat/cave, letting u run away with false perceived special needs authority, totally in conflict with me the majority party, since I'm the sole beneficiary responsibly competent, the sheer morally corrupt disgust for his guts just must be said as corroborative acknowledgement!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/18/26

Boo U Dude

So yet another week goes by, and I'm over here left brokenly betrayed/devastated wondering why, how can this keep happening, every hour of every day or every week of every year after my mom died my uncle's laughing, literally all the stealingous way to my bank account, can't even muster a frown, no one fucking cares, my own lawyer I hired after the mediator failed doesn't try to take the time to understandingly hear, the emergency in this tragic scenario, where there just isn't a realistic legitimate hero, unlike Mariah tho it doesn't lie within u, ur the villan of my story boo/dude!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/18/26

Hurdled Hurled/Whirled World

Not trying to umbilically harp on this, I'd rather be living out my beautiful future's bliss, one where I'm autonomously successful sustainably, Grammy winner whole globetrottingly touring artist is totally attainable, plus I can remain indy, u can't call me Cindy, fucking fella bitch, I'll know ur Mr right prince charming with a simple sniff, trainingly make me addicted, wanna kinkily get with it, cuz we're complimentary, love adventurously hanging intentionally, creating our own lil world, found my tribe I vibe with to try and hurdle whatever life whirls/hurls!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/17/26

Obsolete Streets

I had just the best sis mom and dad, wish I could remember them like that, I'll never get love like that back, I need friends fans and lovers pigpiledly stacked, I'm really trying not to focus on the now, but I don't know how, my uncles are fucking me over, with so much grief resilience light responsibility and talent on my shoulders, holding the utmost space, giving unconditional grace, until I finally realized, undeserving reciprocity is a lie, one way streets, for me are completely obsolete, I want a supported adventurous life, huggingly safe as if divinely protected thru loss's plight/strife!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/17/26

Law's Broken Armed Harm

Can't wait for Trump and my uncle to die, if u even have the ignorance to ask me why, u can go too, nice goodness is thru, evil must be vanquished, it'll help eradicate all this anguish, we're sick of unchoiced consequences, too much hypocrisy in their hences, a fancy word for but, they lack backbone heart soul and gut, what a waste of existence, I'm sick and tired of consistent persistence, when it doesn't successfully pay, at this point my uncles are committing a hate crime for me being gay, however the legal system is a joke, it's gone corruptibly immorally broke!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

9/17/26