Uphill Guilt

U became a jewel thief, when ur rigidity became cruelty, mature grief is lonlier than anger, isn't it weird how u can be family yet a stranger, never entrusted with responsibility but carried it, with all the concentrated loss how am I a smiley happy shit, unconsumed by fear, grateful and blessed to still be here, wish their was less survivor's guilt, seems this inheritance battle will be forever uphill, not exacerbating drama, just expressing real caretaker trauma!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

1/28/26