Can't Help Myself

It hurts to have to say goodbye, especially if they didn't die, they just used and abused u, til all that I was able to do, was walk away, completely disengage, as if they didn't exist, live with it, my absence, and no matter what happens, I hold no regret or shame, my love isn't a game, I gave cuz that's who I am, never did I try to lie deceive or scam, I even felt bad, when I got mad, cuz u couldn't show up how I expected, perhaps I'm wicked overprotective, but my heart and soul, have already taken a beating/toll, plus I've spent so much time, trying to heal what's mine, establishing new boundary lines, red flags are warning signs, blaming a crush or lust made me blind, to the fact I'm too bloody gullibly trusting forgiving and kind, yet not to myself, and in the end tho no one else can help!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/11/25