Fucked Up Love

I felt foolish and faggoty, but was glad he gave clarity, my heart and head, are a hot mess, but I hope and guess, he won't think me less, cuz I'm emotionally crazy, whoops a daisy, I almost blocked my blessing, it was never my intention, to manipulate my love, that was pretty fucked up, I don't know what to do with this, ignorance was such bliss, I just thought he was a crush, but it's turned to lust, and I know, cuz jealousy is a side of Joe, I'm not used to, a screws loose, so I got awkward and panicky, wondering if anyone can understandably stand by and will still Stan me?

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

3/19/25