I Am A Ham

Boy do I keep misfocusing, should perhaps stop drinking poppering and toking, at least for a lil while, it's ok to have been a bit wild, after the past 6 years, these rage induced tears and fears, all stem from loss, instead of recognizing how much of a bad ass boss, I actually really am, I'm such a stubborn ham, so fucking hard on myself, quick to offer others help, but don't give that same level of love and grace to me, I have wicked trouble letting shit go and just be, but thank God for my chosen family and friends, who keep mirroring/reminding me of how inspiringly strong I've been over and over again!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/4/25