Life's Choice & Consequence

Gonna envelope the philosophy of let's go, u know...ho, I need to let loose, call a truce, with myself, I wanna better my level of intimacy/sexual health, gotta get outta my head, and in bed, in whatever capacity, that makes us both happy, but me first, cuz I've been in this super slump spurt, and that's totally on me, trying to find my boundaries, guess I have trust issues, done tho with all these tissues, crying over a guy, who can't bother to make time, fails to communicate, just consistently avoids and escapes, so now the relationship is awkward and intense, life ain't right when he makes the choice yet I experience and bare consequence, how's that fair, then I'll take the next sign of reciprocal interest as a dare, actually accept the challenge, of developing my hook up talents, instead of jealously waiting complaining, start participating in this type of game playing!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/17/25