I'm So Sorry

I hate all this anger, turned a gay besty to a stranger, cuz I couldn't keep my big mouth shut, made him into a slut, when he didn't give me love, or choose to show up, when he said he would, but did if he could, I'm just so hurt from grief, I pushed him away before he'd leave me, I liked him too much, I was holding onto this grudge, that my family sometimes made me feel not good enough, and the universe never ever ever gave me good timing/luck, and an apology just doesn't seem to do, wish we were more than just 2 trauma bonded dudes!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/4/25