Please Stop The Pain In My Heart God

Today I feel defeated, drained and depleted, by an avoidant attachment, this silent separation is harassment, to my mind body and soul, I'm already fucking whole, but I want and choose him, I can't keep excusing, his toxic behavior, he's not my savior, he's my soulmate, and fuck fate, if it says otherwise, done with divine timing lies, I deserve this, love success happiness and bliss, please give it to me now God, cuz this punishing pain in my heart needs to stop!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

4/22/24