Trying to smile thru the pain, dance umbrellaless in the rain, I've met a ton of rejection, apparently that's a blessing/protection, still gotta keep the faith, especially during this wait, remember that he's on his way, and won't be late, just know the time will come, when loneliness will be done, I deserve to be happy again, that's nothing against family and friends, I'm grateful for all the love I have, tho jealousy and anger rage when I focus on my lack, I'm working on being better, way less tethered and fettered, to materialistic past expectations of the old me, finally taking that faithful leap into my new incredibly bold destiny!
Peace and 1,
Joe Conscious
5/1/25