Damn This Lack Of Companionship Shit

Yet another bad day, I hate waking up this way, and have nobody there, old alone is my biggest fear, I just want to be chosen, our lives interwoven, not codependent, I know the sentiment, perhaps u don't self love enough, life is just tough, why doesn't anyone care for me, they make effort so sparingly, it's slower and worse than snail like breadcrumbing, feel like I'm dead/crumbling, can't handle this anymore, gay equals whore, I'll be damned with this shit, why is it so hard to find real genuine companionship?!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/25