Buffering Suffering

Trying to write my overthinking away, I hate having adhd and being gay, double cursed, I don't know which is worse, no love or success, I'm just less I guess, every day is torturous suffering, I'm done buffering, my responsibilities are over, gotta put down the weight from my shoulders, stand up straight, smile and stay great, say fuck fate, I'll free willingly go my own way, laugh as I go to the bank, even if my poetry and music tank, it gives me purpose, and really helps to heal what hurt us!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/20/25