Reawakened Conscious To What's Toxic

Focusing on something else helps, but not good if it negatively effects my mental or heart health, I'm really struggling, there's nowhere to put all my loving, my childhood home, is about to get sold, that chapter's almost totally closed, so much has been shown/exposed, like pent up jealousy envy anger and pain, the extreme grief is obviously how it's explained, but it takes every ounce of energy, to swallow my ego and pride going to therapy, feel wicked abandoned, no love even when asked begged and demanded, sorry I'm such too much, I thought u were way more than just a lil crush, a possible twin flame, got me caught up in this crazy chasing game, however now I've reawakened conscious, realizing that relationship was dangerously enabling draining one way and plain toxic!

Peace and 1,

Joe Conscious 

5/4/25